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Im at the tiefling party in bg3 right?
Astarian, shadowheart, and lae'zel want me. And i want all 3. Who do i choose?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?
Im very crossed. I've been replaying the romance scenes over and over and over and over, but i can not decide.
Astarian is sexy, but i feel bad about the sex with him, and everything he says feels fake, but i love it so much.
Shadowheart is a little bitch, but the idea of a poly with her and daddy halsin is hmmm.perfection.
Lae'zel, i dont mind her firey nature, and i like how focused she is, and shes full of herself like shadowheart, but doesnt feel as bitchy you know?
Im also sad that the only one who has a scene with my durge is lae'zel. Astarian is like fades to black before anything happens, shadowheart is a kiss.
#bg3#bg3 romance#bg3 astarion#bg3 lae'zel#bg3 shadowheart#im not sure what to do#and its hindering the continuation of my play through#i would skip the whole bedding thing completely#but like my durge#aria#wants all 3#lae'zel#was the first she wanted#then#astarion#shadowheart#is a pleasant surprise aria wont say no to#bc she likes non humans
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hi... sorry i don't have anything nice prepared.. here have one of the first things i did shortly after getting the game (make a pony.. i like ponies.) (just a peak into the evils of my mind..) (day 11)
#daan von dutch#fear and hunger daan#fear and hunger termina daan#fear and hunger termina#daily#i promise ill put out something better tomorrow#kind of fucked up and napped away my prep time#i could also just? draw something now and post it later#im not sure what to do
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i am the #1 Falin fan
#my stuff#fanarts#doodles#falin#my ass when im physically unable to work as much as i used to#im thinking abt starting comms on insta but i don't think i'd be very good at it. and I feel bad even thinking abt taking others buckaroos#insert that dumbass “omg you people cant do anything” tweet here#im not sure what to do#i think im being a lot more negative than i usually am; sorry#i dont rlly talk to anyone
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side note. im just upset now about how it feels like my work is no longer belonging to me. I dont get to choose what it is put into. it is now a comodity for whoever believes that they have a right to my work.
When I work in an art-based industry, what I produce will not be my own. It will be owned by another company who hired me. I could spend hours on it and pour my life force into what I create, but it could be held by the company and not released or released and removed from my ownership.
Now tumblr is the same. now every website is the same. You never have control of what you post forever. You never get to choose what happens to your online work. But now I know that what I post will go directly into the content meatgrinder that is AI technology. I will not get to choose this. I will not get to own my work any more. Even if I opt out, even if thousands of users opt out, not everybody will. Not everybody will know. Not everybody will want to. Not everybody will be bothered.
Theres a difference between individuals reposting my work onto pinterest and an entire blog being fed into AI. Theres a difference between a single human feeding artwork that isnt theirs into AI and an automatic process in which my data, my artwork, my life is being fed into AI. I will never own my own work again unless I keep it directly next to me and never share it.
Im debating pulling all of my work from this website.
#fish talks#Im not sure what to do#I dont want my stuff used I want it to be enjoyed#but how can i enjoy my work being enjoyed by people and websites that i cant trust#i really dont know what to do about this#I think tomorrow Im going to ask someone for their pov#he's always given me good advice on AI debates idk#and I know most of the terms in this will be wrong and thats because I dont know how to phrase the processes of AI#Im not a machine. Dont treat my art as a product. Treat me as a person. as an artist.#dont treat me as something to be sold.#this year hasnt been my most productive year#I dont need likes and reblogs as much as I used to#But I also dont see how I am supposed to grow my 'brand' as someone who dreams of being an online professional if I cant enjoy being online#if i cant trust the websites that i use#idk. this is confusing#much less to mention the friends that i could be losing if i disappear from this website#i dont even want to reblog other peoples art because i dont know how to turn off the thing yet#how will i know if my art has been fed into AI?? How long does that take? How long do i have from when i get the option to turn it off#and when I do turn it off?#agggghhh fuck all of this.#ai#anti ai
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What are some other things you guys would like to see from my account? I already do moodboards, stimboards, userboxes, (maybe) headers, and (maybe) lockscreens, but would you guys like to see things like playlists? Idk, if you have ideas, let me know!!
#.. jinx speaks#i really want to do a things outside of graphics but idk#im not sure what to do#proship friendly#antis dni
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Okay there's a glitch and the notes I wrote on chapter one at the end are also on chapter 2 and they won't leave????
I've literally even tried deleting notes in general and it just stays. I'm so confused.
Also, on another note: I'm literally so irritated with myself - on account of - rushing myself and now both chapters aren't that great.
I'm tempted to start over, but it's hilarious seeing as I do that with literally everything I work on.
Is that normal?????
So idk. I may delete it again 🤪 silly me
Or I won't and I'll just post a second version thats better. OH DANG THATS A GOOD IDEA. MAN IM GREAT AT THIS.
#mtmte#writing#writing fics#im chaos#time to start over#im not sure what to do#i love simpatico so much#that i want to start over#until its perfect
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Dude I just woke up after sleeping for maybe an hour, and the first thing I said, out loud, without even thinking, was, "I have to pee, because I am a person," and then I had to pee???? What the fuck??
#i said it so *urgently*#im kinda scared#i didnt have to pee when i woke up#it was only after i said that did i actually have to pee#what the fuck?#no like literally#what the actual fuck#??????????????#im not sure what to do#im not sure what to make of this#i guess im a person now#ive earned my personhood
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it genuinely just hit me im like actually being bullied at school
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY#do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong#so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst#remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece#well this is me making up fr Not including him there#i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3#dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf#also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it#seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row#also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji#who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard#oh file name 'proud of you' btw
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suddenly everything has no purpose
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we'll do fine.
#fionna and cake spoilers#what hits me a little is how similar fionna and simon's stories are in the case of finding nuance in their lives#when both have gone through their separate but still valid pain no matter the extent it had been#and its that they met each other they get to see how it compares and they're no less worth of the peace and fun they dreamed of#even in the form of simplicity and just being normal#“i wouldn't have met THE fionna and cake” “we wouldn't have met THE simon petrikov”#it hits me harder that after the dandelion scene would've been their last time seeing each other physically#and how assuring simon sounded when fionna didn't know what to do with the literal world in her hands#tho im sure prismo isnt that much of a rule jerk lol i still drew out the revelation anyway with this tiniest addition#also the fact fionna's world is influenced by simon's thought processes and conditions so now things are a little better for both of them#fionna the human#fionna campbell#simon petrikov#qiiarts#the lil flashback of#betty grof#fionna and cake#adventure time
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She texted 'I love you' and I felt my heart stop.
She says it to me a lot over the phone, but I don't think I've ever seen it typed out before.
It feels different and made me think about things again...
#my heart swelled#and ached at the same time#im not sure what to do#thinking a lot again#not too much luckily#just thinking
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how are you even supossed to ask for help when the only people you feel more or less comfortable asking are always busy and barely ever have time because they have other responsibilities and such?
#how could i ask someone who can never even hang out to help me with my silly depressed person stuff?#how can i tell them that i need company sometimes even if we are not doing anything specific#when they dont even have time to answer to messages half the time?#sometimes i feel like i dont even have friends?#but i cant judge them like this just because they dont have time for *me*#im not sure what to do#i just know i wish i had someone to talk to about all this stuff sometimes#and i feel like talking about this to anyone i kknow would be just a nuisance#and i dont want them to feel bad about me and ruin their days just because i cant have a good day by myself
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We all know the semi-canonical ‘all the Robins know to hide/duck inside of Batman’s cape, even as adults’ thing.
We also know that Danny ‘is LITERALLY a ghost’ Fenton sucks at remembering his own intangibility while ALSO forgetting to look ahead of him.
All I’m saying is, Danny Fenton (or Phantom, if you’d really like) would absolutely SLAM into Batman on accident while running on roof tops and Bruce ‘Brooding Instinct’ Wayne doesn’t even think twice about letting the kid hide and scanning around for danger before there’s a record scratch of ‘wait who tf is this?’ kicks in.
#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom crossover#listen I’m just SAYING#my initial thought is Fenton bc dark hair and how most of the robins have had dark hair#Danny isn’t even necessarily running from danger. he just got into parkour and forgot how to stop his momentum#I mean you CAN have him running from something. give this an ACTUAL plot#but honestly I just think it’d be a fun little setup#Danny peaks out and. in panic. goes#hi we’re the council of the dead. we’ve been trying to contact you and yours about your extended warranty#*extended life warranty or what have you#Danny hasn’t even gotten death vibes from anyone yet so now he has to wing it#yeah hi… uh. Batman sir. if that’s your preferred moniker?#right so we’re basically the ghost irs and you owe death taxes?#yeah you know the saying. death and taxes. guarantees of life. haha.#which in this case means you owe money bc you aren’t dead yet. probably. idk I uh. JUST got the job .#anyways ohhhh hi yep you’re. red hood. yeah so. mm. yeah we definitely need to get you to the ghostly dmv#it’s the same as a regular dmv but people have actually been bored to death in there#(meanwhile Batman is like WAIT IS THIS SMALL CHILD DEAD?!)#(SURE WHATEVER IM RICH HOW DO I FIND A GHOST ACCOUNTANT AND MORE IMPORTANTLY DO YOU RESPECT GHOST ADOPTIONS?)
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Tumblr had a stroke and told me a bunch of you weren't my mutuals and I got upset and unfollowed a bunch of people out of spite only to realize that we were indeed mutuals and I refollowed you.
If that doesn't describe my personality perfectly, I don't know what does.
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Man whose definition of "monster" is extremely flexible.
#my art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#wyll ravengard#shadowheart#astarion ancunin#chessa#owlbear cub#fan art#first real post on this one instead of petitelappin#i drew these a while ago but never cleaned them up properly#i was mostly thinking about this as a concept when i (as wyll) released 7000 vampires into the city sewers and i was like#'we may have at some point stopped fitting the definition of monster hunter huh'#but also u know seeing the gur hunter later vowing to do what he can for his vampire daughters really got to wyll#thematically. im sure. anyway!#but lbr his crowning achievement in my playthrough was monster hunting so bad he ended up in a beautiful romance w his target instead
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