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kosmokai · 3 months

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STOP I WANNA EDIT BUT IDK WHO TO EDIT 😭😭

#彡 𝙺✵𝚂𝙼𝙾 ⋆ 𝙺𝙰𝙸 𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚂 #HELAP #im so frustrated 😭

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crisp-art · 7 months

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shuake doodl

#i wanna draw so many things but im getting real frustrated with my art skills 😭😭😭#i just noticed i left a little mushroom creature doodle in the bg egdkehdoek #my new watermark ig LOL #posting here and not twitter bc i promised a sephiroth wip and i actually hate it so far bruh art block SUCKS #shuake #akeshu #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #goro akechi #persona 5 #p5 #persona 5 royal #p5r

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robotpussy · 11 months

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after crying for a week over my initial Halloween costume I went into my wardrobe to find anything I could as a back up/last minute costume. it safe to say I own Serena from MTV's downtown's closet :D!

#my face #happy Halloween 🫶🫶🫶 i have another costume coming im still working on some stuff ‼️#this was less frustrating to work on than the first costume i was working on 😭 i still freaked out tho cause of that wig!#it was sooo last minute but also planned ahead because i was gonna do serena cosplay LAST YEAR..... so i had the dye for #the wig already 👍#mtv downtown #robotpussy does halloween

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lemongogo · 26 days

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#not to complain ab the same stuff i always complain ab #but my artblock is soooo bad . its so bad and frustrating and limiting and demotivating #because instead of being able to draw whatever whenever i feel like im chained to random bursts of inspiration #that i cant manifest just by willing it so yk. and imlike why…#so many ppl who draw whether for their job or for their hobby seem to be able to do it whenever #and its like yeah i could put pen to paper rn but theres such a mental disconnect that its not enjoyable anymore #dude its so whateverr😭😭 like its so made up and ik its just a psychological thing but it feels so physically .Hard #rrrgwgqq #like i try to maintain the habit by drawing stuff out even w no end in mind #but that also stresses me out bc its likeIDKK idk #silly tbh #seeing all of this art arnd me all the time > online and stuff is so nice and inpsiring #and it makes me want to do that too but i legitcannot . like i am being squished by a boulder and my hands are chained to 30lb weights #whatfreakign ever dude .like whateverrr #i want to grind my brain 2 a pulp . honestly🙌#like what do u mean u cant u literally just do it.but im the one exception to that

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ilynpilled · 2 months

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re “most popular lannister in fandom” discussion lol i love cersei obv but im not particularly shocked at her not being as immensely popular as her brothers in book circles. not even just because of misogyny but the type of character that she is and her “likability”. nonetheless, there is a lot to say and discuss about her and her complexity anyway and id love to see that more over “girlboss delulu queen x100”. idrgaf about what others think but the only thing that kinda bugs me is when i see multiple ppl complain about tyrion specifically lacking the intrigue and discussion that sorrounds jaime sometimes (which is a gripe i entirely understand and resonate with, especially bc we can guess the types of things it could be rooted in; and there is a lot of material to discuss with him ofc) and then never discussing him or really mentioning him themselves either, especially centering him. like ye i write like 800 pages on jaime or whatever and not as much about the other two bc i find him the most compelling personally for whatever reason but lol thats just me. be the change u want to see, especially if u find him the most interesting personally

#like i think cersei isnt written as ‘likeable’ necessarily which i do love tho #it doesnt impact character writing quality but it does affect popularity 😭#to be fair the longest thing ive written is the aerys cersei thing whatever i think of what i said in that now lol #i disagree w some of it certainly but its painfully long im not touching it again lmao #it feels too connected to discourse anyway which is just frustrating to me #like if u invest time into discussing fandom pilled whatever over the actual book u r gonna end up with kinda dumb thoughts anyway #bc u r trying to argue with nonsense and talk with premises that r so out of left field in mind

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starspilli · 2 months

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how to enjoy drawing again tutorial no borax no glue

#talking #said by person going into the third year of their art degree #i think im just a bit stressed atm but omg. it has been so frustrating trying to draw recently 😭

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saturnniidae · 2 months

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Modern au with a strong theme of Hiccup coping with his leg better than all the people around him and it's low key pissing him off

#hiccup haddock #what.. im not projecting #anyways woke up w a shit ton of notes n ideas for my modern au i dont remember writinf so thats cool #rotbtd modern au #i feel like he'd be more traumatized from [undecided event that caused the injury] than the fact he had an amputation #and would be obviously frustrated about such major changes in the way he does things but #itd be different than the like conern (pity) other ppl show #he makes a leg joke and stoick just looks at him sadly/uncomfortably or ppl stare like 'do i laugh or..?'#(obviously. people generally dont make jokes abt their disabilities out loud if theyre not okay with you laughing 😭)#the point is the way hes treated would be wildly different in a modern au especially one not taking place on berk #my aus #moth.txt #lots more thoughts on this n the feelings he will have (in a fic i may or may not write) but im struggling to articulate them #mainly is the frustration though. frustration with yourself but moreso how the people around you suddenly change their behavior due #to your disability and Not in a good way.#the balance between learning to accept help and coming to terms with it but also not #letting people coddle you or making sure they know when they overstep #etc etc etc. like i said: struggling to articulate it but its just a very specific Feeling #httyd modern au #deyas dragons

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milkbreadtoast · 10 months

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random but i resolved to post abt it every time i find a webtoon that I enjoy... and lately I've been having fun reading this one...

*rubs nose* heh... I do dabble in het from time to time... no but seriously it's a p straightforward lighthearted enemies to lovers romcom, not groundbreaking or anything yet im over here kicking my feet and giggling the main couple is SO cute to me... i luv them... I actually couldnt wait to find out what happens next so ive been slowly reading ahead in the kor whenever i have time and they're sooo cute😭😭 I also like the art style and costume design a lot!! it gives me like. a nostalgic 90s shoujo anime vibe tbh... w the puffy hair and babyfaces...

#webtoon recommendation #the crown princess scandal #후궁 스캔들 #im like trying to downplay it bc yea its not like #anything super new or groundbreaking or deep like it is what it is!! a fun and cute lighthearted romance!! but its done well i think...#like to give it credit... it must be doing a decent job bc #if writing a romance is so easy why are so many of them annoying and frustrating to read!!#genuinely love their dynamic sm #they complement each other so well lmfaooo #like the past few days ive been like ok time to check on my hets :) like theyre my hamsters or smth #i feel like the opposite of a straight fujoshi rn... gay person giggling over everything these hets do #(/J)#style reminds me a little of ranma/inuyasha (i havent seen either tho)#genuinely wish it could be an anime tbh!!!#anyway im not very far bc i have to read p slowly in kr #im only up to ep 36... but far enough that im invested in these idiots. theyre so dumb but in a way thats not too frustrating #i actually do have to give them credit bc like ive read sooo many het webtoons that piss me off😭😭 so like!! they must be doing smth right!!#unrelated but does anyone have good bl or gl recommends #i actually havent read that many

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dotsz · 3 months

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has anyone noticed their memory sense of time and general concentration got 10000 times worse after starting antidepressants or am I just absolutely losing it

#I am not a late person usually. one would say I am early in fact. but I am #CONSISTENTLY #late to. everything now #i am on hashtag thin ice at my job 😭#dots rambles #THE PROZAC IS WORKING THO LIKE IM NOT NAUSEOUS AND ANXIOUS ALL THE TIME #so I don’t wanna stop it #but I literally cannot get ANYTHING done it’s so frustrating

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the-random-phan · 6 months

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Shi Qingxuan~ <3

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xumoonhao · 1 year

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performance team VCR // '17 Japan concert

#here it is here it is here it IS my first ever gif set 😭😭😭#you all have seen how i struggled w/these so im SO happy to finally post them :') such a relief too omg...#all the stress & tears of frustration....it all went into these <3 please be nice to me and give me critism if you have any bc i want to #keep making gifs and appreciate anything you would all have to say <<<333 #svt #seventeen #performance unit #hoshi #kwon soonyoung #jun #wen junhui #the8 #xu minghao #dino #lee chan #svtcreations #maddie gifs #okie all done <3 idk what else to tag as :/

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prachelley · 3 months

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hello Yu-Gi-Oh fandom

#hiiii im late to the party but im loving it #my friend got me into the series and ive been watching it for the past two days #im almost finished w season zero so my interpretation of yuugi/yami come solely from the vibes im getting #they may change in the future as i keep watching but this is it for now #all i have to say is that yami is cool as hell and i love yuugi very much. hes so kind even if it is frustrating some times #and PLEASE can ppl stop hitting him??? 😭😭😭 why do they keep hurting and kidnapping him!!!!#yu gi oh #yugioh #yugioh season 0 #yugioh season zero #yuugi mutou #yami yuugi #prachelley draws #yugioh fanart

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aquarterasian · 3 months

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still upsets me so bad that homare's skating career was overshadowed by her crush on harry like why.... why did henri have more of an arc in that regard than she did hes a side character. and i love henri ofc his relationship with masato and his conflict with growing older and becoming less androgynous looking is genuinely such a great storyline and i wouldnt give it up for anything but homare deserved to have an equally well thought-out storyline considering shes one of the main characters but i always feel like she was just reduced to her crush on harry and it just makes me :/

#precure #pretty cure #like not every storyline needs to be super deep idrc about that #like i wouldve even been fine with her crush on harry if they tackled it in a more interesting way but alas #i understand why hugtto is a well-received season it most certainly has its moments #idk just to me personally it had so much potential and the early eps were super promising but i feel like a lot of it wasnt fleshed out wel #i feel like i complain about hugtto too much im sorry but it makes me so frustrated bc i genuinely love all the characters 😭

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lemongogo · 1 year

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< 2023 trgnz

#not to get all sentimental or whatever #but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months #its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn #and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ??#LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE #before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing #and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective #but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️#theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like ..#actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls #w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before #its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something #but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK #and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY #anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side #its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭#ANYWYSSTYY #trigun #my art

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pcktknife · 8 months

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oh I couldn't be a teacher this shit is hard

#if johnny has 3 apples.....#trying to explain something you already know how to do is already so hard in general but with a 6 year old its just 😭#like im sorry girl im trying the best to simplify and now we both frustrated 💀#kae.txt

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bunnihearted · 5 months

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i feel like many ppl dont understand just how unwanted i am and how deeply it affects me... my presence isnt wanted anywhere, and wherever i go i feel like im not allowed to exist. im never anyone's first choice. never the first favorite friend. never this never that. like im never the first choice for anyone, just now i almost got hit by a car bc the driver chose to not hit another person close by. they would've rather hit me than that person. and that's just how it goes for me wherever i go. im lucky when and if im even tolerated. but im not wanted or the first choice or the favorite. that just makes me feel so profoundly alone, like i dont belong anywhere or is even allowed to breathe the same air as everyone else.

#frustrated sigh bc i tried expressing this in a way i felt unburdened by the thought #but i just cant find the right words #but smth like this #to never be anyone's first choice is just... makes me feel so unworthy and unimportant and unwanted #i know that like if a crazy situation happened and my mom had to choose one of us.. she wouldnt choose me #and i've never been the first choice among friends or in class or like anywhere #even strangers always rather choose someone else over me #im so repulsive and off putting clearly :')#and like psychologically it isnt that weird that i like daydream and fantasize abt being kidnapped #or idk... fucking the villain 💀 because.. idk it feels ridiculous to even dare to fantasize abt someone choosing me #but ... daydreaming abt being kidnapped bc someone wanted me so bad? 😦😦#idk idk!! 😭 i just feel so unloved and unwanted #and i get reminded of it when i go outside!! and even a stranger looks at me and is like yeah i'd rather run over that bitch !!!#like wow i really am worthless!!!! thanks #the fact that im begging the health care system for help and they just look at me indifferently... makes this all worse T-T

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