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ANA'S OFFICIAL EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS
As I mentioned in my quick post earlier today, my mom was suddenly admitted to the hospital this afternoon in a panic. I was already intending to open commissions this week as my family and I have been struggling to make ends meet lately, but it's a much more immediate need now.
$50 commissions are limited to three slots for now, and I only but a cap of 10 on sketch commissions to keep from being overwhelmed, but they will be refreshed throughout the week! If you donate more than $5 directly to my page and would also like a sketch commission, just dm me here or on ko-fi!
All shares are appreciated and thank you so much to anyone who sends anything my way. And if commissions aren't your style, I'll be working on some merch designs as well this week, you can find my redbubble here where I will be posting everything!
#emergency commissions#ffxiv#you guys are actually the sweetest by the way i cry a little every time anyone commissions me or just tosses some money to me on kofi#im so grateful i really am#and honestly im so grateful for anyone who reblogs and boosts my posts as well you guys are real ones#its hard out there for a lot of folks right now so anyone who takes the time to share my struggles and help with them is amazing#really and truly i get sappy about it aha
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surprise it's yuri!!!in 2024
#my art#yuri on ice#yuri!!! on ice#yoi#fanart#katsuki yuuri#victor nikiforov#victuuri#yoi fanart#this was the secret 4th thing that lost the poll jdsfgsdfjj#id been thinking about doing a tribute since getting that one ask but i didn't anticipate how Into it i would get once i started#the way i flew through this piece .. just over 1 day??? insane#yuri is /that/ ingrained in my muscle memory#I was looking at refs and ?? id forgotten how wild this show was#we just got all of that?? a pole dance a proposal a kiss a pair skate....and it was ALL canon? incredible#AND YEAH UNPROMPTED HISTORY MAKER PLAYS IN MY YT MIX#dean fujioka jumpscare#also looking back at my old yoi pieces was so wild. that ws really 8 years ago huh.#little bit of an ego boost looking at how far ive come#but also im just grateful idk sry 2 b sappy on main#i hope 16 year old me is happy that i did this bc im happy i did this#edit bc i forgot a bunch of white outline i am a fraud
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Satoru Gojo goes to the same cafe every day for his coffee-flavored confectionary beverage. You are the barista tasked with pumping his drink with the unreasonable assortment of syrup squeezes.
You don't blink at it. You've been in customer service forever. Everything is second nature to you. But you give him a look when you hand him a drink and he just starts going.
He likes to make small chat, you learn. About meaningless things - desserts, drinks, the weather - but he makes you laugh, and he laughs at your jokes, too. He's smiling every time you talk.
He's beautiful - in that way that makes you uncertain if he's really there - and friendly, and he seems a bit lonely, eager to converse.
Something tells you Satoru probably doesn't have a lot of close friends. He's rich, too, judging by the massive tips he leaves you.
The thing is, you do a lot of things on autopilot. It's just the way these things get after a while. Pouring drinks, "What would you like today?", "I'll have that out for you soon!", "Have a nice day!", all that stuff.
Sometimes, though. Sometimes. Wires get crossed.
He's picked up his drink to leave, giving you a cheeky smile and a little wave, and you tell him, without thinking twice:
"Love you, bye!"
Oh. Oh fucking hell -
"Love you too!"
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#satoru gojo#gojo x reader#satoru x reader#elsey writes slice of life. look at me. im so talented. so diverse#just a thought that came to me earlier today while calling some friends and family lol#if anyone gojo knew said “i love you” to him he would immediately say it back and that is CANON#he is not cool and collected he is DESPERATE and even if he TRIES to be emotionally distant he has 0 self control#almost everyone who approaches him does it because he's rich/handsome. if he thought you REALLY liked him he'd actually cry#gojo is annoying and likes to argue with you about coffee and desserts but he has your back#you accidentally say “you're welcome” instead of “thank you” and he's like “i am eternally grateful for the HONOR of having been served by#he's sooooo obnoxious i love him#elsey writes sfw. guys do NOT get used to this i am a degenerate
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ssssome misc sdgo brainstorming doodles :] feeling out some dynamics and stuff through doodling and seeing what sticks.
im ,, really glad i got such positive reception on my post intially sharing my little au idea !!! egfhdiusdvbjhvbsd,,,, thank you all . so so so very much!!!! genuinely! everyone was so so kind!
i want moon and sun to express their nerves and anxiety about the grand opening in different ways ! and so far for moon in the brainstorm it seems to be shaping up to be a sort of awkward shyness! for sun im thinking its sort of nervous jitters, loudness, all around being EVERYWHERE and a bit of a control freak. and for yn, it makes them extremely abrasive and snippy! sometimes rude. being so stressed brings out the worst in them.
this is all still in the brainstorm stage also !!!! ehffjdhfn . dunno if i'll write anything about this, im not the best writer, but i will surely keep doodling. that's what im good at! thank you kindly !!!
#superstar daycare grand opening#salmon scribbles#my art#sundrop#moondrop#eclipse fnaf#sun fnaf#moon fnaf#sun x y/n#moon x y/n#dca fandom#dca community#ehfhdhghe im actually#really giddy about how my previous post was recieved#everyone was so nice??? people seemed to like it????#ehfehijfhuejufse#honestly i#dont have much to say right now but#just know i am !!! extremely grateful#yeah#ehfhdhfe#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf security breach
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this game has consumed my every waking moment, have a sif
#in stars and time#isat#isat art#my art#its a universally acknowledged fact that if a character's hair has a HINT of curl to it i WILL make it More Curly. i simply cannot help it.#anyway! this is based off that one official art. yknow the one.#i dont know why he has his dagger out but i REALLY wanted to draw it so. there it is. its such a fun shape#also im glad i didnt post this last night because i realized at like 2 am that i forgot the little wear lines on their cloak and hat lmao#expect more isat art to come! i have so many ideas!#i love this game for alot of reasons#but im especially grateful its managed to kick my art brain back into gear after so long of zero motivation
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so i'd already posted abt this but throughout the last part of may and most of june i was out of work because of a leg injury. when i started working again they cut my hours down to 1 shift a week, i've asked for more shifts and gotten stonewalled. im applying for other jobs but uhh. it's not going great
i thought i was going to be ok this month but a short term gig i was depending on fell through and now i'm $700 short on rent and i have another $130 in bills coming
i've basically exhausted all my options trying to get govt assistance and selling plasma and shit. ive gotten into debt that will take me years to climb out of. maybe it's kind of a lost cause to try fundraising this down to the wire but i dont rly know what else to do
tldr i'm in a really bad spot. my commissions are still open, donate if you want, boosts sincerely appreciated
#what do i say really. i hate airing my shit out on social media so much. sorry#i know i was already ebegging last month and im very grateful to everyone whos helped me out#at least this time around i am actually able to work i guess#i can provide proof if need be. just uhh yeah
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just want to take a moment to appreciate all the fabulous, brilliant, mind-blowing artists and writers in the good omens fandom. I'm constantly blown away by what you do and so thankful that you chose to share it with us 💛
#good omens#aziraphale#crowley#like. im definitely not the most active person in fandom let alone the good omens one but god are you all brilliant#the first time i went into the go tag i was just soooo mind blown and still feel that so regularly. its delightful#and if you're an artist/writer and don't think it applies to you - it does!!!!#just... thank you. it's just silly little art but it brings so much joy. i really am grateful#fan art#fanfiction#mine
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WOAH I JUST HIT 3K FOLLOWERS DTIYS TIME!!!!!
HI GUYS WOAH THERES A LOT OF YOU NOW!!! And I wanted to do a silly little DTIYS as a little celebration! At the beginning of the year I was hoping to get around 1000 followers by December and Uh You Could Say I Surpassed That Amount Just A Bit aksldjhflkasjhfd so heres a fun DTIYS as a celebration!
So there aren't going to be any prizes or deadlines or anything like that because I am going to be starting graduate school soon and I won't have the time to prepare any prizes for the winners, so this DTIYS is just for funzies!
I know this is a list of rules but really you can go crazy go stupid with the DTIYS aksjdfh I don't really have any rules for what you guys should draw for this idk just keep it vaguely similar but also you can do whatever you want
If you participate please tag me so I can see it! And also tag the post with #beannary3kdtiys so all of the drawings are in the same place :)
#my art#tmnt#tmnt 2018#2018 tmnt#tmnt 2k18#2k18 tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#tmnt donnie#tmnt donatello#tlp au#the little prince separated au#for real though I am super appreciative that everyone has been so supportive as I like#experiment with making the little prince separated au#idk its been super fun and it just makes me really happy that people like this au!#and idk ive made a lot of nice friends through making this au#and im really grateful that everyone has made this such a positive experience for me#and i hope that reading the au and following the comic has been a positive experience for you all as well!
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両面宿儺;
for @queenrojpag
happy birthday itz (*≧︶≦))( ̄▽ ̄* )ゞ
#jjkedit#ryoumen sukuna#jujutsu kaisen#sukerokus#usersophies#userkarura#useraki#userkururrugi#usergojoana#usernikiforova#edit:all#edit:color#HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITZ!!!!!#IDK IF IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY IN YOUR TIMEZONE BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS!!!!#i wanted to color nai but trimax is so tough for me to color so have the king of curses#your gifs are so fucking cool and you're honestly such a cool person!!!!!!!!#i really love talking to you about trigun and jjk and tojigo and kvk#also thank you for encouraging all my weird fanfics i am grateful for all the feedback#happy birthday my dude hope you have/had a nice day!!!!#also idk what this is it's messy because i did not know it was your bday until like last night bgdgbfxbgf IM SORRY BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!#( o=^•ェ•)o ┏━┓ (❤´艸`❤)
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I was forced to count how many total copies of ABM (and A&M) that i've sold (because my agency asked me to) and it nearly gave me a panic attack but I'm so intensely grateful for each book ever sold and I feel forever in debt to you all but it's also so so intensely overwhelming. how did this happen.
#i want to add that i feel deeply undeserving as well but i feel like that would be annoying to say#im so lucky and im so thankful#random time to blurt about how grateful i am but i never ever look at numbers so im really rattled#mine#thank you all again if i didnt make that clear
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#kip sabian#aew#all elite wrestling#aewedit#wrestlingedit#wrestling#night gifs#what do you want from me boy? to be grateful for all that? because fuck yeah i am holy shit i am Looking#(im also fairly sure thats what he said its really hard to hear when tony talks over him but yeah checks out to me at least)#my beloved#kip in a box#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)#(okay hot update he said 'they wanted a dive so i gave them one' which. close enough#as apparently before this he asked the crowd if they wanted a dive#i completely missed that. my bad. im not going back to edit this tho lmao)
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being too weird and unlikable and off putting and always being shunned and turned into an outcast everywhere i go and not having felt the connection and healing friendship has on you for so many years has really done a number on me
#irl mostly. but even online. i cannot connect or find communities or support systems the way most of u can#even if i do have found great connections and one connection in particular im more than grateful for#but i have had so much of my humanness torn off for so long that i am awkward and useless in handling it#but yeah idk :/ im just so profoundly jealous of how everyone can just fit into a slot#even online when ppl talk abt being anxious and stuff they still have ppl to talk to#or ppl irl to hang out with and im like.. wow... i cant even do that :/#it is just so lonely in general. and it has made me confused and incapable of knowing how to be a human#and fully realise and actualize the one connection i do have#if i had gotten to learn and now know how to be a human and a person i would've... been a person#but now i feel so removed and far away from that idek how...#like im at a point where i cant even have simple and shallow conversations online bc im like so useless#maybe only other ppl with avpd and who have been socially rejected and isolated and alienated can fully understand what i mean#it is so scary and weird and i feel such deep envy for how people can just like... talk to eo. irl and online. i dont get it#and like the connection i do have that i mention bc it is so important to me.. that does all of those things#but it is like im so not used to anyone even keep wanting to have a connection with me#that i feel like bambi on ice 💀 for lack of a better metaphor#and inside of me idk how to dare to open up to it bc i've been numb and shut off i just dont know#i dont know. but i want to but idk how.#ahhhhhh wanna scream bc just trying to describe it so i can make sense of it is frustrating!!!!#it also sucks bc other ppl really dont seem to get how fkn weird and scary it is to feel so removed from humanness#and not even be able to do most basic human people things most ppl who are mentally ill or anxious do.. i cant even do that idk#talking and communicating is the main thing like ppl do not understand how fkn hard it is for me to even have a simple convo#and i cant explain it bc theres no way someone who doesnt feel the same and have avpd could get it...#but idk. i just hate all of this and i wish i had a normal functioning brain. i just wanna be like everyone else#even ppl w social anxiety are capable of having friends. and im terrified of losing the only connection i've somehow been lucky to get#in my hands??? im so scared of losing that but idk HOW to be a person and idk!!! idk!!#other ppl dont even think abt these things im so fkn jealous lmao#anyway whatever 😔
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Just some life recently...
#spring#ugh love#im having such a good season#my mind and physcial space is a little crammed and chaotic but in a good way#in an inspiring way#im really excited to be single and know thats who i wanna be rn#ace stuff#which is sowmthing i hadnt fully figured out till this year and i am grateful i can put it into words now#maybe i already posted some of these photos but i just think theyre so beautiful i have to
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wow I'm the luckiest person in the world
#scenery#rory borealis#the prairies are so so so underrated#every single day i am grateful i have access to these big areas to run my dog#and that i know enough about dogs to have picked exactly the right dog to appreciate it alongside me#such a beautiful walk#im trying to get out after work as much as possible because were losing daylight really fast#we're about to enter 4 months of no weekday daylight#so i need to take advantage while i can#i think i did good this spring and summer though#i really hustled to get out 3-4 nights a week#itll get me through the winter
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tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything
#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism.#sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art...#i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this.#but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again.#its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years.#im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again...#but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it.#anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human.#i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable#but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start#ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍
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I've been trying to make a post about the OMITB finale but I'm just. Overwhelmed. It was too good. I was in tears as soon as the episode started and I kept tearing up all the way through. I suppose it starts with finding your hero. I can't do it, Sazz. Oh, I can't do it by myself / That's why I'm here. Sazz was kind to everyone. He's gonna get you, my... number... one. You know, I appreciate this movie in a whole different way now; I mean, Sazz wrote this. It's just so, so special to have an amazing show like this that's centered on platonic bonds and the love between friends. I loved the wedding, of course, but the true relationship at the core of this show is the one between the trio, and the true relationship at the core of this season was the one between Charles and Sazz, and the way they went about it was everything to me.
I love you, OMITB. You're the most wonderful funky little comfort show ever. Never change.
#god. damn it.#HOW do they do it folks. how??? every season is better than the last this is genuinely such a gift of a show#sazz... oh my god sazz... she found her hero in charles... she wanted to write *his* story because she loved and admired him so much#IM GOING TO BE SICK (/pos)#and the complete *trust*. the way she just knew charles would solve her murder. i'll cry again oh my god i love this show so much#charles and oliver went UP ON A LEDGE A FUCKTON OF FEET IN THE AIR to save mabel OH MY GOD#i just. i just. i can't articulate just how much this show means to be this was so beautiful#i loved the wedding ofc!!! and im really sad to see loretta leave! but i hope we'll still manage to see her at least once next season#also im caling it now. the dame at the end is the murderer in s5#i know because i was instantly attracted to her. and that's how i knew who the killers were in s1 and s3#(do not ask me about the victim DO NOT ask me about the victim i am NOT ready to deal with it oh my GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!)#we're in for a spetacular s5 folks! and i already can't wait!#but in the meantime... AMAZING INCREDIBLE s4 im so grateful it was such a magical experience#everybody say thank you omitb!!!#omitb#omitb spoilers#omitb s4
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