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Omfg I'm sorry if I've missed your tags/messages I literally just am the worst.
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At least I match 😹😹😹 #ImStillAPieceOfGarbage #FYP
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26. Garbage
#illustration#sketch#drawing#freehand#my art#grotesque#bizarre art#horror#macabre#oh hi thanks for checking in im still a piece of garbage#garbage#raven
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#im in such a bad and low mood :<#it's not just my period hormones 🥴#my wireless headphones worked fine all of yesterday and today when i wake up they're blinking#they're liked fucked up... i turn them off but they constantly turn themselves back on. when i connect them to my ipad they constantly#keep disconnecting and shutting off and turning on 🙃 it makes me so angry bc i need to wear them basically all the time#bc all the noise from neighbors and my family and outside is driving me crazy#but they just dont work anymore?? plus i cant afford new ones... esp now which brings me to my next point#bc of my mom having troubles w school and loans and work etc she was like yeah u guys might have to pay for me this summer so we'll be#proper poor 😄 she doesnt WANT that either but it just sucks bc i got $300 every month and i can barely afford anything as is#yeah so there is no chance of me buying new headphones until at least august or september ......#then im annoyed bc my sisters are passive aggressive 24/7 and hate my existence and my mom is depressed lol#and i have no one to talk to or be with. it's summer and i wanna do stuff but i just dont wanna do it alone lmao#and then im just sad bc of many things.....#also i hate myself bc im a loser failure piece of shit but like yeah that's normal for me to feel#i just hate everything and it's so hard to endure this lame ass existence skskskskks#why cant ANYTHING be good ever in my life??#i am garbage and im surrounded by bad things lmao... anyways can i just stop breathing now pls#and it's not just a 'tiny' thing like my headphones not working like it might seem to others#but when u live a life where NOTHING is good or NOTHING works everything just piles on#ppl dont seem to understand that normally bc most ppl have some good things in their lives#so they just cannot comprehend what it's like when nothing works on any level in your life lok#ofc im depressed ofc im angry and bitter and dejected. i have no good things or moments at all in my life. that tears u down#i mean ofc i could be living in an active warzone and that'd be .. pretty awful i can imagine. but yeah... my situation is still not ideal#like i mean i do actually try to practice gratitude of having a roof over my head my own room water in the pipes and food so i dont starve#i am thankful for that bc many ppl dont even have that#i still feel depressed tho <3#idk what im talking abt now i just feel SO bad and i have no one to talk to#i have nothing to do... no help no treatment... everyone hates me and wants me dead......#why should i fight when no one cares abt me anyway... well.. i mean i do wanna experience more nature but like idk#im just so exhausted... why cant i ever have smth good in my life that also dont go away after a short while lol
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Hey thanks for checking in, I’m still a piece of garbage! Welcome to my intro post!
Hi!! My name is Scarlet and I’m 24, and go by she/her pronouns and I’m happily married to my wifey!!
I’ve had this tumblr account since god who knows when, middle or high school. And now its mostly my DC/batfam/damijon shit post/fanart archive.
My wife and I fell into this hell hole and are obsessed supersons, their ship, and anything batfam or the Kents. I also am a huge nerd for anime, novels, cosplay, and many more things! specifically one short hot anime man named Levi.
Oh!! Ya’ll might know me for getting this little piece done by Matt Santorelli at Fanexpo SF ⬇️
So I’m mostly reblogging DC stuff, but I also reblog other stuff that im a fan of, like anime, Percy Jackson, Voltron. I also cosplay! So when I have time in my life to partake in that more, I will be posting more of that stuff. My DC cosplay list is threw the fucking roof so be prepared.
Anywho, idk what else to put here, except be prepared for my endless reblogs, I’m just archiving good stuff for both me and others to enjoy!
I made a linktree of my stuff. Feel free to check it out!
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Where's the fish want me hat I need it in stardew valley
#im doing the community cleanup quest#and im not getting ANY trash#ONLY FISH#IM TOO GOOD AT FISHING#I CANT CATCH ANY GARBAGE#I HAVE 2 PIECES OF TRASH AFTER 2 DAYS IN GAME OF FISHING#I NEED 20#THERES ONLY 2 DAYS LEFT OF THE QUEST#AND IM STILL GONNA NEED TO TAKE IT TO THE RECYCLING BIN BEHIND THE TRAIN PLATFORM#AHHHHHH
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so was nobody going to warn me that The National’s “Alphabet City” would give me a Hawk and Thrush breakdown, or…?
#was taking a walk now am lying in the dirt#aloy x talanah#thanks for checking in im still a piece of garbage
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when i was younger and hung out around my uncle a lot more than i do now, i remember whenever he referred to things regarding his native heritage, he always just called it "indian". called himself an indian, called the words he taught us indian, so on. since i was a little kid who didn't know any better, i didn't know that "indian" in the context of indigenous americans was a very broad, frankly bastardized term to paint a vast variety of cultures spanning two whole damn continents with one brush. it only occurred to me as i got much older than i was at the time that there'd be more than one "indian" language, and up until now since i had no idea what tribe(s) he even is i couldn't even begin to know where to look unless i found a download of every goddamn interlingual dictionary available and painstakingly checked every godddamn one for what their word for "thunder" is
the word he taught us meant thunder was hiloha. i didn't even know how to spell it until now, because he only ever said it aloud. literally just a few minutes ago, i decided to ask my grandma (his sister) if we knew what tribe(s) he belonged to. and apparently he's a mix of choctaw and makah. which gave me a lead, which led to me finding a dictionary on libgen, which led to me word searching "thunder" in the choctaw to english dictionary. it's the only word i remember him teaching us, and i'm unsure if he ever tried teaching us others. but it was his dogs name, and he was a damn good boy, so i remembered it clear as day. though, they normally shortened it to "hilo".
so, i guess what came out of this is that i now know a bit more about my uncle's heritage, and where to look for more research. so, if you're gonna have a takeaway from this, i'd appreciate it if you remembered the word "hiloha". it means thunder. and aside from being the name of a very good boy who deserves to be remembered, i think it's even more important to remember the histories, cultures, and of course the languages of all the indigenous folks who came before us and did their damndest to preserve their cultures in spite of it all.
#honestly a bit unsure if he was just simplifying it all down for us little idiot kids or not#regardless i think it's an important memory to keep alive#writing this up got me thinking about my time spent over at his place when i was real young. we spent a thanksgiving or two over there#both him and his wife were alcoholics at the time. she probably still is but she's been out of their lives for a while#i remember huddling in the corner with my cousin and my mom while they both fought. i distinctly remember her slapping him over the head#with a TV remote. not a very happy thanksgiving that one#it occurred to me while remembering this that there's definitely some kind of bitter irony to a white woman abusing a native man and his so#on thanksgiving. not even mentioning just a (mostly) native family having a bad thanksgiving in general. a bitter memory all around#god she was a cunt. talked shit about welfare queens and people on food stamps while me and my mom bought her food with our food stamps#claimed to be a vegetarian because how much she loved animals but still regularly ate bacon#i definitely don't remember my uncle being perfect in that relationship but i also definitely remember her being far worse#i'm almost certain it was mutual abuse but there's definitely a reason why my uncle's still in my cousin's life and mother isn't#aside from the fact that she did in fact abandon them and start a new family#as far as i know my uncle's recovered from his alcoholism and she hasn't. which itself wouldn't be a sin if she wasn't also naturally just#nasty piece of vaguely human looking garbage even without the alcohol#the way i understand it alcohol usually doesn't change who a person is at their core. it just amplifies who they already are#my grandpa's a very loving man and while i've never seen him get outright drunk i'm told he's very sweet and cuddly#saying this feels like a bit of a blanket statement but i definitely feel like for the most part if someone is an abusive piece of shit#while drunk they're also a lot more likely to be an abusive piece of shit sober#i've heard that some people are sweet and kind sober and turn nasty when drunk. i've never seen that firsthand but i'm sure it's entirely#possible. i can't speak whether it actually reveals who they really are or what. i'm not a psychologist#im rambling. oh well!#i'm glad that my cousin and uncle seem to be in a better place now. got their shit together#that's what matters
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moments like this when im really glad im a sad little cynic who always considers the worst possible outcome and never lets herself truly get comfortable and trust the good things in her life to stay there and builds her life around trying to soften the blows of the eventual disappointments just waiting around the corner lol never leaving my edgy teenager era peace and love
#i mean if the alternative is whatever the fuck is going on with my best friend rn then hooooo boy#cancelling therapy immediately i never want to change i wanna keep my trust issues forever and ever if its gonna save me from THIS#is he a dick? kinda. yeah. and a coward because if dude was sure he didnt want it since AUGUST and didnt have the guts to end it till now#actually he didnt end it. she was the one who finally snapped. but we seriously fought twice before because she just woudlnt listen#when i said that girl this isnt gonna work and you trust him too much and you're attachment styles are incompatible as hell#your*#but nvm. the least you could do when a 7 years younger girl who's clearly obsessed with you is breaking up with you#cause she just cant take it anymore. and you can see she's still in love with you because you've been lying to her for half a year.#imo the least you could do at that point is just. dont tell her that jfc. just say you're sorry it didnt work out etc etc#dont fucking tell her you stopped being in love with her in fucking august#and just 'didnt know how to end it' and lied when she asked if everything's alright#like my god. yes ig this would never have happened if she hadn't trusted him so completely and expected love to fix her whole life#but jesus dude. she's not even 23 she has a right to be naive. you're almost 30. you DONT get to be a man child anymore#christ. okay.#anyway i wish i could help her but telling her to 'trust less' and 'never truly rely on other people' sounds horrible and cringe and edgy af#but i genuinely dont have any other advice#like babygirl im sorry but your bestie is a piece of human garbage and she's doing the best she can but her best is Not Much alas
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There's something worse about someone not caring for your art work and showing it through their actions that ignoring it or saying they hate it
#god im still so upset#i was so so proud of this welding artwork i did and my professors and students even praised it#but as soon as im out and ask my mom to help take it#she asks why what am i going to do with it#and treats it like absolutely garbage and useless wondering just what use it has and why i want it#gee idk i spent a whole fucking semester and more than#2 days hour total to complete this work#and you just shat on it#not even acknowledging it as a piece of art but fucking Nothing#a waste of space#she claims she's being supportive and realistic but really what the fuck#and she wonders why I'm so fucking upset
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"Let me show you just how terrible I can be."
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honestly i think if you see a donation post & choose to gift a fucking checkmark instead of helping make sure someone stays alive you are beyond repulsive
#what the fuck besties!#imagine seeing someone starving & thinking ''you know what ill do? ill let them know i have money to help them but that they cant have it#just for the fun of it'' what the hell is wrong with you? i hope you get the shit beat out of you#although it's over the internet it's still just as disgusting as those pieces of human garbage that give out bible verses as ''tips''#or instead of money to the homeless they pass by. but honestly im not sure which is more insulting#to be the target of christian proselytizing where at least they believe their own bullshit but dont even follow their own stupid book#or to be the target of harassment by people trying to replace a personality w/ consumerism & ''fandom''#cuz they hate people in need THAT much.
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Luffy never fails to bring the serotonin by force
#i was like i feel like garbage#:c sees luffy one piece c’:#i still feel like a piece of shit bc tbh thats fhe truth im a rat bastard negative#but luffy makes it okayer ig
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"Eesh, yknow I may dislike you, but you don't deserve to be swarmed by insects...uh you gonna be okay?" -🪓
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SHOCK ME LIKE AN ⚡ ELECTRIC ⚡
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🦌 DEER 🦌
Hello I'm Deer! The Blue Deer! I'm going to dance for you. Are you ready?
#god i love this gif of magenta doin caramelldansen#i have this listed in my system as by a twitter artist called StormFreakz#but last time i checked (i think like 2 or 3 years ago??) that account was gone#its strange to think about how i have art from artists who i have no way to get in contact with anymore#one of my favourite magenta pieces was by an artist i kinda thought of as a friend but they disappeared and idk what theyre doing now#time is a funny thing#idk im rambling lol i have had a bad few days. had a lil breakdown the other night and im still kinda in that funk.#im going to go bake cookies now and blast a sad song on repeat#and meditate how i fundamentally havent changed in 5 years and im so pathetic for it#sorry asker#for dumping my brain garbage in here. if youre even reading these tags lol#asks#anon
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