#im so fucking mad still oh my god
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text

um. the FUCK ?
#all the signs were there tbh !!!!!! i want him dead in the ground#i wish young got to punch him more than once#what a fucking asshole#the way i was lying down while watching rhis but the second he said this#i paused it sat up stared into space for a good long while & just went ‘what the fuck?’#love in the big city#im so fucking mad still oh my god
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
chat how are we feeling
#i am not feelign good personally. so many emotions . oh my fucking god i love sanford so much i have to die#(im being dramatic btw. so happy abt this episode but its currently manifestign as me staring into space like a detective on a cold case)#oh my god. oh my GOD#madness combat#madness combat 12#madness combat 12 spoilers#sanford madness combat#mc sanford#deimos madness combat#mc deimos#sanmos#I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE KRINKELS SAID “LOVE WINS” AFTER ALL THAT. IM GOING FUCKGIN INSANE OVER THAT. MY FUCKIGN GOD. CHRIST#my art#simmons likes to draw
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
because the unsleeping city was my first d20 season and i had a little mental block around watching actual play shows i feel like i wasn't really In It like i wasnt fully sold or invested until the isabella infierno combat at priya's art show just because like. the sheer horror of the situation finally got me. we live in a world where your trust fund ex could conceivably invite you to her shitty fucking williamsburg performance art piece only to find out that it was an ambush meant to get you to publicly perform your dying relationship in a blatant rip off of something marina abramović already did. that's so fucked up and scary AND it could happen to you in real life. maybe not the part with all the demons showing up. but that could fr happen to me and i don't even have the ki points to do smth about it
#i feel bad for it but i straight up dgaf'd about pete until that happened to him and my whole body opened up in like a flood of compassion#mad as fuck that the only south asian character in s1 not only was my worst nightmare but also had the coolest fucking name ive ever heard#d20#and yeah maybe the last person i was seeing lived there who said that. god i hate williamsburg#i still can't get over it im still not over it. begging him to come to your art show and then literally ripping off a very well known artis#WITHOUT TELLING HIM he's meant to monologue about their relationship in front of her shitty friends!!! its fr so hurtful#the unsleeping city#and he still made a point to save her when the fighting started which is human instinct and the correct way to roleplay in dnd but man#not sure if i wouldve stuck my neck out for that specific npc#oh i also like that combat bc sofie gets to kill. but what else is new.
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hey chat guess who's sacrificing another round of sleep just to finish a f*cking one shot that's been killing me for a damn week now :)
#fresco's chatterbox#random ik :]#fresco's writing hours#< kinda counts#istg im gonna cry#i feel guilty for having this one shot in my notes for a week now#like it's a one shot it's not supposed to be long#and yet ive been fighting with it for a week now#and the point is that it's a promised present to someone#and fuck i really really hope i didn't disappoint ghem or made them think I gave them false hope#when I didn't im actually just struggling with this thing#how the heck is writing the damn asf long TSoTT easier than this one shot i don't get it#i placed everything aside for this and yet I can't get it right#i never wrote a one shot before but shouldn't it be easier than writing smth that's as complex as TSoTT???#i wouldn't be mad at myself if it was just a regular attempt at a one shot ofc#but this is different bcuz I promised this to someone so now i have no fucking idea how did I made them feel with this#i won't be surprised if they just forgot bcuz fuck it a week#*head in hands*#i know that im a terrible writer during the day#and that im better at night#so here i am#sacrificing another night for this#istg i hope ill get it done tonight#im gonna cry of i don't get this done any time soon#it's supposed to be shirt#but oh my God im not made for making short stuff#and I know that a friend reassured me about this but I still don't feel like this is fine#im better than this#im terrible#i should've had this done already
6 notes
·
View notes
Photo
“I’m longing for that day as well. However, you have a bad reputation and so many enemies. It’s not the best time. Be patient and wait.” Li Dai Kun As Xie Wang. WORD OF HONOR (2021) - Episode 20.
#word of honor#wohedit#wohdaily#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#cdramanet#cdramasource#cdramaedit#xie wang#*#faiza gifs#GOD THIS IS SO FUCKED UP THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! FUCKED! UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#for a man who LITERALLY just called the boy his 'SON' merely 2 SECONDS AGO before this bit in the scene#to then say 'you have a bad reputation just sit and wait i cant let you in on all my scheming BUT boy oh boy I WILL USE YOU AS MY WEAPON#IN ALL OF THEM' .... is SO FUCKED UP. he FUCKED xie wang up SO BADLY the boy's self worth was in the mud ON THE FLOOR at this point#'im still not good enough' NO BABY BOY YOU ARE! YOU AAAAAAAAAAAARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#fhuhvfh MY BLOOD IS BOILING IM SO MAD I WANNA GO PUCH ZJ IN THE FACE.
101 notes
·
View notes
Text
So..... regarding those news about Nicholas Kole's crash 5.....
I'm going to explode.
#WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.#WHAT THE FUCK#WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK#I HATE IT HERE WHYYYYYYY#SO YOURE TELLING ME WE WERE GONNA HAVE MORE OF CORTEX'S FAMILY MEMBERS. PINSTRIPE AND TINY RETURNING.#THE ACADEMY OF EVIL???#AND ALSO THE 2ND PITCH WAS A SPYRO CROSSOVER THAT HAD UKA UKA AS THE MAIN ANTAGONIST?????????#Im gonna do it chat. im so fucking mad.#i still hope mama cortex (sharon) hugh G. Cortex Cera Cortex and ID Cortex are still canon because OH MY GOD.......#ik i have a follower who isnt a fan of this direction. and i respect them deeply.#but seriously WHAT THE FUCK ACTIVISION WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT MONEY AND NOT PEOPLE'S PASSIONS#fuck the n sane trilogy.#fuck nitro fueled.#AND MOST IMPORTANTLY. FUCK. ACTIVISION.#sorry guys im still so fucking pissed...#if the pandemic didnt happen crash 4 could've sold more copies than 5 million!! just saying.#also crash team rumble.................. i miss you....... </3#crash bandicoot#comet's blasted bandicoot buffoonery#comet rambles#i hate this planet im gonna do it#i really hope the people who worked on this found better work elsewhere and are getting treated better.#i know nicholas is having a blast at studio mhdr by now..#i wish everyone nothing but the best of luck!!#once again. FUCK YOU ACTIVISION.
9 notes
·
View notes
Text

LUK WHATS WRKIN 🗣🗣🗣🗣 LETSSSSS FUCKIN GOOOOOO‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#DO U KNO HOW LONG IT TUK 2 DO THIS#AN IT WASNT EVEN THA IPODS FAULT😭😭#omg rite so#it arrived n I was like yay yippee!!! so i plug it in and oh. itunes is giving me an error#so im like hm. so i reset my ipod again n it countines giving me the same error#i start freaking out. wtf is happenin?? is the ipod fucked?? no!!! i check the smart data and shes literally fine. like 40hrs of wrkin time#i leave it 2 charge in my laptop while i watch terrifier3 w my friend (ok movie)#return 2 ipod. laptop wont turn on. almost cry from stress but it turns off and i watch yt w friend. afta sum time i go back on an delete#itunes. twice bc i did it rong tha 1st time. its still flashin the same error untill it js??? it js doesnt??#it js decided 2 wrk. idk Y i did nthn diff but hey!!!! im not complaining!!!#i uploaded tha music 2 it while on edge i thot no way itz js gunna go on... but it did!!! mad ez aftr all that!!!!#so it tuk like 6hrs (2hr movie break) but ya!!! she wrks!!!! shes gr8!!! I LUV MY IPOD!!!!!!!!!#stil got sum more songz i want on it then im js gunna make sum playlists n take her out :3#her name is ipod steve btw#RAHHHHH god how long ago did i make that og post abt wantin 1???#tbh i didnt think id actually get 1 evr but im soso happy rn so!!!!!!#hashtage yearnin payz off#SHES 2ND HAND BTW AND IN SUCH GUD CONDITION??? HAVE I SAID ITS GR8?????#dreamy sigh#gudnite ❤️❤️ i am sleepin v happy 2nite#ipod#rivers rambles <3
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
honestly one of the main reasons i personally (tho none of my business if anyone else does, you do whatever forever) cant ever jive with the hc steph is black or mixed or something other than white is based solely on the way she acted with her mom.
#stephanie brown#steph tag :/#like girl took money from her mom went to a hotel for a week no contact after yelling at her mom and knocking shit over#yeah its bc she thought arthur was dead but like oh my god#im 21 this year and if i EVER dared to speak to my mamá the way she did regularly 💀💀💀#my ass would be dead im so serious#like what in the fresh hell do you mean you backtalked ur mom 💀💀#fuck bro i still say sorry w my heart pounding if the windows open and makes me close the door too hard#yes u can lie and all that shit to your parents but dont get caught damn#none of this backtalking yelling slamming doors nonsense#anyway thats just my personal feelings#mad mumblings of a mouse
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
You literally gave me every reason to cry last night and then you say if I ever need to talk to someone I can go to you???? Like sybau actually everybody pulls this bullshit
#the reason why I don’t talk to you is because growing up you made me feel like I could never talk to you#and whenever I try to you make me feel bad about my situation#I can’t cry to Nicholas or Ava or Eli because they’re asleep#I can’t even fucking talk to Mari cause she’s doing god knows what#and I don’t say that in a mean way I just say that in a I never talk to her anymore because I know I’m most likely not going to get a#response back way#and as much as I know that pressuring somebody to text you back is annoying and crossing boundaries if I send messages back to fucking back#AND I SPACE THEM OUT PRETTY MUCH DAYS APART#THEN IM GOING TO GET MAD#atp I just gave up trying to talk I’m over it#that’s literally like the main thing that gets me so fucking upset#it’s better if I just don’t say anything at all#but whatever I know better than to complain cause I don’t like confrontation#this is prob the last time you’ll hear about this stuff d#here at least#on this blog#stupid ass sugar daddy followed me here and he’s a kid kisser and I can’t block him from this blog on my phone and my MacBook is dead#oh also might I add I’m not blaming anybody for anything#ik how hard life is for ppl rn#but still#just needed to rant#don’t make me feel guilty about this later
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
i am so goddamn stressed abt the possibility of flying through a snowstorm
#i say possibility bc i STILL don't know if i can go or not bc this storm is all over the place#on one hand if i don't see my friend im going to go fucking postal#and if i have to cancel this unrefundable flight i will be so mad#on the other#i do not want to be in TWO planes in Weather#i have been trying to see this friend for like a year. we have planned 3 TRIPS and EVERY TIME something has prevented it#please universe just chill out for a moment so i can hug my friend irl NOW instead of the next time theyre free in 4 months oh my god
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
After three years of work I now have to get a new car
#i speak#SO FRUSTRATING OH MY GOD IM GOING TO#…#I have upgrades still in plastic wrap and brand new tires that were so hard to get bc they aren’t made anymore…#new hood was awaiting paint job.#I HAD TO MAKE CUSTOM PIECES FOR THIS THING. for racing. for going fast#had to put wiring harness together by hand#new rims… dude whatever I’m not even mad I’m not it’s fine#like what now. do I just get the same make and model car. idk if it’s fucking worth it at this point#the miata??? the humble 1990s toyota celica???
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Oh my god. Oh my god. Zaveid refers to Maotelus as "our little boy" Oh my god. Was that a hint the whole fucking time like even a year or two or however long it was prior to the reveal that Phi is Maotelus??? He's like the only person in Zestiria's time that would reasonably know the truth aside from Eizen who obviously can't talk about that since hes a fucking dragon now.. I'm so fuckibg mad. Oh my god imso fucking mad.
#im still fucking mad about the portrait in marlind thats CLEARLY of either laphi or phi and THERES NO ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF IT AT ALL#LIKE YEAH YOURE SUPPOSED TO HAVE NO CLUE WHOS IN THE PAINTING AND NEITHER OF THEM TECHNICALLY EXISTED AS A CHARACTER YET BUT IT HAD TO BE#SUSSY FROM THE START LIKE WHOS THIS KID WITH A CLEARLY DEFINED DESIGN IN A PAINTING IN THE MUSEUM THAT IF ANYTHING LOOKS LIKE FUCKIN MITHOS#oh my god. IS THAT IT???? ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO THINK ITS MITHOS CUZ THERES ALSO A STATUE OF GAIUS IN THE MUSEUM SO IT SHOULDNT BE ASSUMED TO#BE SUSSY???? IS THAT FUCKING IT????#LAPHI AND PHI OR AT LEAST LAPHI AS INOMMINAT ARE SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE MITHOS. FUCK YOU BAMCO!!!! FUCK OFF!!!!!!#im so fucki vmad jesus fucking christ#personal
2 notes
·
View notes
Text







AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

GGGRRRTARATAHSJSHSKWGWJVZKXKXBDNHSKSJDVXMZVSMD
#SHDGKSJSBDBSKAK#GGGRRRRARFARFARFARFARFBARKBARKBARKBARKBARKBARK#GGRRRRRARFARFARF#HDJSJAHSHDBFKSNDBDB#AAAAAAAAAHHHHH#as you might have noticed. these are all itsv peeb#because im still mad at him in atsv#anyways#HE'S SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!#HIS EYES#OH MY GOD HIS BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES#AAAAAAHHHHH#soft and caring and AAAHAHHHHH#hehehe and tummy#his smile#his SMILE#ASAAHHHMDHSKAFBSZNNSNDBFKS#do not even get me STARTED ON THE GREY HAIRS#because oh. ohhhhhh#OH#my god#the soft purple one is my screensaver
10 notes
·
View notes
Text

comic planning/roughs on the clock at work 👍 ok. this one's still a few posts out though
#god i really do just need to get a tablet or. something#some way to draw digitally on the go bc my laptop is um#at least 200% less portable than your typical old clunky laptop. its a whole ordeal#and as u can see tradish scribbles are barely usable#though i guess it would help if i ever remembered to grab something besides a shite pen at work lmao <-hates pen forever#mad bc i think this one is kind of mid+redundant for what i'd intended it to do bc of how some of the previous ones shifted#but i still gotta draw it bc one of the later ones uses it. buh#when i said these werent chronological or connected btw i lied#though only VERY VERY LOOSELY so. enough to bother *me* if i don't do them in order#but not enough that's really going to be noticeable to anyone else. they're each still intended 99% as standalone.#the arc is very minor but its there. for me. for anyone else it probably just amounts to a couple easter egg references/ consistencies#by the by the pizzaposts before this arent part of the series.#one small quickie thing and one i would...really like to get done sooner rather than later bc i need it out of my system#former's like 70% sketched im just waffling on execution#latter is uh...theres a lot there but it's harder to work on And harder tell how close to done it is.#unrelated its funny how i Always forget brick until i start putting anything down and then its like oh god yeah i can do bg Jokes with him#funny in the sense that one of my webcomic protag oc's is a...spatially similar deal as him [little kid with a big bear companion]#and i ALWAYS forget the bear when im scripting it. until i start messing with the layout and its like fuck theres a bear.#i have to do things with this now. fortunately thus far it hasn't been too hard to adapt#much rambling tonight goodbye. i haev to go block all these damn bots
14 notes
·
View notes