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I HAVE CRACKED THE HANDLERS COMMUNICATION WITH PANTHERA IN THE WAREHOUSE SCENE- NO I AM NOT INSANE, YES I HAVE WATCHED THIS SCENE TOO MANY TIMES
Ok so it starts with panthera stopping suddenly and looking in the direction of the nublar 5 and making these quiet clicks as they tilt their head questioningly, this is them ALERTING the handler there is something amiss. The handler stops walking the moment she hears these clicks which confirms these are indeed alerting vocalisations. The handler then turns to panthera- notice how she is able to see the direction panthera was looking in, she now knows panthera is alerting to something specifically in that direction. Panthera then proceeds to let out a few vocalisations, they're communicating to the handler that theres still someone there and its important.
The handler then leans down close to the raptor, close so she can watch for any small changes in their face. Panthera then raises their lip slightly and begins letting out quiet low growls- seemingly letting her know they can smell one of their targets.
We can see the handler squint slightly right after panthera does this, confirming this is the specific action that told her what was up. she pulls away with her brows furrowed looking in the direction pnathera pointed out. shes trying to figure out who it is. Tiger and ghost are also alerted to the targets at this point and are likely sniffing for the scent.
We cut to the nublar 5 spread out pointedly in 2 different groups.
When we cut back to the handler we see that ghost is looking in a completely different direction than panthera, the handlers eyes dart between that direction and the original direction- in that cut they have alerted her that there's targets in those two different locations.
This is when she starts to piece together exactly who is in there with her, its likely she doesnt have that many targets right now- cabrera was one but she just killed him. So from process of elimination shes able to recognise that the targets most likely to be here together are the nublar 5. She could have also been alerted offscreen to just how many of them there is, sadly during that cut the raptors could have done anything. (I did check to see if theres any vocalisations like 5 clicks from the raptors that could indicate they are telling her theres 5 but sadly couldnt point out any)
Anyway what matters is that the handler now knows that the nublar 5 are here and she knows their exact locations. She also knows they are in an enclosed space with her.
She quickly realises this is an easy kill. This is when she starts to smile, shes excited- her targets who keep escaping and pissing her off are trapped in there with her, theres literally no way for them to escape this time. (...Except they do 😬)
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i genuinely cant develop this further but simon fucks you so good and so hard and so much (it lasts for many hours) before every mission because hes scared that this is his last time he’ll get to fuck you. it’s all inadvertent when he got you addicted to his cock and his love-making because, to be honest, these sessions are more for him than for you. his grunts and his pleasured rumbles and his dirty talk? theyre not to make you dizzy with pleasure, theyre to make him cum. he gets so lost in his own euphoria that its truly but an added bonus that you cum with him.
he doesn’t tell you this though
#suns.hc#simon ghost riley smut#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley#chat do we consider this as asshole!ghost ?#i dunno i just love thinking abt simon using ur body for pleasure#literally *using*#not gentle love making but a fucking bull when he pounds u#im spiralling again so uh feel free to ignore#suns
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(32:11) Say, "The angel of death who has been assigned for you will take you in full." ۞ قُلْ يَتَوَفَّىٰكُم مَّلَكُ ٱلْمَوْتِ ٱلَّذِى وُكِّلَ بِكُمْ ثُمَّ إِلَىٰ رَبِّكُمْ تُرْجَعُونَ
Altaïr Ibn-La'Ahad
#yes im on the ac spiral again lol#also started and inspired after ramadan lol#altair ibn la'ahad#altaïr ibn la'ahad#assassin's creed#assassins creed#assassins creed 1#ac1#altair#asscreed#my art
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my initial knee jerk reaction to lucanis/spite saying "family, enemies, contracts" was bad because it felt like an oversimplification but actually thinking on it i really love that lucanis forces himself into this box to make things make sense in his life. family is unconditional, enemies are to be killed, but contracts is so. interesting... man who promises mila that he will find her father because he does not fail contracts. the same man who tells effe that he will kill her slaver because he needs to turn her from a poor young woman that he sympathises with, into someone he can make a deal with. it's not kindness, it's not weakness, he's just fulfilling a contract, and crows don't break contracts. if he kills a bunch of racist blood mages during that process, then he's not breaking the rules, just bending them. a very convenient excuse to be a good man while still being a crow and assassin. and of course when spite is forced into him, he gets out of it with something familiar! by making another deal! something he could work with, something he HAS to work with, because being just an abomination is unthinkable. if he can work himself out of this problem like he's done with every other contract in his life, in his mind maybe there's some tiny chance that this becomes another job that he can claw his life back from.
#like. 'i'm still an assassin. i'm still a crow. this is just a contract.' <- insane torture that involves forcing a spirit into him#i also of course see this backfiring hard when he gets out of the ossuary and it stops being a deal to survive#and a lot more of 'jesus fuck. im possessed.' and its a contract that no longer becomes about getting out but his actual future#and what that means for him. which triggers that spiral of self doubt and insecurity about rejection and disgust from 'family'#just. such a warped perception of the world that it HAS to be a contract is interesting to me#even rook/the companions starting as a contract and turning into family. the progression there must have been interesting right#especially with the weight he seems to place on promises. fun!!!!!#lucanis dellamorte#txt#when i heard the line i was like 'ooh! fun!' -> 'hmm. actually don't like that' -> (weeks later) 'nvm its fine again'
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does anyone else spend a concerning about of time thinking abt laios being the one to kill chimera falin or am i just unwell
#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#spoilers out the wazoo im not kidding#anyway im thinking abt this again#every time i reread the final few chapters i see chilchuck joking abt laios suffocating her again#and my brain spirals into. does falin notice that little 'again'. is there any other circumstance where she'd find out#about how she was killed in chimera form#it's unclear how much she remembers from her time as a chimera#the other characters we see get resurrected have their memories perfectly intact#while falin mentions not being able to remember details from the time of her first death#nor her second one#which suggests her complete reanimation mightve scrambled up her mind#anyway. the point is#i dont think she remembers. but laios does + her body does#and im sure it bothers laios for the rest of his life#dunmeshi#chattering
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Enstars sure is an experience. Did I miss anything?
#are you guys all okay? i definitely am not okay#this is not the type of media that i usually go for yet it is EXACTLY the type of media that i would like#so many gaps so many stories WAY TOO MUCH READING I DONT HAVE THE TIME#i know i missed a lot because ive only watched the anime and read the main music story up to ch 4 of the second part#and i have read some events stories that were free#and maybe one or two outside from translations#but like thats it#this is like reading orv and getting hit with its deep metas on human life and the importance of stories#but instead im being clobbered by the most deranged storylines known to man (and again. i read ORV and am a bsd fan)#this isnt fantasy but there is nothing realistic about enstars and i unfortunately am attached#every day i spiral into east asian media that gives me an aneurysm#bsd -> orv -> link click -> enstars....i wanna say they keep getting more unhinged but theyre all unhinged in different ways#anyway please help me....#enstars#ensemble stars#fandom spamdom#stuff i say#i will admit i am mostly into the game for the stories#a consistent gamer i am not#but to unlock the stories ill push back the animes i have to catch up on etc etc#again. please help me....#edit: updated to remove queerbaiting because apparently i dont know whats going on
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"What do you want?"
KISS x KISS x KISS. ATELIER KISS (2023).
#kiss x kiss x kiss#atelier kiss#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#jdramasource#tvedit#mediagifs#*#faiza gifs#goddddddddddddddddddddd let them kiss again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yamashiro's hand around naoki's throat .... yea im SPIRALLING.
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I think that in the revival dean and cas should lean their foreheads together and also maybe close their eyes and cry a little but also I'd probably flatline if this came to pass so. Yk
#you would never hear from me again it would be jover#spn#supernatural#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#spn revival#s16 clowning#cat spirals tag#im so sorry i hav had a severe case of cant shut the fuck up disease for days#jackles this is all ur fucking fault
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thinking about this photo
#can’t think too much about how phil almost died without spiraling#and that’s just referring to the video filmed on their holiday like… how was that this year#phil in the wad hat…#with all his little drinks and the remaining milky bar buttons#they’re actually in a hospital room and they are lucky to have access to good healthcare and all but#there’s just a certain feel to hospitals that I can smell and feel through this singular pic#dan being sillay and taking a little pic while he’s like >:[ cause yeah wouldn’t you be too#but like god… something so intimate and human about this whole ordeal and the fact that they shared it with us#companions through life… this is some real partner shit#like i know they’re gonna be there. they’re always going to be there and right beside each other through everything#but…………. man#shoutout to pinterest once again for sending me down my nightly dnp spiral when im just trying to scroll and it’s either cute pics#or this#dnp#dan and phil#phan
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#this is what the og team's gc looked like pre s1#i know because i was in it /j#the hollow#the hollow netflix#save the hollow#kai the hollow#the hollow kai#adam the hollow#the hollow adam#mira the hollow#the hollow mira#sorry for not posting im highkey spiraling again#but someones gotta keep this fandom alive ‼️
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Some magma doodles I did last night :)
#can you tell im a little brainrotted#ough uhh from order from top left to right and down????#hs terezi#terezi pyrope#dungeon meshi#marcille dungeon meshi#ivor mcsm#karkat vantas#hs karkat#quirrel#hk quirrel#hk hollow#the hollow knight#the star fella at the right corner is an oc (totally not tezzy inspired hcjc)#and the ivor look alike at the left corner is my partner hfjfjfjdkdjdbjd#i need to play mcsm again man#but i think the moment i think im gonna go down the mcsm brainrot spiral all over again#aauhhh#hk#mcsm#delicious in dungeon#hollow knight#homestuck#oc#oughhhhhhhhhhhh#magma art#magma doodles#WAIT EDIT FUCK I JUST REALIZED I MIXED UP MY LEFT AND RIGHTS#finally added id!
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#danny phantom#dp#danny phantom fanart#dp fanart#danny fenton#tma#ibispaint#sam manson#sam dp#tucker foley#tucker dp#im losing it#so again#end!danny#idk i didnt try to focus on any spiral aspects but ik hes gotta have em#or maybe the stranger would work better#idk the end is easiest to represent to me i think lol#sam and tucker are so used to the looming feeling of death that they just dont notice anything#they think#“oh thats just danny sometimes he makes us feel like any moment we will be standing at deaths door staring down the end of our own lives:D”#trans danny phantom#trans danny#danny fenton fanart#trans danny fenton
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If I had a nickel for every time a member of young money started wylin out for no goddamn reason this year I'd have 3 nickels, which isn't a lot but goddamn control your people
#kendrick vs drake#kendrick lamar#birdman#lil wayne#for those who dont get it: birdman made what happened to that boy in 2003 and the beat was by the neptunes (pharell williams)#birdman didnt pay pharell for the beat. pharell said fuck young money (birdmans record label) im never working with them again#pusha t (whos on what happened to that boy) also said fuck young money in solidarity with pharell and started sneak dissing lil wayne#lil wayne is birdmans prodigy/cash cow. wayne and pusha send shots back and forth and drake gets involved; how we get story of adinon#same time kendrick is also on a fuck young money kick bc he and pusha and Pharrell are friends and drake got mad at kendrick for subbing him#in a song then being friendly to his face so drake and kendrick send subliminals back and forth till drake does a song with j cole called:#first person shooter where j cole says he drake and kendrick are the big 3 of rap and drake says hes bigger than the superbowl bc he-#didnt get picked to perform#the big 3 line annoys kendrick who is very competitive and has always wanted to be the best rapper and he writes :#motherfuck the big three nigga its just big me#which sets drake off and im not explaining the rest of the drake v kendrick beef go watch josh johnson for that#but yesterday they announced that kendrick would headline the superbowl over lil wayne which pissed of uoung money cus wayne is from nola-#where the games being held. which has lead to birdman and nicki minaj having a major spiral on twitter
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i am only half kidding when i say this but i think there was no hojo nor vincent in the picture and lucrecia had a oddly sexual dream featuring jenova & then got pregnant after… like im thinking a virgin mary situation that plays on sephiroth being born to be and viewed as a savior (but it ultimately being false)
#ff7#sephiroth#is this coherent fucking give me thoughts in the comments i am YAPPING AND LOVE TO YAP#like i think it contributes to his supposed greatness and his spiral into insanity#maybe i just like religious imagery and false prophets#like idk false prophets make me sad lol born with an expectation of greatness u simply dont have#delete when i wake up and am smart again👍#idk i like to roll her character around in my head and view it from diff anglesssss#jenocrecia#← MAKING IT SO THIS TAG HAS POSTS im a proud yuri soldier
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assorted archivist!gpt doodles from today i am. Unwell About This Whoops
TS, alt under the cut
clockwise:
"Make Your Statement" "Face Your Fear."
">:/ profiles my beloathed."
"head in hands now i have to think of fears for the others."
Johnny: "20 says i start the apocalypse."
Tim, surrounded by labels of different fears hes marked by, clockwise: Desolation, Buried, End, Flesh, Dark, Hunt, Slaughter, Extinction.
Bottom Row, left -> right:
Oliver Banks, The Eye/Institute, Elias Bouchard: "The Tormented"
Tim: "the (oblivious) Tormentor"
#sorry johnny you are Shit Out Of Luck There Friend#avatars georg has you beat#archivist!gpt#the-aurora-strikes-again#the mechanisms#i am having. a moment.#bare with me i will get it out of my system soon i think.#that or i will. pull a gr/pacrim au on it and think about nothing else for 3 months#my art#oaugh its 4am again#also im Continuing TMA and turns out i wasnt as far as i thought i was and the episode i left of on was mag 55. jordan kennedys statement.#im gonna call that A Good Enough Excuse For These#hmmmMMm. web raph or eye raph.#or vast raph?#eye or vast nastya#corruption or spiral marius#stranger or flesh brian ( i see the irony but Hear Me Out)#or eye. he literally was an oracle tbf#ouaghhhh i dont knowww#gunpowder tim#cw scopophobia
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I'm a broken record about this but after so many years of being left with the Axolotl poem about Bill, it'd be so lame if Bill never did reincarnate, and it'd be just as disappointing if it ended up being something minor like a cicada (although it'd be hilarious if he reincarnated, immediately died and then reincarnated into something else).
And to me, the wording of the original Axolotl poem really does make it seem like the reincarnation itself is the 'redemption' and the deal is that Bill is basically passing responsibility to someone else, after he's done with therapy and like.... doesn't pass down all of his many issues.
(Plus I dunno if it's my understanding of reincarnation that's wrong but it feels that when Bill is like 'yeah let me use the reset button!!!', he's forgetting that its way different from using a continue and he's just gonna end up with the equivalent of a shoddy new game plus made for a wrong character/setting at best)
Meanwhile, we're left with Bill poem about Stan that's the same in execution (a cryptic message between space and time and by that I mean hidden on the internet lol), with the same purpose (an opening/lingering mystery for Alex to use when he wants to return to the series) with the same elements (fire, lies, redemption, home) and numerous comparisons to Bill's own philosophy on lies that's repeated again in the same website.
(Also been thinking about how amnesiac!Stan could sorta be thought of as a reincarnation of himself in terms of mind only. The same soul being hit with that reset gun button, a chance of a new self unburdened by the past, but via the power of love and family they went nope!!! we want you back!!!)
Either way, with the poem and the book's ending there's the obvious Bill+Stan connection that we're supposed to acknowledge!!!
#i've seen some folks oddly in denial about their parallels for some reason???#stanley pines#stan pines#bill cipher#same coin theory#book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#gf meta#two sides of the same dollar bill#but also im still thinking about how we got it confirmed that after stan got his memory back#that ford still was paranoid about bill being inside stan's mind#what was stan thinking when ford did test after test on his mind (did stan even let him go into his mindscape? is it still a mess?)#giving up his privacy and letting ford dig around so his brother would quit looking so scared at times#them finally finding some peace as they start prepping for their trip#only for that fucking book to appear and send ford spiraling again#basically hiding in his lab because hes so scared of his family being hurt#hiding because hes so ashamed of being tricked of being abused#what the hell is a guy supposed to think after all that?#still thinking about alex describing bill as a gambler at a tbob panel while he knew full well#that we were about to get further emphasis of stan being a gambler too....#also nomming on the idea of determinism and loops and the idea of split souls
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