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catmask · 1 year

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does anyone have like an anti aesthetic. like something you look at and can recognize as a complete fashion/interior design/artistic movement and understand it but it makes you shudder seeing it. i am not talking like “its morally bad” “its poorly structured” like just sheerly devoid of joy for you actually invites a repulse response.

#also if it wasnt clear this isnt ‘its bad its lazy’ there is a level of like #completion consistancy i am thinking for with this #personally i really do not enjoy the like. vintage chic long red nails fur coats noir esque aesthetic HOWEVER 💥💥💥#i can recognize that it is put together it is Intentional #i feel like a lot of people are going to say minimalism on this so LET ME SAY 🫰☝️ i recognize that minimalism is Considered an aesthetic #but i *PERSONALLY* do not consider it an aesthetic i consider it the void of one #it is a lapse in aesthetic or personality in the same way a silence in a song is still technically a ‘beat’ but no music is played #however the importance of Space or Breath in design is more akin to a purposeful silence in music #because that silence matters in the same way rhythm and breath in design do #so i guess minimalism is more comparable to like. white noise. the sound of a fan #very little effort and there is a comfort in it i suppose but its not. A Design. okay #TO ME 🤫#if minimalism has one hater its me if minimalism has no haters im dead

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24bughours · 4 months

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Happy pride, have a half formed idea i had at 2 am

#the lack of direction in this comic might be obvious. but thats okay #unlabeled stan headcanon is gonna be making reappearances this pride (if i escape art block)#and im gonna be really gay abt ford which is cool #gravity falls #gravity falls comic #stan pines #dipper pines #mabel pines #happy pride everyone #yes the last panel is a sailor moon reference

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miyku · 4 months

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#im sorry but people are really shitting on the art direction?#like.....okay?#check your eyesight maybe? ✌🏻#dragon age #dragon age 4 #i remember me andromeda.....#i remember the 'my face is so tired' lady #im telling u this is not shitty :D

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rubiesintherough · 1 year

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#(( ooc. ))#venting tw #negativity tw #just tried to stand up to mil. told her to please start treating me with basic respect bc she's been #extremely disrespectful toward me. for a long ass time. and she demanded examples #and then for each one i gave her it was either 'that never happened'. 'i dont remember that/ would never do that'#or the one that was real bad she flipped it on me. told me that i had really been the one disrespectful toward her so #really i was the bad one.#and then my fave part of our interaction... me:and then you started yelling at me ----#mil cutting me off: i dont yell. you havent heard me yell. you want to hear me yell???#i never thought id see DARVO hit so cleanly on each point in front of my own eyes wow #so now ive done nothing but rock the boat and make her pissed and i should've known better than to try to speak up for myself #bc i dont exist in this house im not welcome #only the tiny meek never says a word and just does everyones housework version of me is allowed #im really not okay.#and now ive just made things worse by trying to speak up and ask to be treated like an adult

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tiny-vermin · 5 months

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communicatio in sacris by @voluptatiscausa

more art for vol, because these fics changed something in me okay!!

#verms stuff #verms go #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #good omens #AZI'S HANDS FOUGHT ME OKAY #this whole pose fought back #i actually cant be arsed to push the rendering further than this #so it will just be mildly dissatisfactory to me #but its okay!! his shirt is where its at #delicious folds #im really into this caravaggio looking lighting #thats happening in my recent stuff

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auden-dahn · 2 months

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"D-Don't worry about me! Focus on helping the little one, okay?" 🌠 panel redraw of @laikascomet

#laikas comet #laika's comet #laika bones #yue bones #(? i dug a lil bit but if that's not his last name im a silly goose!!)#panel redraw #animation #gif #animated comic panel #lc laika #lc yue #original art by willow woods / fourleaf / fourleafisland / the original author!!#i made this a little after this page came out and then didnt post it because i kept waiting to add the book lol #i will say it every time if you havent read laikas comet you should read laikas comet #definitely one of my all time faves #also this is a really compressed gif (tumblr quality is cruel) but i might rb this with the mp4 version #doing the border effects in after effects was so much fun i wanna try something composition intensive again but with davinci resolve #animation done in flipaclip and background in procreate :]#okay bye ily have a good day!

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maskedinfinate · 5 months

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Woe, mermay moonlily be upon ye!!!

This was heavily inspired by @yamujiburo and their own mermay art!! (sorry for the @ :[ !!!) please check out their art if you havent!! They are SUPER COOL!!!!!!!!!! :D

#aaaaaa im so nervous abt posting this #i really really hope it was okay to @#this was so so fun to draw. moonlily is definitely one of my new fav ships #moonlily #moonlilyshipping #selene pokemon #lillie pokemon #lillie #pokemon sun and moon #dewgong #lumineon #mermay #mermay 2024 #mermaid #pokemon #lesbiaaaaans #my art #art #artists on tumblr

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captain-krow-drozdov · 1 month

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Danny Is An Alternate Version Of Ra's Al Ghul And Flash Already Called Dibs On Adopting Him

Danny In All His Sleep Deprived Slightly Scuffed Up From A Fight Glory Is On His Way To Clockworks Tower To Hopefully Get A Nap And Maybe Some Homework Done When A Natural Portal Opens Up In Front Of Him And Proceeds To Unceremoniously Drop Him In The DC Verse Just Outside Of Central City Before Promptly Closing Leaving A Tired Danny Behind In A Run Down Abandoned Parking Lot.

It's Times Like This When Danny Regrets Putting Off Learning How To Make His Own Portals, Cause Now He Is Very Much Stuck For The Foreseeable Future And He Has No Idea Where Or When He Is. Luckily For Him However Central City Isn't Too Far Away, Unlucky For Him However Is That Once In The City He Realizes This Isn't His Dimension. He's Pretty Sure He'd Remember Something Called The Justice League.

So What Do You Do When Supernatural Bullshit Fails You? You Fall Back On Your Mad Scientist Roots And You Make A Portal Gun. So That's Exactly What Danny Plans To Do.

Unfortunately Staying Alive And Building Questionably Safe Portal Technology Requires Money And Supplies, So He Ends Up Wandering From City To City Doing Odd Jobs/Fixing Up Busted Tech For Cash Or Unwanted Electronics For His "Operation: Get Home" Needs. This Obviously Ends In A Few Superhero Encounter Shenanigans.

Though He Always Ends Up Back Near Central City, Both On The Off Chance The Natural Portal Will Open Up Again And Because Out Of All The Superheroes That Apparently Exist In This Universe The Speedsters Are His Favorite (Red Robin Is Solidly His Second Favorite Ever Since The Gotham Vigilante Gave Him A Large Coffee Filled With Enough Caffeine To Kill A Man).

Unbeknownst To Danny However Is That Every Hero/Vigilante He Has Encountered Has Come To At Least One Of The Following Conclusions; 1. Run Away Meta Who Is In Desperate Need Of A Good Meal/Adoption Bait. 2. Possibly Red Robin/Tim Drake Clone 3. A Good Kid But Could Possibly Be A Future Rouge If Left Unsupervised. 4. Did Bats Get A New Kid And Why Is He Here?

All Flash Knows Is That He Saw The Kid First And Therefore Has Dibs. Suck It Bruce.

Fast-forward A Few Months And Danny Gets Hurt During A Rogue Attack While Trying To Help Some Civilians Get To Safety (Old Hero Habits Die Hard (Ha Die Hard) And All That Jazz) And He Nopes Out Once Everyone Is Safe And When The Paramedics Are Busy With Other People Unaware He Left A Blood Sample Behind.

One DNA Test Brought To You By Paranoid Bat Concerns Of A Possible Red Robin Clone Later And They Find Out That Dannys DNA Matches One Ra's Al Ghul.

They Now Think Danny Is An Escaped Ra's Al Ghul Clone.

Memes For The Vibes:

#captain's posts #this has been haunting me #the flash/any of the speedsters:*exist*#danny:*can feel the speedforce on them* i like your vibe funny man #basically danny is actually an alternate version of Ra's Al Ghul and gets chucked into the dc vesrse #because natural portals are bitches hijinks ensue #and while i do love batfam adopting danny i think its very funny for flash to just yoink him while the big bad bat isn't looking #i desperately need him and tim to be besties tho specifically before they find out danny is an alternate Ra's Al Ghul #danny:*sitting in a park and tinkering with some circuitry* oh hey flash :)#flash: hey kid! great news i might be adopting a kid soon!#danny: oh really? thats cool-#flash:*holding out adoption papers and doing his best puppy eyes* its you. sign here.#danny:*vague memory of clockwork complaining about speedster pops into his mind* hmmm #danny:*deciding to be a little shit cause what else do you do when you're almost a year into being stuck in an alternate dimension* >=)#danny: sure why not? soooo full name or what?#flash:*didn't expect to get this far* uh-#i also really like danny being clockworks apprentice/time line clean upper so danny just remembers cw bitchin about the speedsters #also cause im a sucker for tim x danny...#tim:*having a crisis cause the cute meta kid he befriended/has a crush on may or may not be a vlone of Ra's Al Ghul* aaaaasaaaaaaaasaaaaaaa #dick: you okay buddy?#tim:*aggressively points at the dna match of danny to Ra's Al Ghul on the bat computer* AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #dick: Oh-#dc x dp #dp x dc #dp x dc crossover #dp x dc prompt #dpxdc

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deathricedrawn · 2 months

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i'm ready to try

#This drawing is kind of personal to me #I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing #but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point #When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life #This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with #eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself #which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now #I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me #I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif #I think i'll be okay either way #either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like #i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off #so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude #AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp #empires smp s1 #empiresblr #esmp #geminitay #art #fanart #alice.art #mcyt #mcytblr #song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP

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saryasy · 4 months

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And I'm sure you don't want to hear it. I do want to hear it. All right, you're living it, and I want, I want you to talk to me.

#911 #911 abc #911 fox #911edit #buddie #buddieedit #evan buckley #eddie diaz #alivedean #userisaiah #usereena #my gifs #911 spoilers #okay that's enough parallels #.....for now #i like how bobby's last gif is like him answering buck's question #wasn't intended but a nice coincidence #i kept agonizing how to best shape this set #and im really happy with how it turned out

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he4db4ng3r · 2 months

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i need more content of them beign stupid

#fanart #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #art #geto suguru #gojo satoru #satosugu #jjk art #my art #shitpost #doodle #im really just posting stuff ive already made if you couldnt tell (obvious)#not that i mention it at all in this post but suguru is transfem to me #i miss my twitter oomfs. guys come back to me. (in a tank of water) CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME. (bubble noises)#okay hello smiley face 😊

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introspectivememories · 22 days

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was it casual when i sat in your lap in public? was it casual when i said "recently my heart is crying because you're leaving"? was it casual when we decided how your last name would fit with mine? ("yuki tsunoda-gasly" / "no tsunoda, only gasly" / "yuki gasly?") was it casual when we sang adele's "someone like you" together at your going away party? was it casual when i knew it was you just by touching your ass? was it casual when i knew it was you by smell alone? was it casual when "will you miss me?" / "for 2-3 minutes maybe" / "i'll take that. even if it's just 2-3 minutes, i'll take that"? was it casual when that bus was completely empty and we still sat right next to each other, all the way in the back? was it casual when i picked you up multiple times so you could dunk a basketball? was it casual when i begged to come over to your house multiple time and then you finally let me and we cooked fried rice together? was it casual when we played christmas twister together and i said "your big eggplant is touching my ass"? was it casual when we were pressed up against each other on a scooter going two miles per hour? was it casual when-

#edit: tinytauris fact checked my post and they sang 'hello' not someone like you & it was 'your big monster' not eggplant #everyday i think about the fact that yukierre should've been what lestappen is now #i should be able to go on the yukierre tag on ao3 and it should say 'showing 1-20 of 6745'#they were genuinely so fuckingg weird about each otherrrrrr #im being so serious when i say that if they ever came out as gay/bi/whatever i really wouldnt be surprised #literally just 'okay?? fork spotted in kitchen cmon now' moment #anyway i think about that moment on the bus soooo often #will you miss me? / maybe for 2-3 minutes / ill take that then. even if it's just for 2-3 minutes ill take that #hwat the FUCK #i was going 'gay gay homosexual' everytime i saw them together #yukierre #yuki tsunoda #pierre gasly #also im like 90% sure that everyting i worte down actually happened but if i wrote smth down that didnt happen #and my yukierre infested brain just conjured up please let me know #also ive had this is in my drafts foreverrrr (re: since july) so if this has already been done im so sorry #i always feel like such a loser making posts about driver relationships lol #like 'oh look at that weirdo that got too invested in people she doesn't even know'#whatever im getting to introspective now #1k

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inkskinned · 2 months

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i had a dream last night that i organized a tumblr meetup and we all agreed to go to a local bar together. so i go to the bar but it was a really busy night and i didn't want to ask every stranger "are u here for tumblr reasons" bc that's embarrassing and i'm shy. so i just got a drink and felt very awkward & hoped someone would approach me. tried to look inviting and like i was from tumblr but not like i was "from tumblr". when i left some girl stopped me to ask if i was there for the meetup but i was too shy and asked what's tumblr?

in the dream i went home to make a post about how nobody showed up to the tumblr meetup but my entire dash was people saying they'd gone to the bar but were too fucking shy to admit to being on tumblr so we'd all just had a drink and gone home

#i have very vivid usually very logical dreams due to my ptsd #i'm skipping the part where i was really nervous about what to wear bc i didn't want to wear the wrong thing #also the drinks were all pink & with umbrellas . also after this in the dream there was this guy #who had been there in a chicken costume and was ''funny'' but then he was always outside my window #down the street . in the store. etc.#just standing there . moving like he was drowning. he kept signing that he was choking #and i was too scared to help while his feathers .... floating and bloated in the dry air #.... while he begged me with his weird puffy wings. silently. choking and choking and choking. his toes barely touching down #and meanwhile im like sorry dude i gotta jump on tumblr to talk about this bar experience #dream me: okay the drowning on dry land chicken guy is fine. but i draw the line at social anxiety

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medicalunprofessional · 5 months

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sorry guys they finally showed me peak fiction . Its called “phantom of the paradise”