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i guess being aromantic allosexual means constantly ending up in situations where ur someone's sidepieceđ
#im seeing a couple of ppl who r in open relationships#and their partners know about me and ive met some of them#and like its cool its g#i cant offer u a romantic relationship#and its unfair to ask ppl to like repress that#so i actually prefer being w someone whos in a relationship#bc that way that part is satisfied?#but everything rly talked about and whatnot#communication is key always#but like damn#it would be nice to be someone's priority#without having the romantic side attached#idk everyone around me is in relationships#and even if they say its not its defo their first priority always#and friends always take second place#and sidepieces get treated like shit ngl????.?#like if i wasnt sick in the head i wouldnt accept the treatment im receivjng#but at the same time i struggle to accept my perception of things#bc my perception is often wonky i am a borderline and autistic after all :/#milky spills#fuckin lost it in the tags lmao
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Can you please tell us what ending you planned for Taste? Always wondered if stupid Eva would have come back in the last chapters and what else you planned. It's my favorite story of yours.
Iâll give a very very bad and horrible run down of the last few chaps I had. I deeply apologize for not finishing, but Iâm sure you understand. Still, im so sorry to not finish something I started.
The run down for the rest of TASTE would've been this:
Basically, if we focusing on the main couple..... (not gonna explain the smut but just know ofc it woulda been there)
WE LOVE IN SEPTEMBER:
I wanted to focus on all the miscommunication/horrible commitment issues. Most of the focus is on Lexiâs past relationship (guy basically ghosts her, moves out without comment, had commitment issues, extremely similar to Fezco in some ways except he never quite gets attached to Lexi unless she had other ppl after her; was planning on this guy and Fezco meeting in this chapter â Fezco does not know that this guy is the infamous ex).
You get a glimpse into Fezco and Lexi as an actual pairing, not just sex partners. Lot more domestic. curtains are OPEN. Fezco asks about her past relationship and gets the full picture. He sleeps over at her place most nights. He wants her to know that heâs serious about her, so they redo their entire first meeting. Retrace their footsteps under diff context. They go on an actual date, not just some meet up at the same diner I featured them in. She does meet Ash; some faye interaction. We r finally seeing a revealed business fezco voice!!!! lexi is like oh that's fine af actually.
Fezco does meet up with Eva to completely cut the tie. He feels that the only string between them is the fact that she sort of changed his life â I believe that it wouldâve been like this reveal: how he got his job? She was the connect!!! And so he feels obligated to be there for her. From what I remember???). Lexi finds this out through Rue.
So, she inevitably doesn't know how to confront him. It doesn't matter tho bc Fezco tells her the moment that they meet!!!!!!
Anyway!
Rue is still plowing through relationship issues. Lexi meets up with Jules and basically sees the effects of heartbreak and gets some bad after taste of it. Jules reveals that it's not that she doesn't love Rue, it's that she doesn't know if they're ready or if they'll ever be ready. She's struggling with trusting the future. This sucks to Lexi. She trusts Fezco, but she also trusted rue and Jules relationship as it was the only stable relationship she had ever been exposed to. If not them, why would it would for her? (and nothing works out for her fr so it's like.)
Core thing is that Lexi is not really sure if sheâs capable of trusting someone. All she knows is that she loves him and love is a fleeting, futile thing that doesn't have reason. Without reason, she goes to Fezco's apartment that same night, totally withdrawn and troubled, and he opens the door, doesn't ask question, pulls her into bed with him. This is where he tells her that he sort of really likes her, and she says that sort of really likes him. At first she's content with just that, but then he says something like 'I sort of really more than like you' and all of these thoughts sort of float and die away somewhere between that.
WE BLEED IN OCTOBER:
Halloween party is held to take place as planned by Fezco and Lexi (trying their absolute hardest to rekindle Jules/Rue) annnnddd Fezco does invite Lexiâs ex without realizing !!! It goes batshit crazy!!!!! Rue and Jules do not interact, Fezco's lead to believe that they're rlly done with each other (plot twist tho as Jules and Rue do reconcile and get caught being steamy in another room!!!!! who woulda thought !!!!!).
Lexi sees her ex, gets into a splat where this man is just DYING to get back w her all of a sudden since he seen Lexi and Fezco being full adults in love and shit. The guy does ask if Fezco is her boyfriend, and she hesitates. Fezco overhears this, basically gets this guy out and the energy between him and lexi just BOOM EXPLODE. They go into a separate room, have bit of an argument because he's confused as to why she didn't call him her boyfriend; she says she doesn't know why she hesitated.
Then, he says, "I love you, do you love me?"
She says yes but she admits to not knowing how to fully allow herself to. This literally KILLS him. Fezco says he's not a science experiment for her to prick and play with, and she either wants him or doesn't. They either work or they don't.
Lexi doesn't respond.
Fezco's distraught but calmly decides to take a break with their relationship at the end of this chapter. He isn't angry, he just really wishes they'd met with different intentions/desires.
WE FEAR IN NOVEMBER
you know how the chapter starts with the month? I was thinking of just being like "November." and then having blank space like BITCHHH LFAOOOOO I thought I was so slick for thinking of starting the chap all ominious with the twilight shit (Bellas depressed era!!!!).
ANYWAY. November.
Set the scene. They donât talk. Itâs hard to do that shit when you���re always 1 degree away from the person and planning a very very very small wedding ceremony that's due in 3 weeks. And the worst part? He doesnât ignore her. He looks her in the eye, pretends as though they never tore away from each other. like !!!! He has literally no animosity for her and she's so riddled with guilt that she doesn't know how to soothe the fact that they aren't together without being selfish, saying she wants him when she, herself, is pretty broken in some way. but she loves him. she knows it but it's hard to accept that 'this' (her) is all she has to offer. She wishes heâd ignore her. He wishes she had more decency to not ignore him.
Wedding ceremony happens. Lexi IS best girl as Fezco IS best man, and they do walk down the aisle together. very much tension!!!! He tells her that she's beautiful!!!!!!! and she tells him that she misses him, to no response from him as the have to go on and walk in front of everyone. a bit gloomy but Fezco does stay looking at Lexi, and they do have a lil dance moment later in the night.
While everyone is cooling at the lil wedding after party, Lexi confesses to Rue that she always wanted something like that, what she has with Jules. And Rue basically hints that Lexi does even if it incarnated differently. Gives her some pep talk. If Jules didn't confront Rue, they wouldn't have gotten back together vice versa on if Rue didn't ask Jules out, they would've never been together. The chances of finding someone is slim and fleeting, that's why you grip onto the ones that root something into you. Fezco (of course) leaves the party.
Lexi does show up at his apartment later that night. He opens the door, doesn't know what to say but Lexi says that she's not all together, being broken and all. Fezco says that he is too, so they're of the same thing. A beat and then she says I love you and you love me. Fezco nods, says every little piece.
This terrifies Lexi and, in conjunction, terrifies Fezco. but what's worse to her is not being with him. And, thank the lucky stars, as he says some shit like âwell I guess we gonna be scared together huh?â And she brightens up and says that she's never been so happy to be scared.
WE TASTE IN DECEMBER:
More of an epilogue. A calm after all that stupid shit.
Lexi decides to renew her apartment lease as does Fezco. They upgrade them friendship bracelets!!!!! Ash got himself a girl, on the phone with Fezco as he's getting ready for a lil party.
Reveal that mans has apartment key privileges!! He's letting himself in her apt and calling out her name !!!!
New years party that will be held at Jules's/rue's place (woop woop), Lexi is late as always but itâs ok bc daddy Fezco is there to joke about her needing to wear heels so she can stop running from him!!!!!!!!!!! They go, separate for a bit at the party where she DOES refer to him as her boyfriend, as he does refer to her as his girlfriend; then come back to the couch where they originally met. Lexi sits first, Fezco finds her this time!!! He jokes about whether sheâs still in the streets and she says some cheesy shit like yeah, waiting for you (and we scream TOUCHDOWN!!!!). Fezco and Lexi basically simmer in their seats, smiling and kissing and finally fully engulfed, entwined to the soul.
P.S. Guilty pleasures would've morph into a connection between both characters; more interpersonal things rather than materialistic/celebratory items.
Hereâs some of the writing that sits all glum! Hope this explanation gives plenty of closure.
#this is a very large sort of shitty detailed post on a tumultuous sex crazed fic lol#it is nice to write a little after note about Fezco and Lexi. extremely nostalgic to me.#Iâm not confident that Iâll ever come back to this fic#Sooooo thatâs why this is so very long!!!! tried to give some nitty gritty.#I fear Iâll never obsess this hard#yes this fic probably wouldâve tipped to 150-200k of prose and conversation yes im annoying like that!!#also I could be remembering wrong/ the details may be off but thatâs just bc my actual outline was skinny Minnie and I was delusional!!
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Wed 8/1/24 1:32 am
meant to write last week but i have been procrastinating. its making me feel rly bad. i have some stuff i need to send to professors weeks ago & its feeling rly burdensome.
anyway.
fucked a dude two weeks ago. he had a big dick & it was cute to feel the wet spot he made on his underwear from kissing me. thinking recently that im so greedy for intimacy.. not just from someone im fucking but from everyone who interacts with me. even with acquaintances, i want to understand each other deeply & care for one another. it's stupid. makes me feel dumb & strange. other ppl r just existing according to environmental circumstances, but im always rejecting that & digging out intense ways to give & receive.
i flew back from visiting emmy in nj on sunday evening, 7/14. got to the airport 2 hrs early & got so nervous waiting & waiting. the boarding time kept getting pushed back every half hour. i got anxious bc it meant that i would miss the last bus from denver to boulder. ended up arguing w united staff & getting on the standby list for another flight. i was 6th & after boarding all the passnegers, they called 5 ppl to go board the plane. pissed. then they came out & called whoever was next, & i knew it was me but this older couple indidted that they were next. the lady was behind me when i went to the counter & she knew it too, she argued that we were there at the same time (bullshit.). there was only one seat left anyway.. her husband wanted to get on without her, and she stopped him, insisting that they get on the same flight. anyway i board, & they can't figure out which is the last empty seat. after holding me by the door for 10 mins, they tell me 10B (nice, close to the front). when i get on i see the most annoying & rude guy from my flight sitting into the seat, & a flight attendant yelling that seat 36E is open. i knew he was seated in 36E but was taking my seat instead. whatever. i walk to the back of the plane & sit down.
when i sit down, i call mom & tell her i finally got on a plane, & complain abt the seat i got in the back of the plane next to the toilet & someone who smells bad. the annoying gate staff come back to find me after 10 more mins & ask why im not in 10B, i say someone else was sitting there & they leave. finally, we take off.
a chinese dude is next to me in the window seat, & he starts chatting me up. says he's going to boulder for work, & he also had a terrible day of delayed flights that ended up moving him to this flight. rly weird fate to end up sitting together. he works in biotech & lives in boston. i ask how he's getting to boulder, & he says he has a rental car. he seems like an honest dude, so i go ahead & ask him for a ride.
we end up talking for the whole flight. we talk abt school & work.. he grew up in queens, studied chemistry for his phd & works in pharmaceuticals. i tell him abt my work, abt lion dancing, & mention my partner. he tells me he's bi, & his gf is too. & that im cute, by the way. tells me that he has an open relationship, & wants to fool around if im free this week. i tell him i'll think about it. i ask him a lot of stuff abt his relationship bc im curious how these two queer chinese immigrant millenials operate. sounds like his gf is just open-minded & likes femme dudes, & he enjoys dl hookups. i think he's kinda cute in the low glow on the plane. i like that he's nerdy & extroverted, & very direct about his thoughts & feelings. our arms r touching for the whole flight bc the armrest was up, & the guy in the aisle seat is huge. it's a bit sweaty & disorienting, but in the low light we r both loosened up to chat.
on the drive back, i ask him abt the logistics. he says he's clean, & he wants me to suck him off. i can tell he's excited to hook up.. he asks me if i want to go to his hotel with him, we don't have to do anything sexual. i refuse bc it's almost 2am & i have work in the morning. i tell him i wont do anything until after i talk with emmy.
i walk to his place the next evening. there's a park between my apartment building & the residence inn. the park is so close but i hadn't walked in that direction before. the sun was setting, & i felt a bit displeased that i was walking 20 mins instead getting picked up via a 2 minute drive. it's just what happens for hookups i guess, especially with repressed, closeted dudes. he didn't want his colleagues noticing.
when i got there, he immediately starts kissing me, & pulls me toward the bed. the sex was okay. i liked how he smelled & felt, but there wasn't anything romantic about it. i also liked that he was rly big & leaked a lot of precum.
afterward, we start chatting a bit & he starts scrolling on ig. a lot of stupif american political propaganda.. biden this, trump that. i ask him to lay with me. i turn into a baby koala. its nice to lay on his chest & feel him all over. sigh.. neither him nor emmy r good at holding me close. he starts to fall asleep, & says i should just sleep over. i tell him he needs to send me home.. i'll sleep over tomorrow.
the next day, i walk over (it's a pleasant walk this time) & we spend the night chatting. he's rly nosy & asks me to show him pictures of everyone in my life. i don't want to though. i think he was a bit nervous to make conversation. i make him answer all his prying questions too. we exchange instagrams, & he confesses that he's actually married. i also tell him honestly that it was fun to hook up, but i like chatting as friends more.
one interesting story he told me was abt the first time he had an orgasm. he said his family was rly poor when he was little & they wouldn't bathe much. he went to a city once & stayed at a place with a good shower, & the pressure running down the front of his dick felt so good. he learned by replicating that sensation. i told him that i touch myself differently than guys do, by pressing down at the base. we didn't do anything sexual, just a bit of squishing, & sometime after midnight we went to bed.
i woke up an hour or two later & started touching him. he woke up too & started rubbing my taint like a pussy. his big hands felt really good, & i thought i was going to cum a few times but i didn't. he came pretty quickly, so i asked him to stroke me instead so i could finish too.
the next morning i left after a hug & a kiss. he sent me a message later in the day telling me that im sweet, and he hopes we'll meet again.
i think im too vulnerable & giving. he is a nice and honest guy, and even he had completely self-serving actions. i don't think i want to change how i behave. i should protect myself, but it's futile to try controlling what happens in life. i think we did genuinely touch each other's hearts, & had the bravery to go for it because of strange circumstances.
today too, im craving intimacy, connection, & discovery. part of me feels ambivalent toward becoming a bottomless pit for pleasurable experiences, and the other part wants to insist that life is simply the sum of my experiences. i should make myself open to positive experiences like intimacy, connection, & discovery. this time things fell right into my lap.. maybe i shouldn't be scared to broaden my reach. undecided..
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hi, im the anon from like a couple days ago. srry that im just clogging up ur inbox widhd but i dont rlly have anywhere else 2 talk abt it. ive just been privately indulging in my like.. Weird Thoughts which is nice but god it would be so neat to just be able to talk abt them w someone else ?? and like. im sure theres someone online i can ramble abt it to but i dont know where to look and considering these r like. pretty Freakish thoughts and concepts i also run into the chance of maybe coming across like actually malicious ppl so thats discouraging me from looking too. i dont know. its just a struggle sometimes. u can absolutely feel free to ignore bc im just rattling along but yea đ
do you think its okay if i write dark/mature stories abt teenagers set in high school? like in the style of ginger snaps. im a teenager myself and ive been rotating this plotline in my head that involves themes like murder/sex/drug use/etc. and all my main characters are my age. im just worried that once i become an adult and actually write it maybe people might think im being weird towards teenagers ?? i dont know. just been thinking abt this a lot
oh my god anon i totally forgot to answer those other asks from a few days back.... SO SORRY ABOUT THAT i relate i feel you but most importantly, you can message me!!! if you'll make do with lil old me lol but if you're talking more generally about just messaging anyone, i get that too... it's uhm it's weird internal struggles most of the time, for some of us, when you're like uh, like this đ
and about writing, let me just preface this by saying that i'm not a writer and i'm not very wise and i'm not an authority on this, i know everyone knew but i wanted to emphasize lol. so yeah i appreciate that you asked me and i think whatever you think is appropriate for you to write is appropriate! what you feel is right is right, believe in your ability to tell what's correct morally and what's not and to tell what fits your story best and have the courage to write what you really want to write :)
there's stuff like abuse and power dynamics that i'd love if people treated with care, like when deciding how to portay it, but even with those it's like, i don't believe viewing a fucked up dynamic through rose-colored glasses is harmful in itself... or that it can't be very touching art if it's not spelled out clearly that this is an unhealthy unbalanced relationship, and for survivors especially or people who are intimately familiar with fucked up, i think.. what am i saying. i KNOW the ""romanticization"" angle can affect survivors deeply, in a catharsis way and not a re-traumatized way i mean hxsgcy so that has real merit in fiction in my opinion
you know how they say great art disturbs the comfortable and comforts the disturbed or smth like that? i know it's hard and sticking by your own moral code (that might go against social norms) has to be learned and practiced, and the backlash that comes with challenging taboos is never exactly a walk on the beach but i encourage you to go for it and try to forget about what certain people will think! there will be stupid malicious interpretations always but you're not writing for those people, you're writing for the people that Do get it!! who will get it, when they read it, for those that see you and understand
anyway yes you're not clogging up my inbox and my dms are open, feel free to hop in there if you want to talk to someone and be certain you're not going to be judgedđđđ
#like i prommy.... no instant judgment or condemnation of anything you're thinking of writing or anything you've been thinking about#you're definitely not alone#ask
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Can I request Vin Jin boyfriend headcanons and some fluff? (You don't have to force yourself)
(This and the other vin jin rq were merged!)
Honestly the way I see it, it doesnât matter if youâre a very calm person or outgoing person. No matter what this relationship is gonna end up being considerably chaotic
He ropes you into everything he does. Doesnât matter if u r a design student or an architecture student or if ur on the opposite side of the school from him, u r practically in his class. Dating him is like signing a contract sealing away ur own life bc he makes it a point to be ALWAYS w u
In class he doesnât gaf if the teacher has ur seat on the other end of class, he is somehow finding a way to sit next to u against ur will or not. And when the teacher moves u two away from eachother INTENTIONALLY bc of this, he is threatening whoever happened to sit next to u to trade seats w him. He will go as far as to dress up as them to make it look like theyâre them to be next to u and heâs so dramatic ab it.... being away from u felt like u were star crossed lovers whom the world was fiercely against
And if UR against this cuz ur tired of getting in trouble in class, or if you reject any of his advances, heâs gonna be really, really, really offended. He will at first sputter and be kinda shy and embarrassed about it, before he goes âfine! Have fun on your own without me, the greatest thing in your fucking life!â
He move seats back and will glare at you periodically every five minutes to pavlov dog you so that every five minutes every day, even when heâs not there, you feel the burning stare of vin jin
If youâre his s/o, heâll buy you a matching pair of sunglasses so ur the freshest looking couple around Seoul (theyâre hideous and thick but he thinks u look fly)
The glasses donât have nearly as many layers as his does for himself so u can see, and u wonder how he managed to make them just as bulky and if he did it on purpose to sabotage u. Like âdid u make my glasses purposefully ugly so no one else will want me?â
U have to dodge a punch after saying anything like that ab his fashion decisions LMAOAO
Heâs rlly proud of u two matching. With the glasses and anything in general. Heâll make you wear a jacket matching his, or the same shoes and he will stop people in the hall and be like âwait. Notice anything cool ab us today?? Cooler than normal??â
And when they donât respond he boasts âthatâs right!! Me and my other half r matching. Look at us and weep, losers.â He thinks u two look so good....... if ur enthusiastic ab wearing matching things too he is elated u have to pray that tomorrow he wonât show up w another âif lost return to Vin Jinâ âIâm Vin Jinâ pair of jackets or anything of the like bc it happens SO OFTEN
And on the topic of sharing when itâs cold he likes to share jackets and blankets w u. Ur desks r moved by eachother by vin jin himself and u two share one blanket over u and shiver bc he just likes it, sharing w u plus heâs slightly warmer. And yes if you guys had indivizual blankets you would be warmer, but u guys have to struggle together he doesnât care what anyone says (yes even ur protests ur sharing that one blanket wether he has to wrap it around u himself and tear up the one u brought on ur own or whatâ
He is so blind in love that he cannot tell when u guys suck at stuff. Like if ur in the wrong he doesnt care ur RIGHT and heâs taking that to the grave. He can belittle u and call u out but if someone else says ur in the wrong itâs on sight
Will die protecting ur name even when ur the one who was genuinely wrong
He forces u to make a beat for him to rap to. He loves rapping and wants to enjoy it w u, so ur forcefed YouTube videos of how to beatbox so u can be his bgm and eventually u probably just start to enjoy it to
And u always start a beat and he starts busting out rhymes and itâs SO BAD. It doesnât matter if ur good at beatboxing if vin Jin is on the track w u itâs gonna sound terrible he brings the quality down immensely but u two just cannot tell
Like after a two session ur like âomg... that was so good. We should go pro?â âFuck yea we should weâre better than those posersâ âwe could rlly make it in the industry frâ no u absolutely could not
During the school festival, u sang with him and it was SO bad. Half the crowd is gonna have 2 be hospitalized but u two had FUN up on the stage
Like I said, he has absolute faith in u. All u do is right. If ur driving a car for the first time, he is going to be ur little hype man doesnât matter if u suck. U hit a curb and he went âYES babe!! Ur killing it cant wait till u hit the road bbyâ Ur not allowed to touch a car for the next two years now bc he kept cheering u on when u weâre doing CLEARLY wrong things
On a plane u r looking for the bathroom like pensively and u see a handle and look back and r like âis this it???â And vin jin thinking u r all righteous will go âyea babe go for itâ and u open it and u depressurizate the cabin immediately
Now both on like 5 no fly lists
He loves to do things with u, like I mentioned earlier, and things he wouldnât do alone heâll do w u. Like drawing alone?? Boring. Drawing w Y/N??!!! Who knows what could happen..... so much fun could ensue. Maybe he will draw u cutely. Maybe he will draw u so ugly u will be forced to engage in a fight.
He likes to play just dance w u and compete for the âgreats/all star!â Little titles above, and it becomes like a Friday night ritual for u two to turn just dance on and just go at it. But sometimes heâll get too intense and suddenly heâs actually fighting for the chance to beat u. Will trip u so u lose on purpose
He makes u listen to him sing and rap to u. And u try to leave and he hugs tightly and is like LISTEN IFS FOR U, DONT BE UNGRATEFUL and now u have to listen
He makes u a mixtape of songs he made himself and they are all considerably worse than âremember the times we hadâ. Itâs uploaded on SoundCloud and all the comments r hate and u listen to it a lot bc u know he loves u sm he made u a mixtape ya ur gonna play that but everyone else hates it w a passion
Like the comments r like:
Daniel: well.... itâs definitely a song đ
Iâm glad you love (y/n) so much!
Duke: heâs not making it out the hood đ
Zach: never let this man in a studio AGAIN
Mary: this shouldâve stayed in the CD
(Y/N): love it! đ
Zoe: kill your producer đ
Mira: ...
Heâs overprotective too
If someone looks at u for more than a second heâll go âwhat?? U think she is hot, huh? Iâll kick ur ass fucking perv.... cmon babe letâs goâ
Will throw his arm around u and streer u the opposite way of any potentially good looking ppl to keep ur eyes on him
Oh Daniel is coming?? What a coincidence u and vin Jin suddenly have to turn the corner to the other way of ur classroom for some reason
Eli is near?!!! Oh no u just got milk spilt in ur eye!! Oh no now he has to wipe ur eyes and u two have to leave the cafeteria whatever will he do
Itâs not that he doesnât have faith in u, he doesnât have faith in other men. Like he thinks they r all competition, and doesnât doubt ur loyalty rather doubts how good he can b for u
WILL beat someone up for u. If someone smokes while ur around suddenly his fists r swinging at them cuz even if u smoke or vape urself no one else can get that stuff in ur lungs but YOU or HIM!!
If ur crossing the street and a car almost hits u, itâs the cars fault and heâs kicking the license plate and cursing it out for almost touching u âstupid fucking piece of metalâ
Is the type of boyfriend to call u when he knows ur in an Uber and be like âbabe u got ur gun w u right?? Oh donât forget ur BOMB and ur MACHETE!! Yeah just left the house I killed some ppl nbd haha anyways HRU whatâs ur Uber driver likeâ so the driver of ur car wonât even think ab kidnapping u. He has got ur back even when u do not want it
He doesnât want u to see his eyes, so heâll tell you to look away so he can take his glasses off and look at u in full color in all ur glory but he never tells u WHY heâs telling u to look away u think itâs a weird thing of his, or heâs insecure ab his face which is partially true but really heâs taking his glasses off and just looking at u. Adoringly.....
He hates PDA. He loves PDA. Do u see his dilemma
Like he loves PDA but doesnât want anyone seeing him vulnerable even u.... so heâll hold ur hand and be like âEWWW WHAT R U DOING GET YR HAND OFF MINEâ
If u take the lead THATS best bc he can blame it on u and itâs ur fault he HAS to lock fingers w u cuz u did it to him first and he has an excuse to touch u and v like u started this im just sending u ur own energy back đ¤
The type to be just like blind, overwhelmed in love. Always thinks ab u, always wants to be w u, worries ab u a lot and frets over u without showing it.... he hates it and loves it to death. Despises it but wouldnât give it up for anything in the world
Eats lunch w u in the cafeteria and if u sit w someone else u r the ultimate traitor and he will trash talk u to hide his hurt to Mary the entire lunchtime. Kinda possessive.... wants u to also only think about him
WOULDNT EVER fight u for real. Play fights occur VERY often, like pillow fights, tripping ur foot when u say a joke insulting him, grabbing ur collar but he would sooner die than lay a finger on u
Verbal fights happen a lot and if he ever like LOSES it he may lash out and almost hit u and follow thru. I donât think heâd be able to catch himself that quickly, and if he ever did heâd regret it for the rest of his life. Literally until the day dies he will take it to his grave
He may not sputter out apologieswill just look at u incredulously and then at his hands because what had he done? What did he just do? To you???????? (Y/n))))?????? His (y/n)??? Light of his life?
Will apologize probably over text or through a note or call, and if u donât respond he is consumed by regret and tries to find u instantly like runs back to ur place
If u forgive him he feels bad still, because does he deserve it? And he might just isolate himself for a bit bc he canât face u and if it left a scar he is dead inside. It kills him, literally
I could go on w this but Iâll probably save it for another separate pair of hcs later đ
If u guys ever break up he will fight for u again and wonât stop till ur back together like flowers in ur locker every day, chocolate give during lunch, etc. He wont ever give up hope that he can win u over again and be w u again. He would keep trying, when he wakes up his first thought is ur name in a cold panic bc he canât rest easy till ur his again and he will try and show off and poorly serenade u and trash his price and be corny and cheesy to get u back
Will set up a performance w the school to let him rap w a mic during lunch for u and heâs saying bars like â(read in bad rapping voice w inconsistent beat) (y/n), love of my life, uh, without you Iâd die, uh. Please wonât you take me back? Yuh, without you ima have a heart attack. (Wha!). (Y/n), love of my life, yeah, without you Iâm in strife, yup! Please be mine again, (babe), I can never rest till then.â
If the embarrassment doesnât make u take him back so heâll pls stop, and when he stands up on the lunch tables to do a little performance doesnât do it either, then the odd sincerity of his voice and pain in his look (even tho while rapping he sticks out his lower lip in a weird pout) definitely, hopefully will
U make everything worth it !! Truly the light of his life
I hope these were what u wanted, I just had fun w them and wrote stuff that came off the top of my head when I thought of VJ!! â¤ď¸
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first: WAHHHHHHHHH đđđ I got so emotional!!! so emotional!!!! so much that I canât even do this first second pattern bc I have SO MANY thoughts!!!!!!! Iâm writing this in my notes instead of straight into the askbox so u know itâs serious businessâ˘
ok so debut night!!! I was like ahah yeah itâs a tragedy whatever itâll be fun to start out with and then the voice acting was SO good that it knocked me out of the park and I almost cried haha. itâs crazy how good the voice acting in a3 is like I love how the dialogue and voice acting works well together bc like itâs limited but so effective!! u can so very clearly see and understand the style theyâre going for. especially like tsumugiâs death scene... the Talent jumped out it really did... uh and ok so. I think I may be a littleeee confused abt the play bc I had always interpreted tasukus last lines as raphael to be like abt his being secretly in love with michael. but now that Iâm actually reading the line thatâs like oh donât fall for a human it only ends in misery I know that all too well or whatever... ig the implication is that raphael was in love with another human / the same lady michael was in love with in the play. side note I had to go back and edit the proper names in instead of tasuku and tsumugi lol... but speaking of!! speaking of the voice acting and the play itself I 1) love how blatantly obvious it is when tsumugi goes for that grander, tasuku like style of delivery!! like u could just so easily feel the difference it was wild... and 2) tsuzuru is once again spot on with his writing, lol... I felt that like raphaels inability to save or help michael really parallels how tasuku feels abt tsumugi so well, and itâs wonderful that they r able to resolve things and tasuku can properly compliment him on his acting where the angels fail to do so. itâs very good. and I think the play rly highlights (for me at least) that like. to tasuku, it was tsumugi who was sort of an unreachable existence. like were he to idolize and respect someoneâs acting, it would be tsumugi. and I think that like caring carries over into their roles really well, because I think in michaelâs love for a human tasuku sees like... tsumugiâs style of acting. the heart that heâd lost while within the god troupe. mb Iâm losing my mind a little but ah. the play rly works with their relationship so well!! im very excited to see the other winter ppl get main roles thoâsame for all the troupes!!! now this ask is too long so Iâll have to do another part lol
going to start off this second part of the ask abt hisoka bc oh my GOD. hisoka. like I was just thinking âhm where r the winter troupe cgs anywaysâ and then BAM. hisoka CRYING???? especially since he doesnât seem that emotional it was a really hard hit!!! and who tf is august.... ok well actually theory time!! skipping ahead to the end theres that note that like mentions December and April and. not to expose my friend but very many years ago (a couple years before a3 was launched, at the very least) she wrote this story where there were like 12 orphan assassins and they were all named after months. I remember the main dude was named dec lol. coupled with my âhisoka is capable of murderâ bit? listen.... Iâm not saying anything but Iâm also not not saying anything if u feel me. also I feel like assassin / thief with mysterious background is a common trope!! that was silver from the pokĂŠmon adventures manga too... why is this my reference point lmao. anyways Iâm unclear if assassins would make it into a3 but like.... if the yakuza and supernatural stuff makes it in...
okay moving away from conspiracy theories and into emotions!!! the quotes from like EVERY mankai actor before the final production made me SO emo... and yay!!! they won!!!! (though admittedly I almost had a heart attack when no one clapped) but they won!!!! that ending cg!!!! and I adore how sakyo immediately goes after god troupe man (I know his name is reni I just donât feel like calling him that) for the money lol itâs just so sakyo-like. also I love the lil mixed troupe interactions!! I found the game night ch so fun.... ahh, now I wanna reread that ch since it was so good lol
all in all I was super satisfied ahh!! I am SO excited to start up spring troupe again (HELLO character development!!! and chikage) and Iâm even MORE excited to get thru all the act 1 events!!!! as a final note, is there any way to reread or replay the flair conversations? I didnât want any spoilers for the plays while I was doing the practices for them so I kinda sped thru the first time ahah...
HELLO FRIEND IM SO HAPPY TO GET SUCH A LENGHTY ASK ABOUT WINTER IM LKDJFLKDJFLKFD Winter makes me feel shrimps emotions (i know the whole âshrimps can see more colors than humans canât comprehendâ thing has been disproved but iâm not letting go of that expression, i REALLY feel emotions humans canât comprehend anymore and iâm going to make it everyone elseâs problem)
1) First about the voice acting, rIGHT this is just so fascinating to me!!! I remember after act 2 i came back to reread the main act 1 chapter and i was so thrown out by how GOOD the voice acting was, especially for the first few troupes having to convince you theyâre not comfortable or good at acting yet. Winter whole thing is that theyâre more subtle and mature and you really feel that with their voice acting, Tsumugiâs voice especially knock it off the park anytime heâs on screen.Â
2) Second: what does it say about me that iâve never, ever considered your reading a possibility because i was so set on âoh Raphael youâre in love with Michael sooooo bad you see it as a tragedy already because you can see him throw his life awayâ i didnât even consider âmaybe Raphael went through that tooâ. Though i guess if weâre going with that reading i can totally see âThe Womanâ they let themselves consumed by easily be a representation of acting or even more the God Troupe, with Raphael/Tasuku knowing to step away before it consumes him completely while Michael/Tsumugi, by his love and passion, pushed himself until he broke, which fits and it hurtsssss god Winter plays hits so hard.
3) Third: oh god yeah when Tsumugi goes for Tasukuâs acting itâs just. It makes me SO uncomfortable, iâve experienced this scene like three times by now and the third time i was just âcan i skip it i canât go through this again i canât Tsumugi i love you i canât do thisâ. It doesnât match the play at all and it just throws everyone off balance, and Tsumu you could have told theM YOU WANTED TO DO THAT.... god
4) Fourth: I LOVE YOUR READING SO MUCH I LOVE IT I LOVE IT YES YOUâRE RIGHT!!! Just as we follow Tsumugi let his passion consumes him until he breaks, Tasukuâs character arc really jumps out in Raphael, like, everything you say!!! The way Tasuku/Raphael knew how the feelings Tsumugi/Michael felt would hurt him on the long run but he didnât know what to do about it until it was too late, the regrets and the way Raphael voices his frustrations.... Tasuku struggles to be honest without acting (Tasuku pls i love you) but having such a role really help him expressing all he feels about Tsumugi and iâm HHHH this is so good so so good!!! but yeah i also love that Tasuku finally manages to actually compliment Tsumugi naturally, that he understands he canât let him destroys himself again and itâs just gnhhhhh Tasuku is so kind and considerate and i care about him so much....!!!
5) Fifth:Â âiâm losing my mind a littleâ winter mood, winter mood winter mood- (though every troupeâs mood tbh but Winter is gnhhhhh kdhd hdhjf??? you feel me) (i am BIASED i canât help it TwT) but yeaH iâm looking forward to see how you react to the others plays because the roller coaster juST BEGUN!!!
Onto part 2... Winter Troupe Chapter Feels... 2!
6) Sixth: DLFJDFKLDF HISOKAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHHHH. Hisoka crying fucked me up so bad!! so so bad!! Like on my first read i didnât know what to think of him as he starts out very apathic to his troupe and then the more it goes on the more you can feel he starts to open up and iâm soft for this sort of slow burn, but then this whole scene happened and it HIT ME IN THE FACE, he was crying, i was crying, we were all crying, the Unopening Door opened a flood of emotions i canât cope with. He sounds SO VULNERABLE during that scene and i know all of the Winter Troupe united on âtaking care of himâ but thatâs really the moment i went âi care you and i will keep taking care of youâ and look at me now. Thanks funky little scene for ruining my life. Iâm glad you liked it iâm aldhjflkjdfkd Hisokaaaaa.....
7) Seventh: I am not commenting on the theory but đ thatâs so highly specific your friend has a galaxy brain i love it. and i love the idea of âwell we have yakuza and supernatural entity whatâs an assassin adding himself to itâ dLKFJDLKF i know everyone in Mankai calls Izumi out everytime someone joins but thatâd be peak. Iâm not going further about what December and August and April are all about but i love this plotline sO much, the few mentions of August when Hisoka regained his memories for a minute still haunts me, the guilt he seems to feel and this pain iâm just... godddd such a good set up. I love this plotline.
8) Eigth: EMOTIONS!! Oh GOD YEAH THE ENDING WITH ALL THE OTHER ACTORS... I cried so hard itâs just. It really shows you itâs not just the culmination of the Winter chapter but of all the act 1 main plot and it really makes you feel how much of a journey youâve been onto!! A3 is so good at showing you the growth of its characters that especially by the end of Winter you really saw how all of them grew in their respective chapters and how cozy they felt in their new home in the remaining chapters, and the fact this chap has those defining character arcâs lines really drive home âoh my god that was a journeyâ i love them sO MUCH....Â
9) Ninth: wE WOOOON!!! Theyâre all so good i just. iâm gonna cry just thinking about it dlfdjlfk i know like, the game has so many content so you know it canât end at the end of Winter but the suspense really was there. BUT YEAH LMAO I LOVE SAKYO DOING THAT IMMEDIATLY, man sure has the eyes on the prize and we love him for that. AND THE GAME NIGHT SCENE they are all sO CUTE and sWEET and theyâre a family now and iâm hHHHHH i love a3 a normal healthy amount that isnât just making me cry thinking about how all of them grew so close even through mixed troupes.
10) Tenth: I am SO happy you were satisfied with the plot so far!! Iâm genuinely so happy that you decided to take that journey with us and that you shared all of this with me, and iâm so so happy you liked it!! There is still so much content and all of it is so worth it!Â
11) Eleventh: Yes!! The flair conversations are all readable on the Mini-Chat tab! So theyâre easily accessible and theyâre sorted in a way thatâs easy to read so you can feel comfortable skipping the flairs if you want until you have seen the stories the flairs are all about. Theyâre all kinda set during the rehearsals (except for some crosstroupe conversation that wouldnât make sense if they were like how the Summer Troupe talks with the Spring Troupe in their Flairs DKLFJDF but itâs okay what is a timeline anyway) so some of them are set pre-development and itâs wild to get back to them. I love rereading Flairs i get emotional everytime.
ANND Thatâs it for this ask! i had a blast reading through your thoughts and iâm so happy and excited!! iâll send you the drive now so you can start digging through it whenever you feel like it :3c good luck grinding for act 2, meanwhile i hope youâll have fun with all the act 1 events i compiled for you!!
(side note i need to update the drive too but itâs mostly act 2 content anyway, the only two act 1 things i need to update on it is Sakuyaâs birthday card i think?? i think Itaruâs is already in act 2 so iâll try to get around to it eventually but itâs so far away anyway) (edit: i forgot that the three cards i got for the latest revival are from act 1 DLKJFD okay so iâm missing three cards -)
The drive has backstages and event stories and it may be a lot and overwhelming ahah. Focus on the event stories for the plot and go back to the backstages whenever you feel like it, no need to read them at the same time, unless you want to in which case everything is set up for you :3c and thereâs a file with cards that arenât associated to events too so... lots of goodies hanging around. Iâll send it to you in DM ;OÂ
Take care and thank you so much for all your thoughts! my inbox remains wide opened for any others thoughts you may have as you go further into it :3c
#ichafantalks a3#i love the winter troupe SO MUCH it's unreal this ask made me cry i was just LDKJFDLK WINTER!!!!!!!#i love your thoughts so much thank you for all of it <33#sonnets-of-beauty#ichareply#long post for ts
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Sarauniya â Sara â Davies, 24, pansexual, cisfemale, ISFP Enneagram 9w1; Pisces sun, Sagittarius moon, Pisces rising 1st year Advanced Encryption Major; did not go to a spy prep hs
Imma keep it real with you, chief, I have absolutely no idea whatâs going on. I mean, obviously, I know what espionage is ; Iâve read books and articles, and Iâve seen Spy Kids and all the Charlies Angels and James Bond movies, but I genuinely think I need a minute to wrap my head around everything. Make that two weeks, because whatâs this I hear about two murders ?  I literally just got sent here to be safe, I â Iâm sorry, Iâm freaking out. Give me five seconds, and we can start again, because I promise I can totally pretend this is all normal. @gallagherintroâ
full name: sarauniya â sara â davies
dormitory room: 105
birthday: 20 march 1995
soundtrack:Â â go gina â by sza
favorite dish: efo riro
aesthetic: Â when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of light reflecting from her earrings, eyeglasses perched on top of her head, and a caviar iphone always in her hands
Bio Points
her momâs a nigerian baddie billionaire & her dadâs a soft academic brit
she grew up between london and abuja where their familyâs business is based. itâs a trading enterprise, the largest industrial conglomerate in sub-saharan africa
sheâs the eldest of three siblings, was raised to be prim & proper and groomed to run their familyâs business. her familyâs not pushy though and theyâre really cool. very healthy dynamic so she doesnât mind ;Â she loves her fam and would do it w a smile !
Coding is her Passion though. total dork. stayed up all the time just sleuthing and being an internet geek since she was a younginâ
loves education and is the type who would willingly stay in school to learn. has a degree in economics from harvard and was almost done with her mba when her littlest sister got abducted ! was it about business ? money ? who knows ! the sisterâs fine now but her family sure is Scared especially since saraâs alone in the big bad united states
her mom made some calls and went â gimbiya, look, u aint safe n we sorry. weâll work something out to make sure u get ur mba degree somehow but shit is wild so we gotta get u somewhere near thatâs safe asap. u like studying & ur a geek with computers right ? cool beans, go back to school & welcome to gallagher, babe â
she enters gallagher in the middle of the spring semester very overwhelmed & inwardly ignoring how unhappy she is about having to be here bc she is not & does not want to be a spy. she just tryna distract herself by looking at this entire thing as a weird vacation where she can do stuff she wasnât able to before because itâs literally detached from the world. she is mostly probably in way over her head, but letâs see !Â
Other Information
Nicknames: Sara (to everyone), gimbiya (to family, means princess in Hausa)
Languages: English (native), Hausa (native), Arabic (C1), French (B2)
Strengths: is money a strength ? also coding. and being the sweetest. and a general smartypants but thatâs in a university setting & gallagher probably doesnt give a fuck
Relationship History: only has one (1) experience. ( well,,, 2 if a three-second drunken kiss w kass counts ) his nameâs royce and theyâve known each other since their bougie secondary school back in britain. started dating at sixteen and went to harvard together. theyâre long term as fuck. heâs like her best friend and their families adore the couple & each other. got engaged last september and sara broke it off before leaving for gallagher, oof. she deadass milked the opportunity but lbr she wasnt rlly Feeling It so sheâs kinda glad for the âvalid reasonâ to appear bc it rlly wasnât Love for sara so boy bye
Physical appearance: 1.76m, 55kg, long black hair, slim and toned build
Classes: GEN 105, GEN 206, AE 101, AT 101, PE 101
Personality
the sweetest. v charming & sensitive to others & curious about things. enthusiastic too ! loves adventures & is very passionate. queen of empathy.Â
sheâs not stuck up even tho she loaded. she doesnt rlly talk abt her family having 12B or the fact that sheâs an ivy league girl, bc sheâs just generally very uwuÂ
easily stressed and flustered and overwhelmed ! man, gallagherâs gonna shook this goddamn academic dork to her core for the love of god someone pls get the aed ready
rlly fun !!! can be a lil unpredictable bc it b lyk dat for rich girls. loves her independence which she hasnât maximized bc of her ex fiancĂŠ & responsibilities but itâs chill so chill totally chill, no ounce of further longing exists in the crevices of this girlâs heart
she is so not good with confrontation and is so allergic to conflict ok. she will sweep discomfort under a rug and lie on it âtil itâs flat which makes her a queen of repression & conforming
is she easily overwhelmed & stressed ? yes, but sheâll try not to show it so much. itâs all mostly an internal monologue so donât underestimate her pls. sheâs v smart and competent. can be so competitive ( albeit mostly inwardly )Â and a boss ass business bitch like her business momma bc thatâs what sheâs been training for altho she is still generally a soft bab so ... yeah, if u would be so kind as to Estimate her, thatâd be grand
she needs to always be on top of her game. maybe not the best in the class, but definitely pushes herself to be her best, so a lot of late nights studying & wonât settle for bad grades ever. gonna be rough in gallagher bc she is not spy material ok, sheâs just a pretty rich geek behind a computer
just imagine her as the nice girl in ur ap classes whoâs a lil awkward & just so happens to be super hot & stinking rich
Fun Facts
has a six-month old rescue pup named sooty ! who kinda looks like a sheparnese
has a tendency to ramble if sheâs comfy w u enough or mayhaps if itâs too much manÂ
is v diligent w keeping a journal & does it everydayÂ
likes to dance ! not super good but she likes it. hits da clubs for dat shitÂ
is a lil instagram famous bc sheâs a gorgeous rich harvard girl & all that jazz. queen of selfies & of looking hot but doesnât actually get to play around rip ffffÂ
doesnât drink much bc she is an extreme lightweight and 2 is her tap out limit
if sheâs had more than 2 drinks, she is Very Honest but still very ramble-yÂ
she is physically active but mostly just runs and does yoga. knows very basic self-defense. is not sporty, definitely not a fighter, may god have mercy on her soul
isnt a virgin but is not sexually experienced lmao lbr she kinda Itching to get out thereÂ
donât ask me what her accent is because i have no clue itâs all over the place
Established Connections â just bc i think yâall would like to know
kassandra sutton â internet friends ! loves kass to bits. have known each other since sara was 14. when kass was 18, sara took her on a grad trip to montreal and became a lil lowkey into her. doesnât help that kass drunk kissed her & doesnât remember lmfao. poor sara told her then-bf & they had a lil fight but they made up bc sara didnât talk to kass for months. eventually they became friends again & now saraâs in gallagher w no idea that kass is a mf sutton & honestly, my girl is just very shook w everythingÂ
Possible Connections
crushes â she does not know how to flirt. she is ,,,, p pathetic tbh but a real heckin cutie. will be super nice to ur bab ok Â
flirtationships â sara and i r gonna continue to keep it real w u chieves, her ex fiancĂŠ royce was vanilla and bland as fuck. can u believe she has not been single in a decade ? ? someone give her love & attention & fluster this soft innocent child. get her Experienced but also dont hurt her
enemies/angst !!! â or maybe do ! maybe hurt her. maybe obliterate her. maybe smash her poor heart to pieces, because tbh i would love that. so someone pls for the love all things holy and divine, someone hurt her !!!!
fwb â probably just one (1) bc sheâs still a romantic ? and sheâs probably gonna want something exclusive even if itâs no strings attached and will surely want to ,.,. get to know them a little bit more first ,,, at least ideally , idk , maybe impulse & thirst gets the better of her one of these days who knows lets find out !
friends !!! â sara will love u ok. she may be a lil easily flustered but sheâs doesnât rlly give up on ppl quickly. as iâve said, queen of empathy. probs feels v sorry for majority of the gallagher & georgetown kids bc, .,.,., this environment just screams highkey Trauma to her and sheâs valid bc sheâs right
mentors !!! â she hates feeling dumb ok she Always has to be on top of her game, so u can bet ur ass after her first meetings in her classes she goes to ppl going â hey could u help me out w working out ? boxing ? firing a gun ? literally everything & anything ? â Â
anything & everything â meaning just come @ me & letâs talk about it uwuÂ
( did i just create georginaâs antithesis ? fuck yes, and i am sooo excited to have a child thatâs not always plotting & scheming & being mean like yâall have no idea ;_; nywy, that was long bc shutting up and brevity are things i do not possess. whats up itâs ur og flower garden girl rose here aka bugleweed aka fiancĂŠe of many and lover of all, and i am open to anything and everything ! just drop an IM or hit dat like & ill slide in ur dmz w love, plots & sanitized hands x )
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I'm not sure if you're asking for ppl to choose one of the ships or not, but just in case you're not gonna do them all (which like. đđđ if you do!), how about black king 1/black pawn b1 or white king 1/black knight 2? :0
i did mean choosing between them actually! i considered doing them all butâŚ
iâll put the others on the other ask!Â
black king 1/black pawn b1 ( âdorianâ oskar / âvoyceâ jayden
  Who accidentally pushes a door instead of pulling/vice versa
oskarâŚ.. itâs not often but sometimes he encounters those doors that Look like they should open the other way and instead of realizing his mistake he just keeps trying to do the same thing while jayden has his head in his hands saying âno- no, thatâs not- other way we came in through this door this isnât a new door you do this every time-â. eventually he learns but it takes enough time that jayden judges him for it.
  Who doodles little hearts all over the desk with their initials inside them
you would assume itâd be oskar, but jaydenâs actually the more mushy romantic of the two. heâd draw date ideas in his notebook during class and hide it from everyone else. although, if they happen to be in a park or something, oskar might suggest that they carve their initials in a heart on the side of a tree. so basically, jayden is a mushy romantic internally and more stoic in front of his love, while oskar is more openly romantic around his partner and leans more towards daydreaming when away.
  Who starts the tickle fights
oskar definitely. theres a high chance of a sneak attackâŚ.
jayden: âŚ.oskar where r u? you disappeare-AAH
oskar: i got you! :D
jayden would be very embarrassed about it but he doesnt hate it completelyâŚ.
jayden: âŚwhyâŚ..
oskar: i just love being close to you !Â
jayden suggests cuddling instead but his face has become tomato red.
  Who starts the pillow fights
that probably depends! if oskar is in a more hyper mood he may yell pillow fight and thwap jayden in the face. meanwhile if theyâre more relaxed and trying to figure out what to do next, jayden would probably suggest pillow fights since he used to have them all the time with his two childhood friends. either way it ends up with a lot of giggling as they run around the house together.
  Who falls asleep last, watching the other with a small affectionate smile
it probably dependsâŚ. jayden has some nights where he canât sleep at all, so the two of them would chat sleepily until one of them drifts off. if jayden has been having several sleepless nights he becomes prone to passing out randomly, and oskar ends up admiring him and cuddling up with a blanket wherever they ended up.
later jayden asks why they slept in the kitchen and insists that âyou could have justâŚ. moved meâŚ.â
  Who mistakes salt for sugar
i feel like jayden probably has messed up taste budsâŚ. like, he canât tell specific flavors apart and mostly relies on how strong they are to figure it out. so while he likes super spicy food, he also like super sweet food too.im reminded of the time i bit into a pizza crust and wondered what the unusual flavor was before looking at my hand and realizing i was also eating an orange peel. he has those kinda chaotic eater vibes
meanwhile oskar is a pretty picky eater so its just oskar handing jayden something he doesnt want expecting jayden to throw it away for him and jayden just eats it whole
   Who lets the microwave play the loud beeping sound at 1am in the morning
oskar grew up in a world pre-industrial revolution so he forgets that microwaves make noise sometimes. fortunately jayden is either awake or sleeping too deep to hear anything.
jayden on the other hand, probably just lets it beep because he doesnât care. sometimes he falls asleep before its done and considering oskars a light sleeper heâll come out if he doesnât hear it answered quickly and have to pull jayden off the floor.
   Who comes up with cheesy pick up lines
oskar will definitely randomly say the cheesiest things. jayden insists theyâre stupid but sometimes oskar will succeed in making jayden v flustered.
   Who rearranges the bookshelf in alphabetical order
if jayden has been having several sleepless nights, youâll find all the furniture reoganized and the food, dishes, clothes, and books all rearranged into type, color, size, and other criteria. meanwhile, oskar naturally keeps his belongings organized like that. their friends often assume oskar is the one who organized the house that way but itâs pretty much all jayden.
   Who licks the spoon when theyâre baking brownies
jayden will lick it and plop it right back into the bowl. oskar is disgusted. if oskar wants to try brownies raw heâll make a special batch specifically to be eaten as is and then pour it into a bowl and eat it with a dinner spoon.
   Who buys candles for dinners even though thereâs no special occasionoskarâŚ. he was raised as royalty, so even if he lives in a more modern world now, he still likes having more âfancyâ things at times. meanwhile jayden will heat up lunchables for date night
   Who draws little tattoos on the other with a pen
i feel like they both would, but theyâd draw different thingsoskar would draw little hearts and birds, along with stars and flowers. he gets pretty good at it, spending hours to do one thing at timesmeanwhile jayden never does more than little doodles. little hearts, spirals, more abstract designs.
   Who comes home with a new souvenir magnet every time they go on vacation
oskar! he loves seeing new places and having things like postcards and souvenirs. meanwhile jayden will go somewhere, befriend the local birds, and come back with three bags full of the gifts the birds gave him. its his version of a souvenir.
    Who convinces the other to fill out those couple surveys in the back of magazines
oskar is the one who suggests it, but jayden ends up more interested than him.Â
"it says we may encounter problems in our relationship moving forward.âÂ
jayden: *begins to tear up*Â
âyou do know this thing isnât an indication of how weâll actually work as a couple, donât you? jayden? oh no-â
   bonus: what nicknames do they use for each other?
oskar calls jayden basically anything (honey, sweetheart, dear, darling is especially common) but the most prominent one is âmy songbirdâ ! jayden has a lot of powers relating to birds and kinda looks like one too...
jayden doesnât use nicknames in public, but in private heâll sometimes call oskar âmy princeââŚ!!!
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now about sexualities: if someone is attracted to opposite category (regalredess of identity) : heterosexual someone attracted to people within the same category (regardless of identity) homosexuality    if it's within category M :gay    if it's within category F: lesbian *someone attracted to both categories (regardless of identity) : bisexual.
ps. some hot takes. *pansexuality is bisexuality with extra steps you're not special you're just pretentious *if you're NOT sexually attracted to any category but have romantic feelings you're ace (so just replace sexuality with romantic suffix in identities that fits you) *if you're ace and HETERO romantic you're not part of the LGBT cause you don't face any oppression for "not wanting to fuck but occasionally falling in love" if you do it's more likely because of your sex.
if you're ace and HETERO romantic you're not part of the LGBT cause you don't face any oppression for "not wanting to fuck but occasionally falling in love" if you do it's more likely because of your sex. example: that ace woman who was killed by her bf because sadly male entitlement to women's bodies is a thing. *ace homo/bi romantic people don't need the A since they're already in the L/G/B (and i read somewhere that it used to mean Ally
* q**r is a slur and explains nothing about you, having it in the LGBT acronym adds nothing (and I'm pretty sure the Q was meant to mean Questioning) also you never see someone refer to a black historical figure as "n***** icon" so why does the expression "q**** icon" exist to describe people who probably heard it as an insult their whole life till the day they died.
hey this is the anon who posted multiple times I'm trying to finish my thread since Tumblr only allows 5 anon asks per hour and i don't feel comfortable with public . . . reclaiming a slur means other people can't even pronounce it that's why lesbian don't say f*g and gay men can't say d*ke. if you wanna use it on yourself good but don't normalize people outside of the lgbt using it so freely and casually and if someone from the LGBT doesn't like you using it on them they're more than valid.
*if you having sex with your s/o can make human babies you're not homo anything. *if you're in a heterosexual relationship but both of you are bi you're part of the LGBT as individuals not a couple. and that's ok *bisexuals don't stop being bisexuals if they're in het or homo relationship. *gay is not an umbrella term. *puberty blockers = bad *transitioning kids = child abuse *doctors who see dysphoric people as a cash grab are scum *being non binary doesn't make any sense just say you're gnc
* I don't know much about intersex but I'm pretty sure it's just used by people to push their agendas and people rarely care like they should be about intersex people the T used to mean transvestite not Trangender .... and "straight" Ts are already either the L or G and if they're heterosexual Ts then don't face oppression because of sexuality per say so the T doesn't really fit now nowadays especially since people are more open to ppl wearing unconventional clothes
and the T of now compared to the rest of the letters doesn't fit (the first are about sexuality and the last is about expression) the T before belonged because it challenged the norms (and most of people from it belong to 2 letters in the LGBT) but since those norms have changed. *the T now should stand on its own as a movement (and occasionally intertwine with the LBG when it fits)
people deny sex based oppression but i find it ironic that in the T the only voices you hear are trans women especially "transbians" aka straight males and trans men are pushed to the side and degraded on a sex based level (example threats f**ced impregnation and stuff) and their only achievements that reach the news are pregnancy. trans women are given positions women position but trans men get nothing.
continued... people saying drop the T doesn't mean stop caring about trans people altogether or deny them basic human rights. but you can't sit around and let someone hijack your movement guilty trip you into sleeping with them. make you feel like a bigot for who you're sexually attracted to, work on erasing you. like you don't see white people representing the BLM (and they shouldn't) they can only support it as allies....
Segway back to pansexuality I said it somewhere else but here we go pan works in fictional settings especially sci-fi or fantasy let me explain by giving an example: SpongeBob aka the first time i heard about the term pan spongebob is a fucking taking sponge and interacts with different species within that universe like obviously his sexuality isn't gonna be limited to the human sex binary (some cartoons do but you get what i mean)....
same goes for loki who is pan and gender bending like duh the fucker not only ISN'T human he can switch to any entity, object, animal and shit the lore of marvel has living robots mutants gods animals spirits, pretty sure he gave birth to a horse once having someone attracted to personality makes sense then end of rant i just wanna say thanks for letting me post here and sorry for posting so much it ended up being 4.5k letters oof p.s if any ask was submitted publicly please make them anonymous
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everything you said is absolutely true and you summed it all up well. it creeps me out when people label fictional characters as pan or ace or trans because not only is pan and ace not a real fucking thing, neither are those characters. idk its just creepy.Â
thank you for taking the time to write this ll out and send it over to me. im happy to read anything else you have to say :) sorry i dont have much to say about all this i dont have the ability right now to think critically.Â
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this is highkey like a month late (i mean wbk im a chronic scatterbrain procrastinator) and sheâs thicccc but without further ado. my skam s4 thoughts.
I first just want to say a couple things: im not a muslim woc so my thoughts on s4 donât hold as much value as those of a muslim, woc, or a muslim woc. I also donât know to what degree sanaâs representation was true to real life. I made an effort to look for posts from muslim woc on sanaâs season but to no real avail, especially given itâs been two years since skam ended and a lot of blogs have deactivated, changed urls, or posts have become buried :( [if you know of any good posts regarding sanaâs season please lmk!]. from what I can recall in 2017, there were mixed opinions on s4 with most being upset (or at least disappointed) with the ultimate execution of sanaâs storyline and I agree w that. while s4 means so much to me and has a really special place in my heart, I do 100% acknowledge its flaws. ok!!!!!! lets get into itđ¤
ep1 -as much as I wished isak stayed in kollektivet Iâm glad he and even had a rlly sweet happy time this entire season. also evak making their friends move all their furniture while they whisper romantic shit to each other and makeout? peak comedy -you fuckin wish!!! -sana is the one to say âof course you should tell noora about williamâ.. she Knew and still takes the fall for it :( -this opening clip is such a jarring shift into sanaâs pov!! e.g. while easy to overlook in previous seasons, sanaâs exclusion from the girls is glaringly obvious once weâre looking through her eyes -adding onto that! sana is the friend who notices everyone else- sheâs so observant, which hurts even more when you notice her friends donât do the same (except mayhaps chris- in my heart of hearts I know chris is also the friend who notices and goes unnoticed, but unfortunately we donât get enough of her and sanaâs relationship this season to fully see that) -yousef and the balloon squadâs entrance.... ICONIC! also I cant believe for 2 seasons they presented those dickbag nissen 97s as the be all end all of hot amazing boys when the bakka third years were RIGHT THERE like,, the penetrators vs. balloon squad + even? no contest maâam -also! itâs so interesting that we literally had no idea sana had a brother, or that yousef etc existed until now? itâs as if she has a whole private world at home, separate from her friends and nissen (and I think a theme of this season is those two worlds merging) -im obsessed w the yousana train scene but yousef being the only one who notices sana standing off to the side? ;-; -fy faen is such a stunning clip oh my god. when sana leaves to pray? possibly my favourite skam scene ever. itâs exquisite. -sana is so cute and awkward squeezing thru the crowd shsdhgfhshdf I LOVE her love her -the last shot on yousef and noora... oh my GOD oh my god bc like. being that friend who never ever tells your real feelings or your crushes or is vulnerable with your friends?? and then having to listen to them talk about how good your crush would be with someone else (especially one of ur friends) while ur sitting there silently dying inside? and you donât say anything since you canât be vulnerable with your friends and u donât think u stand a chance anyways so. (in the words of s3 noora. I think sana struck a nerve with the emotional unavailability! abbey r u ok) -this episode is a masterpiece and did such a phenomenal job of both introducing us to sanaâs perspective while also touching on a multitude of her struggles AND establishing the themes of the season. plus the cinematography, editing, soundtrack and aesthetic...... o baby. (case in point I deadass just rewatched it after writing this)
ep2 -every shot of sana praying is beautiful (and beautifully edited!!) -sanaâs room is usually messy... not smart enough to fully analyze this but Iâm sure it means something -an interesting contrast of whatâs expected of her vs. of elias- I canât speak for muslim families, but I know even in non-muslim families girls are always held to suchhh a higher standard (source: I have 2 brothers rip) -âif you find immaturity charmingâ hilarious bc sana actually does in fact find immaturity charming -whatâs interesting is how noora comes across in sanaâs POV- kinda obnoxious, kinda ignorant, seemingly perfect (compared to how noora is portrayed in evaâs season, for example) -even is one of those ppl who uses the bill gates argument on why dropping out of school makes u richer sdfhfsjskfjfsd -sana staring down the pepsi max squad. fuck em up. -vilde adding magnus to the groupchat jfkjsjfdjfsfsdkj -isak missing eskild :â) sidenote I fucking live for isak and sanaâs chats this season. theyâre literally my lifeblood like....Â
ep3 -the kiss me scene god I go FERAL -âyou need to pull it towards you, not push it away. okay?â yall mind if i SCREAM!! YOUSEF!!!!!!!!!! -there rlly is something about seeing sana, who in everyone elseâs POV comes off as cold and harsh and stoic, just absolutely meltinggg when she talks w yousef like she doesnât stop smiling sheâs so sweet!!!! ah𼰠and yousef is 100% that guy who ppl tell âyour gf is so intimidating and ruthless broâ and heâs like are yâall talking about sana??????? my baby?? my fuckin cinnamon apple????? -yousefâs lil smile watching sana peel carrots. 911 itâs me again -vilde and sanaâs relationship has a really interesting dynamic bc like.. vilde says ignorant shit to sana while also genuinely looking up to her. and sana is probably the harshest to vilde within the group but itâs because she actually values their friendship a lot -IM HURT BECAUSE YOU NEVER REPLIED TO MY MEME -sana pulling 2yr old receipts off the top of her head to defend vilde. god I stan -sana doin research taking notes..... shameful she isnât canonically a virgo (honestly her and isak both but like-) -sheâs so soft and smiley w her mamma awh... âof course he likes you, who doesnât like you?â her mamma only knows the real, gentle, beautiful loving sana oh im CRY -even is so kind and loving and thoughtful yall mind if i....... -âyou canât escape the internet girlâ foreshadowing mayhaps?
ep4 -david and ulrikke together are fucking hilarious -nooraâs âyouâre lucky you donât have to think about this stuff, heartbreak and thatâ :/ itâs not just vilde who says ignorant things to sana! -that being said sana and noora are cute asf in the exper5 scene.. dorky noora rise (omg josefine and her yogurt in the bloopers too sjhfkjdf) -I HANDLE BALLS BETTER THAN YOU -the yousana scene is sooo gorgeous whew...... -I always cry a lil bit (ok a lot) when yousef brings up even. and sana knew too. even sweetie ily :( -sana talking about her religion is beautiful. itâs so lovely to learn about how she thinks and sees the world. -yousefâs smile watching sana leave like ur kidding right....... -âflawless since 99âł is so cringey. itâs so cringeyyy -sana uses âsmhâ I knew we were soulmates
ep5 -eavesdropping on ur parent/brotherâs argument is peak sibling culture -when ur always paranoid but ur always right..... -sanaâs green jumpsuit sign me up babey -I really really really love elias and sanaâs conversation -u dont even realize how tiny sana is until sheâs standing next to isak and even -not finding out why yousef avoided the fight and why he kissed noora will haunt me forever (could we not have expanded more on that instead of noorhelm.......) -the parallel of sana washing isakâs blood off her hands vs. her washing her hands during maghrib in episode 1. gotta sit down. -vilde gossiping to the pepsimax girls stings SO bad itâs just such a betrayal?:( -âthe other girls seem cool, especially noora! sheâs so pretty!â ok much to unpack here but: sana again comparing herself to noora (who she sees as /perfect/)... sana being written off despite putting so much effort and passion into the russ bus while noora, who has done literally nothing and at best is indifferent to russ, is the one they like the most. disgusteng -love will tear us apart.. bitch..... -sana abt to cry god I canât -if sana is anything like me (I mean I think she is but jkjjkhsdfhfsd). looking stupid is the absolute worst so like, her sending out emails abt being bus boss when she was actually being lied to? being played? and her being âparanoidâ about sara being shady, but deciding hey maybe im just being crazy? except she wasnât she was right and she Knew!! and sheâs probably thinking how dumb it was for her to get her hopes up, everything always ends badly anyways and no one actually likes her :((((((( -dont rlly know what my feelings are on the fight. im not against it bc isak does have a temper but his apparent motive always seemed weak to me?? and god I feel so bad for even
ep6 -forgot about sana getting bullied in middle school yall mind if I sob?? -sana lying and getting defensive bc itâs hard to be vulnerable, or because she hates looking stupid? or both?:( -isak looking up dandelions in his textbook just bc even put one behind his ear. I HATE this man -sanaâs dad asking if she had a bad day aw :( -all the boys (and sana) wearing black but yousef wearing white.... what does it mean.............. -the carrots are back goddammit -radio station playing during this scene: âif I have to choose between the just non-muslim and the unjust muslim, without any doubt I would choose the non-muslim who is justâ -ISAKâS NOSE SFFJDFJFSDKJSDF -sanaâs text about chris Iâm going to bawl my eyes out.      âyeah! looking forward (to going to nissen) but a bit worried. donât know        anyone else starting there.â      (J: new friends?) âyes, at least one of them. I have german with her (chris)      and sheâs very cool!â -the contrast of how blunt sana came off when weâre first introduced to her vs. how she was really just excited to make a new friend bc she was scared no one would like her :( especially knowing her past with bullying and how nervous she was to start at nissen? chris baby I LOVE YOU thank u ;-; -also sana keeping 2yr old conversations on her phone... same -sana is honestly too smart and scheming and overthinking for her own good. she has these elaborate plans that more-or-less always get ruined by her being more kind than she gives herself credit for (e.g. wanting to protect vilde in s1, clearing isakâs name in s4) -everyone in skam texts back so fast smh -chris calling sana âsonicâ...... a moment please -I cannot watch the sana/evak apartment scene without thinking of the bloopers and losing it lmfaoooo.. âthis is where we live. just come inâ -ik itâs based off fanart but there is little I hate more than their matching outfits -âremember youâre both geniuses!â đĽşeven -once again isak studying is uhhhh me - âyouâre a good personâ yall i love isak i really do. he puts his foot in his mouth pretty often and doesnât have a great brain-to-mouth filter and he can be awkward and rambly and blunt and unsure of what to say in emotional situations but also? heâs so genuine. itâs just his honest thoughts and he says it bc he cares about sana and knows she needs to hear it!! -áś áľáľâż áľáľáľâż -sanaâs inner turmoil.. thank u iman for inventing acting (ik I havenât mentioned it much yet but god iman is SUCH a phenomenal actor I owe her my life) -LETS GO BITCHES
ep7 -sana crying silently in her room breaks my fucking heart (IMAN!!!!) -idk how I feel about the instagram plot but sana watching as her plan falls into place and then storming up to sara... pretty bada$$ -âitâs creepy it was published but itâs more creepy we have a bus boss who talks shit about everyoneâ THANK YOU vilde -i love s4 isak thanks -sana and jamillaâs chat aw :~) -how awkward do yall think the walk to the bench was lmfao -what sana tells isak is SO powerful and I love it a lot -isak does actually make a good point- the other girls are like that too. -unfortunately I have been in situations isak describes, where you want to learn more about your friendâs culture or religion because you care about them and youâre genuinely interested, but you donât know what questions are okay to ask and you donât want to sound rude or ignorant, so you ultimately end up asking no questions at all. but I hate that the responsibility is put on sana to constantly educate people bc I cannot imagine how exhausting that must be [[[ok so. I know there are VERY mixed opinions on the bench scene but hereâs my dumbass two cents. 1- I genuinely think isak was trying to make sana feel better by attempting to relate to her and pass on advice that really helped him. however, I donât think isak realized what sana eventually told him- that her experience wearing the hijab is a lot different than isakâs experience as a gay man. do I agree with everything isak said? nooo. do I understand why he said it? yeah. 2- it was not isakâs place to tell sana norwegians arenât racist, or not to look for racism in questions. I think thereâs some truth to ppl often just being ignorant, and he does add that there are probably a lot of racist people in Norway, but yeah. not great. 3- in conclusion I think while isak shared some meaningful advice w sana, he put his foot in his mouth too and said some stupid shit. im not trying to defend that. I will add, though: a. we actually do see some growth on isakâs part. when he and even are yelled at on the street, thatâs the moment it clicks for him that oh shit, this is what sana was talking about. this is what she has to experience? and thatâs why he texts noora, âin the speech for sana, you have to include how insanely strong she is. I donât think many people understand how much bullshit she has to takeâ and b. isakâs (bad) advice of ânot looking for the racism in thingsâ is ultimately contrasted by yousef (a moc who lived most of his life as a muslim) suggesting instead to show people what islam really is. and thatâs so much more meaningful. I think the root of a lot of the issues isak brought up- i.e. ignorance- is a general lack of education, representation, or effort by non-muslim people to seek out information themselves. so sana leading by example and showing what it means to her to be muslim is so much more powerful.]]] -đđđ! -BEST BUDS đĽş
ep8 -haper du har plass weaving in and out of this episode until the chorus finally breaks when the los losers van shows up...... miss julie đ -oh my god the pictures. im a fucking MESS bc theyâre not only significant to the scene and to sana but also like,, as part of our goodbye to the girls?? -the balloon squad and even :( while the timeline of them reconciling within just this week is kinda wack, seeing even back with his friends looking so happy makes my heart uwu so iâll allow it just this once -evaâs message to vilde about her and magnus being able to trust each other w/o reading their texts... growth or irony -chris is such a phenomenal friend (and this is why I wanted more of her in s4!!) -sanaâs phonecall to the girls breaks my fucking heart bc like. right off the bat sheâs finally being vulnerable with them?? telling them about her fears and insecurities and struggles? typing this im gonna start crying lol but god I love her so much. sheâs so brave and she put all that on the line bc all she really cares about are her friends, she loves them SO much even if (she thinks) they donât love her back -lowkey sobbed so hard during the haper du har plass clip I almost threw up and it gave me a headache :) -anyways this is one of my favourite skam clips and god just. the moment you hear the girls calling for sana??? I LOSE it. when sana just starts BEAMING omg𤧠the girls love sana and support her and if you fuck with sana you fuck with us!!!!!! god. cannot articulate how dear to my heart this scene is. -haper du har plass feels like the end of the episode and the party clip is kinda just tacked on but I love how happy everyone is!! theyâre all drinking champagne (who taught isak how to hold things) and dancing and smilingggg đ -yousana rise!!!!!!!! -ok donât get me wrong I hate william for crashing the party but their entrance slow-mo kinda slaps.... also sana popping up in between noorhelm SENDS me
ep9 -this is the point in the season where the amount of time dedicated to noorhelm is beyond beyond beyond significantly damaging to the story. this is sanaâs last episode!! instead of having them makeout in front of williamâs car for 20 minutes mayhaps we couldâve had a conversation between the girls and sana, or with her brother (if they had continued the elias alcoholism plotline rip), or maybe even with jamilla or her mamma? like I donât care at ALL about noora or william. give me anything else. ple a s e -what makes skam scenes so brilliant is their quiet moments!! julie let the scene breathe. not everything needs a tacky song playing over top. -Iâve said this abt like twenty clips now but MAGHRIB. oh my GOD. an absolute masterpiece and definitely tied for my all time favourite skam clip. canât rlly put into words how stunning it is. & I love sana and yousefâs conversation so much. -âof course I brought food! my name is yousef!â mr. acar youâre the only man I trust
ep10 -as much as my heart yearns for 10 sana episodes I think splitting up the last episode of skam into individual POV clips for different characters was brilliant and such a poignant way to say goodbye :( -okay donât think about what sana couldâve written in her texts to everyone or ur heart will go sicko mode -I wonât write anything abt this ep since Iâve already written too much but like.. (elias shouldâve gotten a clip instead of william. pchris can stay because his clip was funny but heâs on thin fuckin ice) -kjaere sana was such a beautiful way to say goodbye to skam. so yeah. bye skam. i miss you.Â
overall âIâm not really sure why (possibly a lethal combination of my undying love for sana bakkoush, how much I relate to her, this but my ass was crying EVERY single episode of season 4...... F âIâm obsessed with s4â˛s aesthetic. imo the best editing, soundtrack and cinematography of any season!!!! julie is so talented at making each season feel distinct- to me, sanaâs season is cool, vibrant colours (aka the late-night sunset aesthetic- gabie i hear u laughing shut up), crisp electronic/pop music and rap, ethereal city nights..... also sana has the best style of any skam character it had to be said âsanaâs growth! seeing her open up and be honest and vulnerable with the girls during that phone call. sana sending all of her friends literally the sweetest messages of how much they mean to her and how much she values their relationship. sana being the (MUCH) bigger person and making amends with sara, ingrid etc. I love her so much :â((( âIâve thought a lot about what I would change in season 4 and honestly? im a mf scatterbrain and have no real, structured ideas. my biggest issue is too much noora. dream s4 would be william staying in london and noora being happy on her own (but not rly on her own bc she has the girls and kollektivet!). as :/ as I am about the noora/yousef plotline, Iâm not really sure what Iâd do to replace the yousana conflict in ep5. maybe involving elias, or the balloon squad and even? related to that- in lieu of all the noora/noorhelm screentime, I would so much rather have a follow-up plot to eliasâs drinking problem bc it was kinda just dropped? at the very least, the william clip shouldâve been eliasâs. I also would've killed for more one-on-one scenes with chris (even vilde or eva!), jamilla, even, members of the balloon squad... there are so many interesting stories that couldâve been explored instead of going down the noorhelm rabbithole again. furthermore, I feel like the social media plot was a bit... weak? again Iâve tried thinking of what I wouldâve done instead (while also keeping the haper du har plass clip, yâall can pry that one from my cold dead hands) to little avail. what especially threw me about this plotline is that sana did this in s2 to jamilla, fucked up, and it bit her in the ass. I know that she gets irrational when angry but from a storytelling perspective, it seems repetitive. just.. I feel like there couldâve been a more powerful plot in which sana follows the same character arc. another thing I wouldâve loved to see is beyond the los losers van, an apology from the girls to sana. or even just a conversation where they tell her âhey sana, weâre sorry for not paying attention and weâre sorry for being thoughtless/ignorant.â an apology from vilde about things sheâs said in the past wouldâve been <3. even a gesture! the girls order pizza again but this time itâs halal, or they make an effort to learn about sanaâs religion and culture. I know itâs implied through the letter they write for sana, but a final standalone scene wouldâve been so nice. âiâve noticed soo many remakes do this thing where they like.. water down shitty behaviour of their characters. which like- sure. I would love for everyone to be kind and thoughtful and not as horrible as they could be but also... I think thatâs the point of skam? to show that people fuck up, but that doesnât define them as a person. no one is perfect and no one can be thoughtful and considerate and kind all the time. and often these âproblematicâ actions are integral to the story- e.g. elias saying stupid comments to isak (related to isakâs internalized homophobia and fear of coming out to his friends), the girl squad being ignorant about what sana can eat, etc. so..... your remake is not better because it erased every horrible action every character has done. (nuance.. where r u.........) âdespite its flaws, I will say- the good moments of season 4? ineffable. I think we sometimes forget that julie literally wrote, directed, and I believe (?) assisted w editing and soundtrack too. i cant imagine doing all that under so much pressure, trying to bring so many storylines to a conclusion whilst simultaneously creating a goodbye-season to a show she put her life into the past two years. Iâm so fucking appreciative of her. and you know what? all in all julie wrote some pretty damn beautiful episodes and scenes, and you can tell she loves this show just as much as we do. âand honestly this is maybe one reason Iâm more wary of watching remake s4â˛s, bc like.. this season meant SO much bc it was the last season of skam. we knew it was the last season. the final episode is more or less a love letter, a goodbye to the show. whereas w some remakes (do i have to say whomst) its like.. that love isnt there. itâs just another season. yknow? in conclusion I miss skam so much :(
ok whew if ur reading this ur a champion but also why did you just read 5k of me rambling about how much I love sana bakkoush??Â
#not one coherent or intelligent thing is said in the entirety of this post but enjoy#skam#blabbey#clownfest 2019
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@kay-licious how dare u (thanks <3) @silent-calling youre doing amazing sweetie
1. Are looks important in a relationship?
I wouldnt call it a key factor but itâs important to feel attraction towards your partner
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
sure! If itâs a healthy one definitely :D
3. Are you a virgin?
nahÂ
4. Are you in a relationship?
yeh!
5. Are you in love?
Iâd say so!
6. Are you single this year?
no
7. Can you commit to one person?
yes
8. Describe your crush
it me bf
9. Describe your perfect mate
same as above c:Â
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no, only when it comes to animals c;
11. Do you ever want to get married?
thats a dream of mine tbh
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
I guess every healthy person would say no but yes, Iâd absolutely do (only the first time tho, after the second time you gotta ask yourself if itâs really worth it)
13. Do you get jealous easily?
in regard to my bf: I used to but itâs a hell of a lot less nowadays. In regard to people in general, sometimes, especially when im not doing well mentally
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
me bf
15. Do you have any piercings?
just have my ears pierced!
16. Do you have any tattoos?
no but maybe soon
17. Do you like kissing in public?
only if its sweet forehead or cheek kisses, or quick kisses on the mouth or hand kisses
20. Do you shower every day?
yes though I gotta admit I really have to force myself. Not because I like being stinky but because everything is kinda difficult sometimes
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
bruh I sure hope my bf does;;
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
nah
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Iâve been in a relationship for 5 and a half years now, I think so
24. Do you think youâll be married in 5 years?
it is possible but who tf knows
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
idk, to be frank: I think my life would be a bit easier if I wasnt in a relationship, or if I hadnt been in a relationship for the past 1-2 years. And I often feel like im more of a burden to my bf than anything else. But thats a different story
26. Has anyone told you they donât want to ever lose you?
as in losing touch with me? I guess so
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
a song yes and it was awkward as hell ajhajdfha and people have done drawings for me which is <3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<33
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yup
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
very very unfortunately yes, and just like a bunch of you guys I was this close to killing myself. I was in a very bad place which I know is not an excuse for this. I still think about it even if itâs been a time since then but I think I cqan never forgive myself because of that
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
often but im too much of a scared cat dsfskjf idk though, I would love to be much more petite size wise
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
oh often
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
yeah;; Iâm not exactly pretty or popular, so puberty was hard
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
hell yeah
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
:( no
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
yeh!!
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yeah and itâs difficult to be normal then aaaaaahhhhhhh
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
some of my friends have a strong disliking towards my current bf but i dont know if you can call it hate
38. Have you ever liked someone you didnât expect to?
yeah and it ruined me for a while
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldnât have?
uuuuhh not really I think
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
whenever I write bday cards I always put a poem in it :D
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
hella
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
depends on how thirsty I am
43. How long was your longest relationship?
5 and a half years and counting
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
2-3
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
uuhh I was 14, no oneÂ
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
HELLA
47. How old are you?
22 my dudes
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
I#d try to play it cool because internally Iâm panicking, someone help me
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
I love about my bf how you can ALWAYS count on him when shit gets down, even if he hasnt talked to a friend for a good while and theyâre like âhey I need youâ, heâll be there in a sec Also that he is still able to surprise me
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
jsdfhsjdfks GO AWAY, Iâd say while closing the door and shutting the blinds quicker than lightning
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
yeah, but thatâs probably because I have bpd and depressions
52. Is there anyone youâve given up on? Why?
yeah, I tried to help them on all occassions, so much that I ruined my own life partially and made myself sick. But whatever I did or said, they apparently want to suffer, so i gave up trying.Â
53. Is there someone mad because youâre dating/talking to the person you are?
yeah my abuser probably
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
unfortunately yes and fortunately yes
55. Share a relationship story.
uuuuuuhhhhh; I dont really know what to write here. Guess Iâll never forget when my bf held a kitten (which was only a week old) in his hands and he almost cried because he loved the baby so much. Haha, he was afraid of crushing it though because it was much smaller than the palms of his hands
56. State 8 facts about your body
I gained a lot of weight since last year which is why I avoid posting or taking pics, but according to everyone else you dont see it that much (?); my hair is getting its natural curliness back; I fucked up my knee so Iâll have knee surgery next year; I bruise easily; I have a shit ton of scars; I love my super green eyes; I have thicc thighs and if Iâm very emotional I get red spots all over my body
57. Things you want to say to an ex
to my first ever bf: fuck u lmao to the second bf I had: Iâm so sorry for everything and I hope that you found your place :)
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
uuuhhh be sweet and understanding, be funny, be somewhat smart, dont be a mean asshole and be nice to other people (especially kids) and animals and also be able to be fascinated by small thingsÂ
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
yikes
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
my current bf is 8 years older than me
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
how open and nice they are? Idk I always choose my ppl to hang out with according to this
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
even though Iâm a switch I have a big preference for being the sub, so if someone can dominate me and yknow do stull like carry me princess style or something im all like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
63. What is your definition of âhaving sexâ?
everything that comes after kissing imo
64. What is your definition of cheating?
I think as soon as you try to pursue someone emotionally that already counts as cheating
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
kissing, grinding, I love when someone talks dirty to me
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
if it aint too much of a tmi iâd love to admit that we have a collar and a leash so (not thinking about pet play uughfjhjsdfkhsd, just yknow someone is able to drag me to them like this or being held in place while being taken from behind is p nice)
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
something something being outside in the nature and also good foodÂ
68. What is your sexual orientation?
69. What turns you off?
super super wet kisses where also my nose somehow gets stuck in someone elses mouth Like dude r u a vacuum cleaner sdfhsdkjhfks
70. What turns you on?
being manhandled
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
idk I dont really have a lot of wet dreams and usually theyre not very kinky but rather sweet and slowÂ
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
I like dirty talk, so imma leave that openÂ
73. Whatâs something sweet youâd like someone to do for you?
i love to get flowers, or lil stuff that reminds us of our friendship or something, self made/home made stuff is always !!!!!!!!!!!!
74. Whatâs the most superficial characteristic you look for?
probably hands? I love it when girls have super slender hands and when boys have rough and big hands
75. Whatâs the sweetest thing anyoneâs ever done for you?
I already answered that c:
76. Whatâs the sweetest thing youâve ever done for someone?
I have a few stories Iâm proud of! But I really love this one: When I was little I grew up in a village in which like 300-400 people lived (maximum) and next to us lived this sweet older couple who always gave us sweets and vegetable for our parents, or they brought us stuff from when they went on vacation. The man is now constantly sick, he suffers from parkinson and you see the early statges of dementia setting in. A while ago he wanted to go and get the German version of fish and chips with his wife but due to him needing a ton of surgeriesw constantly he wasnt able to go out with his wife. When my mom told me this I was like wtf u cant just tell me this, Iâm too soft. So I went and got fish and chips from the best market around us for him and flowers for his wife, despite the fact that I havent seen them in YEARS. When I arrived at their front door both of them hugged me and cried a bit
77. Whatâs your opinion on age differences in relationships?
not bad if everything is consensual and if thereâs a power balance thats equalÂ
78. Whatâs your dirtiest secret?
I think the leash thing is one of the kinkiest things weâve ever done tbh
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
yesterday a bit when my bf went out wth friends and had a few beers while I was stuck at home with the thought that I can never have a beer again dkadfjahdf as stupid as that sounds but I always enjoyed these chill evenings with a beer and friends
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
this morning when I cuddled my cats :D
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
my bf and many videogame and anime characters, also my best female friend is hella attractive, also some of my friends are to die for
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
my bf!!
83. Who was your first kiss with?
my first bf sdfjsdfs
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
it didnt really work out, it seemed as he was more interested in saying âhey im in a relationship!â than in me, hah;;
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
yeah, sure
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arcetri/alistair 1-5 :3
1. - How do they fall asleep? Wake up? Any daily rituals?
im 10000% convinced that arcetri has always been someone who is late to fall asleep/late to rise. i think alistairâs sleep schedule is fairly Average except for the few nights where he ends up staying up late bc sleep is hardÂ
i dont think alistair takes over the bed when he sleeps but i wouldnt be surprised if he ends up pulling like a sloth and just kind of Holds arcetri when they sleep and itâs Very cute bc i always envisioned arcetri to like curl up in a ball when she sleeps and they just kind of wake up Entangled in each other and then theyhgbgbgvhbfvvhrg89erhgf89ewhf9erwe9audfis0fijsd90fjsaopfjsdopsdgjodfdfh4958349
as for daily rituals i dont think they have a lot other than alistair letting arcetri sleep in bc he doesnt have the heart to wake her up early.....alistair usually gets washed/dressed first but he hangs out in his room and waits for arcetri to get ready and they always leave their room Together unless if they have smth else going on and the other needs to leave early.Â
2. - Howâs their team work? Do they share well?
i think their teamwork is really good but i think at first when theyâre just in Love they arent super critical over bad decision making but they trust each other 2 be open abt telling the other that they fucked up. they also share rly well bc i dont really envision either of them being very protective over their things like whatsoever (with a few exceptions on arcetriâs side during the blight) im pretty sure 90% of arcetriâs shirts are just alistairs and she just tucked the excess fabric into her pantsÂ
3. - Are they open about their relationship? How do they feel about public displays of affection?
during the blight arcetriâs pretty uncomfortable with revealing her relationship but thatâs more or less just her paranoia and not wanting ppl to know things abt her rather than her being ashamed that sheâs in a relationship but obviously itâs hard to hide those things when sheâs living around the same people all day every day so she eventually accepts it and just briefly mentions shes w/ alistair to those who dare ask arcetri abt her personal life even tho they r at risk of like. getting stabbed. arcetri also doesnt like affection in general and did it really sparingly during the blight but she really warms up to the whole idea of being able to truly love someone again and as the years go by she becomes affectionate and itâs Cute
4. - First impression of each other? Was it love at first sight?
GOD first impressions were not good what so ever but itâs VERY funny in retrospect bc alistair has to go to denerim for a month to do templar apprentice training at the ancient age of 17 and then arcetri whose a red jenny at the time just kind of shows up behind him after mugging the templar that was escorting alistair around the city and she looks like this
alistair thought he was gonna like. die. and arcetri just wanted to fuck w/ him and scare him off also oh my god i just realized that arcetri was the first real friend that alistair had hang on i have to go take a break
5. - Nicknames? Pet names? Any in-jokes?
i wouldnt doubt that alistair would be all over nick names and pet names just to annoy/tease arcetri although arcetri isnt exactly a name that can really be transferred into a nickname (also technically arcetriâs birth name isnt even arcetri...itâs a nickname.............) but i wouldnt doubt alistair calls arcetri âdearâ and all of that shit to mess w/ her before she reluctantly accepts the pet name (and probably ends up liking it) but i think there isnt a lot of moments where they use pet names in a very endearing manner unless if theyâre like Really into it u know.
 they definitely have a lot of inside jokes i see them as a really sarcastic couple but the only thing that rly sticks out to me is that one time when arcetri was a Teen and she was trying to get alistairâs attention so she threw an apple core at him. thatâs what true love is all about
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60 questions for @not-my-brain
1. selfie.......Ugghhhh ok. Imma take one rn
Ok here u go (yes thats a bmth shirt)
2. what would you name your future kids?.....Ooo hmmm well when i was a kid i really liked the names disney, and mesiah. I didn't know at the time that mesiah was another name for god i think lol. I liked it cause of handlers mesiah. I still do. Ooo and maybe Tj too
3. do you miss anyone?......Yeah. My friends on Pinterest from a year ago. My friend lucas. Stan lee. Bob ross. My cousin who died from cancer some years ago. Snape. Sirius. Lupin. Tonks. Dobby. *continues to name every unfortunate death in hp*
4. what are you looking forward to?.......SE-YA next month!! Its the south eastern young adult festival at this college. You can have meet n greets with authors and alot of stuff its the besstttt
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?......DEFINATELY. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @sammchenry my friend lucas and @septembersbloom. ^^
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?..... What like...romantically? Or like a death? If romantically uhhh idk it took over a couple weeks but im ok now. Ive never had another relationship so idk. If death oof yeah idk maybe. Ig it depends on how much i knew them idk. Like when my nanny (great grandma) died i was sad for days (is that alot?)
7. what was your life like last year?.....Sucky af. Still is. But the highlights of my life last year was getting and making friends on tumblr, going to the tøp concert and going to warped tour, volunteering at the library, going to seya and meeting some of my favorite authors, reading, changing and improving my art, listening to all the bands i listen to now, getting into more fandoms, going to a friends house for the first time
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?.......Yes lol. Some years ago when i couldn't find smtn id be so annoyed and pissed id start crying. I dont now but still lol
9. who did you last see in person?.......Hm ig family doesn't count....? Wait do u mean a friend? If so uhh my friends rebekah, anika, and Judah at a TAB meeting at the library sometime last month.
10. are you good at hiding your feelings?......I think so? Like i mean I can hide whenever i get my....time of the month from my mom (talking abt stuff like that with her makes me uncomfortable) and i hid a breakup. And other p big stuff too. So imma say yeah
11. are you listening to music right now?........*pops on earbuds after reading this* yee im listening to bitch lasagna by pewdiepie xD (do i have the best spotify playlist or what?)
12. what is something you want right now?.......To hug @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye but SOMEONE has to live so far away
13. how do you feel right now?........Happy that my earbud still works cause they got washed in the wash yesterday....oops. Its not my fault. I told my dad to remind me to take it out of my jacket pocket before they threw it in but noooooo he forgot
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?.......Uhhhhh fuck idk it was probably from my lil 4 yr old bro sometime last week. Other than him (hes my favorite sibling) i dont let them hug me too much
15. personality description.......Nerdy. Fangirl. "Emo". Tomboy. Hotsause obsessed. Book lover. Music lover. Black. Blue. Harry potter. Introvert. Fall. Sports. Values friendship. Loyal. Uhhhh i cant think of much lol
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didnât?.......*sigh* yes. Yes yes yes. Theres some things abt me, or my life really, that i havent told anyone on here or my irl friends that i sooooo want to so bad but i haven't cause i feel like they'd feel bad and pity me and i don't want that
17. opinion on insecurities........I dont really understand this one. Everyones insecure abt something. Is this askin like if i think its ok or not? I say its ok. Im insecure about literally everything about me. My face. My personality. My socialness. My art. What i do. What i say. Basically my whole body. The things i feel good abt are my books, music taste, and my friends (ily fuckers)
18. do you miss how things were a year ago?.........Hmm this time around a year ago....idk its sorta the same but all the stuff i mentioned abt my year from last year didn't happen yet so nah tho my life sucks rn its better than this time last year
19. have you ever been to New York?........Nooo but i want too soo baddd i wanna visit @septembersbloom !! Im coming for ya soon gramps *does the eye watching thing* my dads been to nyc before tho cause he does construction and he had a concrete job to do there. It was a 23 hr drive for him
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?........Uhhh idk!!! So hard! Maybe.....the whole thats the spirit album by bmth ;)
21. age and birthday?.....15 yrs of age and September 27th 2003 (whats yours brainy? I'll put it on my calendar)
22. description of crush......Its weird idk im not sure if its a genuine crush or not but uh....They like hp :).Thats all u get
23. fear(s).......Losing my best friend @dirtysocke and my other friends. Death. Failure. Momo chasing after me then killing me slowly keeping my eyes open to look her dead in the eyes while i die
24. height......5'6 call me short and I'll fuck u up with THIS *pulls out trusty potato peeler named now steve* dont test me boi
25. role model......Hhhhhhhh so many! But uh gosh one of them is @superraedizzle (youtuberrrr) and vexx and bob ross and da vinci and aaaaaaa so many
26. idol(s)......First person that immediately comes to mind is @sammchenry cause he's super cool and he's really nice and his art's reallyyy good (if u havent seen it w-w-what are u even doin with your life?) And he has a great sense of humor and *continues to ramble about why samms the best*
27. things i hate.......Dabs. Transphobes. Homophobic ppl. Basically any hate on the lgbtq+ community. Bullies. The ship starker. Umbridge. Snape haters
28. iâll love you ifâŚ.....U you'll eat pizza, draw, and rp harry potter with mee
29. favourite film(s)......Fantastic beasts. Every hp film. Twilight. The maze runner 1-2. The hunger games. Spiderman homecoming. Kingsman: secret service. Into the spideyverse tho i havent seen it yet
30. favourite tv show(s)......Inkmasterrrrr. B99. The mick. The middle. Uhhh idk mostly ink master xD
31. 3 random facts........Ive never had shrimp. I had a beta fish for over a year once. Im eating pizza crust rn
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?.......G i r l s. I have all girl friends irl and one boy. And on tumblr it seems like i just meet girls? Likei agree with @cristal-kyd1280 its like alot more gals then dudes here. But i do have some guy friends on here too. But mostly girls
33. something you want to learn.......TO DRAW ANATOMY DAMMIT
34. most embarrassing moment........Every moment of my lifes an embarrassing moment. Idk of i can pick a "most" embarrassing one. But one time i i sent my crush (now ex bf) a hey fuckface and like some hearts or whatever for an ask game that meant like "i have a crush on u" "youre adorable" etc and said Hewo but i did it all anonymously. But he confronted me askin if i sent it cause im the only person he knows that actually says hewo lol. Then later on i finally admitted i really liked him and well y'all know the story after i think. Unless you're new
35. favourite subject.......A R TTTT OFC
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?........meet my friends on tumblr. Get into mtsu (college i wanna go to) and study art. And go skydiving
37. favourite actor/actress........favorite actor uhhhhhh probably thomas brodie sangster or tom felton and my favorite actress? Hmmm idk maybe evanna lynch (luna lovegood)
38. favourite comedian(s).......probably kevin hart lol he's p funny
39. favourite sport(s)........basketballllllll and football
40. favourite memory........uhhhhh idk?? One oh my favorite memories was when we went to see tøp in concert
41. relationship status.....single as a pringle
42. favourite book(s)......harry potter and the order of the pheonix. Harry potter and the half blood prince. Simon vs the homo sapiens agenda. Divergent. Maze runner. Twilight. Fangirl. Fallen. Red queen
43. favourite song ever.......TOO HARD DONT MAKE ME CHOOSEEEEEE
44. age you get mistaken for.........16 and 17 sometimes lol
45. how you found out about your idol........i was watching someone on yt and superraedizzle always poped up in my feed and my mom turned on one of her vids cause she always saw her vids too now ive seen most of em i love her. Id heard of vexx but never watched him and i was watching a collab from anthony miller art and shrimpy and i checked out shrimpys channel and was lookin at comments and alot of ppl said his art is like vexxs so i checked out vexx. At first i was like eh ok. Now i cant click fast enough when he posts a vid. And i actually fpund out about bob ross from my grandpa on jan 20 2017 when trump was getting sworn in or whatever. We turned on pbs and my grampa told me to look and bob ross was on and i was IN. I loved it. I even started watching full episodes on YouTube of the joy of painting after that. Wonderful man. My first painting i ever did i think was when i followed one of his tutorials xD (i didnt know it was popular at the time)
46. what my last text message says......."ok your turn"
47. turn ons.....uhh nerds ig idk um book lovers, music lovers, art lovers, potterheads, idk and nice ppl
48. turn offs......jerks. Homophobia. Idk ig whatever i said in things i hate
49. where i want to be right now......uhhhh idk wait didn't i already answer this? Ok this ones different ig so uhh with my friend lucas
50. favourite picture of your idol.....oh shit...favorite? Idk xD i have a fave of vexx but not of rae or bob. But heres pics of them any way
51. starsign......a libraaaaa boiii
52. something iâm talented at......drawing and speed reading. Thats about it lol. Oh and procrastina
53. 5 things that make me happy.......ooooo art, my friends here on tumblr, books, harry potter, and music ^^
54. something thats worrying me at the moment.....if my friend thinks im being annoying
55. tumblr friends......hhhhh so manyyyyyy. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @chinesewaffles2 @kingantlion @queen-baelin @sammchenry @septembersbloom and more
56. favourite food(s)......green beans, pepperoni pizza, and vanilla madelines
57. favourite animal(s).......basically any reptile. Puppies. Cats. Any animal really but my #1 are snakes
58. description of my best friend.....well she's a tiny bean (5 feet) and she has dark hair, she wears glasses, she doesnt take shit, she's in love with Josh dun, she's awesome, funny, nice (YES youre nice jackie) and shes the best friend ive ever had. Oh. And she has a weird obsession with spaghetti
59. why i joined tumblr.......well i heard abt it on Pinterest over a year ago but didnt want it. Then @mrfastbass-deactivated20181231 on DeviantArt said he got tumblr so i made one then followed him and figured id just post art and that's it cause i thought tumblr was boring as hell when i first got it. Now im p much obsessed with it
60. ask me anything you want.......go ahead brainy shoot. Give me smtn good
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a modest reinterpretation of âandiâs choiceâ in c-minor (inspired by a post by @ambimack)
in which bowie ghostwrites a song, andi tries to go ghost on walker, and [insert third awful ghost pun here]:Â
so bowie is actually ringing up customers for once at the music store that I figured rarely got business because helloo itâs always damn near empty but I guess today there was a surge of customers seeking out guitar picks and vinyls to show how Cultured and Unique they were for listening to the beatles or whomever. anyway jonah is on his guitar, doing as jonahs are wont to do, and bowie drops the bomb on him with âso yeah remember that music coach I told you about? she hates you. she quite frankly and literally wants you dead. she told me this herself. why didnât you show up???â and jonahâs like âandi donât fw me anymore :(â which isnât rly an answer bc lbr here homeboy was ALREADY running late. you mean to tell me him staring at that painting took 4 whole minutes? nah.Â
so anyway bowieâs like âhm letâs change thatâ bc manipulating your daughterâs emotions behind her back is cool I guess. bowie, totally not projecting in any way whatsoever, suggests that jonah write andi a song. jonahâs not about it tho. âI canât talk about my feelings!â he says, which is true considering he only just started exhibiting negative emotions for the first time ever last week. bowie goes, âsure u can! what rhymes with back?â and jonah almost says âcrack!â bc thats clearly what bowieâs been on for the past 2 episodes but lemme not.
anyway jump to andi @ the spoon and her boo thang whoâs not rly her boo thang yet bc terri hates us is facetiming her again. âso andi, my wife whom I would die for, whatâs up?â and andi replies âmy best friend is moving away :(â so walker, the understanding king he is, goes âaw pick your head up queen, your crownâs falling :â)â and tells her to go be with her friends and something about a bubble machine idk but w/e we still stan.
buffy comes in w/ all the junk the ghc left at her house including a knockoff tamagotchi which seems kinda before andiâs time?? like she was supposedly 7 when she got it which would have been around 2010? but once again w/e we still stan. and buffy reads the recommendation letter cyrusâ mom wrote for him which seemed a tad incomplete. âI canât believe my mom forgot to add three references, what a waste...â he sighs.
but walker comes in and andiâs like âtf didnât u just tell me to drink bubble soap and be w/ my friends? what r u doing here?â and walker, the modern day da vinci, says âim here to draw ur friends as a going away present for your fellow queen, buffyâ and buffy looks shooketh like hey if andi donât want him go get him sis!Â
so walker draws a louvre level artist rendering of the ghc and instead of appreciating the fact that walker could probably make an exact recreation of the mona lisa, andiâs like â*rolls eyes emoji* *sucks teeth emoji* now i got TWO of these little boys after me what the fuck -_-â but that doesnât matter bc buffy and cyrus are LIVING for it.Â
âim gay so clearly im the better sassy best friend, step tf back bitchâ
âthe sassy best friend stereotype was made for my black ass cyrus so if you think for even a second I wonât claim my rightful spot you are sadly mistakenâ
âlet me have this one thing buffy I canât even say the word gay out loud on this damn show can I at least have this?? can I?â
buffy takes a sip of her virgin margarita and goes...
anyway back at the music shop, jonah has just finished practicing the song bowie ghostwrote for him. jonahâs like âgreat this is perfect for me to sing outside andiâs windowâ and bowie quite litcherally flips a table and goes âyou rly thought u were gonna pull that corny shit??? what year is it?? 1985 called they want their courtship technique back lol what a loserâ and jonahâs like hm perhaps he really is on crack but doesnât say it out loud bc that would hurt bowieâs feelings :/. bowie says that he already booked jonah to perform at the open mic being held THAT NIGHT lmao and jonah just about has another panic attack bc what??
âwhat??â he asks bowie who is too busy thinking about him performing âyou girlâ to bex when they were younger to even remember who jonah even is. jonahâs quite honestly shitting himself and wondering what tf heâs going to do. âbeing around youâ is cute and all but it doesnât go nearly as hard as andi deserves, especially if he now has to compete with artsy fartsy walker who could probably redo the sistine chapel all by himself if he rly wanted to. âhm..........how can one convey how truly deep in their feelings they are for the one they love?â jonah asks the universe, bc hey it seems to always work for bowie.Â
the universe responds by sending a speeding car full of college kids blasting aubrey grahamâs newest hit single right into the storefront window.Â
âthatâs it!âÂ
jonahâs handing out flyers at the spoon and cyrus literally melts into a puddle and Iâm pretty sure this is the first nod to his crush on jonah since he came out to andi wow. andiâs like âsince when do u do anything aside from throwing a plastic disc?â and jonahâs like âlast week đ¤"
they go to the open mic and some girlie is throwing it DOWN w/ her accordion but bowie being the uncultured swine he is, pulls her off the stage. âanywayyyy hereâs our final performance and the only reason we held this show tonight, give a big round of applause to jonah beck!â
jonah walks out with his guitar and an amazon copyrighted product shaped like a portable speaker. bowieâs like 𤨠bc this was supposed to be an acoustic performance tf does he need a backing track for? jonah sits down on his lil stool and clears his throat. âalexa play âin my feelings, jonah beck coverââ. the device plays a track consisting of jonahâs angelic backing vocals, and our boy begins to strum his guitar. he opens his mouth to croon...
âtrap...trap bowie bowieâ
bowieâs chiseled jaw drops to dirty ass music shop floor. âthis is...not what I planned.â
âthis stuffâs got me in my feelings...gotta be real w/ it...â
the entire audience has a collective heart attack.Â
âan-di, do u luv me? r u riding? say youâll never ever leave from beside me, cause I want ya and I need ya, and Iâm down for u always...â
buffy and cyrus catch whiplash from turning so fast to face andi. âthe songâs about YOU bitch!â
andi shakes her lil head. âpuh-lease, no itâs notâ
cyrus, doing his best not to cry, says âhe literally just said ur name but go offâ
andiâs in denial bc eww j*n*h b*ck? singing a song? for her? disgusting. but jonah keeps singing his little heart out and the lyrics are more and more damning as they go on.Â
âtrap, trap bowie bowie...I buy you rice on a string cause you not that showyâ
âart 101 cause u just like zoeyâ
âfuck he is singing about me...â
âfudge that netflix and chill whatâs ur net-net-net worth?â jonah sings, hitting an impossible high note. queen of vocals.Â
âyouâre the only one I luv~~~â he serenades, serving us mariah carey level whisper notes. ariana is cancelled! our boy finishes the song, basking in the thought of how many careers he singlehandedly ended by performing at this small hole-in-the-wall music shop in bumfuck, utah. drake your days are numbered sis.Â
everyone immediately deserts the shop en masse like did yâall see how fast they all left last episode?? damn. buffy and cyrus stay behind while andi is frozen sitting in her chair bc what the hell does one say to that.Â
bowie goes up to jonah and is like âso um...that was...different.â and jonah responds âikr! see, âbeing around youâ felt too old school, too...2002. idk why that year specifically, but idk it just sounds like it was written in 2002 for a completely different person, maybe even bex, but what do I know? im just your friendly neighborhood jonah beck.â bowie is shook. âanyway, do u think andi liked it?â bowie looks up to see his dorder who heâs more or less forgot about in favor of m*randa and demon child for the past couple of days walking in slow motion to the stage. how she was doing that was beyond him. âwell, she looks like sheâs about to cry so thatâs either a very good thing or a very bad thing. ur on ur own now bud.â and he skidaddles to where bex is waiting. oh yeah bex was in this episode too I forgot.Â
andi approaches jonah and heâs like â...so...song....you like?â and andiâs internally screaming bc everyone for the past several weeks has been pushing this relationship on her including jonah himself and now he just sung this song in front of all these ppl and now she pretty much HAS to kiss him so anyway ya she does.Â
when she pulls away jonah blinks. âoh...doscheâ
THE END.Â
will andi finally break up with jonah for good? will jonah avoid copyright infringement for covering a drake song on disney channel? will bowie seek help for his crack addiction? find out next time on dragonball z!
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parkjin headcanons!!
ur honestly both in awe at how ur in a relationship with each other because neither of u give urselves enough credit !!!! u r both sweethearts and visual gods
hyunjin:Â âwow ur so cute i cant believe ur dating meâ parker:Â âno!! thats me @ uâ god:Â âp l e a s e ur both cute babies and u deserve each otherâ
i digress
this bb is friends with some clingy ass mofos !!! like daehwi !!! ur getting the hugs u deserve and u will get no complaints from him abt ur affections either because hes just sitting their with you like o//w//o
dont believe this boys dangerous stage presence he is a softie through and through he will get you flowers and chocolates and everything you could possibly imagine !!! angel baby sweetie pie ur pumpy umpy umpkin !!!
he would absolutely love dancing with you !! he loves ur passion and drive to perform and is always willing to practice with u even when hes tired :( bb boy !! hes much nicer than chan tho lol but hes still a pretty strict teacher so expect some dramatic improvement under him
(also whenever you pull off a move properly he gives u a sweet s m o o c h so it encourages you to do even better for more opportunities to kiss ur bf)
bc hes an idol !! yall cant go out publicly for dates all the time so a typical date is yall goofing off at home, watching movies and shows on netflix, a romantic dinner if yall have the energy but generally takeout, blasting music and dancing around, etc etc he just loves being with you
but when its been a while he will absolutely take you out on cute dates!! sometimes cute elaborate picnics, sometimes a spontaneous trip around the city at night, but always without a fail fun and exciting, especially with your boyfie by ur side :^)
also initially he is SO shy with you !! like remember how shy he was around jinyoung ??? during the survival show??? multiply that by a MILLION this boy was so shy he blushed the deepest shade of red just by h*lding ur h*nd !!! he gains more confidence as the relationship progresses but pls be easy on this bb boys heart
also (wiggles eyebrows) yall can have some spicy kisses !! some intense makeout sessions !! but nothing further lol he is a SHY BOY and also very much 18 he is awkward and is not abt that life rn lol
like ur gonna be shocked at the duality because at the beginning of the relationship hes like âc-can i h*ld ur h*nd? and ur like âhow did u censor that out loudâ but now hes like âmakeout with meâ and ur like bitch WHAT but also okay lol
this boy is a solid eight inches taller than you lol if you think he wont even lightly tease you about the height difference you are wrong !! ur just chillin and hes like âhey :) hows the weather down thereâ and ur like âi will END youâ and he blows a kiss ur direction and ur like âokay maybe not ur kinda cute. but comment on my height again and u will receive no mercyâ
DUDE he is at the perfect height where he can rest his chin on ur head!! and give u forehead kisses !!!! he just loves u so much man !!! sure kissing u on the lips is great and all but kissing ur forehead?? CUTE
also so many of his shirts and hoodies disappeared and he was like ?????????? what !!! and then he saw you just DROWNING in his hoodie because he too loves oversized stuff and hes like. im fine with this (he takes photos and sets them as his home and lockscreen when they arent promoting) (this boy is GOOD at not getting caught)
dude when the Boiis found out u two were dating they LOST IT !!! interrogated then welcomed !! hyunjin was exposed by them a lot lol they exposed ALL the juicy stories and u were like :^)
dont worry tho ya girl laramie exposed u in kind so then hyunjin was like :^)
truly a bonding experience for the both of you
yall are both visual gods so sometimes u both will just. try on even the most ridiculous outfits and have a fashion show in the living room of ur technically shared apartment
yall take photos on ur phones in a super exaggerated manner in order to mimic the paparazzi and photographers and shout encouragements like âYES KING GET THAT BREADâ and âOH YES WORK ITâ
willing to nerd out with you at a l l times !!!
oh my god him sleeping over when he can when hes not promoting and u waking up to him spooning u and just. big cuddle hours: activated
soft kisses before jokingly going âu have morning breathâ and just the resounding GROAN before he threatens to leave u cold in the bed and ur like no wait-
hes trying to be frugal with his money as he hasnt been an idol for that long but he definitely buys you gifts from time to time when hes reminded of u
âbabe i got this red panda plushie for uâ (insert parkers unintelligible shrieking here)
hes not the most jealous boyfriend actually !! he trusts you a lot and is okay with you being friends with whomever u please but sometimes he sees u fangiring over his seniors or smth and hes like >:( im a good performer too love me !!!! pls !! he just wants ur love smooch his cheeks and ull be good
also to get him flustered? peck his cheeks or (gasp) his NOSE he gets so flustered bc its so innocent but so intimate at the same time so he just gets so RED and stutters and ur just like :^) ah how the turn tables
this boy is a ROMANTIC through and through hes not old fashioned but he likes doing cheesy things like opening the door for you, giving you flowers, pulling out the chair for you, etc etc
he just wants to LOOOOOOOOOOVE you !!!!!
he doesnt go for too many pet names but babe and princess are what he leans towards !!
he practices his english on u and u practice ur korean on him (hint, ur better at korean than he is at english)
but he tries so hard and hes so cute !!! his english is so cute!! appreciate this baby pl s
him: âmy hands are big so i can hold the worldâ u:Â âworm?â him: (holds ur cheeks) u: (choked)Â âw-worm?â
u guys r so cheesy but its so cute !! he just wants whats best for you
also you guys are no strangers to having deep and highly emotional talks because ur both very empathetic and vulnerable people
youve talked about ur insecurities and so has he!!! uve also both confronted the whole âur not dating me because of my visuals/because im an idol rightâ and ur like âum?? no ur a sweetheart and a dedicated boii and performer and-â and then u go on a half hour long rant about all the things u love abt him and hes just like :â) i love you
whenever hes away for one reason or another, esp stuff like tours, he leaves a bunch of his clothes that smell like him so you wont feel as lonely !!! because the sad reality is is that on tours when hes not on stage hes practicing practicing practicing so keeping in touch is kinda hard
but he does his best !! he sends letters and text messages and voice messages and everything !! and when he can he facetimes you !!
we have ALL seen the boys instagram he will take a burst of 10000000 selfies on ur phone, plague u with the âur icloud storage is almost fullâ messages, and it takes u 12239632485 years to delete them all (after making sure they are safely backed up into ur google photos)
yall are SO CUTE and take so many couple photos !!! yall are that iconic couple and u generally post these on ur super exclusive finsta but sometimes u sneak in a blurry pic of him on ur main or even a censored pic of him and ur like âdo u ever just have the cutest sweetest (and hottest but hush) boyf in the world to flex on the broke bitches who hate uâ and hyunjin is like BABE and ur like :^)Â
lowkey sometimes u get jealous of jinyoung bc this boii loves and respects him so much and ur like âWhat Does He Have That I Do Notâ and hyunjin is like âa successful career as an idolâ and ur like âdefine successfulâ and he GASPS
jokesjokes lol yall playfully argue with each other a lot but if any of u go too far its pretty obvious bc u get quieter and he just. emotionally withdraws and u can see it in his eyes and ur both like OH NO BABE i didnt mean to hurt you im sorry !! and ull have a quick convo with multiple apologies and then ur BACK TO BUSINESS
OMG DUDE HOW YALL MET WAS SO CUTE
so basically he was out with !! the boiis at this cute coffee shop that is never crowded so its safe for them to just relax without having seven masks on lol
and the u !! come in with laramie like :( dude school SUCKS and laramie like nods her head intently like yes indeed
and this boy is struck with LOVE like ur . so cute. and tiny. and cute. and ur venting so passionately about how the education system does Not Meet The Needs of students and hes like. her passion. i love it
and u havent noticed him but oh man the boiis have and they are RUTHLESS bc hes so shy but theyre like GIVE HER UR NUMBER COWARD
and after an overwhelming amount of encouragements and some mild bullying (and laramie going to the bathroom because this dumb bitch spilled a lil bit of tea on her shorts and shes LIVID) and this boy approaches u and ur now love stricken
bc hes so CUTE !!! and its clear hes a lil nervous bc hes blushing uwuwuwuwuwuwu but he said !! he really admires ur passion and he thinks ur really cute and hes sorry if this is creepy but could i get ur number and ur like yes. pls. i love you (jokesjokes u dont profess ur love immediately but DAMN were u close to)
u and hyunjin all blushie and excited and the boiis are LOSING it and laramie comes back like âhey fellas whatd i miss-â
anyways yall are THAT power couple who love each other and are super devoted!! and have an amazing time with each other and DAMN ppl say love is dead but clearly they havent met yall
@daffodwlw read this and weep tears of love, coward
#:^)#parkjin#yes im adding tags to keep track of whos who in case i add some... more ships to this account :^)
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[[ hi hereâs a text convo me and dani were having during the iimono text convo woohoo feelings ]]
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:16 AM
iida's definition of alright is "im not completely hurting to the point where it is hard to do or think abt anything else"
rickyLast Sunday at 4:17 AM
THATS A BAD DEFINITION IIDA
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:17 AM
if he can do his duties without being hindered he's "alright"
rickyLast Sunday at 4:18 AM
like tbh monoma's big feels rn are likeÂ
 1) i wanna communicate but it feels like iida doesnt actually communicate with me everÂ
2) i wanna be honest but it feels like iida isnt being honest with meÂ
3) i've been opening up a lot which im! proud of!! i can face my emotions now! but iida isnt facing HIS emotions with me and i thought uHh being a couple means we do that together so i guess i'll go fuck myselfsdfskhdgbg
but ALSO from an outside perspective iida Does Communicate and Is Honest... way more than monoma perceives it but monoma sucks. at being able to identify it
A L S O he cant stand iida taking care of him so much sfhgbsfbhsg hes starting to feel rly coddled and he Does Not Like It
and thats largely just cuz hes so unstable and feels guilty about it now that hes more aware of it and wants to either just shut down and stop emoting around iida or, like, he wants to get to take care of iida if/when he ever breaks down cuz then it'll be Equals
kdfgdfhbdfgs i just had a hunch and it was right, monoma is actually older than iida sdfbjhgs
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:22 AM
WAIT HE IS
HES OLDER,
rickyLast Sunday at 4:27 AM
but yeah i think the other thing is that monoma wants stuff from iida but like has not been able to rly voice it (i feel like this is the first time he has ever talked like This Much about emotional bullshit) but also TBH he feels brushed aside every time iida gives him one of his lil speeches
cuz he doesnt respond very well to positivity and also will just latch onto the negative aspects
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:30 AM
WOW then u have iida whos just like "dude im not a fuckign mind reader tell me what u want"
rickyLast Sunday at 4:30 AM
WHICH I KNOW BUT HE'S WORKING ON IT.....
iida: communicate pls monoma: ok heres a big rambling post about stuff i feel iida: ok thats nice. can you communicate with me pls tho monoma: I JUST DID HSDFKGGBDFSG I'LL JUST GO FUCK MYSELF THEN I GUESS--
^ is how he feels
also hes scared of the Boyfriend Conversation
which i think i've told you before, hes scared cuz of the sex addiction thing but also,
ppl keep coercing him to sex and he doesnt wanna date iida and then be coerced into Officially Cheating,,, pseudo cheating isnt acceptable either but at least like,,, hes Technically not betraying him,
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:36 AM
THE RAMBLING THING isnt clear to iida bc its like yes that is how he feels but he is not telling me What He Wants From Me
rickyLast Sunday at 4:37 AM
YEAH thats what i noticed today +_+!!!
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:38 AM
its like monoma is offering his stance but not a solution or a compromise
rickyLast Sunday at 4:38 AM
monoma doesnt rly know that's what he's supposed to do hjbsjfsg
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:38 AM
does iida have to spell it out
rickyLast Sunday at 4:38 AM
y es
like, the last thing iida said kind of made monoma be like
wait lemme look at it again
ok he said he wanted to know the reasons behind his actions and monoma was like,,,,wha--
cuz... 1) theres like never actually a reason and 2) he didnt know iida wanted that from him
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:40 AM
H
rickyLast Sunday at 4:40 AM
like monoma barely even recognizes half his actions cuz theyre all based on impulses and tbh if nobody pointed them out he'll just move on like nothing's happened
like he compartmentalizes,,, s o much,,,,,, and then represses it like instantly like TBH
like barely anyone talks about monoma's growing alcoholism so he just keeps doing that, and no one has had the chance to tell him to stop communicating with villains so he kept doing that too but like. Because it wasnt pointed out he barely has a problem with it and can function fine
everyone harps on him for the sex stuff tho so he's just like Drowning In Guilt
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:44 AM
is there literally-- any way iida can actually help him because, i just , wow
rickyLast Sunday at 4:44 AM
sfjgkdfgÂ
iida: here's a list of questions to communicate with, pls answer monoma: dissociates instantlyÂ
whOH YEAH DEFINITELYi know that sounds all depressing sjhsdfghthe fix is honestly super easy tbh
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 4:45 AM
HE ASKED TWO WHOLE QUESTIO-jvhcfdjsjcxsdjhds
god im glad there is indeed a fix
rickyLast Sunday at 4:45 AM
I WAS TYPING UP MORE META I HAVENT GOTTEN TO IT YET
monoma's problem is literally just that he doesnt have the vocabulary for, like, anything
what he wants is an open relationship but he doesnt know what that is and TO BE QUITE FRANK his only knowledge of one is fucking sen and kosei
so like, he's only hesitating so much cuz he doesnt know how to voice what he wants cuz Tbh monoma hates not sounding smart and being emotive means bumbling around like an idiot
he still feels brushed off tho,
iida bls be sad around him more
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:02 AM
IIDA DOESNT LIKE BEING SAD
its weird for him
he always like
how do i put this
he takes his sadness, pisses on it, and sets it on fire
rickyLast Sunday at 5:02 AM
oh God i just realized iida is doing the same thing the guy i was gay for did FUCKMeJFBJHFBGDG
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:03 AM
oh he pissed on his  sadness too? worm
rickyLast Sunday at 5:03 AM
he did the 'im alright is actually crashing and burning in super slow motion for months at a time' thing
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:03 AM
iida is hollow more often than he is sad
1JDCKCDSNHSDSNDSCJ
rickyLast Sunday at 5:05 AM
meanwhile i had the loudly has breakdowns and then gets upset about being taken care of despite him insisting because of his Fetish for taking care of people thing
me: glares at iidas Fetish
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:06 AM
ok this is more of a hc but
iida likes taking care of ppl bc his parents rarely took care of him uwus
o hes like
rickyLast Sunday at 5:07 AM
CRIES
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:07 AM
being the Dad and Mom he never had
rickyLast Sunday at 5:07 AM
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
see that Sucks cuz my hc is that monoma was raised to be as self sufficient as possible as Fast as possible which meant wow we aint got time for emotions fam just Put Them In A Box
oh is the box overflowing, put the BOX in a BIGGER BOX
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:08 AM
emotionally stunted boys sure are great
rickyLast Sunday at 5:08 AM
i k r
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:08 AM
only in theory tho,
rickyLast Sunday at 5:08 AM
LOL
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:08 AM
irl i wouldve just
choked them
rickyLast Sunday at 5:09 AM
sobs angrily about iida
share your emotions biiiiiiitchhhh
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:09 AM
hits the back of monoma's head
rickyLast Sunday at 5:09 AM
hEY
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:09 AM
just tell him what u want u stupid fuckJCDFJDSSD
rickyLast Sunday at 5:09 AM
HE WANTS YOU TO SHARE HIS EMOTIONS HSFBGJHFGS HE SAID THAT!!!!AND IIDA WAS LIKE, NAH
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:10 AM
IIDA ISNT RLLY THAT SURE OF HIS EMOTIONS EITHER THATS WHY!!!
HE THINKS HES THIS BUT HES ACTUALLY SOMETHING ELSE
rickyLast Sunday at 5:10 AM
THATS MONOMAS PROBLEM TOO YOU BUTT DFHBSDFGJGSG
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:10 AM
FUCK
rickyLast Sunday at 5:11 AM
OHMY
GODSTRANGLES THEM BOTH
IIMONO: FEELINGS?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:11 AM
w iida its more like. he knows deep down but he doesnt , think , its important enough , to be addressed
rickyLast Sunday at 5:11 AM
i i d a b l s
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:11 AM
"as class rep i must be a leader before anything else!!!!!"
rickyLast Sunday at 5:12 AM
monoma is honestly like 'iida help this is the very first time in my life i have felt Guilt what am i supposed to do with this!!!!!!
iida: whats wrong monoma: IM SAD???? Â WHY DIDNT ANYONE EVER TELL ME WHAT A CONSEQUENCE WAS iida: ,
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:14 AM
JXVCDJXCDSAHJSDSDJ
rickyLast Sunday at 5:15 AM
and t b h he kind of is like, automatically expecting like... a Reward for getting this far but iida just kind of keeps being like 'okay cool. and what else'
and monoma is like HJSFBKHBFGS THAT TOOK ME 3 WEEKS TO FIGURE OUT B L S
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:28 AM
fuckcdncnddxjsn
rickyLast Sunday at 5:28 AM
,,,, in person or continue the text
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:29 AM
CCCCONTINUE...they rarely text god pls
rickyLast Sunday at 5:30 AM
TBH YEAH...
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:30 AM
iida has no Time for his phone he needs to read 30 chapters ahead so he doesnt fall behind!!!
rickyLast Sunday at 5:30 AM
monoma is Traumatized by all their other text convos so he doesnt--
im including the times when i post this btw because God Damn i love that its likefucking 5am over here
ĺ°ć ćŞéLast Sunday at 5:31 AM
GO TO BED?
rickyLast Sunday at 5:31 AM
this is 500% a 'im sad texting my bitchass pseudo bae about my feelings at fucking sunrise after they kept me up crying all night' conversation
whats a bed
#such a good talk lordt i love dani's iida so much fgmsdfghfgfdsg#claws at her... more headcanons.. bitch#monoma.hc#iimono.meta
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