#im trying to live through moots on twitter who are there but im just sad

[the-kipsabian]

i just hate the fact that unless i get a job theres absolutely zero percent chance im ever seeing live wrestling outside the small circle in my country again tbh

aew is already doing a bad by taking the ONE THING we got outside the states - all in - and giving it to fucking texas of all places (sorry to texans but im a hater this was europes one special thing and they fucked it up im so mad)

even if we got a tour or whatever; its just a known fact they would never come here. nobody does. unless you are a really big fucking deal, then maybe yeah, but aew? hell if the fed didnt sell even half the seats pre-pandemic, what hope does a less known company have LMAO

which would mean traveling out of the country. which makes it literally impossible with how expensive that shit is. "oh but just save money and you'll be fine!" im living from benefit to benefit at the moment, without a job. and if i could save any money from those benefits, they would know, as they require bank statements every few months to decide if youre doing poorly enough to get the benefits. so any savings = you have money = no more extra benefits to save. so unless i have a job or someone pays all this for me, i literally have no hope

so im sorry if im extra fucking sad during one of the biggest weeks aew has outside the us cause i know im never going to experience any of this cause everything mcfucking sucks in my life good day ✌