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They belong to my heart ♥️♥️♥️
Rn I'm suffering bcz I finished The Valley of Fear but can't start the next case since I haven't got the chance to buy it yet😭😭 I believe I have fallen in abstinence help 😭😭😭😭😭
#Im reading Agatha Christie tho#while I wait#there are so many characters 😭😭#Im kinda lost#all the covers to The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes are so uglyyyy#I need my pretty books :(#acd john watson#dr john watson#john watson#john h watson#Sherlock Holmes#acd sherlock#acd sherlock holmes#my gay old men#my favorite gay old men#sherlock#sherlock holmes fanart#sh#sir arthur conan doyle#the valley of fear#granada holmes
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Man, I need someone who's like
good with literary analysis, cause the friend that's helped me dev my world is awesome, but they're not a very analytical type, so it's hard to figure out what is actually like, well-done or if it's just an enjoyable read (defining them separately because something can be absolute garbage but a super fun read, or it can be a piss-poor read but still be, from a literary standpoint, beautifully written)
I'm aiming for well-written AND enjoyable, and it's hard to get that critique from someone that just isn't the type who -can- do literary analysis.
I can do it myself, but I'm my own worst critic so no matter how good it is, I'm going to dislike the quality, and I'm also super attached to the characters so no matter how poorly written it is or how bad the story, I'm going to love it for their involvement.
I don't wanna -publish- it just yet, I just wanna keep it private, me and maybe one or two other people for the sake of quality control, so I'm not sure what to do.
@heavensfallenfaction @the960writers @stesierra @eldritch-flower
tagging cause maybe you're able to help, or if not then maybe you know someone who is? idk, y'all are like, the four names that come to mind when I ask myself who I should ask about stuff like this
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Why do people think Louis would expose his kink in public? People should learn about boundaries and common sense. Ask about his arm, ask if WAOYF will be a single, ask if he'll go to more places in Asia in FITFWT, the endless list of great questions one could ask. Respect Louis as a person and as an artist, as fans we have no right to dive in Louis' sex life and what kinks he likes. If one asks (hopefully not because it will be so cringe) "are you a bottom?" to him, does some really think he'll say "yeah 💖" ??? Please share this because some people here in this fandom should know that Louis is still a stranger to all of us.
did smth happen yday that i completely missed or you just used the ask to vent?
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hello what part are you at
aloysia and her sister are arguing at some kind of dance thing i think??
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i just watched scott's session 7 and noticed a pattern: every single person forgot about grian.
grian hasn't been caught yet, cleo and scott establish. barely a minute later, scott is leading cleo and bigb by the hands to his secret spot and saying "i think we're the last three." like the name has slipped right out of his hands.
as etho tells the other zombies that no, actually, he doesn't want to kill cleo, it occurs to him suddenly. "actually, i kind of want grian to succeed on this, don't i? he's my teammate," he says, not like he doesn't care for grian, but like he's shocked he even forgot in the first place. (seconds later, he lifts his gaze to the sky, and he sees where grian is hiding. he's the only one who sees. he carries this secret with him as he watches grian run, an apology of sorts; sorry I forgot. I hope this makes it better.)
but it got me thinking: this is what grian does, isn't it? even since 3rd life, where he hid in the shadow of scar, whose face was always, always in the light, as he burrowed under doorways, covered in redstone and days-old blood. no one thinks of him as scar sells them the coffins grian will put them in.
grian has mastered the art of becoming nothing. he's so nothing, in fact, that his presence glances off the skin of even his friends. his name slips away from them. he disappears time and time again, falling through their fingers like sand. there are brief moments: "where's grian?" someone asks, but their blood is boiling and their fingers are itching. the image is a mirage and the sand crumbles at their fingertips. it's gone as soon as it comes; back to cleo, green cleo, uninfected cleo.
a reminder, perhaps from the universe itself. he is nothing but a ghost of a memory, a whisper of a promise. this is by design. the universe is telling him this, as it strings grian up limb by limb: you were only ever meant to watch.
#poeticism is lost to me im half asleep is this nonsensical#i dont care let me sum this up#watcher grian#thats all#grian#secret life#secret life spoilers#desert duo#trafficblr#ethoslab#zombiecleo#scott smajor#roomies#watchers#scarian#kinda?#3rd life#third life#watercolor words
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princess tutu: die jahreszeiten 🌸
kind of a companion piece to my 2022 ptutu drawing | it's on inprnt
this print was at anime north; next con is otakuthon!
oops so my hand slipped and i made another princess tutu drawing. i admittedly don't watch that much anime so my catalogue of work is gonna be the same 5 animes LMAO. what can i say, i love "dark" fairy tales, and i've been really enjoying the more fine art approach to a lot of my drawings as of late (and the watercolour brush i've been using has been so perfect for that...!)
as my first princess tutu drawing is now 2 years old, there are some areas i've grown to have ... qualms with... although both drawings as a whole are pretty much exactly what i envisioned, and that's always satisfying!
both of these were drawn in roughly a week's time (yes really...) for con crunch period (and i went back to this drawing after the con to touch up some areas that were a bit rough!). i wanted a different approach to this new pt drawing, with the focus on the line work, rather than on colours and lighting in the 2022 drawing.
this drawing had 2 goals: to continue the style i adopted in my witch hat atelier "lantern bearers" drawing (which i promise i'll post in full soon as soon as all of the zine artists get their go-ahead to post their pieces!), and to emulate the art nouveau movement's heavy emphasis on line work, albeit not a 1:1 style replication of course.
the seasons also aren't a 1:1 representation, as i didn't necessarily pick flowers or colours that are most strongly associated with the season (e.g. summer being a dark tone is a bold choice?). but it's kinda whatever, as i said before i drew this in a week, there may be more appropriate flowers with better meanings. i couldn't spend too too much time drafting and researching.
FLOWER SYMBOLISM:
- spring: apple blossoms, tulips - the apple blossom is a quintessential spring flower, and thus symbolize the arrival of spring. spring is a season of change, which ahiru/princess tutu is a force of, instigating change in her friends and unravelling the story around her. the flowers below her are tulips, and there are many meanings to tulips depending on the colour, due to their ubiquitous nature. i narrowed on one, and intended for them to symbolize happiness. princess tutu's pose is one in which that is open, inviting, and warm - reflecting her nurturing nature in the series, and her willingness to help others achieve happiness.
- summer: deadly nightshade flower, yellow rose - i chose for rue/princess kraehe to symbolize a fiery summer's night instead of the typical dazzling heat of a summer's day, a rather bold and unusual choice. the warmth of sunshine didn't quite fit, as the character is quite dramatic and passionate, with her intentions often hidden in shadow. next, the deadly nightshade - atropa belladonna - has a lot of mythological associations, a lot to do with poisoning, as the flower is toxic. the flowers bloom at night (another reason why i picked a nighttime backdrop for "summer") and also outwardly match rue's dark design scheme, as the cherry on top. yellow roses, at the bottom of her frame, are the archetypal flower depicting jealousy (as with many yellow flowers are), and at one point in the story, rue only wished for her own happiness at the misfortune of others.
- autumn: douglas fir needles, orange calla lily - autumn is another season of change - although much more tumultuous, as this season is traditionally taken to prepare for a long winter ahead - fitting for fakir as the role of the storyteller. the douglas fir is not a flower of course, but is a tree - with many different parts of this tree offering many benefits in advance of the winter season. i wanted the versatile nature of the douglas fir to reflect on fakir's dependable personality. next up, the calla lily is a flower with a dual meaning - on one hand you have life, on the other you have death. a storyteller quite literally can grant both at the tip of their fingers.
- winter: birch tree, snowdrop - winter is a rather still and unchanging season, a lull in the passage of time. this symbolizes mytho's passive nature at the start of the series, especially with his doleful pose here, as if almost in hibernation. to contrast, mytho is perched on the branches of a birch tree, which means new beginnings and renewal - as mytho is one of the characters that undergo the most change throughout the series (i'd argue the most?), regaining pieces of his heart. under mytho's frame is the snowdrop flower - and if you've read my witch hat atelier: seasons piece symbolisms, one of the snowdrop's meanings is rebirth, with connotations to the bible, bringing hope, when all had forsaken eve. the snowdrop is one of the first flowers to bloom even when the snow has not yet fully melted, further echoing mytho as an analogy for rebirth.
#princess tutu#ptutu#ahiru#fakir#mytho#rue (princess tutu)#fakir (princess tutu)#mytho (princess tutu)#ahiru (princess tutu)#my art#im not much of a painter but painting the curtains was kinda fun... got lost in the sauce every single time i tackled that area#so i think i understand why people paint now#im free from con deadlines for a little while so i might try my hand at oc stuff...#and i want to get better at my sketch/doodle style too bc admittedly it takes way too long to draw anything and i want to change that#which is why ive been doing the lineless style for sticker sheets and keeping them pretty basic and rough!! im happy with em#i only know how to 'complete' drawings really so . lot of sketching ahead this summer hopefully..#artists on tumblr#illustration
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priest guy sending mixed signals, what is he up to?🤨🕶🤏
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[Image Description: A warm-toned comic featuring Trigun98 characters. It opens with Vash shouting "YOWCH!!" as a half-eaten donut flies through the air, a bruise on Vash's tongue. Meryl, editing papers, is annoyed as he complains: "Ow! Ow! I bi'e my 'ongue..." "What's the rush?" Meryl asks, "They're all yours." Vash, still hurt, tries to explain: "They're jus' sooo good!" Meryl argues back, "Well, savour it then!" Wolfwood has been watching the scene unfold as Meryl continues, "Satisfying your sweet tooth doesn't come cheap, unfortunately." Wolfwood clicks his lighter open and closed, again and again. Without a word, he leans closer, his thumb on Vash's lips. "Wolfwood...?" Vash trails off. Then, Wolfwood opens Vash's mouth and knicks his thumb on one of Vash's canines in one fell swoop. "Wah? Huh??" Vash says as Wolfwood pulls his bleeding thumb away. He licks the blood off the wound then snickers at Vash. Meryl looks disgusted, Vash has lit up in an embarrassed explosion, and Milly remarks, curious: "Those are surprisingly sharp, Mr. Vash!" Question marks float around Vash, and his donuts lay discarded on the table. Each panel is signed by raepliica. End ID]
#trigun#trigun 1998#trigun 98#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#vashwood#raepliica_art#ww has a thing for vash's fangs (because i said so)#i just know ww has had some interesting thoughts about those fangs the moment he noticed them‼️🦅🦅💥🦅💥#tbh i saw a wolf skull and went haha vash fangies (proceeded to black out for a week to draw this)#98ww is the most normal ww?🤔 WRONG‼️ he's a freak like the other ones! but kinda in a different way#ww flustering vash by being the weirder one>>>>>>#meryl's dwindling sanity as collateral damage<3#if u squint real hard this is a polygun art#okay maybe it doesn't look like it at all... but it is to me#polycule casually hanging out and one of them HAS to be a freak in public ugh🙄🙄#anyway im rambling ajsksh🏃🏃#enjoy this full colour comic i did to practice while thinking i had lost the ability to colour:] (this is what only doing b&w will do to u)#described#thank you starberry-skies for the id!!♥︎
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●Radiant is Gabriel●
Feb.2024 (stained and artistic glass, copper, lead, gold and silver paint)
Process pics + vid ↷
#im pretty sure i gave myself lead poisoning#but it was kinda worth it#i was making this piece for like 2 months#lets pretend it looks fine so i can justify all the time i lost on making it#he is incredibly scuffed but oh well#i might sell it to fund my surgery if it gains some attention#anyway#guac art#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill#stained glass#ultrakill gabriel
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Looking for an angel
#darker take on com bc i love suffering :)#what if sora got so far lost in his fake memories that his morals and inhibitions vanished. what if marluxia created a merciless killing ma#chine of him. what if he succeeded in making sora a puppet-weapon for him to use for his own ends. what then#what if axel watched this go down and and smiled. what if he decided to use marluxia and sora and namine all.#(hes there btw if u look closely he is there! in the shadows!)#(he ended up more hidden than i intended but whatever! hes still kinda visible!)#namine#sora#and a bunch of dead bodies (and axel) but im not tagging them#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts chain of memories#kh#khcom#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art#cw blood#tw blood
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ofa users character line-up we r here 🤩🤩🌈 🙏
close-up !!
heres without the filter+backround
anddd heres xtra eye doodlez i did in the midst of drawing them haha
#I DID IT WOHOO#ive been trying to do a lineup for them for a while im glad i did finally#i wanted to do my og style but uh id die if did lol so i went for chibi#(even if i kinda lost it in within the last trio)#lol i named each trio the folder theyre in like the trioholders but with like next gen trio and final gen trio#also threw in some hcs and color changes#tweaking some of the designs and all#for fun#my hero academia#boku no academia#midoriya izuku#yagi toshinori#shimura nana#nana shimura#yoichi shigaraki#shigaraki yoichi#banjo daigoro#mha en#hikage shinomori#mha bruce#mha kudou#bnha#mha#second one for all user#third one for all user#dahlia.art
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Witch of Miracles
#umineko#bernkastel#umineko when they cry#my art#fan art#undescribed#been DEAD just uber busy and also kinda lost my drive for art but im working my way back
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a girl who is a noir detective man and a guy who is a femme fatale
#jaime x brienne#jaime lannister#brienne of tarth#mine.#just a quick sketch... i miss jb..!!!!!!!! but this is the most i can do rn 😭#and also this concept has been on my mind and im thinking of this film noir murder mystery au#where joff has been murdered in an engagement party .. or tywin.. idk some lannister died#important thing is jaime was one of the prime suspects but he gets proven guilty then he ends up helping bri solve the mystery ok#also he looks beaten up + corner of his mouth bloody that's his equivalent of the femme fatale red lip#this pose is based on this photo i lost the ref for it 😭 but it's like a promo photo of a movie.. anyway.. brain rot over bri lighting his#cigarette.. its kinda giving lana west coast idk
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Requests!!!!! Would love love love to see a doodle of swapfell papyrus!
The feeling ripples out from your point of contact and floods into your chest, crashing against your heart and filling it with sunshine.
hiiiiiiiiii i got carried away with this because i was like. hey. this ask is from july. yknow which sf!pap i should do? the one from Wishbone.
ur fic took me out at the knees. the DYNAMIC between them... but listen. though they're kinda going through it, for this one moment, all was okay in the world.
requests closed!
#velwy.png#swapfell#swapfell papyrus#requestlog#my art#this fucking guyyy has my whole heart#SOULMATE SHIT GETS TO ME OKAY. IT IS A STRIKE DIRECTLY TO MY WEAK LITTLE HEART.#oh my god now im looking at this on my phone im like. i gave him such a dumb expression fhdkdbsmk#i mean it was kinda intentional because of the Situation but. hes really lost in the sauce huh.#anyway i love POV stuff and i love Wishbone!!!!#sudden inspiration. now back to normal doodles <- i hope
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KEEP THE DANGER OUT // KEEP THE DANGER IN
#billie bust up#bbu billie#bbu fantoccio#robin’s art#2024 art#COMPANION PIECES BABY!!! started these last year (month) and finally finished em!!! :33#i could write an ENTIRE essay abt billie and fanto and their parallels and stuff#which actually i love tumblr tags. lets do some of that here!#okAY IM NOT GONNA GO INTO EVERYTHING BUT HERES A BASIC RUNDOWN OF SOME OF MY THOUGHTS#let’s start by looking at goatshire + the lost city of magic !!#both places have some kind of border around them keeping SOMETHING in/out#goatshire’s wall keeping the trolls/other danger out; keeping the villagers inside safe#and the city’s barrier keeping the curse inside; while keeping everyone outside safe from it#but in turn it’s also keeping billie and fanto trapped in their respective places#one moreso than the other i guess but ahahaha. haha. heh. OKAY MOVING FORTH#unrelated but how sick would it be if the barrier broke and let the curse out. just sayiiin.. a lil theory thats been on my mind recently#anyways back to THE POINT#okay this parts gonna sound insane BUT JUST HEAR ME OUT HERE#goatshire citizens / the cursed city citizens.#billie and fanto both kinda stick out in their respecitve homes; fanto being the only uncursed guy and billie with their magic#so theres like. a real disconnect between them and others there. u get what i mean.#theyre both outliers and like something something allegory for neurodivergence and struggling to connect with others probably#SORRY GETTING AHEAD OF MYSELF. idk how to explain it BUT DO U GET IT!!! DO U UNDERSTAND!!!!#also they were both abandoned by SOMEone stares at arthur#okay specifically whoever fanto’s cretaor was left him behind but u know me im such a fanto elmtwig jak#something something loneliness and being left behind and having ppl around you who kinds understand u but also not totally. kicks rock#someone get these siblings some THERAPY!!!!!!!#this was a very disjointed explanation bUT HOPEFULLY I GOT MOST OF MY THOUGHTS ACROSS GOOD. IM BAD AT EXPLAINING THINGS SORRY#someone order me a yappuccino!!!!! BYE!!!!
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If I consent to a man breaking my jaw and ripping out my nails, the man who agrees to do it is a bad person. An extreme example but it should drive the point home, no?
Doesn't matter if I consent to being choked. Whoever WANTS to choke someone out to get off is a bad person.
Whoever wants to pretend to be raping or abusing someone to get off is a bad person.
"an extreme example but it should drive the point home, no"
no?? if you know the risks and accept them and give unhindered, clear and informed consent, then no, there's actually nothing wrong with someone doing that stuff to you. because, and viewers at home can say it with me, THAT IS HOW CONSENT WORKS
but y'know, what we're *actually* gonna look at here is the assumption that the person doing that to you is a man. maybe y'all would stop seeing kink as an inherent expression of patriarchy if you internalized the fact that not every man is dominant and not every woman is submissive. also, you know, that there are gay people.
but no, because that would require you to actually deconstruct the ideas you have in your head about how every man has to be an aggressor and how testosterone makes people violent and how every man secretly wants to do this kind of thing to every vulnerable, weak woman, the implication being of course that any woman who engages in this kind of thing by choice has something wrong with her
which is fully just misogyny but thats a tangent from the actual point here
"Doesn't matter if I consent to being choked. Whoever WANTS to choke someone out to get off is a bad person."
furthermore, i think you should also deconstruct this idea that kink spaces are all dominants who want to hurt their submissives, when in reality it's a dominant doing those things because they know their sub likes it just as much if not more of the time.
let's look at that "doesn't matter if i consent to being choked" line. um. yes it does?? knowing your risks and giving informed consent is literally the entire thing here. you do know that there are safe* ways to choke someone that are legitimately taught to people in an attempt to minimize permanent harm from that sort of thing, right? when you see things like "don't use thin metal handcuffs on your partner" and "keep safety shears within arm's reach when doing ropeplay" and "drink gatorade and go pee after sex" you know those are all things people do to reduce risk, right?
(* no form of breathplay is 100% safe! know the risks and do research on how to minimize them before you play!!!)
"Whoever wants to pretend to be raping or abusing someone to get off is a bad person."
hey look at that key word i italicized in that quote for your ease of reading! it's all pretend! because, once again, viewers at home say it with me, THAT IS HOW CONSENT WORKS
there's no actual rape or abuse happening if you have proper consent and safe word setups in place. the key to this whole thing, which is why any of this stuff is actually possible to do ethically, is the fact that, at any time for any reason at all, either the dominant or the submissive can stop the scene. literally all kink is, is an ongoing, revokable agreement between at least two people to do things that might not be ethical irl.
(before y'all toss another strawman at this, yes there are people who break consent rules, and yes they get tossed out of kink spaces for it)
kink is fucking theater. when hamlet stabs polonius, you don't accuse hamlet's actor of being a murderer. this is morally the exact same thing as going to the theater and watching people talk in iambic pentameter and stab each other.
there's also kinks that have basically negligible risk of temporary or permanent harm, just so you know, but of course you're not going to mention those ones. you know, because you're a weirdo who just wants to police what people do in the bedroom
#sorry i kinda lost my shit on this one y'all this is smth im passionate about#answering asks#not terato#tw sa mention#tw abuse
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That night, Feliks learned Gilbert's violence towards his own men was growing habitual and his dreams were fraught with visions of the boy taking knife to his own throat. The next day, he bid Gilbert to take his knights and leave his kingdom and was stunned to be refused.
i like to think some humans can be really driven mad around the presence of a slow growing immortal child, so for teuton i think a few of his knights developed a sort of religion fueled schizophrenic paranoia about him, like just from exposure to him and his increasingly belligerent and wild behavior.
I think he grew harder to control as he grew older within the knights and the entire atmosphere was oppressive, abusive, and violent. I like to think teuton gets to the point where he can't handle the bullshit anymore and starts culling men left and right it's like a mutual descent to madness where he thinks he's the sane and righteous one, but he's just as sick as the men who are seeing him as a demonic entity (who we can probably argue are they really sick or are they just seeing things as they are lol).
I like the wedge being driven between him and feliks' bond as the Feliks sees the deterioration of Gilbert's mental health and morality, thinking you know someone when you absolutely do not. Betrayal, hatred, horror and deep pity entwined deeply in this situation.
#hetalia#knight terrors#hws prussia#hws poland#tw for child abuse#blood and violence#storybooklings#drew this during the three weeks i had covid so i kinda lost steam and it's al ittle disjointed bc i condensed it for my sanity but whatev!#major style shift between when i was healthy and when i was sick but uhh everyone here is supposed to be like 7-8 years old but i think the#look a bit older than that#BUT WHATEVER#im treally trying not to bog myself down so things may be a bit rough for a while until im in a more stable period of life
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