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its a sad day when you see a person you know is good and creative to use ai tools to make art
#sigh#i mean.. i get it in this case i guess. and he did edit like half of the text to fit but also ew#i know he could have written this on his own. he has that talent in him. but no he used ai to write the scene instead#and it completely threw a wrong name for one of the characters too like. wouldnt have made that mistake otherwise#as a writer its just bringing me down to know i have someone like this in my circle..#kinda hurts you know#like.. in small defense of ai it can be good at creating ideas and concepts for reference and starting points i guess#but making full pieces of art and writing with it when you are perfectly available of doing it yourself?#or able to commission someone else to do it? or not using it as a reference but as a ready finished piece of something?#no.#its so hard to put my emotions into thoughts rn but im just. disheartened i guess#as if being a creative wasnt hard enough already. seeing someone close to me replacing my favorite craft with ai..#im sad fellas#i hope you know im never using ai for anything i make. dont ever put that label on me no matter what#also dont feed my stuff into anything ai or i will have to kill you#i wanna just lay down now ough#night is an absolute mess on main
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arrives 15 min late with a latte
......sup
#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags#fellas im surprised hes here and done#did not think that was gonna happen#fuck i forgot smth#eh ill fix it before i make my print#anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i#yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell#i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him#also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1#bc i wanna do this in gold foil#and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell#but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1#my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ 𝑛𝑜 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・#so whatever gets done will get done#also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao#if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr#so uh yeah yeehaw#idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years#im not fucking kidding#the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned#hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako#boys lucky to hit top 5#he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either#maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it#nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is#ill do better by the women i promise
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the mundanity of my grief disgusts me.
i go to class late every day and no one knows i'm rotting inside. the sun burns my skin and all i do is sigh because i forgot to bring money for a cab. a scream is forever stuck in my throat; stuck and never let out because that would be considered a public nuisance. my mom asks me what i want and what i want is a break but what I tell her is "anything but dosa" because that's the answer she wants to hear. your emotions are valid but they must be kept under tight wraps from 9am-5pm, 'cause it's important you stay sane during work hours. i sit cross-legged in my ratty sweatpants and write poetry and the hypocrisy of it sickens me to no end because ultimately i don't care as much as i should about the things i write. no, all i can think of is that i need to stop and start studying plant physiology. you can write odes and ballads about decay and call autumn the season of fallen angels but you still won't spare a glance at the pile of dried leaves on the side of the road because you can't be late to work.
you're sad but it's not hip or cool or pretty or even significant. i keep looking at the clock when i break down because I can't waste more than 30 minutes on this, that's plenty of time to wrap up all my drama and prepare for tomorrow's paper presentation. no one gives a fuck about your day but they should. it should be on the goddamn news, broadcasted on every channel because it's your day. a whole day. a day of your life, your world, your everything. no one cares but they should. but does it really matter, being on the news? no one watches the news anyway. oh look, you're out of groceries. you miss your mom's cooking. you seem to have a permanent headache these days and think of calling your uncle because he's a doctor. was. was a doctor. he's dead now. right. you're still out of groceries. wake, sleep, rinse, repeat.
the mundanity of my grief disgusts me. can someone burn down this world? i'd do it myself, but i have an exam this thursday.
#fellas poetry is hard when your life is monotonous as hell#you can't even be sad in a creative way#don't think i'm romanticizing grief btw sad sucks in all versions#im just saying this particular flavour sucks ass#wow i sure am an eloquent poet#my writing#prose poetry#words#writeblr#prose#grief#monotony#time
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two attacks but neither have a social media listed so
first character is for skyqr on AF second character is for Do_Su15 on AF
#art fight#tw blood#again im not the best at blood but im a silly lil fella who keeps pretending#im really enjoying af but im really sad my time drawing is so limited by bad weather#i wanna draw so much more and i have quite a few bookmarked...#hi i am salmon and i love drawing ocs and im thriving with this despite my fear of messing up
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"dont throw your life away"
I wonder if kakashi ever considered killing himself but if he did that that would make obitos sacrafice meaningless...
#naruto#hatake kakashi#uchiha obito#obkk#fanart#everything about kakashis life is so sad im obsessed#fellas is it gay to have your existence be defined by another man#tw suicide
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A lil transmasc Dakota to celebrate pride 🏳️⚧️ Stay safe out there my lovely trans people! 💖
#my art#fanart#pride#transgender#transmasc#disney#mml#milo murphy's law#mml fanart#dakota#vinnie dakota#mml dakota#trans dakota#trans rights#wanted to make some rep for the transmascs who havent gotten or dont want to get top surgery#also for those who dont wear a binder or also like its summer right ive heard those things are uncomfortable right now#so yeah biiig shoutout to you fellas <3#stay safe out there ily#im not trans so if i got anything wrong feel free to educate me!!! ☺️#ive just been having a dealing with so many transphobes it makes me so sad which is why i wanted to make something uplifting and nice
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(Marco would fit sad guy better and Veronika would fit happy fella better i think but here have this bc its funny!)
(veronika is owned by @pr0babomb)
#spooky month oc#mr scarecrow the mailman#do i even try to tag who they are dressing up as?...fuck it we ball#spooky month happy fella#spooky month sad guy#sleepysun#<- i guessssss???#funny enough im matching with my bestie on discord hes sad guy and im happy fella :3
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i've only known Tin Man/Gomtuu for half an hour but if anything happened to it i would destroy everyone in this starship with a phaser and then myself
#star trek#star trek tng#star trek next gen#star trek the next generation#tin man star trek#tin man#gomtuu#sui joke#i love this little seed shaped creature so much and i'm very oddly attached to it#literally from the moment i saw it i just went ''awww it's just a little guy :)''#look at it!! it's so cute!!!!!#it makes me so happy#i think it'd be really funny if i treated gomtuu as like being the best star trek character#kirk or picard? easy: gomtuu.#favourite alien in star trek? gomtuu.#best starship in star trek? it's gomtuu.#best star trek character ever? gomtuu babeyyy#im really actually emotionally attached to this creature and its story is SO sad#i want to hug the seed ship#it's just a little fella lookat it its so cute and adorable :)#gomtuu fans rise upppp
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why does the very first boss go so hard already in terms of OST and moves and shape and everything
OST is beautiful, and they went and put a dummy thicc knight that grunts and they expect me not to be all "heart eyes motherfucker"
#and he already has a phase change#as a tutorial boss?? EH???#give me a tight hug dummy thicc fella#me when im 40 seconds into ds3 and have to yap#playing this blind is fun#we dont talk abt how my character looks tho.. it's sad
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suggestion do you have... any wants? like obviously you do but like? suggestion my guy my ourple boy. both the easiest and hardest to write. you need a skill to say something to move conversation along but it doesn't fit any skill in particular? about 80% of the time you can have suggestion say it and it will make sense. but like actually characterizing him... how do i define you dude... what makes your character tick... urgh. i dont get you yet. im trying to understand but you are difficult.
#chemi chats#there are some skills that i just dont understand yet and that just means i have to work on their character study chapter#im reading his bio and i think suggestion is a good manipulator and it's instinctive and he tries not to feel bad about it?#he's clever!! charming!! friends with savvy and drama. planting seeds in the mind and coaxing them to grow towards him like he's the sun.#a crude oil reservoir lying beneath a carefully laid flower bed. taps into the roots. the plants don't know any better than to drink.#he's great at sensing what makes people tick and uses that to his advantage. he needs goals to look forward to so he knows how to best#pull the strings to get them there. otherwise he's a bit aimless. he likes being useful. and since influencing others is helpful#he just keeps doing it? because it's what he's good at. and he tries to convince himself its fun and cool and just cuz hes charming and#it's his role as a skill and manipulation isnt thaaaat bad because it's helpful to them after all... but he does feel bad sometimes.#oh im listening to his voice lines and i just got to ''brother you should have put me in front of a firing squad'' and im sad about him now#but what do you want for short term little guy?? probably for people to like him. he likes chatting with people. i bet he'd like genuine#conversations with no strings attached but there's always some part of him filing information and tidbits away that he can't turn off#subconsciously figuring out things he can hold over them or how he can nudge them into thinking someth-/wait.../ no. no he's just talking.#he's /supposed/ to just be talking stop analyzing them stop falling back into that just have a normal conversation!! but he can't help it..#hm. this is all really helpful for his chapter. he and empathy are very alike but also different. very interesting...#task: swept up#okay good talk everyone i think i understand him a little better now lmao?? still gotta figure him out some more hes not fully there but ye#also i think he goes by whatever pronoun you think he'd use. just ''oh what do /you/ think i am hm?? what /would/ i use; do you think?? :)'#funny fella. i love you.
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i've been playing monster hunter rise nonstop lately so i had to draw my gang! up top is my palamute Ginko, my hunter there in the middle is named Renji, and my palico is Kikuyu
#hey if u have rise and want to do some multiplayer i would love to play!#im only HR 6 right now but im getting there#monster hunter rise#monhun#all my rat#monster hunter#im so sad glavenus didn't make it into rise i miss them so much#and fulgur anjanath?! augh#but oh well there are a lot of new monsters#bishaten and goss harag are fun to fight#and some from older games i didnt fight in world like mizutsune#and cuga is back!!! my fella!!! and tobi... and zinogre... lots of good monsters... and gore magala is in the DLC :)#there are a lot of pros and cons to rise but overall its been very fun
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BADHATBADHATBADHAT
today, i offer genloss. tomorrow? who knows
#artists on tumblr#generation loss#genloss#genloss warehouse#genloss sneegsnag#THE GUY THE FELLA EVER IM SO SORRY U GOT BRAINWASHED KING#then squished like a bug. SAD#☆ artwork adrift#☆ posted: 2023
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scribbles of my latest comfort ship ouuguhghghfhgggggghhh
(reposting from twidder shhh)
#egg does art#spooky month#happy fella#sad guy#sleepysun#im on mobile rn i hope the way the pics are ordered isnt Ugly or ill cry
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i just think seeing kip would fix me
you know??
#going through it again tonight fellas#i watched one vlog with him and i miss him so much. him and his stupid genuinely kind ass#i hate it. i hate knowing hes not gonna be on anything and anywhere he would be i wont get to to see him in person and im just#just being able to communicate over twitch isnt the same. like yeah i appreciate it and the rest of social media#but its not the same as seeing him in character or meeting him in person#i just. miss it. both of those things#sigh. im just tired i wanna experience things again ;;#i hate being broke and sad and so far away from everything and everyone it fucking sucks ;;#box thoughts
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they massacred my wife and turn her into a walking lore dump 😭
#veilguard spoilers#dragon age#not gonna lie fellas the writing took a nosedive but the gameplay still looks fun though#grifters saying that 'HR is in the writing room' or 'its filled with marvel dialogue' are very wrong though#in fact im hearing less quips than the last game and now im sad
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I haven't been depressed enough to listen to mitski lately but god i miss that women so today was the mf ing day lets go
This is my mitski playlist btw nothing special except for mitski herself
#mitski#mitski is amazing#what she makes is actual art#lush mitski#retired from sad new career in business#the land is inhospitable and so are we#bury me at makeout creek#puberty 2#my all time fav will always be brand new city#i feel that deep in my bones i fear#my life is losing momentum? yea unfortunately#if i gave up on being pretty i wouldnt know how to be alive#i should move to a brnad new city teach myself how to _#this is womenhood#also i was living in a brand new city last year thinking i should just yk#im so mentally stable#anyways#crack baby is a second#also smt that should get more recognition#remember my name#be the cowboy#be the cowboy fellas#live laugh mitski#am i a person or just a bunch of mitski lyrics glued together#guess we ll never know#Spotify
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