07.07.2023 🧝🏻♀️
our physics teacher made a fucked up drawing to explain sound intensity to us and i thought it was funny so i took a picture.
i decided not to go to the gym today and stayed home watching Lord of the Rings instead.
my friend is a huge fan and had been trying to make me watch it for months so i decided to give it a try. i actually liked it a lot!!
ive also been feeling pretty depressed since lunch. then i was more depressed after watching a whole ass 3 hour movie. then my mom looked at me and went “you’re pale. more pale than usual. did you eat something today??”
and i told her i had eaten a small lasagna slice on lunch (note that this conversation happened 4 hours later) and then some chocolate, and she reprehended me and told me i should eat more.
she also told me to weight myself. i did, and i am weighting 4kg less than i was last time i weighed myself :/
so i ate three small mashed potatoes and me and my mom watched A Man Called Otto.
which just made me even more depressed.
and the trans boy, malcom, reminded me of my friend to who i havent talked to in months and i cried so much during this movie i swear to god.
i’ve decided im texting this friend of mine asap.
so when the movie ended, i locked myself in the bathroom and cried for about half an hour. i dont have a lot of sense of time when im crying but i think it must have been around that.
i can’t remember when was the last time i had to lock myself in the bathroom to cry, but it was more than 3 months ago. i feel like im having a relapse.
i was feeling so good this last month…
maybe my meds aren’t working anymore, i dont know. this reminds me that i have to schedule my next appointment with my psychiatrist, so i can get another prescription and maybe increase the dosage.
anyway, im gonna go hug my comfort ladybug pillow until i sleep.
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Dogwarts - A Horror-Themed Minecraft Map
Ever since the beheading, paranoia has taken hold of the Red King.
Dogwarts is a short Minecraft map full of secrets, made for AUFest 2024's Reverse Big Bang. You can find more information on it here, including the world download, content warnings, how-to-play guide, and a video showcase for anyone who can't or doesn't want to play through it themselves.
As part of the event I had the honor of working with two INCREDIBLE writers, Sparrow @erstwhilesparrow and Writer @capriciouswriter207!! Both of them did a masterful job bringing this story to life in a new medium, and I'm delighted that I got to have them on my team <3 Check out their fics:
branches, but softer by sesquidpedalian
The things Martyn carries with him have dwindled to almost nothing. One bucket that he doesn’t dare abandon to the capricious shadows, a handful of glass bottles. A scrap of banner that he keeps in his pocket, that he wipes his sweat on but never without feeling a little bad.
If it’s the tunnels themselves that are responsible for all his misfortune, they never make a sound to suggest so. If this place is haunted, it’s not haunted by any ghosts but his own.
What happens below (none will ever know) by Writer207
The enchanter must be protected at all costs. Away from prying eyes, deep below the ground, nobody but Ren will ever lay their eyes on it again. A labyrinth of dirt and stone must be dug to further protect it.
The process weighs heavily on Martyn, and the tunnels themselves seem to suffocate him. It's all worth it, though. The enchanter must be safe.
Thank you, and enjoy <3
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i have no hope for this but yk ( falsettosblr discord server spare me ) . also hey don't judge me for some of this stuff pls , smile
25 notes - I'll tidy my room + put clothes away
50 notes - I'll brush my teeth at least once every day ( aiming for twice )
100 notes - I'll try shower every other day
200 notes - I'll finish my falsettos fic
300 notes - I'll work through my art wips
400 notes - I'll work through my other writing wips
500 notes - I'll do something social once a week for the whole of summer
600 notes - I'll work through household chores I've been putting off
750 notes bcs fuck you and i hate doing it - I'll reorganise my entire simply plural + pluralkit for the system
go wild , sigh .
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batman perhaps the most prodigious child abuser to ever live. no wife. no biological children of his own whose lives he could destroy (at first) so he got smart. hustled. took to the streets picking up and adopting orphans and then ruining each of their lives systematically. until ofc he got sick of them and threw them out for the next best model. he was flawless in his execution of it too. these kids still want daddys attention til this very day. even after he rocks their shit or kicks them out for the millionth time. these mfs are willing to KILL each other for a chance at being daddys favorite candy baby for a week. batman truly is a sick mf i understand why joker thinks they have a connection.
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