#im sorry ive been lying to you all

[deadlyhivemindaskblog]

I want Joule to die

[News flash buddy]

[Shes already dead]

[eyestrain-addict]

I might be misremembering but it's crazy that real lestat (that we know of) never refers to claudia as "ours", only ever refers to her as Louis' daughter. But dreamstat (AKA louis' imagined version of lestat) refers to her as 'our daughter'. This version of Lestat is both a taunting presence and also a comforting one and in this moment it's clear he's supposed to be comforting- meaning I think that Louis longed to hear Lestat take paternal ownership of Claudia the same way Lestat longed to hear Louis say I love you. Like a "this is it. We're a family. You're my husband and the father of our daughter"

A lot of notable things happened in this episode obviously but this is the one thing I can comprehend at this very moment

[locoier]

i love qsmp because it forces me to like. actually work on my language skills. like so often i find myself watching content in portuguese with spanish translations. so im watching content in the language im trying to learn with subtitles in my second language and i know that my brain is actually working and learning yippie

[sqlmn]

Art I did during my break but don't wanna post on main but you know what. I like Levi and Richard (and Arienne the redhead).

Basically, Levi and Richard go to school together, Richard decides to go by the name Richard and the only person to without question go along with "I'm a boy now" is Levi who calls him Dick. And then gets into fist fights with boys that don't call him Richard. So Richard falls pretty much in love in school then his parents divorce and he moves away.

Many years later (10+) Richard meets Levi again and it's very much nothing grand. Levi overhears Richard introducing himself to someone and is like "lmao Dick? You work here now? Sucks to be you" and Richard is immediately 'I love him so much I hate myself for how easily I give up all dignity for him' but yeah. They work in different departments so Levi does more behind the scenes stuff while Richard talks to clients and is very social.

And their coworkers in both departments love Richard because he's such a nice guy and Levi's department hates Levi a lot cause he's an asshole. (then stuff happens that would require a tw blah blah blah) So after a month of Levi not being at work he returns and Richard immediately goes over to the department to check on him and he's just. Incredibly mellow. No cussing and no cockiness and worst of all, he's being called Richard which is very much not correct from Levi. So he points it out that no one else calls him Dick and if he had a problem with it he would have said something by now so hey, maybe don't suddenly change the entire friendship on your own. (So Levi texts him later to say "sorry for being a dick, Dick" and Richard is v happy and content with that turn out)

Richard is honestly tragically created out of spite for the fact I saw a name IRL and I know that the state that I live in would in fact NOT have someone that intentionally funny and trans so I have to make my own funny trans guy to fill the void.

[aropride]

i love the ultra specific quiz trend bc when everything or almost everything has at least one vote it's like. man. my experiences aren't universal but they aren't fully isolated from the rest of human experience either. almost every weird or bad or funny thing that's happened to me has happened to someone else. which in some cases is awful but it means you are not alone and you are not separate from every other thing. you know?

[rookflower]

the horrifying implications of Cinderpelt as a pawn of Starclan- trying everything she can to unsuccessfully stop her apprentice from leaving because she's terrified of the internalised idea of "failing" her clan and her job due to her impending death, while unaware that the entire Crowpool situation is intentional by Starclan for their own benefit to initiate the Power of Three prophecy and that her death in itself is to be Leafpool's motivation to stay- the idea that the stars, the ancestors and family and friends she devoted her life to always meant for her to die young and hopeless and were willing to manipulate her emotionally for the best outcome for them- is alone a piece of her character that's infinitely more heartwrenching and tragic and interesting than "she actually had a crush on Firestar and she's sad she can't date him :((" and I'm so mad that the latter is her primary legacy instead of any interpretations of her as a character that go beyond boring forbidden romance #17 that was barely even implied to begin with

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the desire to do comms vs my inability to remember that i got a message FIGHT-

[echo-s-land]

It's insane how most of the time I don't get how ppl interact and I also Don't Fucking Care

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

[codecicle]

ashton if i recommend better military yaoi will you promise you forgo the call of duty

☝️insane revelations happening over my military yaoi interest

[ispyspookymansion]

having a category 5 reddie moment do not fucking look at me

[cuntstable]

i read them as a teen and was obsessed but as an adult the song of ice and fire books are so nothing to me. EXCEPT. for brienne of tarth…… grr martin got criticized for misogony crimes in the first book so he read feminism 101 and immediately went ”oh ok. ill write an extremely emphathetic story about growing up and existing as a physically ugly gender nonconforming woman in a violently patriarchical world and describe from her pov the way in which it traumatizes you and haunts you and how you will forever feel like a failure and a monster for being unable to match the idealized standard of beauty for women and for being undesirable to men around you. youll feel like you belong nowhere and your formative years will be an endless tirade of mockery and humilition simply for existing as you are. and with time youll find people who accept you and love you and youll find reasons to keep going etc etc like theres joy in your life too. but youll still have to carry that pain with you” and like thinking about it still makes me want to sob even years later. very cool.

[viosjaan]

i don't think you want anything to do with me anymore so i can just vent the texts i want to send to you here

[circle-mp3]

#9, #11, and #14 for the ask game! no pressure to answer all or any ✨

9 - Best month for you this year?

probably april! january-march nothing happened At All and i dont remember what happened after april and before july, after july has kind of just been catching up on school work and worrying about christmas and halloween

11 - Something you want to do again next year?

i'd like to visit the state library and the melbourne museum again, got to go earlier this year for the ancient greek exhibit which was super fun :)

14 - Favorite book you read this year?

i've kind of only read one book this year and i still haven't finished so i guess it will have to be a little life!

[delicatetaysversion]

dni.

[sereniv]

apologies are hard and can be embarassing

but life is too short to let your grandma go to bed sad