#im so fucking lost
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Antis talking about Vivzie be like
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ouo?
#jazzrejuv#Im So Fucking Lost#i didnt even progress the plot enough for the travel posts 2 work im cooked
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even the power of friendship has no effect on the goddamn underground cave system of sumeru
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You ever just look at parents who bother to teach their kid stuff and be jealous of them
#ignorelist#maybe having schedule is nice#i wished sometime i was a kid in one of my uncle family#maybe i feel more in control#not in this godforsaken family#any day my mom n dad will be fucking divorced#and my mom probably fucking hates me#im so fucking lost#i dont even know where to go to at college#i dont know who i even want to be#i just#i just feel lost#and i feel everything is devoid and doesn’t matter anymore#it feels like im just a guy who acts for the sake of it#everytime i laught or shed emotion its just so people dont look at me weird#feels like im pretending to be human#and not some fucking creetur#vent
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love french politics and how i have to look through 10 different tabs to understand what the latest political switch and scandal is all about, i feel just as high as when i'm doing a wiki deep dive for fandom theories without any of the fun nor pleasure out of it, only frustratingly screaming
#what the fuck does 'abrogation de la retraite' means in this context exactly#and what the fuck worked or did not exactly#im so fucking lost#i see one tweet about 'anyway so the V Republic has fallen huh!'#and now i'm just here doing a deep dive running into words i've never seen before being used casually#i miss two days of drama and i feel like i've missed 3 books entry in a seputalogy political thriller#im going to cry#ichatalks
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so like every lesbian who thinks w her tits and not her brain i didn't keep up with the 100 after lexa died, and only watched the random snippets she reappeared on youtube. and i ofc didn't understand shit that was going on, but i heard rumors of aliens and just kinda left it at that
so i read the fucking wiki bc my curiosity finally got to me and i wanted to know how the show actually went after i stopped watching.
dude. what the fuck . it clarified nothing. other planets? like they went to other planets and went into cryo sleep and clarke didn't get to ascend into whatever the fuck? im so fucking confused. holy shit. what. i've heard of bad writing, i've heard of writers scrambling as the show keeps getting continued, but i am genuinely baffled. what the fuck is going on. what happened. someone explain it to me like i'm 5
#literally deeply feeling that euphoria scene rn where 14 year old me is fez and current me is cal#'i'm confused' 'bro YOU'RE confused IM FUCKIN CONFUSED'#WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHOW EVEN ABOUT AT THAT POINT#SHOULD I TRY TO WATCH IT AGAIN LMFAO#IM SO FUCKING LOST#IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S A WOMRHOLE#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY GO INTO A 125 YEAR SLEEP#HELLO?????????
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heres my hot take: fucking kill me
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rival battle ⚔️
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#sonic generations#sonadow#my art#technically this is only sonic gens but just in case im tagging as both? if anyone doesnt want to see#i only played the sonic gens just yesterday so 😔#i didnt know shadow was gonna show in it and i almost lost my mind when i saw him while jumping around the hub#tried running into the wall for like ten seconds in excitement before using my singular brain cell and going around#im excited to play shadow gens its SO fucking cool....augh...i love that guy...
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#Pride may be over but the gays are winning and Disney is getting their shit rocked
#fuck yeah#im so proud of this movie#nimona#nimona 2023#nimona netflix#eat shit disney you lost a good thing#nd stevenson
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Man if I could just like, not immediately shut down and stop talking the moment I get even slightly rejected and then it just gets so much worse when passive aggressive comments follow like fuck I was just trying to get clarification because I genuinely don't see the problem I need you to be transparent with me please I struggle to read in between the lines
#im so fucking lost#i dont fucking understand#also you said we were leaving at two#and now its 2:30#i dont understand#why cant we just follow a schedule#i didnt have to leave work for this#im so fucking lost and confused
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doodles (as i avoid work) of the super awesome you wouldn't like me alive fic by @ectoplasmranch which i binge read in a 7 hour sitting yesterday
#🧻 sharts#danny phantom#danny fenton#dash baxter#i aint tagging everyone else. jazz was the most fun to doodle though#figuring out their faces was . hm. it was a moment. i hope i made jazz and danny look related enough HAHA probably not. i wanted jazz and#him to have the same eyes its just jazz still looks like a normal girl and danny looks like he's lost all zest and life for the world#like shit man if someone looked at me like that in the highschool hallway id be scared too i dont blame you dash#UGH DASH IS LIKE A GOLDEN RETRIEVER TO DRAW FOR THIS FIC. i love it so much. i love me a shitty guy turned nice#elderich horror danny is cool. im tag rambling now. my bad#this fic has a bit of a death grip on me. i need to be normal and go to bed#ALSO I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DRAW TUCKER IM SO SORRY. HIS HAT. IT PAINS ME#anyway uhhh if u like danny phantom read dis fic? pretty please? for me? its at 127k words atm so. if youve got a day to spare#(dont be like i me i fucked up my eyes binge reading it LMFAO. be smarter)#guess ill die (danphantom)
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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Just a couple a guys bein' dudes~
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#poolverine#deadclaws#wade wilson#logan howlett#fuck it im done#the blood could be so much better#but my hand is not allowing me to go into more detail#might be for the better#the amount of times i fought my perfectionism#and LOST#tw blood
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abt to go seal hunting with peepaw
#doodles#francis crozier#the terror#ft. the inuk child from the final ep who was napping on him i think abt u all the time baba#theres smth extremely sweet abt the implicit trust of that action: crozier has done so much and yet the people hes wronged#still trust him enough to teach their kids hes safe. obsessed#also im just horribly fond of kids in general so when this fucking show was like heres a napping child i nearly lost it#i was bouncing off the walls like THERES A BABY HERE.
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