#im so sorry to my followers who keep seeing me post these pics im just not normal about them

[jaethecreator]

changbin tummy in this fit will be cherished but missed

can you tell i havent gotten over these yet???? need him wearing just the chain and bouncing his tits, tummy, ass, and thighs for me RIGHT NOW!!!!!

[maiteo]

When winter comes, are you gonna change your pfp to the iconique fede one??...can't believe a bunch of kakapool fans get to claim him now 😞

this message…first I lol’ed🫶🏽🤭….then I serious’d😟😡

we all know the claim ive had on that pic for YEARSSS now. clock it! I just love it too much it’s too funny it’s up there with the palhinha pic ahdjsk I think about it and im already giggling like??

I can’t let them take it from me….im already being tested w my manu pic and his involvement with them demons…I’ll take my chances with fede…but we shall see

[81folklore]

dress - VETTEL - part 2

pairings: sebastian vettel x famous!reader (fc: taylor swift)

summary: its known that seb has been married for a few years now despite the public never seeing is wife, its also known that yn is in a committed relationship and has been since she disappeared from public eye. maybe they are more connected than people realise

authors note: part two because i didnt realise how long it had gotten but im allergic to actually writing.. also i apologize for the first part literally just being build-up.. i honestly didnt know about the 30 pic limit so...

authors note 2: i used google translate for the german so i hope its correct, also i dont know if petnames like darling or sunshine are used in germany but i had to use them

authors note 3: i actually hate how this turned out :/ but it was very hard to actually get my thoughts onto the page so this will do! this is part 2 so go read part 1 first!!

part 1 part 3 masterlist

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YN IN THE F1 PADDOCK TODAY, I REPEAT YN IN THE PADDOCK

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user77: sorry i dont follow f1, i thought the races were on sundays?

user5: dont be sorry! today is qualifying and tomorrow is the race!

user5: SHES THERE I CANT STAY CALM

user91: does anyone know who she was with in those photos of her by the track?

user5: sebastian vettel and mick schumacher!

user6: SHE WAS WATCHING QUALIFYING WITH SEB AND MICK?? SEB VETTEL?? AND MICK SCHUMACHER?? OH LORDDD

user12: i thought i would survive.. i lied

ynupdates

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seems like yn is with redbull at todays race looking as gorgous as ever!

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user5: OH OH OH OH

user5: SHE IS STUNING HOLY

user20: her style recently has been AMAZING

user68: out of every team i think redbull would have been one of my last guesses

user6: THE WAY SHE IS WITH REDBULL AND SPENT QUALIFYING WITH REDBULLS GOLDEN BOY OH I FEEL SICK

user99: i love her so much

user42: at least her team will win

user591: IS SHE WEARING A WEDDING RING??

user618: i think so?? honestly i wouldnt be surprised shes very private and has been with her partner for almost 8 years so no wonder he popped the question

user90: i need her to be at every gp

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yn on stage performing dress during the post-race concert at suzuka! as far as we know it was a complete surprise, she came on to sing dress then left. this is her second time performing it to a live audience!

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user81: WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO HEAR DRESS LIVE

user5: charles and seb were both spotted watching her from the side of the stage!

user81: charles taking seb to see his favorite artist..what if i cried

user55: i cant believe i lost dress twice without even knowing i could lose it😭

user8: i hope she had so much fun, ive missed her doing stuff like this :’)

user12: apparently she was laughing and looking off stage at someone throughout, possibly her partner?

user1: SHE AWLAYS LOOKS SO GOOD

user13: so much content this weekend..im going to have major withdrawls

yourusername

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four years ago i was given the pleasure of marrying my best friend

i am unable to really put into words how much meeting you and getting to spend the rest of my life with you has changed my life seb, but i tell you i love you enough daily that i hope you understand

when we first met i had no idea how much you would impact me and the way i think, but you have helped me become the woman i am today and i am forever grateful for that

i often feel unworthy of the life you have given me, the life we have together. i wonder how i got to be the one you love and cherish and i know how lucky i am to be the one you spend your life with

you gave me your heart and i promise to look after it for as long as im here, i promise to keep it safe and i know you will look after mine

danke, dass du mich liebst, danke, dass du dich um mich kümmerst. (thank you for loving me, thank you for taking care of me) Ich verspreche, dich bis zu meinem letzten Atemzug zu lieben. (I promise to love you until my last breath) Ich werde nie aufhören, dich zu lieben, Mein Sonnenschein. (I will never stop loving you, my sunshine)

tagged: sebastianvettel

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sebastianvettel: Danke, dass du dein Herz geöffnet hast und mich dich lieben lässt, mein Schatz (Thank you for opening your heart and letting me love you, my darling)

sebastianvettel

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I won the most important race. It was the race into the heart of the love of my life, yn. I love you.

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yourusername: 🩵🩵🩵

user5: I CANT DO THIS STOP

user12: hes so sweet :(

user18: ive known about them for a total of 2 minutes but i love them already🫡

user6: dress was written about him…

user71: i feel ill wehn will i get posted like this

sebastianvettel

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the sunshine of my life

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yourusername: i love you so much

lewishamilton: very happy for you mate!

user13: THEY LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH OH MY GOD😭😭

landonorris: 🥹🥹

user82: DRESS WAS WRITTEN BY HER FOR HIM AND HE WAS PROUD OF IT OH LORD

user5: literally my favorite people in the entire universe🫶

user19: still in shock that theyve been married for four years

[themoodyestj]

Misha boring ? 🤣🤣🤣🤣

sorry darling but that’s Jared. Jared is boring.

you guys keep going to hellers account, screen shot, make 100% inaccurate takes on what it said in the hellers blogs. I am not talking about you moody but your j2 fan anons. Hellers weren’t the once who wrote death threats to Jensen after the rust incident saying that it should’ve been him not the poor girl. It weren’t the hellers who called Jensen unemployed when he was guest staring. It wasn’t the hellers use Jensen as a prise. That’s all j2 and jp fans. And the fact that you keep on talking about Misha proves that your fave Jared is a boring man when hellers majority of the Time talks about Jensen and Misha as individuals and as a couple but mostly individuals.

Ok, Anon, let's talk.

Topic is: fandom and harrassment.

I understand that all "sides" of the fandom are in sort of a spectrum. We have hellers that are perfectly nice and respectful and Hellers that come to my inbox to spew hate. We have AAs that sympathize with Jenneel but can still observe odd behaviors and AAs have abandoned all common sense, logic or even humanity.

The same can be said with JP fans and J2 fans. I have never experienced it personally, maybe because what i believe falls more in line with what they believe. My experience is JP and J2 fans is, however, very peaceful. They seem respectful. And Im pretty sure that if Jared knew his fans were harrassing people, hed be the first one to intervene.

Along with my J2 fans, like you say, I have posted screenshots and commented on what is there. I find that to be perfectly normal behaviour. I wouldnt be offended if someone took a screenshot out of my blog and posted it with their own comments. Sadly, as I have proved already with a screenshot of their blog, the people who criticize me seem to be scared of crediting me for my words or even share my blog. Maybe because they know, deep down, that im right.

The line for me is this: If you go to someone's blog, inbox or tag them and disturb the natural peace of their blog to spew your hate just because you disagree, youre a delulu. People have the right to live their fantasies, ships in any way they find fitting as long as it doesnt disturb the right for other people to not agree with those ships and fantasies.

Now, regarding your accusations of J2 and JP fans sending death threats... I cant tell you they happened or they didnt happen. Especially because the people who cried wolf have been asked repeatedly for proof... and none showed up. So if you say it with so much certainty, I will assume you have them and ask you to come forward. If you present such evidence, I will be the first to make a post about it, as I never condoned this behaviour from any side. But you have to excuse me for being suspicious. People say a lot of crap that never happened. So my stance is, pics or it didnt happen.

However, Im going to need to correct you on some information you may have wrong. You said "Hellers weren’t the once who wrote death threats to Jensen". Well, maybe not during the Rust incident, but there is actually proof that Hellers threatened Jensen, and very openly for that matter, tagging him so he could see them. Here's a sample for you.

You can find many of them in this post.

So maybe I would advise you to educate yourself on the ship you seem to follow, and decide for yourself if this is the stinky hill you want to die on.

[bil-daddy]

hi mr bildad um im just gonna dump this here since i have no one else to talk to

as someone who has always praised in their ability to be friends with anyone (i also need human interaction to survive btw) ive been feeling very lonely, especially since now are the school holidays.

my best friend (who is one year older than me) is barely online and doesn't take me seriously enough. and when i ask my friend group (with 2 other people my age) if they want to go out nothing happens. ive asked so many times but it's like they just don't want to hang out. and i keep seeing them post everywhere of them having fun with their OTHER friends (i don't know them bc they're from their primary schools; we are in secondary school now). and the obvious solution is to hang out with my primary school friends, right? well awesome news I DONT HAVE ANY.

and like ive just been feeling really really lonely especially today. i don't even text anyone except for my best friend, and even then she doesnt really respond properly because its like i dump a lot of messages and 4 hours later she skims through them, rinse and repeat.

(also side note i used to have another best friend but he ended up having a crush on me and didn't give me space so i kinda ended the friendship bc i wasn't comfortable with it)

during my entire TWO MONTH school holiday i haven't gone out with friends. not even once. while i see everyone else my age having so much fun and enjoying life while i just rot at home scrolling through tumblr.

so yeah im not really having a great time. hopefully when i get back to school in january things will be better

sorry for the long rant

Hey, kid (human). No need to apologize for the long rant. Actually, I've got a lot to say about this topic, too, so take a toilet break, grab a beverage and a snack, then sit down with your deal old Bildaddy (platonic, metaphorical) for a chat.

First off, sorry you're going through this. It hurts a lot when friends start fading away, and you realize they no longer consider you as close and you consider them. Feeling left out and like you don't have any real friends seriously sucks.

But it's actually something every single person goes through at some time or another--though most of us aren't brave enough to admit it like you have, because it feels embarrassing and shameful. Like there's something wrong with you.

There isn't.

There is nothing wrong with you.

Friends come and go, and 99% of the time it has nothing to do with you, or anything you've said or done. It isn't your fault. That doesn't mean it hurts any less, but it isn't your fault.

But that being said, I promise you, for every person you see pictures of having so much fun and enjoying life, there are twenty--probably even more--at home like you, scrolling tumblr, or tiktok, or reddit, or whatever the kids are scrolling these days.

And even those people you see posting pictures, that isn't their everyday life. They post pics of the good times, not the bad ones (well not usually) or the boring ones. Especially not the boring ones. I bet they do more sitting at home and scrolling than you think. They're just not advertising that for all their followers to see.

But that's not the point. The point is (dolphins! goats!) your current friends aren't fulfilling your need for socialization. And that means you need to find some new friends, anon.

You can still stay friends with your best friend and that old friend group. As in, don't send them a message officially ending the friendship, and don't delete and/or block them everywhere. You can still talk to them in school when you see them.

(Do unfollow them on social media if seeing them hang without you is upsetting--or better yet, pause on using social media entirely--except for tumblr, of course--until you're in a better place, mentally and emotionally. Bildaddy deleted instagram five years ago and never went back.)

But starting today, back off on asking these friends to hang out, and sending long text messages to your best friend that she only skims through. They're not matching your energy, so you need to start matching theirs. Either they'll notice the difference and start making more of an effort (no, not that kind), or they won't and they won't. But either way, you'll stop wasting your time.

Next, you take all the energy you were spending on your old friend group and start looking for new friends.

While you're still on winter break, there might not be as many opportunities, but there are some possibilities. Do you have any cousins around your age who might wanna hang out? Or maybe there are local events aimed at teenagers you can attend? Check libraries and community centers. Or on New Year's Eve, there might be some sort of Parents Night Out event you can volunteer for and help babysit a group of little kids, along with other teenagers that you could befriend?

Then, when winter break ends, look around your school for other students who might be in your same situation--and trust me there are others in your same situation. Is there someone who always sits alone at lunch? Or what about that kid in class who's too shy to speak up? Is there someone getting bullied or ostracized? Someone new to the school who hasn't made any friends yet? Look for the ones who might need a friend as much--or even more--than you do and try to befriend them.

It won't always work, no, cause nothing always works. But it will work sometimes. And you only need it to work enough times to make a couple friends. And if you make the right friend, they might have a friend group that you can join.

I know it's really scary to put yourself out there and make the first move. But you'd be surprised how receptive people are, especially the shy ones who are too scared to say 'hi' first, and rely on the braver ones, like you, for the human connection they need. Because we all need it. (Even me. Because I'm totally 100% human.)

Other ways to make friends are clubs, in school and out of school, which is probably what adults will suggest if you ask them, so I'm not going to spend much time on this. But they're right. If you're not already in clubs--academic, sports, art, books, music, anime, whatever your interest(s) is--join some! If there's nothing of interesting at your schools, churches and other local organizations might also have youth clubs and activities, too.

Shared interests in a sure way to make friends. I see it happening all the time on Tumblr. Those mutuals you wish didn't live so far away? Well, you can find mutuals just like them IRL! (Especially if you start or join a book club that reads Good Omens, or a tv show club that watches Good Omens)

Another option is getting a part-time job at a place other teenagers work. If this is something you can do without disrupting your schoolwork, try it. Fast food restaurants, cinemas, places like that.

You say you're someone who has the ability to be friends with anyone? Well, prove it! This isn't a threat, by the way. This is encouragement. I'm encouraging you.

Now go out there and make some friends, kid! I know you can do it! I believe in you, and everybody here is rooting for you.

And, as always, have an ox rib (platonic)

[failure-girl-y-kei]

Hi! This blog is a little secret jirai blog of @finn-thefish (will follow and like from there fyi cuz thats how tumblr works) just for things that aren't sunshine and rainbows like on my main

I go by Finny or Failure, whichever you pick i wont be upset. I use mostly it/its pronouns, but any are totally fine, even neos and xenos!

This is basically just a blog for anything that comes to mind, so if you find anything triggering just block me

I feel like its important to mention that I am self-diagnosed auDHD, BPD and (not fully sure cuz there aren't enough resources) NPD traits, so my acts may seem a bit extreme or weird, but that's how I am

Boundaries I'd like to not be crossed:

★ Don't sexualize me, I am a minor!

★ Don't send me pics of fresh self-harm, or vents out of the blue, that's just kinda weird imo

★ Don't threaten me, don't stalk me, don't dox me, all of that stuff

★ Don't sexualize my underage or ace characters, or atleast don't show it to me

DNIs:

★ Basic DNI criteria (homophobes, racists, ect)

★ Proshippers

★ People who sexualize underage characters with an excuse that they "aged them up" (for example, Christopher Pierre) that's weird, doesn't matter if you're a minor or not

★ NSFW/porn/fetish blogs and anti-recovery/pro-ED/pro-SH blogs

★ Any problematic content creator supporter (such as Wilbur Soot, Melanie Martinez and so on)

★ Any blog that's "minors DNI" because if you don't want minors interacting with you, don't interact with minors (like me)!!

★ Any person with controversy about them, I do NOT wanna get controversy about me cuz it makes me feel bad and I feel "bad" as like holy shit I'm gonna kms cuz im worthless

★ Anyone I know irl, sorry man but I don't want anyone seeing what I think on a daily if you're gonna see me irl

interests and socials if anyone wants to contact me ↓↓↓↓

(also dividers by me, free to use even without credit but it is appreciated if you do credit me)

Socials

★ discord: ★F4ILURE_G1RL★ or f4ilure_g1rl

★ tiktok: @f4ilure_g1rl

★ snapchat: finn_fishyblub (i dont use it much tho)

★ spacehey: F4ILURE_G1RL (barely active)

★ instagram: f4ilure_g1rl

Music & Interests

★ music: nirvana, ghost and pals, maretu, some kikuo songs i cant read the names of, project sekai covers of vocaloid songs, oingo boingo, lemon demon, mitski, omori soundtrack, ddlc soundtrack, needy streamer overload soundtrack and those game songs like break my mind and creeper aw man (+ more but i cant rememberr)

★ interests: ghost and pals, project sekai, ddlc, needy streamer overload, fnaf, regretevator, class of '09, omori, biology, astronomy, chemistry and probably more cuz i forget a lot

Post tags

ʚ♡ɞ wilting away ʚ♡ɞ - complaining/sad vent

ʚ♡ɞ a burning ocean ʚ♡ɞ - angry vent/complaining

ʚ♡ɞ ¡shooting stars! ʚ♡ɞ - regular/happy

ⓘ giggling hyena - idk how to tag the post/dumb

ʚ♡ɞ failure's pencil ʚ♡ɞ - doodles

ʚ♡ɞ songs of a broken doll ʚ♡ɞ - yapping about some media

ʚ♡ɞ unburned yet pictures ʚ♡ɞ - pics

࿄ ring ring! ࿄ - asks

🦋🦌 - irl friend (both blogs)

︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶ - reblogs

Other stuff

★ im jirai, but not rare i have fun with clowncore and stuff

★ pro-recovery!! just not for myself tho :P

★ im bulgarian and often times i think im the only bulgarian jirai (cuz i havent been proven otherwise)

★ very bad at keeping up a conversation and making friends, idk if thats me being aplatonic or just neurodivergent, or both

(some) Userboxes (by @jiraisupportgroup )

[hstylesloverr]

i accidentally deleted the question sorry 😭 u asked for it and here it is!!!

SEPTEMBER 2022.

yourinstagram via instagram post

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yourinstagram what the shirt says 🫶

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yourbff you’re literally the hottest person on the planet

yourinstagram u mean urself

username i love your style!!

username can't believe she's that pretty

brycedlls 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

yourfriend your boyfriend is so lucky😿😿😿

username she has a bf? we lost

yourinstagram @ yourfriend but u haven’t seen my man 🤭🤭

taissafarmiga ❤️

yourinstagram love uu 🫶🫶

yoursister clean ur shirt pig

yourinstagram 🙄🙄🙄

username honestly the most beautiful girl i've ever seen

johnslsh i would change my career to marine biology just to be with you

yourinstagram don't even try, you'd fail every semester

clairo give me back my skirt

yourinstagram come for it 🫶

OCTOBER 2022 | TWITTER

NOVEMBER 2022.

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evanfan i found her browsing among those followed by taissa... she's living the dream fr

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username no bc i literally followed her from seeing her so often on pinterest she removed me from followers and made the account private 😭😭😭

evanfan dont worry she surely remove from followers all the people she didn't know personally

username okay but SHE’S A SWIFTIE

evanfan evan is in good hands now

ahsfan ok but can we talk about how pretty the girl is? i’m literally in love with her

evanfan7 i just hope this one doesn't turn out to be like ponprincess

evanfan2 naah i'm sure if it wasn't for the people she knew who leaked that she was dating evan we never would have found out

ahsfan8 okay but the photos that came out at the beginning of the year of evan leaving a university residence? they were shouting it to our faces

username i think they really want to keep the relationship super private so maybe that's why she made all her social media private

evanfan4 i can't even imagine being y/n and seeing that every woman alive wants to fuck her man

username exactly ?? on the one hand i would die of jealousy but on the other my ego would be through the roof knowing all the people who would literally KILL to be in my place

ahsfan3 she’s getting that dick every day. she’s getting that dick every day. she’s getting that dick every day.

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evanupdates 🚨 | Evan and his girlfriend out tonight in New York.

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username nooo please don’t do this to me

evanfan PLEASE IM A STARRRRR

evanfan7 my guts are turning from jealousy

ahsfan this reminded me of the paps pics of emma and evan

emmafan nah emma better

evanfan @ emmafan girl be fr u don’t even know y/n

evanyn the way evan has his arm around y/n's shoulder

evanfan4 the girl is soo pretty

ahsfan5 i really like this couple 😭😭 please sir let y/n be the one

username the fact that they are having physical contact at all times

evanfan8 the way this is the only picture we get of them in public and they've probably been together for almost a year

evanfan we ❤️ a private relationship

taissafan i want to cry from the pain i feel right now

username wait, isn't she the girl who has been seen on several occasions with clairo and gracie abrams?

graciefan yes she is!! she went with gracie in highschool and they’ve been very close friends

evanfan9 play the other woman by lana del rey

username y/n is the definition of “who is she”

evanfan6 ok but after the tweet y/n put up about not knowing evan peters this is iconic

username she was lying to us fr

DECEMBER 2022.

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[starsinkpop]

what do you think if theres blogs that are not only deeply obsessing with finding out ateez members exact fs but they also discussing their potential body parts. I tried telling them how weird and gross it was of them but they tell me I was taking it too far. what the fuck? am sorry but this kpop tarot thing is what is taking ppls obsession with idols fs too far. its bordering on creepy rn and its not just one blog theres like several of them that mainly focus on idols fs.

some blogs be claiming they dont dig too much but then they still think it ok to even discuss idols sexuality or some other aspect of their personal life.

i’m not really on that side of tumblr or social media so i can’t really say much about it. i have clear boundaries. im fine with certain readings about ateez’s fs but i wouldn’t do more readings than i have online right now. we already know more than enough. i keep getting a crazy amount of asks in my inbox of people trying to fit especially san’s fs aspects. i’m deleting all of them because none of those people reading my stuff and also myself will be their fs. some people really need to touch some grass. when i see certain physical traits in a reading i point them out, however i focus on personality only. what’s bothering me is how almost everyone on here in my inbox assumes that the members are straight. making their fs a girl at all times. we don’t know their sexuality and it’s quite frankly none of our business. we don’t know if their straight or part of the lgbtq+ community. this is why i keep my readings gender neutral because we don’t know shit.

now in general i don’t want to spread any negativity because life itself is already a big struggle for most of us. i want my blog to be a place where people could just entertain themselves for a bit and. so i won’t say anything about other readers because i honestly just can’t. like i said, im not on that side of tumblr. i get your point but you have to remember you’re telling me this, im a kpop (well just ateez) tarot reader myself and i’ve done reading about their fs too so 🤷‍♀️🤣 like i said, i have my boundaries with readings, won’t do any sexual readings and i don’t focus on looks. being someone who was crazily sexualized since being a child, i really hate this side of any fandom. there’s too many obsessions going on. you wanna know what happened when i saw the most recent pool pics of the members, especially san and woo? as a gym girly i was like “woah i really need to know their routine so i can shape my body like theirs” i can just admire them. viewers here are a little too delulu and have a hard time sticking to reality and form an own opinion it feels like. and I’m sure some readers feed into that. it’s giving you a ton of likes and if that’s their main purpose for posting i guess i get it. that doesn’t mean i’m okay with that but i know many people need validation like that. whenever there’s people coming up and officially date like twice’s jihyo for example i always feel really warm around my heart. gives me the feeling they can still have a bit of a normal life.

i don’t really have anything else to say and only repeat myself. i don’t know if i’m the right person to talk to about that, i do readings and did fs readings like what you just complaint about, but i have boundaries and know what’s reality. none of us will be with any of them, ever and viewers should stop honestly believing “omg XYs fs is like this and that, i’m just like that it has to be me they have to do more detailed readings so i can make it fit for myself”.

on another note, and this is in no means anything bad or hate whatsoever, i love getting asks from you but those long asks are sometimes a bit much because im not your diary, love 🤣 no hate. but it just felt like a rant and i do really like rants but my inbox is maybe not the best place for that because i don’t want to spam any of my followers page with that you know?

edit: you can still send me longer asks, but please try fitting the stuff you want to say into one ask and not three or more 💖

[dontcallpanic]

Hi there sweetheart! 🩵 as i said on my post, im turning this around

what are some of the things that never fail to make you smile?

and I'll also ask: what are some of the things/people that scream 'love' from miles away for you?

@gege-wondering-around I am so, so sorry this has taken so long – as usual. Life is chaos but I really appreciate the ask! You’re so kind and so lovely and your answer was perfect I hope I can do this justice! Diolch yn fawr iawn and here we go

Family. – One member in particular keeps wandering around singing Life is a Highway very badly and offkey and I just love it! It’s so cosy and fun and I just love it when things are calm enough that people can relax and be themselves. My cat (called Busy) also makes me smile. She’s a floozy cat and loves attention.

Writing – I’m working on something for my absolute best friend which has a bit of a story behind it. It’s a Sterek Au that came about because I went back home. I grew up in among those strange rural small towns where everything is a bit weird and a little left of reality. I was in the local supermarket and for some reason in the back rooms they had this section absolutely chock full of plaid shirts so I snapped a pic and sent it to my friend for fun as a Stiles reference. And from that we just kind of ran with this strange Sterek, small town au where all sorts of strange, odd, supernatural things happened. So, of course I had to write it for her. But I write REALLY slowly. It’s not going to be finished any time soon but it’s 18000 words so far! Anyway, it’s purely for fun and full of joy and bittersweet things and it makes me smile SO much. Have a snippet! He can see it now. He’s going to become a cautionary tale. Parents everywhere will tell their children all about the dangers of running off to find themselves and all because he got lost in the woods and eaten by a bear. My what big teeth you have and all that. Wait – that’s little red riding hood. Maybe he’ll be eaten by wolves, not bears… That would be exactly his luck. Especially when there are famously no wolves in California. What was the moral of that story again? Something about not trusting strangers? Never leave the path? Something else about… not… going… for a walk in the woods… alone? Fuck. Stiles runs an anxious hand down the front of his favourite red hoodie. Double fuck. There was no way he was little red riding hood. The universe wouldn’t be that cruel, right? The colour of his jacket should have no bearing on the likelihood of him being eaten by a wild animal. Absolutely not. None, whatsoever. Nope. Incidentally, has anyone done any research on whether bears are attracted to certain colours more than others?

Adventures – I love exploring and just seeing new places, near or far. It doesn’t really matter where but show me a quiet road surrounded by tall trees and I am just giddy with happiness. I love driving too so that helps!

Music – this is one of the things that I live for. I love how much music can give you, from inspiration, to pure feeling, vibes, joy, drama, beautiful poetry. It’s everything and it’s got everything! Here’s a link to my favourites playlist (that I'm still adding to!) but it’s full of all sorts of everything . Listen at your own risk!

Kindness - I’ll shout out to people on Tumblr too. I love seeing people be themselves and owning their weird, whatever it is! That always makes me smile – especially when something good happens for someone I follow. I loved what you said about kindness too. The words I try to live by are be curious and have compassion. Everyone’s going through something and the world can always use a bit more kindness!

Things that scream love from miles away (loved this question!)

Friends – I have two best friends who are the complete opposite of each other and I love them so much. They keep me going and whatever’s going on, they can always make me smile.

I’m moving away from them both which is breaking my heart a bit but something they both do which, to me, screams love from a distance is they’ll just send me things.

One friend sends memes and funny videos

The other shares her day and sends me pictures of what she’s doing.

I love this so much because its just I saw this and thought of you! It’s quick, it’s sweet, its thoughtful and it just means so much to me that they are going about their day and they take the time to think oh, I thought you’d like this! Now my phone is full of their lives and it makes me so happy.

I try to reciprocate  as much as possible but everyone always says my love language is bread. I’ll often bake bread for my friends to pass on when I see them although I realise that might be harder these days. Posting bread doesn’t seem like the best idea…

I’ll also do a small shout out to my husband here, as we’re talking about things that scream love. We met about 14 years ago when I was 18. I saw him across the room in a crowded bar on my first day of Uni and it was love at first sight. Still can’t explain it to this day. He was just my person.

Thanks so much for the ask! It’s really sweet and I had a lot of fun thinking about this one! It’s always worth spreading a little love and happiness and I hope your day is full of pure joy! You deserve it!

[sh1-n0bu]

MOMMY NOBUUUU /p i need someone wise’s advice !!!!

i like to make silly looking “art” (i don’t even consider it real art, it’s more like memes/doodles) (like the ms paint art style, that looks a bit like pixel art and also looks sketchy and simple) and i CAN’T DECIDE if i should make an account to post it??? i really want to but i know NOTHING about ig and its algorythm (even though i did use to have disney and anime fanpages with a decent amount of followers when i was, like, 14). i don’t wanna end up with an account with like 2 followers cuz what if affects my self esteem and the way i view art hsjsg ???? i like my cringy artstyle but.. idk im probably overthinking this AGHH

yk it’s just that when i was a fan account it wasn’t my art so it’s not like i got offended if people didn’t like/comment/save. with things i created it would be different i think??? i’ve been wanting to make an art account for YEARS and i just got into the artstyle (i had a “normal” artstyle before) but wait wait lemme try to link the pics

(hope they work)

so this is the first thing i’ve ever drawn in this style https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-AJt9jSnPo1Enyg4B8Dnm0HMYeFIhxYX/view?usp=drivesdk

and then it just kept going. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-I8x_U-9_ZVwpPE6aDAWlW0ApEuJ2r5Z/view?usp=drivesdk

and going (yes that’s a gyaru trying to talk to a golfball and yes it’s a remake of this meme https://www.reddit.com/r/memes/comments/d6udnl/why_wont_it_move/)

and then i saw this. https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-1qO6MbBOo51PK-jhMltsnpfCb0yTGV2/view?usp=drivesdk

and i went “this is so hsr main trio” https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-5MwpEQLIFx_iLdif6R9o66Xc2HW5vjw/view?usp=drivesdk

this is cursed, i’m aware.

then i started making these https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-60FA9_FROx2c0SQrzh1RXOXxm7tFl5G/view?usp=drivesdk

you have NO IDEA how many of these i’ve made. because idk either. all i know is that in three days i had made 20+ of them (which may sound like it’s not much, but for me and how little i used to draw it’s a lot)

and now i REALLY want to make the account but i’m TERRIFIED bc what if no one likes that kind of cringy stuff?????

i’m literally so sorry to bother you with this /gen it’s just me overthinking stuff as always :/ don’t feel pressured to answer me ofc!! <3 also i rlly rlly hope things are going better for you! sending love and support <33

gratefully yours

breaker anon~~<3

MOMMA NOBU HAS ARISEN /j j j j

first, those arts are fucking GORJUS my sweettums. as someone who has lost the ability to draw, that is beautiful. i used to think of becoming a free style painter or to learn how to draw digital but somewhere along the way i just gave up and decided to simply settle on writing instead. even now, when i see art tiktok or recommendations of compilation videos on yt, i feel a bit of an ache in my chest. its just there, y’know?

second, i think you should do for it. maybe try opening up an account on a platform ur incredibly familiar with. perhaps tumblr? or even ig? or even tiktok works too! just any platform you feel safe and comfortable and know how to navigate is good.

and yeah, i can def say felt to the “it will make my mental health worse if i only get 2 likes or smt” bc same same same. i try to write good and capture the characters’ personality correctly while keeping the fic ‘alive��� only to end up with like,,,, hundreds of likes but no feedbacks or reposts or smt LMAOOO

as for a single tip i would give is to expect everything. not everyones going to like ur content and they will suddenly crash into ur inbox talking abt how they hated this fic or smt of yrs bc it was disgusting or not their thing. that has happened to me like,,,, 3 times???? i think?????? and and!!! be sure to do a bit of research beforehand, me thinks. see what kind of attention you would get when u start to post on ur page or account.

honestly, i started this blog as only reposting blog. but then one day my very first 🦝 anon came and i decided, why not write a thirst thought i had with friend and see how it goes? and it just spiraled from there.

main thing is, have patience and love what ur doing. don’t burn urself out over it too much or else what u used to love will end up being what u hate and take good care of yourself sweettums<3

[just-gay-thoughts]

Im very new to this site

How do I navigate it's kinda confusing and my ADHD keeps seeing colors and I can't figure out how to use things

Help pls 🙏

First of all, hi, welcome to the party!

Okay you figured out asks so yay! If you haven't noticed, theres also a little toggle for anonymous asks if you ever wish to send those, if I remember correctly though you can't send pics and vids on anonymous.

Basic getting started advice: use the search to find tags that you're interested in, it can be Fandom or hobby interests or anything really. You can choose to follow that tag (the option should be in the search bar after you've searched it, if that makes sense) and random posts from the tag will show up on your feed from time to time. You can also go through and follow people who post a lot in that tag that you enjoy the content of. Basic rule of advice for following people is to do it as freely as you wish, but don't feel bad about unfollowing for any reason.

And this explanation is going to be scatterbrained as I mention things as I think of them so I do apologize for that lol

Make sure you go into your settings and set your dashboard preferences to not include 'in your orbit' (or do, but most have their dash in chronological order rather than the more algorithmic version), this way you see stuff just from people and tags you follow.

Great ways to find people to follow are by searching like mentioned before, but also if you notice someone you follow reblogging someone's posts a lot and you enjoy those posts, that can be a great way to find more people.

You yourself can post as often as you want but there's a couple things to be familiar with that would show up on your blog.

The first is likes, which can be turned off (if I remember correctly the option might be when you go to edit your profile)

The second is reblogs, this is how posts get spread around. I like to think of it like likes are you telling the op they did a good job, and a reblog is you running to show your friends what you just found. It is greatly encouraged to reblog things like art and gifsets if you liked them because of the lack of algorithm on this site.

The last is your own posts, there should be a round plus button on mobile (it's been a bit since I've been on desktop but I think it's at the top?) That will take you to the text editor. I didn't llan ahead so this is the only one I have pictures for :)

Things to note: very bottom has the ability to add links, gifs, photos, audio, polls, and the Aa let's you edit the way text appears. Just above that you can add tags, many use tags for organization (I tend to use #gay thoughts for many of my own posts, eith #gay asks being added when I'm answering an ask), but there's also a huge culture around talking in the tags. Many add thoughts about the post in the tags, as anything said in a reblog will always stay with that version of a post, but tags are only visible when viewed from the actual reblog theyre on.

The 3 dots in the corner give you some additional options for your post

You can post it now or later, change who can reblog it, who can blaze it(pay money for it to appear on a number of random peopl's dashes), all that jazz!

Sorry if anything was hard to understand, please let me know if you have any other questions!

[auspex]

(g-c) ttrpg asks: 6, 14, 22, 24 for mark

6. what quality do they like the most about themselves?

Mark would consider it his ability to learn - in game terms this is a mix of resolve in intelligence - able to buckle down, focus on something, and apply it. When young, thats how he was able to get out of his small town on scholarships, then how he got his PhD, and now that he's dead? How he learned blood sorcery so fast :)

He's proud of those accomplishments!

14. do you have a favourite conversation that they’ve had with another character? briefly describe it!

im gonna ignore that the question says briefly

Oh wow there's been some really good ones with Sampson but actually! My favorite is a positive one :) its between him and a character named Lucius. Lucius takes a lot of explaining but in short at this point in the story he was a ghoul who was showing Mark around the chantry... Mark found out he was adopted by Gaius ... Gaius is the Regeant and Tremere primogen and as of now seemed like a hardass (also eternal enemy of Mark's sire) but Lucius is super super pure and happy and uhg. we love him.

Anyway point is he was showing Mark the chantry. There is a long secret subway ride to get to the chantry cause its far underground. So early on Lucius and Mark had a long time to talk because he'd take him down each ride.

One ride Mark ended up telling him about history, Lucius said he liked that cause normally he couldn't focus on it and learn and he said Mark was a good teacher.

Later, on one ride, he asked Mark to explain FATHERS DAY TO HIM. God. So adorable. Also in that conversation Mark commented on how he was a 'private person' and Lucius was like "I dunno, you don't seem that way to me!" because honestly yeah Mark did tell him a lot, like even that he didn't see his parents often. Anyway Mark had opened up a bit cause Lucius was a rare person he could have a nonstressful nice conversation with. He got to go 'teacher mode' too and he loves teaching. Ugh. So fucking nice.

This was in the first 2 weeks of Mark being both dead and conscious (he was keep staked for awhile) so like. Nice ray of sunshine. And really nice Rp moments of being in the subway and having tht conversation. God. Was so good. I MISS LUCIUS SO MUCH. And Mark misses him a bit too.

22. if they were to have a social media profile, what would it look like? the username, bio, type of thing they’d post about, etc.

Oh if Mark was more in modern times he'd definitely have like a professor twitter where he retweets cool historical discoveries and tweets links to papers his colleagues have published that he likes. The username would definitely be something like DrMark or something LOL. The bio would be very short and would just be like. Roman History Lover; UC Alumni; Ask me about my latest research. Very little personal stuff on it at all. His profile pic would be himself but he really wouldn't post pictures otherwise unless its of some university event.

He'd have a private twitter with a username like Markisveryfunny that has like. 12 followers. He never uses it but it exists. He mostly uses it to follow accounts he doesn't want to on his main.

24. are they good at keeping secrets? does it depend on how big the secret is?

Yes. Especially his own - he's been doing it for awhile, just being closeted for example. For other's secrets - He's ok at it, because of just like. How things are. The stakes are pretty high and such. Mark's not stupid. Secrets are only worth telling if he gets something out of it now.

And there are some people he'd never betray - Julius and Sampson - and some that would take a LOT to do so - Rose and Oswald (sorry if u dont know them but its too much to explain). And he has his own secrets that would be REALLY RELALY BAD if they got out.

He used to be even more naturally secretive but Julius has been manipulating him to be less so for his own purposes.

[gaypleasantview]

5,6, 15,17 and 31 for the baseic summer ask!

thanks!!!

5 - current favorite mod

i've actually discovered so many great ones for ts2 recently! i don't remember most off the top of my head but the ones i can say im super impressed with are the favorite color mod and its add-ons that make various objects different colors depending on what sim likes (sorry i cant link it because im on my phone and its a bit hard lol but if anyone needs any links i'll find them!) i was also blown away with some other things like: the asexual trait, the mod that lets you pick sim's reproduction options, werewolves get matching hair colors when they turn, pick your wand, spectral cat breeds, and of course the overlays like body hair and tattoos!!! i haven't even tried most of them yet but just the fact that you can do so many new things in this game are super exciting lol. i also feel the same way about ts1, there's even less mods of course but whenever there are new gameplay features i find it so sexc even if i never play it lol just reading about it and seeing pics feels like being reborn

6 - current favorite cc creator

ahhh so many!! if i were on my laptop i would probably actually look up who i have most in my folders but im not feeling like it rn so off the top of my head i can say ive been really into platasp things recently they're awesome!! im also super impressed by things jacky93 creates and im in love with monilisasims for all the awesome momma lisa content!! i won't tag them because im shy but i promise to tell them i love them next time i see them. there's also a creator i really love but im super embarrassed because i can't find their page but once i do im probably gonna spam it to make up for that

15 - how many hours have you spent playing the sims?

more than i could ever recall, earliest proof of me playing is dated either 2004 or 2005 i don't remember but either way i have been hooked since really badly. i assume my most played game is either ts2 or ts3, i played ts1 a lot as well ofc bc it's my favorite game and as for ts4 hasn't been as much but i did have at least two families i played for two generations so i think that's decent. the game i think i like the most in terms of playability is ts3, aside from the lagging rip

17 - in your gameplay, are you more task-driven or story-driven?

im gonna be honest with you. because of adhd i really need to feel motivated to do something esp play something so whether i play a story or just for the fun of it i need to also set gameplay goals so it's complicated lol and it also means i generally play with a story in mind and that keeps me going. and i love love love legacy challenges

31 - tag & give a shoutout to a simblr you really enjoy seeing posts from

im a fan of everyone i follow tbh but i seriously appreciate so much how i get to interact with you @profesionalpartyguest and with @annieshowell and @socialbunny on here you all make me feel happy thanks a lot!!

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[Image descriptions in order: a tag which says #lost custody of my ocs in court]

[A DM which says "Hello! I have been following your tweets for the past two days, and have come to the conclusion you do not deserve to have Raymond on your island. He is my comfort character and seeing him in an environment not meant for him brings me anxiety, so I will be expecting a reply to this DM when you have him in boxes and ready to relinquish him to someone who will treasure him like he deserves."]

[A compilation of screenshots. The first is a conversation between the owner of an OC and someone who has a clown emoji obscuring their profile pic. The conversation says: Clown: Yeah Actually. Kito is your fursona right? Owner: Yeah one of them. Clown: You have more then one? Owner: uhhh yeah? Clown: Well could you only get nsfw on your other sonas then? Not kito 👉🏻👈🏻 Owner: Excuse me? I'm not sure I'm understanding you correctly. Owner: are you asking me to STOP getting porm of kita? Clown: You don't have to get mad Clown: But yes Owner: ?????? Clown: I see kito as my comfort character and I don't want to see him in those kinds of situations

The second image in the compilation is two DMs which say "hey, could you stop posting ashe? my friend ships herself with ashe and when she found your account she literally cried on facetime:/ please do me a favor and either private yourself or stop posting ashe, you're being insensitive "she feels like ashe is cheating on her so please archive your posts and delete your highlights. if you want to keep posting him post it privately".

The third is the second image in this chain, a DM which says "Hello! I have been following your tweets for the past two days, and have come to the conclusion you do not deserve to have Raymond on your island. He is my comfort character and seeing him in an environment not meant for him brings me anxiety, so I will be expecting a reply to this DM when you have him in boxes and ready to relinquish him to someone who will treasure him like he deserves.

The fourth image is a DM which says "Hi! I recently noticed that Kaeya's voiceactor follows you and Im confused because he doesn't follow other fans and you're also just a fan and I find that very unfair to other genshin impact players. Kaeya is my favourite character and I wanted to ask if you can soft block him, it would only be fair to the others".

The fifth is two DMs which say "Literally I fucking hate you and I hope you (capitalized) kill yourself (Still capitalized) you dont deserve Kazuha Isabed since fecbuary and I didnt get him"

The sixth is a DM which says "Hey so I'm a newer Vtuber and I love your Gura sketch! But you said that you normally do digital art so can I post that Gura sketch and claim it as mine? You already do digital art so you don't need to be posting paper art too. That's just too much talent hogging and your being selfish for also doing art on paper. Help out a small Vtuber and let me gain some fame. I love Gura more than you anyway"

The final is a DM which says "hi! sorry for dming you but after much needed consideration, can i please have your north america account? you have an asia account already so there's no reason to have two accounts. also xiao, klee and hu tao are on your account and they are my comfort characters, so i think i deserve it more than you... i'm expecting a reply from you, i hope you know you keeping two accounts is extremely embarrassing and other people should feel the pleasure of owning accounts with more five stars /srs".]

[Three screenshots of a discord conversation in a server between "trixie | tax evasion and murder", referred to as Trixie, and "Empress Senkora", referred to as Empress. They say: Empress: well mind removing the trixie part of ure name? Trixie: what Trixie: you mean. my goddamn NAME, Empress: i kinda have really bad memories about someone named trixie Trixie: dude it's my name like i'm really sorry but my name is trixie Trixie: it's not a nickname it's just. trixie Empress: well we can give u a nickname that's less triggering for me Trixie: you're asking me to change my name beca bothers you

[Second image: Charlie: Trixie is their name. They don't need to change it. I'm sorry that it's triggering for you, but it's their name. Trixie: like i'm deeply sorry that it's distressing for you but i'm not changing my name Empress: yes well not change ure name just change the nickname u have here Empress: when i dm u ure name is goldenzingy Trixie: because my name =/= my username?? Charlie: Yeah Trixie: but i'd like to be called by my name??? Trixie: like it's kind of rude to ask someone to change their name for you]

[Third image: Empress: if it's triggering u it's not Empress: then it would be rude for a lot of things to ask Empress: im ending it here though cant be in this chat Trixie (this message has one☝️reaction): i understand where you're coming from and it's fair to ask for someone to avoid your triggers, but you are quite literally asking me to change my name for you]

[A private message titled "Regarding Twilight Sparkle" from a user with their name censored, sent to "kevinsano". The message says:

Dear Kevinsano, This may the be the strangest message you'll ever receive but I do hope you'll take the time to read it and consider what I have to say. To put it simply, I would really appreciate it if the next time your birthday comes around you would request that your clop artist friends (who like to give you sexually oriented pony art as gifts) draw some pony other than Twilight Sparkle for you.

The reason I ask this is that Twilight is my fiance, and we're planning on getting married next June or July should everything go as planned financially speaking. And yes, I have actually found a wedding chapel that will let me marry someone that most people would consider a fictional character. Now before you go thinking "This guy is either completely crazy or just screwing with me." please hear me out on this.

You see, I'm totally head over heels in love with Twilight Sparkle. I have been for about 11 months now and at this point I'm in a committed relationship with my Twiley. By that I mean I don't date anyone else, I don't sleep with anyone else, and I have zero interest in having any kind of relationship with anyone other than the mare I adore. I love her with all my heart and I'm 100% committed to that love. To express my love in a real tangible way I have a beautiful hand made custom Twilight Sparkle plushie that I can hug, kiss, cuddle up in bed to go to sleep with at night, and take out on the town to do all the fun things together that normal couples do. I take her out to eat at nice vegetarian restaurants, we go shopping together, I take her out for coffee, we do social activities together like hanging out with friends, seeing movies, etc.

And I talk about her as if she is Twilight, because to me she very much is. When I look at her I see Twilight Sparkle. When I talk with her I'm talking to Twilight. When I hold her in my arms and kiss her there are no doubts in my mind that it's the mare I love who's lips are pressed against mine. And every morning when I open my eyes and see her head on the pillow next to mine, with her gorgeous violet eyes staring back at me, I can't help but wonder how I ever got to be so lucky as to have a partner as smart, funny, beautiful, and all around wonderful as her.

All my friends and the people who know me well say that my love is a thing of beauty and quite admirable, but from the outside perspective of someone who doesn't know me you're probably going "Wow. That's pretty damn crazy." and wondering why I don't just go get a real girlfriend. The truth is I've had plenty of real relationships and sexual partners in the 27 years I've been around. A few short relationships, one that lasted 7 years, and a total of 6 different sexual partners. So my love for Twilight isn't out of a lack of real world intimacy or relationships, I just fell in love with her and my heart didn't give me much of a choice in the matter. But you know what? I'm totally happy with my love and my relationship. It may seem weird to you, but it fills me with joy every single day of my life and I've never been happier. So what if it's weird? If it makes me happy and it doesn't hurt anyone then where's the problem? I don't think there is one, and anyone who knows me well will tell you the same.

Now your probably wondering why I'm telling you all this and how it concerns you. To you I'm sure Twilight Sparkle is just a cartoon character you think is really hot, so I imagine you wouldn't think anything of having your friends draw sexually explicit art of her as birthday gifts for you. And hey, I think she's really attractive too so I get where you're coming from there. I often go on e621.net and Rule34.Paheal to see what new erotic art people have drawn of her. But to me she's more than a cartoon character who's sexually attractive, she's my fiance who I love with all my heart and soon to be my wife. So it's been bothering me lately every time I go on those sites and see a dozen or so pieces of art people have drawn depicting my girl in various sexual situations with the same person over and over, and that person happens to be you.

Don't get me wrong here though, this isn't a jealousy thing. I'm very secure in my relationship. I know without question that Twilight is just as faithful to me as I am to her, she's actually sitting on the couch next to me reading while I type this. She's very real to me and I know she's not sneaking out in the middle of the night to go have kinky sex with some famous artist. And I do respect your talent as an artist and an artist's creative freedom to draw whatever they want, that's cool. What bothers me is that in all these birthday images you've been getting Twilight is always depicted as if she was your sexual plaything, drawn wearing a collar with your name on it or with a speech bubble saying something that would somehow suggest she was your property. And I know quite well that Twilight Sparkle is not your plaything nor your property, she's my fiance. So that bugs me a bit. What I find really loathsome though is your pension for degrading my partner in both your art and the fan art you've been receiving lately. Twiley is a sweet and fairly vanilla little mare who I treat with the utmost love and respect, and she definitely does not deserve to be portrayed as some kind of sexual slave who likes being dressed up in sleazy attire, wearing a collar, getting sodomized, and having her face ejaculated on. She's not into that kinda stuff and the fact that there's someone out there in the world such as yourself who would desire to treat Twilight that way, and have his friends support and validate his desires to demean and mistreat my partner by drawing pictures of him doing so, really does bother me. I don't take any issue with people having kinky sex as long as both parties consent to it and enjoy it, but I know quite well that my Twiley has no desire whatsoever to be treated like that.

So next year, when your birthday comes around, keep in mind that Twilight Sparkle isn't just a lifeless cartoon character to objectified for your sexual gratification. She's the partner of someone who loves her very much, and by that time their wife. So both myself and Twiley would greatly appreciate it if you'd pick someone else to request erotic art of for your birthday. Based on the very large amount of different ponies you draw art of I imagine there has to be many other ponies you find sexually attractive. I assume you'll probably just dismiss this message as the ramblings of a crazy person and likely ignore it, but if by some chance you do take what I've had to say to heart, well... we'd appreciate it. Regards]

[A message by BlueFirePony88 which says "All you despicable artists I blocked, there is an obvious reason. I hate Pony Life, Discord, Fluttercord, Sparity, FlutterDash, any other character shipped with Fluttershy except my own OC, alicorn OCs except my own, SonicDash, Flurry Heart, Princess C..."]

[An AO3 comment by ">:3c" on the fic "We Are So (Not) Married:", which says "You know, I shouls've enjoyed this, because its content of my fave, Aizawa, but now I'm just mad. Don't gemme wrong, I LOVE Mic, but seeing him interact so romantically with Aizawa...made my blood boil!! I honestly feel like this would have worked MUCH better with an aizawa x fem!reader. Fake marriage tropes are lit but having it be with Mic is unrealistic? Because Aizawa's straight (I know i date him regularly >//<) Just imagine it!! Aizawa's worried for reader-chan, ans when he tells her he loves her the staff thinks they're married and she gets to meet All Might and Mic can even be there!! Then everyone is happy. :) Sorry, I'm just so disappointed in this fic. Aizawa isn't ace or gay, he's straight lol".]

[A tumblr post by ssaaya which says "Fuck you Andrew Hussie, fuck you.

I don't give a fuck if its yours, (capitalized) stop fucking with my favorite characters (end capitalization). If you don't want fans to get pissed about you doing something they don't like, you should have (capitalized) kept the god damn story to yourself (end capitalization)! Its not your fucking cow if you put it on show for the world to see, you can put your name on it claim it, but its not yours any (capitalized) fucking (end capitalization) more.

#(capitalized) fuck you! #If I didn't believe in the three fold rule I'd wish bad things upon you

A reblog by fritzier says "for serious no offense but wow bro...it's his story but he's not doing".]

[A public post, possibly on Facebook, by Springbear452 which says "Treat your character as if it were a real person. You don't give away or trade people. You don't sell people for points. You don't create people as a joke. You treat them with respect and make them beautiful beings made to live in your society.

Making a joke "oc" is called Character abuse. The act of character abuse is when you create a character just for the purpose of selling or making a joke. It's a form of mental abuse on them. Let your character be themselves instead of keeping them trapped in the mindset that they're only useful for points or some sick joke."]

[A Twitter DM which says "1 aizawa-san is not gay and i think it is really harmful that yuo spread stereotypes of characters just to force a sexuality that doesnt belong to them on them 2 this reminds me of another fanfic from the rwby fandom that is qrow x ironwood (once again, forcing gayness on straighties, but i love qrow) and i think you just copy- pasted the whole fic and replace the names!!!!!! 3 kirishima IS gay because he likes the tough guys but bakugou ISN'T!!! you must stop forcing your ideas on this!!

"Also do you know if another yamaizawa shippers have twitters i can talk to🙃"]

[A private message which says "I'm tired of people claiming to be Bowser's husband (ironic to what I've been saying). I have a genuine connection to Bowser both mind and heart. Others do it for social media (not you particularly). I have a love for Bowser that I've never felt before and he needs to know how it feel (as corny as it sounds). But these people here are trying to get at him through their "sensitive content" and page descriptions claiming to be Bowser's lover/husband/ wife. With someone that holds Bowser close to him, it's hard to watch and it pains me so much. Even people with larger collections get me down. And all of this started by accident just by following someone's Twitter link to see what it was like. It turns out this is a whole new game."]

[Text on a grey background, likely a message, which says "Heya! I have a suggestion! Or more of an idea. It would be for like, another "Draw the person above you" game. But it would be for professional experienced artists. Qualifications to play the game would be something like - 5 or more years of professional experience in the industry - Spends 4 or more hours per art piece - At least 17 years of age or over - Professional industry understanding of basic anatomy and rendering And players would have to get approved by staff with an added roll to enter the game. They could submit a professional portfolio or just a few images showing their art skill to get approved.

(I understand This may be a bit high maintenance) but I think it would greatly encourage more experienced artists if they could trade in the game directly with mutuals for higher quality art? And it would challenge them to put forth more effort if they knew they where being gifted art around their experience level."]

[An anonymous tumblr ask which says "Listen, I've literally had it with this blog like for fucks sake you can't just claim all of the organization members for yourself. Vexen is my favorite comfort character and you DO not write him correctly. You complete miss his characterization and he would be insulted to see the way that you write him. You need to stop writing him AND zexion for that matter."]

[A private message titled "Immediately change your character's gender". The message says "I have been a loyal follower of your page for almost a year, and have been under the impression that your character, specifically the rabbit, was a female. However, recent revelations have forced me to come into the open and make this account to commune with you. Witness my account, upon seeing the gifts you have purchased for your boyfriend (an imperial pox on ones self for not reading context, like with Mandy!) I realised that you were a homophile, which would in turn mean that your rabbit character is a male.

I am incredibly displeased at this fact. Firstmost, Vore is generally known as a female-exclusive power. Female predators make up a large amount of all predator characters, thus my asumption. Secondly, I have spent a grand time using your images for the sake of oneristic practises, and I am feeling EXTRAORDINARY shame for having practised onerism not only to someone of my male gender, but also to the art of a homophile.

Thirdmost, your character and yourself is known in my view now, as an outlier, something strange that must be corrected with imperative.

Therefore I am commanding you to change the gender of your character to female. I realise this command is one that you, as a homophile, with limited reasoning skills, may not understand. Therefore, I shall present my reasons as to why you should do this.

First, it shall put one of your most loyal watchers' fears, doubts and turning-night-terrors to absolute rest. Secondly, your works would get significantly more views, as the audience for homophile, and male predators is exceedingly dim-and-tiny.

Thirdly, it would help to establish vore as a female-exclusive power to your watchers, many of whom I now suspect to be nothing more than homophile, communist infiltrators. This would turn tides not only in the fandom, but in the world, as more people turn to the right side. The right side.

Consider my petition wisely, lagomorph. I have an exceedingly sharp wit, and if you do not take this request lightly, then I shall be forced to debate you on this matter.

And believe me, you do NOT want to debate me. I am unparalled in intellect, reasoning and wit, and have not been mind-changed on a point once, either by my kin or by people of the communist side. Tick-Tock."]

not submission. I really hate the "My OC, my rules" thing. Cause like, no? Just because they are your oc doesn't mean you can do whatever you want with them. If you want to make your oc suffer and not like them get help, you deserve to lose rights over them. Especially if you only do that stuff to purposely trigger people. Once you do that, your oc no longer belongs to you. they belong to the public who will take better care of them instead

Making a comment to get this to post.

[chimerabytes]

(tl;dr please feel free to reach out to me if you ever want to talk + you can ask if i have any other social platform accounts if youd like to keep talking with me on other things!)

also to add on to my tags on prev post (edited to be put under a read more because this got way longer than i intended):

i apologize if my lack of communication skills and my lack of people permanence has caused anyone to feel awkward around me and/or think that i don't see them as a person worth keeping around.

i sincerely mean this when i say it: i do see you as someone worth keeping around. i know i struggle with showing it, affection is not my strength point in the slightest. but i will continue to keep trying my best to be at least approachable. and i dont mind if you want to keep your distance and just kinda vibe from the sidelines. i still appreciate you and i respect your space.

to be honest i have a pretty big personal bubble that i find nearly impossible to let people into, the closer people want to get to me and the closer i want to get to others. think of my sociability like two magnets with the same sides facing each other: the closer you try and force them together, the stronger the force of repulsion can be felt.

i try not to mean any ill intentions towards most people! but i know that even if i don't mean it, i can still hurt people regardless. and i hate hurting people who don't deserve to be hurt. i appreciate the folks who follow me - by doing so you are welcomed into my bubble, and can peek into a very personal part of my life that i bare out in the open for others to see.

essentially... i just want to say that i do care about others, just not in the most open way. and my inbox is always open if you want to chat with me and get to know me better. i have tumblr dms open - both asks and using the IM feature. i have discord and a plethora of other social accounts on multiple platforms, including:

quotev

mastodon (plush.city is my main instance where i can be found!)

just plain 'ole e-mailing me is totes cool with me!

flight rising (yes. i will allow people to send me messages on FR and tag me in forum posts. i cannot guarantee i will reply to every thing right away, but i do read all my messages within 24-48 hours of them being sent by you!)

i don't use twitter anymore, sadly. so i apologize if thats your preferred avenue of communication!

i could dig up my skype account again if anyone wants to add me on there?

i don't use a lot of other messaging apps that are popular these days aside from discord and tumblr, but if you want you could pitch me an offer to join a website/ chat/ platform that you use and i may join!

however you will Never get me to join instagram, snapchat or tiktok. Sorry, I just dont think those apps are for me.

i try to keep my avenues of conversation open. even though i admittedly am not great at chatting and most of my affection and sillies are gleaned from what kind of memes and silly reaction pics i send, i still do want to offer up a metaphorical chill spot for people to join me in.

i realize this is pretty long so i'm going to end this, although im not sure how? just like, if you ever have any thoughts, concerns, questions, or want to just talk to me at all about literally anything (i dont care if you only send me like, one word, I will likely respond anyway!) then like... As the boys would say, hit me up, I guess?

[herluminosity]

Day 12

Well. Shit happened. My bestie and I got into a major fight on Saturday. It all started because I had enough of her ghosting me. Being taken for granted by her. And the reason why I didn't write this right away, is because I needed time. I needed time to talk with my therapist and friends I trust. And a wee bit with my aunt.

It just came out as a long ass paragraph.

And im not ashamed to put it here. "If you and your mom keep on with the no replying I will not go to Arizona. Ima be straight up. I'm getting tried of being taken for granted. It's always when I have no internet access you care and wanna talk. But the second I do, it's weeks till j hear anything. And I see you online at night time. So I'm done. I'm done. I feel like I'm putting everything into this relationship. I get it. Your "busy" But I'm up late and I see you online But do you drop in and say hi? No. It's always me who has to start conversations. me So I'm putting my foot down. You either leave this friendship or put in the danm work. I talked about this to my therapist And she said I should either leave or tell you how I feel. So I chose to tell you. As I care. Also. You man either unfriended me or blocked me. And when I first contacted you about this you said sorry. Yeah sorry is okay, but it's not if you make empty promises and don't change your fuckin behavior. And you also didn't explain anything to me. Your active on Instagram on both accounts playing a stupid game. Oh and I saw something you posted for the quite thingy above texts in Instagram. "Sorry if I don't respond. I may be in a happier place" then not long after it's gone. I got a screen shot of it. It was from your alt account. So yes. I'm pissed off. I'm very upset this is how I'm being treated. Idek if I still wanna be your friend. I got rid of my other friends too as I'm standing up for myself and not letting me be treated like this.

Taken for granted. Abused. Having my liver be bullied. All the above is what's I'm going through with friends.

And idfc if this is long. I am standing up for myself for the first time."

-A week later-

I keep on delaying writing this. As it's a hard topic for me. But it's been a whole week since this happened, and more shit happened that I'll post about later. But yeah anyway.

I'm starting to forget how all this happened, but I'll try to recall some details.

It all started out by that text, one above. Yeah, I'll admit it. I was a bit harsh. I regret that. I wish I came out more calm and collected. But no. I always resort to violence. And then she got pissed off, and then boom. Fighting.

She said she still loves me. That she'll always care for me. But I denied that, saying that she doesn't. That if she did,why hasn't she been there,told me things,do her job as a bestie?

She said,she has a life. That she been goin through some shit. That she doesn't even tell her boyfriend shit.

If I would of known this was how it was gonna turn out? us falling out? I think I would of calmed down. But I ruined things. Like always.

She tried her best. And I was stubborn. I was mad,and had no control over my anger. I'm always the villain.

After I blocked her,on discord, she posted stuff on insta.

Telling her followers to attack me,how bad of a bestie I am. I cut up all of the pics of her,deleted anything that reminded me of her.

To end this,if she's reading this,

You were good to me.