#im rabid today

[variksel]

GUYSSSS what if ron isnt in heaven but in purgatory and hes just ... completely misunderstood it . "i am in heaven and the business prospects are dire. everybody seems to want everything for free!" YALL ???? THAT SOUNDS SO ODD???? i personally think he is definitely just talking symbolically and hes just happy that, wherever he is, he is happy there and likes it. OR. it could be that he is actually dead, and that hes actually somewhere else (because someone in hell has said that since the hell system changed so much, they really didnt know what happened after death, but they didnt think heaven existed) AND i think we got pretty good confirmation that heaven didnt necessarily exist in this show, but nobody said anything about purgatory...

yall. "business prospects are dire, everybody keeps asking for free things" sounds a loot like a business persons purgatory for me yknow? and if theres something we know ron will do, its completely misunderstand a situation he is in (miss you king fly high if you Are dead).

also im 1000% sure that the reason ron was talking about time was because hes in another plane, maybe one we havent even seen, and the time dilation is so weird that THATs why the messages werent going through thank you for listening to my pepe sylvia moment

[citrine-elephant]

infected leon who's still partially mentally there, fighting the urge to tear open his friends and spill their guts everywhere

this poor thing digging his own claws into his head and hissing to himself, barking at chris to step back, etc etc

if he closes his eyes and doesnt look at anybody, he won't lose control, right?

[softcannoli]

my insane “watch all of supernatural in a month and a half” project is starting to wear me down a little, to the surprise of probably no one

[fyodior]

I heard pregnancy anon I'm here. Just thinking of the visual of Fyo's ribs sticking out as well as his tummy. His bump hangs low and he's just starting to show but he's so tiny that it's still impossible to hide, it sticks out a lot. His lower back hurts and he gets dizzy a lot, on top of morning sickness. So please take extra good care of him and baby him! Even if he scowls at you, he likes it when you hold his hair back and massage his back and hips every night. And when you spoon him in bed always have a hand on his tummy, splayed over the bump that's growing bigger every day.

HOLY SHIT I HAD TO DIG THROUGH MY INBOX TO FIND THIS BUT I KNEW IT WAS HERE

oh gosh i think of fedya with a baby bump and my heart SOOOOAAARSSSSS !!!! he’s very insecure about it at first. he’s always been skin and bones so he is very unfamiliar with the concept of being curvy and round anywhere on his body, so it just feels so…. foreign - more than usual. but you’re right, he starts showing fast. even at ten-ish weeks poor fedya’s started to round out, and he’s already put on a couple pounds. just imagine how big he’ll be after the second trimester…. i can’t think about it too long i’ll pass out

it is kind of a… pitiful sight the way both his tummy and his ribs are so visible, but it’s just how the poor man is built.

and he is such a miserable little pregnant person you can’t help but giggle sometimes HSJDJSJ he’s moaning and groaning and puking daily even past the first trimester and it sucks so bad but its also so special to him and he wouldn’t trade it even for a minute bc its … his baby!! and your baby!!!!! he’ll be grumpy but he’ll let you braid back his hair so its not in his face and in the toilet constantly, will bite that you’re doing it wrong but will also immensely appreciate the way you try to work out the knots in his lower back that hurts so damn bad

and yes…. yes…. SOBS……. the coveted belly spooning….. is when fyodor realizes that even in all of his agony he wouldn’t trade even a single second of this pregnancy

falls to the floor and collapses

[meownotgood]

aki continuously staring into your eyes with his big pretty blues and never breaking eye contact while he's fucking you ohhhhhh god

and if you try to look away he's holding your chin and tilting your head back towards him and asking if you'll please keep looking at him for a while longer

[moshieee]

I think I need a reverse of that meme of

"why is everyone so mean to me"

Because I feel like I'm questioning why y'all are so nice to me

I am shaking

[bbqhooligan]

ahhh i dont know how to feel abt today to be honest. you know i was excited to donate blood, and for sure ill do it again. and the way home was so miserable, i was feeling mildly frail to actually my vision going black, sitting against walls or on the floor of the subway, got off before my stop the nausea, fuckin vomited on the floor, and swayed my way back home, where i continued being chalk white and lying down for a few hours till i felt better.

and i didnt tell anybody. and theres what i feel weird about, i didnt tell anybody i was going, i didnt tell anybody after i returned. my roommate jokingly asked if i was fine cuz "you never eat salty crackers unless youre sick" and i said i wanted to eat em.

cuz heres the thing: its not a big deal, but i know for a fact anyone i Could tell would make a big deal out of it. i just dont wanna hear anybodies worry, offers of coming with me next time, or god forbid PITY??? that thing where girls make an extremely sad face at your story trying to communicate they feel for you?? girl i just got nauseous and threw up come ON. its not a big deal!!! i donated blood, my blood pressure dropped and i got nauseous, those are the first 2 things they warn you abt happening. and i rested for 2 hours and im fine! its normal! no one was playing sad violin while i was walking home sick! i wasnt a sad orphan on the way back! kinda proud of myself for dragging my ass back! but i know for a fact thats not the reaction id get from telling people what happened today.

so the question is: why does peoples sympathy feel like grime ooze sticking to your skin?

[krynutsreal]

my sisters got ajold of my sketchbook while cleaning today if I don't find that shit soon I might end up behind bars

[stunie]

WHAT I TREAT I HAD TO SEE NOT ONE, BUT TWO!!!! TWO BEAUTIFUL MEALS OF TAGS BAHAHAHA ♡♡♡ ily zevie always ♡♡♡ ur tags always ALWAYS give me so much life HAHA it's actually wild?? wow!! u have indeed fed ME!!

HEHEHE I CANNOT AFFORD TO BE BE FALLING BEHIND ON MY RECS !!

[trainingdummyrabbit]

auhg

[verved]

I genuinely feel like I'm going to hiss at the next coworker who tries to talk to me but instead I've been continuing to form words and speak normally and it surprises me bc I am like seconds away from ripping books off the shelf and tearing them apart with my teeth.

[luminisvii]

at this point i think gundam seed is starting to haunt me on so many levels i might just have to make a post using big girl words to talk about it later when i finish. bc by god if i'm gonna be a bitter hater, i'm gonna be an informed bitter hater, and to do that i need to finish the show. at least it's not all bad, there have been things i liked, and it still has not made me as angry as unicorn did, but good fucking god this show is vying very hard to beat it

[oflgtfol]

i love new york so much. separated by hundreds and hundreds of miles, no matter where i go, i can always be guaranteed to see a random "I ❤️ NY" decal on the side of a major highway

[ardentpoop]

you guys get it

[bluebirdvanity]

today. i want to sit inside a dark room and scream until my throat bleeds.

fuck, i'm so tired.

[airxn]

i apologize for how inconsolable i'm gonna be today