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laneofpennies · 1 year ago

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made a continuation to my ransom kenough edit because boimler is literally so allan-coded 2 me

#im so behind on work rn #lower decks #bradward boimler #allan #my edits #avoiding all other responsibilities to edit the Boims

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girlboyburger · 6 months ago

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hi i'm alive i'm just struggling my way to happiness & productivity

#but i swear i AM going to achieve it 💪💪💪💪💪 even if my main strssor rn is being so behind on work again 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪#comms comms comms #wheee #tomorrow is my bday but today is CRUNCH day im gonna spend 6 hours minimum @ work and then maybe more #this year im gonna get medicated for my adhd but so help me god in the meantime i am going to try with my whole heart to use schedules #and planners and reminders and focus apps and music to put myself in a no distractions cube #AH #RAUH #who needs addy when i can just smoke a bit of weed and ignore bodily functions for a few hours while i work #wweheeeeeeEW #my art #furry #oc: cow #fursona #cowmic #sortta #idunno. an update comic #bc i feel like ive been leaving everyone in the dark and it feels Bad #also sorry one last thing.#FUCK paypal. fuck paypal forever and ever.

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puppyeared · 3 months ago

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will they ever make a How Its Made episode on fursuits

#the grips of creativeprojects have their hold on me and im seriously debating whether i can pull it off #i wanna... i wanna make a cardboard magikarp costume for halloween..... i think i remember someone did smth similar #they made a ghastly costume and wore fishnets. sexy ghastly.. maybe its bc im fond of yuru kyara costume designs #i think i have the right equipment but ive never done smth like making a mask other than using a cardboard box.. so the sculpting #feels a little daunting #in the throes of fursona design hell rn so i should probably do that first. its probably a tiny dog with a 'true form' which is a really #big dog. like kerberos from ccs yk?? i always imagine myself as this tiny little thing but i always liked the idea of something bigger #hiding inside like a cicada skin. like some sort of angel in disguise.... except its this big terrifying creature (affectionate)#im also designing my brothers quackuza stickers rn though im so behind ive been working on this thing for months #yapping

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sparring-spirals · 11 months ago

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my dash: Bell's Hells are doing doppelganger trust exercises in the feywild for bonding purposes

me: oh???? :) my fools?

my dash: half of them wanted to use detect thoughts to get through it. they werent allowed to. but they were absolutely planning to do it.

me, with great affection: oh, my fools :') of course

my dash: They Handled This Less Than Optimally and were accusing each other suspiciously and randomly and using all kinds of strange tactics

me: my fools :'DDDDD of COURSE they did-

my dash: Even in an ACTIVE TRUST BUILDING EXERCISE with live doppelgangers, they were still grappling with their chronic Fuck With Each Other impulses

me with all the affection in the world: u fucking <3 bet <3 they would <3 maladjusted trainwrecks <3333333

#comforting to know that all of my instincts about how BH would handle a doppelganger trust exercises aligned wIth what they did. everything #im seeing feels right. trust exercise? detect thoughts time . what do you mean im not alllowed to is that NOT how trust works.#of COURSE i trust u. my trust is dependent on very specific things that are kind of indistinguishable from my distrust of u. thats normal #and good even.#hey this is an important exercise to build trust. however it would be SOOOO funny if i fucked with u rn so... hmm.....#anyway. maladjusted. im sure im missing plenty of details but this was fun to catch up on everyone keep up ur posts theyre great #critical role #cr spoilers #c3e80 #?#bell's hells #shitpost #still alive! just tremendously behind and busy! but glad good and fun things are happening in campaign still lmao

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fortheloveofexy · 1 year ago

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stepping away for a while. fics are on indefinite hiatus until i come back. queue will run for a while til it's out.

bye.

#sorry yall #im just too worn thin and too burnt out to be here rn #this week has been Hard and im really struggling #and frankly im sick of fandom bullshit #sick of feeling like i cant say or post anything without being eaten alive #sick of getting random hate from people #sick of being mocked behind my back #sick of rude comments and messages and assholes arguing under my posts #I am so fucking Tired #and i just dont have it in me to keep posting and working on things when its like this #its just not fucking worth it

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supermaks · 4 months ago

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Kit do you not rep Charles anymore 😭

Of course I do he’s prime I just need a break from his team and that fucking dog

#ask #binottos gone. his bones are gone. sainz on his way out. the evil has been DEFEATED #we did it. we found everything that was wrong wid Ferrari and put it in a box and sent it far far away where it cant hurt us anymore #finally a clean slate for elkann and a blank cheque for vasseur to rebuild il cavallino the way enzo wanted. pure italian excellence #and a semi italian boy to lead it all. vasseur FINALLY recognizes leclercs potential as n1 and turns him into the central piece of a new er #they get him hamilton. biggest media event in f1 history #a proven winner. an upgrade in every way. bigger than ferrari? that wont be a question he'll need to answer #binotto is bones. f1-75 is dust. next year sainz will be nothing but a bad memory and the rusting crux of all their PAST problems #this is vasseurs vision now. his holy plan. his sf-24. his personnel. wid elkanns blessings and his deep. deep pockets.#2 years later. the monster's gone. vasseur is here.#and what has vasseur done?#the garages remain the same. no big poaches from rivals. nothing to prepare for hamiltons arrival.#maranello follows a dev path that comes from the same wind tunnel as haas. haas' data correlates. their upgrades work. ferrari's dont.#last 2 upgrades failed because the very concept of the car was wrong. 2 months behind at least.#((took merc almost 2 and a half years to deal wid the damage of an incorrect baseline and correct course))#ferrari came into the triple header 2nd in the standings and left wid 50 points TOTAL. baby mclarens-first-wcc run behind by 7 #out of those 50 points none was sharls #sharl has scored 1 point in 4 fucking races #vasseur's ferrari has turned a generational qualifier into a kid whose idea of making pole is running experiments in q3 #because who cares anyway if the car is setup for races except it aint setup for that shit either #so quali has to work ((it doesnt)) sunday has to be flawless ((never is)) but to point fingers is a worse crime than this approach to gp's #last gp. silverstone. as representative as it gets. sharl fails to make q3 #bouncing around in a setup that hadnt been previously tested on either fp but wud surely make it worth their sunday #sunday: sharl gets lapped #ik sharl better than this #but idk what im looking at rn #I ignored the influencer milestone special helmet because I expected a performance that wud make me forget it #I need him to be a racing driver #he says 'he cant find the words anymore' bro I rlly need him to find them #I'll always ALWAYS root for sharl but to keep it 💯 idk what I'm rooting for anymore

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explodingstarlight · 2 years ago

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BEHOLD !!

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puhpandas · 24 days ago

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as someone who isnt super excited for sotm for certain reasons I am really glad that like. it's clear that since ruin theyve been setting up for carnival and sotm IS carnival. so now that carnival is finally coming out, afterwards theyll be moving on to other plotlines since the main villain stuff is sorted out

I'm just rlly happy to finally see a clear direction for how the story is gonna be playing out with like "okay these games were leading up to this so after this will be open possibilites" instead of like. absolutely no info about each upcoming game and being left guessing before it releases and just having to wait and see what's in it and if anything you're looking forward to will be in it

it feels like they have a plan and a solid direction for what they're trying to do and after carnival releases thatll be all that buildup coming to fruition. & we already know from the Scott interview that theres another release 'beyond sotm' that's 'super exciting' so maybe thatll be focusing on another big currently untouched (which is basically all of them) plotline, or even the big campaign game that dawko has been calling security breach 2

#even if i dislike how theyve been handling this whole mimic cassies dad factory mapbot bonnie bully stuff #the past like 2 releases 3 after sotm #after watching johns theory video it really does feel like stuff was more purposeful with thought put into it when u plug in cassies dad #even if the plot of him being behind mxes and trapping mimic is pushing other more important characters aside #its probably what happened and accepting that makes the story at least seem more thought out #it did make me feel better about it bc like. it at least feels like theyre cooking #like what theyre working on DOES have a direction and a plan and it isnt just random stuff like how it felt when hw2 came out #i might still think that the stuff theyve been doing the past few releases is boring af and uninteresting #compared to earlier concepts like focusing on vanny and the possession aspects and sentient glamrocks #(we could see more of it with freddy if theyd let him come back ever)#but like. at least it has thought put into it and feels like theyre actually trying to set shit up for something #like sotm is an ORIGIN #the tagline was 'sometimes you have to understand the past to see the future'#at the end of the day sotm is a setup for a campaign thatll take place in present day anf #even if its taking ten thousand years to get there im excited for it #aka its taken a long time to tell this story setup of cassies dad and mimic and shit and it might be boring for some people #(me)#but at the end of the day its meant to be setup explaining the past of why mimic exists (even if that's already in tbe books)#so after we 'understand' it we can get back to present day #and focus on its current victims vanessa gregory cassie etc #cassies dad is 100% dead if hw2s protag is him so he woukdnt be relevant anymore. just another character thing to serve cassie #im just saying like after sotm its wide open for getting back to the plot #and i think its actually right to say that bc like all of this has been setup. if hw2 protag is cassies dad its a prequel to ruin #so rn ruin is the most recent game in the timeline. meaning the next game that takes place in current tjme will focus on the current mains #Gregory cassie vanessa #sorry for fnaf plot posting again ive been thinking about it a lot the past few days #thought id balance some negative ive posted with a positive since im feeling better about it myself :)#one day we're gonna be so back and its gonna be great #its just gonna be a long annoying wait lmao #thoughts

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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I'm frightened of you knowing who I am but, could you possibly give me your frank frankly theories pretty please idc if you only have like 2.1 I want them regardless of how many you have.

mayhaps?

ah man i wish i had some to give! i think all of my Frank theories (at present) are tied into other theory posts! he simply doesn't have a lot to chew on yet

#unlike say - wally or eddie - he doesn't have a lot of incriminating information #there's a bunch of little puzzle pieces:#the multiple hims in their house on the map / not having a backstory in his bio / im sure theres more but i cant recall it rn #but the little things we have so far are - imo - so disconnected thats it like. man idk what to do with these yet #i can very lightly speculate that he'll probably play a big role in 'looking behind the curtain' as it were #just since he's the serious Knowledge Guy #and i can imagine that out of everyone he's most likely to pursue the truth if he starts to Notice that things arent what they seem #i also imagine that that miiiiight clash with wally?#cause if frank goes 'holy shit none of this is real' its also likely that he might try to tear down the illusion / something similar #meanwhile wally seems deadset on Restoring the neighborhood and keeping things the same #could be conflict there! wait does that count as a theory? i may have lied to you #sorry my thought process works best when rambling - constant stream of thought can knock new things loose up there yk yk #rambles from the bog #homebogging #wh speculation #and dont even worry about it - i dont even know who i am! i know no one and nothing and everything is a nebulous void!

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schizowitchic · 18 days ago

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uni reading vs. jjk fanfic....

#jjk #full confession i reached the shibuya arc and got scared #so ive just been rewatching first season subbed instead of dubbed #and just like w live action #i vastly prefer subbed bc then the audio matches the movements of the characters lips #also the translation is better . i mean i dont know much japanese #but it feels more accurate at least #and subbed actually translates when japanese text comes on screen #whereas with dubbed i was having to pull out google lens translator and pause the show #i also started watching demon slayer instead of continuing the shibuya arc #im super behind on uni work #i just am too focused on jjk rn!! leave me alone professors!!

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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Shino raising his dead friends and friend's dog from the dead with the power of bugs as one friend's cousin watches [not clickbait]

#speculation nation #fanny watches naruto #bugs ment/#this mini arc is fucking wild actually what the fuck is going on #i am VERY definitely past everything ive seen before. both anime and manga.#which means this is all new. and i dont know whats going on hdskhfks #ino holding hands with shikamaru and choji (and making them hold hands) was really cute tho🥺🥺🥺#for circulating their chakra to keep them alive etc etc anyways those are her BOYS!!!!!! shes working so hard to keep them alive!!!!!!!!!#and then shino using his bugs to circulate the chakra of. two guys and a dog.#i love the focus being placed on him rn bc hes so rarely focused on. but also. it *is* kind of funny #i think it's akamaru. the dog. plus the bugs. hes literally just putting bugs on them so they'll move the chakra around #and doing it in the most Raising The Dead pose possible hflshfks god it's so funny #anyways genuinely why is kabuto going to such lengths to kill these four (plus a dog)#like hes got this whole plot hes committed 4 of his pawns to this. just sucking their souls outta their body bc Huh??#like ok shikamaru is a master tactician. i get him. and neji is a powerful jonin.#and choji is very strong Especially in conjunction with ino and shikamaru #that good old ino-shika-cho combo. you know.#then theres kiba and like kiba's strong but like. not all that special in the army??? like sorry kiba not to be mean #but like hes just a chunin. no special combos or insane intellect to set him apart.#he's a front liner. a good one! but ykno. not all that special in the army. sorry kiba.#the true answer for why these 4 (5 with the dog lol) were brought togegher for this #was for reminiscing about their failed sasuke retrieval arc. by the narrative.#but Also they have those same sound ninja 4 theyre up against. maybe those guys wanted to nab them bc of the grudge #and kabuto was just like 'sure yeah it wouldnt hurt to kill the nara and the hyuga'#actually im just now remembering his ninja info cards. freakish data collection on fucking everyone #and now here he is having grave robbed all over the goddamn place and prepped all the bodies with their weapons and what have you #taking the time to send these reanimated bodies towards their prior loved ones to take advantage of the personal turmoil #bro it's a fucking battlefield what??? how are you sending everyone to such specific people like that.#and then anko's just passed out behind him. she hasnt even been to the village since the pain attack. she is getting shelved SO bad #anyways kabuto's a little freak and i continue to hate him. grave robbing shithead.

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grayfeather · 2 months ago

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Being so lonely you start lowkey hating your own sexuality

#like is this how my life is going to be forever bcuz im aroace?#like obviously not things will not continue this way in perpetuity but it sure fucking feels like it will #and even if things get better who's to say that i wont be left behind bcuz obviously someone's significant other should be more important #its just a lot and i try not to let it bother me but i feel like this is such a stupid thing to get so worked up over #but i dont really have any aroace friends #its easy to be okay with being aroace when you're surrounded by friends but it just feel like ive got no one rn

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hydatiid · 1 year ago

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oh was 1 yr on T a couple days ago but almost forgot cause i be Working so much god

#its been awesome! slow but.#not sure if its like that cause of uhhh. the type im getting but whatever #also fucking forgot to pay my deposit to secure my psychiatrist appointment so. not getting that anymore fuuuuck #<- getting tested for adhd.#<- forgets to pay.#the misery.....#i work like 6 days in a row a lot at the moment at its fun but wauughhghhh #forgot to take my tenner at work again today too..#BUT i love money so. its fine #but am also falling behind in my study for vet nursing.#ahhhhhhhhh. this is me just having an excuse to not be studying rn actually. i wanna play rdr2

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gemkun · 8 months ago

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my sick fic loving ass wondering who would take care of veritas before realising he probably self - medicates and doesn’t allow anyone to see him in his moments of weakness

#* ✦ 𝐈. ❮ ooc ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐈𝐕. ❮ isms ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐕𝐈. ❮ muses ❯ ⸻ ❝ 「 veritas ratio 」#im fighting my internet rn #just hear him sneezing behind the alabaster actually #no but he probably just locks himself away for a day and curses his fragility #after working so hard on his body he’s still susceptible #okay this is how i cope while im unwell

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ghostboyhood · 2 days ago

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i havent felt like myself in days ugh

#i did at my show on saturday #but #im isolating again #i only have the energy to talk to two people rn #other than that its hard to respond to anyone else #i need to start making money doing commisions #im gonna be working in a drawing for a zine #im falling behind on work #i just #ugh idk #im hopefully going to a free show on the 24th though so im really fucking excited #i wanna feel okay #ghost talks

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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months ago

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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought #i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy #its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere #bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like #normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes #possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my #reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it #i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything #in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place #i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass #i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired #god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or #read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill #so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating #its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage #bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn #unrelated

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