#im on my day to the xmas eve party

[joojdraws]

Merry cornmas eve 🌽♥️

[werebutch]

HAI!!!! HOW WAS YOUR CHRIMMY .. I HOPED IT WAS GOOD!!! :DD I got an axe (that is also a window breaker, knife, and compass and probably more but im fucking stupid), a wolf knife, BASS SKULLCANDY HEADPHONES THAT ARE LITERALLY INSANE, a robot dog LOL, a book about wolves, a mimecraft goat plush, a three days grace shirt, THE WITCHER FOR SWITCH and finally (well I can't remember rn) a vibrator that is a hammer because it made me laugh once and bjørn thought it was too good. HAHAA. and I went to a family Christmas FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT WAS SO NICE I MET HIS FAMILY AND FELT SOO INCLUDED..T_T I love other rednecks. BAHAHA. <3 look they're in love. (Their son in the center) HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY I LOVE YOU!!!!

Hi bex don’t worry it did send:) YAY!!!!!!! So glad to hear from u ilysm hiiiii wow that sounds so awesome ^__^ THATS SO FUCKING COOL… you got so much cool stuff this year omfg?!?!!seriously.. THATS SO COOL DAWGGG… love the hammer omfg all of these things are so u HAHAH.. HIS as in bjorn or his as in one of ur emo bitches?LMAO THAT SOUNDS SO NICE.. I’m so glad you got to have a good xmas sorry I’m like so happy for u I just don’t even know what to say LOLLLL.. wow that’s a whole family pic so beautiful ♥️♥️ you have to tell me specifically what headphones cuz..omfg.. I want to see how much $…. LOL

My Christmas was pretty nice on Xmas eve we went to my bff’s family’s huuuuge party I had a couple drinks but I did not feel it so that was a little sad cuz I hate alcohol so I drank it for NOTHING!!!!!!BAHAHAH BUT it was fun 😁 they had some really good food.. it was really funny cuz my bff still calls me this random nickname from my animal jam days so I fully had his family members calling me that since that’s all he told them.. so bizarre and funny to hear out loud LOL.

Xmas day my BFFs family got me some stuff but they don’t really know what I like soooHAHA but it’s cute!! I like the bread sponges.. also gave me a couple little things of vodka and rum LOL but yes.. we played a bunch of games and mtg which he’s super into now.. and mostly just chilled out!!! Having a lot of good food lately as well :)

Me and my family had xmas before I left so I will show u my stuff when I get home.. apparently all of it didn’t arrive in time so I will have more when I get back lol^__^

[mybiasisexo]

so there’s been some drama in my life the past week 👀

ok so on Xmas eve….yes xmas eve y’all, me, my cousin, and her bf (which we all live together) were gonna go to a friends party! I work graveyards now so I got home in the morning and went to bed and woke up around 2ish? They were already drinking and hanging out so I joined. I wasn’t really drinking cause I hadn’t eaten and had just woken up.

My cousins bf on the other hand is throwing back shots and is getting p lit. We needed to leave soon but he never got ready and he was looking crazy ngl 😂. My cousin was concerned she kept asking if he was good to go and his eyes were closed and he’s swaying and he’s slurring. He ends up passing out while our Ubers on the way. Once it arrives we leave….without him.

Now I’m lowkey panicking bc I just know that’s not a good idea but my cuz is like ‘I’m not dealing with that’ which is v understandable, he was v fucked up at this point

We leave and go to the party. It’s about 30 mins into it he texts her asking if we left him ���. She calls and texts him back but he’s pissed and not replying back. We ask a male friend to try to get him to come over but he refused. He is reallllly not happy

We leave the party a couple hours later and when we get home he’s knocked out in their room. She goes in there bc she couldnt find her bottle and when she comes out she’s now pissed bc he drank it all. When she confronted him, he lifted a hand or something and she smacked it away. So he comes out with the bottle, it’s not empty and I ask if he wants a shot bc im tryna play nice and he’s like ‘fuck no I don’t wanna hang out with that fucking bitch’ and I’m like ‘ok 🙂’

Long story short, cause a lot happened, he leaves the house, she starts crying, he calls her phone, I pick up and tell him to come home and talk to her, he does, the rest of the night goes smoothly!!!

Xmas also goes smoothly, we’re cracking jokes and watching Xmas movies and it’s v chill. My ass ends up going to bed early

A couple days pass and I notice the bottle I got for xmas is empty 🙂. I told myself it’s ok bc I helped drink the bottle I got him so it’s fine! Whatever

Now last night my cuz gets home and I tell her about the bottle. She’s not happy about it. She claims she has some wine from Xmas. That’s gone too. We’re both like hmmm 🤔. So she goes in her room and asks her bf if he drank them which is wild to me bc I’ve been home all day and had no idea he was there. He’s supposed to be at work. He starts laughing? Or sobbing? Not really sure. She comes back out fuming confirms he drank our shit and there was more empty bottles in the room 😔

So he’s been on a bender since xmas eve 😬. She’s not happy about it obviously and I’m concerned also cause he’s never been like this before. I know that this time of the year we all drink more, hell last year I was hungover or drunk every day also. But yeah it’s not looking good. I’m hoping it’s just a holiday thing and doesn’t escalate cause the last thing I want is for them to break up 😔😔.

So that’s a little bit of drama for ya 🙃

[butchpeabody]

everyone send me good luck because on xmas day i have to go to my cousins (dads side's) house and they always have the LEAST autistic friendly food imaginable catered and im always there for multiple hours. they usually do the party on xmas eve so im usually able to get something to eat but everythings gonna be closed ;_;

[actualbird]

merry xmas eve kuya zak!!!! sorry in advance if this is filled wiht typos i had my very first bottles of soju and san mig light tonight haha.

hope ur noche buena was fun <33 hope this year was good to u and i hope the next year is gonna b good to both of us

also if ur willing to divulge what was it first drinking experience like??? what did u drink and with whom and what did u feel the day after etc etc idk now that im tipsy i wan know how othe rpeople experience it

neway thank u for being here in general ur blog and ur fics brought me so much joy and im glad u made every wip and published fuc and every analysis and every silly and not so silly but sad headcanons

lotsa love !!!!

that one marikenyo In Ur Inbox All The Time

wahhh merry christmas, inbox-marikenyo :DDD!!! i saw this ask on christmas eve but during then i too was also drunk off a few cocktails and promptly passed out a little bit later orz

i had a great noche buena!! i kept falling into a food coma because i kept eating so much, as the lord intended <3 JHVSKJHFVSD. i hope you also had a great christmas eve and are having a lovely christmas day today ^w^

and as for ur q, my first Real drinking experience was at a party i went to on my last year of college actually in 2020 right before the pandemic hit omg, kinda "late" by some people's standards. i say Real drinking experience, cuz prior to that party i did drink sometimes, but never enough to get drunk!

at that party though, i was with my girlfriend and it was the party of her college org and i was continually handed drinks. i Definitely Got Drunk.

what did i drink? no idea. a mutual friend of my gf and i was mixing the drinks and i never ask whats in stuff, i just drink whatever tastes sweet enough or is drowned in enough soda that i can stomach the bitterness of whatever alcohol content is within.

how was i when i was drunk? the same way i am when i get drunk nowadays: absolute disaster jahsfvasfhasvkfjh. i tend to get loud and lose all my filter when im drunk. also clingy. two things i remember clearly at that party are

1 ) my girlfriend went to the bathroom and i sat on the floor texting another friend about how i missed my girlfriend So Much and i love her So Much. later, when my gf had to leave early before me, i loudly announced "IM GOING HOME, MY GIRLFRIEND IS GONE SO I DONT WANNA BE HERE ANYMORE"

2 ) i was talking to the mutual friend who was mixing the drinks and he was talking about how he plays billiards. i remembered how billiards gloves looked like (it's like a normal glove but two fingers are out in the open) and i said something along the lines of "oh my god so you wear the WHORE GLOVES. why are billiards gloves so fucking SLUTTY"

thats pretty much how i am when im drunk up to this day ajhfvajshf but i seldom drink enough to get to That point, basically only at parties since like, im not the one paying for the drinks LMAO. when i drink lots, i get drunk. but when i drink little, i just get sleepy.

and when i drink enough to get drunk, the next morning always has me regretting Every Decision Ive Ever Made because i always...always....forget to drink water the night before....people around me try their Best to hydrate me while im drinking, but i get stubborn and forgetful and when im handed water i just put it down instinctively and look for something sweeter and usually with alcohol in it and im caught in a vicious cycle that ends with a fuckoff terrible hangover

but it's nothing a soft boiled egg breakfast cant fix HAHA

hope that answered ur q :DDD!! and thank you for the well wishes and the kind words ;v; im really glad that the stuff i make here can bring joy, and i really hope i can make more things in the future

sending u all the love too, inbox marikenyo!!!

[pilotstreets]

So sorry I could talk to you the last few days I had so much more stuff to ask you but irl stuff got me hard 😭

It's the last day before I can give you your present!!!! I'm so excited!

But before that I just have one more thing to ask you! What's your favourite holiday tradition? It can be something lots of people do, or something or family does, or even something you like to do yourself! - 🎁

omg dont even worry about not being able to chat the last couple days !! i totally get it, don't sweat it :-)

im so excited to see your (my?) gift! i saw that you posted it already and tagged me but i feel like it's cheating since it's still the 24th for me, but the second the clock hits midnight on the 25th im gonna look hehe.

hm, my favorite tradition is really simple and i think a common one, but on christmas eve every year my parents would give my siblings and i pajamas that we open that evening and wear for all of christmas until we go to my grandmas house, but now im the only one of us who still lives at home, so i get mine on christmas eve and everyone else gets theirs the next day. oh, and we always eat handmade cinnamon rolls for breakfast every christmas, and it's just a lot of fun nostalgia even though the cinnamon rolls are always too sweet and make me sick if i eat too many. and oh x2, at my dance studio xmas party we always read the night before christmas, and in my classes my teacher gives us a santa shaped candy bar and everytime she reads the word "the" we pass the candy bar to the next person and whoever has it by the end gets to keep the candy. it's super fun, but also stressful if you miss one of the "the"s and the whole class is like "THE! THE! PASS IT! PAAASSS IT!"

omg. this is the last secret santa ask for this duo. i've had the best time, thank you for being such a swag secret santa <333 and merry christmas (eve, or for me at least)!!!

[serenitysolaceinsolitude]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 2023 christmas events dump ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

chichika lang ng slight so i can read this again :> so december 23, it was apy's birthday. ang fun cuz i made a salubong ganap for his bday - tambay sa usual spot namin pag nasa bacoor ako + some drinks & chismizzan! i really love planning surprises or anything special talaga :'> (my future boyfriend will be lucky talaga huy ?!?!) then ayun, we celebrated na in the afternoon tapos inom na sa gabi! went to kawit na but nag drive thru muna ako ng mcdo hehe

december 24 ☻ grabe christmas feels talaga pag gising ko. woke up to christmas songs played by kuya mark. everyone was busy cooking and cleaning the house. i just literally spent the day in home to rest kasi i know pagod talaga ako next day haha! pero kuya mark and ate marriel went outside to buy the materials and prizes para sa xmas games wehehe ... attended the night mass for christmas' eve in imus cathedral huhu ang saya ko kasi i was able to buy puto bumbong <33 (worth da pila) MY FAVE WITH CONDENSED MILK AND CHEESE HHHUUUYYY around 11:30-ish na nakasakay ng car so nagmamadali pa umuwi para sa bahay mismo magsalubong. sarap ng food for noche buena really loved it!

december 25! ✰ yeeyy iz da day! late na ako nagising HAHA 10am na then my relatives arrived agad eh ang sabog pa ng face ko ?!? naligo agad si anteh at nag ayos! super cutie ng araw na 'to since sabi ko na mag green outfit kami lahat :> gurrlll all of my cousins brought their jowas,,pinaparamdam talagang single ako ?!!! eme okay lang! im happy for them <33 #11THWHEEL food was definitely good! ang dami eh! after eating, we started to play na yung mga games na pinaghandaan namin ni kuya and ate hehe i was the emcee! obviously ako wala partner sa games eh T_T ubos talaga ang social battery! nag videoke pa yan sha

but wait there's more hahah! after the fam ganap, i drove to bacoor to meet my friends naman! congrats kay ronan sa super big gift nya kaya pala may party, may suprise naks! 3:30am na kami natapos sa inuman hephep horey HAHAHA at ayun tinulog ko na agad sa bahay!

[dawnowar]

Spending my Xmas days off cleaning the house

Went to get my annual eye exam today before the end of the year and my prescription hasn't changed which is cool because i have roughly 50 pairs of glasses now and I don't want to have to start over. Makes me want to buy more even though i clearly do not need more but that never stopped me before.

I was going to take myself out for chicken wings so i asked where the best ones are and then went there. It was a sports bar with a big "seat yourself" sign, so I did and promptly got completely ignored by everyone who works there. As i sat on the uncomfortable chair waiting for no one to take my order I noticed how much i hate this place and the crowd that came with it and the many blaring TV with football games on it, so I left and ordered wings from Sheetz from my phone in the parking lot which were ready in the time it took me to drive there and pick them up.

Ate wings with my cats on my comfy sofa in my own time which made me much happier. Got a good shake too for less money than it would have cost me at the sports bar and then i would have had to tip the waitress for giving me shitty service on top of it.

Yeah i know its Christmas Eve Day and a Sunday at that and maybe its not the best day/time to happen into a sports bar that's one of the places staying open for people to drink at on Xmas Eve but whatever. I had a shitty experience and I'm not sorry for leaving.

I'm doing laundry including all the various holiday themed outfits so i can put them away and the bedding and anything I've been meaning to wash and not getting to. I decluttered a lot of the living room and i have intentions of decluttering the bathroom and cleaning the kitchen before the holiday is over.

I have a frozen lasagne for dinner tonight and some texas toast. It's not a typical tradition but it's mine.

I've been sick for a couple of months. All normal stuff just one sickness after another. I havent been well for more than a few days before i get the next thing and i'm so ready to be well again but I didn't go out to the before-christmas parties and I guess im glad because it seems everyone got covid at a thing I skipped so I stopped feeling bad about not going out now I'm well enough to go out again.

In fact ive been collecting clothes and makeup and such. Online shopping while I've been sick for my return to going out again and i just havent gone out again. But its winter now and I ate too much between being sick and inactive and the holidays, i need to diet and exercise again for a bit i think before i get in some of these clothes.

I am expecting to go out for New Years Eve. I like to drink some champagne with strangers in a fancy dress for that holiday.

I have an idea where im going but i dont know what i will wear. But I have choices which is awesome.

I've been taking an estrogen/progesterone cream because I was having hot flashes due to menopause that was waking me up every hour and i was so tired from not being able to sleep properly.

This stuff had me sleeping great right away so I was totally into it but now I'm sleepy all the time even when I don't do anything and I'm cutting the dosage in half hoping that makes some difference.

Not sure what it'll do but im trying it now and not when i need to be at work all day in the morning in case I can't sleep. Last night i did the first half dose and I woke up hungry in the middle of the night but i didn't wake up with a hot flash so it was inconclusive.

I don't miss the hot flashes and I'm sure i'd rather be overtired from estrogen than sleep-deprived from lack of estrogen but hoping to find a happy medium where im not tired all the time.

I dont care a thing about Christmas but im happy to have these days off. We should get a bunch of days off every two or three months just because imho.

To catch up on what you need to catch up on and do Drs appointments and service your car and shit.

I pretty much gave up on 2023 a few weeks ago when I realized I basically wasnt going to be well enough to do any of the fun holiday stuff and I may as well just stay home and clean. I'm fine with all this. It needs to be done and the more I do the more I start to feel like I'm reclaiming my life as I am reclaiming my house.

So its time to fold and put away the laundry in the dryer and rotate in another load.

Happy Holidays.

[golisopod-mutual]

I thought thanksgiving had me panicked, but it had nothing on december

[highpope]

highpope’s holiday special

hi lmao I am finishing up finals over the next few days and i need something to keep me sane. SO here is my winter/holiday/christmas prompt list. (Ive only ever celebrated xmas and didnt want to overstep in my lame attempts at other holidays)

just send me an ask with the prompt and a character and whatever else and we can celebrate together. :)) I hope this takes your mind off of the stress of school or the holidays or ... the world like it is for me. so so much love, J

Prompts

🎁 gift exchange/secret santa

 ❄snowed in

🌲 decorating the tree

🍪 baking cookies

🎄 christmas morning

🛷 sledding

🥂 new years eve party

 💄new years kiss

Quote Prompts

“I’m not kissing you under the mistletoe”

“Shut up and take the present”

“Your cheeks are so red, it’s so cute”

“Are you shivering?”

“You’ve never decorated a gingerbread house?”

“Do you smell burning?”

“what do you want for christmas?” “you”

Characters I write for

obx - practically all of them (i cant do rafe yall are just too good. i cant compete)

jatp - all (as well as ships)

Peter Parker - ive never posted any but why not

omg i used to write for cath and levi (Fangirl) and im feeling nostalgic so im including this

[hamtaro636]

12/24/21

Xmas Eve! Though it doesnt feel like a holiday since Japan dont consider Xmas Eve a holiday and just a normal day so we just work, so im used to working on xmas eve. Anywas Yesterday we have another entry for teacher yelling at student #4 Saito Sensei was yelling at a student for putting on make up Back to the main story, yesterday (12/23) we had our ESS Xmas Party, the president of the club, Mami had ordered Pizza online and she asked me to pick it up outside the front gate of the school. I was waiting but it never came, then i got a call from Ito Sensei, he called because the Pizza had arrived but they came directly to the school and Nagawa Sensei had to pay for it, which resulted in Mami getting scolded in front of all the teachers so i had to go talk to them. Students arent allowed to order but teachers are allowed, at the end it was just a misunderstanding and i went to the ESS xmas party, Mami was teary so i felt bad for her but in the end it was fun, we had lunch/Jinrou/guess Who game and Tik Tok dances, im too young for it i feel lol

Tonight i will see Tomoko, it will be 1 year tomorrow, wow that went quick. i hope she likes my present(s)! Merry Xmas Eve Angelo!

[jondeacon]

🤐🙌🏻👀💁🎉📖❤️ oops i sent a lot haha 💕

🤐 tell us a secret:

i forgot to eat for almost two days

🙌🏻 something you can’t live without:

music

👀 eye color:

some kind of brownish green

💁 hair color:

originally light brown, but im dying it to a gingerish colour for years by now

🎉 favorite holiday:

i would say halloween, but in my country we don’t celebrate it, instad me and my friends throw a party and dress up n so, but other than that i guess either xmas or new year’s eve

📖 favorite book:

The Tragedy of Man by Imre Madách The Heart Rate of a Mouse by Anna Green

❤️ 5 people you love:

answered~

thank you lov

[blossomsfashion]

“Should We Know Us A Little Better” Tag 🌟 Gurl lets gooo @chaestely

Ppl hardly tag me on those too xD ❌ The Rules: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.. THE LAST: 1. Drink: water …yum lol 2. Phone Call: Hubby <333 3. Text Message: 💑💑💑💑💑💑💑💋💋💋💋💋❤️❤️💙💙😍😍😍😍😍😍 4. Song You Listened To: Sweet Sixteen - Billy Idol 5. Time You Cried: um during a discussion 6. Dated Someone Twice: uh…no? XD 7. Kissed Someone and Regretted It: Hubby was my first kiss, so that never happened! 8. Been Cheated On: ha probs from 2007 to 2011 🙄 9. Lost Someone Special: I lost connection with an irl friend, that really sucks 10. Been Depressed: i had sad moments, but never considered myself depressed 11. Gotten Drunk and Thrown Up: never got drunk! Champagne and wine gets me “happy” tho haha

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: pink, black and red IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made New Friends: No 16. Fallen Out Of Love: no 17. Laughed Until You Cry: Yes 18. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: No 19. Met Someone Who Changed You: No 20. Found Out Who Your Friends Are: Yes, its surprising… 21. Kissed Someone On Your Facebook List: No

GENERAL: 22. How Many Of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know In Real Life: Idk half? XD or like 100 of them i suppose 23. Do You Have Any Pets: Well, they are in Australia tho xD 24. Do You Want To Change Your Name: No! But im certainly changing my last name ☺️ 25. What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday: My bday is on Xmas eve, so i dont have much options but partying at home lols 26. What Time Did You Wake Up: 3 pm 27. What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night: Having dinner haha 28. Name Something You Can’t Wait For: My hubbys arrival next week!! 29. When Was The Last Time You Saw Your Mom: 40 min, shes working now 30. What Is One Thing You Wish You Could Change In Your Life: my health habits (working out more) 31. What Are You Listening To Right Now: Centerfold - J. Geils band 32. Have You Ever Talked To A Person Named Tom: Not that I can remember 33. Something That Is Getting On Your Nerves: I got 99 problems but a bitch aint one 34. Most Viewed Website: tumblr and insta i guess 35. Mole/s: lots of them, its a family thing lol 36. Mark/s: I have a scar on the tip of my middle finger haha 37. Childhood Dream: either being a dentist or getting married ha 38. Hair Color: dark brown 39. Long Or Short Hair: long hair 40. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Hubby 💕 41. What Do You Like About Yourself: My height, and that im good at saving up! 42. Piercings: no 43. Blood Type: O - 44. Nickname: Nany, Leily, babygirl 45. Relationship Status: Engaged 46. Zodiac: Western - Capricorn, Eastern - Snake 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: FRIENDS and Masterchef. 49. Tattoos: 0 50. Right or Left Hand: right 51. Surgery: Nope 52. Piercing: no 53. Sport: I like dance, swimming, bowling, and walking by the beach shore 55. Vacation: 24/7 tbh 56. Pair of Trainers: Olympicus or something xD

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: im usually having like 3 or 4 meals during the day, dinner is the most complete one, veggies, good carbs and protein! 58. Drinking: water, juices, tea 59. I’m About To: have a snack or draw 60. Waiting for: my wedding <333 61. Want: a decent job, especially if it allows me to illustrate, which is what i love doing 62. Get Married: YES, this month 💖 63. Career: going for Fashion Designer/Illustrator

WHICH IS BETTER: 65. Hugs or Kisses: hugs…followed by kisses? XD 66. Lips or Eyes: ooof that’s a hard one, why not both? (Both is good) 67. Shorter or Taller: taller 68. Older or Younger: idk, all ages can teach you something good, or something you should NEVER do 69. Nice Arms or Stomach: Idk man whatever is good lol 70. Sensitive or Loud: both? 71. Hook Up or Relationship: relationship 72. Troublemaker or Hesitant: aah i dunno xD

HAVE YOU EVER: 73. Kissed a Stranger: no 74. Drank Hard Liquor: no 75. Lost Glasses/ Contacts: no 76. Turned Someone Down: No? There was never someone to turn down? Lol 77. Sex In The First Date: Does foreplay counts?? Cos heh that was an interesting morning and night xD 78. Broken Someone’s Heart: Probs 🤗 79. Had Your Heart Broken: Yep 80. Been Arrested: No 81. Cried When Someone Died: I never do, I just miss them! 82. Fallen For a Friend: Yes. But i was like 12 and silly lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: sure 85. Miracles: Yes 86. Love At First Sight: We pretty much had it at our first hug! But we had built an emotional connection first 87. Santa Claus: no 88. Kiss In The First Date: Yes, and it was amazing and incredible, even tho Ive never kisses before, but heck you know its perfect cos makes you feel good, a bad kiss wouldnt xD 89. Angels: yes, they are also people that help you out in times of need!

OTHER: 90. Current Best Friends Name: Matthew 91. Eye Color: dark brown 92. Favorite Movie: The Lion King, The Mummy 1 & 2, Scott Pilgrim vs. The World, all Ghibli movies I’ve seen, some 80s movies like Dirty Dancing and Top Gun, Marvel stuff, FBAWTFT, etc

That was fuuuun I tag @oooahooo, @atomictiki, @domxto, @stellarbearbunn

and everyone else that wants to do it xD

[dashinberlin]

10 Feb

oh godd t s been so long since i checked in here. So much has happened it s been overhwelming to try and log it all appropiratley. but today was such a good day and im drunk and i cant hold it back. 

but to recap some stuff that has happened since december. Karyn came back from south america, and it wasnt all that peachy. She had some rough edges in terms of being very unnaproachable for a while, and actually she moved out recently to the flat next door and its now me and Alis together an we’ve started an Air BNB with the spare room and the last week has been nuts with our first two guests. (we had to furnish the place in a fuking hurry, the place as it stands now is made of goddamn team work).  I have a photgraphy studio in my bedroom now thank you Jan Xmas eve I went Kit Kat and did acid with my friend marco and danced so hard to rumore rumore that i cried the most joyful cry of my whole life Xmas day i had the best xmas of my life with this house full of artists. Ive had sex with a bunch of guys and settled on a really piggy guys called Sasche who has twice boun me up in pallet wrap and fisted the shit out of me.  This weekend that’re on right now is a monumental weekend because there is 5 photo jobs in it!  First was a friday day fetish shoot for my new brand pigtures, then I’m the resident photographer at BEAST and REVOLVER and  revlover was last night, then i had a fashion shoot in my new studio with a remarkable team of creatives in my flat studio this afternooon, i’ve just gotten back from my first really weird night shooting insomnia, and tomorrow i have my new resident job at GMF party.  Also Bill randomly showed up at my door on thursday night from london on and that was fucking surprise!! 

Berlin is nuts!!! i loe this place and my dream just keeps unfolding and unfolding and unfolding. I’m starting to earn some actual money from my club jobs and as long as i can keep this fetish thing moving i know i’ll have some cash that way too. Blackstyle finally met with me  a little this week after reviewing my portfolio and i’ll have an actual interview with them soon. Aghhhh i dont even know where to begin with this blog. Moving here was the right thing to do and me and Alis are the fucking best team earlier. right now my current gag is doing this bird dance when she walks through the door

[equalstrashflavoredtrash]

diff anon but i actually would be interested in seeing a list of the movies you saw last year

OK so it’s taken me a while to get around to it, but here, I’ve listed out every movie ticket sub that i have and from a lil over the past year (if you wan know my opinion on any of the films, just ask, im happy to talk about them):

June 2015DopeDec 2015Hunger Games: Mocking JayVictor FrankensteinBrooklynIn the Heart of the OceanStar Wars: the Force Awakens (imax)Krampus [actually saw this on xmas eve]

Jan 2016Star Wars: the Force Awakens [on new year’s day]Hateful 8The Good DinosaurThe ForestButch Cassidy and the Sundance KidDirty GrandpaStar Wars: the Force Awakens

Feb 2016Deadpool [opening day]Deadpool [a week later]The Witch

March 2016The RevenantZootopiaDivergent: Allegiant

April 20162001: A Space OdysseyBatman V SupermanMy Big Fat Greek Wedding 2Keanu

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Aug 2016[I have a ticket for Suicide Squad the day it came out but I didn’t get to see it because they gave me a ticket for the 10 am showing, not the 10pm show. The night sucked even worse than that. Dont ask me about it]

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OLD - 12/29/16 - Jeremy and Chat

[2016-12-29 11:39:43 PM] ARGdov: HEY HEREMY [2016-12-29 11:39:43 PM] Jeremy J: Or now rather hahahaha [2016-12-29 11:39:48 PM] Grey: ack [2016-12-29 11:39:54 PM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: hey jero [2016-12-29 11:39:58 PM] Wolfcat: jey jeremy [2016-12-29 11:40:02 PM] ARGdov: Jey, do you remember us? [2016-12-29 11:40:16 PM | Edited 11:40:26 PM] ryann foxx: Jello. [2016-12-29 11:40:16 PM] Jeremy J: Jes haha [2016-12-29 11:40:42 PM] Purpleleven: I've been looking at these for awhile, and thought something was off, but it is true. Base64 doesn't contain any special characters like punctuation, but base85 does [2016-12-29 11:40:59 PM] Jeremy J: It has been so long [2016-12-29 11:41:03 PM] Leliel: Jeremy! [2016-12-29 11:41:07 PM] ryann foxx: yes it has 8^( [2016-12-29 11:41:22 PM] Leliel: I was looking at the skype group for awhile and then I looked a bit harder and then I was like "oh crap this guy's serious business"! [2016-12-29 11:41:30 PM] Grey: which is hilarious by the way [2016-12-29 11:41:33 PM] Leliel: I'm so happy! Welcome back man =D [2016-12-29 11:41:45 PM] ARGdov: are you doing ok, Jeremy? [2016-12-29 11:43:06 PM] Leliel: Are you doing well? Also, do you remember me? =D [2016-12-29 11:43:50 PM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: ... I found fuckin Saitama in a santa outfit in crosscode [2016-12-29 11:44:07 PM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: .-. [2016-12-29 11:44:08 PM] Jeremy J: ryann foxx - Today 1:41 AM > yes it has 8^( Turn that frown upside down young one we have no time for sad faces. Soon is the time of action. ARGdov - Today 1:41 AM > are you doing ok, Jeremy? 8^ ) as good as I can be like this, same as always. [2016-12-29 11:44:18 PM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: 8^y [2016-12-29 11:44:19 PM] Grey: Cross code has a full release now? [2016-12-29 11:44:25 PM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: nah not yet [2016-12-29 11:44:30 PM] Leliel: 8^O [2016-12-29 11:44:31 PM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: still in early access [2016-12-29 11:44:35 PM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: john got it for me for xmas [2016-12-29 11:44:37 PM] Jeremy J: Pay close attention [2016-12-29 11:44:39 PM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: (thank you john) [2016-12-29 11:45:07 PM] ryann foxx: We will. [2016-12-29 11:45:12 PM] Jeremy J: It has been so long no thanks to that wayward boy [2016-12-29 11:45:33 PM] Leliel: Carry on my wayward son... [2016-12-29 11:45:44 PM] Jeremy J: Insidea if I remember [2016-12-29 11:45:52 PM] Jeremy J: I spoke of him before [2016-12-29 11:45:59 PM] ryann foxx: Kevin. [2016-12-29 11:45:59 PM] Leliel: Yeah, that's the name. [2016-12-29 11:46:21 PM] Jeremy J: Kevin has held things in place [2016-12-29 11:46:39 PM] Leliel: Like new years eve parties> [2016-12-29 11:46:46 PM] Jeremy J: Im not sure what he hoped to gain from this [2016-12-29 11:47:16 PM] Jeremy J: Maybe he thought he could bend the rules to his will [2016-12-29 11:47:32 PM] Jeremy J: Get the outcome he wants all by himself [2016-12-29 11:47:50 PM] Grey: I take it that this didn't work. [2016-12-29 11:47:53 PM] Leliel: Ah, I see. Be on the side of only himself? [2016-12-29 11:48:04 PM] ryann foxx: Hold on... [2016-12-29 11:48:08 PM] Jeremy J: But even She cannot break the rules that hard [2016-12-29 11:48:10 PM] ryann foxx: Nevermind, continue. [2016-12-29 11:48:20 PM] Grey: She? [2016-12-29 11:48:23 PM] ryann foxx: Luna. [2016-12-29 11:48:25 PM] Leliel: What rule was he trying to break? [2016-12-29 11:49:21 PM] Jeremy J: Take control of that which is behind the wall of truth [2016-12-29 11:49:33 PM] Leliel: Oh man, that darn mystery. [2016-12-29 11:49:38 PM] Jeremy J: But he is something like me now [2016-12-29 11:49:44 PM] Jeremy J: We cannot do this [2016-12-29 11:49:46 PM] Leliel: Oh no! ): [2016-12-29 11:50:03 PM] Purpleleven: So he has been found  out as well? [2016-12-29 11:50:18 PM] Leliel: Something like you? But not exactly? [2016-12-29 11:51:06 PM] Jeremy J: The difference between me and him is he killed to last beyond his own life [2016-12-29 11:51:09 PM] BKG CircleHunter: oh shit [2016-12-29 11:51:16 PM] Jeremy J: I just worked for it hahaha [2016-12-29 11:51:19 PM] Leliel: dark [2016-12-29 11:51:20 PM] Grey: Do you happen to know a girl named Hope by any chance? [2016-12-29 11:51:29 PM] BKG CircleHunter: i am late to the party [2016-12-29 11:51:33 PM] Jeremy J: But you can see what that got me [2016-12-29 11:51:52 PM] Jeremy J: Death by itself is truly a gift hahaha [2016-12-29 11:52:33 PM] Jeremy J: I long now for only null and void [2016-12-29 11:52:46 PM] Jeremy J: But enough of my problems hahahaha [2016-12-29 11:53:11 PM] Leliel: We'll get you your rest, don't worry [2016-12-29 11:53:25 PM] ryann foxx: So, Kevin tried to play both sides and betrayed all of them, but it backfired? [2016-12-29 11:54:13 PM] Jeremy J: It is currently backfiring after a countless amount of trials and failures and loops back to day one [2016-12-29 11:54:17 PM] Jeremy J: So many [2016-12-29 11:54:55 PM] Grey: ....How amny times have you guys looped?! [2016-12-29 11:55:06 PM] Leliel: Oh! Is Kevin responsible for the time loop? [2016-12-29 11:55:08 PM] ryann foxx: wait wait what if when the title was cycling that was kevin [2016-12-29 11:55:17 PM] Leliel: Hmm [2016-12-29 11:55:20 PM] Leliel: There's too many cycles [2016-12-29 11:55:23 PM] Jeremy J: The ones lost within this place have suffered and those he sought to govern now rebel against him [2016-12-29 11:55:46 PM | Edited 11:55:56 PM] Grey: You mean Hope and the guy who held us at gunpoint? [2016-12-29 11:57:12 PM] Jeremy J: Those events are but the screaming memories of lost moonchildren. Some stuck by association but not related to your own goal. [2016-12-29 11:58:15 PM] Jeremy J: Im glad I died in peace [2016-12-29 11:58:31 PM] Jeremy J: Stabbed in the neck by my own son hahaha [2016-12-29 11:59:32 PM] BKG CircleHunter: so these people we heard from earlier are dead? [12:00:12 AM] Jeremy J: But I was hardly awake while it happened so it was not of much a shock until later or earlier or something hahaha [12:00:39 AM] Jeremy J: circle_hunter - Today 1:59 AM > so these people we heard from earlier are dead? To those who are "living" [12:01:15 AM] Jeremy J: These terms get quite confusing once you are where I have been boy hahahaha [12:01:32 AM] Grey: But we were talking to them, how could they be memories? [12:01:43 AM] Leliel: Is the word conscious fair game? [12:02:02 AM] ryann foxx: I think they're like... [12:02:09 AM] Jeremy J: Leliel - Today 2:01 AM > Is the word conscious fair game? That covers it best I suppose haha [12:02:30 AM] Leliel: Does conscious include the ability to think? [12:02:41 AM] Jeremy J: Sometimes [12:03:07 AM] Leliel: Hmm, then yeah, it does cover pretty well. [12:03:25 AM] ARGdov: ugh, I’m tired [12:03:29 AM] Jeremy J: When She cant take that much from you or chooses to give it to you, yes one may think here haha. [12:03:35 AM] ARGdov: I have to go to sleep, Im sorry, guys [12:03:44 AM] ARGdov: I’ll read through the backlog or the doc tomorrow [12:03:52 AM] ARGdov: best of luck to you [12:03:59 AM] Leliel: Good night Dov [12:04:27 AM] ryann foxx: So they're not like... data ghosts, so to speak? Echoes? They're actually sentient beings? [12:04:36 AM] ryann foxx: Night, Dov. [12:05:26 AM] Jeremy J: There is every manner of thing in this sudo universe [12:05:32 AM] Leliel: Isn't Jeremy one of those people, whose sentient right now? [12:05:39 AM] Jeremy J: This parody of your own reality [12:05:58 AM] Leliel: Sounds like a fascinating world. [12:09:03 AM] Grey: So why the run around with the glitch text [12:11:16 AM] Jeremy J: You can see a little bit of everything from yesterday, today, tomorrow or sometimes more than one or all at once. Its a bit confusing and many things walk through this place besides me. Things from before your world came to be, before She participated in the process of what created it. But NOW I am certainly saying too much and will certainly bring trouble on myself hahahaha [12:11:27 AM] Jeremy J: That can be a story for another time [12:11:49 AM] ryann foxx: Right, that weird parallelos you're trapped in. [12:12:24 AM] 女佣机器人: oh, hey Jeremy [12:13:12 AM] Jeremy J: greyoutt2 - Today 2:09 AM > So why the run around with the glitch text She has an odd fascination,in what she is in control of, for arbitrary challenges since She cannot outright stop someone like me from going where I please. [12:15:13 AM] Jeremy J: Most likely due to its fury in the arbitrary process, which prevents her access to what she desires until she may have it completed. [12:17:13 AM] ryann foxx: Hmmm... [12:17:24 AM] ryann foxx: Is there anything particularly pressing we need to discuss or go over? [12:18:04 AM] Jeremy J: The process I just mentioned of course hahaha [12:19:05 AM] Jeremy J: I have seen a lot of things [12:19:32 AM] Leliel: Hmm, would you have a name for the pseudo reality you live in? It'd be helpful if we had something easy to refer to it to. [12:20:18 AM] Jeremy J: Well I have heard a lot of things call it a lot of stuff [12:20:36 AM] Leliel: A list of names might be more useful then one name, actually! [12:20:46 AM] Grey: How about we call it "The Upside-Down"? [12:21:20 AM] Jeremy J: My "religious group"  had a name for it too but that was, in a way, so long ago I have forgotten it. [12:21:32 AM] ryann foxx: Wait, hold up, uh... [12:21:38 AM] Leliel: Darn [12:22:06 AM] Leliel: Maybe the undead world is a fitting name [12:22:21 AM] ryann foxx: I might be able to dig it up... [12:22:26 AM] ryann foxx: It's not the parallelos of the dead... [12:22:41 AM] Leliel: For something temporary [12:22:49 AM] Jeremy J: Many seem to just call it "fake" in disbelief of what they must experience [12:22:52 AM] ryann foxx: Would you be considered 'ascended', whatever the requirements for that are? [12:23:08 AM] Leliel: Then calling it the fake world will do [12:23:35 AM] ryann foxx: Oh, hold up. Fakeworld, haha, that brings back memories of Janus... [12:23:42 AM] Jeremy J: ryann foxx - Today 2:22 AM > Would you be considered 'ascended', whatever the requirements for that are? Probably hahaha [12:23:44 AM] Leliel: Although whether we use it or not depends on how well it catches on with people here. [12:23:56 AM] ryann foxx: Okay, you might be considered a 'finitor'. [12:23:57 AM] 女佣机器人: dead world sounds kind of silly because it's hard to call them "dead" per se [12:24:10 AM] ryann foxx: Or... hm. [12:24:16 AM] 女佣机器人: also idk where we're at here but has anyone ever experienced this place without "dying" [12:24:19 AM] ryann foxx: Parallelos of the Ascended, then, I suppose. [12:24:20 AM] Leliel: I always felt ascension was a state similar to what Jeremy is in but "special". [12:24:24 AM] 女佣机器人: forgive me if I'm late [12:24:37 AM] ryann foxx: http://lunarchildren.com/terminology/parallelos/ [12:24:48 AM] ryann foxx: Well, powerful ascended people are like that [12:24:51 AM] ryann foxx: "Special" [12:24:57 AM] ryann foxx: There's also, like, botched ascensions [12:26:20 AM] Leliel: Well, botched ascension could just be actual death [12:26:38 AM] Leliel: I mean ascension involves electrocution and you mess that up... [12:26:50 AM] ryann foxx: Nope nope [12:26:51 AM] ryann foxx: http://lunarchildren.com/ascension/devium/ [12:26:59 AM] ryann foxx: More than just electrocution, drowning, bunch of other stuff [12:27:21 AM] ryann foxx: If you're not trained properly, you can get trapped in 'portals' like Johnisdead.com, and presumably YSHDT.net. [12:27:50 AM] Leliel: Hey Jeremy, what do you think of the stuff Ryann is linking? [12:27:55 AM] ryann foxx: Anyway: [12:18 AM] Jeremy J: <<< The process I just mentioned of course hahahaYou said we need to discuss this? [12:29:11 AM] 女佣机器人: oh nevermind, I read that site Ryann linked and it answered my question oh cool Scrying [12:29:21 AM] 女佣机器人: I wonder if Scrying Mirrors will come of use in some way, shape, or form [12:29:31 AM] ryann foxx: scrying? [12:29:33 AM] 女佣机器人: inb4 MM specific Mirror shield [12:29:45 AM] BKG CircleHunter: i almost bought an obsidian mirror a while back [12:29:50 AM] BKG CircleHunter: still really want to [12:30:18 AM] BKG CircleHunter: but that's because of an entirely different cult [12:30:24 AM] BKG CircleHunter: of the colored shellfish variety [12:30:28 AM] 女佣机器人: [12:29 AM] 女佣机器人: <<< oh cool Scrying I wonder if Scrying Mirrors will come of use in some way, shape, or form inb4 MM specific Mirror shieldI say this because it's the closest to the idea and there's no Mirror shield that is black, even though Scrying Mirrors are typically black. [12:31:19 AM] 女佣机器人: basically the Scrying section on lunar children describes exactly what it is, but in various forms of witchcraft it uses a black mirror to see things within the reflection [12:31:22 AM] 女佣机器人: or lack of one, whichever [12:31:38 AM] ryann foxx: there's a scrying section on the lc site? [12:31:48 AM] 女佣机器人: it's in Parallelos [12:31:58 AM] Leliel: I'll probably start heading to bed after what Jeremy says next [12:32:04 AM] 女佣机器人: Scrying: Looking into a parallelos to attain visions. One may also without having ascended to attain visions of past, present or future. Though it is possible to do this with various devices, Scrying can be done with the mind alone by those of the parallelos path teachings, and with much greater accuracy but at the high cost of mental vitality. It is thought that over use or misuse may cause blindness. [12:32:56 AM] 女佣机器人: a crystal ball might also be considered Scrying [12:33:14 AM] ryann foxx: [12:32 AM] 女佣机器人: <<< It is thought that over use or misuse may cause blindness.hey, didn't Jeremy's brother go blind in one eye or something I know some guy's brother did [12:33:25 AM] Jeremy J: Yes, there is a ceremony of sorts. One that requires the four giants, one who is living and the "mask" that is placed upon him. [12:34:53 AM] Jeremy J: Kevin believes he shall gain much more power from causing this ceremony to unfold and bring about her time. [12:35:12 AM] 女佣机器人: when scrying, do some go blind from seeing Her, as it has been said in the past mortals are not meant to do so? [12:35:17 AM] Jeremy J: Ifrit, in a manner of speaking, still walks your earth. [12:35:49 AM] Leliel: I have to sleep now [12:35:53 AM] Leliel: Its nice seeing you again Jeremy [12:36:03 AM] ryann foxx: Ifrit's... possessed, right? By something? [12:36:08 AM] ryann foxx: Night, Leliel. [12:36:17 AM] Leliel: Night, Ryann [12:36:29 AM] 女佣机器人: I'm curious because we could be misinterpreting various lines about eyes being taken this entire time /shrug [12:36:33 AM] Jeremy J: He believes he will make himself the one holding that "mask" [12:37:14 AM] ryann foxx: Who does, Kevin? [12:37:28 AM] Jeremy J: But in his state has been blinded from the truth [12:37:36 AM] Jeremy J: ryann foxx - Today 2:37 AM > Who does, Kevin? Ifrit [12:38:55 AM] Jeremy J: That one has already been chosen [12:39:10 AM] Jeremy J: He was chosen then and he is chosen now [12:39:42 AM] Jeremy J: He is chosen everytime no matter how many "times" it comes to pass [12:40:11 AM] Jeremy J: And there is no "time" in which this changes [12:40:35 AM] ryann foxx: What's with the quotes around "time"? [12:41:10 AM] Jeremy J: That one is Tyler [12:41:16 AM] 女佣机器人: idk if you guys have discussed Thoth yet, but there are some interesting things behind Thoth worth appreciated based on a character's username being such, whether relevant or not. such as Symbol  Moon disk, papyrus scroll, reed pens, writing palette, stylus, ibis, baboon, scales [12:41:19 AM] Jeremy J: But I feel you knew this [12:42:26 AM] Jeremy J: The ceremony has already occured partially [12:43:22 AM] Jeremy J: Only due to the ignorance of those involved [12:43:45 AM] Jeremy J: But the next part involves you all [12:44:06 AM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: binding of Isaac is an amazing and broken game [12:44:09 AM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: 100/10 [12:44:10 AM] ryann foxx: The Ceremony of the Three Elements? [12:44:14 AM] Oceanstuck, Knight of Light (Lewis): yo lonk arg shit is happening [12:44:16 AM] ryann foxx: Is that the ceremony? [12:44:18 AM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: o oops [12:44:38 AM] 女佣机器人: I never thought having some fun facts due to enjoying various forms of neo-paganism would be of any (possible) relevance but I'm now interested in Thoth, the character. [12:44:47 AM] ryann foxx: "Just as well, one of the most important ceremonies involving the return of mother, involves the gathering of 3 very important individuals representative of the three silver secrets. This ritual is known as the Ceremony of the three elements." [12:45:47 AM] 女佣机器人: "The magical powers of Thoth were so great, that the Egyptians had tales of a 'Book of Thoth', which would allow a person who read the sacred book to become the most powerful magician in the world. The Book which "the god of wisdom wrote with his own hand" was, though, a deadly book that brought nothing but pain and tragedy to those that read it, despite finding out about the "secrets of the gods themselves" and "all that is hidden in the stars". [12:46:08 AM] ryann foxx: Book. [12:46:14 AM] ryann foxx: Book taken from the Lunars. [12:46:20 AM] ryann foxx: I think we should let Jeremy finish typing now. [12:46:27 AM] 女佣机器人: we should, yeah [12:46:58 AM] 女佣机器人: and I wouldn't take everything from stories about Thoth, but there are some interesting parallels that are probably due to good research on GM's part, if nothing else [12:47:15 AM] Jeremy J: Not exactly sure what three elements are supposed to be, I might have been at some point. But book reminds me, somone actually wrote a book a long time ago hahaha [12:47:48 AM] Grey: Fascinating. [12:48:31 AM] ryann foxx: The Libro Lunarus? [12:48:34 AM] 女佣机器人: http://www.sacred-texts.com/egy/ael/ael08.htm here's the story of Ra's curse (Nut being unable to have children) being broken by Thoth, a god who was in love with her. [12:48:35 AM] Jeremy J: The book consisted of "whispers" from that evil thing [12:49:57 AM] 女佣机器人: how old is this book, and where could we find it? [12:50:20 AM] Jeremy J: The one copy of it was defaced by someone I used to be very friendly with and filled with many of his grief driven delusions. [12:50:59 AM] 女佣机器人: was that someone Kelbris? I apologize, its been awhile so I cannot recall his true name at the moment. [12:51:10 AM] Jeremy J: Delusions I mostly followed, if for nothing else, due to my fondness of him. [12:51:34 AM] Jeremy J: He was a very good friend until the incident [12:51:50 AM] Jeremy J: But that is not really relevant hahaha [12:52:10 AM] ryann foxx: The three elements or secrets, would two of those be Power and Wisdom? [12:55:42 AM] Jeremy J: insertcreativeusername - Today 2:50 AM > was that someone Kelbris? I apologize, its been awhile so I cannot recall his true name at the moment. Kelbris was a very good friend and it was quite a shame how he was treated by the "family". But naturally as soon as they realize he had some sort of power they go and pretend he was their saint and chase after any crumb they can get from him hahaha [12:59:21 AM] Jeremy J: Yes Hank was the one who got his hands on that book. From where I cant be sure, but probably from that dark deed he went through with. As a father myself it was hard for me to be understanding. But I stuck by the old fool, guess that was a mistake hahaha [1:00:03 AM] ryann foxx: The dark deed... is that referring to what he did to his son? [1:00:14 AM] 🎄ADULT_LINK [ID]🎄: (psst hey scoot) [1:00:41 AM] 女佣机器人: would you say he was possibly rewarded with this book, by another? Whether a "higher" power, or a normal person with similar beliefs [1:01:11 AM] 女佣机器人: and if we can trace its origins, is it possible such knowledge could help us stop all of this? [1:01:32 AM] ryann foxx: I think LiquidSaint/SKM/Alex has the book. [1:02:25 AM] 女佣机器人: I wonder if there's a way to get it from them, in some sense, but given what Jeremy has said doing so would probably have some pretty dark implications on our part [1:02:51 AM] 女佣机器人: if so I'm not sure everyone would be on board with what that would probably entail, depending. [1:03:31 AM] 女佣机器人: But, it could be similar to TribeTwelve's journal situation [1:07:35 AM] Jeremy J: No need to its use has passed at this point, the knowledge within is muddled with falsehoods. What is true would only make you like me in the end, I promise that is not something to give praise to hahaha. But the ritual occurred in the building where this whole mess started. Tyler has understood what he must do to escape. But I am here now to tell you something [1:08:21 AM] Jeremy J: Something honestly I am a bit afraid to say, seeing as she can still see what she cant touch haha [1:09:38 AM] Jeremy J: I told you before you will be given a choice and it is up to you, the ones involved. To finish this little legend. [1:10:49 AM] Jeremy J: I am not going to go into detail I will be in enough trouble already [1:11:04 AM] Jeremy J: But that choice will be [1:11:43 AM] Jeremy J: Will you "turn off the power" so to speak [1:12:36 AM] Jeremy J: Will you kill it? [1:12:56 AM] ryann foxx: It? [1:12:56 AM] Purpleleven: What exactly would we be shutting down? [1:13:43 AM] Jeremy J: That poor amalgamation of a soul [1:14:08 AM] Jeremy J: That sick creature trying to control it for her will [1:14:16 AM] Grey: Amalgamation? [1:14:20 AM] Purpleleven: We have the power to "turn off" Luna? How? [1:14:30 AM] ryann foxx: Mr. D [1:14:31 AM] Jeremy J: Ben [1:14:32 AM] ryann foxx: I believe. [1:14:36 AM] Jeremy J: Tyler [1:14:39 AM] Jeremy J: BEN [1:14:44 AM] Purpleleven: AH, whoops [1:15:09 AM] Jeremy J: Mr.D also works [1:15:23 AM] Jeremy J: It was one title it went under [1:15:32 AM] 女佣机器人: [1:13 AM] Jeremy J: <<< That poor amalgamation of a soul That sick creature trying to control it for her willBetter for the world as a whole Better for the tool being used, this implies, to be ended. I would say the answer is definitely to kill it. [1:15:52 AM] Purpleleven: That seems all to simple a solution though. I suspect that would not actually get rid of the issue that is Luna, just the symptoms as we would have to deal with them. [1:16:22 AM] ryann foxx: I don't know if Luna is an issue, per se, she seems at most neutral, not benevolent or malicious. [1:16:52 AM] Jeremy J: ryann foxx - Today 3:16 AM > I don't know if Luna is an issue, per se, she seems at most neutral, not benevolent or malicious. I am afraid you are mistaken [1:17:12 AM] Purpleleven: I think we've known for a bit that Luna basically eats souls [1:17:36 AM] Jeremy J: That thing most certainly would love nothing more than to have you by the neck [1:17:36 AM] 女佣机器人: If a god has no worshippers, is it a god? D E L E T  B O O K D E L E T C U L T [1:17:54 AM] ryann foxx: Probably. Right, so Luna is an issue. [1:18:04 AM] Jeremy J: Jeremy J - Today 3:17 AM > That thing most certainly would love nothing more than to have you by the neck This is a very laughable understatement hahaha [1:18:19 AM] ryann foxx: And Mr. D gets her, or it, power? [1:18:26 AM] Purpleleven: So, what would removing BEN do to efforts on stopping Luna? [1:19:25 AM] ryann foxx: [1:11 AM] Jeremy J: <<< Will you "turn off the power" so to speak [1:19:33 AM] ryann foxx: I believe it acts as a power source, or something? [1:25:22 AM] Jeremy J: Tyler while under the control of the "mask" acts as a sort of way point for her from this world. The giants shall then make the way for her to enter(which is and always has been their only true purpose as the giants are not who they inhabbit but beings from long before your time). However those who granted this rite power made these conditions final. [1:26:14 AM] ryann foxx: A waypoint. Like a link? [1:26:23 AM] ryann foxx: Hence why he was called the Harbingers' Link. [1:26:28 AM] 女佣机器人: Tyler becomes a vessel, perhaps? [1:26:45 AM] Jeremy J: You could say he is a link if you like hahaha [1:27:19 AM] Jeremy J: I need to get going [1:27:42 AM] Jeremy J: I have put myself in danger for my loud mouth as usual [1:28:01 AM] Jeremy J: Would not want the mess to spill over to you hahaha [1:28:13 AM] ryann foxx: Good luck, Jeremy. Stay safe, if there's any semblance of that thing wherever you are. [1:28:51 AM] Purpleleven: So we shut off BEN, completely removing Tyler, but we stop Luna from gaining any more power? Good luck with whatever goes on where you are. [1:29:10 AM] ryann foxx: Or free Tyler from the mask, maybe? [1:29:20 AM] 女佣机器人: idk, it might be too late for that. [1:29:33 AM] 女佣机器人: However those who granted this rite power made these conditions final. [1:30:08 AM] BKG CircleHunter: Are there others like you willing to help? [1:30:13 AM] BKG CircleHunter: Able to give advice? [1:30:54 AM] Jeremy J: If you can somehow at some point get to that nice young lady for me [1:31:04 AM] Jeremy J: Tell her I said hello again