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So I had a realization… I compiled all of my sdv group stuff and damn... I do a lot of group line-ups. IDK why I like doing them but I'll admit it's satisfying seeing the characters all together like this. I included some of my older pieces to show off my improvement!
I am sure y'all can tell which ones are the new pieces and which ones are the older piece lol
#im not super creative lol#TBH its kinda therapeutic to just turn your brain off and draw all your faves in a row looking cute without too much thought haha#stardew valley#sdv#stardew valley fanart#sdv fanart
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Fleebay Beepo playlist! [youtube link] [zip link]
it's been foreverrr since i finished a character playlist--i missed doing this! tracklist and director's commentary under the cut teehee :)
if you disagree with any of my choices, just remember: 1) this is my playlist for me to listen to made of songs I like for me 2) you just don't see my vision 3) you don't know him like i do 4) make your own so i can disagree with yours too.
WDKYWMYAK -- Rabbit junk
This is a Killing Game After All -- Gadgetor
chance bought this cd from the comic store. i think the album is Doom-inspired? pretty cool! check it out! anyway this first section is pretty obviously all violence killing and maiming etc
3. All Futures -- The Armed
4. Bears -- Mass of the Fermenting Dregs
5. You Know What You Are -- Ministry
6. 1969 -- Boards of Canada
we're coming down out of the chaotic songs into some confusion for the amnesia arc, starting with ministry and boards of canada. 7 references an unwilling change of the self, and just fits the vibe right now. 8... should be obvious lol.
7. Long Road Home -- Oneohtrix Point Never
8. I Don't Remember -- Peter Gabriel
9. Come Back June -- Pussy
sorry i heard a psychedelic rock song that starts with a big cat meow and blacked out. EBONY MOMENT!!! this and the next couple songs are again more about contributing to the Feeling of the groovy train than a direct relation to the lyrics. though 10 can be justified by the fact he's british.
10. Hey, Mister Sun -- Bobby Sherman
11. Baby All the Time -- Julien Love (NOTE: NOT IN YT PLAYLIST)
12. Handlebars -- Flobots
i didn't think i would end up keeping this song when i threw it on here but it just... works really well structurally. sigh... okay well it kind of works thematically. we're moving into some merger au territory at this point, which is my way as a fan to give fleet more of a self-actualization arc. establish his own identity, make friends, accept his existence a bit more. 13 is again more focused on the caring environment of groovy train (and the idea that this won't last forever) but we'll come back around to merger in a second.
13. Cursis Melodías -- Natalia Lafourcade
14. Flagiolletes -- Billy Mahonie
15. Wake Up To Be You -- The Aesthetics
i'm so obsessed with this as a song from fleet to sonic. esp focused on the idea of fleet being the trauma dump that everyone wants dead and sonic being the one who gets to keep their friends. another lucky cd find--this time thrifted. this band still has their old website up--you can contact them if you'd like to get ahold of your own copy!
16. Every Home a Prison ft. Jello Biafra -- DJ Coldcut (Inevitable Alien Nation mix)
i'm in love with this song. we're back in merger au btw. fleet is now a goddamn hooligan in the street (teenager socializing outside with his friends).
17. Default -- Django Django
we're getting to the end of his life! canon, not au. once again on the idea of fleet (dying, cringe) being a comparative failure. the next two songs are our big explosive end! 18 is another band i found from a thrifted cd. lucky!
18. Werewolf -- Progger
19. light speed drift ft Kasane Teto + Adachi Rei -- frog96
the end! thanks for listening! ^_^ as a treat, YOU get to see the special bonus track: The Adventures of Little White Baby -- No Soap, Radio.
#if you r able to recreate this in spotify and want to then be my guest. i dont use that.#full mix is in the zip. youtube dmca's track 11 :(#fleetway super sonic#stc#sonic the comic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#id in alt text#fanart#character playlist#<- idk if thats a tag ppl use#music draws#<- thats a tag *I* use#anyway it's only 19 songs + a separate bonus bc i make playlists to burn to cd#this is just BARELY within the time limit#it gives a nice creative restriction :) and also thats how i listen to music in my car lol#what else did i want to say?#oh i had to upload flagiolletes to youtube myself bc i couldnt find it there? i say in the upload but the cd i got it from was weird#um and im happy with how the cover turned out :) and also i forgoooot to name the playlist </3#and im glad i did directors commentary this time bc 1) i love sharing my thought process on playlists#and 2) so i can figure out wtf i was thinking when i come back to this later#okay bye!#beepo#merger au
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Happy miku birthday Jerma!!1! from meeee from me Ian!!!!!
#iancu sketches#jermaposting#jerma985#jerma fanart#jermacore#jerma#hatsune miku#39#The ref had an umbrella and im super creative so#anyway; i hope he likes it if he ever gets to see lol
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According to the artist, when it was suggested that a smile might benefit the look of the finished portrait, Attaché Nohell reportedly replied, "I thought the purpose of this was to be honest."
Super fun commission of @waterloggedsoliloquy's OC Sicely Nohell (they/them) and their terrible, horrible, no good, very bad lusus figure Commanding Officer.
#star wars#grand admiral thrawn#thrawn#homestuck#fantroll#sicely nohell#my art#commission#digital painting#waterloggedsoliloquy#other peoples ocs#THIS ONE WAS SOOO FUN TO DO I LOVE CECILS CHARACTERS SO MUCH#AND YALL SHOULD ALL GO LOOK AT CECILS WORK. TRULY ONE OF MY BIGGEST CREATIVE INSPIRATIONS. CECILS WORK KNOCKS ME ON MY ASS!!!#oughhh. comicse... please all go read the guardians dilemma i CANNOT recommend it enough its a masterpiece#and!!! sicely is also in cecils nuzlocke per aspera ad astra!!! which is ongoing and SO PHENOMENAL#just like. wow. a remarkable storyteller who creates some of the most delightful characters ive ever encountered.#this comm was also super fun bc i got to badger one of my boyfriends about niche star wars lore which he was THRILLED ABOUT#between the three of us (rayce cecil and me) im pretty sure we know Literally Everything there is to know about SW & HS lol#really just the ultimate intersection of our various special interests on this one#ANYWAY. THANK YOU CECIL FOR LETTING ME DRAW THEMMM THIS WAS A DELIGHT AND TRUST. I WILL BE DOING IT AGAIN.#alternate sicely dialogue is the “nothing to smile about in my life” meme obvs
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my tendency to think through things best when I write them down VERSUS how much of a bad idea it would be to put my thoughts about something on the internet
#im feeling sad that the twt experience collapsed for me like it did#at its best it was such a good creative engine for me#now I log on and it’s like#do I hate everyone here or am I being super petty#fandom should be a community of care but it turns into such a turf war#I know that’s not exclusive to twitter lol lmao#it’s basically a universal trait of subculture#but idk aren’t you tired of performing your in group’s superiority#our blessed homeland their barbarous wastes etc#Jeff really nailed it in one meme iykyk#anyway somebody I thought was pretty cool basically calling me a bully didn’t help#whomp
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oh email answering gods please let editor of 15x18 donald l koch answer me soon 😭🙏
#if he had lived in my country i wouldve tracked him down and called him by now. but unfortunately i do not know the non-social media#stalking ways in other countries except mine 😭#i mean. i could try 😗#actually had to stalk a dead guy today at work. pretty proud of managing to find him. wasnt that hard tho just had to he creative lol#anyways. im on it 🫡#we'll see if i actually end up calling him cause its super expensive calling to the us
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idk if i'm just pavloving myself into thinking this but i feel like my wrists have been so much worse lately which like, yeah, turns out i do have a chronic pain condition (determined as of yesterday) so i guess comes with the terrain but i swore it wasnt always so annoying and its like. my wrists feel good right now which means i SHOULD write because i wont be able to later and havent been able to because theyve hurt and i do want something to get written. but i just dont really feel like writing fic. and im running out of free days to do that :/ like i dont wanna wait til spring break to upload fic thats crazyyyy thats so long from now... but like. idk why im posting this but yall get me
#super ultra graphic modern delete later post#this is your bits of actual mare information for the day lol#i dunno. i think im not alone in the wrist chronic pain situation being like. a pain in the ass for creative stuff#just sucks. will try to write something though thankfully most of my pain is in my legs and feet right now so if i keep those still#and keep my wrists like. level. maybe the pain will be redirected and ill be okay :3
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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."
weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1
#oc liveblogging#ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS#the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS#anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao#ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago#i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk#if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so#hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off#of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people#but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead#a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM#COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like#at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y#I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly#I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK
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hi hello salut. do you find that having a tumblr account to promote fanfictions is helpful or do readers find your fics regardless? i am publishing first time ever. thank you greatly, big fan
Yeah, I'd say so.
For one you have another platform to let readers know "hey! there's a new fic of the thing you like!" Not every reader sorts fics on 'most recent' and only go off 'most kudos'ed/viewed/bookmarked'. A new fic will have an incredibly hard time to land a high spot with those filters. Hell, some only go off other people's recs... So any additional place you can let readers know of your fics existence helps.
It also makes it much easier for readers to reblog your fic. If I read a fic and like it, I probably wouldn't make my own post like 'oh this fic i read was really nice'. I would, however, reblog someone's tumblr post. This helps your fic (potentially) read a wider audience.
Just make sure to properly tag your fics so that—even when you don't have many followers—people can still find your fic!
#sam's asks#also idk if you're a 'new' writer#but one thing i see new fic writers do is downplay their own fic#in the tags or summary or even in their notes#like 'ahah this is so dumb and prob ooc >w<'#which i would HEAVILY advice against#listen. if you - the writer - don't show any confidence in your own fic why tf would i - the reader - give it a shot?#that may seem harsh but your tags and summary are how you INVITE new readers in!! don't slam the door in their face on first visit#if you feel insecure either don't mention it and let the work speak for itself (and let the reader make up their own mind!)#or turn it into a positive. like 'hey. im a new writer and would love to hear some feedback if you have it!' at the end of a chapter or w/e#that's already MILES better than opening with a super insecure 'this is so bad lol why did i write this'#like congrats. you just reviewbombed your own creative work...
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Just realized i didnt upload last years artfight, oops
#my art#i was very proud of the tiger when I made it#(take note that the bg was traced from the game not like me being super creative lol)#the pony one was rushed so im less proud of it
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Going back and forth between really wanting to write to just having absolutely no fucking energy for writing!!!
#its very annoying#i wanna write this next travel log but when i open it i just lose all that energy and passion#i think i have writers block lol#tbf i think im just lacking a lot of creative energy atm#also probably doesn't help that I'm losing steam with fallout atm#I go through these periods with it that I get SUPER fucking into it and wanna write and create with it#but also low points where I just go dormant with it for a while#ig thats just what happens when you've been interacting with a series for 16 years now#veilguard you did NOT help with this lmao#funnily enough this happened last year when I got into Trigun#also just realised fallout 3 is 16 years old this year#don't like that!
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Aggh feeling super proud of myself like im getting on so well atm im learning to drive and im learching french and my art is going really well and ive been enjoying spending time with myself and ive been organising more things for my future and now it feels possible and i hit that deadline and ive been more equiped to deal with things that definetly would have given me a breakdown in march and like. This year is going to suck and im not getting everything i want done but its not going terribly either
#ive had a lot of anxiety issues this last week#i dont have anxiety but i do get anxious most days but im able to get past it#but idk i had a session today and it was positive and it was good to catch up after last weeks was cancelled#theres some things i want to do more of like i want to learn more guitar and i need to do more revision but im also. im improving myself a#lot more#like after learning blender (althpugh ive forgotten now lol) anytime im like man i wish i could learn ____ im like... well i learned blende#its cheesy but its given me a LOT more self confidence in my skills both academic and creative#i sometimes feel that im fucking stupid but like. im also not#idk i just dont think im as far off as i thought#and im SUPER syced to be learning french and spanish#its a LOT more work than it was like last week but honestly i think im going to settle back into it#and im like. okay if i spend 4 years learning french/spanish. i may not be fluent#but i sure as hell wont be any worse#also i know like LOADS more spanish than i thought#anyway im super proud of myself for kicking myself into this#I watched a youtube intro in french and UNDERSTOOD IT IMMEDIETLY TODAY#well it took a bit of concentration but u know#and im watching and listenimg to french/spanish media and its really interesting and fun#my endurance in spanish is not as gpod as in french#and usually id type this out in either blog but my energy is just out for today#but i'll be listening to music and just hear words and its insane how much i can pick up while doing coursework or whatever its amazing#i feel annoying when i talk to other people about it but. oh well i sometimes just get so excited about it#im NOT good. but hey its been 4 months learning french and. about 3 days learning spanish lol
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dusting off an old character design w this dude! his concept was “resident token human clown option in a visual novel lineup” but these days he mostly just does interior design
original draft sprite and flat colors under the cut!
#i am!!! so tired lol i haven't had a creative spark in quite some time! it was nice to hammer this out rq though#every time i open a canvas and start sketching out Just Some Guy no. 324893438 and honestly i've just embraced it#much like how samdoesarts answers the question 'why do you only draw girls' with a very simple '........ i like. girls'#i essentially only draw boys and also. armored nonhumans because. you see comma#they are pretty to me man im having a great time#or rather in the moment i am going through it but at least i can find consolation in#yknow drawing just some guy no. 324893439#i also have quite a few of my helmeted green boy but like. i find that some mystique is lost when you see the face beneath the helmet tbh#like i love him! but ofc i do im super biased toward my holloway dude he is tailored to be perfect 2 me#maybe @ some point though bc it does serve a plot purpose but perhaps once i get a solid handle on the first few segments yes?#oc: castle mcleod#formal apology @ cas i am talking abt everyone but u in the tags of ur own post but it is okay bc i imagine u are used to it. sorry man
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#the thing abt me is that if u complement me in an academic context i will melt#me walking into every interview: fuck this school. i dont wanna go there. im sad. on one is gonna want me. i can hardly function. fuck this#me walking out of every interview: fuck. the project is cool and they said nice things abt me 😭#fuck. the guy from the lab i interviewed with basically said if u wanna be here i can make it happen. i like ur style and i think ur a#super good candidate 😭 and he quoted my wanky writing bc i got a bit flowery and idealistic lol#and hes on the admissions committee so he was like: yea i can support u if u want just let me kno#and fucking hell the project is cool. but the thing is i think id have to be less of a sad sac bc i think he expects a lot and is hands off#but it is a big institution with a lot of creative ppl and theyre good abt supporting interdisciplinary work#so like the opportunities there would be pretty fucking great i think. hhhhhh god. theres no way i could take the uk one now#fuck. wtf am i gonna do abt that? do i bow out now before ive committed so they have a shot with another person#or is it too late for that bc they already put my name forward to the committee#god dammit. this was the one i was supposed to b like yea no shot am i getting this. and now im like fucking considering it like#the opportunities.... but id have to live in new jersey... it would b closer to home i guess. id b back on east coast time#and i could work with Yellowstone organisms. and i bet the classes r pretty fucking rad education wise#god. decisions. im gonna play Choices by the Hoosiers like a million times#thats what i did wjen i was deciding to go for undergrad. and then i didnt even decide. i was just like... well i dont wanna go to the#place all my classmates r going. i will go 3hrs away. then 12hrs by plane for my masters#fuck. at least it went well. everyone was nice and the 2nd guy i talked to was like:#even if u dont go here. email me if u end up working with zinc and i can help. and i was like 😭#i got a bit rambly with him but whatever he was 15min late so we're even lol#i was way too nervous. but it was ok. but also i dont understand wtf other incoming phd students r like??#like they say im a good candidate and ive got good background and im like ??? what sort of losers r u looking at if u think im good?#i just think maybe what i wanna do is unique and very specific so im like not trying to do just anything. i have standards lol#and apparently im more coherent than i give myself credit for. i talk good sometimes and i have enthusiasm when i dont feel like im dying#god. i was not expecting this. i dont belong at a school working with tech startups like wtf. i come from a place of slightly trash#universities lol. well my undergrad uni wasnt so bad... well i mean the city is the butt of a lot of ohio related jokes tho. im looking at#u klinger. fucking mean streets of toledo. whatever the school im at now is worse. couldnt even keep my boss here smh#anyway what the fuck. and i got a lotta writing done today what the fuck#me being competent???? unheard of. god. imagine if i had my shit together. i could kill god. algae and other scientists would fear me#unrelated
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yeah i KNOW human aus are like. The Hot Thing in the fandom but i don't really care. hoppin' onto this bandwagon bc it's fun.
Location File - Copper Point, Washington, USA
(In the place of: Copper 9)
Copper Point is famous for containing one of the three "exit points" around Earth that the fae mysteriously disappeared through. This "exit point" takes the form of the aptly-named Mt. Fairy Beacon¹.
Although once a major city, Copper Point's population has been steadily decreasing since the arrival of the Vivisectors². Much speculation has surrounded the topic since then, with panicked headlines describing how these creatures could spread to the rest of the world.
Strangely enough, the Vivisectors have not left Copper Point's borders as of writing this³. The town has been under massacre for years now, but no similar cases have been recorded outside of it.
¹Also known as simply 'the Beacon' by locals.
²See Creature File - Vivisectors
³This file was last updated October 16, 20██
#murder drones#creative writing#writers on tumblr#writeblr#cass's human au#murder drones au#starting to feel like this isn't super good writing but eh. it gets the point across#also juno im stealing your human -> fairy idea lol#⛺🪲
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Yayyy i got first place in the classifying round of the spanish girls informatics olympiad :)
#mine#life#coding#im soo happyyyy i was scared id be rlly bad bc i havent practiced in a year but its not looking bad :)#i mean i definitely had a lot on my favor bc my strong point is being creative more than using good algorithms#and this was all abot being creative not so much algorithms or data structires and all that#that will be in the final and i still have so much to catch up with lol#so yeah im rlly happy i even beat a girl who i was super sure i wouldnt beat nd two that i was pretty sure i wouldnt be able to beat either#:)
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