#im proud of myself okay
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heyhey i made a thing!
I love the idea of the proxies from a purely horror perspective so I tried putting that vibe into a playlist! heres to hoping I've done them justice lmao
if anyone has any songs suggestions i'd love to here em!
#expect this attached to any proxy post i make#im proud of myself okay#creepypasta#slenderverse#proxy#creepypasta proxy#slender proxy#Spotify
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i think im getting better at living in the moment
#maybe it's because i don't instantly have to think about future#but also like from past experiences#i feel truly present at something while connecting dots from past things learnt without plucking up a triggering memory#and when i feel i need to do something for whats approaching i can strategize out quickly and get on to. it#without overthinking about it or making too many theories#logical rational practical were so foreign terms for me#but i recently got a wow youre still able to think this logically from a friend who's supposed to be the most rational person around me#doesn't mean i don't start getting overwhelmed like always the emotions start to put their claws#and teeth on my skin#but ime learning to move past them before they sink in deeper#so. i get a bit of the male population experience that when they're not thinking their head is really that empty#its so calming??#this is my favorite part of me that happened this year#out of all the growth stuff i felt#im proud of myself okay#tho i do know its mainly because the workload is less without any pressure#but if i can familiarize with this concept ill be alright when it gets tough#at least i hope so
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Not done fighting, I don’t feel I’ve lost
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#Hi this took me 9 hours#This is like the most ambitious piece I’ve done so far#And uhhh I’m tired#mob psycho 100#mp100#shigeo kageyama#My art#fanart#silverlombaxwitch#okay I’m gonna ramble#so I really love how I drew the hands and I love referencessss#I’m not happy w the composition on this one bc it’s not that obvious that shigeo is the main subject at first glance#Rendering the psychic aura and stars was fun but rendering and figuring out the lighting for shigeo was not very fun#Nonetheless I’m so proud of myself for improving so much#10 year old me would be amazed#It’s almost Christmas break so I’m going to draw much more!#Honestly I rlly need to learn to draw more efficiently and be faster why did this take me 9 hours#ALSO PLS LOOK AT MY LINEART THATS THE THING IM MOST PROUD OF#ayyunah
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Why, hello there, Virgil. Long time no see!
#drawing#art#digital#comic#sanders sides#roman sanders#virgil sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#creativitwins#platonic dukeceit#platonic prinxiety#ts roman#ts remus#ts janus#ts virgil#lbau#okay now that this is done RAMBLE TIME. THIS IS FROM MY HUMAN AU AGAIN :D#long story short‚ the dark sides were friends from ages 7 to 14-15 until virgil up and left without a word and pretended not to know them#i posted a relationship chart a while back with a before and an after. welcome to the before part!#they haven't seen each other in about 4-5 years‚ virgil is terrified of them‚ and roman is about to be very confused.#ignore how bad this looks i started it on MS Paint before i realised i actually wanted to do something good#also: thats more personal but im actually kinda proud of myself for posting something that even i see as a bit cringe#it's a college AU with a very cliché and dramatic re-meeting‚ it's almost embarrassing to post? but oh well#my head's been full of that AU in particular and i do want it to stay a daydream thing only but consider this a little treat for myself#also 1) remus' outfit is a bitch to color so cloak it is; 2) im giving roman Thomas' fashion style; 3) i really like how janus looks here
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its true!!
the original. well link to knowyourmeme but yanno. wahoo !
#in stars and time#isat#isat mirabelle#ummm thats it i dont think theres anything spoilerly???#i want to make special note of the note to myself i did live on stream#which is verbatim:#i habe the power of hod AND anime on my sife!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Aaahhhhhhh#Mira#im proud of myself of being coherent in notes given the stream theme that day ASFASDASFAS#it couldve been much worse#but yeah !! i did a thing past me asked me to do thank you me thank you me#i may or may not have given up on the background midway thru and just started semi winging semi painting over the original image#it was going to be lined!!! but then i went nvm LOL#and i got so far into it and maybe messed up the layers so i couldnt go back and not do that ASDFASDA#but i like how it turned out overall :]#ok tag talk over#okay into q u go sleep time wahoooooooooo !
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happy valentines day! :D
i was thinking about either redrawing my old work or making something new...but just ended up exploiting my old idea XD
the lyrics are from unreleased dallon weekes song "valentine"
( o˘◡˘o) reblogs appreciated!
#thsc#thsc charles calvin#thsc henry stickmin#charles calvin#henry stickmin#the henry stickmin collection#nonomikun#stickvin#henrles#so now some complaints about this because i want to complain#i hate this work okay??#i spent 4 evenings creating it and this work is living hell#since of my aphantasia i had to look through hundreds of references to create a basic structure???#it was exhausting because i couldnt draw something properly w/out lookin at it#i got sick yesterday and it made everything just worse#comparing my “original” work with this one i can tell that i did improve..but am i proud? no#i will never be proud of myself and im not gonna do any big works like this ever again#it wears me out
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I MADE A TMA PATCH
through sweat tears and a bleeding finger I finally have some kind of tma merch (as I live in an ass of the world where shipping for a stiker costs half a kidney)
now I have three queer flags on my bag /j
#also i haven't been drawing a lot for a while#or everything i drew was either very sketchy or oc stuff im not sure i will post yet#anyway im proud of myself and can die happy because SEWING AND EMBROIDERY IS HARD OKAY.#tma#the magnus archives#kuprum goes brr
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Merry Christmas 🎄🦌
merry christmas! (amy says on the 23rd of december in her timezone*)
#inbox#proud of myself this year#im a terrible cook but i took over the daunting task of cooking christmas dinner#……why anyone would give me that responsibility when i have never cooked a full meal in my life is so misguided but sooo hilarious#i had to google how to marinate a whole chicken#okay oversharing session over
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#durgetash#enver gortash#the dark urge#canon durge#bg3#okay okay im done sorry. ive never made a gif or animation before so im very proud of myself. hence obnoxiously tagging it w/ everything.#i did it all in a day too!#the power of hyperfocusing#cant speak on the quality of it since again; babys first gif. i dunno how all that works out or if itll look good on anyone elses screens.
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Tumblr gets the full edit before anywhere else. Good morning, Skeleton Clique.
The songs, in order, are: Mulberry Street ending, Lane Boy beginning, transition into Trees, the ending of Navigating, and My Blood. Which sounds like a really weird combination, but trust me on this one, okay?
#twenty one pilots#twenty øne piløts#tøp#clique art#tyler joseph#clancy#scaled and icy#blurryface#ned#tøp edit#twenty one pilots lore#please i worked so hard on this after getting grabbed by the hyperfixation gremlins last night#im not any sort of like. super talented editor but i am VERY PROUD OF THIS OKAY.#i even spliced the audio by myself with no help!
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Addon to [this] thing i drew.
@cnwolf-brainrot
#The “Despite everything its still you” format kills me every single time so i had to kill myself a bit harder this time or something idk#IM SO PROUD OF THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWD DAYUM#I can feel Tabs chew on my leg. pat pat your head Tabs. its gonna be okay (its not)#weapon by name#kurt wagner#nightcrawler#fanart#x-men#my art
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Dear me, you can do it ❤️🩹
#dear me#im proud of myself#im proud of you#ill be fine#ill be okay#ill make you proud#one day#someday#i dont want to be alone#depressing shit#sadgirl#sad quotes#sad boy#mental health#im not mentally stable#sadcore#tw depressing stuff#heartbreak#and heartbreak image#depressing quotes#sad thoughts#depressing life#im crying#quoteoftheday#sad quotation
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wonderful
#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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Also turns out my artblock or whatever it is is mostly doing its thing with digital art.. i can still doodle on paper sooo have a cute automaton au moon

#fnaf moon#moondrop#dca#daycare attendant#dcamv#my art#automaton au#i made apple pancakes today#and i glued my shoe back together#and yesterday i did the dishes#beating depression one chore at a time#very proud of myself actually#but yea i am not doing too well and i dont think im gonna be okay at work tomorrow#but im gonna be fine in the end
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Guess who just brushed his teeth!! Yay!!!
#patting myself on the back rn#a win is a win#uhhh is this tmi#idc cause im proud of me and thats what fucking matters#brushing my teeth has been exteemely hard for me :/#its mostly the ' doing this starts a different routine/ends a didferent routine' kinda thing#in my mind it stops or starts a timeline#and i dont like that?#idk man its fucking hard#ANYWAY IF YOU SEE THIS AND YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH IM PROUD OF YOU TOO!!#and if you didnt#thats also okay <3#that shit is fucking hard
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SONA DESIGN RAHHH fennec fox as suggested by szare <3
#shes cute methinks#still very very proud of the jade hand idea#how are those glasses suspended you may ask#thats for you to decide bestie i have no clue#im pretty happy with this design !!#shes not a 1-to-1 representation of me but i took the parts of myself that i like best and mixed it with silly fantasy stuff and such#i didnt go full furry for two reasons:#1. i was not about to learn how to draw and stylize animal faces that’d take me another three months#2. lest (arcane) <3#shes so gorgeous okay#my art#sona art
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