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Holy Cow! Did you just ask me out C.S.
Fwb!Bf!Chris x Fwb!Gf!Fem!Reader
A/N: If you don't like the preadded name in my stories, you can either add your own name or not read it; it's up to you :)
Ever since you were a little kid the only thing you could remember aside from the fact your parents couldn't decide on a first name for you ultimately giving you two Anna Katherine so everyone just calls you A.K. but you always remembered how you and the triplets were attached to the hip considering you guys grew up together in Boston. You took an extreme liking to Chris just because you shared more things in common with your high-spirited energy and quite frankly you and Chris were always getting in trouble and Nick would always get you out of it being the oldest out of the three, you guys definitely owe him.
Chris and Ak's relationship was always a little more than just friends or even best friends, everyone could sense this romantic relationship tension in highschool. It became really apparent to you both individually during sophomore year considering the busy schedule you both adopted which made you guys realize how much you two miss the presence of the other.
Which brings you to now, sitting at your house in LA that you share with your roommate in college, Sarah, who is currently on vacation for spring break. You and Chris had still keep your friendship close unfortunately you or chris never grew enough nerves to solve and address the very romantic tension that was still apparently present even after highschool.
"Anna K"
chris screams as you open the door to let him and his brothers in.
"oh my god Christopher"
you exclaim back hugging him seeing that had just gotten back to LA from tour.
"how was tour you goofball"
you ask chris as you and him made your way to your room sitting on your bed after you greeted matt and nick and after him ultimately telling you he needed to talk to you about something.
" it was so amazing i feel so blessed to even have the opportunity to do something like that and have such a huge impact on people's live"
he excitedly states as you subtly smile at your best friend hearing how happy he sounds at just explaining tour.
"i love that for you chris"
you beam replying to him.
"yeah but i wished you were there though with us"
he nonchalantly states resulting in a surprised look to take over your face.
"what you missed me"
you joke out pushing his shoulder playfully.
"i mean- yeah "
he trails off shyly as your face morphs in a softer expression
"i didnt realize how much i like when you are with me all the time I just I think I realized that I"
he breathes out.
"chris"
you softly breath out.
"i like you and i want you to be my girlfriend"
he rushes softly out as your jaw drops.
"chris i-i"
you stutter out with a loss of words as he scratches the back of his head embarrassed at your reaction.
"shit um i for-"
he nervously replies regretting his previous sentences.
"wait im sorry did you just ask me out"
you joke with him giggling not believing that chris your best friend just admitted he liked you and wanted to be your boyfriend.
" yes i did Ak, im being serious. I cant believe I did either honestly"
he huffs out chuckles mumbling the last part.
"yes chris i would love to for your to be my boyfriend"
you giggle out as you reach out and grab his shaky hand as he lets out a breath of air as he hangs he head down chuckling as you follow his movements with caring eyes.
"i was really nervous about all the way here"
he giggles out as you laugh along with him.
'really aw chris"
"yeah"
he breathes out
"well im glad you asked"
he reply as he nods his head.
"c'mere"
you say opening your arms and standing up to bring him in a hug as he nuzzles his head in your neck.
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The piece I did for @bktdfantasyzine 💫
#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha fantasy au#mha#mha fanart#bnha fanart#bnha fantasy au#tdbk#tdbktd#bktd#bakugo katsuki#todoroki shouto#todoroki shoto#bakugou katsuki#bakugou#art#illustration#drawing#it's been so long since i opened this app#im so sorry to everyone i didnt reply to;;;
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Olive Branch
Wrong Move
#bad touch... 2! anyway to save everyone from a novella in the tags i will be replying to this post afterward with some directors commentary#EDIT: go look in the replies for a link to my director's commentary with bonus thumbnails#this has been sat around for like 2-3 months unfinished for reasons i will expand upon there. lol#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat isabeau#isafrin#isiloop#sifloop#sloops#sloopis#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#emplore u to not look at the anatomy too hard here because i basically took the executive decision to IGNORE THAT SHIT to get this finished#so its absolutely scuffed as is the spacial reasoning of the whole thing. theyre just laid next to each other in a bed/on a bedroll#just bc i have no fucking clue how clear any of that is. like at all#also i do promise that most of the time when im bashing the dolls together in my head it is like 90% yay what if they healed and were happy#but like. im not drawing that. lol. everyone else can go do that. im here to articulate concepts rather than make nice emotions#so . priorities. anyway sorry isabeau being tied up in this unfinished larger comic meant i didnt draw u for ages elsewhere#theres enough isafrin out there i dont need to contribute
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I might have OCD actually
#idk i can't tell if its ocd or paranoia#but all my life these “share this text to 10 contacts or your mum will die” always made me unreasonably panicked#and more and more because of posts like “donate now or you are a horrible person” make me deeply unwell#i feel so selfish because i know it's not their fault#im not blaming palestinians reaching out for help more like the people who share the posts and then guilt trip everyone#and i really dont wanna block the tags because it'll make me feel even worse and i still want to be informed#i have so many asks pilling up but idk what to do because I'm useless i can't help in anyway i dont have any reach and no money in my name#and i dont wanna close asks because i do enjoy ask games#but also idk what to do#because when i reply its so hard i feel miserable because i can't help but as soon as i reply i get 20 new ones and it's incredibly overwhel#overwhelming#but when i dont answer my brain is screaming at me “if you dont reply your while family will die in a car crash”#and it's a simple mental image to think of the more asks i answer the more i get the more my brain tells me awful things#I'm sorry to any mutual i may have unfollowed because they shared so many guilt tripping posts i genuinely can't do it anymore#and i feel terrible#and I don't wanna leave Tumblr because it's my only social platform left lmao and thevother ones are all awful its the inly one i like#I'm just not in the right mental state to constantly see “donate or you dont deserve to live even if youre poor” kinda posts#it's not even triggering its just making my “ocd” worse than it ever was#all day long my brian been telling me “you will die today because you didnt answer the asks!!”#it's genuinely horrible idk what to do and eother way i feel like a piece of shit i feel like i dont have the right to feel this way
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Look whom we have heeere:
Oedemera flavipes
I thiiink
!!! lovely little guy you have there :)
yknow that bug that reminded me of you? this one is very closely related to that one! the males also have big legs, so thats how you can tell that this is a female :)
they eat pollen & nectar, so youll often find them on flowers :) theyre also pollinators :)) here are some pictures of various oedemera species on flowers, bc i feel like i need to add pictures :)
larvae usually grow up inside the stems of herbs :)
just like blister beetles, most oedemera species contain cantharidin, which can cause blisters. it also works as an aphrodisiac, although the dose you need for any effects is very close to the one that will kill you, so maybe dont
they wont secrete it unless you hurt them though, they might coat their eggs with it, but an individual bug cant ever give you a dangerous amount of this stuff
#people#vic#asks#sorry it took me so long to reply again#ive been busy with exams#& now that theyre over i feel even more busy?#everyone wants to celebrate exams ending#it was my brothers birthday#my grandma is in the hospital again (nothing serious#it just means i have to call her a lot more)#i have a lot of stuff i didnt do during exams bc i was so stressed all the time yknow#so im catching up now :)#<- i wrote those tags yesterday morning i think?#i am now having the time of my life researching insects basically nonstop#:DD#im getting kinda tired so theres a bit less information than usual :(
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y'know, i keep making a habit of swinging my bat at hornets nests, but i have to say i'm getting so, so tired of people complaining about shows not making perfect sense when they aren't even close to done. we're four episodes into this season of doctor who. we're four episodes into this season of bridgerton. and yet in both fandoms i keep seeing people whine that such and such didn't make sense or it wasn't explained all the way and by god you guys i think maybe explanations might come later in the season. this is something most viewers will recognize as being called a 'plot.'
#like maybe a tiny bit of media literacy... might save you#and if you think i'm being mean like. its okay if you don't get it at first. it's okay if you don't understand the themes. but maybe#instead of stamping your feet and saying this makes no sense and i hate what they're doing and and and#maybe you could try listening to other people's interpretations of things and you'll find that what the show is trying to tell you becomes#more clear! would you look at that. wild how that happens#like im sorry you're entitled to your opinions but calling things bad writing just because you don't quite get it or it doesn't resonate#with you personally... i don't think you should just say this was shitty and worthless#the examples im using are because both resonate with me btw. 73 yards was existential horror it was hill house and bly manor#(im going to write about this in another post btw bc it compels me so)#it was about the way fear of abandonment can haunt you how mental illness can haunt you how you feel like you can drive people away#just by being yourself (the Woman was Herself what caused ruby to be abandoned was Her it's about her feeling as though she was the cause#of everyone who left her even as a baby even the people who loved her most could decide to not love her at the drop of a hat)#colin bridgerton is masking and faking a personality because it has been proven that time and time again#being Himself is Wrong that he annoys people he makes himself into what people expect of him because he's tired of being abandoned too#his family ignores and does not reply to his letters this season PEN stopped replying to his letters#his brother was cruel to him for being a romantic his friends LAUGHED AT HIM for saying sex is meaningful to him and don't they feel lonely#his Fake Rake persona makes viewers cringe because! its!! fake!!! he's faking it! HE GETS CALLED OUT ON IT TWICE IN EP ONE#if you don't understand he's faking it then that's on you at that point! i don't know! maybe take a minute to sit in the discomfort and ask#why did this show make me react this way and do you think maybe it was on purpose#''73 yards was confusing'' do you think confusion may be one of the ways ruby feels about her abandonment?#there is a theme in all of her episodes so far is it ''badly written'' unclear to you or do you just refuse to think critically about it#txtly#and im sorry for tagging this its just for my blog i kinda wish they still didnt show up in tags if i tag them all the way at the bottom#[old lady ruby voice] ''i used to be able to tag things just for myself once upon a time''#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#doctor who#doctor who spoilers
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wanted to go to the gym social tn but as I was getting my stuff together to go out, a friend said smth that rly pissed me off and now I'm too fucking angry to go out. fucks sake man
#fucking hate ppl commenting on my 'self control' for being sober bc I get it all the fucking time and its so patronising !!!!!!#even if its not intended that way. dont care didnt fucking ask. especially from someone im friends with#but whatever i should know better than to expect ppl to know me#maybe other ppl need discipline to stay sober but i dont bc the alternative is a non option and always has been. not that hard for me#and i have my own self control struggles w other shit man like im not pristine and perfect fuck off. you only dont know abt the#shit i actually fucking struggle with bc i dont know or trust u well enough for that.#and i HATE when ppl fucking imply im susceptible to peer pressure. im not. dont fucking overestimate your influence#ppl act like shit is a choice like actually i have a trauma rooted fear that comes from ppl in my family dying of substance abuse thanks 👍#which i dont expect strangers to know. but my friends should fucking know that!!! but i guess its not worth remembering#whatever it doesnt matter im prolly upset for other reasons im going to go out for a walk to calm down i cant be at home right now#even more fucking annoyed that im missing the gym over this. i shouldve been there an hour ago.#i mean i could still go maybe the cycle ride would stop me feeling mad and blowing everyone up once im there. i doubt it tho#UGH. fucking whatever. whatever whatever whatever. sorry for ventposting i was typing out a longass reply#but its not gonna fucking do anything except come across needlessly aggressive and ruin the conversation#even if i really really want to be needlessly aggressive. and ruin the conversation. but i guess i have the self control to not. lmfao#what if i just killed myself. anyway i think im gonna go get some shitty fast food on this walk and watch a horror movie when im back#.vent
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Thank you everyone for your support last night im sorry i didn’t reply to your kindness i was insanely worked up 😔 but i really appreciated the comments received thank you sm 😭
#for everyone who left a comment on my disaster trainwreck blogging last night#thank you so much#im sorry i didnt reply to everyone i was going insnae
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transfem kon proposal could have been good if was good
#it was not. good#and i know theres a lot of transphobic assholes happy we didnt get it bc of that#but pretending that everyone who criticizes it is doing so only bc they cant handle kon being a trans woman. is just.#you cant see past the blind want for representation#again i would kill for canon transfem kon but everything about that idea was bad#and her characterization of kon was horrid and so clearly based on yj tv show#remember how when her first bit of kon writing came out and everyone was mad about it bc it was Bad and put him in a relationship with mgan#who he. never spoke to in comics before but suddenly theyre in an established relationship#and it was all around not good kon writing. but then the proposal came out and suddenly everyone is oh we were robbed..#as if anything about it was good except for the general idea of making kon a trans woman#also im sorry but i saw her replies on twt where she was saying being trans is about burning your past and leaving everything behind#or whatever. as if being trans is the same for all of us. and as if it makes sense for kon who isnt in a bad situation re family?#but of course it would seem that way if youre coming from yj tv show. where most of the clark and kon misconception comes from afaik#and her whole issue with conner and kon as his names? bc they were given to him by another person??#i know that we like. if we were to get trans woman kon. it would have to go with changing her name and everything#bc u know dc cant conceptualize any more complex trans person than someone who instantly changes their name and fully transitions in a sec#but the way she talked about the name issue as if its bad that clark named kon. as if he wasnt so overjoyed at getting that name.#'he said not to call him superboy and we kept calling him superboy!' girl he said that bc he wanted to be superman. of all the many ways#u can find trans allegory in kons story. that single line aint it#so sorry but every time im reminded of this i get so sad and disappointed u took the best concept and fucked it up so bad#and now all people think of when trans kon is mentioned is fucking sk*******#its so over (its not bc im about to forget about it again and ignore its existence)#txt#im sorry for being a bitch again but did u read that. thats not the kon we know. dont tell me thats the point bc its about transitioning bc#u do not become a whole other person when u realize youre trans#and sorry but i do think itd be nice to have trans kon without just turning him into a (new) oc
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hey boss, any thoughts on the upcoming elden ring dlc? ur fromsoft takes are always enlightened
dont quote me on this but i thjnk miquella might be in it.
#MORE SERIOUS ANSWER: i still havent played it but since this was sent to me before it came out i assume its ok to just#write out my general thoughts. its sweet of u to say that my takes are enlightened btw haha im glad u think so.. that being said i#i dont think i have anything to say that hasnt been said already#the story trailer is soooooo. aughghh#the thing im most excited abt is the high probability that it sheds some light on the past of TLB like other fromsoft dlcs tend to do#also the equally high probability of getting more of st trina.... everyone and their mom has always been curious abt all that cut content#and if theyd ever explore it some more in the future#seeing omen-like horns in the trailer and promo material n such is especially intriguing to me bc im rlly invested in that side of the lore#(i love my grandpa who beats me with a stick)#and im still hoping that theres a crumb of shadow (as in. the wolves) content in there but it seems highly unlikely now haha#new weapons and gorgeous views to uncover & music are always exciting ofc. and so are the new npcs i hope at least one of em is either#a sweetheart i'll fall in love with or a freak i wont be able to stop thinking abt. fromsoft characters hit different#i have some concerns as well though. specifically gameplay-wise: i rlly hope that the map isnt too big bc while i LOVED er i still have my#qualms w/ some open-world scope problems it suffers from. mainly the reuse of certain enemies & minibosses. in the grand scheme of things#its not that big of a deal but i really hope that they took their sweet time working on smth smaller#n didnt spread themselves too thing ykwim#bc if they make me fight 20 more tree asylum demons and those loathesome root worms i might just cry LOL#er spoilers#ps sorry for the super late reply!!
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I think i ever processed anything that happened from 2021 to now like ever
#sniffle… also body dysmorphia hit#i hate this stupid website i hate it i hate how much hate there is but god its where all of my friends are#im really starting to hate someone and im just… god i hate them i wish i never met them id do better being alone in 7th grade#they were never my fuckingg friend they just treated me like shit#‘i hate talking to you so much but im not gonna tell you and i never will’ great your boyfriend told me what you said during an argument lol#worst thing was i hated talking to him i hated it!!! id forget to reply for five minutes then hed be like ‘are you there’#im just… pissed he didnt speak up but i guess i didnt either#god im just… sometimes i just want an apology or just a hug i feel like some big bad in some dumb show or something#and it makes me wanna isolate so bad i just wanna stop going to school im just so tired#i just want to die sometimes i just feel like everyone hates me and thats why people dont talk to me#i just want to die sometimes or like just be a observer#i just wanna watch people sometimes when i was younger id want to disappear and then see what people said about me#to see if they missed me or anything#its so stupid that that never fully went away#anyways fuck idk why i fucking bothered typing all this nobody fucking cares anyway 💥💥💥🦅🦅‼️‼️❗️❗️#if youre reading this far sorry#evilsoda.hater
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I love whatever weird in my head I accidentally trained to be this way -> my ass will send dms at random not caring if I'm replied to immediately but if I take too long to reply to something for literally any (or no) reason then I feel Fucking Awful. 😭
#ventings#wishing everyone i dont immediately reply to a very im sorry but i either got distracted or was really tired and knew i couldnt#form a proper response. now im a guy who wants to talk but feels bad bc i didnt have a lot of energy after work last night#ill be normal in 5 i just wanna vent so i can go (tails gets trolled img) `ok well thats stupid` and then push past it 👍
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thanks everyone who messaged me dyring me emo posting over the weekend im sorry i syco at replying and really showing my appreciation for that but it did and does truly mean so so much 2 little ol me ;_; june was a bad month for me and gdggf idk i just could not take it but im trying 2 bounce back now but it really helped to get ur support...i love you all thank u 🩷
#ive been a little bit mentally devestated and i kept trying 2 reply to everyone but everytime i tried it was like#Not good enough to show how much it meant so i just didnt. whoch is definitely stuoid behaviour on my part LOL#but idk i luv u and im sorry and thank you <3 :(
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“How much violence did it take for you to be this gentle” thanks I freaking threw up 😦
#dora daily#I was gonna say sobbing so hard but#guys I have a question when ppl say they’re actually crying in response to being positively moved#do they actually mean they’re genuinely crying#I have a#idk#I’ll call her friend#idk what to call her tbh 🧎♀️#because I hate calling ppl friends I don’t want it to be weird for them#ANYWAYS#so she replied to my message saying she’s grateful etc etc and that she’s crying etc etc#knowing her I thought at first when she said that she didn’t mean it but#I feel like she actually does and NDIESOSK IM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY EVEN IF ITS POSITIVE#words rarely have much weight to me because I tune out everyone’s words#but ik they mean a lot to others it’s just I don’t realise how much#🧎♀️
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oh okay so turns out i was crazy my whole life and thought hotels (and, like, my grandparents. but the ones that live in america) just had weird fucking "old-fashioned" (TO ME.) bedding but no its apparently THE ENTIRETY OF AMERICA (well, the US and canada, from what i can see. i cant find any results on what its like in mexico i dont think im googling the right things)??? what the fuck is a top sheet. YOU GUYS ACTUALLY HAVE LIKE? MULTIPLE LAYERS OF BLANKETS AND SHEETS AND STUFF?? THAT YOU HAVE TO SLEEP UNDER EVERY NIGHT?? no wonder some people make such a big deal over making their bed this whole time i thought you guys were just like really lazy like i am and didnt wanna lay out your duvet on top of your bed but NO you guys are supposed to TUCK IN AND LAYER ALL THESE SHEETS???? EVERY MORNING???? HELLO???? how the fuck do you even wash this shit how do you remember what layers go where. i stayed in a hotel last weekend and there were like three layers i slept under and none of them were warm and all of them were tucked into the bed and it was SO annoying. How do you guys live like this. idgaf if you hate europeans i gotta say we were RIGHT for this one. top sheets are so uncommon in europe that apparently there isnt even a word for top sheets in german thats how u KNOW its bad. but the standard in europe is like... mattress. fitted sheet Over the mattress. pillow (in pillow case). duvet (in duvet case? sheet? idk what its called. same concept as a pillowcase). Thats it. AND I THOUGHT THATS WHAT EVERYONE WAS DOING ALL THESE YEARS BUT NO U GUYS ARE ALL CRAZY !!!!!!! do you guys have like six fucking pillows like they do in hotels too??? WHAT ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO WITH ALL THIS BEDDING !!!!! also whats with the like. banner strip of fabric blanket(?) type thing thats on the end of the bed. is that just a hotel thing or do people at home do that too. what does that even do it serves no purpose. idk. moral of the story is americans are literally crazyHang on post un-finished i was trying to google something I FORGOT SOME PLACES IN EUROPE JUST USE TWO SINGLE DUVETS INSTEAD OF ONE DOUBLES ONE WHEN U SHARE A BED WITH SOMEONE... thats literally so smart. like im SUCH a covers hog if u share a bed with me were doing it german slash scandinavian style and we are just getting our own duvets. peace and love. sorry i asked my mom off-handedly when we in at a hotel for easter like "haha why do hotels always have the weirdest fucking bedding" and she was like no thats just you. most americans sleep like this. and ive been thinking about it ever since like Huh ? Huh? HOW DID THAT HAPPEN !!!! THE MAJORITY OF THE AMERICAN POPULATION ARE IMMIGRANTS AND MOST OF THOSE IMMIGRANTS ARE IN FACT FROM EUROPE. HOW DID YOU FUMBLE THIS BADLY. WHAT HAPPENED. again i ask. What the fuck is a top sheet
#sorry this has literally been driving me crazy im so serious#I CANT GET OVER THAT ALL THESE YEARS. YOU GUYS DIDNT WANT TO MAKE YOUR BEDS. BECAUSE ITS AN ACTUAL PAIN IN THE ASS#i just thought everyone was as lazy as i was and didnt want to like. straighten out their duvet. BUT NO U GUYS HAVE TO DO SOME CRAZY SHIT#anyway. as with like pretty much if not all my posts u are all free to add on and reblog or reply or whatever the hell#because i would literally love to hear what other people have to say#you know when youtubers are like ''i wanna hear your thoughts in the comments'' thats me right now but im 100% sincere instead of like#wanting interactions or likes or subscribers or whatever#OK RAMBLING OVER. TUMBLR USER SKYBURGER... OUT! (drops mic) (the mic rolls around on the stage and makes a horrible feedback noise)#bad joke sorry.#muffin mumbles
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I reeeeeeeally fucking wish my mother understood how to not take a single mild hinted disagreement as a huge personal attack like what the fuck shut up and sit down I just replied based on the limited information you gave me shut tf up and use your brain for two seconds I'm literally going to lose my mind
#vent#I swear to god Im going to lose it#how does she take EVERY minor goddamn comment as a personal assault#jesus christ Im so exhausted#how does that generation fucking cope with anything#every little mundane thing is a fucking warzone to them#like get over yourself????#I swear she is the equivelant of an extremely anxious and unsocialised dog causing EVERYONE problems#like its a conversation#Im just replying to what you said#no instead were gonna lash at me for just not seeing exactly eye to eye right off the bat on what? how much water is in the wash machine?#she treats it like Im a vicious animal for saying 'oh I dont think theres enough clothes in there to add more water'#?????????????????#sorry didnt know that response was a fucking crime deserving to have my head ripped off for
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