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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Us when the Lotus Casino episode drops
#IF I DONT SEE A THOUSAND GRAINY ZOOMED IN IMAGES IN THE TAG AFTER THAT EPISODE DROPS IM GONNA BE VERY DISAPPOINTED#I’m straight up gonna watch that one and then watch it again for the sole purpose of searching for Nico in the background#percy jackson#nico di angelo#heroes of olympus#hoo#mine#pjato#pjo#rick riordan#rrverse#percy jackson and the olympians#1k#5k
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07.07.2023 🧝🏻♀️
our physics teacher made a fucked up drawing to explain sound intensity to us and i thought it was funny so i took a picture.
i decided not to go to the gym today and stayed home watching Lord of the Rings instead.
my friend is a huge fan and had been trying to make me watch it for months so i decided to give it a try. i actually liked it a lot!!
ive also been feeling pretty depressed since lunch. then i was more depressed after watching a whole ass 3 hour movie. then my mom looked at me and went “you’re pale. more pale than usual. did you eat something today??”
and i told her i had eaten a small lasagna slice on lunch (note that this conversation happened 4 hours later) and then some chocolate, and she reprehended me and told me i should eat more.
she also told me to weight myself. i did, and i am weighting 4kg less than i was last time i weighed myself :/
so i ate three small mashed potatoes and me and my mom watched A Man Called Otto.
which just made me even more depressed.
and the trans boy, malcom, reminded me of my friend to who i havent talked to in months and i cried so much during this movie i swear to god.
i’ve decided im texting this friend of mine asap.
so when the movie ended, i locked myself in the bathroom and cried for about half an hour. i dont have a lot of sense of time when im crying but i think it must have been around that.
i can’t remember when was the last time i had to lock myself in the bathroom to cry, but it was more than 3 months ago. i feel like im having a relapse.
i was feeling so good this last month…
maybe my meds aren’t working anymore, i dont know. this reminds me that i have to schedule my next appointment with my psychiatrist, so i can get another prescription and maybe increase the dosage.
anyway, im gonna go hug my comfort ladybug pillow until i sleep.
#im purposely not tagging this#this is a rant and not supposed to be found by other ppl on tumblr#goodbye#personal journal#nana joana
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I kept debating how to end this short little mini comic. In the original script, they were gonna hold hands (scandalous, I know lmfao), but I didn't think it hit quite right in comic format when I tried to make it longer. Hence why it ends... like that.
Anyways I wrote like a ton of comic scripts for COTL comics that just didn't hit right / I couldn't commit to making and then when driving home from work last week in the pitch darkness I thought about how nice it is to see like actual stars. And I feel like with the cult grounds being kind of among a lot of trees and all that it might take a short hike to get a really, really, really good view of the night sky and stuff. Thus. This.
It's arguably not my best work (I'm out of practice drawing good night skies and all that) but I'm happy with it. Enjoy this thing I made
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cult of the lamb lambert#cult of the lamb narinder#cotl narilamb#narilamb#(that's mostly for tagging / filtering purposes... this isn't inherently romantic but it can be read that way i cant tell ya what to do)#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#also i like the idea of narinder having like. wrist pain and shaky hands and iffy grip strength upon joining the cult?? cuz chains n stuff#im sure someone has already come up with that somewhere else but like. it's a neat concept. the consequences of ur actions and all that#and cuz. like i gave the lamb a lot of my feelings and stuff. so it's narinder's turn and he gets my wrist pain lmfao#but that's a tangent. anyways enjoy this silly comic it was fun to make
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Here's more comparisons of Arcane Gifs before and after I color and sharpen em!
#arcane#arcaneedit#caitlyn kiramman#vi#viktor#caitlyn#jinx#mel medarda#mel#gifmaking#arcane season 2 spoilers#IM HELLA BORED I WANT NEW CONTENT ALREADY#do i think gifmakers color grade better than the people behind the show? nah. the show itself and gifs serve different purposes#theyre two entirely different things ngl#its just fun seeing before and afters of gif/edit coloring lol#i used to have a more stylized coloring filter on arcane but later in ive transitioned into something that’s a bit more in tune with#the original colors of the show#ngl im pretty mediocre when it comes to coloring lmao i cant do complex stuff like the other edit makers here#arcane and many shows in general are so dark lmao its always tough to color em#send some love to your local fandom gifmakers theyre all still hella disrespected for what they do lmao#also if ur not a fan of the coloring and sharpening then buzz off i dont wanna hear your opinion lmao go make gifs yourself :D#personal tag
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Lesson no. 274859: NEVER EVER STEAL FROM A WITCH. YOU ABSOLUTE BUFFOON 💥
#animated in procreate + ae#i put many an hour into this#this is enhanced by the shitty sounds. they are on purpose. I KNOW IT SOUNDS BAD#rotating tiny stealing wizards in my mind at all times#can you tell this started as a bg study because i can#art#jitterbugbear art#artists on tumblr#animation#2d animation#digital art#procreate#wizard#fantasy art#thats it for the tags wahhooo i hope someone enjoys this im going to post the two bgs for this separately sometime soon
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(and to watch the anime trailer if u haven't yet)
#witch hat atelier#wha#unoriginal meme yayyy wooo#the way the composer for eld/en ring is doing the soundtrack…… im going insane#breaking up the title just for tagging purposes#btw
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v3 if it was good
#dont tag as ship im pregnant and its yours#my art#danganronpa v3#k1 b0#kokichi ouma#he doesnt have the ahoge on purpose i didnt forget it ok
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Dogwarts - A Horror-Themed Minecraft Map
Ever since the beheading, paranoia has taken hold of the Red King.
Dogwarts is a short Minecraft map full of secrets, made for AUFest 2024's Reverse Big Bang. You can find more information on it here, including the world download, content warnings, how-to-play guide, and a video showcase for anyone who can't or doesn't want to play through it themselves.
As part of the event I had the honor of working with two INCREDIBLE writers, Sparrow @erstwhilesparrow and Writer @capriciouswriter207!! Both of them did a masterful job bringing this story to life in a new medium, and I'm delighted that I got to have them on my team <3 Check out their fics:
branches, but softer by sesquidpedalian
The things Martyn carries with him have dwindled to almost nothing. One bucket that he doesn’t dare abandon to the capricious shadows, a handful of glass bottles. A scrap of banner that he keeps in his pocket, that he wipes his sweat on but never without feeling a little bad. If it’s the tunnels themselves that are responsible for all his misfortune, they never make a sound to suggest so. If this place is haunted, it’s not haunted by any ghosts but his own.
What happens below (none will ever know) by Writer207
The enchanter must be protected at all costs. Away from prying eyes, deep below the ground, nobody but Ren will ever lay their eyes on it again. A labyrinth of dirt and stone must be dug to further protect it. The process weighs heavily on Martyn, and the tunnels themselves seem to suffocate him. It's all worth it, though. The enchanter must be safe.
Thank you, and enjoy <3
#treebark#renchanting#third life#3rd life#life series#mcyt#mcytblr aufest 2024#mcytblraufest2024#its my first time making something like this and i'm very happy with how it turned out#im like on my knees begging please tell me your experiences playing this map. please. send me an ask reply to this post anything--#if you live react or even make a video or something i will owe you my whole life#mazetyn#<- that tag goes at the bottom bc its kind of spoilers. sorry#its for organizational purposes for the au. u understand
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Same voice actor
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#dr facilier#hazbin art#fanart#im sorry if the transparency sucks#i just realized i fucked his wings up#forgive me#the reference i used had a solid black background#jeri's art tag for convenience purposes
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every time i draw hf jazzprowl it slowly gets raunchier sorry guys
#im so sick thinking about them#going nuts over things that only exist in my brain is my life purpose#my art#jazzprowl#humanformers#tag for my self indulgent humanformers au
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i have no hope for this but yk ( falsettosblr discord server spare me ) . also hey don't judge me for some of this stuff pls , smile
25 notes - I'll tidy my room + put clothes away
50 notes - I'll brush my teeth at least once every day ( aiming for twice )
100 notes - I'll try shower every other day
200 notes - I'll finish my falsettos fic
300 notes - I'll work through my art wips
400 notes - I'll work through my other writing wips
500 notes - I'll do something social once a week for the whole of summer
600 notes - I'll work through household chores I've been putting off
750 notes bcs fuck you and i hate doing it - I'll reorganise my entire simply plural + pluralkit for the system
go wild , sigh .
#notes post#sigh#im not tagging for reach fuck you#also yes . i did post this when the disc was quiet#it was on purpose#i know how you guys are
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batman perhaps the most prodigious child abuser to ever live. no wife. no biological children of his own whose lives he could destroy (at first) so he got smart. hustled. took to the streets picking up and adopting orphans and then ruining each of their lives systematically. until ofc he got sick of them and threw them out for the next best model. he was flawless in his execution of it too. these kids still want daddys attention til this very day. even after he rocks their shit or kicks them out for the millionth time. these mfs are willing to KILL each other for a chance at being daddys favorite candy baby for a week. batman truly is a sick mf i understand why joker thinks they have a connection.
#batman#batman blogging? idk#keep bruce wayne AWAY from the playground and schools#damian honey me and cps are on the way#bruce wayne#tagging for hater purposes#as in i hate bruce wayne with an insane passion#jason todd#im tagging the kids too oh im naming names#dick grayson#ok im tagging two of the kids i cant do them all i got lazy#bruce has probably abused half of gotham under 18 by now idk#im not up to date with the comics like that
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ladies!
#art tag#baldur's gate 3#bg3#shadowheart#lae'zel#karlach#jaheira#minthara#orin the red#before you say i forgot shadowheart's bangs no i actually did not it's on purpose#it was supposed to be warmup sketches but they turned into wake up sketches and im still sleepy
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treebark shippers in 2021: we only ship the block people not real life martyn with a wife and real life rendog. MINECRAFT PERSONAS ONLY!!!1!!! don't cancel us plslslslsllslspleaaaseeee we only love block yaoi 🥺👉���
treebark shippers in 2024: rpf is MANDATORY
#treebarpf#<- the tag now ig. for blocking purposes#i feel insane#im fucking blaming them for the new heights ive been forced to climb
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Well... vegetarians might find it a bit harder to stick to their diets, but it's a step up from feeling tempted to eat humans.
#long post#sim stuff#i bet you thought this would go in the frankenford tag wouldnt you#Pbbth#frankenstein au nonsense#well now im adding it retroactively#for blocking purposes
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