#im severely disappointed

[cosmicpoutine]

i think bernard dowd should be aroung the batfamily 24/7. not to help with their cases or anything, just to judge them for being absolutely fucking insane

[popcornsupernova]

You ever stumble into a fandom that’s being held up by like 3 people and some sticks

[onlyjaeyun]

i'm gonna log off for a while because i'm really mentally drained from constantly hearing how unhappy and disappointed some of you guys were with both SB and CH'snendings and developments.

i know some of you guys come from a good place and mean no harm but imagine working on something for so long and then you yourself are already sad about how things ended but you wanna use it as a way to do better next time but people constantly tell you how you should do better next time and its always "i was so excited but it never came" and "i wished things would have gone this way" after you spent days crying out of frustration because your brain didn't corporate.

people who have never written (one shots or series doesnt matter) don't know the burden of leaving unfinished works up there. i keep telling you guys that i tried so hard to somehow give you guys an ending because if i hadn't you guys would have never received ANY ending so i tried to make the best of it.

i dont take the hate to heart anymore bc i couldnt care less and i know as a writer i should be open to criticism but i'm a little tired of my work being constantly nitpicked when i do this for fun.

i know updating daily was what burnt me out pls stop telling me that i obviously overestimated myself i fucking know.

whatever, it actually doesn't matter anymore because CH is over and i dont think i'll ever write smaus that long ever again bc the criticism is so not worth the mental effort and stress.

i do this for FUN. you know how artists doodle in their notebooks, this is what this blog is to me. i make mistakes, i over/underestimate things and myself bc this is life. it's just..not that deep for y'all to constantly camp in my inbox and make me feel bad about it when i already accepted it.

i'm gonna do some self reflection and think about it all so take care babies 🤍

[vangbelsing]

One last thing about the Keep spoilers below the cut

I am more worried about the inquisitors portrayal than the lack of options. Like I wanted reactivity, but I get why it's not there, and while the absence of reactivity to my choices is regrettable, that absence doesn't contradict my world state, so to me that's livable. But the Inquisitor not having any options to tweak their personality at all?? Not even a general "were they more humorous or kind or violent" section??? That seems... Very much not promising. They seem so excited for people to see how they've portrayed the Inquisitor but... Y'all know people only care because it's their Inquisitor, right? Like there isn't some universal Inquisitor we all agree we love, we like ours. So the fact that there's absolutely no control over them? I. Am more than a little anxious over how they're gonna get handled.

[sammykh]

I'm so disappointed in fandom rn. Nobody knows how to write tentacle fics anymore. If I had the motivation to actually finish a damn fic id do it myself but OMG. STOP TAGGING TENTACLES IN FIC UNLESS YOU MEAN IT! No Bs little last minute curl around the wrist or thigh for two sentences. I WANT THOSE TENTACLES WRAPPED AROUND AND MOVING. Make them squirm! Make it proper bondage! STOP BEING COWARDS. STOP MAKING PROMISES YOU CANNOT KEEP! Don't bother tagging tentacles unless YOU ACTUALLY PLAN TO UTILIZE THEM. Please fsfs I'm dying. I haven't had a good tentacle fic since wtnv was in it's height. Since Undertale was in it's height.

I want PARAGRAPHS of tentacles!!!!!! PARAGRAPHS OF THESE CHARACTERS EXPERIENCING THEM.

I'm so disappointed. "Oh but I had a tentacle wrap around an ankle and push in right before the fic ended" THAT'S NOT ENOUGH. SQUIRMING! BONDAGE! MAKE THE CHARACTER FEEL IT AND SQUIRM AND BE GAGGED BY IT AND FILLED COMPLETELY COMING UNDONE FOR PARAGRAPHS. MAKE THOSE TENTACLES *TEASE*!!!!

Sincerely,

A sick, horny, drugged up human who has been so thirsty for so long and a recent fic I read that promised tentacles and gave me a bs two goddam sentences and three others didn't even actually have tentacles at all but for some fuckin reason tagged them anyways.

Fuckin write tentacles right please for the love of fandom take mercy on me I have covid I just wanted a treat 😭😭😭

Ps:Venom fandom does it right Ilu keep up the good work

[stars-n-spice]

New Ahsoka trailer out, how we feelin folks?

Because i don't know about you but the second Ezra talked I started crying.

Me the entire trailer (yes in this order):

[mintaikk]

When I first started watching Beastars I went into the series thinking that Louis and Legoshi being into each other was actually a thing, and then Haru appeared, and then I was severely disappointed

[shalpilot]

YEAH GET HIS ASS i mean nooo!!! oh no!!!!!!

sorry for the multiple pieces abt zenos kicking his ass i just liked those encounters a lot. what a freak i think he’s awesome lololol

[mukuberry]

webtoon would be such a better app if they removed comments

[swatchlingg]

rhrn bonus content tonight you guys!!!..

..just for it to be an infestissumam vinyl in the background whilst some dude talks about his concert movie fetish..

[ghoul-haunted]

i will now play ac odyssey and we'll see what happens in the recesses of my mind

[deus-and-the-machina]

maybe this is a bit of a useless point to make but it does bother me sometimes that estinien’s skintone gets lightened quite a bit. I don’t necessarily blame fanartists for this bc some renders/cgi trailers make him look paler than his in game model, but I just wanted to draw some comparisons. now the lighting can vary quite a bit, but I tried finding pictures in multiple lightings for comparison

he looks a little washed out/not well lit in this image but you can still tell its the same skin tone

Furthermore, here’s him next to fourchenault, who we know is meant to be somewhat darker because his dad is louisoix.

Here they are in the endwalker trailer

I don’t think this but specifically is that bad, there’s still a notable contrast between his hair and skin tone even if it looks to be a bit more tinged pink than he usually is, but it’s still comparable to fourchenault. The render though is eeeeeeeh

his most prominent render isnt necessarily inaccurate but the lighting feels like its on full blast

The countdown art also DEFINITELY makes him look a little paler. it resembles the previous render

I also wanted to point out this happened to y'shtola too somewhat. look at her renders compared to her model compared to the end walker trailer

ike she is distinctly pinker/paler as well. im not sure how the process of making the cgi cutscenes works but im fairly sure they use different models, so I generally accept that they lost some specifics in translation. there are other differences people have pointed out such as Zenos' nose being shaped differently in the end walker trailer so its bound to happen.

Here are their figures too

yshtola has a skin tone somewhat accurate design but estinien is DEFINITELY lighter. his eyes are off too, being a weirdly deep blue when his canon eyes are grey, so again it can be chalked up to lost in translation aspects but its still disappointing to see

im not really trying to argue that estinien or yshtola aren't "white" or white passing by our standards, but they really aren't pale and its kind of weird that they often get lightened in trailers/renders in estinien's case. especially when I see so much fanart drawing estinien as super bone white pale because they're probably looking at the renders that pop up first online if you search and show his whole outfit for design reference.

I do really appreciate it when I see artists draw them darker, it makes me very happy.

[saetoshi]

genshin drip marketing and i only have one thing to say

[2lurslinger2000]

Ok goodnight

[munadyke]

went to a chappell night at the bar last night

[missazura]

what's up with old people being the most stubborn people alive