#im quite proud of the hair :D

[kissme-withyour-cherrylipstick]

Mordred and Kara

Merlin 5x11 The Drawing of the Dark

11 hours

[serqphites]

been sick for so long and all i need is abby to take care of me like the good girlfriend that she is !!! also look at her lil smile im acc deceased nobody speak to me ever again

16+, modern!au, sfw, throwing up (r!), this is short and ass

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do not even THINK about lying to this girl about your sickness… she will not buy a single second of it.

"abby i promise you i'm-" sneeze, "fine..." is there even any point trying to defend your case any longer when abby is looking at you like an unimpressed, disappointed mother with her hands on her hips?

she's already called issac to tell him that she isn't going to be in work until you're better. he tried to refuse and order her to come in, but abby didn't back down and stood her ground until he eventually backed off because nobody is more important than her girl!!

she quite literally cannot leave you alone, always rushing whenever she has to leave your side just in case you need her (she definitely trips and eats shit on the stairs because she was trying to get back to your room a lil too fast)

laying on her chest!!! her big arms wrapped around you and holding you close, kisses being peppered atop your head whenever she enters a cutscene in whatever game she's playing because you begged her to let you watch her play. it took a little convincing because abby just wants you to sleep and get the rest you need, but the second you flashed her those sad puppy dog eyes she was handing you the controller to let you pick out a game for her to play.

this girl always has tissues on her, stuffing her pockets full of them so she's ready for whenever you need them

i can just picture you making those funny noises people do before sneezing and abby practically TELEPORTING to you and shoving a scrunched up tissue in your face. she would be so proud of herself too and just look at you like "did i help? :D" yes you did sweetie you did such a good job!!!

you can’t convince that this girl doesn’t make the best grilled cheese and homemade tomato soup known to mankind, it’s always her go to when you’re sick (not that you’re complaining because it’s INCREDIBLE)

not being able to sleep because you can’t breathe and you’re just in so much pain, so abby lays awake with you until you eventually fall asleep :( unless she knows you’re okay and asleep she physically cannot fall asleep, her mind won’t let her.

abby for sure keeps a bucket on her side of the bed for in the middle of the night (she doesn’t want you trying to reach for it and accidentally falling and hurting yourself)

abby is jolted awake almost immediately once you yourself wake up with a startle, shooting up into a sitting position as your hands fly to your mouth. she’s springing into action without even realising it, reaching down as quickly as possible to snatch the bucket and place it into your lap. “in the bucket baby, good girl there you go” she mumbles in that raspy sleep voice, one of her hands keeping a hold of the bucket in case you can’t while her free hand moves up to hold back your hair.

abby running you a bath with all of your favourite essentials lined up ready for you (need that). oh and she is 1000000% washing your hair and body for you, she can’t have her baby tiring herself out now can she?

even when you start to feel better she’s still just as attentive, you assure her that she can stop and just take a break but abby just continues whatever she was doing like she literally can’t hear you LMAO

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a/n: i’m genuinely so sorry this is so bad 😭 im still sick and barely had the energy to write this but i just wanted to post something SO bad. hope you’re all having a good day/night !! <3

[lostalioth]

𝘯𝘴𝘧𝘸 𝘢𝘣𝘤’𝘴 ; 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦

→ warnings: this is all written with a female reader in mind, smut [18+], all the dirty things that come with nsfw abcs :)

→ a/n: using old reliable nsfw abcs as a way of helping me warm back up to writing :) i havent written in SO LONG again but ive still been reading and my fixation on stevie is coming back strong so figure id use the pretty boy for nsfw abcs

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

I think Steve was a bit lame at aftercare in the beginning with past partners, he would clean them off when needed and offer water but that was about it.

Eventually the older he got the better he got with it, and the more he understood the importance of it. A part of him even found it to be his favorite thing to help you calm down and come down from your high slowly. Cooing at you and praising how well you did for him as his hands brush down your arms, your sore and shaking thighs that are still wrapped around his waist to soothe you. He’d clean the both of you up and get you fresh clothes and water. Steve lulling you to sleep in his arms with small kisses to your face and shoulders and whispers of even more praise.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite on himself although it isn't exactly a body part, is his hair of course. He has always prided himself on his hair looking good, always making sure each strand was in place, it started as a vanity thing. However after he notices just how much you loved playing with his hair, running your fingers through it, tugging it, even styling when he gave in after a week of you begging him. His love and pride in it grew tenfold once it became something you loved about him.

His favorite on you would be in all honesty your tits. He's a simple man, no matter their size his hands are gonna gravite to them, rest his hand there when you're cuddling, grope and knead them under your shirt, lay his head on them rambling on and on about how soft they are.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Steve cums a lot and by a lot, I do mean A LOOTT. He honestly doesn't understand it but it's always been that way and because of it if he doesn't use a condom or have you swallow it, it's quite a lot and hard to clean up. Sometimes he loves making you an absolute mess, covered in his cum, sweat and saliva from his mouth exploring, kissing and licking every inch of your body. Steve being well aware of just how much he cums was amazed and admittedly a bit impressed the first time he cums down your throat. He had assumed it would be too much for you so the first time you had him in your mouth and he felt himself get close he tried to pull out so he could cum on your tits.

”Fuck babe im gonna- god im gonna cum” he nearly whines out as your head bobbed, taking his whole length down your throat. He attempts to pull his hips back to pull out of your mouth. You hum around his dick and look up at him with a begging look as you grab hold of his hips, digging your nails in pulling him back closer. The assertiveness of your move stuns Steve for a moment as red hot pleasure consumes him and before he can stop it, he is cumming down your throat. He watches in near shock as while his cock is still sitting heavy on your tongue you swallow all his cum down. He knows his pupils are blown wide as he stares at you, slipping your mouth off him and looking up at him. A cocky and proud smile starts to worm its way on your face. "Good girl—That's a good fucking girl. Fuck baby" he groans as he dives down to capture your lips in a heated kiss, the latter of his sentance mumbled against your lips.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He loves the idea of you dominating him. He has always been the dominant one in his past relationships, he feels that that's how it's supposed to be. However he can't deny that he likes the moments in bed when you boss him around telling him exactly what to do to please you and he obeys. He can't deny how much he likes when you praise him and call him a good boy when he does something you ask even if it's in a joking matter when he goes and grabs your phone you left in his room when you ask. To him it's his dirty secret, what Steve doesn't know is that you picked up on this little fantasy of his. It was one night after he had a long shift at work and he had practically begged you to let him eat you out cause all he wanted was to please you.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

I’d say Steve has pretty average experience. He’s had girlfriends, he's had hookups and one night stands. The only thing he wasn't all that experienced with was kinks. He has nothing to worry about though because you're there to help him out and teach him about all your kinks as well as aid him with discovering and testing his own out.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Steve loves any position where he gets to watch your face. The way it contorts in pleasure, your eyes screwing shut and your jaw falling open in either a sharp gasp or a wonton moan when you cum. He also loves holding you therefore his absolute favorite position would have to be when you're straddling him, your chest pressed to his as he is laid back on the bed. His knees bent so his hips can set a punishing and hard pace jackhammering up into you. His large hands cupping the sides of your face forcing you to look at him as he thrusts deep inside you.

“Fuck look at me, there we go sweet girl” Steve coos as he holds your face forcing you to hold eye contact. “There's my pretty girl.. Hii baby” a smirk blooms on his face as his hips speed up, his tip abusing that one spot deep inside you. The pleasure makes it harder to keep your eyes open and look at him. You whimper and mumble something that comes out as gibberish, too lost in the bliss and basking in his attention to form real words.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He’d be goofy at the start, smiling big and teasing you softly. Play fighting with you and tickling your sides would eventually morph into your hands pinned above your head and his mouth attacking your tits. Legs around his waist trying to shift your hips to grind your ass against the growing bulge in his jeans. The teasing wouldn't stop however he'd be a bit more serious the more into the moment the two of you became.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

it would entirely depend on how you preferred him, he never used to bother with grooming himself down there as he had no complaints but if you preferred him to be more groomed he’d do it without hesitation. If you didn't care about it, he'd leave it. All he wants is to please you, he has no preference when it comes down to it so he defers to you for it.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Steve gets very into the moment. He loves kissing all over your body as his hips thrust into you. Praise spilling out of his lips as you ride him, his arms wrapped around your torso holding you close to him. The man adores you, even when he's being desperate and rough and fast he makes sure to still hold you close and tell you he loves you as his hips bounce off yours hard enough you know there will be bruises in the morning.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He does it probably more than he'd ever admit to you. He just gets so needy for you and knowing you're busy at work he’ll usually resort to fisting his cock. A pair of your panties you let him keep shoved against his nose, needing your scent to get him off. His head full of memories of your body under his, on top of his, your mouth on him, his tongue buried in your pussy, even images of new things he wants to try with you aid him and push him closer and closer to the edge. Jerking off however very rarely satiates him enough to where he wont be on you the second you walk through the door. Nothing does it good enough for him except his girl.

”Fuck sweetheart i missed you, i needed you so bad baby” he whines as he grinds his hips up against you, he had you pinned to the couch not even 10 seconds after greeting you at the door. “Had to rub one out so i didnt bug you at work” his voice came out full of desperation. “Stevie..” you whine out as he begins kissing down your neck. “Nothing is as good as this prefect fucking pussy though” he lets out a low groan as he starts working at getting you out of your work uniform.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Steve wasn't all that knowledgeable of kinks until you and boy did you help him learn. He loves praising you, watching your eyes sparkle and lit up when he tells you how good you're doing. He secretly loves when you praise him back, it makes an unusual feeling settle in his chest as it wasnt something he was used to hearing. He has a slight size kink, he likes when his body looms over yours and how delicate his large hands make your body look. On the very rare occasion as well he can be quite sadistic sometimes. He loves choking you as well, not like hardcore but lightly and he wouldn't be opposed to it being returned.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

The bedroom is Steve's favorite place. He knows that's boring but it gives him the most time and space as well as comfort to do as he pleases with you. Not that you guys haven't done it in other places, when you're feeling risky and both of you are extra needy you've done it in a bedroom at a house party, the bathroom at work, the back of Steve's car was the easiest place in your youth for the two of you to have alone time. Those places are just never as good as when Steve has you spread out on his bed where you don't have to worry about being quick or being caught.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Just about anything you do. This man is so deeply obsessed and in love with you that something as simple as him looking at you, taking a sip of water and watching your thorat bob as you swallow would have him straining against his boxers. Watching you sit and do your makeup, a look of focus on your face as you concentrate would have him sneaking up behind you to kiss along the side of your neck up to your ear trying his hardest to break said focus. One look from you with a flutter of your eyelashes and a smile would have him on his knees begging you to leave a party earlier so you two can head home. A brush of your lips against his and he has to refrain from blowing his load in his pants like an inexperienced teenager.

“Baby i think i'm addicted to you” steve lets out a groan as he watches you glide around the house cleaning up after a large party. He sat up on the kitchen counter not being much of a help. Your hips swaying to the music playing softly in the background for ambiance nearly had the man drooling.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Anything you don't like or aren't comfortable with. Hed do or try just about anything you ask, if it pleases you and you like it thats enough to turn him on.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Steve LOVVEESSS being between your thighs, his tongue lapping at your cunt like a starved man. He doesn't eat pussy for his pleasure he does it for yours, all he cares about is your pleasure. He loves feeling you slowly lose yourself on his mouth, threading your fingers through his hair and holding him there as you cum with a loud drawn out moan of his name leaving your mouth. His preference is giving because when he's receiving?

He has a bit of a hard time holding it in, your mouth is like kryptonite or something cause the second the warmth of your pretty mouth envelopes his cock he's a goner. He turns into a whimpering, stuttering mess mumbling about how pretty you are, how good you are at sucking him off, how much he loves you.

“Sweet girl– shit go easy on me please baby or im gonna cum before we even get started” he whines as his hips buck up into your mouth.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Depends entirely on the mood, if the two of you have time steve is slow and sensual. Kissing down your body, working you open for his cock with his fingers or mouth. Slow making out as he slides inside you. Still a bit rough as Steve loves to watch as bruises and marks appear on both your bodies, marking you as his and him equally as yours.

But if you’re both needy and desperate for each other it's usually faster and just as rough, rushed foreplay, sloppy kisses, teeth clashing and hands everywhere nearly ripping each other's clothes off. Steve pleading and begging for you to cum for him.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

They aren't a rare or a frequent occurrence. They're more of a situational thing, when the two of you start something only to realize one of you is gonna be late to work if you don't hurry up or you have friends coming over in 10 minutes.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Steve loves trying new things, anything and everything as long as you're comfortable with it. If you veto it then the two of you don't try it, the same goes for if he vetoes it but there is quite literally nothing he wouldn't let you do to him. He trusts you and would never say no to you.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He has fairly standard if not a bit high stamina, going at least 3-4 rounds before he feels like his balls have been drained but give him a few hours and a slow makeout session and he’ll be ready to go again. He is fast to recover.

There are certain instances where steve is too weak for you though that he doesn't last as long.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Steve would own a vibrator that the two of you use on occasion but usually the two of you are so lost in the pleasure of each other's touch and bodies on their own that you both long forget about using it most of the time. Steve mostly uses it when he wants to overstimulate you by making you come over and over.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Ohh he loves teasing you all the time, and you love teasing him. It's like a game of tit for tat with the two of you. Steve will tease you while you're at work and even more when you come home before giving in. Though he's a little shit about it and if it starts to be too much he wont stop. "Aw, it hurts? Too bad. you're gonna keep taking it until i’m satisfied sweet girl” he chuckles softly and grips your hip harder as his thrusts speed up.

The next day as payback you'd prance around the house in only panties and one of his t-shirts and tease him all day right back. Then he’d return the teasing again and so the cycle continues.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

When Steve's needy he's offly vocal, begging, whining and whimpering how much he wants you, needs you. And when you give in somehow he gets louder.

“Shit! Fuck! Princess mmm you feel so good god, i love ya’ baby”

Verus when you're the needy one and he's in a dominant mood, you're the very vocal one and he's fairly quiet, so he can hear all the pretty noises you make. He is often too focused as well on you to talk much besides the occasional filth leaving his mouth when he cant hold it back and he cums.

"You look so pretty like this sweetheart"

"That's it. That's my girl fuck”

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He likes buying you pretty lingerie and pjs. He just likes buying you cute and pretty clothes. It makes his girl happy and she just looks so pretty in everything he buys and gives him a little fashion show. One that may or may not normally end with you in his lap, his hand around your neck and his cock buried inside you. Praise and compliments mumbled against your lips. It's a win-win situation really.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes

He's pretty above average. Standing around 8 inches hard and his girth is enough to give you that addictive stinging stretch when he first slips inside everytime. He was popular with the ladies for a reason, though most found him a bit too much to take. You however take it like a champ and Steve almost loses it every time he bottoms out with how tight your pussy squeezes him.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Above average that's for sure and Steve will swear it used to be normal before you, but he just can't help it. He's obsessed with you and as stated before everything you do turns him on. His sex drive and desire for you are often what lead him to overstimulating you as he always wants you to cum more than once.

"You can give me another one, can't you baby? for me, come on please?" Steve begs as he looks at you through lust blown pupils, a small pleading smile on his face. Sweat dripping down his forehead as his hips snap against yours, your pussy red and puffy after you've already came twice. “Steve i dont think I can baby…” you whine and try pushing at his chest. “Come on princess, one last time and ill be done” he smirks and speeds up his hips and rubs his thumb in circles on your abused and throbbing nub.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Steve will wait for you to fall asleep first, not that he isn't tired but he often stays awake until you succumb to sleep in case you need him to get you anything. Your body is usually a bit weak and your legs wobbly after sex so he offers to get you whatever you need. Once you are sound asleep against his chest though he will kiss your head and snuggle closer to your warm body before drifting off himself.

→ a/n: send me some requests lovilies i need to get back to writing before kinktober!! also sorry for any mistakes im a tad rusty.

[mononijikayu]

kinktober 2024 — kayu's version.

Satoru's grin softens as he looks at you, his fingers brushing a strand of hair from your face. His eyes are filled with something tender and deep, a look that makes your heart swell with affection.

He leans in, capturing your lips in a slow, languid kiss that seems to say everything he can't put into words. His hands are gentle as they explore your body, tracing every curve, every line, as if memorizing you by touch alone.

He pulls back slightly, his lips barely an inch from yours, his breath hot against your skin.

“You’re amazing, you know that?” he whispers, his voice low and full of emotion. "And tonight… tonight is all about you."

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K A Y U ' S V E R S I O N

hello, this is kayu!!!

i write to you all as i prepare for my first ever participation with kinktober!!! its quite exciting and thrilling and i am just so happy to be able to finally be a part of a new world.

a lot of what im writing is going to be only for 18 and above and as such not safe for work. i hope my dear readers understand that this means that if you are not 18 and above — do not yet read. i will have safe for work content in between these periods. please read those!!!

in any case, i am most excited to share with you the things ive been working on for all of you. im very happy with how these stories are so far and im sure by the time they are finished — they'll be something ill be most proud of.

kinktober may seem like a quite an odd concept to some but its exciting to express a horizon of expression in a different way. and im excited to express stories that will be a different shade of me once again. i hope you enjoy them!!! i love you all!!! see you in october!!!

xoxoxoxo kayu

W H A T ' S C O O K I N G ! ?

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●OCTOBER 4TH 2024

♡ SINGER SUKUNA X SINGER READER

( e l a b o r a t e r o l e p l a y )

♯┆ why are you obsessed with me .ᐟ

— ryomen sukuna.

— no one knew how the feud of the bands started but people were here for it regardless. sukuna liked to push your buttons, you liked to push his. and really, it didn't matter. because he was here. and you were fun.

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●OCTOBER 11TH 2024

♡ PRIEST SUGURU X WIDOW READER

( f o r b i d d e n d a l l i a n c e )

♯┆ devotion .ᐟ

— geto suguru

— twenty years passed and you moved towns with your husband, to try and forget geto suguru, your lover turned priest. now you're a widow and after all that time, your heartbeats at the sight of father geto suguru, the town's priest.

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● OCTOBER 18TH 2024

♡ HUSBAND NANAMI X READER

( m a k e u p — c a r f u c k )

♯┆right people, wrong place .ᐟ

— nanami kento.

— you and your husband nanami kento have been estranged for a while. it was hard, hard to fathom that you and him would be separating, that he would choose duty over you. even when you drink, its his name you call to pick you up tonight.

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●OCTOBER 25TH 2024

♡ GOJO SATORU X WIFE READER

( f i r s t t i m e )

♯┆honeymoon .ᐟ

— gojo satoru

— arranged marriages are hard, even when you're the one who made it happen. after years of marriage (and subsequently falling in love), the two of you finally decide to go and embark on a honeymoon.

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●OCTOBER 31ST 2024

♡ FUSHIGURO TOJI X WIFE READER

( b r e e d i n g k i n k )

♯┆pillowtalk .ᐟ

— fushiguro toji

— if fushiguro toji was being honest, he'd always wanted a big family. after living a rather painful life in a loveless family, he wants to build a big, warm home. looking at it now, megumi's almost a year old. a new sibling in close age would be good, doesn't it?

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C O M I N G S O O N ! ?

[just1cefor4ll]

—a bit unprofessional

Joost Klein x photographer!gf reader

A/N. welp this is very long😭 im very proud of this tho :D

You’ve been working for Joost for a few years now— and during those few years you got together after getting close and forming a bond some could only wish to have with their other half.

You loved your job, it was fantastic really. You got to travel the world, do the job of your dreams—photography—and spend time with your boyfriend!

Joost was just packing for the ‘Europapa Tour’ which many have been awaiting for quite some time. You of course were already packed since you liked doing things ahead of time unlike your boyfriend who wasn’t as good of a time manager as you were. You grabbed your backpack which had your camera equipment, looking towards your other set of cameras you could bring. “Joost?” He stopped mid throwing a shirt into his suitcase and hummed. “Ja?” “Which camera do you want me to take? I have my professional one but I’m not sure I want to bring just that.” You say a bit frustrated, trying to pick between a digital camera and a polaroid camera. “Why not take both?” He walked over and hugged you from behind, kissing your cheek.

“I don’t want to take too much stuff— plus you know I don’t like carrying so many things around.” You huff, leaning into his touch.

“Yeah, I know. You get all fussy about it.” He says with a smirk as you huff. “I absolutely do not.” “You absolutely do.” He chuckled, ruffling your hair before spinning you around to face him. His hands rested on your waist, his grin widening as he looked down at you.

You crossed your arms. “I really don’t.”

He hummed, pretending to consider. "Mmm.. sure. But just in case—how about you take both, and I’ll carry them for you when I’m not on stage?" You narrowed your eyes. "You say that now, but I feel like the second we start running around, you're going to 'accidentally' forget." Joost gasped dramatically. "Me? Forget? Never." Then, grinning, he poked your side. "But if I do, I'll buy you an unreasonable amount of stroopwafels— even thought there’s never an unreasonable amound of them—to make up for it."

You tilted your head, pretending to think it over before finally sighing. "Fine. But just so you know, this deal isn’t gotta be negotiated once you miserably fail at ‘not forgetting’.” You smile proudly, putting a hand on your hip.

Joost laughed, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead before turning back to his half-packed suitcase. "Noted. Now, help me pack before I forget something important and have to do the whole tour with, like, two shirts.”

You snorted. “Honestly, that sounds like a you problem.” Joost turned to you with a mock-offended look. “Excuse me? You’re just going to let me suffer?”You smirked, leaning against the bed. “You’ve had weeks to pack, Joost. If you end up wearing the same two shirts for the entire tour, that’s entirely on you.” He sighed dramatically, flopping onto the bed beside his suitcase. “I need a supportive partner, not someone who roasts me while I’m struggling.”

You rolled your eyes, reaching over to grab a crumpled shirt from his pile and neatly folding it before placing it in his suitcase. “This is me being supportive. Now hurry up, or I will leave you behind.”

Joost grinned, sitting up and wrapping his arms around your waist. “You’d miss me too much.” You huffed, but the way your face heated up gave you away. “Debatable.” “Mmm, sure,” he teased, nuzzling into your shoulder before finally pulling away to continue packing.

You watched him struggle for a moment before shaking your head. “Move over, let me help before you somehow manage to make it worse.”

He chuckled, scooting aside to make room for you. “See? Now you’re being a supportive partner.”

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You stepped onto the tour bus with a sigh. This would basically be your home for the next few months—except for the occasional hotel stay when you decided to treat yourself. But for now, home sweet home.

“Luxury,” you muttered, sarcasm dripping from your voice as you set your luggage down. The bus was big enough to fit the crew, along with you and Joost, but privacy would definitely be in short supply.

“Yeah, I’d say it’s worthy of five stars,” Joost added, matching your sarcasm.

Apson nodded in agreement. “Five? Nah, this is some top-tier luxury,” he laughed, sliding his suitcase under one of the bunk beds.

You shook your head with a small laugh, stretching your arms above your head. "Well, at least it’s got character."

Joost plopped down onto one of the seats, kicking his feet up onto the small table in front of him. "Character is a nice way of saying cramped as hell."

Apson snorted. "Nah, nah, this is the dream. Touring the world, living in a high-class establishment such as this.." He gestured around the bus dramatically. "What more could we want?" You smirked, dropping onto the seat beside Joost. "A bathroom that doesn’t feel like a closet would be nice." "True," Joost agreed, resting his head against the seat. "But hey, it could be worse." Apson nodded. "Could be a van." You grimaced at the thought. "Okay, yeah, fair."

Joost turned to you, nudging your leg with his. "So, roomie, which bunk are we claiming?" You glanced at the bunks, already knowing you’d end up sharing one no matter what. "Whichever one has the least chance of me falling off in my sleep." "Top bunk it is," he teased, grinning. You groaned, shoving him lightly. "Of course you’d pick that."

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The bus grew on you just after a few hours— it wasn’t as bad as you thought and so you adjusted pretty quickly.

Your first destination was Finland— which you were more then excited about and just as you arrived you couldn’t help but squeel in excitement. Yes— you’ve toured before but you just loved travelling.

Joost chuckled at your excitement, shaking his head as he grabbed your bags. "You act like you've never been here before." You grinned, practically bouncing on your feet. "Doesn't matter how many times I come, it never gets old."

Apson stretched as he stepped off the bus, taking in the crisp air. "Honestly? I get it. Something about being in a new country just hits."

"Exactly!" You turned to Joost, eyes shining. "We have got to go exploring before the schedule gets too crazy."

Joost smiled, putting a hand on your shoulder. “Will I be getting a private photoshoot?”

You smirked. "Obviously! And expect for me to take pictures of everything and everyone I find aesthetically pleasing.” Joost groaned playfully but gave you kiss. “Whatever you say, liefje.”

"You'll survive," you teased, nudging him as the group started making their way to the hotel. The tour had barely begun, and you were already buzzing with excitement.

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After the show had ended, you were buzzing with energy. You layed back on the hotel bed, going through the many photos you had taken while Joost was taking a quick shower.

The night was full of emotion— it went from sad to buzzing with absolute chaos as the lights practically blinded you— making you squint at some of the photos on your camera. ‘We need to have a word about the visuals next time..’ You think to yourself with a tired smile.

Joost soon hopped out, his hair a mess as he tiredly walked over to you and collapsed on top of you, resting his head against your chest. "You did amazing," you murmured, running your fingers through his damp curls.

He let out a deep breath, his arms tightening around you. "Yeah.. I think I did." His voice was quieter than usual, almost like he was still processing it. You smiled, feeling the weight of his exhaustion and pride all at once. "You more than did. The crowd loved you."

Joost lifted his head slightly, looking up at you with shining eyes. "It just— it felt different tonight. Like, everything clicked. Like I was supposed to be up there." His voice wavered slightly, and he swallowed hard, letting his head drop back onto your chest. "I don’t know. It just— it means a lot."

You cupped his cheek gently, tilting his face up so he could see the warmth in your expression. "It is a lot. And you deserve every second of it."

He smirked, pressing soft kisses against your jaw down to your collarbone. “Hm, flatter me more, I might just stay in your arms forever, schatje.”

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The next few days were spent on the bus and in venues— going from one place to another having little time for editing but you had to manage, trying your best to put things out there for the fans and the world. You were more than proud of how far Joost had come ever since Eurovision let him down more than one could ever be let down.. so to see him so happy to be performing was something that truly warmed your heart.

You decided you’d go out into the city and explore, getting some well deserved time for yourselves which everyone in the crew including yourself greatly appreciated.

Everyone went their separate ways while you, Joost, Apson and a few others decided to go together in a group to have some fun.

Fans stopped you here and there but it wasn’t much of a problem since they were all very kind and respected your space.

You all decided to then go into souvenir shops and silly stores which of course ended up taking some of your money since you just couldn’t resist not buying something for yourself and family back at home. Your cameras were being filled with shots, along with polaroids you couldn’t wait to hang up in your room at home— it was all so lovely— to be spending time with the ones you hold close to your heart. “Hey Joost, Y/N! Pose!” Apson yelled before snapping a picture of the two of you.

You chuckled, taking off the beanies and glasses you had just put on for the picture.

The rest of the day you walked around, laughing about some of the moments of the tour and complaining about rude staff or the culture shocks you were experiencing.

"Listen— I was just at a café this morning, right?" Joost started, hands gesturing wildly. "And this guy just stared at me. I didn’t even do anything!"

You laughed, nudging him. "Maybe you accidentally did." Apson raised an eyebrow. "Did you try to say something in the language?"

Joost hesitated. Stuntje burst out laughing.

"Oh my god, you did—what did you even say?"

Joost huffed. "I was just trying to say thank you to the waiter, but I think I butchered it. He looked so offended." You grinned. "We need to start recording you in situations like this."

"Absolutely not," Joost said quickly.

Stuntje crossed his arms. "Too late, I’m making a folder." Apson shook his head, exhaling sharply, but even he couldn’t hide his amusement. "This is why I keep quiet. No risk of embarrassing myself."

The conversation carried on as you wandered, the lingering buzz of last night’s performance still keeping Joost on a high. Eventually, he slowed, walking beside you with a rare, thoughtful look on his face— enjoying the moment with you.

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y/nsworld love love love tour life hahahahha<33

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joostklein m’ein mooi meisje 💙

mrsklein11 congratufuckyoulations

europapaaa LOVEEEE THIS COUPLE

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y/n.photographs an angel in disguise 🪽

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y/nsworld laaa laa laaa i hope that angel man will notice meee laa laa laaaaa

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appiemussa :)))))

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The last few weeks of the tour came around— it was a fun experience and even though it wasn’t over just yet, you already missed it.

The nights spent editing, tsking pictures of new places, seeing your boyfriend be happy and travel the world with his friends.. it was all so unreal and unforgettable.

That night you decided to look back on your favourite pictures. Some were silly, some were your best ones yet and some.. needed to be locked away never to be seen by the public eye because of how ridiculous they were.

Joost was sleeping in your lap, the bus going at a steady pace as you made your way towards London— the last stop in Europe until you would be on your way to America. You were excited but you didn’t want it all to be over and you were sure “post-tour depression” as you liked to called it would hit pretty hard after this.

Without your knowledge Joost had woken up a few minutes ago, admiring your smile as you looked through the polaroids for what seemed like the hundredth time. He admired everytning about you. Your determination, your honesty.. that sparkle in your eye whenever you took a particularly good photo— even your bossiness whenever you were photographing him or other people. It was cute.. you are cute. He was glad that you stuck by him.. that you’ve been with him through it all— hell! You’ve seen him break down to a million pieces when he got disqualified from Eurovision. He pushed you away but you were always there, never going away— a beam of hope he so desperately needed during that time.

"You stare any longer, and I might as well print out a picture for you," you tease, setting down your camera.

He grins, stretching his arms over his head before leaning back, throwing an arm around your shoulders. "A picture wouldn't do you justice," he says easily. "Besides, I prefer the live experience." You scoff playfully, crossing your arms. "So, what, I'm some kind of exhibit now?" He hums, tilting his head like he's considering it. "More like a masterpiece. One-of-a-kind. Can’t be replicated."

Your face warms despite yourself. "You are ridiculous."

"And yet," he says, leaning in close enough to make your breath hitch, "you're still here." You roll your eyes, but before you can retort, he reaches out, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. His fingers linger, warm against your skin.

"That’s not fair," you mumble.

"What’s not fair?" His voice is soft, teasing, but there's a gentleness to it, like he knows exactly what he's doing.

You open your mouth to say something—anything—but he takes the opportunity to close the distance, pressing a quick, feather-light kiss to the corner of your mouth. It’s barely there, just enough to make your heart stutter.

"See?" he murmurs, eyes crinkling with mischief. "Live experience is way better."

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ilovey/nsart no y/n photo? >:((

y/nsworld replied right? the disrespect….. AND hes using my photo? cancel him

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littleheartscupid sigh he’s so handsome

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y/n.photographs so happy to be apart of this tour<3 couldn’t imagine it being aside someone else

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mcrhelena i hope this type of relationship finds me

masterofjustice if these two break up then love aint real

joostklein hey can i like have your number 😅

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Then the last concert of the tour came— the whole reality of it crashing down on you in a singular moment just as you decided to take a shot of the fans.

The pure emotion, the many stories each of them had— all so different yet so similair at the same time. It was beautiful, and so you put the camera down for the night and enjoyed the moment. You could hear the many fans shouting your name along with Joosts, you yourself gave them all polite smiles and waves— even taking a few quick pictures but you tried your best to stay low to not bring the attention from Joost. However even if you had the most silly outfit on— or even if you weren’t wearing anything st all, you wouldn’t be able to take the spotlight of the brightest star on that stage.

The last song quickly came to an end and it was as if time just stopped for a split second.

Cheers, cries, whistles.. it was like everyone was feeling the same thing at the same exact momet. Everyone was already missing the moment— what a strange thing— they’re still there so why bother? But you weren’t any better yourself. You knew you were different from the fans, they were going to miss Joost while you had him all to yourself— but you.. you were going to miss the vibe, the fans, the great memories you made during the tour— that’s where you had your differences with the fans.

Joost was just as shocked as you were, in that moment, his tour had ended. It was done, just like that— and god was that a bittersweet feeling. He wiped the sweat off his forehead, smiling— but not at the fans— at you. And before you could react, his figure bent down towards you and kissed you right there in front of the live crowd, a wave of cheers echoing through the venue before he decided to pull away, he pressed another lingering kiss to your forehead, cupoing your cheek with such gentleness as if you’d break from any harsh movement.

“I think that was the best part of the whole tour,” he murmured, his voice barely audible over the noise of the crowd.

You laughed softly, body still tingling from his touch. “I think so too.”

He stood up straight, his eyes never leaving yours. And for a moment, amidst the chaos of the final night, it felt like everything had fallen into place.

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[theoceansluvr]

Percy Jackson x Ballerina! Reader

warnings; like every sports headcanon list, injuries ! and horrendous foot pain author's notes; im so sorry to the lovely @officiallyalbino that requested this for borderline lying about when i'd post this😭 unrelated to the post but im severely sunburned and writing this kept me from scratching my skin off :((

oooo you best believe he has front row seats to every single one of your performances !

you'd think the adhd™ would get to him, but he's way too focused on you

he likes helping you with lifts because.. well of course he does !

he's very huge on helping you practice if you couldn't tell !

i think he'd always be insane flexible so he tries to copy your positions

looks DISGUSTINGLY good in the leotard might i add

brings flowers and a little (poorly spelled and written) card after every performance

like everybody knows him as your boyfriend because he proudly announces it while carrying his little gifts

doesn't matter if your just in the background he will clap like you just won an oscar

the parents next to him used to think he was just an overly proud older brother to be honest

that was until he leaned over while yelling "THAT'S MY PARTNER Y'KNOW ?"

he's quite the fanboy if he couldn't tell from my many, MANY times if saying this !

foot rubs ? foot rubs !

i personally hate people touching my feet, BUT !

i can see how this is probably the most relaxing thing in the world after hours of practice ngl

he's oddly good at it too

could probably hum every single Nutcracker song off the top of his head

honestly he probably really likes listening to your practice music actually

it keeps him focused when he's studying and whatnot !

could've mentioned this earlier, but he learns all the positions just so he can help you with certain dances

coordinated in the arena and almost anything else, not so much with dance

but he makes it work just for you :D

secretly really likes Black Swan

he watches it like a little kid trying to video games without his mom knowing

thinks your better than everyone no matter how much experience they might have over you

you're literally lauren anderson in his eyes

(or any ballet dancer you may look up to of course !)

enjoys watching you do your hair before recitals

it's oddly satisfying to him, so much to the point he has it memorized on how you do it

possibly keeps a fat stack of hair ties on him at all times (if your hair is long enough to even need any)

not as long as i would've loved this to be, but ballet still has a special place in my heart and i hope this was good fo

[blue-jisungs]

I loved your shotaro bf hcs, can you maybe do one about eunseok or anton? ♥️

eunseok as a bf

# author's note ... thank u, im happy u liked it <3 i decided to go for eunseok sice i havent written anything for him yet :( also thank you riize expert @eternalgyu for ur help teehee

also anon means this :D

ʚїɞ he's beyound sweet and caring towards his partner but it took him a while to open up fully. he tends to have different sides, depending on how close he is with a certain person so you would witness various sides of him :( a shy and loser-y one, whipped one and so so caring one... for you and only you

ʚїɞ since he likes watching anime, a lot of your dates during lazy dates are just... laying in a cozy bed, snuggled in his arms and a laptop on your lap. whether you're an anime watcher or not, you'd enjoy those. giggling if a charater did something stupid or gushing about your fav side character... it makes his heart so happy :( and if you fall asleep... it's okay too, he'll brush your hair and melt over how cute you are

ʚїɞ many percieve him as cold... well prolly because of his rbf hehe but he's quite the opposite :( his representative emoji might be rock bc of it but... he's your rock. someone to go to when you need guidance, support, comfort. and he's here to provide you that

ʚїɞ enough of softness. he has his...... mysterious and uncalled beef w anton so sometimes to rile him up, you side with the youngest or spend time with him. this gets eunseok soooo pouty :") like how dare you!!! but do not fret... kisses make him forget (momentarly...)

ʚїɞ OH and his dad jokes... i fear you have to listen to them whether you like it not....... he'd absolutely bombard you with them. if he saw the corner of your lips rise even sliiiightly up HE IS SOOOO PROUD HE MADE U LAUGH BYE but hey, let's be real, it's hard not to laugh at his twinkling eyes when he's mirroring your reaction</3

masterlist <3

taglist. @slytherinshua ,, @weird-bookworm ,, @eternalgyu ,, @haecien

[blossoms-phan]

✨philm club✨ rewatch - october 19th, 2015

liveshow - notes/thought yaps under the cut!

i love how they’re explaining how they do their individual liveshows to each other like im not saying they were just sat in the other room twice a week watching the other persons liveshow but like surely you have some idea of how it usually goes lmao

“im quite mellow today we’ve been in a car for a while” phil does seem like he has more mellow/chill energy in this one i imagine they were tired but also so go go go at this point resting for a second would only slow them down more

6 year friendiversary and dinof anniversary! It's so insane to me that it was only 6 years atp like this dnp was not too long after i became obsessed with them and i blinked and now its 15 years

dan “reassess your lives” and phil “i think you should be thanking them”- i think this is fascinating and ties into how today dan still automatically goes “im so sorry” when people say i've been watching you for x years and it makes us all want to shake him by the shoulders and say don't apologize silly man!!!!!!!!! take the compliment we mean it with love!!!!!!

dan exposing his ass to audience in leeds and years later during wad great stuff 

phil smacking his head on stage wow some things really don't change 

“calm down” in a silly voice from dan always reminds me of the cLaM dOWN airplane northern voice live clip 

i haven’t rewatched a liveshow in so long so much hair adjusting 

they sound so british sometimes 

“dan do you know what yaoi is” this is so funny to me you are asking the poster boy for yaoi day in 2024

looking at pics of p!atd on tumblr COME BACK TO ME TUMBLRINAA they r right btw i love pretty odd 

“dan choke me with your legs” why r u reading that. whore. see in 2015 knowing that a literal child probably said this its kinda cringe but also me with sister daniel and like all the Thigh in general these days so who am i to speak

“i like being remembered because that doesnt happen often with the celebrity folks”  :( this is sweet i know this time was A Lot and in general the radio stuff wasn't for them in the end and they appreciate that it was cool and fun but dan also mentioned how it was annoying to just be brushed off or being in a position where you're just forced to chase after all these big named people that dgaf about you but its just nice to see they noticed when they were remembered and the 1975 mention i could write an essay about 2018 dan and the album abiior

phil stopped the bus for fish and chips hehe i literally had fish and chips today this is cray. i hope they actually had them for dinner this day i would love to have a parasocial fish and chip night with them

you are pal creators :’) 

editing tips mention they are so unserious 

i am so emotionally attached to the london apartment but referring to it as “the house” when they have an actual House now is really getting to me 

aww talking about tabinof :’( i cant remember if i've talked about this before but there was hugee “drama” back in the day when it was first announced of people accusing them of selling out or some dumb shit when this wasn't another copycat youtuber ghostwritten book they poured their hearts into it as silly and fun as it was and the way dan talks about it really shows that i hope they were proud of it and still are

dan you don't really have the same hair but ok 

talking about the australian today show and they were just on it last month!! why does that make me so emo 

bitten right on the florida

bakeee offfff mention this is why i loved liveshows like just yapping about the shows they watch and cry over together

dan self aware get over it crashing out “so what he enjoys a themed drink” he is so silly dfjfkdfksfkj i love this part

can i live in that autumn moment?

rare what phil has been listening to! movie soundtracks ok king

dan being a little pretentious talking about their differing tv show opinions and phil just mocking his hand movements and giving a 2 word review their dynamic is so dear to me

Is this an unpopular opinion idk i can’t stand 3d movies  

black and blue as always

phil’s laugh and look and dan going “you cheeky little bugger” at him putting “phil and dan” on the chair page<3

hearing them talk about tour in the tatinof days when it was their first go and things like how its amazing hearing people sing to the preshow playlist in the context of like right now is soooooo as a longtime fan who yearned to attend tatinof while it was happening but couldn’t and finally actually experienced them and the magic of a dan and phil show and things like singing hot to go with phannies just a few months ago god im going to miss this era sm

the apocalypse/ai/technology tangent is scarily relevant right now and from nearly 10 years ago wow hashtag we’re all doomed

susan boyle after the amazingdan reaction video lmaoo

they were really doing the most during this era like omg so many promises of things coming soon among the tour and spooky week and book and they were literally just home for one day after being in a car for hours earlier that day like they seem in good spirits in this one and i know its just chill chatting for an hour but boys! take a breather! 

overall i enjoyed this one! i don't rewatch old liveshows a lot but this is a fun way for us all to commit to rewatching and discussing one a week bc there's always so many fun little forgotten details and i think it would be fun to continue even post break! i was very tired while watching this and somehow still wrote out this very long yappy list of notes which are really just a stream of consciousness which no one will read probably but i humbly present them anyways <3

[tales-of-wocdes]

on the topic of MC sneaking to steal food (im sending this ask right as the hiding in wings ask got published) i would love a scene for glowing hair MC's trying to sneak only for their hair to act like a spotlight, "I sneak, I sneak, I sneak...why can I see so well in the dark? Must be a normal thing. Sneak, sneak, sneak..."

Let's do a similar premise to the wings one here.

Sneaking… sneaking… You can see really well. Is it supposed to be this bright? Sneaking… sneaking… Oh well, easier to sneak about when you can see. Rather convenient really.

Besides, no time to waste on futile wondering, the kitchen door is right there.  Let’s hope you can open it…

You sneakily sneak closer and reach out. Your bandaged fingers make contact with the door handle and… this is always the hard bit; your hands are bad at opening things, but you have been practicing… hah! It’s open!

Huh… your shadow is very visible on the floor. There must be light coming in somewhere. You better hurry.

Sneaking…. sneaking… and inside the kitchen! Now where are the goodies?

A few steps forwards….

Ah… the kitchen is so bright! Where is all that light coming from… All the pans and pots are shining! Why? What? Is this a trap?

You are momentarily blinded by the lights.

“You know kid, I am quite proud of you.” Lexia says wryly from behind you. "This is a bold plan."

You spin to face her. How long has she been there? How did she notice you sneaking out?

Lexia taps her own hair, and it flashes a bright red color.

“You should really learn how to control that hair of yours.”

Oh… you grasp at your own hair and pull it in front of your eyes.

It is shining like crazy. No wonder she spotted you!

“Yep. Been following you this entire time. Now grab whatever snack you wanted and let’s get you back to bed.” She grins at you. “Just, don’t tell Havard.”

You eye Lexia, a bit indignantly. She could have told you... but in the end she did say you could have a snack. So, you nod happily and grab the cookie jar, holding it against your chest.”

“Not the entire jar kid.” Lexia chuckles.

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[lambilegs]

hi there ;)

congratulations on your well-deserved 1k followers im very very proud of you

heres my request :D

trepverter, cafune, moxie — for lee x reader

i am of course down for it to be nsfw but you take the reins on everything else i trust your big beautiful simpy brain

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"you know, you have really cute bangs."

lee freezes, her shoulders stiffening at your suddenly compliment. her eyes peel open, staring up at you in wide, open curiosity.

"what do you mean?"

you hum, continuing to comb your fingers through her silky brown hair, which for once, lays undone along your lap, streams of it pouring onto your thighs and layering you with dusky strands of golden thread. you just admire her for a few moments, ignoring her eyebrows that are furrowed in confusion, just enjoying the moment before breaking the news to her.

"well, they're kind of dopey," you whisper in a conspiring voice, amusement prickling in you as you watch her mouth twitch. "they get all unruly sometimes, and you look like a little kid who's been playing outside."

the muscles in her neck bob as she gulps down your words, shifting her gaze and blinking hard at the art hanging from the opposite wall. she's well-aware of what you mean -- whenever she returns to the bureau after a physically taxing investigation with carter, her hair is always windswept and tousled, strands sticking in all directions, with the cropped locks at her forehead plastered to her skin in sweat. she knows that she doesn't look the most put together in those moments, which is why your endeared tone perplexes her.

"I'm not sure that's such a good thing," she mutters, her eyes fluttering shut again, sinking herself into a pool of darkness as your nails gently scrape against her scalp. the feeling nearly ignites a low purr to rumble in her chest, like you're fulfilling some sort of wanton desire that's been dormant for years. which, now that she thinks about it, you probably are. no matter how much she dislikes admitting it.

it honestly took quite a bit of moxie for her to reach a place in your guys' relationship where she could lay her head in your lap with such ease. before, it was stone-hard stances, icy cold skin, sensitive and resistant any contact it dealt with, and hair that remained untouched by anyone but herself and her mother. but, now, after coaxing herself into your touches, letting them gently wrap her up in a cocoon of your warmth, letting her cheek becoming well-acquainted with the soothing skin of your neck, she's finally there, at a place of calm. exactly where she had hoped she'd muster the courage to be one.

she's yanked away from her thoughts when you giggle and rub your fingers along her bangs. "yeah, they do sometimes get just a bit greasy."

she squints at you. "that definitely does not sound like a good thing."

"no, no, really, it's endearing. you always look so cute when you get home. you're like a floppy mess."

a soft snicker puffs from her lips, and she licks them in contemplation before murmuring, "I don't know if 'floppy mess' coincides with 'cute.'"

"yes, it does!" you insist with a light tug to her hair, the sting of it making her wince. "you look -- I don't know -- like a cute, sad dog."

"very nice."

"see?" you squeak, pinching her nose, which sends her flinching deeper into the plush of your thighs. "even now, you're looking at me with the puppy dog eyes."

you can't help but laugh softly, lee's wide eyes, pools of melted honey swirling with brown sugar, bright and lovely as they blink up at you in what you know is a signal of her trying to grasp at something you've said.

"shut up," she mumbles, eyes settling shut again.

"very mean coming from the girl who looks like a wet dog," you chuckle.

she huffs sharply, eyes snapping open at you. at the sight of your smiling face, the flicker of irritation that had sparked in her immediately gets soothed into submission. and so, she's left spluttering for a few moments, unsure of what insult to throw back at you when you're looking down at her so softly, so damn prettily.

"well, you-- I-- I, uh..."

"it's okay, baby," you whisper, pressing a kiss to her forehead. "we can't all have a mean bone in our body."

her jaw clenches, feeling both taken aback and slightly mocked by your words. she forces her brain to work into overdrive for a few moments, grasping for any, at least one, insult to throw back at you.

but, then, you're scratching her scalp again and immediately, without her permission, a long shiver zips up her spine and she instinctively presses her face into your stomach, humming contently. suddenly, she's couldn't be less bothered to come up with some witty comeback.

however, do expect her to call you two days later, firmly saying something along the lines of: "well, if I look like a wet dog, then you look like a lovesick puppy."

it takes you nearly a minute to understand the context, but once you do, you bubble with laughter, fondness rocketing through you, flames of adoration and all.

"fair play, harker. fair play."

[aeragan]

[anon: could you do a nsfw alphabet for raiden??!!] i am also so sad about the lack of raiden stuff in general, like im mk1 he's just the sweetest!?!?! like he's so bbg. and in like every other game he's so fuckin hot, dont sleep on him cmoooon. i also apologize for this taking so long to post, ive been getting so distracted lately its kinda hard to focus fully on. anything. BUT IM MAKING UP FOR IT I SWEAR!!!!

cw: amab, nsfw, pretty vanilla tbh, proofread. MINORS DNI

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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Raiden's aftercare routine is second to Tomas'. He loves you, and he refuses to skip aftercare. Doesn't matter how he is, or how tired you are. He's going to run a bath with all sorts of dried herbs and some Himalayan salt, he'll even hop in if you so wish. From there, he'll be hands on, or hands off. Whichever one you like. If you want some space, he's more than happy to give you some. He'll change the sheets, and get you some clean clothes. He'll also make a full on meal for you. But if you'd like him to stay near, he'll sit at the edge of the bath and just talk with you. About the sex, about you, about him, about anything, really. And after all that, he'll carry you to bed,- he refuses to let you walk- and lay down with you.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite also has to be his hands. He's very proud of his training, especially after becoming Earthrealm's champion. They're strong, and he also loves how they look on your body. He's gentle, always. He's also particularly proud of how soft they are, especially since he was a farmer and now fighting for Earthrealm's protection.

On you, his favorite body part is your chest. He likes how it displays your strength. Not to mention, he's simply drawn to your chest during intimacy. As much as he's Earthrealm's protector, he likes know that you can defend yourself and that you have your own strengths as well. He also enjoys your back, how defined it as, and the little noises you make when he runs his fingers down your spine.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Raiden prefers to cum outside, specifically on your lower back. He simply likes how it looks. He refuses to cum inside, he feels like it's almost undignified. Don't try to convince him to.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He wants to be ridden by you until he sees stars. He's so sure you wouldn't mind it, but you are his first and he's rather apprehensive about sharing. It's the first thing he thinks of when he masturbates even, watching your body grind against him, in a desperate search of pleasure.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

You are his first. He had saved his body for someone he had felt comfortable and a real connection with. He enjoys learning about sex with you, especially when you take the lead. Of course, he gains more experience the more you two fuck, and he gets quite good at it. His focus is all on your pleasure, and always will be.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

With his aforementioned secret, he loves cowboy. As much as he loves cumming on your back, he needs eye contact. It is very important to him. He likes to know he's treating you well, watching your face twist in pleasure. It also makes it easy to tell how well he's doing, since he makes sex all about you.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Raiden is serious. Granted, he's shy, but he's fully serious about sex. It is something he had saved himself for, and he prefers if you are serious about it.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He's got a little body hair everywhere. Some arm hair, some chest hair, a delicious happy trail, and some pubic hair. He keeps himself trimmed, however.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Raiden is by far the most romantic. Like I said, he focuses on you during sex, and your pleasure. He does everything to keep the moment intimate, and he makes sure you feel beyond loved. He cherishes you, and as such, he makes you feel like the only boy in the world. You're his one and only love, you're his. He's going to make sure you know how much he loves you.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He prefers not to masturbate when he has you. Even if you two haven't been able to enjoy each other for a while. Now, if he's absolutely yearning for you and you aren't available, he'll jack off then.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

His only kink is praise, really. He loves seeing your reaction when he calls you a 'good boy', listening to your soft moans as he throws all sorts of sweet words & praises your way. He also responds quite fondly to being praised, he likes to know how he's doing. Whenever you praise him, you can always feel a shiver of electricity run from his body to yours.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

He always prefers his room. It's comfortable, private, and quiet. He's hesitant with sex, so he enjoys the environment of his own place. It's almost a sanctuary for both of you. He rests easy knowing no one is peering or listening in.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Initiative. Raiden is rather timid, so knowing your yearning and knowing you are okay with taking the initiative really sets the mood and gets him going. He particularly enjoys it when you trace his arms or his hands, and give him that sly smile.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Anything rough, he hates the thought of harming you, even for your pleasure. He cannot, physically, mentally, or emotionally. If you ask, it is an immediate no. He wants to make you feel good, not make your hurt.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He actually prefers receiving, he just finds it hard to ask. But he'll go down on you if you ask. Anything for you. He's actually really good at giving head, even more so as he continues to learn about all your body's tells and quirks. But if you go down on him, he'll be the loudest, most appreciative man.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Raiden's default is slow & sensual, and he'll only pick up the pace slightly. He takes his time with you, he likes the mood to be right and proper. Doesn't mean he can't make the time worth it though, he makes you cum like no other. As said beforehand, he catches on quickly to your body language. He knows every single sensitive spot on your body, where to touch to make you moan just right. He loves having you give in to his touch and lay against him.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

It doesn't matter how long you two have been apart, he refuses to do quickies. He wants the moment to be perfect, to be right. He wants you to feel his love, and he cannot find a proper way to appreciate your body with quickies.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

There is only one thing he wont mind trying, and that's using his powers. He's thought about it, more than once. But he is afraid of hurting you. Of course, he'd only use them on a smaller scale, shocking you just a little here and there. But anything else, he really can't do. If you ask him about using his powers in the bedroom, prepare for a full conversation about it. It is only until he has proper consent that he will try it.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

His stamina only increases as he spends more time with you. But he can only last for about 3 rounds, however, he puts his all into every. single. round.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Raiden doesn't see the appeal, to be honest. Perhaps if you ask nicely, he'll use any sort of stimulation toy on you. But why do that when he can use his powers? Creativity is a naughty thing, my friend.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He can't bring himself to tease you, not now, not ever. He hates it when you beg, actually. His whole goal is to satisfy you, and if he has you begging, then that means he's not doing his job right.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Raiden is loud. He's sensitive, he's comfortable, and you just make him feel so damn good. Sometimes it's hard for him to form words properly, that all you can hear is the very start of his praises melting into sweet, sweet moans and sounds of appreciation.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He really enjoys coming up with little names for you. And he always loves your reaction bed when he uses them. It's always something sweet, 'My light' is the most common one he'll use. Regrettably, he picked up 'Sweetheart' from Johnny, but the way he says it sounds so perfect. He does prefer using your name, especially during sex, because it just feels intimate.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Raiden's more of a shower, and he's around the average size. He's 5.7" in length when hard, and 1.7" across. He leans slightly towards the left & is slightly veiny.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

His sex drive depends on you, really. He'll fuck you whenever you wish, as long as time permits it.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Raiden's mind is an active one, so it takes him a while to fall asleep after you do. He isn't worried about his performance, no. He's just got a lot on his mind, and sometimes your naked body lingers in it for a bit too long.

[tuckboroughdays]

⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 ⏖ ’ lotr hdc! DATING pippin's version

🍓 apolline speaks!

so, there is some headcanon about my boy. at the beginning i wanted to do a sfw alphabet, but it quickly annoyed me to order my ideas by themes (affection, cuddles, etc). so i just wrote random hdc.

BUT you can find in this all the themes of a sfw alphabet ! its just chaotic lol.

+ in my head i imagine the reader as a human but its not truly specific, its also for a hobbit!reader too. and i tried to make it the most non-genred as possible.

just remember that english is not my first language !! i do a lot of mistakes but i prefer use my brain than an a.i...

you can reuse my hdc but make sure to tag me ! :D

enjoy this post about my bf :3

he baby

he's so gentle, both emotionally and physically

pookie just needs love and hugs

holding hands !! he loves playing with your fingers.

likes to braid your hair

 loves hot baths with a lot of candles all over the edge, and when you wash his back and hair. hes a fan of massages btw

loves being cuddled by you, and falling asleep in your arms. he doesn't need a specific moment for this, this is why you both can sleep a whole afternoon and being wake up all the night after it.

breakfast to bed !! and he can stay in the bed all the day if youre in too, he would never leave your arms if he could. he loves being in the bed with you the morning, bc your body is all warm from sleep and when he's snuggled against you, its like heaven. 

does nightmares bc of the war of the ring. A LOT. mostly about the time when he had been kidnapped by the orcs with Merry.

he wakes up all sweaty and trembling, frightened of every sound around him. he'll take some shaky breaths into the crook of your neck while you wrap your arms around him and eventually fall asleep.

or if its a really hard nightmare, he'll cry a lot, and thanks god youre here to stay with him. whisper gentle things in hear until he calms down, and after make him a sandwich or a toast of jam, with hot milk, and he will tell you what his nightmare was about. 

he's pretty open about it, and tells you a lot about hard memories that stays in his mind most of the time : the orcs, Moria, the Palantir, and also Minas Tirith, with Denethor burning alive. 

in a more global way, i think Pippin is really open about all his life, talking about everything to everyone, so you might know all about him even before your relationship lmao

you can always see when he's upset : his mood changes completely. he'll tell you whats happening or maybe not, if he's angry (maybe he argued w Merry or smth like that).

but he doesn't get angry a lot. never yelling at you, etc. when he's upset (because of you), he'll pout or being sad rather than angry. you'll also know it if he's not eating or talking as much as usual.

counts a lot on Merry's advices for your relationship, for example if he's scared to do or tell you something. btw im sure Merry will coach him for losing his virginity, if it happens w/ you

loves to be with you, your heads under the covers, and just staring at your face

TOUCH HIS HAIR. he's just craving for it. its better than a foreplay, especially if you run your fingers trough his curls while you're kissing.

doesn't know how to use his tongue when he hisses you, he panick and will slobb on your nose or smth like this lol. so he prefers just made out softly ; its quite more simple and it gives him butterflies

if you have some oversize clothes, like a sweat or a large t-shirt, he'll wear it. and if its not too small-sized for you (human!reader), he'll give you his own shirts sometimes and will be very proud.

loves touching and kissing your skin where its so soft, for example your inner arms or tighs. yeah bc he loves your tighs too

it doesn't matter for him if you are fat or thin. that's the best thing when youre dating a hobbit : the wheight doesn't matter for someone who eats 6 meals/days. if youre thin hell try to make you eat a lot, and if youre not he'll find this totally normal. he loves bellies btw.

things to do to make his heart flutter : kissing his nose, his fingers, hugging him when youre asleep, talking very close to his ear (im sure hobbits ears are sooo sensitive !!!!), running your fingers in his hair, or on his back under his shirt.

some random sensitive spots : his ears, his lower back, his hair. he also has a spot in his neck, veeery sensitive, where you can feel and also see his pulse. (THIS IS CANNON. you can see this in rotk when he talks with Gandalf during the battle of Minas Tirith, and Gandalf says that the journey doesn't end here, etc. i noticed it when i saw the movie on great screen and i was like : KJEFKJHZEFHJHFBJBHJHHFJHJRAHHHHH)

loves body milk which smell like honey, almond, shea butter, or vanilla. so put some of it on you and hell smell you all day.

his fav thing ? slipping his head under what youre wearing and just inhaling your scent. he can sleep like this, layed under your clothes on ur chest or belly.

Pippin wants to marry you as soon as possible and spending the rest of his life by your side, but its not a big new : he sooo idealistic, and a bit delusional. 

btw, this may be some of his defects. this guy is amazing but i think he lacks maturity and can't be realistic for the responsabilites of life sometimes.

also, since he's dating you, he spends all his time by your side ; so he might have abandoned some of his habits like hanging out with Merry, go at parties, etc

LOVES childrens. he would kidnap Sam's or his sister's ones if he could. loves to babysit but not really responsible... but he makes babies laugh and he's an icon for young lads

fav dates spots : in a forest, a midow or a field.

likes rolling in the grass, making flower crowns, doing picnics.

put flowers in his hair

loves being adventurous with you in random places, like in a barn ; he'll pull you in a haystack and kiss you everywhere he can, and will have a lot of straw in hir hair and his cheeks all red at the end. (just make sure to run fast if the barn owner surprises you both)

when he gets jealous, he never shows it obviously or gets angry, but he can be a bit sad. he will impose himself in front of other lads who are trying to fancy you (hobbit!reader), but if its a human who are trying to, (human!reader), hell being a bit insecure, bc he doesn't understand how you can love him, a small hobbit, and not a tall, badass human. so just put a lot of kisses on his cutie face and tell him he's amazing, and he'll be alright.

doesn't know how to cook. he's also veeery messy. sometimes its fun but its also a bit annoying. 

he doesn't act like "you're my wife/husband then to make the dinner and clean the smial" ofc, but because he doesn't know how to do all of this by himself, he needs someone to help him.

so maybe the best option is to learn him how to cook, and romanticing the idea of daily chores. i think that doing this with Pippin could quickly be fun. 

random hugs in any places, any time. he will just jump on you and wrap his arms around you

loves nuzzling his face into the crook of your shoulder or your neck

fav sleep position : your nose in his hair with your arms around him, and him flushed against you

is mostly the one being cuddled

he's the little spoon ofc

and when having sex, mostly missionary or when youre on top. i just can't imagine others. imagining Pippin Took having sex is already too weird, so lets say its all gentle and soft, never doggy position or something like this BRUH-

dy imagine him as a bad boy in a dark romance ?! he's such more the dominated one than the dominant one

he's not selfish or vainglorious. but i think after the war, he liked to tell everyone about his "exploits". and also to staring at himself in a mirror, to see "how strong and tall he becaome". if you catch him, he'll be all red and embarrassed, and won't admit what he was doing.

i aslo think hes a bit insecure about your height difference (human!reader) and jealous of other human guys. 

becomes all red when you compliment him

often brings you flowers, rocks or random things that are just remind him of you. his flowers are not like a wonderful rose bouquet, but rather a crumpled flower that he found really pretty.

if you have some hobbies like yarning, knitting, drawing, he will appears behind you, his head on your shoulder, "what are you doing ? is that for me ?" etc, and will love to distract you in any ways possible

also when you're doing selfcare, like painting your nails (fem!reader), brushing your hair, putting cream on you, or even shaving, he'd like to do it for you

he shows his love and affection toward you by actions rather than words, but can say a random "i love you" in a middle of a conversation (IMAGINE HIM SAYING THIS WITH HIS SCOTTISH ACCENT KJHEBHJZEHBJZHB IM SCREAMING)

your arms = his safe place

will remember every. single. thing. you told him about yourself

always try to be the best for you, even though you're telling him that he's already perfect, it's never enough for him.

[hiemaldesirae]

LOOL YES!! That's what you get Alastor!! Cursed cat!Alastor adores Vox and would never hurt him. Honestly it'd be hilarious if Vox does an interview that night and the entire hotel (plus Lucifer) catches it and Cursed cat!Alastor is on Vox's shoulders just purring away and happily nuzzling Vox's screen and being happily petted and Alastor is gripping his fixed staff, grinding his fangs, jealousy leaking from him.

Charlie is pleased: "Alastor, I knew you could find that cat a good home! Thank you! =D"

Everyone else is fucking shocked. They know Alastor threw that cat at the Vees for entertainment and hell raising purposes (and in Husk's case, a way to try and get Vox to come back to him. Most of Alastor's schemes involving the Vees always, always revolve about getting Vox back.)

The interview is about a new product of Voxtech, but at the end of it, they ask about Vox's new pet and Vox just puffs up, proud as can be:

Vox: "This little demon just charged into the lobby, brutally attacking my staff! 2 or 3 died, I think 4 or 5 were maimed so I of course had to keep him! Isn't that right, Venom? (Cause Vox thought he had rabies....and he foams at the mouth when he attacks...so...and the V theme.) Isn't he precious?"

*sir is fine, for future reference. but YEAH, alastor would definitely be seething with rage- like whole fucking cartoon ass face too, he's NOT having the time of his life rn. why the FUCK was vox petting that hellspawn???? that should've been HIM ???????????

also venom is a perfect name for that little shit, honestly, though ill be fr i can only think of the. You know. Venom.

anyway whatever here's another writing snip. (vv short because i have morning classes tmw and im going to freak if im late again) you guys are greedy asf but whatever ill provide like any good father would

"Oh, dear... and he *kept* it, is that right?" Rosie gasps as she watches Alastor grip his hair tightly, head cradled in his hands. She giggles as she continues teasing the poor demon, "My, Alastor, isn't he quite the catch? Compassionate and caring to boot, not to mention that he seems to be *quite* popular among the denizens of Hell!"

"Rosie, my dear, please. Stop talking. For the love of God, stop talking," Alastor's ears flatten more as he begs his friend, Rosie merely laughing softly in delight as she watches.

"You can hardly blame me for being curious, Alastor! I mean, you always refused to take your sweet little picture box to Cannibal Town when the two of you were still talking... why, I had to learn of your dalliance through Mimzy! And, not to devalue my beloved's qualities, of course, but she's *hardly* the greatest source of information one can find-- I married her out of love, not for her communication skills."

"That *thing* probably has rabies," Alastor spits out, looking as if he'd just swallowed a particularly bitter pill. "I don't *understand* what he sees in it!"

"Well, it does look quite like you," Rosie points out leisurely. She takes a sip out of her teacup before continuing, "Perhaps he's treating it as a substitute for you? You know, in the way that some would treat their plushs like pets, he's treating his pet as... well, you."

Alastor narrows his eyes at her. "Vox *knows* that if he wanted to talk to me, he could easily just go over and tune into our shared frequencies. He's *replacing* me with it, Rosie, I just know it!"

"Hm... well, in that case, why don't you just go and make it clear to him that you aren't replacable?" Rosie taps the edge of her cup with a knowing glint in her abyssal black eyes, holding her good friend's gaze steadily. "You've never shyed away from confrontation before, have you, Alastor? Why be hesitant now?"

Alastor licked his lips, staring down in his lap before he picked up his own teacup and downed the liquid inside like a shot.

"Thank you for hosting me today, Rosie. I think... I've reached a conclusion."

A knowing smirk crosses the Cannibal Overlord's face. "Of course you have. I expect to be formally introduced to your lovely little muse soon, you understand?"

"Yes, my fair lady," Alastor rolls his eyes with amusement. "But you had better not try and take a bite of him."

"Who, little old me? I'd never, dear!"

"You had better not," Alastor frowns. Though his tone is joking, his expression falls flat.

Elsewhere, in the Entertainment District, Vox sneezes into Venom's fur as he cradles the fluffball of red fur. The freaky kitten turns to look up at him with a questioning look, but he only ruffles Venom's ears apologetically.

"Sorry, Ven. I don't know what came over me just now- oh, look at this! Should we get you this collar, or that one...?"

[mondothebombo]

If ur still doing those questions from like 3 days ago then... 2 and 4?

AAHHH HI IM SORRY THIS TOOK A MINUTE TUMBLR ATE UR ASK BUT THANK U FOR THE PROMPTS!!!!

2. What scene did you first put down?

the very first scene i wrote for wytyaa was all the way back in 2017 and it was the entire ending for chapter 4, pretty much the entire final fight with nadakhan in the finale. it’s gone through some revisions of course, but the others getting turned to gold, jay getting angry and asking why nadakhan did all those things to him, nya dying, and the time reversal, has been written before i even published the first draft of the story on ff.net!! it’s kinda crazy to look back on now, literally seven yrs later asdfgh

4: What's your favorite line of dialogue?

i have quite a few lines of dialogue i’m proud of, but my top two have to be the exchange between nya and jay towards the end of chapter 7

“Nya,” Jay says softly, the most sincere Nya thinks she’s ever heard him be, “he was a monster, and you are fifteen. There is nothing you could’ve done or said that was ‘asking for it’ in any way. It’s not your fault. You gave him hell, and resisted the whole time as best as you could.”

Nya swallows thickly, but nods. “A-And I know you’re right. But so much happened, and when I sit and think about it for too long and try to rationalize everything, I can’t help but blame myself.”

Jay huffs in agreement, “Yeah, I know. Trust me, Nya, I get it.”

and a bit from a conversation between jay and cole in the upcoming chapter 8 :)

Jay sobs, bringing his hands to cover his face as sparks fill his curly hair. “You won’t believe me,” he whimpers through his cries.

Cole has to suppress a scoff, cursing whoever put that idiotic thought in his best friend’s head. “Says who, exactly? Bluebell, I will always believe you, and I will always be on your side. You’re my brother, whatever it is, you don’t have to carry it anymore.”

thanks for the ask alastair, always happy to have u in my inbox :D

[wrongcaitlyn]

also, since i feel bad about making you guys wait so long and i'm also not 100% sure if i'll manage a chapter before sunday (will be trying, but it's been a whileDJSD) here's a snippet of what i've already written!

and a little update on the chapter, i've got like.. 1/6 of it done? ish? and i def could've written more earlier but instead i spent an hour planning and outlining one of nico's future music videos with @wronghuntress

it's a very cool mv and i am very proud of it and just like the details and aesthetics of the next few albums are ahghsldkjsldfj im so so excited for you guys to seee!! i feel like i should be making pinterest boards for these. but that's my brain derailing me again. i will do that over summer.

so!! snippet!!

They decide on the end of July for the rescheduled concerts. Partly because it gives Nico a little over two months to mentally prepare, partly because Will has a summer class in June so he’d be able to travel with them in July (along with Leo, who invited himself along too), and partly because it worked with Alex’s schedule.

Until then, though, there turns out to be a lot to get done.

Will’s rescheduled finals have been all finished by the end of May. Apollo has set up a series of job interviews for the three main people he’s decided they need—a publicist, a tour manager, and an assistant for him (that last one was pushed for by Nico, and then Will as well, and because Apollo isn’t able to resist their combined efforts, it worked)—throughout the last week of May and early June. The Archery World Championships are from the tenth to the sixteenth, in the Netherlands, and the entire family will be there to watch Kayla. 

From there on, it’s studio work, studio work, and more studio work throughout the rest of June. It’s a lot of therapy. It’s some secret project that Apollo keeps obviously working on, but is clearly attempting to hide the evidence of. Nico doesn’t know whether he should be concerned, but his eye bags have faded slightly, and he’s returned to styling his hair rather than throwing it up in a bun, so Nico thinks that’s a good sign.

The New York estate doesn’t have a proper studio—at least, not as good as Apollo’s house in LA. Still, it has the basics, including a mic, a computer with some audio editing software that Nico’s familiar with, and a keyboard, so while Will is studying and out taking his exams, Nico is there. 

For once, he feels like he doesn��t have much to write about the situation. It scares him for a bit when first walking into the studio, expecting to open his phone to an extensive list of depressing lyrics, only to find nothing.

He tells Mr. D that during their next therapy session. There’s no concrete answer, because Nico isn’t quite sure what exactly prompts him to spill out his thoughts in lyric form usually, but Mr. D had suggested the idea that instead of falling straight to the conclusion and having to sort out his thoughts, he was instead stuck in a sort of paralysis while Will was in the hospital, and then immediately talked out his feelings in person rather than on paper afterward.

Nico supposes that it makes sense. But that doesn’t stop him from rushing to the studio as soon as he’s sure Will won’t ‘accidentally’ overwork himself once left alone for over an hour—just to see if there really isn’t anything left to say.

It turns out, there is. There always is. But the songs that he writes now feel more self-deprecating and slightly relieved rather than the accusatory, grieving tones of the rest of the album. And besides, he thinks that he’s too close to a possible release date (or, at least, the beginning of the promotional singles process) to be planning an entirely new series of songs.

He still writes them, of course. They’ll just have to remain in lyric form, for now, though.

[h4venpha]

⸺ kiss him

✦ vash the stampede x nicholas d. wolfwood ✦  contents: contents: oneshot, SFW, hurt and comfort, mentions of getting shot, mentions of violence ✦  WC: 613 ✦  notes: ngl i jst wanted to write this bc of a specific two second scene i saw in a movie. also yes i combined trimax and stampede vash and imagined 98 wolfwood. SUE ME (uhh not proofread bc im sleepy)

vash’s eyes flicker dimly as he listens to the muted hum of the worms flying outside. its colder and darker than other nights, even here in the cheap motel they managed to gather enough scraps to sleep in for the night. the bed is creaky and smells like old linens but vash prefers it over decking it out in an alley behind crates and trash bins. 

wolfwood’s embrace is warm and firm with his arms wrap around his neck and a rough hand gently running through his mess of blonde and black hair along with curious feather appendages sprouting from his head. 

vash buries his face into wolfwood’s shoulder, pouty lips pressing upon his dark blazer as he sniffles. “‘m sorry about today.” 

wolfwood isn’t fazed at all. “for what?” he grumbles softly.

“for everything.” vash nuzzles further into the crook of his shoulder, his dark eyebrows furrowing up as his eyes watered more than he wanted them to. “for getting involved in that fight, for getting you hurt— for letting you get shot—“

“spikey,” wolfwood draws out. “none of that, ‘kay? i don’t want any of that t’night from you.” his tone is firm, but he means well. it's all too easy to recognize when vash is going to spiral and spout some bullshit he’s heard before more than once during nights like these. “‘s nothing i can’t handle.” wolfwood lets a breathy laugh escape him and vash wants nothing more than to grab it out of the sacred space of a motel room they’ve created and store it in his mind.

“that doesn’t mean it’s all right for you to get shot.” vash says rather defensively. “it’s still my fault, i-i should’ve covered you.” his arms wrap tighter around wolfwood’s waist as if they were still in the middle of the shoot out.

“how could ya have? you were protectin’ that woman across the street, i saw you.” wolfwood says while he gently thumbs at the small feathers by his temples. “listen, i can handle myself alright? quit yer worryin’ about me.” with being tucked into his shoulder, wolfwood can feel when vash frantically shakes his head in response.

“i can’t do that, wolfwood. you know i can’t. i wanna be there to protect you…” vash sniffles as his voice goes watery.

“and you are, you are, okay spikey?” wolfwood reassures and gently prys vash away from his shoulder to look at him. and oh is he gorgeous. big, fat tears rolling down his glowing face as his plant marks dimly glimmer, his wings and feathers flicking reactively as they reach and tug at wolfwood’s fingers and arms, aching for him to come closer. wolfwood wants to kiss him senseless. “you’re doin’ the best you can and i’m proud of ya, alright?” 

vash hiccups and breaks into a quiet fit of cries. his head hurts and he’s drained, but wolfwood is here and cooing and wiping away at his eyes with his thick, warm thumbs. 

“y’ big ole baby.” wolfwood chuckles softly when vash pouts at him with his bottom lip jutted out and big, glossy eyes. “c’mon, no more cryin’, yeah?” wolfwood coaxes gently and leans in to kiss his puffy eyes before tilting his head and smiling warmly. and vash feels himself falling apart under wolfwood’s warm hands and his bufferfly-soft kisses and his kind words— he feels himself letting wolfwood gently break him down into a mush of tears and snot.

wolfwood cups his face and leans in without hesitation to press his firm lips to vash’s trembling ones. vash knows he tastes like salty tears but wolfwood doesn’t mind it and only smiles into their slow kiss.