#im still like. i dont know how to properly describe please let me know if im doing it wrong

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[annimoose]

Okay, okay, okay, now that I had time to properly digest everything from part 44. I can finally give out some real thoughts on it. Real and disjointed thoughts but thoughts anyway.

Part 44 spoilers

First of all, i am still just so giddy about John being referred to as John in the description now and not as "The Entity". This is, SO MUCH to me.

The title, the fucking title. The Deliverance being a "rebirth" not of just John finally understanding who he is and wants to be, but for both Arthur and John's relationship going forward (hopefully continuing to communicate better with one another at least until Kayne decides to file out divorce papers again), and of course Arthur coming back from the dead "being reborn again." Can I call it that? Plus they did come out of the "hags womb" (over explaining here but fuck it we ball.)

The Waylay is limbo? Right? Or Arthur's personal limbo? Seems like limbo for everyone due to the blood and sand already waiting for him there ("alive" Parker reveal, maybe? Lets go?) I got so many questions about the Waylay. Also if John and Arthur both die and get separated, I will cry for at least a week. They deserve to be happy together bro I cant. 😭

John being a lot more caring now bruvs, its jover. Its so fucking jover for me. Also, John being a lot more active with using his hand now right? Right???

As much as I absolutely adore Yorik, I feel like he will turn heel once Kayne appears again. He stated himself that he does whatever benefits him the most and with Kayne being as powerful as he is, it shouldn't be a question. But if he does choose to stay with Jarthur I will be surprised. (I will still love Yorik no matter what, he just a little silly guy.) I hope he goes around and kills people hitman style with that hand.

Arthur needing to see Faroe again. That shit ate me up, GUH, This hit me in the feelies pretty well ngl. I hope Faroe is in the Waylay. But, what if somehow she was in the darkworld though? I know it's "immortal hell" but, memories can "immortalize" a person. What if John met her and that's what got him to realize his bedrock?

I have never been unnerved by this podcast until John described the fucking witch. Discovering a dead body, underwater? Hell Nawww.

Arthur held his breath for how long exactly? He only took three days after being fucking stabbed multiple times to death? I mean, honestly that sounds like an Arthur thing to me, but still. That's odd. Brings me back to my amulet theory. Is he still wearing it? The amulet still allows you to feel pain but keeps you alive no matter the damage.

Arthur, Arthur, please just read the goddamn letter. YOU'RE KILLING ME. I wonder if Oscar's letter is going to be used as a tool to bring Arthur back if he does almost lose himself again. (Plus I just really want to know what's in the fucking letter, FUCK.)

Day of wrath ey? You'll see soon? Hmmm. Something is going to happen at the castle. Isn't it? They're going to get really pissed, John is going to project himself or something more?? People at the castle probably already know Arthur ain't the prince, but is someone they expect. (like the cultist.) THEY'RE GOING TO MEET THE KNIGHTS HERE, RIGHT???

"Owls don't eat People boys." (Ajejjr fucking loved this line.) but im with John and Yorik with this one, I do not trust Owlexander. I JUST DON'T GREAT HORNED OWLS DO NOT COME OUT AT DAY UNLESS ITS FOOD/WEATHER RELATED. WHY IS THE OWL ATTRACTED TO ARTHUR? MAYBE OWLEXANDER DOES THINK HE IS FOOD. I DONT KNOW. BUT THE BIRD IS SUS TO ME.

Okay thats all I can vomit right now. If you read this, thank you and im sorry for the brainrot.

Okay bye.

[samarecharm]

geniunely not trying to put words in ur mouth im geniunely asking: what do you actually like about persona 5? from all ur rants im just wondering why you didnt drop the game bc it seems (again, im not trying to put words in ur mouth) that it simply not for you? i geniunely have not felt any of the issues you bring up outside of the writing ones and i cannot tell if i'm just easily pleased and not good at discerning what a good game is or we simply have dif things we enjoy in a video game. i hate getting tone across text but im asking out of geniune curiosity im not trying to attack your opinion (;-;)

Nah, i dont feel like ur attacking me, and I hope u dont feel the same when u see my complaints! Lmao. In my defense, I am replaying the game for the first time after completing my first file back in 2020, so alot of the faults i kinda shrugged off in my first playthrough are now glaringly in my face now that I no longer have the confusion and interest in learning the main story to keep me occupied. The game is clunky all the way through, and at some times, even frustratingly so.

But despite that, i do like this game. Alot! Its probably one of my top games ever if im being honest!

This ended up way longer than I intended, so im putting it under a readmore to keep the post short on dashboards

If i had to describe what I liked about the game in the simplest way imaginable…I think I would say, I like how the game makes me feel :) I like the music. I like the vibe. I like the immersion from city to city, and I like the premise! I like the characters and I like the connections you make with these characters! As im replaying this game, i am most excited to see Akira and his comments about the world :) i like hearing everyones voices, I like their little interactions in Mementos, and I like seeing them fight!

P5 is the first game I played in the series; its the game that introduced me to SMT in the first place! And it (smt) is a series that my longtime best friend LOVES and never thought hed be able to share with me! It is a game i keep very near to my heart; it has influenced me in ways i did not think would happen in the short couple of years since i first finished it. It genuinely keeps me awake some nights thinking about the world this game has created, and I think that is a testament to the impact its had, be it good or bad.

The joke about wishing theyd make a persona game that was Good is that despite all of its numerous flaws, the games manage to snatch your attention and pull you in anyway. Imagine if they made a game that had all of those things that i mentioned I loved, but done Right and executed Properly?? Where I got to have a story that made sense and didnt need to be spoonfed to me (in like an HOUR of dialogue and scenes; an HOUR!), and characters that talked and bonded beyond the tiny snippets of interaction theyre allowed to have in mementos? Combat that let me use PERSONAS i liked instead of BUILDS that stop me from getting instakilled throughout the entirety of the endgame, and a Persona building mechanic that didnt feel like I was shooting in the dark looking for possible fusions that end up not even being useful in the endgame.

Ive mentioned it before, but I complain so much bc I have seen what a good p5 game looks like, and its Strikers almost to a T. Combat is still your typical warriors-esque style combat, but it is at least different from the turn based strategy of the main game. Characters talk to each other freely, they hang out and comfort each other in a way that feels more connected that the base game. Strikers implements the ability to see ALL possible fusions with ALL registered personas, not just the ones in your Stock, so you can fuse easily without having yo consult a guide. The story feels like it makes SENSE with antagonists that feel morally grey and sympathetic. Genuinely, alot of the complaints for p5 I had were almost immediately rectified in this game.

But please also know that the praises I sing for this game is only bc of the groundwork laid by p5 and the world it created. Thats what I like about this game, that it had such a captivating premise and cast of characters, that a DIFFERENT company was able to hit the ground running with them. P5 had alot happening in that game, but i think what it had most was potential. The effort put into this game is astronomical, and the possible connections you can outright MISS if u arent paying attention was worth the money and time to implement; even if it meant that it could be considered a waste of resources to higher ups.

Books and games and part time jobs???!! Silly little cutscenes that add nothing to the game PLOTwise, but define and flesh out the personality of your protagonist. There was alot of love put into this game, and its evident by the fact that we have NOT seen a new persona game released; they bank on existing titles bc they are unwilling to make a game like this from scratch again. They dont want to ‘waste’ resources on good voice acting and a complex, overarching story; they dont want to waste money on scenes a player may never see, on routes a player may never get to experience. Making a game that gives u even the slightest bit of freedom means more money in programming and detailing that freedom. This has been an issue for a WHILE, and its a miracle that the gaming landscape had space for a colossal title like p5!

I complain bc I want better, and I do not think that is inherently at odds with my love of this game. In b4 im told to get good; ive played on hard and tested out merciless (its NOT fun, im making godbuilds again and its boring 😞). Its not the most accessible turnbased rpg; theres no colorblind modes, and the affinity system is convoluted and overwhelming. Combo moves are hard to keep track of and it can be incredibly frustrating to see your turns being skipped or seeing characters take extreme technical damage without understanding WHY it happened. The fact that they KNEW the game was desperate for qol improvements by the time royal came out, and instead of updating the base game to have those improvements too, they just pushed the royal edition out for people to play instead. It sucks! Customers and fans deserve better than being forced to shell out money for a game they already played !

As the gaming climate gets more and more hostile and unbearable, I think it is good to look at your games critically, and understand why products come out subpar. Persona 5 is a fun game that has a nice cast and an interesting premise, but it is ultimately tied down by its refusal to build on existing building blocks regarding its combat, and it insists on having insulting and downright out of character dialogue and scenes to appease the audience its designed to be targeted to. It is easy to forget sometimes that queer ppl are infact NOT the prime target of these games, its cishet gamer bros from aged 16 to 40 who will laugh at homophobic comments, who drool over a 16 yr old girl with a 16 yr old mindset and a grown womans body, who need to be placated with constant sexual comments to deal with a convoluted story that will inevitably make zero sense until its laid out for you before the literal end of the game.

Its bad. Its good. Its so shallow and its unbelievable that they thought having the plot twist make ZERO sense until they showed CUTSCENES of YOUR character discussing Goro and his connections to the metaverse for endgame SHOCK VALUE was more important than just having your team be smart and piece it together over time. Its shit. Its literally amazing. It let you FUCK your teacher ??????????????what the FUCK. They also let me shoot a god in the face w the best looking ult persona in the world so i can ignore that shit. And ultimately that is how i got through the game. Lol.

[uselessmicrowave]

HII i was the anon asking for a matchup hehe (both bots and cons, literally anyone) im just so interested and excited abt the matchup since its my first time doing one :DDD

Im quite short, around (5'6), i have a darker shade of green eyes (w long lashes) and long black hair with pink highlights that end around my mid back, (it's quite curly too); im very pale, and i mean "the first time they see me they tell me im a vampire" kind of pale, i have plump lips that are pink, kinda like a blushy pink! I have an ear piercing, and some snakebites, tho it's not pierced, its those ones where you can hook them on, ive also got a thing for silver rings (one is vine like and the other is a silver snake that goes up halfway on my pointer finger [i love snakes]; on my right hand tho is a single gold ring)

On how i dress, i usually do not give any fucks- literally, i just throw anything on (my usual fit is a black shirt, and some soft pants)

I'm an INTP (for some reference since i really suck at describing things) Me as i describe myself, am a very quiet person, quiet as in "my friends forgot i was in the backseat" kind of quiet, im usually a homebody, literally, another reason why i get called a vampire is that i hate sunlight, alot, i dont like going out as much as my friends do, since i hate loud and public places tho i would really be down to hangout with them whenever. I always keep to myself and refrain from ever speaking out, always observing, and just listening; but when i get closer to someone and get to know them more i usually get loud and very talkative. Even tho im always patient doesn't mean i wouldn't punch someone if they mess w me or my friends, as i could really have a high temper; on a side note, im very patient! Really im not even kidding i literally put up with someone's shit for 3 years and still going.

Hobbies or things i generally like/ like to do is art!! Mostly digital art, you'll always see me with my tablet everywhere i go, and i rarely share them as i have absolutely zero confidence, i also love to read! (Fav being tolkien books, both LoTR and TH) i also write my own stories and could be so into world building, its taking me 3 years to actually build my world properly. I love music like its not even funny; aside from seeing me w my tablet, i guarantee you'll always see me wearing earphones and jamming, im a sucker for roadtrips while i gaze outside just daydreaming and forgetting about reality (im a hardcore daydreamer). I really dont have a certain music taste since i just play whatever sounds good!!

Hello anon! I’ll match you up with TFA Prowl!

Prowl is fascinated by your piercings. How do you get one? Does it cause daily issues? How do you take care of them? What are the other kinds (He'll keep these questions to himself though, but he will encourage you if you start rambling about it or want to talk about it)?

He's also very quiet compared to the other bots, and he'd prefer to have a 'home date' or just hang out with you somewhere outside in a quiet and shady area.

Prowl is glad you get talkative when you two are alone, because he really won't speak up about anything unless it's dire or bothering him an insane amount.

He is very interested in your digital art process, he'd love to watch you draw if you'd let him.

You'll have to introduce you to your favorite authors and books if you want him to understand a specific reference/joke.

He's amazed that you had taken three years to... make a world? He doesn't completely understand but, tell him about it, please, he'd love to hear about it.

If he sees you wearing headphones/earbuds, he'll ask what song or what artist you're listening to, especially if you look like you're enjoying it.

[xuriri]

Lovers

Seokmin x reader!!

Genre;fluff , slightly angst(or not hehe), collage au!!!

Warning;sick reader

How do we describe seokmin as your boyfriend?

seokmin as your boyfriend would do everything in his power to make sure your life was as joyful and fun as possible. one of the most important things to him is your happiness. dates with him will almost always be nights on the town to see a movie, dinner, or just a long drive. he loves to spend time alone with you, and in return, desires words of praise (whether it be about your relationship or other things). more often than not, time alone with him turns into a much-needed nap. In fact, when seokmin had to share a bed with his roommate wonwoo once, he ended up hugging him because he's so used to that other person being you. (and months later, his friends tease him about it still)

Silly right and as for seokmin he would describe you as a loving person with a unique personality strong independent woman and lastly a wife material to him he even swear to be with you forever

Its the student council's meeting that time and as he spotted you through the door making your way to the table and as set an eye on you he couldn't think more he was like dude this woman will be the death of me

He likes to listen on your rants whenever you feel annoyed or hating something or rather someone then end up hating it too bestie vibes

And have i mentioned? You have been together for 4 years and had been living with each for 2 years now? That's insane

You guys just clicked together and it's almost perfect not until..

"I'm breaking up with you seokmin"

This words rang in his head many times he couldn't process the words the inky question running through his head was

Why?

Why the sudden blunt Decision when everything is so perfect between the two of you?

"why? What happened baby? Did i do something wrong? Is this a prank "

He asked as he tried to held his woman's hand but she backed away

"no seokmin you didn't do anything wrong you're perfect"

She said not looking at him property this made him annoyed

"then why are you suddenly asking for break up? If it's a prank this isn't funny i swear "

She looked at him with a blank face although they say eyes can't lie you can still see the hint of guilt in her

"I'm going abroad tommorow I'll be living there for good and i dont think LDR would work on us "

"is that all y/n? Is that all the reason why you have to be breaking up with me? We can do it actually well i can why are you doubting our relationship?"

He said almost shouted each words

"you know we can't ,if you can do it well I can't we just going to overthink a lot and might not handle it properly"

You could really tell seokmin is deeply hurt but also angry at the fact that you are now doubting the relationship and not trusting him

"dont you trust me y/n? Dont you have a Faith in our relationship? You know it deep down that we can handle it! Trust me baby we can, stop this nonsense please i loveyou so much don't do this to me"

He was tearing up now seeing him like this makes her even more guilty

"im sorry seokmin but i made up my mind ,Im breaking up with you and that's it i hope you find a better person for you"

"you're the only person who's better to me! I dont understand your reason right now baby im not agreeing of us breaking apart I can't let you....go"

He kneeled down on her while crying making her teared up a bit it's not her intention to hurt him it's just she have to do this for his own good

"goodbye seokmin I'm really sorry"

She turn away from the man and Walked away leaving the poor man behind in his knees crying for her to come back

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Seokmin's POV

"man it's been a 7 months aren't you moved on already?" Jeonghan reminded me

Still haven't moved on i still love her but i also hate her for leaving me out of the blue

"she's-"

I was interupted by the sound of my phone i look at the phone caller i was surprised to see ,y/n's mother calling me i answered it

"hello?"i ask in the other line her mom was sighning deeply

"i need to tell you something seokminah "

"im all ears "

"my daughter didn't mean for you both to break up she was blunt i know i know you deserve to know "

"know what mrs l/n "

"y/n before you two even broke up 2 weeks before that we Rushed her to the hospital because she fainted only to find out her lung cancer was getting worse

She's scared about things wouldn't work between the two of you because she said she's dying she can't have you worrying about her she dont want you to be lonely "

The phone ended

She's sick and didn't even bother telling me? I could be in her side right now fuck

"tell cheol i wont be home I'm booking a flight to canada it's urgent "

Y/n's POV

Knock knock....

I Sighed annoyingly shout softly

"ma i said i don't want to eat! Stop it leave me alone"

The door opened revealing the most handsome man in earth ,my first love

"seokmin? What are you doing here!?"

He smiled at me

"hi gorgeous"

"stop what's going on and what? Have you seen me? Bro im bald now and looking so pale as fuck"

"why didn't you tell me about this? You lied if it wasn't to mrs l/n i wouldn't know a thing i could have been in your side for the past few months taking care of your clumsy ass but instead you keep it to yourself then leaving me behind"

" i-im sorry seokmin I didn't mean all of it i didn't mean to lie i just don't want you to worry"

"I'm always telling you in our relationship communication is important"

"go back to korea seokmin please i can take care of myself"

It hurts him i know but i really can do this alone

"no mrs l/n said i can stay here whenever i want don't tell me what i do i will stay here and take care of you"

"do you not understand seokmin!? Im dying! I'm going to die! I told you to find someone else why did you even came here"

Im now crying mess but seems like it was nothing to him as if he fully understand the situation

He came towards me and hugged me i dont have much strength for pushing him so i just let him

"I can't find someone else i promised to myself i will only love you and only you stop being stubborn love"

I just cried harder on his chest

"you're so stupid"

"yea stupidly inlove with you i know "

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Seokmin's POV

It's been 4 years now a lot has changed since that day

Right now im looking at my beautiful woman's picture admiring her once more remembering the flashbacks how'd he met you ,how he did the first move and how you said yes to him

"you fought really bravely my love im ao proud of you"

Then all of a sudden a smack came to his head he turn to see the pretty woman

"why the heck are you like that i didn't die stupid"

He just smiled and scratch the back of his head

"why? You really fought it right your sickness had vanished you look so healthy Thanks to your doctor's to your family and thanks to you mylove for surviving the cancer"

He kissed her forehead then her lips after only making the girl giggle

"iloveyou min-min"

"i loveyou more infinity and beyond my love"

[majowatarot]

Wanted to ask for a tarot reading about my work/relationship with Aratron in comparison to other Olympic spirits, any insight, advice on how to have amenable relationship with him and my future workings with Olympic spirits as a whole. The reading is up to you, it can be public if you want it to be public or can be private.

Hello! Sorry for the long wait on this reading. I fell into an adhd trap of executive dysfunction and i only pushed through rn. Its funny that you are currently working with aratron since saturn has been heavy in my conscience lately due to that very executive dysfunction

But for the actual reading: i decided to lay a seperate pile for your connection with other olympian spirits and for aratron specifically.

Surprisingly the one with aratron seems to be doing a bit better than others. For aratron the leading card is the Four of pentacles and though its reversed it seems that a stable foundation is slowly being built (or had been built) it may be a bit unsure still since its a reversal but I would describe this as growing pains, or time of getting comfortable with each other. Though I wonder if the way your connection works is not through destabilizing you a bit in the material world? Shaking you up a bit, having you question your connection with your comfort zone, the things you hold onto etc etc. Overall whatever is happening seems to be very fruitful as I got both the empress and the queen of wands. I can very much see you getting more powerful both magically and in your material word because of this. I think you have a lot of entusiasm and energy to make this work properly so it seems surprisingly lovely.

When it comes to the other spirits Im getting the Five of Swords and Eight of Swords reversed. Pretty tricky interpretation so feel free to come back around and let me know how you resonate with this. The way I would interpret it is that the connection with other spirits is not as strong. And you may have to watch out for more destabilizing forces. Im not sure what exactly is happening but I can see you “burning yourself” on accident if you are not careful. Your connection with the olympic spirits overall might require very “proper” way of going about things. Im getting the magician as a clarifier and the temperance is at the bottom of the deck so make sure you dont rush the process over here. Make sure to prepare super well for future interactions and that you follow the rules of whatever paradigm you practice magic in. Im not trying to scare you though of course, its just advice.

I also wanted to go in depth on your and aratron’s connection so I pulled two cards for each of you. Your cards are the Fool reversed and Death reversed. Very interesting energy for sure. Whatever is happening the connection can trigger some pretty huge transformation for you. I wonder if you are ready? We both know you are not a fool but I feel like you may be holding onto something that should die, before new birth can take place. You may want something new to show up before you let something old die, but unfortunately thats just not the cycle of life. Aratrons energy is the Seven of Cups reversed as well as Four of Pentacles Reversed once again. Very much a topic of limitation and limits your options/vision. If you are currently trying to manifest something rhrough working with him it may be blocked off from you for a period before you go through the lesson you are meant to integrate.

I also decided to pull some advice for you. Queen of pentacles, Ten of Swords reversed and Five of Pentacles. This is a very material and non magical advice I feel like, but it can definitely be also applied to your practice. Overall what Im getting is: focus on stability and abundance. A painful end may lead you to be in a difficult material situation for a time so do your best to set up safety foundations for yourself.

I hope this is helpful and please let me know what resonated and what didnt! If you have any of your own interpretations Im also curious about them!

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Free magical readings are currently open. Read the pinned post for rules ✨✨

[diesoonandsuffer]

this moment from “The Empath” makes me want to bite glass every time i watch it

[Video Description: A short clip from the Star Trek episode “The Empath”. There is no dialogue. Bones hesitates before walking away from Spock. Spock slowly sits down next to an unconscious Kirk, looking at him as he does so. The Empath, who has started to follow Bones, stops and looks at Spock. She appears intrigued, curious. Her and Spock make eye contact before Spock quickly turns away, looking down at his device. The Empath makes her way to Spock and places her hand on his shoulder. Once she does, he snaps his head up, alert. There is a zoom in on The Empath’s face as very sweet, lovely piece of orchestral music plays. The Empath smiles. End clip.]

[mp100fanworkstranslation]

He too, is an evil spirit PART 2

PART I Here

Tome: Thanks for coming with me to pick up my stuff Ekubo-chan. Ekubo: Heh Youre a student. How could you forget your homework? Tome: Hehe -They round the corner and there’s sounds of arguing- Tome: Huh? Ekubo: Huh? Voice: You made me feel so good after. Reigen: Well thats really…. Voice: I wanted to ask for your help again, and I never thought I’d run into you here. It’s too much of a coincidence. It must be….

Ekubo: What are they doing? Who is that? Man: You saved me! It was all your doing. Reigen: Im glad to hear that. Man: I’d love to have you over so I can properly thank you. Please come to my place. It’s very close to here. Reigen: Oh you dont have to thank me. It’s my job. I couldnt possibly accept.

man: It’s really very close! Reigen: I’m so sorry, today is a bit inconvienent. Ekubo: Why is it this guy (Reigen) who’s run across an unsavor character? Tome: What a needy client... Man: Surely, you’ll accept, right Master Reigen? I’d love a personal massage from you. Reigen: I’m sorry, Curse removal house calls are not part of the service package that we offer.

Tome: Ugh gross Tome thinks: Oh

Ekubo: Hey Reigen Got Trouble? Reigen: Ekubo

Reigen: Oh no, He was just on his way home, right? Man: Um well... uh.... yeah,... sure. I’ll see you around then.

Reigen: Ow! The hell are you doing?!

Ekubo: He transferred his obsession... things like this arent worth eating. He grabs it and it pops. 

Reigen:?  Ah, Tome, did you pick up your things?  Tome: Ive got everything, Thank you Mr. Reigen. Reigen: As you just witnessed, there’s  dangerous stuff out here. It’s best you head straight home.  Tome: Okay

Ekubo: That situation didnt look good... and why are you come along? Reigen: I wrapped up earlier than expected. Why don’t you go return your body and I’ll take Tome home. Ekubo: So then... who’s taking you home. Reigen: What?  Ekubo: um Ekubo thinks: Shit....  Reigen: Hey... You....uh... Ekubo: Apologies, I did not mean to imply you were an idiot or anything Reigen: Sounds like you did.  And how long were you going to hold on to that body anyway.  Look, I appreciate the concern, but enough is enough. You can’t keep doing this. Ekubo: I’m aware

Reigen: If youre aware, why don’t you get going? Ekubo: This guy works the night shift today, so it’s not problem if he sleeps later. Reigen: I know but...

Tome: So then... this too is a form of favortism is it not? 

Tome: Ekubo-chan is an evil spirit, so he shows a kind of favortism for certain people.  Ekubo:................ Reigen: Um...Wha.... Tome: He said so earlier.  Tome: Isnt that an odd thing to say? He said it was because he’s an evil spirit. | Reigen:..... Ekubo: Having favoritism for specific people is something that humans have too, you know. 

(Note: I’m not sure if theres a better word for this, but the term that’s being used is Favoritism + Preferential Treatment. Ie. treating someone better than other people, because you like them. Like a positive bias thing.)

Reigen: Tomechan, we’ve.... lets leave it at that.   Tome: Huh?

-Narration- I don’t quite understand how these two relate to each other . If I had to describe it, theyre like bastard friends that still for some reason trust one another. 

-Narration- Bastard friend (This is kind of hard to describe, but it’s a bad friend that brings out the worst in you.) Friend Employee It doesn’t really matter what you call it. What ever it you call it, it ought to be preceded by the phrase “An Important”  Whether it’s giving importance to the other... or for you yourseld to be regarded held up as important.....they seem happier around each other because for it. It’s like the calming glow of single bulb at the dark core of them both. 

Tome: So then.... one would give preferential treatment to someone they’d assigned a special importance to. I guess an evil spirit would think in that manner.  Reigen: Please kill me Tome: Evil spirits are so difficult to analyze... Ekubo: I’m being analyzed?

-Narration- The evil spirit will be back at the consultation office tomorrow. Because he has a kind of affinity towards the boss

-Narration- No one is asking him to come, and he has not obligation to be there. He does so out of a kind of favoritism, bringing a kind of caring of his own accord.  Tome: Ah....So....do you know what he smells like? -Narration- I guess this is fine Reigen:You mean Ekubo? How would I know? Ekubo is sniffing his sleeve: Cigarettes. This guy smells like cigarettes, Im pretty sure.

-Narration- As for reason? It’s because he’s an evil spirit.  (Note: Im not sure who is speaking below:) Reigen: Can I take a whiff? 

Ekubo: Wha..This idea that people have their own unique smells to people isn’t a thing. This is ridiculous,

Tome: Guys? 

Reigen: I feel like he’d should smell like cucumbers

Tome: Hey Guys? GUYS!

[jamesbuchananxsteviegrant]

I Pick the TV Show, Rogers Shuts His Cake-Hole | Bucky x Steve x Reader (Angst, Fluff)

Category: Angst, Fluff (Suggested) Age: 14+ Trigger Warnings: none, other than the standard explicit language Ship: Bucky x Steve x Reader Summary: Steve Snaps At Reader When He’s Stressed, Resulting In Her Being Very Upset Request: "can u write where steve/bucky is overwhelmed with something and when reader asks to help or is telling them to relax they snap at reader and reader is hurt which makes them feel really bad afterwards. thank you sm. i love ur writings. and this is anon right? is it alright if u dont post my response if its not anon? im sorry. thank you so much. ur blog always pictures great stucky imagines. 💗💗💗" Contains Spoilers for: N/A Word Count: 2,488

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A given, the super-soldier had been on nonstop missions for the last month or so, but she thought she was helping him feel better, not making him feel worse.

“Would you like anything to eat, Stevie? You’ve barely moved all day.” (Y/N)’s voice is small. Quiet.

She’s leaning through the door of his study where he’s sat putting together his mission reports from the last three or four missions he’s been out on.

He shakes his head but doesn’t even turn to look at her.

Sighing, the woman walks further into the room where her boyfriend is slouched over the desk.

“You gotta take a break, Stevie.” She whispers, resting her hands on his shoulders.

She notices the way they tense up, but he still remains silent.

His fingers continue to write up his report on the laptop.

“I’m worried about you, Stevie; talk to me.”

“I’m busy, (Y/N).”

“I know you are, baby, but you’ve gotta look after yourself too.” She attempts, leaning down to press a kiss to his cheek. He pulls away.

The woman furrows her brows.

“Steve, please, you’ve got to-”

“(Y/N), just stop!”

The shout is sudden and it makes her flinch back away from the man as he turns to face her.

“I’m fine, alright?! I don’t need you babying me all the time!”

She doesn’t respond for a second, surprised at her lover’s outburst.

He says nothing more, simply turns back to the laptop and continues typing away.

“Steve, look how stressed you are. Can you please just-”

“STOP! Okay?! Just stop! Leave me the fuck alone while I finish these neverending mission reports. For once in your life can you just understand that not everything is about you?!”

(Y/N) swears that being shot in the heart wouldn’t hurt half as much as the words that just came out of the man’s mouth.

Her mouth opens and closes as if searching for the right words to say, but that hurt.

Is she really that bad? Is that the truth behind all of this? That she’s clingy? Thinks everything is about her? That was never her intention. (Y/N) is well aware of how important being an Avenger is. Hell, she is an Avenger, for Christ’s sakes.

She says nothing more and leaves the room.

She can’t even decide if she feels sad. No. She’s not sad, she’s not angry, she’s not… anything.

Numb.

Naturally, her feet lead her to their room. Steve’s room. They all basically share the super soldier’s abode since they all got together, but right now she doesn’t dare open the door.

Doing a full one-eighty spin, (Y/N) takes herself back to a place she barely touches anymore. Her room.

It’s pretty empty. Most of her clothes are in Steve’s room, in her own walk-in wardrobe. Her bed is perfectly made from the last time she slept in here - maybe a year ago?

The woman walks around her bed and straight onto her bedroom balcony, overlooking the lake at the back of the compound, and stays there. For three-hours. Until Bucky comes looking for her.

He came home from his mission about thirty-minutes ago only to find their shared room of Steve’s empty. He searched just about everywhere, completely clueless.

“FRIDAY, where’s (Y/N) and Steve?” He finally gives in.

“Captain Rogers is in study five, and Agent (L/N) is in her private quarters.”

Now that makes the brunet furrow his brows.

Why would (Y/N) be in her room and not his or Steve’s?

He prioritises finding (Y/N) first, knowing Steve will be writing up mission reports, no doubt.

Despite them being together for over six-years now, he hesitates when reaching for the handle of her bedroom door. Instead, the man opts to knock.

No answer.

“(Y/N)?” Nothing. “Doll, it’s me; can I come in?” Nothing.

Bucky tries the door handle and finds it unlocked, yet still hesitates.

“Baby?” He calls out. Again, nothing.

He’s cautious now. Scared.

Her room looks as untouched as the last time he saw it, which was a few months back when she was after one of her plushies.

“(Y/N)?”

It’s when he feels the chill of the midnight winds ruffle his hair that he realises her balcony doors aren’t fully closed.

Striding straight over, his eyes widen at the sight of his girlfriend curled up in the corner of the outdoor area, crying.

“(Y/N), baby, hey, what’s wrong?!”

Bucky immediately drops to his knees in front of the woman, reaching for her hands and gently tugging them away from her tear-stained face.

“(Y/N), doll, look at me.” His voice is gentle. Soothing.

She does almost instantly but her sadness stays.

“What happened, baby? Are you hurt?”

The fear and sincerity in his voice is enough to prompt the woman to shake her head. Yes, she’s hurting emotionally, but he needs confirmation that she’s not dying.

The woman immediately sees the relief take over his features, but he’s still concerned.

“What’s wrong, doll?”

Her eyes stray away from his, not wanting to tell him what’s got her so upset.

“Hey, no, look at me, baby,” He whispers, hand lightly grasping at her chin to raise her face back up to his. “What’s got you so worked up, (Y/N)?”

Another shake of her head as she tries to escape her lover’s hold.

“Baby, please, you’re scaring me.”

Her face contorts into something close to heartbreak as she wants nothing more than to reassure the man in front of her.

“It’s okay, Buck.”

“It’s not okay! Doll, I haven’t seen you cry since Stevie nearly died on that mission in Ohio like two-years-ago! Talk to me.”

She takes a deep breath and wipes her face of the shedding tears.

“Do you want me to get Stevie?”

The question is innocent and makes sense, but her eyes widen and she shakes her head desperately.

“No! No, please, no.”

That truly makes the super soldier concerned.

“Doll, please can you tell me what’s happened?”

Never in the last eight-years that Bucky and (Y/N) have known each other has she been so reluctant to see Steve.

Another sob escapes her and it’s breaking his heart.

“Baby, please.”

“Steve got mad at me, alright?!” She manages an attempted shout. “I just wanted him to look after himself.”

“What happened? What did Steve do?”

He’s concerned. Massively.

“I was trying to get him to eat; he hasn’t eaten properly in so long. He’s so overworked and he’s hung up on all these mission reports. He told me that not everything was about me - shouted at me; told me to stop.” She’s whimpering and sniffling again now. “Please get him to eat something, James.”

That last sentence is the one that crushes him. She’s upset, yeah, but above all that, she’s still worried about the blond super soldier.

“Come on, baby, let’s go to our room and get into bed, yeah? I’ll go and speak to Stevie.”

Her eyes meet his and she looks scared, but the ocean blue gaze that he returns makes her bound to his every command.

The woman nods.

“Okay.”

“That’s my girl.”

With the help of the Winter Soldier, (Y/N) manages to stand up, letting him lead her out of her private room and into their shared one of Steve’s.

“Here, let’s get you into your PJs, yeah?”

He doesn’t leave room for negotiation as he helps his girlfriend strip out of her casual dress and into one of his oversized t-shirts.

“You get snuggled up in bed, doll. I’m going to go and get Stevie, okay?”

He hates how she looks nervous at the mention of their other lover’s name.

“He loves you more than words can describe, baby girl, I promise you. He shouldn’t have lashed out at you, I’m gonna talk to him, okay?”

A hesitant nod and forced smile is enough for now.

“I’ll be back shortly, I promise.” He leans over and gives the woman a kiss on the lips, leaving her with one of her favourite shows playing on the TV.

“Bucky,” Her choked up voice calls out just before he leaves.

The man turns from his place in the doorway.

“I love you.”

The smile that takes over his expression is contagious.

“I love you too, baby girl. More than anything.”

Despite his reassurance to the woman, he’s pretty damn pissed for a number of reasons about Steve losing his cool with their girl. Reason number one being, how dare he? Reason number two being, he knows better than to overwork, yet here we are.

Bucky doesn’t even knock once he approaches the glass doors of the study where Steve is sat typing away on the laptop.

The blond doesn’t even glance up to see who entered. He barely heard the door open which enrages Bucky further.

The brunet slams the lid of the laptop shut without saying a word, prompting Steve’s head to shoot up, glaring daggers at whoever has interrupted him.

“What the fuck, James?!”

That makes Bucky really get annoyed.

“Are you serious right now, Rogers?”

“I’m in the middle of about seven different mission reports, Buck, I’ve gotta finish them.” The man sighs, going to open the lid of the PC once more, only for Bucky to hold it down. “James, seriously,”

“No. What you need to do is explain to me why our girlfriend has been crying for the last God-knows how many hours?”

That makes Steve snap back to reality.

“What? (Y/N) has been crying? Is she okay?”

Bucky literally rolls his eyes at that.

“Are you fucking serious, Steve?” He repeats, Steve looking confused, expression contorting as he realises that his boyfriend is seriously angry at him.

“Bucky, what’s wrong? What’s happened?”

The Winter Soldier’s head lolls back as he groans in frustration.

“You seriously have no idea?” He asks, rhetorically, watching Steve look almost scared. “Do you often shout at your girlfriend and forget it happened?”

Cap’s eyes widen at that, and he visibly gulps.

“What?”

“She came in here to make sure you were looking after yourself, which you weren’t, by the way, and you tell her that not everything is about her?! Are you fucking stupid, Steve?!”

He remembers it all too well in that moment, turning his head down to avoid the frustrated glare of his male lover.

“No. No, you don’t get to look away from me. Look at me.” Bucky demands, watching the blond super soldier reluctantly do so. “I come home from my own exhausting mission, search for (Y/N) for thirty-minutes, and find her crying her God-damn heart out on the balcony of HER room; not our room, Steve, no. Her room.”

Steve’s heart shatters and his eyes widen once more.

(Y/N) hates staying in her room. She’d always be in his or Bucky’s without a doubt.

“I- Buck-”

Bucky shakes his head and stands back upright as Steve is lost for words.

“I’m not mad at you, Steve. I get it, you know? You’ve been overworking for the last month, I know you’re stressed, but fuck, baby, you can’t hurt her like that. Do you know how much my heart fucking shattered when I saw her curled up in the corner of her own God-damn balcony?! It tore me apart. She hasn’t cried since you nearly fuckin-” Bucky chokes on his own word as he walks away from his lover.

“I’m sorry! Buck, I’m sorry, okay? I shouldn’t have let Fury send me on that many missions, I- I should’ve said no. I’m sorry.” Steve attempts, standing up and following the brunet, turning him around to face him once more.

“It’s not me you need to be apologising to, Stevie.”

Captain America nods and leans up to press a kiss to the man’s lips.

“I’m sorry, James.”

Bucky takes a deep breath and forces a smile.

“I forgive you. Of course I forgive you, I know you didn’t mean it, but I swear to God, if you hurt her again…”

Steve is already shaking his head.

“I wouldn’t dream of either of you getting hurt. Where is she?”

“Our room.”

He nods and begins heading toward the woman to which he owes more than he can give.

The door is half ajar when Steve gets there, he slowly opens it to reveal his girlfriend in all her glory, curled up under their Captain America themed duvet - which Sam bought the trio as a joke last Christmas. Her face is clear-as-day red from her earlier upset, and it breaks his heart.

The man knocks gently on the day as if not to startle the poor girl.

“Hey, sweetheart.” He offers a solemn smile when she turns to see who’s there.

He hates the way he can see her hesitation to speak to him as opposed to her usual squeal of his name, arms opening wide to welcome him into her cuddle-fest.

“Hi.” She manages, forcing her own smile.

There’s silence floating between them, the only sound being Jensen Ackles, in his role of Dean Winchester, talking a load of nonsense about pie on the TV that’s streaming Supernatural.

“Baby, I’m so sorry.” Steve manages, taking a step toward the bed. “Nothing can excuse the way I yelled at you, and I’m so sorry for that, but, sweetheart, trust me when I say I didn’t mean it. I was so stupidly stressed, and I should never have let it get to that point.”

She nods, truly believing his words, but it still hurt.

The blond sits down on the edge of the bed, not daring to cuddle his girlfriend until she’s comfortable.

“I love you so much, (Y/N) (L/N).”

A bigger smile taints her lips at that.

“I love you too, Steven.” Her voice is barely a whisper but he hears it clear as day.

“Can I hold you?”

(Y/N) smiles and shakes her head as if he was being silly.

“You never need to ask permission for that, Stevie. No matter what.”

With another sad smile, he pulls the woman into his arms and holds her tighter than ever before.

“I’m so sorry, my love.”

“I forgive you, but no more missions for a while.” She whispers.

“Yes, boss.”

Bucky’s leaning against the doorframe, watching the interaction. He took a detour to Tony’s office and made sure to give the billionaire a piece of his mind about making sure Fury didn’t have Steve on any missions for a long time.

“Is this the last episode?” The brunet speaks up, stripping himself of his clothes as he enters their room properly.

“Yeah.” (Y/N) nods.

“I still think we should watch Vampire Diaries instead.” Steve chuckles, mirroring Bucky’s actions.

“I pick the TV show, Rogers shuts his cake-hole.” (Y/N) teases, mocking a line from Supernatural and snuggling herself in the middle of the bed, sandwiched between the two super soldiers - where she belongs. “I love you both.”

“Love you too, sweetheart.”

“Love you always, doll.”

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[its-deputy-caleb]

It's totally okay if you wouldn't want to write this I understand, but Arthur accidentally walking in on a new to the gang, m!reader without a shirt on, seeing bandages wrapped around his chest and asking if he got shot. And they have to have the awkward 'im trans please dont shoot me' talk. Arthur obv doesn't care that reader is tans but he DOES care that he's binding with medical tape bc that cannot be comfy and all Arthur does is worry about other people-

Hiii anon! It’s perfectly okay! i love and accept everyone here so your request is most welcome! I did a request very similar to this for Arthur and you can find it here, but I still wanted to do this one only it’ll be much shorter since I didn’t want to repeat myself twice! I hope you enjoy :))

I don’t think it’s too bad but I respect everyone has different things that trigger them so a warning that the reader hasn’t had top surgery and that binding is described in this but it’s always described as ‘binding your chest’ and I don’t go into any detail bc I know that it’s triggering for a lot of people <33

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God what an awful day it was, it was swelteringly hot down in Rhodes and not only were you drenched in sweat but you got ambushed by Raiders on your way back to camp.

You’d only recently joined the Van Der Linde Gang, meeting them in Colter as you were close to death. The O’driscolls had taken you captive but you could shoot and hold your own ground (when you weren’t tied to a post, thank you horrible O’driscolls) and so you joined their gang without looking back.

That didn’t mean you hated the heat here and all you wanted to do was go to your tent and unwind for the night, alone.

Your chest felt even tighter with the muggy feeling in the air making it that much harder to breath, not to mention the tight medical tape you used to bind your chest.

Walking into your tent, you remove your shirt, wincing at the tightness and jolts of pain in your chest. You fiddle with the tape covering your chest, repositioning it higher so it wouldn’t slip down.

You knew deep down that it was just a little too tight and you’d had the tape on for just a little too long but it’d been a long and horrible day and the last thing you wanted was to feel even worse or self conscious by removing the tape. No matter how good it feels to breathe properly.

You were shuffling through your pile of clothes, looking for a fresh shirt or at least something that wasn’t covered in sweat when you heard the tent ruffle and feet moving.

Your head turned to see Arthur standing there, but he was already talking by the time you laid eyes on him.

“Saw a bunch of Raiders just outside of camp, wondered if it was you they’d run into— Jesus are yer hurt? Did a bullet clip you?”

All you heard in Arthur’s voice was genuine concern but that was nothing compared to the ringing in your ears and the panic in your chest. Of course it had to be Arthur who saw you like this, one of the few members you’d actually grown close with in the short time you knew them and you were mentally preparing for the worst.

His hand reached out to touch your side, no doubt to check over the bandage but your hand grabbed his wrist, holding him at bay.

“Don’t—“

Your voice cracked slightly, a blush forming on your face out of embarrassment. God you didn’t want Arthur to find out like this and you couldn’t stop thinking about how he might throw you out of the gang despite the fact that he was one of the most caring out of the gang. All you could think of was the worst.

Arthur slowly pulled his hand away, letting it drop to the side as he stared at your back turned towards him. He noted how the bandages weren’t stained with blood but they looked uncomfortably tight around your skin as if it had been wrapped in a hurry.

“Hey now, whatever it is you can talk to me about it.”

He kept his hands up in almost a surrender to show he wasn’t going to hurt you. He kept his voice calm and gentle as watched you almost fold into yourself. God you hated this.

“No Arthur I can’t— God I’m so stupid, I should go— just forget about it.”

You started mumbling under your breath, picking up a shirt and throwing it on before attempting to run out the front of the tent. Of course though, Arthur was blocking the exit in your small tent.

He gently placed his hand on your forearm, slowing your movements and looking into your eyes for the first time that night.

“If you want to leave you can, I won’t stop you but you can trust me…”

You stood there for a moment, contemplating your options. You knew Arthur had seen the tape one way or another and you figured explaining would be better than him asking around camp about it.

Nodding, the two of you sat on your bed roll as you began to formulate how you’d tell your dear friend Arthur. You looked at him, seeing nothing but concern and reassurance in his eyes.

You took a deep breath, closing your eyes before finally letting Arthur know the truth that you’d kept hidden for so many years of your life.

“Arthur I’m… I’m trans— that’s why the tape is there so nobody will know and I don’t want anyone to know, I— I can still pull my weight I’m no different than you or Bill or any of the other fellers. Please don’t throw me out of the gang…”

You looked away from Arthur, the silence killing you at the thought of what might have to come.

“I ain’t gonna throw yer outta the gang— don’t be ridiculous and yer more of a man than Williamson could ever imagine to be with all his drinkin’ and whining.”

Arthur gave a lighthearted chuckle, brining his hand up to rest on your shoulder with a true and genuine smile.

“You’re more of a man than most of us thieves and murderers and we’re lucky to have you in the gang, in the family. Don’t think for a second that you can’t handle yourself or that you don’t deserve a place here cause yer do.”

After that, Arthur pulled you into a tight hug one that threw out any doubts in your mind that he’d ever want to hurt you.

The two of you stay like that for a while and you let out a shaky breath as all your worries from before slowly ebb away. When Arthur pulls back, he softly pats your arms and gives you a reassuring nod.

“Now I’m no expert in these sorts of things but I can’t imagine having that tape around yer chest is comfortable or safe… if yer want you don’t have to have it on around me and I won’t go yapping to nobody about it. Of course you can keep your shirt on and I won’t look either.”

After giving a small and shy nod, you watch Arthur turn around and face the tent flaps while you undid the bandages underneath your shirt, repeating in your head that you trusted Arthur again and again.

When you were finished and comfortable the first thing you did was breathe in a full breath, letting your shoulders sag before turning to Arthur and tapping his shoulder.

He turned to you, still smiling and you loved that there was no pity, only concern in his eyes.

“I got a friend who’s a trapper up near Annesburg, maybe we could get you something made of leather so its not so tight— don’t want you getting hurt tis all.”

Your face lit up at the thought of something more comfortable, your heart softening at how concerned Arthur was.

“Like a binder?”

The look of confusion on Arthur’s face was utter joy as he had no idea what that was.

“Is that what it’s called?”

You nodded, laughing softly as Arthur tried to understand but he still gave you a reassuring and caring smile.

“Then we’ll get a binder.”

He was cut off when you threw your arms around him and gave him a hug. One that showed just how accepted and loved you felt in that moment by something so small as Arthur Morgan caring about your heath.

“Thank you…”

You whispered softly in his hold as Arthur squeezed his arms tighter around you.

Eventually you both grew tired and you fell into a light sleep against each other, still wrapped in his embrace. Of course the heat made it slightly uncomfortable as you both were sweating but none of that mattered as you felt completely and utterly accepted and safe in that very moment.

[reddowind]

Yuno Valentine 2022 [PART 2]

Yuno Valentine 2022 [Part 2]

This is the continuation of Yuno Valentine 2021 which is considered as a Part 1 of this story.

Let's explore more of the Protagonist of this Valentine Special Episode's character, Yuno Ouma!

!!!WARNING!!!

I actually made this without a properly plot, so I hope I didn't messed up, hahaha.. Originally wanted to do this as a comic, Ive planned it months a go but. Real life stuffs are kicking my butt so badly so I decided to make this as a fanfic, finally it’s finished though it’s really late, and there’s gonna be some rip english too. And one thing, please remember that im more of an artist than a writer so hope you understand. That’s all.. Hope you like it!!

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Yuno who wanted to do something for the upcoming Valentine Day, ended up to made a chocolate for her crush because of her big brother, Kichi. To begin with, actually Yuno didn't have any thoughts about what to do in Valentine Day. But Kichi teased her too much and managed to encourage her to make one.

The chocolate is ready, perfect and even wrapped in a gift with a ribbon on the top of it. But now in the midnight. 12:30 AM where it's the bed time for average people, The girl with purple hair now in the middle of her usual "activity", overthinking. This girl can't go sleep when her mind are still on and "working".

Nervous, Panic, Cold-sweat.

Those 3 words described of how Yuno are feeling right now.

Yuno currently in chatting session with Koharu through their social media. They often doing this in night time, Yuno tell her about her current feelings

Yuno Ouma

Aahhh.. Koharu.. What should I do?? I'm feeling really nervous..!! Tomorrow's Valentine Day!

Koharu Saihara

….Really that nervous, huh? 😅

Yuno Ouma

Yeah!! Yeah!! Uugghhh..!!

Koharu Saihara

Okay, now just unleash all of your feelings to me. With voice chat if that's necessary for you 😊

Yuno Ouma

Okay!

Inhaling some air, and released it. Then Yuno push the voice chat feature button and hold it with her thumb as she screamed…

Yuno Ouma

AHHHH!! IM REALLY NERVOUS!! I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO CRAZY!!

IM GONNA DIE!! MY HEART'S GONNA EXPLODE I CAN FEEL IT!!

AAAHH!! YOU KNOW A RUMOUR ABOUT ME AND KEIJI AT SCHOOL RIGHT?! WHEN I GIVE THE CHOCOLATE TO KEIJI MY CLASSMATES ARE GOING TO SCREAMING HAPPILY AS THEY SHIPPING US TOO MUCH!! THEY EVEN MISTAKEN THAT WE'RE DATING!! AND MOREOVER KEIJI, WHAT KIND OF HIS TOO INNOCENT REACTION WILL HE SAY?! AHHH I DONT KNOW ANYMORE!!!

Finally releasing her thumb from holding the VC feature, Yuno sends her message to Koharu. Only nodding a few times as she hearing to Yuno's nervousness while smiling. Back to the Ouma Household, cue on Himiko awoken because of her daughter's screaming with face "What's wrong with my daughter?" As she lifted her head towards to the ceiling, where Yuno's bedroom is right above hers.

Hah.. Hah…

Exhausted from screaming with loud voice. Yuno returned her attention to her phone. Waiting for Koharu's reply.

Koharu Saihara

So? Have you calmed down?

Yuno Ouma

…Yeah, much better.

Koharu Saihara

It's okay Yuno, you can do it. I admitted that Keiji is too innocent to know your feelings towards him. But I'm sure he will accept your handmade chocolate sincerely.

Yuno Ouma

That means.. I have to be confident, right?

Koharu Saihara

Yup, That's right! Don't worry too much ☺️

Yuno Ouma

…I see, thanks Koharu

Sorry for bothering you while checking on the case documents

Koharu Saihara

It's totally okay, glad to help you! 😊👍 If you want to talk with me about something, just let me know.

You can do it, Yuno! ✊

Reading her best friend's reply, Yuno relaxed her right hand. Letting it fell onto bed along with her phone, back to the "overthinking time". The Ouma girl lays her back, and leaning her head on the pillow, staring at the ceiling, keep thinking about the meaning of Koharu's advice.

Be confident

"…Be confident, huh? Everytime I thinking about those words.. I can't help it but hate myself more.."

"Those words… Destroyed me.. made me the way I acted now.."

Because of you… Your mom's reputation are ruined!

                                                        HAH!!

Almost drowned on her thoughts, Yuno managed to get her consciousness. Both of her eyes were wide opened, sweating, and exhausted. Her breath isn't working properly.

"No.. Why would I'm thinking about that..? I only have to give Keiji my handmade chocolate..! It's okay.. just like Koharu said.. everything will be fine, right?"

[TIMESKIP - BREAK]

Still. Nervous.

That's how Yuno feeling right now. In the middle of commotion in her classroom, Yuno who just finished her lunch alone in her desk, still in the "phase" of nervous and overthinking.

"Why the hell I'm still nervous?! I felt like confided to Koharu ended up like nothing to calmed me down!!"

"Yo, Ouma! Silent as always like a missin' child, huh? What's on yer mind?!"

The class president greeted Yuno, her usual cheerful voice managed to snapped Yuno out of her mind.

"..Iinchou! Ah.. nothing.."

"Hm.. because of your close friend is absent today so you're really mute now, huh..? But still, why are you alone? Though there's Momota.. you two are really close, right?"

"Wha..Why are you talk about him?! You knew about our rumor right? That's why I keep my distance from him in school!" Yuno replied with her face being a bit red.

"HAHAHAH my bad, but you two are really cute! Y'know?" But the class president averted her gaze to Yuno's both hands hiding in the below of her desk. In other words, in her drawer.

"..Ouma, why.. are ya hiding yer hands like dat'?" Asked Iinchou with curious expression, pointed her finger to Yuno's hand. Surprised? Of course she is

"No--nothing.." replied Yuno, tried to averting her gaze to somewhere else.

Oho~? With Anya Forger's like smile, Iinchou getting more curious and decided to tease the blushing purple girl more

"Looks really suspicious, What'cha hidin' there~ miss?"

Bam.

Ah, it's started to getting annoying. Yuno thought with a slightly annoyed face and blushing more of course "I-i said it's nothing, right..?!" Yuno tried to keep her composure, deathly.

"Oh! Don't tell me ya… hidin' a chocolate?"

The class president checks the drawer on Yuno's desk, wanting to make sure her guess are correct.

Boom.

"Please kill me"

"WOAAAHH!! OUMA YOU'RE REALLY HIDING A CHOCOLATE THERE!! JUST FOR WHO?! DONT TELL ME IT'S FOR MOMOTA?!"

BOOM!

Iinchou's scream (really) successfully gathered the whole classmate attention to the two of them.

"…I have to die" She freezed. Oh no, Yuno exe. has stopped working. Please press restart to bring her consciousness back to how it used to be.

"CHOCOLATE?!! OMG I WANT IT!!"

"It's not for you, moron"

"THEN FOR WHO??"

"OFC ITS FOR HER BOYFRIEND!!"

"OH?? DO YOU MEAN TO MOMOTA??"

"OUR SHIP IS GETTING SAILS!!"

UWWWWWWOOOOOOHHH!!

The atmosphere in the class is getting hotter, hotter, and hotter. They screamed happily. Yeah, the whole class shipping Keiji x Yuno. Really hard. They shipping those two hardly, hence why Yuno have to keep her distance from Keiji whenever they're in school.

"Now.. Look what you've done…" Yuno said with really annoyed and blushed face

"I'm (not) sorry, hehe" replied Iinchou.

This hot atmosphere continued, until the sound of the classroom door opening. Revealing someone who just finished his lunch, a boy with purple hair and his usual innocent face. Appeared at the worst moment right now (For Yuno it is), along with his close friends.

"Hm? Yuno..?"

"Why did you have to show up at the worst moment?!" Yuno's inner screaming really loud, her face is getting redder now.

"Yuno!" Feeling worried, Keiji approaching Yuno's desk immediately and grabbing her shoulders with his hands

"Ke--Keiji..!!" And the atmosphere it's getting even more hotter, The climax is coming, guys!! They thought.

"Are you okay?!! Your face are red like tomato, y'know?! Don't tell me you're sick!!" Keiji said with worried expression.

…… What?

The whole class sweatdropped, totally confused with Keiji's response. Of course Yuno is the same, she confused as well. Started to getting more and more annoyed.

Is he.. Really that insensitive?

They thought. Yes, Keiji Momota is really insensitive at the certain things, for example he totally didn't know that someone has a crush on him because.. Keiji is really innocent for his age.

"Hu..Huh…"

"..Yuno?"

"AAAHH I DONT KNOW ANYMORE, STUPID KEIJI!!" Yuno who became really annoyed leaving her handmade chocolate in her drawer, ran away from the classroom "Oi, Yuno?!" Respond Keiji, really confused of her behavior.

Oh, is he going to chase her?

"The next Lesson are gonna be started in 15 minutes!!"

That's not the problem moron!!

The whole class has the same thought right now, of how innocent Keiji is "I never thought that he's really this stupid, huh…" Iinchou thought, sweatdropped at Keiji response "…Iinchou" Keiji turned his head towards her "Don't you think Yuno is sick as well? Her face are really red earlier" Keiji resuming his words, too innocently.

"…Are ya really that Demon Player and Shinigami's little brother? Yer personality is really opposite with yer nickname.."

"Eh?"

TIMESKIP - 14:30

Keiji currently is worried, and confused at the same time to Yuno's behavior towards him. When he tried to greet her, She ignored him. When he tried to ask her if she's really sick or not. Yuno's response was same, she ignored him and fled.

Now Keiji is in the corridor, searching for Yuno. The sunshine boi who has already changed his uniform to a sports uniform and continuing his volleyball club activities. Still wearing his uniform, decided to find Yuno's first. Keiji even got reprimanded by his close friend who was in the same club with him. But Keiji said "just go ahead, I'll join you later. I have business that I need to finish first"

"Ah man.. just where did she go?" He said in his heart, as he scratched his scalp. Where could have Yuno gone to? He wonder.

Ting!

Keiji immediately took out his phone from his trouser pocket and checked the notification

"Ah, it's reply from Koharu. Finally" then he opened his social media.

Keiji Momota

Hey Koharu.. what should I do? Yuno totally ignored me..

Did I do something wrong to her?

Koharu Saihara

Actually yes, Keiji. You did 😅

Yuno got mad because you misunderstood about her

Keiji Momota

Huh? You mean, her red face? I thought she's sick that's why I said so..

Koharu Saihara

That's why she got mad, Keiji

Keiji Momota

Huh?

Koharu Saihara

You misunderstood about her red face, that's doesn't always meant that someone is sick

For example, you need something sharp for cutting carrot. So you asked Mako for bring you a sharp tool, but she brought you a sword instead, wouldn't you be mad?

Keiji Momota

Oh, of course I am! If you used sword just to cut carrot it would be dangerous! Someone could get hurt by the sword

Sword isn't the only sharp thing, you could just use the knife to cut the carrot!

Koharu Saihara

Right? It's similar with this case. That's why she got mad, because you misunderstanding about Yuno's red face. She ignored you because of that

Keiji Momota

So I did hurt Yuno's feeling.. What should I do..?!

Koharu Saihara

But that doesn't mean this case couldn't be finished. It's actually really a simple case, You only have to try understanding Yuno's feeling

Use your heart, Keiji. You know? Yuno actually has something special that she wanted to say to you this whole time. Just talk to her, but don't get too straightforward. Thinking it first. Respect her feelings, okay?

It's okay. You should be able to understand it, Keiji 😊

Reading Koharu's reply, Keiji managed to get back his usual sunshine smile on his face. Feeling that he could fix his own problem with Yuno.

"….Thanks a lot, Koharu!"

Before he continues to searching for Yuno. He met the class president, face to face with her

"….Iinchou, still got business to finish?" She nodded

"Yup, ah yeah Momota. Ya searchin' for Ouma? I saw her gone to the rooftop" Iinchou described, feeling clearly that Keiji is looking for Yuno.

"Got it, sankyū Iinchou!" Keiji nodded then going to the rooftop as he waving his hand to her

"Hehe.. Finally.. Our ship is getting sails! Better tell the others!" Actually, the class president-- no.. Natsumi Miya was the main culprit why the whole class shipping Keiji x Yuno that even spread to the whole school environment, but neither Yuno and Keiji knew about this. Not at all.

Finally Keiji arrived to the rooftop, seeing Yuno stared to the sky with melancholic look showed on her face

"Yunoo!!" His voice successfully snapped Yuno out of her mind

"Keiji..?" He approached Yuno, and clapping his both hands meaning to apologize to her.

"I'm so sorry! I.. misunderstood earlier.. Um.. That's.." Keiji turned his head, and averted his gaze to somewhere else, wrinkled his eyebrows, also blushing a bit.

"Ko-- You have something to tell me.. right? So what is it?"

He just said "Ko" just now.. He's referring to Koharu right?!

"I wouldn't mock you or anything, so just say it! it's totally fine!"

Jeez, he's such a moron..

The two of them became silent. Not one of them uttered a single word, Keiji who just turned back his head to Yuno, waiting for her answers. He just wants an answer from Yuno, totally have no bad intentions.

He also wants to try understand Yuno's feeling

It's the first time I see Keiji like this, someone really innocent like him can be awkward too? To Yuno, it's really a rare sight. Someone innocent like Keiji Momota can be blushed in awkward way.

"..Yuno? What's wrong..? Don't tell me, you still mad?"

"No.. it's just.." Finally Yuno bring her hands from her back, revealing a valentine present. Yes, A handmade chocolate she made last night only for him. Wrapped in really a nice gift with a ribbon on the top of it

"I.. want to give you this chocolate! …It's valentine right? I made it by myself, so here..!"

"Ah yes, if you think about it.. today's Valentine Day.. So Yuno, made this for me?" He gasped.

Keiji took the chocolate that was in Yuno's hand, staring at it with sparkle eyes

"I'm not as good at cooking as your big brother so.. don't expect it too much..?"

"YEAAAHHH!! I GOT A CHOCOLATE FROM YUNO!! AND ITS MADE BY HERSELF!!" Keiji screamed happily like a lil' boy who just got a new toy

"Ah..! Don't say it so loud!! What if someone heard it?!" Yuno reprimanded the sunshine boi, who got really embarrassed.

"Eh, why not~? Cuz' I'm really happy! I never eat your handmade food! Really looking forward to it's taste! It's must be really tasty!!" Keiji said with his usual sunshine smile.

Seeing Keiji's smile, Yuno became silent and thought to herself.

Ah jeez, you're really childish and straight forward.. but..

Yuno remembered a certain event, that happened when they were young.

=====

"Shut the hell up!! You guys didn't know how hard Yuno worked! So.. Yuno is.. Yuno is really amazing!! Take back your shit words!!"

=====

"Yosh! If that's the case.. so let's eat this together, Kay'?!"

"Ah, that chocolate it's yours from the start! Why would I--"

"To convince you that your chocolate must be tasty"

"Not here! It's embarrassing!"

"Let's find a quieter place then!"

"But how about your club activities, the coach is really strict right?!"

"I'll skip it. Just once isn't a problem, Ah yeah! I'll take you home after this as usual. You hated it when you have to go home alone right? I'm with you, Yuno. So you don't have to be scared of people's attention" Keiji grabbed her left hand with his right hand, immediately went to searching for a quieter place

"Let's go!" Yuno's eyes are getting wider as she gasped.

=====

"You still scared of them?"

Yuno nodded while still crying

"I see, but it's okay!" Keiji grabbed her both hands with his and held it up to their face

"I'll always protect you from them, so you don't need to be scared!"

=====

Yuno smiled while she remembered that memory

Because of that habit of yours.. I've fallen for you..

Keiji Momota, punished for skipped volleyball club a day after that by his strict coach. The punishment was running around his school 10 laps.

Compared to Nii-chan's crazy training, this is nothing! He thought.

TIMESKIP - 2 weeks later

Today the second trio decided to hang out together in this bright weather. Luckily, Koharu isn't really busy today so she can play together with Keiji and Yuno. The three of them currently walking together after finished their lunch in the restaurant.

"its been 2 weeks since that day, I heard from Yuno everything was going well.. seems like Keiji understood my advice as well, Yuno said she didn’t have enough courage to confess to Keiji, but actually that’s enough. Giving him an chocolate it’s the first step for Yuno to building up her courage. Well, at least.. my worryness for these two has decreased" Koharu said in her heart, smiling. But something caught her attention as she turned her head towards the source.

Yuno who just walking in the middle of them, still blushing. Why? Because Keiji is next to her, that is. And Koharu is well aware of that

"She's still become this flushed red although with the three of us.." Koharu chuckled "…Yup, I guess that's love. Although I haven't feel it myself"

Oh, Keiji noticed as well. Koharu really certain that he already matured a bit so he can understand about Yuno's real feelings towards him, and at least Koharu doesn't have to--

"Yuno what's wrong with you oi?! Does your tongue feel spicy?! Your face is red!"

"…I'll take back my deduction just now" Sweatdropped, a bit disappointed as well. Koharu felt it was really wrong for her to think that Keiji's mind about love is already matured a bit

"..I never thought that he's still this innocent.."

"Huh? But we're not ordered any spicy food for lunch earlier.. right, Koharu?" Keiji asked too innocently. It's kinda impolite for her, but Koharu just pretended that she didn't heard about Keiji's question at all and turned her head to somewhere else.

"….I'll just be quiet for now.." But Koharu felt it'll be worse if she played along with Keiji and pretended to act innocent just like him. So no, That's a big no-no! She'll ended up hurting Yuno's feeling for not being sensitive about this situation, that's more impolite!

Annoyed of his innocent question, Yuno's face is getting redder, and redder..

"STUPIIIIDDD!!!" And she ran off

"Oi, Yuno! What's wrong with you?! Hey!!" Keiji decided to chase Yuno, leaving Koharu alone behind. She just smiling at their silliness.

"…At least he tried to understand Yuno's feeling? …I don't really get it, so, I'll just hope that Keiji will be matured soon so he'll be able to understand about love" She thought

                                                        THE END

[forcefully-awoken]

CONGRATULATIONS SWEETHEARTTTT IM SO PROUD OFF YOUUUU!!!!! Could you please do a short drabble of Zeke wating for the right moment to propose to you, maybe trying to make it all special and everything, but then all his plans go out of the window when the perfect opportunity presents itself??? If you cant that's okay, I dont mind, but please remember to drink water and stay hydrated. And dont overwork yourself!!!!

ZEKE? YOU WANT THIS CUTE THING WITH ZEKE? ARE U SECRETLY MEW?

THANK U BB U STAY HYDRATED TOO.

zeke and... fluff under the cut

zeke has always been good at plans.

he has to be, with his job. he has every part of his day planned down to the minute, and never strays from it. he is meticulous to the last, the type of man that has a schematic for his sock drawer.

the only unknown variable in his life is you.

you are lazy mornings in bed, curled up under the covers, hiding from the world and responsibilities. you are soft kisses snuck around corners, just out of sight from the rest of the military brass. you are his spontaneity.

it’s why zeke knows he’s going to marry you when he comes home from work to see you ironing his shirt for the next day. you’ve got the radio playing, hips swaying to the music as you get his shirt perfect for the next morning. he knows this isn’t how you pictured your life- you had once described travel and seeing the world.

and yet here you are, ironing his shirt. domesticated.

he goes out to buy a ring the next day.

he has it all planned out, of course. your anniversary is coming up, five years, something he’s told you he will take care of. you’re more than happy to contribute ideas, but he brushes them all off. zeke is dead set on creating a picture perfect night, the type of proposal he thinks you would love.

his morning stops off wrong. you aren’t in bed next to him, his coffee tastes… off somehow. he makes it the same way you do but it still doesn’t satisfy him. he even manages to spill it on his shirt, in such a way his jacket won’t be able to cover it up.

the next thing is reiner. zeke knows the traumatized man doesn’t mean to derail the meeting but the effect is the same. it runs over, and he’s not able to get word to you that he’ll be late coming home.

then the train is late, some sort of electrical short that has him walking the miles to your shared apartment. by the time he manages to drag himself across the threshold it’s pushing midnight. he expects you to be asleep but you’re resting on the couch, a small spread of his favorite food laid out on the coffee table in front of you.

“zeke!” you throw your arms around him, dragging him down to press a kiss to his face. “i was so worried for you, i didn’t know where you were!”

he loves you so much he chokes on it now, heart thudding out in his ribs. his arms wrap around you, his head coming down to press into your hair. he shakes slightly when he finally lets go, drawing more noises of concern from you.

he takes a long look at you, sees the last five years play out behind his eyes, can clearly see the future with you by his side. he knows he hasn’t got many years left now but he can’t see any plan that doesn’t involve you until the very end. you’re still speaking to him but he can’t hear you over the rush of blood in his head.

“will you marry me?”

your mouth drops open slightly, all concern stopped. he’s worried he’s done it wrong, especially when you don’t say anything else. he stutters out the start of an apology but then you’re crying in his arms, repeating yes over and over like a prayer. the food lays forgotten as he drags you to bed to celebrate properly.

ah well, he thinks later, the best laid plans of mice and men often go awry.

[sweater-daddiesdumbdork]

i just watched this video of chris drunk during an interview and omg he is the cutest bean ever😍 so here comes another request, chris is out, drinking with friends and he calls you because he is clingy with you more so when drunk and he is just spilling everything, how much he loves you and the whole wedding vows and promises and then he comes home but doesn’t recognize you and he is like ‘no, i don’t wike you, i have a girlfriend’😂 i know very specific but omg i’m so in love with him💕

Babes, he is the Sweetest cutest drunk man ever, if its the video where he goes on about how hes not a tap dancer, but lets lay claim to that fame, cause why the hell not. XD haha. I loved trying to picture what he would do. And absolutely he would get so gushy for his girl, needing to tell her how much he loved her. Awww. Love this one, thank you so much! 

“God I need a break”

Chris’s arm slung over his eyes as he tipped his head back, taking a deep chest raising breath. You glanced up from your seat across the room, watching him from over your book. A frown playing on your lips at the sight of him being so tensed and stressed out. Everything about him right now was taunt and rigid. And with a sigh he moved back into a sit, leaning over his documents spread on the coffee table. Setting your book aside, you grabbed your phone and headed into the kitchen, pulling up a group chat with all of Chris’s closest friends.

‘Hey what you guys all doing tonight?’ You chewed your lip a bit waiting. They were rather quick though, sending you a quick fire replies.

‘Nothing!’

‘Staying home on the couch watching trash tv’

‘Suggestions?’

‘Whats up Buttercup?’ Last one came from Scott, he started giving you teasing nicknames simply cause you were practically his sister in law at this point.

‘Chris desperately needs a night out with all of you, and wont ask for it himself. Help him (and me) out?’

You peeked back out of the room, to see Dodger huffing at Chris with a ball in his mouth, shoving into his lap. Chris absently with a flick of the wrist tossed it across the room. The fact he wouldnt even look up, but the crease deepened in his forehead as his eyes scanned the words, rubbing his chin let you know he needed this. He kept up like that, his beard you adored so much was gonna be rubbed off. Come on guys, you thought. It was then you heard the ping, and it popped up on your screen.

‘Say no more, we will take care of it’

They were the best. Seconds later Chris’s phone started buzzing, rattling across the coffee table, jarring him at the noise. It was persistent, as he reached to grasp it, going through the ‘Buddy, Julios, 8 pm tonight!’ messages, Scott sending a private one later ‘Picking you up tonight’ Leaving it so Chris didnt have to worry about driving.

“Y/N, the guys want to go out tonight... “ He pushed off the sofa and went in search of you, finding you standing at the kitchen counter, selecting an apple out of the fruit bowl and start slicing it up. “Hmm, whats that Chris?” You ask while coring your fruit, asting as if you didnt know what he was gonna ask.

“Guys want to go out tonight, you want to come? They are apparently not taking im to busy as an answer. Scotts driving.”

You act surprised, and give a shake of the head. “No, Im gonna stay home tonight. Working on a work project, and I want to finish it up.” You gather your fruit in a bowl and come around to reach him. “But I will leave the porch light on for you Handsome.” You lean up as if to kiss him and when he went to meet you, you stuff an apple in his mouth, grinning as you pluck up another piece and snip of the tip of it.

“Just dont forget your keys cause I will be sleeping.” You smirk, after swallowing, moving to go around him. He wasnt about to let you get away though, catching you around your hips and pulling you in close, using his beard to tickle your neck. “Oh I know you had something to do with this Baby!”

You are laughing and squealing, denying your guilt as you try to escape. “No way! It wasnt--- CHRIS!” he was relentless though and chased you into the livingroom once you broke free, already he was starting to relax more.

That night, you did as you promised and left the porch light on, making sure the door was locked and headed into the bathroom to brush your teeth. Your phone sat nearby, and right in the middle of you scrubbing for those pearly whites, Chris’s ring tone popped up, the phone lighting up the picture of the three of you. Picking it up, you had to chuckle at the message.

‘Baby, I miss you so much. What are you doing? Do you miss me yet.(sad face sad face heart)’

You typed out ‘Brushing my teeth and heading to bed. Sounds like your having a good time. (wink)’

It wasnt even seconds before you got another one, this time it was ‘But do you MISS me?’ Yea he was tipsy, he always got a bit needy once he had some liquor in him.

‘Yes, course I do. Sleeping all alone is tough without you to cuddle up with.’ You knew that would make him smile. Snapping off the light, you go into the bedroom and turn down the bed, setting about doing the rest of your nightly routine when it pings again. This time there is a video, which you move to sit up against the headboard, hitting play.

It starts out all wonky, like Chris didnt have the camera still, and then it turns to him, at an odd angle, he must not be holding it high enough, and hes shouting over the music. “Y/N, I couldnt type anymore, the keys are to small.” he lifts it higher and you can see the others in the background, goofing off and shouting at him to return to the party, he waves them off and steps away further, away from the music, so you can hear him properly now. “I just wanted to tell you how much I fucking love you. Oh so much baby.” He rubs his face quickly, you can tell what hes saying is important to him, something that hes kept for a while, but finally had to get it out. Whenever he gets emotional, he rubs and touches his face. “I just need you always in my life, and I know you will tell me not to be silly, but listen. I love you so much, I just need to tell you. When we get married, im writing my own vows, your worth so much baby, I cant wait to make you all mine. I still need to go buy that ring though. How do I open up reminders?” His finger slammed down on the phone and its here he accidentally hit send, making you laugh hard enough that tears start streaming down your face.

It was no hidden fact that Chris wanted to tie the knot, he had mentioned it several times, so you couldnt wait to show this to him to see that flush rise up his cheeks and him shrugging as if he confessed some big secret. “Dont pay attention to that, I have to do it right!” Little did he know that you didnt even need the ring. If he just asked, you would in a heartbeat agree. But as he said, he wanted to do it right, and you were fine with waiting for him to be ready.

You send a message to Scott. ‘Please bring Chris home safe, hes so liquored!’ Which Scott just sent back a laughing emoji, clearly amused with his brother. It went quiet, and you pull the blankets up, falling asleep shortly after.

It was a couple hours later when you heard Dodger shuffle out of the bedroom and give a soft bark. Chris must be home, you thought as you rolled to get up, and wearing nothing but his oversized tee, you pad out to see where he was. Ahh, the kitchen. On the counter was several bags of what looked like taco bell, and he was rummaging for something. You lean in the doorway and say his name “Chris, honey, what are you looking for?”

From in the fridge he remarks “more cheese, I need more cheese” Between his legs, Dodger also has his head stuck in the fridge, the two of them quite the pair. You open a cupboard and take out some nacho cheese, unscrewing the top for Chris. In this state of mind, you didnt want him to try for himself. “Here Handsome, I got you a jar.” He turned suddenly, half tripping over Dodger as he went for the bag of tacos, and dumping out a pile of food. “Your the best... “ drizzling cheese all over his taco and taking a big bite, he gave what could only be described as a dirty moan, his eyes rolling back. “This is the best, besides Y/N’s tacos. I miss my baby” 

“Im right here” You state, but he ignores you, going back to his taco. While hes eating, you go back to lock the door, pick up his shoes, and leave the rest of his chaos for the morning.

Getting back, you see hes left behind his meal, and with a roll of your eyes you pick that up to. He would make it up to you tomorrow. You would be sure of it. Heading towards the bedroom, you saw him collapsed on the bed, groaning. You bite your lip to keep from laughing, going to set on your side of the bed. “Chris, do you want to get undressed?”

His eyes slanted open as he looked up at you, and he groaned, turning away. “Go away, wheres Y/N?”

Well this was a first for you, your hand touches Chris’s back. “Baby, its me.”

He shifted once more to turn on his side facing away from you, muttering “I dont wike it, Stop, go away, your not Y/N”

“Chris?” You move to lean over him, your hand braced on his shoulder for leverage to glance over his half sleeping form, and he half slapped at your hand touching him, grumbling into his pillow. “Stop, I dont wike it. Wheres Y/N?” It wasnt often Chris resorted back to placing his W’s in place of the L’s.  

You pull back and study him a moment, getting your phone and texting Scott.

‘How much did you guys give Chris?’

‘Oh honey, that boy is out of commission when I dropped him off at home. He should be passed out by now.’

No shit Scott, you think. Setting your phone aside. Chris has shifted again, to his back, and gives a smile seeing you and sighing. “Y/N is so beautiful, I cant wait till we have all the babies. Little Y/N all over the place.”

You pat his chest and lay down next to him. “Yes sir, all the babies, and Chris can change all the dirty diapers, and car pool them back and forth to soccer camp.”

He loped an arm around you and cuddled you in close to him, humming. “Yup. Tell Y/N that when she comes home that I miss her.”

“Oh of course, she will be very happy to see your home safe.”

That made him smile and he buried his face in your hair. Within minutes he started snoring softly, and you moved his arm from over your chest to settle at your waist. Finally you to drift off for the night.

The next morning came to you waking up first, bleary eyed, Chris came into focus, having moved during the night. Now he was on his back, head tipped back into the pillows, and mouth wide open. You were pretty tempted to take a picture, but before you could move, he slung an arm around you and twisted to his side, muttering against your shoulder.

“What Handsome?”

“I want... to die. Ugh” He lifted his head enough to rub the sleep out of his eyes and rubbed his chin against your neck, resettling himself against you. “How bad was I?”

Your hand comes up to card your fingers through his hair, light and gentle, he started humming softly at the soothing feeling.

“Well... You insisted on eating tacos, left a whirlwind of stuff in our livingroom, and you didnt remember who I was.” That shot his head up, in confusion.

“What?”

“Yea, you were convinced I was another woman and everytime I tried to like touch you to make sure you were okay, You brush me off and demand to know where I was.” You giggled softly at the memory, and he dropped his head groaning.

“Shit baby Im so sorry if I was an ass.”

“No no, you werent. It was more like you just wanted to see me, and you werent gonna accept another woman. It was kind of cute. You kept saying I dont wike it whenever i touched you. Oh and you um... sent me a video.”

He grumbled against your shoulder. “Course I did... I dont even want to know what was on it.”

You bring your hand to slide down the back of his neck, to his shoulders and rub along his upper back. “Well, it was all good stuff Chris. It was about how much you missed me, and loved me, then there was talks about a wedding ring.” Again he groaned against you, lifting his head up.

“Listen Y/N, when I said all that... “ He started and you cupped your hand over his mouth.

“Stop Babes, you were drunk. You really dont have to say anything. It was a cute video, and thats all I took it for.”

His eyes flashed in a touch of relief, another less sure woman might have been hurt at her mans relief, but you knew better. Chris was a man who ‘wanted to do it right’. You tilted your head up and nuzzled your nose against his. “How about you jump in the shower, and I will go make us a hangover cure?”

“And whats that?”

“Why more alcohol of course.”

He seemed to ponder a bit on your offer, and rolled to sit up, stretching. “Your on baby. Can you stay in my shirt though?” His blue eyes darkened in desire. “Cause your so fucken sexy in my clothes and I have plans for us later.”

You move to get off the bed, cupping his face once you stand and kiss his lips playfully. “Of course” As you turn to leave, his hand snaps playfully across your bare ass, and you smirk leaving the room.

Party is just getting started now.

[lurkinghunt]

Reach Out | Part 2!!!

here's the second part for my drabble based around @justletmeplayminecraft fanfic !! (im not tagging marts as idk if they want to be-) anyway :D

“Iskall! I...uhm” Mumbo falters on his words, breathing faster than usual. Iskall frowns, concern clearing written on his face which, in turn, makes Mumbo face his work again. He steps forward towards his friend “Mumbo…” he plans out his words carefully, he needs to be calm, not protective and frustrated at the situation. “How long have you… are you really that scared?” He’s unsure if he’s properly conveyed what he meant, but it hurts more as he notices Mumbo rubbing at his eyes and his voice going softer yet full of so much sorrow. “I am” he admits to the cold air of the lab. “I really am, I can’t rest at all until… until I have some form of armour on my neck. Because what if he somehow got behind me, What if he got near me without anyone noticing, What if I’m lost forever, what if you can’t get me back at all? What if-“ He stops as he breaks into a sob, Iskall rushes to his side immediately, making him face him and wrapping his arms in the tightest hug he can manage.It hurts to hear Mumbo cry like this.Have him cling on so desperately to his robes. So scared of everything around him in this vulnerable moment. He wishes he could kill the people responsible himself and he will be trying to. Mumbo starts to quieten down after a few long moments, still hiccuping now and then but able to compose himself better. He leans back from Iskall’s shoulder, muttering a small ‘sorry.’ “Mumbo.” Iskall sighs, frowning at his own failure to protect his friend. “I should have planned better, what good was it checking over weapons that you couldn’t use.” He speaks again before processing, overcome with his need to protect. “I should have given you like a..a knife from the kitchen or anything that would have helped you! I should have gone with you and Wels, or done something more than get angry at False for the guy escaping, I should have looked more into his background-“ He’s cut off, only just realising he was admitting his own fears to Mumbo. His own guilt for his friend’s predicament. He feels as if he’s made this moment worse somehow until Mumbo speaks. “You did everything you could to save me.” He begins, softly rubbing his thumb on Iskall’s wrist, a stim he does when he’s calming down. “You had no idea- I had no idea, no one at all did. So please don’t blame yourself at all, you couldn’t have predicted the EMP or the grunts or the..collar at all.” He sighs, shaking his head lightly to rid himself of bad thoughts. “I’m here now, aren’t I? Maybe not at my best but, I’m still here.” A beat of silence passes as they both enjoy the secure presence of each other, letting the ambient whirring of the screens calm them down. Iskall chuckles quietly. “Yeah, you’re here and safe… that’s all that matters. But, Mumbo, I promise you that you won’t need a stronger material on your undersuit.” He pauses, smiling softly “Because I’ll be there, watching your back and making sure that you'll be safe.” Mumbo chuckles as well, a light returning to his eyes as he smiles, relieved the emotional situation is becoming more lighthearted every second. “I know you will, but that doesn’t mean you have to be there all the time.” He stresses “I wouldn’t be able to do anything if you overworked yourself for me, how about we agree to protect each other? I may not be on the same level of fighting skills as you but I will always watch out for you.” They both begin to laugh, fully now, their joy echoing throughout the lab and some hallways. Iskall cannot help but hug Mumbo again, who returns it almost instantly. Both enjoying the fact that there’s a sense of security around each other, willing to be given at any moments. Iskall has always been described to be protective, but he’s certainly not the only protective hermit.

(There's a lil bonus but but eh i dont wanna make a whole seperate post for it rn-)

[wonwvoo]

Content Creator Year in Review

tagged and mentioned by the talented people @xuseokgyu, @coupsnim, @uriboogyu, @myunqho, @art-hao thank you so much for either tagging me or mentioning me in this, im so happy and sorry it took so long ;-;

first creation of 2020:

ahh it was this fear gfx i made when i came back to tumblr

most recent creation of 2020:

joshua one i did for his birthday!

one of your favourite creations from 2020:

its my wonwoo one ;-; i love love how the first panel turned out

a creation you are really proud of:

probably my poster one, because i determined myself to use scenes from the mv as background and im glad it turned out pretty

a new style you tried this year and a work that uses it:

mingyu one, it was my first time to do a themed one and it was kinda harder than i thought to follow a certain theme

a creation that took you forever:

joshua brithday one, i started it at the start of december but i kept changing my mind and i think i had abut 10 different panels to choose from, it was painfulll

your creation from 2020 that received the most notes:

my poster one! im glad it got the most notes, that is the only gfx i made i think its pretty

a creation you think deserved more notes:

my wonwoo one ;-; i love this set and i think it deserved more love but it is what it is and we move on :))

a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it:

hmm i didnt do this but i guess i came back to tumblr after like 4 years? does that count..

a creation you made that breaks your heart:

i dont really think i have one? but maybe my dwc one because it turned out pretty but i wanted to make way different one and it wasnt turning out the way i wanted to so i just went with it

a simple creation that you really love:

wasnt really simple to make but again my wonwoo one hahaha can you see how bitter i am 

a creation that was inspired by another one:

i dont think i have one?

a favourite creation created by someone else & some of your favourite cc from the year:

im gonna combine these two bc ill mention some of my fav cc and fav creators from them! i wont be tagging any of you bc i think its too late? but please feel free to do it if you havent already done so id love to see it and also bc i wanted to mention those who mentioned me :)

@xuseokgyu: its this one for sure! i still remember thinking it was a real poster, belle is the best when it comes to doing posters for fanfics, id never have the determination and skill to do something for so specific

@coupsnim: i never properly looked at your edits, damn all of them is so nice. you know how people press flowers in books? somehow it makes feel the same way, so delicate and elegant? i cant find the words but i love all of your edits, if i had to mention one its this one! its so retro-ish but so different retro feeling, i cant describe it well but pls know i love it!! also shinee blog? im coming for this blog when i revamp my blogs

@uriboogyu: i also never properly looked at your stuff and there is so much pretty stuff on there, i just fell in love instantly when i saw this tho! i love the transitions, typos and everything, the patience to do these kind of edits? i admire, and your love for bread seungkwan is so cute ;-; (we are mutuals btw hehe my main blog is not this one so you were probably confused)

@myunqho: i love your colouring so much!! they all look so soft, i think they are the prettiest gifs ;-; but if i had to choose one, its this one. when i saw the colouring in this, i gasped, its sooo pretty

@art-hao: i love love this one!! i used to buy these japanese fashion magazines when i was in high school and it reminded me so much of those! thank you for mentioning my poster, please know this edit also stole my heart and hasnt returned it. also i love your unfinished thingy, it looks so pretty!!

and some of my favs:

@johajaho: i love this art, i feel blessed whenever i look at it, i love your style!

@seungwoonies: this one is so colourful i love it, positioning of those three, the typo, colours, everything!!

& so much more, but my small brain can’t remember a lot now. im so glad caratrevival happened and there were so much good content out there. i hope 2021 blesses us with a lot more creations and let’s support each other bc now i know why people were saying blogs only like and not reblog, it is painful ;-;

and also happy new year!! hope everyone enjoyed little bit of holiday spirit even in this tough times :)

[izukult]

sorry i can’t have you? one up me? so this playlist isn’t part of the matchups i’m sorry😞🤝

here you go IDIOT CHILD ( @rat-bastar ) being your friend is so hard 😁

choke - i don’t know how but they found me

ok absolutely your vibes. if you got the chance you would bitch slap me, we both know it. you big ol bully. this is the vibey pop ish version of a villain song and it’s such a hype song in my opinion idk

love me dead - ludo

we’ve established its a good song ok🤝. idk lmao play this while you’re thinking ab your friend OR her ex gf ;) as of my knowledge those the mfs you simp for or whateva LMAO

lemons (demo)

please. PLEASE THIS ONE IS SO OBVIOUS. you vibes. absolute you vibes. you @ me. you @ everyone. you play this on full volume while you try to convince yourself you hate everyone. you play this while judging every violin player ever. you play this glaring at maliek or whagever his name is. this song is you

piano man - billy joel

i saw this on one of your playlists lol BUT i feel like this is something you would blare on the bus or on your way to a fucking debate tournament you fucking loser

hesitation - hot flash heat wave

such a good song. this also feels like something you would listen to while you think ab other people. i dunno it’s got that sweet, sweet ‘condescending to hide real emotions’ energy and it’s vibey and it’s kinda sad yea

waltz #2 (xo) - elliott smith

don’t even get me started on how big of an elliott smith can i was. you def give him vibes but i mean that as a compliment?? i can imagine you with ur head down hands in ur pockets being all bummed out and angry walking up the hill to ur house idk that’s very niche oddly specific? i never really realized this song had BIG BIG BIG you vibes until i started typing this but i’m listening to the lyrics and it’s like describing you go off ig

everyone hates his parents - falsettos

i know you love falsettos and we both know we love to shit talk our parents so. it just seems to make sense. ALSO i feel like we would argue like marvin and trina or marvin and whizzer or marvin and anyone LOL

colorful penguins - we shore is dedicated

ok i know iM the one working, but this song please. listen to it. listen to the music. to the tone of voice. to the certain old tavern rustic vibe. that’s you. i cant rly describe it but the vibe of this song is your vibe

beachboy - mccafferty

well we have the shared mother’s name in the beginning there and that’s fun for me. also we know that i be smoking and yada yada and i know your friends do too and i feel like this song is just you dealing w ur friends dummy habits and angry fast sing

hannah - swmrs

something about this song just feels like a convo we’d have?? like in my head i can tell what you would say and what i would say IDK LMAO maybe that’s just me but it’s also a good song

problems - mother mother

this song. LMAOOOO. the way you constantly BULLY me i feel like this song is how you present urself to other ppl v some deep shit like how you feel ab urself idk i’m not ur therapist ur apparently mine w how much you be psychoanalyzing me🤨. ALSO you’d scream this dont argue w me

i love you like an alcoholic - the taxpayers

multiple things here. again those crusty cobblestone streets at night after it rains where someone’s getting murdered in an alleyway vibes that you give. and i feel like if u were ever like <3 at someone, this is how you’d feel idc bitch

seashore - the regrettes

i love this band sm pls i want to kiss her. ANYWAY feels again like a you @ the world song. you just feel like someone who would shove someone in a trash can if they said one wrong word about you & i rly appreciate it

gooey - glass animals

this song feels like something that would be on a playlist with “i know this:” and i thought you’d like those vibes. sorry for the peanut butter reference

chicago - flipturn

you feel like someone who would let me play flipturn and pretend to hate it cos you pretend to hate everything i do but actually vibe w it so

everybody loves raymond (except for me) - mookamay

this is the girl i was tellin u ab who wrote the songs ab me YEA THIS IS ONE OF THE SONGS AB ME SO I FIGURED YOU WOULD APPRECIATE A SONG THAT WAS KIND OF A SLIGHT TO ME SO LMAO I PUT IT ON THERE. basically this is a song ab someone literally getting tired of ME so yknow felt fitting 😁‼️ (this one is mostly a joke and i will probably take it off the playlist but it still stands)

power over me - dermot kennedy

you seem like someone who would listen to dermot kennedy which is fair bc i used to scream this shit in the shower i would just have a lil concert and you give me the same vibe this one isn’t that deep

ghost duet - louie zong

lol some serotonin. just this playin in the background while u game

iris - the goo goo dolls

just a rly good song. just a rly good song that fits ur vibe. also if u were ever in love i also stand by saying you would listen to this & think ab them

dream sweet in sea major - miracle musical

if you were ever listen to “soft music🥺✊” this would be your version of it

bs - still woozy

I TOLD U TO LISTEN TO THIS AND I DONT THINK YOU DID YOU BITCH SO NOW I WILL FORCE YOU. also i have brown eyes so basically this is everyone including u @ me it’s ok ur human u can’t be blamed for acknowledging my charm ;) 😁🤝

paper thin hotel - matt maltese

you just seem like someone who would listen to him during a depressive episode

troubled mind - cannibal kids

cant find the right words for this one but like gives me you trying to be there for someone and coming off as apathetic and someone not knowing how to be a proper friend to you and yall just space vibes yknow what i mean?? Idk

bloom (bonus track) - the paper kites

if you and a girl (strictly a girl idc that this was written by a dude no fucking guy gets this song) were in love. like in any way. romantic love, platonic love, competitive love idgaf i just feel like THIS has the vibe for u

kill the director - the wombats

i don’t care THIS IS YOU IN LOVE. I THINK YOUD HATE HAVING REAL FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE. YOUD DEF BE THE PERSON TO IGNORE IT AND YOU BULLY THEM JUST A L I L EXTRA AND YOU DO LIL THINGS THAT SHOW U LIKE EM LIKE IF YOU RLY PAY ATTENTION YOU CAN PICK IT UP but no way you’re gonna express that shit LMAO

i got the blues - big bill broonzy

i dunno this ones just a banger

dirty imbecile - the happy first

this is you having a breakdown. that’s all! thanks queen!

under my skin - jukebox the ghost

very similar to lemons but also different?? you getting pissed at everyone but having a select couple ppl you cherish 👍

song for me - greer

where do i START? you not properly voicing emotions ? preppy pessimism ? dissociation ? vibing ? teen angst ? good vibes ? in love w ideas ?

my explanations aren’t as good as urs but also i’m cool so 👍 ur welcome you’ve been blessed by a personalized playlist from ME 🙄🙌 not from no bitchass capitalist anime character 😐