#im so gay i fear
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butchfalin · 1 year ago
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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f4gwithf4ngs · 2 months ago
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i’ve been getting hit with the want to snuggle with a guy while we watch movies and fall asleep real hard the past couple nights
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demi-denimzvamp · 4 months ago
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It was a joke but we really got twink jesus viktor
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aashiqeddiediaz · 4 months ago
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this thing about josh saying all that about not judging people over the way they've acted when they were closeted, and the way buck reacts to initally finding out...and something about the whole way that there's this underlying thread of eddie's sexuality being closeted and repressed and how that affects the way he interacts with women in real time but that's something buck takes in stride until it gets serious...something about josh sowing those seeds in the image of tommy, but that could very visibly apply to eddie "i'm straight" diaz...and something about them making tommy almost an older mirror of eddie...like???? there are dots and i am connecting them
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lazer-meme · 1 year ago
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love love love steddie + supportive wanye
thinking about wayne and eddie going on an annual fishing trip (like thee Munson Men Annual Fishing Trip™️) just like a little weekend away. and the first one is coming up after eddie and steve starts dating. over breakfast eddie jokingly complains about having to go and tries to get out of it. but wayne is used to his dramatics so he just gives hmms when appropriate because eddie’s whole spiel never got him out of it before and he tells eddie that.
steve watches the whole exchange with amusement when wayne asks if he’s looking forward to it. and he’s like ??? because he assumed it was just a wayne and eddie thing. and wayne is like i just told eddie all munsons must go can’t get out of it kid.
steve gets flustered and is internally is like oh??? all munsons,,,
or like after the trip a neighbor asks wayne if they caught anything and he pulls out his wallet to show a picture they took on the trip. wayne passes it with ‘here’s a picture of my boys’ and to steve’s surprise it’s a picture of both him and eddie with their biggest catch.
and just idk wayne casually accepting steve into their family and throwing steve off guard with it.
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fig030 · 4 months ago
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it's been a long time since i posted anything 😭
i haven't been able to draw anything so i have no ideas to post :((
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qprpbj · 27 days ago
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imagine losing. i literally can’t <3
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archie-sunshine · 4 months ago
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Not really a question but I wanted to say I appreciate the soft and tender intimacy you show in your work sometimes. Sex is weird and really scary to me personally because of past shit, so when I can just see something be done lovingly… it’s nice.. it makes me remember that’s it’s not so scary. Sorry if that’s sharing too much, I just like your art 
ok so this ask inspired me to go on a bit of a rant, NOT DIRECTED AT YOU, im really genuinely glad that my work helps to make sex seem more fun and less scary. that means a lot to me.
so much of the time sex is shown to be like. this serious, meaningful thing, when really sex is just. normal! just as normal as not having sex. it's as regular as feeding yourself, or pissin or scratchin an itch. And like the whole world(catholicism) has just made it out to be this TERRIFYING AND SINFUL ACT. This SCANDALIZING AND POLARIZING THING!! but really like. its a completely neutral action, the same as washing your hands or blowing your nose!!! its just our bodies doing something that they (for the most part and up to personal preference) were made to do!!
like idk, i might be a hedonist but i feel like people were more likely made to walk the earth fuckin nasty smoking pot and cooking animals over a big fire than they were to like. feel bad about themselves for their appearances. or work at starbucks.
but i digress!!! GENTLE AND CARING SEX IS COOL MORE THAT!
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fogdraws · 6 months ago
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Watson Watson Watson Watson Watson
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They belong to my heart ♥️♥️♥️
Rn I'm suffering bcz I finished The Valley of Fear but can't start the next case since I haven't got the chance to buy it yet😭😭 I believe I have fallen in abstinence help 😭😭😭😭😭
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aomdc · 21 days ago
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draw david n simon with corpse face paint
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everyone lets ignore this took me a year to draw
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remorner · 9 months ago
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where you go i go
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mipexch · 2 years ago
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sketches from break
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queenhawke · 2 months ago
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hm. suddenly i want to throw david hornsby off a cliff (in minecraft)
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calilk · 3 months ago
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Gem’s death was the cause of Pearl’s realisation. After all that time chasing and taunting and blood, after an offer was finally extended and then brutally taken away, finally, the pin dropped. As stark text blinked into the corner of her vision, with nothing for company but the apathetic water lapping at the shore of this oh so lonely island, finally the reality of Pearl’s emotions hit her. The deep longing in her chest finally revealed its mark. The arrow set fly so long ago finally struck empty space, an absence, a still-warm corpse. Pearl, with so much love to give, and yet again, no one to take it from her cold and broken hands.
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chameleonsd1sh · 2 days ago
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🌙🪐⭐️☀️
you all know about remus being the moon, james being the sun, and sirius being the star. now get ready for peter being saturn.
saturn is the roman equivalent of kronos, which could be interesting bc saturn ate his children, yet they survived to overthrow him, and peter betrayed the potters, but the baby survived and (indirectly) caused his death.
and they're both tied into hunger in the metaphorical sense. peter is hungry for conflict, he watches it start with anticipation. kronos is hungry for power, and his fear of betrayal and distrust make him fall. peter feels overshadowed by his friends, kronos fears being overshadowed by his child. you could also see peter's need to be needed as a need for power of a type, a need to feel relevant, for someone to depend on him. but i digress.
astrology associates saturn with restriction and limitation and constriction while others, like jupiter, expand. this is peter on the sidelines watching his smart, cool, loud, popular friends, james and sirius.
saturn provides structure and meaning. it's tied to boundaries, responsibilities, commitments, and self-control. i think it also has something to do with karma in indian astrology specifically, which definitely ties into peter, how he lived and how he died.
i think saturn representing peter would be so cool, so fitting yet at times so ironic. i always see him getting passed over in these emoji sets, and it doesn't feel right bc he was one of them once, he was their friend too. what do u guys think?
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batsplat · 1 month ago
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Please feed the starving nasses the vale/jlo lore
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they were made 2 be teammates
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