#because I hate calling ppl friends I don’t want it to be weird for them

[kavehater]

“How much violence did it take for you to be this gentle” thanks I freaking threw up 😦

[solace-seekers]

screaming into the void <3

[delcakoo]

enha giving you partner privilege ˖ ࣪ ˒ ‎♡⃕

requested <3

PAIRING ! enhypen x gn!reader

GENRE ! cavity inducing fluff!

WC ! 3.1k

WARNINGS ! being judged for wearing a skirt in jungwon’s

a/n: help i’m sorry this took literal months but finally feeding u all an enha reaction-ish T-T i took multiple long breaks between most of these so. sorry if it’s weird lol

LEE HEESEUNG !

if literally anybody tries to tease or make fun of this man.. oh no

he is NOT afraid to retaliate and tear them to shreds, even if it’s his closest friends or members <\3

when it comes to you though..

he just ,, LETS YOU ?!

and everyone else agrees that it’s totally unfair, INCLUDING YOU because you wanted a reaction.. that’s the whole point of teasing :(

but instead he just sits there with a dumb little smirk because he thinks you’re so cute and wants to give you a kiss as you continue calling him a loser 🧌

“hah, you suck. i don’t even play video games and i won,” you taunt with a big, victorious grin

heeseung doesn’t even complain or fight back, continuing to go past the results screen with a nonchalant smirk, “yeah yeah.. you just got lucky”

however, you begin to pout slightly, earning no actual reaction from your relentless teasing

so you try and push him further, “nuh uh, i think you’re just bad. but it’s okay seungie, you can’t be good at everything~”

well, that doesn’t work either

instead of getting mad heeseung just GRINS, quietly admiring how cute you look when you’re all cocky and smug about your little victory

aaand then everything goes downhill when sunghoon enters the room 😟

the tall boy snickers immediately at the sight of the tv, watching your character dance in victory, “nice one, y/n!”

you grin up at the younger with a wink, “thanks hoon, i must admit, it was an easily won battle.”

he laughs harder, “next time you gotta go easy on him,” feeling brave apparently, sunghoon has the nerve to ruffle your boyfriend’s fluffy hair with a mischievous smirk, “you know how hyung gets when he loses.”

yikes

heeseung’s once adoring expression turns into one of (half joking) annoyance, jaw clenched as he swats sunghoon’s hand away from his head

“really bro? 1v1 me right now then, i’ll kick your ass and we both know it,” he sasses, getting ready to throw the other controller at the boy

the speed in which sunghoon bolted outta the room in pure terror

you’re just 🧍

“no fair, how come you don’t get mad when i tease you?” you complain, crossing your arms like a toddler

heeseung’s expression softens again, pulling you towards his side of the couch for a warm hug, “s’cause you’re my baby,” he murmurs cheesily against your skin

“and ‘cause i let you win.”

“aw— wait what?” 😕

// PARK JAY !

the amount of privilege you have as this man’s partner?? lord

there is a lOt

you get excused for every little thing

even though jay hates ppl touching his hair he lets you?! and of course will make you food ALL the time

while if anyone else asks, they’ll prob have to spend some time convincing him for a while or bribe him y’know

but perhaps the biggest one..

disturbing jay during his naps is equivalent to asking for a punch in the face

it’s pretty much common knowledge amongst the members that it’s impossible to wake him up anyway

but if they somehow do get him up, they should expect many annoyed grunts and remarks and probably a middle finger before he inevitably falls back to sleep

naps are very serious business for mr park

BUT when you’re in the picture..

suddenly he gets all soft and compliant..

his members find this very annoying and you’re just like hah losers 🥰

at this point they start facetiming you whenever he’s napping because bro practically launches out of bed at the sound of your voice

“hyung, hyung wake up!” jungwon is literally shaking the older boy, pushing him back and forth on the bed

yet he is sTiLL asleep

there has to be some kind of sleeping competition they can sign him up for because god he deserves an award <\3

jungwon eventually gives up, calling for sunghoon’s help

and how does he help?

giving him a big smack on the head of course

finally, jay flinches awake, groaning as he touches his head, “what the hell hoon?!”

“dinner’s ready! ” jungwon quickly announces with a grin, “me and sunoo tried cooking this time and i swear, we didn’t burn anything and it actually tastes—“

“don’t care. let me sleep.”

“but hyung the—“

*snores*

sunghoon sighs, “alright, it’s time we pull out the big guns.”

by that, they mean forcing you to come over there in exchange for some of the boys’ homemade dinner

jungwon and sunghoon watch from the doorway as you tiptoe over to the bed, doing what you do best: tricking your boyfriend

“pretty boy,” you whisper, tracing down his sharp jawline with a feathering touch

and like that, jay starts stirring, eyes eventually fluttering open

“oh, so i have to slap him, but they just cARess his face and suddenly he’s rising and shining— ow!” sunghoon groans when jungwon elbows him into the wall to shut him up

jay yawns, “y/n? what’re you doing here?”

he reaches up to give you a peck, and you nearly coo at his raven hair all tangled cutely

“wanted to have dinner with you guys,” you lie, grabbing his hand to pull him up

“yeah but i was napping..” he protests childishly, making jungwon roll his eyes in the background

it was rare for jay to have his baby moments, but it happens !!

you continue rubbing his hand, “well you also have to eat babe, and i’m gonna be here too.”

at that, he sighs, but gets up from bed, stretching with a yawn

“hallelujah!” sunghoon cheers, prancing over to give you a high five

jungwon groans, “what would we do without you y/n”

jay is just 🧍

“aish.. you were forced here to wake me up weren’t you?”

all three of you make nervous eye contact before running off to the kitchen jungwon claps his hand at last, “who’s ready to have the most life changing meal of your lives?”

// SIM JAEHYUN !

jake’s a little shy about it

but if someone takes something of his he will definitely go D:

he does a little pout!!

and if it’s something that he absolutely REFUSES to share

like a straw

then he’ll be like “ay that’s mine, go get your own!!” in a half joking, jake way y'know?

but when it comes to you…

he cant say no to your cute face <3

everything jake owns? yours

congrats you have a whole second closet now

want some of his food? take the whole plate !!

he even calls you layla’s other parent despite being very very protective of her :(((

thats when you knew you’re extremely special to him !

jake’s just peacefully lying on the couch, waiting for you to finish up showering

when all of a sudden heeseung strolls in, humming as he goes to fill up a glass of water in the kitchen

as jake was about to greet him, his brows furrow at the sight of a familiar logo on the back of the older boy’s green shirt

“hyung..?” he calls suspiciously

“hmm?”

“is that my shirt?”

heeseung looks down for a moment, scanning his outfit before shrugging

“maybe. found it on the floor,” the older replies

jake just frowns

“bro, i don’t wanna share shirts with you! you’re always sweaty as hell after playing league until 3am!”

heeseung takes a leisurely sip of his water, uncaring of the whiney younger boy on the couch, “well too bad. stop leaving your shit on the floor then.”

before jake can give him another pouty complaint, the sound of a yawn coming out of his room leads both boy’s to turn and investigate

a huge smile rushes to jake’s face at the sight of you in one of his t-shirts just like heeseung, the soft white fabric overflowing down your thighs

“angel! is that my shirt?” he giggles cutely

“uh yeah, is that okay?”

“what, of course! you look adorable, c’mere angel,” your boyfriend demands with grabby hands, ignoring heeseung’s disbelieving eye roll nearby

“but when i wear your shirt it’s the end of the goddamn world, huh?”

you snicker quietly as you walk over to jake, letting him pull you in for a kiss

jake smirks, “mhm, now give it back or i’m eating all our ramen without you.”

“you wouldn’t..”

“try me, hyung~”

then he sticks his tongue out in his classic jake way 💪

// PARK SUNGHOON !

getting straight to the point here

when someone touches sunghoon he’s immediately on guard

he’s a lot better with those who are close to him, but he still gets a bit stiff and awkward

and with strangers.. he’ll just try and find an escape right away

this goes especially for his facial area

he will not hesitate to swat anyone’s hand away or flinch in annoyance if they try to pinch his cheeks or poke his nose >:(

similarLY to how sunoo was now

“i saw you blushing when that engene in the front row called you hot~” the younger boy snickers, “you’ve been an idol for two years now, and you’re still not used to that?”

then suddenly hoon’s cheeks are being pushed together, making his lips form a pout

“our sunghoonie is so cute~”

his hand is quickly slapped away 😒

“ow!”

before sunoo can even complain you’re rushing into the dressing room with a vip pass around your neck, running over to give your boyfriend a hug

sunoo watches with a pout as you cup sunghoon’s jaw, reaching up to give him a peck

“you did amazing as usual, i’m so proud!”

yeah

contrary to pretty much everyone else, sunghoon wants your touch and enjoys it thoroughly <3

in your hold, he’s completely relaxed; pushing his cheek further into your hand as he wraps his arms around you

“thank you,” he whispers with a cheeky grin

feeling playful, you even go to pinch his cheeks

and instead of getting mad the boy just gigGLES like a whipped idiot

sunoo crosses his arms, “what!? no fair!”

hoon kinda forgot his bandmate was there to witness everything 🧌

“yah, why’re you still there?” he barks, “shoo!”

you purse your lips to hold in your laugh, waving bye to the sulking boy who only rolls his eyes

you snicker once he’s gone, “so.. what was that about?”

sunghoon sighs, “don’t worry about it..” you raise a brow when he scoops you up, placing you on the makeup table, “now, where were we? celebrating how good i did, right ;)”

// KIM SUNOO !

this one’s a lil’ hard because sunshine is kinda bad at saying no and lets his members get away with a bit toO much

but he still tries to be is very strict when it comes to paying for things because why should he be paying for niki’s new pokemon game ??

of course if it’s his members birthday, an occasional treat, or maybe if he lost a bet it’d be an exception

but besides that he’s pretty good at not falling for the members puppy eyes and pouty whining

this of course isn’t the same for you

you’re literally the love of his life!! his partner of COUrse he has to spoil you and buy you absolutely everything you want >:(

sunoo will literally tell you beforehand to not let him sEe your wallet on dates or he’ll get upset

(even though when he becomes all pouty you only think he’s adorable)

sunoo would be doing his skincare

having the time of his life y’know putting his face mask on and—

“hyung, can you—“ before he can even finish, riki starts CACKLING and sunoo already knows it’s because of his green face mask ..

“you— you look like-“ he snorts, “the little green guy from monsters inc-“

sunoo slaps his arm, “yah, i do not. what do you want, brat?”

the younger boy grins, staring at him through the mirror

“so… splatoon 3 came out and..”

“absolutely not”

riki gAsps in offense, “why not!? it’s only like 90$!”

“do i look like your mom?”

“kinda—“

“shut up. go ask jake hyung, you know he can’t say no to you”

then suddenly

you, who was on your boyfriend’s bed waiting for his return, prance into the bathroom as well

“sunnie guess what!?”

sunoo smiles brightly at your arrival, pausing his ministrations to meet your eyes

“hmm?”

you grab his arm, shaking him back and forth, “seventeen is coming on tour here next month! we have to get tickets!”

he gasps, “really!? okay, i’ll get us tickets tonight!”

but then riki.. 🧌

“hyung, why will you buy y/n a concert ticket but i can’t get a game?”

“because they’re y/n and you’re riki ☺️”

ouch <\3

// YANG JUNGWON !

AWHhh won’s the cutest with giving you privilege T-T

there’s a lot of super small things that you might not even notice

like letting you touch his dimples, wear his clothes or play with his hair

you may not realise your privilege ‘cause if anyone else did those things he proBably wouldn’t say anything

because he’s jungwon

BUT when you do it he genuinely encourages you and gets all giggly <3

one thing you’ve definitely noticed though is how protective wonnie tends to get over you compared to others

he’s already quite protective of the people he loves as is

but 99% of the time he won’t mention or say anything if an issue comes up:

say an interviewer makes a comment he doesn’t approve of

some backhanded compliment to one of his members

or maybe a joke gone too far

he isn’t the type to say something rude in response or bring it up off camera, at most the interviewer would receive a very harsh glare and frown

when it comes to his partner though..

no no absolutely nOt.

you are his responsibility!! his person, his love and therefore he will not hesitate to defend you and fight anyone who dares to bring a tear to your face

suddenly his normal coherent thoughts of ‘it’s okay jungwon, don’t say anything, be professional’ FLIES OUT THE WINDOW BECAUSE no. he will not accept this

for example!!

one day you and won were going on a cute lil picnic in the park <3

you decided to wear a skirt for the heck of it, thinking it’d look cute especially with the picnic idea and the weather getting a tad warmer

so once you’re both out of the car, jungwon holding the basket of pastries while you carried the drinks and blanket, you were both pretty sure nothing could ruin the cheery mood

jungwon even complimed your skirt, mentioning how he thought it suited you perfect :D

“wah, i’ve been wanting to have a picnic all year. really, this is gonna be perfect!” your boyfriend says cheekily

“mhm, next time we should bring mauemi though!”

you wait for jungwon’s reply with a smile, but it quickly drops when you look up to see an old woman on a bench staring at you as if you’d done something terrible, her wrinkly face pulled into a displeased frown

brows furrowing, you follow her gaze to your bare legs, a tug of insecurity forming in your stomach as she scans you up and down

“..and the squirrels would be perfect to chase—“ jungwon pauses when he glances over at you, worry increasing as he notices your visibly deflated expression, “jagi?”

his eyes follow yours, widening when he sees the lady send you daggers from across the park

jungwon’s brows furrow, holding your hand tighter with every step you take closer to her

if it was anyone else, he knew that he wouldn’t say a thing; probably brush it off, maybe send her a frown back

but he simply can’t help the words that tumble from his mouth, “is something wrong, ma’am?”

your eyes widen right away because wonnie nEver has the guts to call people out like that usually???

ESPEcially not an elderly person ..

of course, the old woman only scoffs rudely in response, muttering something in a malicious tone under her breath

the boy holding your hand smirks in satisfaction and you sigh, quickly leading him away as fast as possible

“yah, why’d you do that?!” you whisper-yell

he gives you an obvious glance, “because i didn’t like how she looked at you”

jungwon looks cute 99% of the time, but at that moment with the harsh glare on his face, he’s a bit intimidating even to you <\3

you gulp, “still..”

“no, y/n,” he interrupts sternly, “i refuse to let my pretty s/o stay upset when there’s something i can do about it”

with that, jungwon places down the picnic basket and starts pulling out your snacks like nothing happened <3

“so, what should we eat first?” :D

// NISHIMURA RIKI !

sigh.

now for this boy your partner privilege is THROUGH THE ROof okay

the difference in how he treats you to everyone else??

literally anyone can see the difference even if it’s their first time meeting you guys

riki’s a combo of all the previous ones

lets u wake him up whenever and even interrupt him while dancing/gaming

definitely gives u all the pda u want but if anyone else tries it he may bite them

and ofc defends you withOut hesitation even if it’s just some lame joke he will roast them right back mf !!!

the most noticeable point though is for sure how a majority of the time he listens to whatever you say ON THE FIRST TRY

it’s ‘majority of the time’ because if he didn’t annoy you at least a bit that wouldn’t be riki

it could be something so small

sunghoon and you would be chilling on the couch, then he’d see riki walk in

“yah, can you get me a water?”

mans gets ignored as niki pUshes him over to sit next to you instead

“no, i’m lazy.”

sunghoon just rolls his eyes, meanwhile you were on your phone; completely oblivious to the conversation as you reach over to kiss the younger boy’s cheek

“babe, can you go grab me a drink please?”

bro SPRINTS to the kitchen without another word 🧌

nobody knows why he’s so enthusiastic to serve you but !!

sunghoon is tempted to call him a simp

or exhibit b

you’re at the dorms watching jake and niki play some video game

or at least. they were supposed to be playing together

but apparently it was a single player game and your boyfriend was being a bit of a hog judging by how they were practically wrestling on the carpet for the controller 😟

then after a while longer jake desperately calls out for you

“y/nnn he won’t give me a turn!”

you realise at that moment that this is what having kids must feel like

meanwhile riki gives u that innocent look as if he did nothing

you sigh, “yah, give jake a turn. haven’t you been playing for like 15 minutes straight?”

jake nods furiously in agreement

he pouts, “well yeah but..”

you give him the stink eye

aaand he passes the controller over without any more complaints <\3

jake lets out a vEry sarcastic thank you while riki wanders all the way over to you and plops down in your embrace like a whiny toddler

then he just looks up at you from your lap

“you look pretty today.”

jake groans in the background while you nearly choke

“all of a sudden??”

“yeah,” he replies simply, “i don’t mind giving up my spot to jake ‘cause i have a much better view now~”

what will you do with this boy 😞

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[chlorinecake]

I just saw what that anon said and I can really really relate I feel like there's no way I can like them cuz I'm black I feel like. Weird for having a crush on Ni-ki cuz I'm black and even though I know there's no chance anyway cause he probably doesn't date fans obviously lol It makes me ashamed especially because people are always saying "what if / he probably doesn't like black girls/people" and it makes me feel like I'm less beautiful because I'm black and even if he did date fans I mean I'm like SOOOO ugly like atrocious but it makes me feel like even if I was a little bit more pretty he wouldn't like me or would dismiss me cause I'm black or like I wouldn't be good enough or he'd be disgusted or disappointed or weirded out because I'm black and a fan /has a crush on him and besides him it makes me feel like enhypen wouldn't talk to me or treat me the same cuz I'm not Asian or white like I couldn't be a fan or wouldn't be as important or pretty or cool or even just they wouldnt want me as a fan or like me or even look my way cause im black its gotten so bad that people dont evn have to say that anymore (they do but they dont have too) for me to think that way. Like I know we all saw that pretty engene video with that girl with the glasses and i couldn't help but make it about race like thinking would they look at me like that or would I be ugly abd weird cause I'm black ? Or if she was black would they still think she's pretty? Or would they even put the camera on her if she was black ? Anyway I'm rambling but being black is something I struggle with even without people saying the group I like or the guy I have a crush on (Niki obviously) wouldn't like me or would hate me for being black . Or they would be uncomfortable or disgusted with me because I'm black so it's just hard to even see myself meeting them or *even to imagine myself in reader fanfics even if the reader's supposed to be black because I've convinced myself that the only way I'd be pretty or attractive or they'd be friends withe or date me in Ni-kis case is if I was white or Asian* (*just talking about from a fanfic standpoint for this one* but yeah) but yeah it sucks and

Okay, I REFUSE to sit here and let you talk down on yourself like that. I don’t care how true you may think it is, YOU ARE NOT UGLY, Mirah ~ You’re beautiful, from head to toe, melanated skin, curly hair and all. Black women are beautiful, it’s disgusting to me how society has brought some of us to a point where we feel insecure, undesirable, or unworthy of affection from others. My words might not do much to encourage you, because finding confidence (esp as a black girl) takes time. But I really urge you to understand that you can’t expect other ppl to accept you when you don’t even accept yourself. Wish I could give you the BIGGEST hug rn, bc this actually hurts to read :(

Another point, I’ve seen plenty videos of Enhypen (along with other kpop groups) connecting with colored fans in the same way they do with their supporters of a fairer complexion, but I won’t share any of those videos here bc I don’t want you to seek “proof” as a way for you to feel better abt yourself.

On the flip side, let’s say that some ppl in the kpop industry DO have a prejudice (which I’m sure some do): your life and happiness isn’t dependent on their validation.

Let’s not even get started on how a lot of Ni-Ki’s favorite artists are black (Riki Jackson ? Bro would’ve never called himself that if he was racist)… but anyway, colored people like any other group of individuals can b really amazing once they get past their insecurities and embrace the way God made them. Jst know that u can always come to be if your struggling with something or just want to vent <3

[voidedaurora]

All of this is just so…. Like….shocking???? There’s so much I wanna say or ask but I don’t know where to start.

I hope you don’t think I’m being hateful or spiteful towards Mel when I say this, but she truly is such a weirdo for latching onto some 15 yr old as I suppose she’s a replacement for you. actually, not even a suppose, she is definitely a replacement!! From the oc shipping to the vr video, obviously this might be some jab or “fuck you lol” video to you.

as the adult in that situation , she should set clear fucking boundaries with that child and also lock her out of the server!!!! I can’t even imagine their convos in private if she’s so comfortable posting stuff like that and letting some 15 yr old have some freaky ass discord thing in her 16+ server.

also if people were calling me a fucking groomer or a kiddy diddler fiddler, I would address it as soon as possible if not IMMEDIATELY because ain’t no way will I have something so serious be a role/status played onto me.

how funny is it for her to be quick to call ppl groomers and pedos but radio silent on this situation

🧡

Its definitely really weird that Mels using Khai as some replacement for me, makes me super uncomfortable and honestly really sick to my stomach? This girl does not know how to let go and it shows. Its also really weird to me because she was the one who cut ME off? How u gonna cut someone off and decide you dont like them but still try and replicate everything to do with them?? It just doesn't make sense to me

And absolutely, She used to actually have pretty decent boundaries with khai, not letting people be sexual around her, not making sexual jokes around her, etc. But that all seemed to melt away once she got to "know her better" and became a chronic VRchat addict with her, deciding that she wasn't as immature as "I made her out to be". It's even odder when you know all of what I know about khai as a person, she's done some real fucked up shit and Mel knows that. Used to even hate her because of the shit she'd done, but that's all just been forgotten or she doesn't care anymore She definitely needs to make some sort of response, though I dont know what kind of response she could even make with the evidence of her behavior being POSTED HERSELF, there's not exactly anything to refute or prove wrong . I hope Mel stops doing this weird shit, gets help, kicks khai out of the server/Stops talking to her??, and generally just gets better. I never wanted to have to be the one to have to bring her down but she's just gotten worse and worse, It honestly hurts a bit seeing just how disgusting she's gotten as someone who used to be her closest friend

[acuar-io]

Hello everyone, as some of you know, I had deactivated my old account due to harassment and other asks I was getting. Amongst other things, I was in a bad place and felt anxious and unsafe, so I deleted.

I could delete a blog and leave for a couple of months, but I can’t delete the bullying and harassment I was a part of when it came to @yooniesim on that blog. This is a public apology from me to them. We spoke in Dm because I reached out to apologize, but they are deserving of a public apology. If this makes you uncomfortable or you’re looking at me funny because this is someone you don’t associate with, feel free to unfollow or block me but I’m apologizing because I was out of line and regret my part in the hate they’d receive.

This might come to a surprise to some of you or if you don’t know what I’m talking about you’re confused.

If you’ve followed me in the past, you’d know I didn’t like yoonie/ceci. You’d know I’d use them as the butt of the joke, just because. Even though I had them blocked and they blocked me. Instead of just blocking and moving on…

I’ve talked shit about ceci publicly and interacted with posts questioning their identity that was very problematic and disgusting especially as a non-black person. I’ve also said some stupid shit in private that I regret.

I have reflected on this for a while now and have regretted ever speaking out of line towards ceci. Not even to their face I’ll tell you that. As a non-black Latino who claims to be an ally of the black community and as someone who is also mixed race, I should have known better to ever speculate or question ceci’s racial identity when people were always questioning and assuming mine. I was doing the same shit people were doing to me, to them. My stupid speculations lead to serious harassment being sent to ceci.

Not only that, but I was in a space that I shouldn’t have been in that was speculating their racial identity, egging on and making fun of them. Because I personally believed in my stupid ass theory that they weren’t being truthful about their race. *the problematic Mapanou post*

Mapanou made a post calling ceci a koreaboo and compared them to logic (the rapper) “holding on to that 25%”

I made a comment on that, making a joke. I don’t exactly remember what I said because when mapanou added to that post they added some weird rhetoric about mixed black ppl that I won’t get into because that isn’t a topic I should speak on, but I deleted my comments after seeing them add that to it.

I just know I was questioning their race and cracking jokes in that comment section.

Feel however you feel about ceci. That’s your prerogative, but I’ve felt guilt and I’ve felt hypocritical all this time and I’m not asking ceci to be my best friend and I’m not doing this to look like a saint. I’m doing this because I want to and because I know what I did was wrong.

Anybody else that has had an issue with them in the past, that’s their business and their business alone. I’m not here to talk about other peoples issues or experiences w/ ceci. I’m here to talk about my part in this.

At the end of the day, I was a bully. I was egging on and adding petty remarks and jokes to be funny. They weren’t funny at all, they were stupid, ignorant and immature. I’m truly embarrassed of this behavior.

If I simply didn’t like this person, I should have just blocked them in the first place and move on with my life, but I didn’t.

This is something I want to learn from and move on from to be better and do better. All of this occurred months to a year ago, but I look back and hate how that was me in the beginning to mid-2023/2022. That isn’t something I’m proud of. I know some people know me for being truthful and honest but that shouldn’t have to be at the expense of others. And being truthful and honest doesn’t always mean you’re in the right. You can be incredibly loud and wrong.

I’m done with simblr drama, simblr discourse, whatever you want to call it. If I don’t like someone or see something weird I’m just going to block and move in silence, that should have always been the first option. I’m just here to vibe and share my sims with the community and see people’s creativity.

I don’t have any ill will against anyone, I don’t want to spread hate to anyone and I don’t care for chisme (gossip) about others or myself. I’m done being that kinda person.

I am so sorry for everything ceci, I know an apology cannot change the things that came from this, but I hope we could coexist on this site and have respect for each other when we pop on each others timelines.

Again, I’m apologizing for my part because I deem it necessary after so long and I strongly believe that my doing was foul as fuck and wrong. Whatever issue anyone else has with Ceci is there problem and there’s alone. I cannot speak for others. I can only speak for my side and no one has to publicly speak out, but I’m choosing to do so because I was questioning ceci’s racial identity and cracking jokes about it.

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for not going to a festival?

Background: I, 19f am on holiday with two friends, both also 19f, just gonna call them A and E, we’re staying with A’s grandmother who paid for the holiday and is quite well off but doesn’t see her granddaughter very much so was happy to pay to bring a couple friends along, this is not something I would be able to afford otherwise.

A’s grandmother bought us all 2 day tickets to a festival going on nearby because A and E, though especially E, both enjoy festivals and music, I wasn’t included in the planning of it but I didn’t make any complaints when I found out it’d been booked. I’d never been to a festival or concert before because I can’t really deal with that loud noises or lots of people. I’m autistic but I’m generally good at masking anything and while I went to school with these two friends they’d never really seen me have any issues apart from things that can be kind of excused as just being a bit of a weird introvert?

So we went to day one of the festival, I bought some ear plugs to wear to try and help with the noise. I really hated it, it was too loud, there were people all around me, there was a woman next to me who saw I wasn’t enjoying myself but tried to make me join in with the fun by grabbing my hand and waving it and pushing me to jump with the music.

I didn’t end up crying or curling up into a ball or sitting with my hands over my ears but uh, that was what I wanted to do.

Next day, we’re talking about returning for day 2 of the festival (it wasn’t one where you camped or anything) i broached the subject of how I really didn’t enjoy yesterday and maybe they could go without me, A wasn’t happy because her gran had paid for this ticket for me and the whole holiday and i totally understand but I just knew I really didn’t want to go so eventually they both said whatever and went by themselves, we didn’t tell A’s gran that I didn’t go for day 2.

Day after now and A has not been talking to me at all, E doesn’t seem to care but she’s following A’s example and being kinda standoffish. A was talking earlier about how some people were really selfish when they didn’t want to do something on account of being shy etc and should do it for other ppl, used the example of her doing a reading at a funeral when she didn’t want to, and it was kinda clear it was aimed at me.

And I do feel really bad, and I don’t mean to be ungrateful to her or her gran, but if I really am the asshole I’ll try harder to apologise instead of just offering to make her tea every so often to get her to stop ignoring me.

What are these acronyms?

[golbrocklovely]

That’s exactly what i meant. You voiced it perfectly. I personally do not know how to feel about Malia, but that feeling is only coming from a place of not knowing much about her, because she isn’t really a public person like snc or even Katrina are. She just enjoys her time on social media, but for the most part she is hella private person and hey. I respect that, cause looking how people are on Internet, it makes very much sense to want to protect yourself from them (also your relationship, cause many relationships that were public ones - i mean in a way that they constantly would post eo and their daily lives on socials, eventually would break up). I don’t like her, but i also do not hate her. And if Colby is happy with her or even loves her, then i am happy for them and wish them all the best. I mean it would be weird to call yourself a fan and not be happy when your idol is happy.

And on the other hand, Shea and Colby shippers are more annoying than Solby shippers.

i agree with you. i think it's one of those things that fans can't accept bc in their minds, they have control over colby and his decisions. mostly bc for a long time, when fans would tell him to jump, he would respond with "how high". but for a little over a year now it seems as if he doesn't plan on listening to fans like that anymore, and i think that's for the best in the long run anyway.

bc he gave them so much power, they thought they controlled him or had say over what he chose to do, which just isn't the case.

the problem also is, so many fans (shea shippers and more) expect him to be with one of three ppl: shea, stas, or amber. or a rare fourth one, a fan of some sort. it's odd how many fans want this y/n fantasy to play out either via themselves or the holy trinity as me and my friends refer to them as lol

anyone outside of that is a no go.

so when malia came into the picture, and she wasn't what fans expected or wanted, they thought they had a say in telling colby to break up with her. and not only that, they thought she was just another fling of his. but when that didn't work, they went ballistic. which is why for months the hate for her and him has upticked to a level i never expected. like i knew when he got a gf, fans would lose it. but this is a different level altogether.

i personally don't love or hate malia, but i would say i have more positive feelings for her rather than negative.

at the end of the day, regardless of how any of us feel, colby is happy. you can lie to yourself all you want bc he doesn't smile in pics or bc they look too posed in their pictures. it doesn't matter. he loves malia, that's is abundantly clear. and you have to accept that and his decision to be with her. and if you can't, you're not a fan of him. i'm not saying you gotta love malia, but hating her will do literally nothing. so just accept it and move on. and if you can't, leave. it's honestly that simple.

(tbh anyone that heavily ships him with someone that isn't his gf is equally annoying in my eyes, but i getchu lol)

[ropebuny]

im so sorry but i can't with the pedo callout post and then the posts right next to it for daddy to do stuff to you on your blog djksgehrk. like -- i might be wrong here -- but is it possible faggotrocious and you both have..... kink related fantasies? of ageplay? with no actual evidence that you're fr acting on them outside of kink contexts? there's no actual evidence either u or faggotrocious is sexually abusing underage people or being sexually abused; that'd be a different thing. what you screenshotted are some edgy posts where it's unclear how much fantasy it is, sure, but given the context of horny posting can we assume it's a kink? i swearrrrr to god ppl take any chance to cancel trans fems w "gross" kinks at any moment lmao

I understand what you mean. but you’re saying like I made that post to ‘cancel trans fems w gross kinks’ which I don’t appreciate btw. this has nothing to do with cancelling trans fems with gross kinks. I’m an avid supporter or gross kinks, very clearly. lots of my mutuals are gross trans fems and I love them with all of my heart and I was in a relationship with one for 3.5 years and my best friend is a trans masc with gross kinks.

but this person I posted about literally reblogs things like “you hate pedos for loving children more than you ever will” that is Not normal horny posting btw. and them saying how “pedos are silly haha :3 ^_^” is Not normal horny posting btw. and literally nowhere on there blog is stated that this is all fantasy. but it is on mine. so please don’t compare my posts with theirs lol. and they rbed a photo of literal teenagers and made a weird tag that said something like “I need to be them. and I need to [redacted]” which I can only speculate means something sexual towards the kids in the picture. which is Not normal horny posting when you’re involving actual kids. like we aren’t even on the hypothetical side anymore, that is a photo of actual teenagers they reblogged on a blog where they talk about being a pedo, supporting pedos etc… is that not a little weird to you ? and not like. oh weird kinks, whatever. but like. weird, on the illegal territory ? weird, like this isn’t a kink anymore because you are involving not only hypothetical but also literal kids ? it’s not like they post ageplay like I do where I, an adult, want to pretend to be little with a consenting partner and I post about my fantasies. they post things like “pedos are silly ^_^ x3” which is weird in my opinion, because you are lumping all pedos in one positive group. like why would you do that unless you were a pedo or supported them ? like talking about pedos in any light that isn’t “I hate them” on nsfw tumblr is weird to me. cause even ageplay accounts on here are like “dni if you’re an actual pedo” but this person has never written anything like that, but instead reblogs what clearly seems like pro-pedo posts. which is WEIRD to me and no longer considered a kink and many others agreed with me

like I’m all for kink positivity. I think people using the ‘p3do bait’ tag is weird as hell but if I check their profile and see that they are over 18, not much I can do. but that person I called out has no age in their bio which is immediately a red flag. and the pedo joking, calling themselves a pedo and how they support pedos etc… is not normal horny posting. and even if they thought it was and they weren’t an actual pedo, they are making a community for pedos to interact with. I make it avidly clear on my blog that I despise actual pedos and I constantly make sure to out them so when I saw this, I did so. without ever thinking about their gender or if they’re trans cause that’s the least that matters in this situation. like if one of my mutuals rbed something like this, I’d immediately have the same problem with them. and you don’t need to “actually sexually abuse anyone underage” like you say there is no proof they are doing so. yes,,,,, but if you’re a pedo who has sexual thoughts about kids and posts about it, you’re a bad person. no actual inappropriate contact with a child is needed for you to be considered a bad person in that case

[echobx]

Wait Rudy was homeschooled I didn’t know that or that he said any of that okay so I don’t like Elaine I don’t think she’s a good person and I think they are not a healthy couple but sending her hate for whatever is weird like Twitter I’m seeing so much weird stuff I looked saying they are just dating Elaine and Mariah because or out of spit they were def hooking up and saying like stuff about when Rudy and Elaine got together like weird information like how would you know that where you getting that from and the cast found out while reading episode 10 and Mariah blocked someone on tik tok for posting that anon thing and it has to be true and that they lied to Mariah and Elaine about what they were and he’s not over Madison and all this shit and if I was them I would be angry as well like it’s weird to say any of that I’m glad I got rid of my Twitter like Rudy isn’t coming back and they are making it worse I want Rudy back so bad but like look what you are posting the amount of drama rn is worse then ever and if he posts a thing for Elaine this time I think it’s justified I believe him leaving is a mix of stuff but I truly think he asked to be written off and then they killed him and all that bs he didn’t deserve cause they were mad and are silent now cause of the hate they are getting if they were smart they would be trying to get Rudy back in any way they can but they aren’t and who’s going to watch the last season not a lot of people idk it’s so annoying

Wait Rudy was homeschooled I didn’t know that or that he said any of that

okay, I have to set something straight bc it literally just slipped through when answering this ask, Rudy wasn't homeschooled for all I could find online. He went to high school in his hometown where he played soccer (which you might know about) he even wanted to be a professional player growing up and then decided on culinary school before leaving in like the last year of that and pursuing acting. that's it.

the one we know was homeschooled is Madison, at least for like the last year of high school.

I don’t like Elaine I don’t think she’s a good person and I think they are not a healthy couple but sending her hate for whatever is weird

if I'm anything than I'm extremely pissed that I have to defend Elaine on here, although I can't stand her ass. no matter how much you hate a person or how evil a person is, there's no reason sending them death threats (unless it's like you wishing Trump to die, bc that literally doesn't count. ppl like him are in a completely different realm than us. but there's also a difference between thinking it or saying it to a friend, and directly sending such messages to the person you wish it on)

Twitter I’m seeing so much weird stuff I looked saying they are just dating Elaine and Mariah because or out of spit they were def hooking up

yeah, that's complete bullshit imo. the way I see it Madison and Rudy were great friends from the get go, they had insane chemistry but it never went further than that. and the way twitter stans keeping saying "he called her hot" and? I'm queer, does that mean when I call my girlfriends hot that I wanna fuck them? ppl that think like that probably see men and women as two different species that can never be friends or get along bc of "sex" like, grow the fuck up please

when Rudy and Elaine got together like weird information like how would you know

well we know at the very least that Rudy was dating Teo while filming s1, Teo is a good friend of Madison (which is another reason why I don't think anything happened with Madison and him) but Teo and Rudy broke up AFTER he went on that ski trip with Elaine and Madelyn and Chase. so there's def a right to be suspicious of that. especially bc we have photo evidence of Elaine coming onto Rudy while he was still with Teo. so, this part is sadly where I gotta agree with Twitter. there's too many coincidences that point towards Rudy cheating on Teo.

the cast found out while reading episode 10

I feel like if the cast had actually been paying attention to Rudy instead of whatever the fuck they did, they would've known earlier that he was set on not returning for obx5.

Mariah blocked someone on tik tok for posting that anon thing and it has to be true

yeah, but she blocks anyone who doesn't share her opinion and let's her know about it. I also think it's ridiculous to assume @/obxanon is right just bc Mariah blocked someone who reposted the tumblr post in screenshots. she could've also blocked them bc it's all bullshit. how would we know?

that they lied to Mariah and Elaine about what they were and he’s not over Madison

they are literally pulling this shit out of their asses. there's not a single piece of evidence to back this. like, both Mariah and Elaine are jealous, they clearly display that behavior and have been doing it since the start. unless I see real proof that Rudy and Madison were ever more than friends, I'm not believing any of that shit. the only reason why I keep referring to the "Rudison thread" and gave the link, is bc it is really good broken down of facts that did happen, which are backed with evidence in the thread. and still all of it (especially the speculative parts) have to be taken with a grain of salt.

Rudy isn’t coming back and they are making it worse

yep. and to think they call themselves fans of his......

the amount of drama rn is worse then ever and if he posts a thing for Elaine this time I think it’s justified

he won't, pretty sure he won't. he has this weird thing where he legit waits until drama has settled and no one is coming at her again before making a post and suddenly everyone's on her again. the fact that he did this multiple times now- let's just say he's not that healthy with her likes he wants us to believe. if he wanted her to have peace he would either speak up instantly (bc we know he's online, he's been blocking people in his insta comments this whole time) or just stay quiet forever. but he doesn't do that and that just screams toxicity to me.

I truly think he asked to be written off and then they killed him and all that bs he didn’t deserve cause they were mad and are silent now cause of the hate they are getting

yeah, I don't believe that he just came to them midst s4 filming and dropped the bomb. he's not like where they are going with JJ for some time. all the Pates said in that interview of it always being the way they wanted to go is complete bullshit, but ofc Rudy goes and says the same thing but packed up nicer bc he's not gonna shit on them. unlike what a lot of people said he has never lost a bad word about obx ever. and if he did that, it could be bad for his career.

like, I'm just thinking of how Dylan O'Brien refused to do the Teen Wolf movie and everyone got mad at him, saying he was ungreatful. no, he started his acting career with that show and he has never talked shit about it. he doesn't owe anyone else anything. it's a job! and I think Rudy would do well to do the same.

if they were smart they would be trying to get Rudy back in any way they can but they aren’t

well, ig they did try to convince him. they aren't entirely stupid. but if you don't have your set under control and let this clique building shit happen that Madison pulled it's not gonna work. obx set would've greatly needed an HR department with all that drama over the years (which includes Chase and Madelyn, who also couldn't stand each other in s3 bts and had to work it out after)

who’s going to watch the last season not a lot of people

I truly think they believe jarah can pull the out of it. and if not you'll see, they will give Drew the same screen time that Rudy would've gotten if he had stayed. which is good for Drew ig, but he's been ready to move on too. istg if both him and Rudy had decided to leave, this show would've ended with s4. how can you have your two strongest actors and then alienate them from everybody else with your behavior? bc bfr the Pates making Drew come to set just for him to sit around for hours and not being allowed to do anything else? that's petty af. that's real unprofessionalism in my eyes.

well, that's at least my thoughts on all this :)))

[urlocalnonbinarybastardwrites]

hiii saw u were doing a ship match up thingy and wanted to see if u could do me with pjo?! not sure if ur still doing them tho so i apologize if not!

so first of all i’m pretty fem presenting, she/her, im a girl and im bi :) i got medium length wavy brown hair with long curtain bangs (im tryna grow them out..) i also wear glasses! im half mexican, white dad😬 and im literally a no sabo kid (IM TRYING TO LEARN SPANIDJ I SWESR.) im pretty tan as well, im 5’4 if that matters, my friends either call me very calm or like very weird, im also very sarcastic and ppl say my personality is fun and silly. i am an introvert tho but like very loud and outgoing wjen with my friends, like im highly embarrassing when im with my friends in public

i like to read (pjo), im pretty smart #ap/honors classes😇 but like i act rlly dumb sometimes. i play piano (not very good!) love atla, stardew valley, i lovr horror movies, hate roller coasters, love nayure and animalsnand shit and I TALK A LOT. IM SUCH A YAPPER. also rlly like painting and drawing and stuff like that but im not the best at it, i also keep lots of trinkets in my room that just dont have a specific place to go like theyre just everywhere. oki idk what else to put so >_<

take ur time in doing this and thank uuu!!

Your PJO ship: Percy Jackson!

Explanation: starting off with looks, I think that he loves your medium length brown wavy hair. He just likes the way that it looks in the fact that it’s not completely curly not completely straight. It’s just wavy and it kind of reminds some of the oceans waves almost with the way that it goes up and down, and I don’t know. I just think he would love that feature about you.. he really likes your curtain bangs and thinks that they are adorable and they go really well with your glasses. I feel like he’d make a lot of jokes about your glasses and also your curtain bangs like friendly teasing just show how much he likes them. He would also tease you about not knowing Spanish yet even though he knows literally knows himself and he’s such a hypocrite but yeah, I feel like he that’s something he would kind of tease you about, he loves your weird personality, but he also loves the side of you. That can be calm because it very much contrast with his personality and I just feel like you guys would have such opposites attract energy and it would be really, really sweet. he’s also pretty sarcastic, silly funny, etc. so I feel like that’s something that you guys would have in common and I feel like you guys would make such a dynamic duo in battles with all of your comebacks and smart remarks and things like that I just feel like you guys would be hilarious together, and everyone around you would honestly kind of love it. You guys have the best banter. Like the best top-notch.. he relates to The being smart but kind of acting dumb sometimes thing, and even though he wishes that you wouldn’t dumb yourself down sometimes because he knows how incredibly brilliant you are he would understand and he would be a hypocrite if he told you otherwise, so he mostly just nods along and gets it. he’s not the best at art, but I feel like you would still be great at art so he would absolutely support you and constantly stand behind you and ask questions whether you were painting or drawing or whatever he would just be totally invested in it even though he has ADHD and can’t like sit still for long. I still feel like he would find a way to be invested in it and, if you ever wanted to draw something would be offensive please do not make a portrait of anyone you would get punched in the face with that shit man he cannot draw for crap. I love him, but he can’t draw for crap so I feel like he’d always ask you for lessons and stuff anyway you guys are cute. I ship it. 🩷

[briebysabs]

Kinda random but I just had a disturbing dream of someone I know ass*ulting me in my sleep. I haven’t dreamed in over a year and it makes no sense, he doesn’t even live in the US. But it unnerved me and made me feel gross and I had to say it out somewhere.

Actually I’d like to talk about the guy bc I guess we’re friends. We do have a past together that he remembers but I don’t, our moms are really good friends. And for some time his mom would jokingly bring up marrying him. Now I’m Nigerian it’s kinda common for this to happen once you past 18. Though even when I was younger that, ppl would bring up marriage and bride price (it’s a traditional thing) and “oh you’d be a beautiful wife one day”.

As I’ve gotten older I see how weird a lot of these comments were and half of them did come from older men who were strangers or relatives. But it wasn’t uncommon for them to bring up their sons to my parents who would decline. At that time I thought it was a joke but this time this guy’s mom gave him my number and was seemingly serious.

Because her son wants it and wants to marry me. I told my mom about it, that I’m not interested (I’m bi but y’know) and she was like “well you can just be friends with him”. So I guess that’s the mentality I’ve been carrying. I don’t call him first he calls me first and I’ve ignored a lot of his calls actually. Maybe he’ll get the hint, I don’t hate talking to him but just knowing the end goal is to marry me just makes it uncomfortable.

He hasn’t brought it up so I’ve haven’t either. But I’m just nervous of his reaction if I say no (which I will because I’m not marrying him). He is kinda pushy and “why don’t you do this? Do this for me, come on.” Not inappropriate things not to scare anyone lol but just things in general. Idk on the other end does this mean I’m “leading him on”? Because I’ve kept this a strictly platonic, polite relationship.

Anyway idk why I ranted on this. He didn’t even ass*ult me it was dream I wrote all this over a dream.

[rissariceball]

This is more of a ranting post

TW-bullying, slurs, hate, sensitive topics!

i’ve been trying to reach out to more ppl on tumblr and become friends with ppl in the same fandoms as me, right?! well apparently that means that other people have the right to be mean to me :(

humans get a sense of security online, and i’m guessing gives them the confidence to say whatever they want, i know im weird and different but im not mean or a bad human! This has happened all on tumblr…

i’ve been called a f*ggot, (which i am but damn heheh) “stupid” , for defending a SA survivor, i’ve gotten snarky comments on situations i can’t control… i have been told by one person (because of what i post) to k*ll myself.

i’m a sensitive person, empath or whatever you want to call it, but this stuff hurts. All i’ve been wanting to do is make friends, that’s all i want… sorry for ranting but this is just a ranting post and just a reminder to just be kind to others, don’t hurt others

Just don’t be a Dick <3

[webslingingslasher]

https://www.tumblr.com/webslingingslasher/739224380667772928/hi-j-can-i-talk-ab-smth-thats-making-me-sad?source=share

thank you🫶🏻. i read this reply earlier and it made me cry bc you’re the only one who actually cares. thanks for letting me talk. also this is long and i’m v sorry but i just wanted to share w someone. part of it gets deep but i swear u don’t have to reply to that part, i fr just wanna make one point ab guys fighting

i hate violence so much. the jokes ab men punching walls don’t make me laugh and men beating the shit out of other guys to protect their girl isn’t attractive to me. i just hate all of it

it used to be funny and attractive until it wasn’t. my dad was so mad at me yesterday bc he was drunk and i wouldn’t give him more alc, that he punched a wall. i took a pic of the hole in my bedroom door and sent it my friends in our gc and we were laughing so hard at it bc white men and punching walls yk? It was so funny and we kept making jokes/memes ab it til i realised he punched the wall bc he couldn’t punch me (i closed my door and he couldn’t get in) and that’s a weird fucking realisation.

i just don’t like any of it and i’m having a v bad day. i told my mum and brother and nobody gets it. they both blame me. it’s ridiculous. and now i’m convincing myself that i DID do something wrong, when i know i didnt. it’s fucking crazy. he could beat the shit out of me (he wouldn’t) and they’d still find a way to make it my fault.

im gna send u my mums response (english is her 3rd language so ignore the mistakes) and she’s literally blaming me.

for context, my dad has a history of abuse (against my mum, yet she still defends him) and my mum is just as bad.

this is what she texted me:

“Ppl have limitations. If you push them they do things or say things and you turn and call names to those can’t bare any more. You should be a bit more patient and a bit more respectful to your parents

You shouldn’t keep shouting at him. We’re both doing our best even we are not the best I know, but as a return I thing we deserve to be respected , if you are better than us then you should understand what I am saying”

i just feel so alone. i stg it’s like no one understands.

anyways long story short i don’t like violence and i don’t find it attractive. i don’t shame anyone / any girls bc i’m a girls girl at heart, but i hate how people have romanticised violence bc it really does send the wrong message to guys and younger boys growing up and hearing “fights are so hot” and “it’s so sexy when guys beat the shit out of other guys” even if they deserved it. like even tho they wouldn’t do that to you, the reminder that they can makes me sick. i just don’t like it and i feel like i’m the only one :/ violence just makes me icky and anxious and scared even if it’s not directed to me/supposed to “protect me” (when it’s at another guy at a bar or whatever).

thanks for listening to my rant. ur legit my bestie. i have an anon emoji & we’re mutuals/we talk on here like all the time but i don’t wanna use it on this

ily

i don’t think you’re wrong for having this opinion or have it belong in an unpopular opinion category. i think the issue is that violence (esp w. men) has been so desensitized that it’s “normal.”

i also don’t like violence and grew up with an angry man in my home. i will never be an angry man and i will never be with one for that reason. but when i read something fictional i feel like im taking control back (? if that makes sense.) because i can “control” the violence.

your dad was wrong, and it was wrong of your mom to try and protect him. you deserve to feel safe and i’m sorry you don’t. i’m here always <3

[crescencestudio]

Hello there! It is me, again. I never really know how to start asks, aha.

During my first play through, I at first got attached to Fenir and Kuna’a(surprise surprise, the two probably most popular characters), but during my other ones where I unlocked all but the two Faes’ dates, I actually found myself really liking Kayn? Which really surprised me for some reason. Usually, I don’t get attached to the flirtier LIs, but I have apparently gotten attached to Kayn.

What also helped me get attached to Kayn was your tumblr! One, was when an anon asked what the LI’s mbti would be, and you said Kayn would be an ENFP, which surprised me a little at first, but then it made a lot more sense. The other was the LI’s reaction to puns and how Kayn would make even worse ones back.

For the MBTI, I’m actually an INFP, so we’re rather similar in that aspect. For puns, ooooh boy. I freaking love puns. And I feel like we’d both just fuel each other’s fire in making the cringiest puns making everyone around us suffer while we’re both probably on the floor laughing.

My favorite thing about the potential dynamic though is just how oblivious I am. You see an oblivious character and think “There is no way anyone is that oblivious.” It’s me. I’m that character. But only towards how others perceive me. I’m quite perceptive of all but that.

Kayn frequently using pet names(darling, dear, love), reminds me so much of this one time a friend who had a crush on me started calling me them and I still didn’t get the hint(I did think it was kinda weird that they started out of nowhere though). I just think that that is so funny.

Also, I’m glad you liked my rambling and thoughts on how I interpreted the characters with the VA’s voices! I’m rather nervous when I send long/longer asks cause of that not so little thing called anxiety. I also don’t frequently send things off of anon because of anxiety, but I wanted to get an notif for when you decide to reply/answer

Ah, anyways. I think that’s all for this ask? You’re doing amazing, and I hope to see Alaris grow! Remember to hydrate and what not!

Hi again!

I’m laughing because Fenir and Kuna’a indeed are the two most popular LMAO. BUT I’m glad to hear about the Kayn love!!!!! I actually thought Kayn would be more popular going into the game’s release, so I was surprised Kuna’a was the most popular with Fenir and not Kayn.

Kayn is a really fun and playful partner, which I think gets overshadowed by their flirtiness. But I’m glad to hear even tho they’re not typically your type, you are still attached to them! Flirty types can be hard to write, I think—I’ve noticed they’re a hit or miss in the VN community. Some people love the trope and some ppl hate it.

I personally think flirting can be fun (not that I’m a very flirty person myself lmao)!! It doesn’t have to be a bunch of sexual jokes/innuendos; it can also be cheesy pick up lines, witty banter, corny compliments, etc., and I hope that comes through with Kayn <3

Also, fun fact but your inner two MBTI letters (e.g., NF) are basically very core to you and how you process the world. The outer two (e.g., IJ) are more behavioral. But basically, if your two inner MBTI letters are the same as someone else’s, you will probably get along well! For legal purposes, this is not professional counseling advice.

Thank you again for the ask and sweet message! I have my water next to me as I answer this hehe.

[luvrxbunny]

it ok pookie ! AT LEAST YOU HELP ME and now I can be delu 🤭literally had a dream with him and he push me to a wall and pin me down and my face was so confused and flustered.(even through him black 😭) but that kinda scared me because I saw it as a threat ☠️ like I thought he was going to be beat me.. and the dream felt to real and the way the dream ended as he whispers something to my ear 🥲.

.buuttttt this was before I realized I have a small crush (not really I don’t know but I just like how he look but kinda wish he was the one to touch me .not sexual. Like a high form him and hand sake form him idk if that what is a crush called 💀) And I don’t know if I like him I do avoid him because he part of the popular group and I don’t want to be there “topic of the day” so I don’t talk to them (but separately😈🤝) don’t judge me but some of them are easy to talk to. And someeee are just bitches 😒 like! Ugh why! and he with them… THE bitchessssss~😔 and the mean Hispanic group as well (NO HATE TO THEM I HAVE A LOT OF HISPANIC PEOPLE AND FRIENDS😭😖 .. it just these gurls make me hate being Hispanic and black like pls stop 😓 )

like my Hispanic friend THEY SLAY BUT THE Hispanic group are so mean LIKE DAMN WHAT DID WE DO 😠 like thank goodness my mother speak Spanish and I understand Spanish (im mix and black so people don’t know im Hispanic and I use that as a secret advantage😈 ) and I understand them and there so rude and always talk crap like WHYY JUST GO ON WITH YOUR DAY 😭. And I went off topic… great 😑

omg this was all over the place, pookie. and i’m gonna be honest… u lost me in a few places.. u desperately need auto correct BUT IM GONNA DO MY BEST

so first— a dream abt him???! i wish i could control my dreams like that 😭

if u don’t want him to touch u sexually i think it can still count as a crush? i don’t personally count it because if u want a relationship w him that part will come eventually and if u don’t want it now, who knows if you’ll want it then

but ofc maybe ur asexual! idk what u got goin on

ummm if his friends are the kinda people who will make fun of u— or anyone for just coming up and trying to talk to them then maybe u shouldn’t even have a crush on this guy 😭

he sounds mean in a not hot way 💀

the whole hispanic thing was weird, pookie‼️ u didn’t have to mention race at all and then when u jumped to defend urself and then claim ur hispanic just felt like an influencer trying desperately to not get cancelled…. BUT MOVING ON

i hate mean girls omg but if u just ignore their existence u should be fine— also speaking spanish and using it to ur advantage is smart asffff 😩

some ppl can’t help but talk shit cus their personalities are so boring all they can do is tear down other ppl to feel good abt themselves‼️ all we can do is sit back, give maybe a quarter of a shit and pray that they get better 🙏🏾

OFF TOPIC IS THE BEST WAY TO GO DW BBY