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Teehee guyssss sneak peak at Callisto ref :)
Listen u dont have the brainrot, BUT I DO. And its intense, He’s snake based (Sidewinder and Cobra) and he dates Risk! U probably know that name as that oc belongs to my partner @timeworncalamity
Ur going to be seeing actual art of these two so much actually cause i have a ton already sketched LMAO I just need to crack down and finish his refs
Ive just been aching to show WIPS of him cause AAUGHGHHH IM OBSESSED.
#art#my art#my character#Callisto#oc: callisto#volites#Abidance#sketch#wip#Embers Crackling#i have like a whole comic sketched lmao#and im like planning on drawing like whole ass narrative screenshots of them too im#holy shit#honestly at this point Abidance is like truly my fucking passion project#im so attached to every oc in there#like crazily so
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making a fankid but shaking my head the entire time so people know i'm against the societal belief that everyone's goal and only purpose in life should be to have kids and form a family
#i snapped and made a rock kandi fankid#she was meant to be a one off design to cheer me up and give me something to do#but i made her too cute. now im attached#her name is lacey :) princess lacey at that#idk what im going to do to be able to fit her in my thing. rock kandi or just a kirby kid in general was Never meant to be a thing#that guy's an adult in my oc timeline. and he does fuck all all day as he always has. it's a part of his bit that he's not anyone important#outside of being the hero of popstar of course. he's not a knight or a king/prince. he's not even an adventurer. he likes his planet#and wouldn't want to be too far from it so the idea of being an explorer doesn't appeal to him.#at the end of every adventure he always returns to popstar because popstar's his home#he likes just being a normal guy who just saves the world from time to time. he likes fishing and eating and sleeping#and making friends and juggling children. it's just what he does all day. he loves it.#he's always been happy with simplicity and living in the moment no matter how boring that moment is#and i fear that this would accidentally lent itself to a like. kind of a deadbeat dad?? or take away too much of his carefree bum-ness#technically this is ribbon's and fluff's spawn since kirby can't have kids. so maybe i'll just make the world's first kirbyless rock kandi#whatever you'd call that. Fluffbon?#they all live in different places so i always figured it'd be kind of impossible for it too work out in the long run??#or it wouldn't be That serious. not serious enough for a lacey#which is why i didn't make it canon to my AU and shit and only enjoy it at a distance slash in like a vacuum#so I don't knowww i don't knowww but i'll figure it out i guess#text post
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I'm actually so obsessed with him it's not even funny if i'm not listening to a TikTok or music directly related to him I can't focus free me free me
This is @/cherubpuppet's OC for a object show [au? pitch? wip show? How do I categorize this] and I've been destroyed by the fact that ruler art is infinitely superior [and 10x longer] and i don't have a good enough grasp on lip gloss's personality to make fanfiction so I am frozen in "want make fanart but fanart takes effort :["
#also object shows are the new mlp community change my mind /ref#from what ive seen a very large part of the community is centered around death/gore or mature topics? it reminds me of the mlp infection au#that and smile hd and everybody keeps saying object shiws are kids shows - if kids are making this stuff then good for them /gen#every fandom has its toxic/proship/18+ side obviously but from my pov gen alpha needed something they coudl handle age appropriate extremes#with - its just alot harder to make compelling emotional angst/gore with newer ultra sanitized shows or w/ mascot horror#and like thats a whole nother tooic but its obvious to me younger kids have flocked to mascot horror so harshly because average kids tv is#much more afraid of tackling any big topics to the point that the ones that DO [bluey] immediately are pushed into front and center#but i mean i also rewatched a few episodes of the shows i grew up with and ngl i think we need shit like ren and stimpy and invader zim#i hate ren and stimpy and i didnt grow up with zim but i grew up with pbs kids shit and that shit looking back was hella boring i never#cared for any of the tv shows i saw aside from elmos world and even then i was hoping that something gorey would happen. at like 5 yrs old#im rambling anyway im not sure if im actually going to get into the os communitg but i AM horribly attached to tape to the point that its#maybe possibly becoming harmful to my mental health so im gonna stick around for him for like months#just know that if im not posting anything its because im obsessed with this guy#oh also DID/MALE SA REP LETS FUCKIN GOOO#I LOVE PSYCHOLOGY AND IVE HAD LIKE 4 FRIENDS WITH DID/OSDD I NEED MORE POSITIVE REP OF STIGMATIZED/COMPLEX DISORDERS !!!!!#art#tape dispenser#search for smos#talk talks#EDIT NO. NO DONT SAY IM THE ONLY PERSON ON TUMBLR WHO HAS USED THE SMOS TAG NO. OH MY GOD#PLEASE BEING OBSESSED WITH SOMEONE ELSES OC IS SO GARD DONT LEAVE ME ALONE DO I NEED TO BUILD THIS FANDOM FROM THE GROUND UP??? NOO
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The feeling when you want to make your own fantasy world and you've tried so hard you've gotten to the point where you have no idea what you want
#galaxy rambles#im genuinely stuck asf rn#i want a fantasy world with dragons#but do I include the humans?#i want to because Galaxy's whole thing is being a Dragonshifter#but at the same time I'm having the worst time trying to connect to human OCs#and develop the human culture because there's nothing keeping me interested#but at the same time idk what I want because no matter what I think of it doesn't work#so im stuck in this “i dont know wtf i want” state because im not getting attached to ANYTHING#no matter how many things I add into it that I like#which has been my problem with fantasy worlds since the beginning#EVERY. ONE. I. MAKE.#no matter how interesting or complex I try and make it I lose attachment#writers please help me- 😭#maybe im too self aware#writer asks#writer problems#writers on tumblr#writers#worldbuilding#worldbuilding help#why is it so easy to get connected to everyone else's human characters#but when I do it I can't get anything#?????
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you are so normal about them, perfectly normal! not me tho.🤚 i'm reloading and clicking and tapping on them for the fifty third time in a row just to hear all of their possible dialogue options and then another ten simply to listen to their voice. as a treat
#me in every vg ever but now it's bg3 brainrot specifically 💀 VAs did outstanding jobs and im just constantly pestering my party 🙈😹#but since i've only picked up astarion yesterday (and had to restart completely🤦♀️) it's just all him now atm and 😳😳😳😳😳#baldur's gate 3#dragon age#i havent gotten far yet tho i was only lvl 3 before i had to restart so there's a lot ahead 😻#also i got attached to my oc too and it's a new feeling completely for me 😳
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Well.. he tried
#Bro my life feels so empty without the comic rn#im so used to looking at them every day like bro i created them as a joke now im too attached to them#murder drones oc#murder drones
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The worst part of being a sole creator of my critters and projects is doubting every time i redesign some of them and find that the new design doesnt match any more old artworks and even art trades... 💥
#windy squeals#then people ask me why i dont do more comics or illustrations for my projects and ocs#guess what? i live changing them every 3-5 years LMAO#it extra hurts with ocs peeps got attached to or know me thanks to them#i feel like im in debt with them by keeping the character as is BUT#i know thats not a though that makes good to myself#or that peeps will still care for my creations no matter the changes#why is so hard to being a sole creator of my stuff ugh
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the three lovers
#kevin moore oc#larry daniels oc#grace oc#the running theme is that larry definitely has a type and then denies it. it's people who look like him every time#kev is her ex landlord and grace is someone she just fights perpetually like it's a hobby of theirs. lover-like#grace is usually a little more relaxed and grungy-dressed but there are a lot of scenes where she and larry meet in a party-like setting#kevin is so bland it's insane. larry'd never get into something long-term with him but they like him so mucchh he's nice to them. sometimes#larry's the kinda guy to see the meanest foulest person and ask 'is anybody gonna fuck that' and not wait for an answer#'is anybody gonna get emotionally attached to that weird antisocial freak who fights for fun'#'is anybody gonna form another codependent connection that lacks affection but is so carnal it's maddening'#they hate eachother. they can't stop reaching out to eachother. they rather they never met. they see eachother in people's faces passing by.#every time i go crazy about my ocs and every time it's just me im Sick and Tired!!!!! i need them#my art#my oc
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There's smth rly fun abt having stories based off of dreams because you just have a bunch of dream based worldbuilding that you just sorta have to work with now. Like oh a ring of infinite dragons run through the earth eternally consuming eachother? Guess I have to explain that now. Also that's sick as hell why didn't I think of that while awake
#rat rambles#oc posting#that damn dream story has captivated me deeply every since Ive had it even if I havent rly done much with it#I have been brainstorming some stuff relating the worldbuilding today tho#mostly what the actual deals of two main characters are#aka grim and the unnamed doggy#because Ive taken stabs at explaining them a couple times but have never rly landed on anything I rly care for#and theyre like The reason this dream stuck with me so hard so that is important#long story short theyre both god created beings that have been in a eternal brawl for what for them has been about 5 years for them#externally its been much much longer since anytime one of them successfully defeats the other they both go dormant for abt 50 years#they dont feel any of that bonus time tho so for them theyve been at this for ages with little to no break#grim usually wins since she was specifically trained to be the victor of the two everytime#but she isnt guaranteed a win by any means and has lost at least once#she likes to not think abt those times tho and pretend they never happened because if she acknowledged them then shed have to think through#the implications of that and she does not have the emotional or mental stability to be able to handle that#shes like. 16 to be clear.#the dog is about 21 or so Id say? Im still figuring things out so idk for sure yet#the basic premise of the story is that after so long of fighting they've both been gradually getting weaker and more exhausted each time#and after one iteration where they were both fighting high in the sky the two in the next iteration find themselves fallen very far apart#grim spends the story trying to find the dog and accidentally getting adopted along the way#and the dog ends up allowing some children to take them home so they can hide and recover and they end up getting attached#it's mostly just abt the two learning to exist as individuals and not weapons and finally beginning to process the trauma this whole cycle#has left them with and eventually breaking the cycle and chosing to stay with their respective new families#this was all stuff that was actually like in the dream which is why it stuck with me so hard but also that dream was mean to me for#dropping all of that and only giving one character a name. god.#tbf its kind of made up for by it being in like the coolest scene in the dream since it was grim naming herself that while talking to the#dog at the end since she had been referred to as a grim reaper or as just a reaper in the dream before that point so it was like a moment#of defiance and also claiming an identity for herself that wasnt just her title#shes a silly billy she also has a scythe that can shoot lasers
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For Alina with the OC emoji ask: 🥞pancake, 🌙 moon, 🕷️ spider, and ☁️cloud! Sorry if this is too many :'D
It's never too many, thank youuu!
(OC Emoji Asks)
🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?
Mostly it's just... simple stuff.
Alina grew up Rich so breakfasts were often over the top; big spreads or something too-expensive from a restaurant.
Making something at home with one of her parents was always just... better. Even if her father can't cook to save his life and her mother is basically in the same boat, simple always just tasted nicer. Maybe it was just the companionship.
(Her favourite is french toast and various fruit. It's what she makes for Wynn whenever he comes back from the Circus. As much as she can go and visit literally whenever, him being home is like putting the last piece into a puzzle. She's not complete without the little guy.)
🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?
Honestly, she just wants this war over with. She wants Pandoria free, she wants her foal to grow up in his home instead of in hers.
I guess, more broadly, her wish is that those she considers her family are happy and safe.
How far is she willing to go? I'm not totally sure. Alina's already squashed down her own comfort and fears and crawled back to people who hurt her in the hopes that it will give her any kind of power - that it will give her a chance to help. Pretty far, I think.
🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?
She's scared of being betrayed and abandoned. It keeps happening, and at this point the poor girl is a ball of anxiety, wondering who's going to leave next.
On a shallower note, she also cried once when there was a spider blocking the doorway of her bedroom.
☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon
She sleeps in her stable sometimes just to be closer to her horses. It's comfortable for exactly nobody- They have to be careful not to roll over onto or step on her, she's getting stabbed everywhere by straw.
But they're together.
(Is this dangerous and unrealistic? Yes! But you'll never stop me from thinking about my babygirl curled up with one of her besties.)
#answered this without posting anything about wynn EVER so nobody knows what the hell im talking about 😭#The short version is that Alina took Wynn's orphaned baby self out of Pandoria and brought him home > Ydris showed up to yell at her for#'kidnapping a Pandorian child' > She said “Ok well you can have him then” and he was like “Wait no”> She made Ydris teach Wynn Jorvegian an#Wynn got REALLY attached to him. So now Wynn lives at the Circus part-time and she misses him every second he's there.#Did that explain anything? No? Well. my bad#sso oc#ask game#alina#wynn#tagging him because i decided to dump his life story in the tags for some reason instead of actually making a post#im so good at tumblr
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Me and my (new) oc lol
You havent meet him yet but you'll see him soon
New tag game! Use this picrew to make yourself, and your current blorbo
(Mine is Maude Flanders, surprise surprise)
No reassure tags @krispyy-lotol @ablatheringblatherskite @justarandombrit @or-not-2b---i-dont-know @spaghettiwithnachos13 @excusemewotdidyousaytome @literary-lesbian @ginevralinton @nocturnal-cryptid @spineless-lobster @sitdownfeargalyounerd @ticcywhaleshark @ineffablelunatic @blue-eyed-giant and anyone else who would like to :)
#I'm already so fond of him#like i create one (1) oc every 5 years#weird brain#but im really attached to them#he's coming soon#oc#tag game#my boi
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not me coming up with a new oc after artfight has already started 🤦🤦🤦🤦
#been playing in my new minceaft world and the story brain has been working in overdrive#also i want c!ghost to be able to rest so i wrote them an ending. bittersweet. i think abt mc ghost soooo much still.#every day i wish i got 2 finish that story#its fine i will eventually#anyway. new charavter. also a minecraft story but like. with a touch of midnight mass <3 and lovecore.#i dont think im.gonna actually make her a profile yet bc . i have not drawn her yet and i dont think i will before the event is over so.#i will simply save her for next year#REALLY wanted to do something with belvedere bc i kinda. stopped writing that for ghist but i still loooove the idea#so. new character is going 2 live in the city hundreds of years after ghosts story ends and theyve passed on#the town kind of falls into ruin after ghost leaves bc it doesnt rlly have a protector anymore (<< the dragon dies. havent decided how yet)#so by the time this new character gets to it its just like. scraps of what it used to be#and so she rebuilds it. but with... evil intentions <3#well not evil. she is rlly cheery and nice and happy and gets attached to the villagers but also.#beware. she is fucked up <3#her name is reverend valentine btw. im in love w that name it sounds sooooo cool#its a little edgy and a bit on the nose but also. i do not care this is a minecraft oc#valentine tag#<< new tag :]#incorporating church imagery but in the gay depressed way. in the my chemical romance midnight mass wolfwood type of way#because i have a lot of feelinfs about that but no outlet for it so. bam. minecrarft oc#anyway#going 2 go thru the backlog and add her tag to some more post so. hellyeah
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It’s bullying Cairo hours. His name and hair remain unchanged since I birthed him in 7th grade ♥️ cringe ♥️
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truth or dare
pairing: hellokittylover/coquette!oc x boxer!jk
genre: angst, fluff
‧₊˚🎧⊹♡— are you playing? truth or dare
synopsis: rumor has it that jungkook is entertaining other girl(s)
word count: 3.3k
warnings: angsty, oc got: attachment issues, daddy issues [like the author], etc. oc is also kinda dumb (and broken) but she’s figuring shit out, lowkey she’s that bitch, jealous!oc, side characters were kinda introduced, mention of jk making out w/ another girl, jk’s character is complex: one sec he’s a playboy and another sec he’s down bad for oc?, open ending, unedited
a/n: this took place when jk and oc were in 2 month situationship and still getting to know one another! so their boundary wasn’t clear..
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Everything seems to be a dream as soon as you wake up on another glorious day.
you’ve never felt so energized like this before. it’s a little strange to say but, you even feel like you’ve been reborn for some unknown reason. maybe today is going to be a good day for you.
well let’s see.. you’re off from work plus you basically got nothing to do other than clean your room a little for a little bit and to just chill around!
one of the first things you do as soon as you wake up is stare at your phone, particularly to see if jungkook has sent you a message yet as he always never fails to not. a simple yet sweet “good morning pretty :)” and “did my baby girl sleep well?” can add a bright color to your day. it shows that he cares and that he’s thinking about you too.
the anticipated message from your comfort person unexpectedly did not pop out in your notification. it kind of threw you off. jungkook never misses sending you at least one message, precisely at 8:30 every morning. even in the mornings where he had a boxing match the night before. today is indeed such a strange day.
you’re in no position to be sad just because he didn’t message you. in fact, you’re not, you’re just surprised, or so you think. at the same time, you shouldn’t be in shock owing to the fact that there’s no label between you and jungkook. indeed there’s something going on with you and him, whatever that would be except for being girlfriend and boyfriend.
you often ask yourself where you two stand. for you, it’s indistinct to identify what you are to him. all you know is that he is someone special to you. jungkook makes you feel like you’re the prettiest girl in the whole universe every time he’s around you. it’s the way he articulates his words when speaking to you. you can’t explain it.
you’re more than aware that you’re growing emotional attachment to him. getting used to his affection and now that you didn’t receive a message from him to start off your day, it dismays you. although you’re not sure if there's a hidden motive beyond those gut feeling, you choose to ignore it and start typing on your keyboard.
good morning my ggukie!!
r u free today?? kinda wanna hang out with you >o<
delivered | 9:01 am
since you didn’t establish any kind of plan that you’ll be doing today, you’re thinking of inviting him over. you have lots of things to show him, things you purchased when you went shopping with your best friend who also happens to lives next door, Yun-jin
speaking of her before you even forget, you have to call and ask her how her night went from clubbing last night. she initially invited and forced you to go. but your thousands of homeworks and seventy other things on your checklist didn’t permit you to go. partying is always fun, especially with her, but you have to stay focused on your priorities.
you find her inbox off your message app, the first thing you saw was her latest message from this morning
im aliveeeeeeebwwkwwjhskw
sent at 3:33 am
it made you chuckle lightly. she’s completely wasted. there’s no point of calling her as she’s probably still down. so, you decided to pull up to her apartment, bring a few painkillers with you. you’ll bet seven grand that her hangover is going to be so bad.
opening the door using the key she gave you, you spot her laying on the cream and fluffy rug in her cozy white themed living room. you quickly make your way towards her.
“yunny wake up” you said, gently rubbing her back. “i brought you some painkillers, take them quickly” handling her a couple of pain relievers.
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you’re currently searching for breakfast in her mini fridge, something yun-jin can eat so she’ll feel better. your poor friend is a complete mess as she lazily walks toward the counter in front of you.
“last night was so fun, you should’ve come,” she murmurs, hopping on the bar stool as she watches you cook her breakfast. “Jaeyun won’t stop asking me about you.”
oh you almost forget about him. Jaeyun is Yun-jin’s childhood friend who has a huge interest in you. well that’s what Yun-jin has told you, but you swore to her that you won’t tell him that you know. back in your senior year of high school, you mostly have the same classes as him. oftentimes you two hang out and study together in a local cafe. you enjoy his company a lot, but only as friends. just when you and Jungkook started talking, your friendship with Jaeyun unintentionally grew apart. you lowkey miss hanging out with him. anyways, you take a mental note to check up on him later.
yun-jin tells you more about what you’ve missed. most of them are about the hot guys that she encountered in the night club. that’s not new to you because she’s always out there looking out for hotties.
“oh i forgot to tell you, you remember Blythe? she’s wildin’ last night too” of course, how could you forget about the girl who spreads malicious rumors about you? you genuinely don’t know what’s up with her as she constantly talks shit about you though you never know her personally. to you, she’s just a friend of a friend and some type of hater. indeed, it’s a one- sided beef. she is also known for making out with multiple guys and god knows what at every party she’s in.
“my god, who was her target last night??” you interestedly asked. you and yun-jin have a silly habit of keeping track of her targets. you two soon discover that she goes for the basketball players and athletic guys in general.
“I don't think we’ve seen the guy in a club before but I’ve heard he does underground boxing.” she said as her eyes glanced to her left, trying to recollect her memory. Jungkook might be familiar with the mysterious man. he could be either in his circle or one of his opponents.
you just hum, you expected she’ll go for another basketball player. you guess she’s trying something new.
“but girl, let me tell you. the boxer guy looked so drunk and she was dry humping on him like a damn get a fucking room bro” she adds more details on the tea, while pretending to cry as she covers her eyes.
“wait was the guy totally intoxicated ?” you ask as cracking the eggs on the hot pan.
“No, he was still responding back to her, running his hands around her body and stuff.” you’re glad you didn’t see that yourself, or else you’ll cringe. your friend giving you a summary of how the night went is enough. still, it’s entertaining. for a while.
“let me see if she posted something on her IG” yun-jin utters, pulling out her phone from her pocket.
she taps on her screen multiple times, and finally she finds a story that the girl posted. “look, she posted this”
and with that, yun-jin faces the phone your way. you take a glance on her screen, showing you a low exposure photo of the girl sitting on the uknown guy’s lap. her face is showing while his face wasn't captured. the blurry image seems normal. until your eyes examine the familiar tatted arm that’s wrapped around the girl’s torso. you swear you’ve seen those tattoos before. it takes you a while to recognize the ink into the deep layer of their skin.
then it hits you— those not-so-foreign tattoos belong to jungkook, your jungkook.
oh. your heart suddenly drops.
your eyes lock with the phone screen surface longer than the usual, by which makes your friend frown.
“hey, what’s wrong?” Yun-jin concernedly ask
maybe that’s why he hasn’t texted you yet. maybe he slept wit—
“y/n? you ok?” your friend calls for you again, interrupting your thoughts, though they didn’t fully vanish.
shifting your eyes to her, you blink rapidly “yeah, i’m completely ok,” swallowing your lies away. you can feel your eyes watering, and you don't want your friend to see you break down.
after cooking her breakfast, you decided to head back. “I forgot that I have something to do, I’ll go now” you rapidly put your shoes on
‘she’s not eating this breakfast with me?’ Yun-jin thinks as she watches you leave her apartment.
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As soon as you get back to your apartment, you walk towards your bedroom. immediately, you throw yourself on the bed.
“I’m so stupid” you groan as you kick the baby pink multi layer bedsheets on your bed.
and once again, you can’t explain this bothersome feeling. anger? feeling betrayed? jealousy? sadness? all of the above?
you can’t understand. no, you’re trying to understand in the midst of confusion.
you really like him, you really do. and he says he likes you too. he even confessed his feelings to you first! since then, it was safe to assume that you two will establish a label soon. you were so sure of it, until now.
how.. how come he’s with another woman?
the more you think about, the more you feel the sting in your heart. the unpleasant emotion is spreading inside your system, it’s urging you to throw up. you find yourself removing dead skin out of your cuticle using your thumbnail, a habit which you only do to relieve anxiety.
you have so many questions that need to be answered. were the feelings he felt about you real? or was he just playing you? or did he just forget that you exist in his life last night? or did he just lose interest in you? these questions bring out your inner conflicts. so many questions you’re afraid to know the real answers of.
just before the skin next to your cuticle bleeds, your focus shifts to the triple loud ping coming from your phone. Of course, those messages belong to the one person who you least likely want to face right now.
morning pretty
sorry just woke up, having a severe hangover rn
still down to hang out? I can pull up a little later
sent at 11:59 am
his text confirms your suspicion, proving that he was drinking heavily last night. you can’t stand seeing him today. you will just cancel your initial plan and make up some lame excuse.
nvm, we can just hang out another time.
no, erase that. you’ll avoid him from now on, there won’t be another time!
nvm, I feel sick. please don’t come over.
seen at 12:00 pm
my poor baby, i’ll take care of u
sent | 12:01 pm
no need, thanks tho
delivered | 12:01 pm
not being in the mood to keep talking to him, you send the last message before putting your phone on ‘do not disturb’ mode. leaving jungkook’s messages unseen
considering that your day has been ruined, you choose to shut down the world and take a long nap.
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on the other hand, jungkook definitely notices how cold you turned out to be. maybe it's the time of the month for you. thus, today his mission is to grab things you typically crave for: brown sugar milk tea, some sweet pastries from your favorite bakery shop, and finally, the icing to add on top, a bouquet of white roses.
jungkook usually pampers you with a bunch of food and affection. that’s why he pays attention and takes mental notes (or even notes on his phone) of tiny details about you. it satisfies him to see you all spoiled.
that’s the reason why he jumps out of his messy bed and initiates to get ready. starting off his usual morning routine by taking a cold shower. not much time after, he applies his skincare.
Jungkook hears loud chatters of two men talking from his living room as he walks out of his bedroom. he opens the door and perceives his hyungs chilling by his couch.
“yah jungkook, that chick you brought from last night was way out of control” Jimin complains as soon as jungkook enters the living room.
“yeah kook, kicking her out at 3 in the morning wasn’t a good idea. she’s loud as hell and I had to deal with one of your neighbors' complaints again” Taehyung, who was their designated driver, added annoyingly.
“whose chick?” jungkook confusedly asks.
“yours” both of his hyungs exclaim in unison, which the youngest responds with a shrug.
to be honest, Jungkook doesn’t remember shit from last night. he can recollect some memories, but not a whole bunch. drinks. yes, he drank a lot. there was this girl he randomly made out with, however he can’t remember her name or what she looks like. not that she’s relevant to him anyways.
jungkook chooses to not care about the insignificance, he could spend his time better than that. and by the word better, he spends time thinking about you.
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the constant sound from your doorbell that’s been ringing for who-knows-how-long wakes you up from your wonderful nap.
you gently rubbing your eyes, then you tap the screen of your cellular to see the time; 3:59 pm.
shit, how long were you out for? no idea. you look at your window and see the raindrops rolling down the glass. it was just sunny before you drifted to sleep a few hours ago.
down below to your screen, you notice jungkook messages and a few missed calls from earlier and just now.
7 missed calls from 🐰
55 mins ago
I’ll stay for the night so I can take care of you
delivered | 12:03 pm
just grabbing few things for my baby and I’ll be there soon.
delivered | 12:30 pm
it’s raining heavily and now I’m stuck in traffic
delivered | 1:01 pm
I’m here!
delivered | 1:44 pm
baby? are you home? I'm here
delivered | 1:51 pm
don’t know where u at but I’ll be here waiting at your front door :(
delivered | 1:56 pm
after reading his texts, you rush to the door. there’s no way that man will wait for those hours outside your front doo-
indeed, he’s in front of your door, waiting for you to open up to him as he’s sitting on the ground. besides him, a couple of light brown paper bags, his backpack, and a bouquet of flowers are also laying on the cold cement.
“hi my pretty!” he cheerfully greeted you, rushing to get up from the ground. jungkook walks up to you with a smile full of relief and happiness as if he wasn’t wasting his time for two hours waiting for you right there.
you attempt to avoid his gaze, your eyes examine his black long sleeve that really fits him nice and is damp.
“come in, you should change your clothes.” you mutter coldy
it’s inevitable to not be concerned that he got wet from the rain. Even if you don’t wanna let him in, it will guilt you if he gets ill.
jungkook does what he was told, gathering all the stuff he brings with him and steps into your flat. he feels the strange coldness as soon as he lands his eyes on yours. something isn’t right. something is wrong with you.
He settles his things by your couch and changes into a new oversized t-shirt in front of you. after changing, he reaches for the paper bags to show you the things he got.
“look baby, I got you your favorite drink, some pastries, i know how much you lov-”
“thank you, but you shouldn’t have. I told you to not come” your stern voice cuts him off before he finishes his sentence. you’re trying to keep your cool. your tone is full of nothing but seriousness. not a hint of sweetness in them, which makes jungkook tilt his head on the side, confused by your odd attitude.
“but baby, I just wanted to be here to take care of you.” he insists. by all means, he won’t listen to what you say.
“I hate when you do this” you sigh
“did i do something wrong? are you mad at me?” he attempts to reach you, but you’re too quick to avoid his touch. “tell me what’s wrong baby, please” Jungkook added once more. he doesn’t understand why you avoid him.
“do you treat your other girls like this too?” you ask, eyes shooting lasers at his. an anger rushes through you as the thoughts of him spoiling girls other than you.
“my pretty, what are you talking about?” Jungkook furrows his eyebrows, looking down closely to you. where are you getting these notions from?
“my friend saw you last night”
it took him a couple seconds to remember
“listen to me baby, whoever I was with, she meant nothing” Jungkook defends himself quickly, reaching for your hand, trying to reassure you that she’s insignificant.
it’s not working.
“I just wish you could’ve told me we weren’t exclusive.” you said wipe a tear from your upper cheek before it could roll down further.
“or maybe I was just dumb to assume we were since you initially told me you liked me, I'm sorry, I don’t really know how this whole thing works” you dryly chuckle, honestly admitting to him that you’ve never been in this type of complicated situation before. now you feel like a fool, getting mad at him for something you can’t hold against him.
jungkook shakes his head, reaching for you one more time, placing his gentle on the side of your face, caressing it. you did nothing as you stood still.
“no, i’m sorry if I hurt your feelings. I do like you. I still do and that won’t change. I was just so drunk last night and could barely remember what happened. I’m sorry, it won’t happen again.”
but somewhere deep down is telling you that he’s only sorry because he got caught.
“you’re free to do whatever you want, Jungkook. I don’t think we’re on the same page so it will be best if we don’t see each other anymore” you articulate as best as you could.
you don’t want to let him go, due to the fact that you’re growing so much feelings towards him. it’s almost as if you’re enamored. but that’s also the same reason why you must let him go. you must, or you’ll get hurt deeper.
“y/n, please don’t say that”
“No, you know how much I like you. you know how much I value you. yet in return, I feel like I’m just a plaything to you that you can play with whenever you want.”
“that’s not true baby, you know that” Jungkook protests, shaking his head. the main problem is you don't. you absolutely have no idea of his motives for pursuing you. is he doing it because he's falling for you too? or he's just playing one of those games. those dangerous games you won't involve yourself with.
he’s looking for words to proves you that his feelings were genuine, but fails to. maybe because he never knows how to show his real feelings. or maybe he was never genuine to start with.
"I'm not one of your playthings. so just— ” you pause, shifting your eyes on the ground. “go away"
Jungkook locks his gaze to you, hoping you will look back at him and take back what you said. but he can read you face and make it seem like he’s not welcome there anymore.
without any words, he leaves, leaving you accompanied with melancholy.
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He’s such a bastard and I’m really pleased with his design because it goes well with the Kirkwall’s Finest armour.
Liston Ingellvar my spooky trickster.
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About the transfem suit ask
As nice as suits can be (and I do like how they can look on people)
I can also understand what the ask means because there is still a lot of baggage attached to the idea of a suit. And having be that the suggested clothing does feel kinda icky tbh. Suits don't exist in vacuum so given the expectations around who wears suits and when it doesn't sound as nice
I can't find the original ask though so I can't exactly tell how the response was put originally so I guess I can offer a salt shaker to take this ask with
okay, im gonna try to be as nice as possible. a person asked for my opinion, and my opinion was given because that what it is, "My. Personal. Opinion." I dont care if my opinion gives you the icky, that conversation was not for you. it was between me and the person who asked, it is up to the person who asked for it if they want to take it or not. if you dont personaly like it, good, that means you are a different sentient being than i am. every one has a different opinion. and thats fine. so if you dont like, just move on. at the end of the day im just a ramdon horny artist on the internet, i dont hold the bible of fashion and dictate how each and every one should dress. i just like suits, in fact im gonna draw my OC wearing suits doing a cool pose.
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