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So I had a realization… I compiled all of my sdv group stuff and damn... I do a lot of group line-ups. IDK why I like doing them but I'll admit it's satisfying seeing the characters all together like this. I included some of my older pieces to show off my improvement!
I am sure y'all can tell which ones are the new pieces and which ones are the older piece lol
#im not super creative lol#TBH its kinda therapeutic to just turn your brain off and draw all your faves in a row looking cute without too much thought haha#stardew valley#sdv#stardew valley fanart#sdv fanart
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Fleebay Beepo playlist! [youtube link] [zip link]
it's been foreverrr since i finished a character playlist--i missed doing this! tracklist and director's commentary under the cut teehee :)
if you disagree with any of my choices, just remember: 1) this is my playlist for me to listen to made of songs I like for me 2) you just don't see my vision 3) you don't know him like i do 4) make your own so i can disagree with yours too.
WDKYWMYAK -- Rabbit junk
This is a Killing Game After All -- Gadgetor
chance bought this cd from the comic store. i think the album is Doom-inspired? pretty cool! check it out! anyway this first section is pretty obviously all violence killing and maiming etc
3. All Futures -- The Armed
4. Bears -- Mass of the Fermenting Dregs
5. You Know What You Are -- Ministry
6. 1969 -- Boards of Canada
we're coming down out of the chaotic songs into some confusion for the amnesia arc, starting with ministry and boards of canada. 7 references an unwilling change of the self, and just fits the vibe right now. 8... should be obvious lol.
7. Long Road Home -- Oneohtrix Point Never
8. I Don't Remember -- Peter Gabriel
9. Come Back June -- Pussy
sorry i heard a psychedelic rock song that starts with a big cat meow and blacked out. EBONY MOMENT!!! this and the next couple songs are again more about contributing to the Feeling of the groovy train than a direct relation to the lyrics. though 10 can be justified by the fact he's british.
10. Hey, Mister Sun -- Bobby Sherman
11. Baby All the Time -- Julien Love (NOTE: NOT IN YT PLAYLIST)
12. Handlebars -- Flobots
i didn't think i would end up keeping this song when i threw it on here but it just... works really well structurally. sigh... okay well it kind of works thematically. we're moving into some merger au territory at this point, which is my way as a fan to give fleet more of a self-actualization arc. establish his own identity, make friends, accept his existence a bit more. 13 is again more focused on the caring environment of groovy train (and the idea that this won't last forever) but we'll come back around to merger in a second.
13. Cursis Melodías -- Natalia Lafourcade
14. Flagiolletes -- Billy Mahonie
15. Wake Up To Be You -- The Aesthetics
i'm so obsessed with this as a song from fleet to sonic. esp focused on the idea of fleet being the trauma dump that everyone wants dead and sonic being the one who gets to keep their friends. another lucky cd find--this time thrifted. this band still has their old website up--you can contact them if you'd like to get ahold of your own copy!
16. Every Home a Prison ft. Jello Biafra -- DJ Coldcut (Inevitable Alien Nation mix)
i'm in love with this song. we're back in merger au btw. fleet is now a goddamn hooligan in the street (teenager socializing outside with his friends).
17. Default -- Django Django
we're getting to the end of his life! canon, not au. once again on the idea of fleet (dying, cringe) being a comparative failure. the next two songs are our big explosive end! 18 is another band i found from a thrifted cd. lucky!
18. Werewolf -- Progger
19. light speed drift ft Kasane Teto + Adachi Rei -- frog96
the end! thanks for listening! ^_^ as a treat, YOU get to see the special bonus track: The Adventures of Little White Baby -- No Soap, Radio.
#if you r able to recreate this in spotify and want to then be my guest. i dont use that.#full mix is in the zip. youtube dmca's track 11 :(#fleetway super sonic#stc#sonic the comic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#id in alt text#fanart#character playlist#<- idk if thats a tag ppl use#music draws#<- thats a tag *I* use#anyway it's only 19 songs + a separate bonus bc i make playlists to burn to cd#this is just BARELY within the time limit#it gives a nice creative restriction :) and also thats how i listen to music in my car lol#what else did i want to say?#oh i had to upload flagiolletes to youtube myself bc i couldnt find it there? i say in the upload but the cd i got it from was weird#um and im happy with how the cover turned out :) and also i forgoooot to name the playlist </3#and im glad i did directors commentary this time bc 1) i love sharing my thought process on playlists#and 2) so i can figure out wtf i was thinking when i come back to this later#okay bye!#beepo#merger au
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Happy miku birthday Jerma!!1! from meeee from me Ian!!!!!
#iancu sketches#jermaposting#jerma985#jerma fanart#jermacore#jerma#hatsune miku#39#The ref had an umbrella and im super creative so#anyway; i hope he likes it if he ever gets to see lol
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According to the artist, when it was suggested that a smile might benefit the look of the finished portrait, Attaché Nohell reportedly replied, "I thought the purpose of this was to be honest."
Super fun commission of @waterloggedsoliloquy's OC Sicely Nohell (they/them) and their terrible, horrible, no good, very bad lusus figure Commanding Officer.
#star wars#grand admiral thrawn#thrawn#homestuck#fantroll#sicely nohell#my art#commission#digital painting#waterloggedsoliloquy#other peoples ocs#THIS ONE WAS SOOO FUN TO DO I LOVE CECILS CHARACTERS SO MUCH#AND YALL SHOULD ALL GO LOOK AT CECILS WORK. TRULY ONE OF MY BIGGEST CREATIVE INSPIRATIONS. CECILS WORK KNOCKS ME ON MY ASS!!!#oughhh. comicse... please all go read the guardians dilemma i CANNOT recommend it enough its a masterpiece#and!!! sicely is also in cecils nuzlocke per aspera ad astra!!! which is ongoing and SO PHENOMENAL#just like. wow. a remarkable storyteller who creates some of the most delightful characters ive ever encountered.#this comm was also super fun bc i got to badger one of my boyfriends about niche star wars lore which he was THRILLED ABOUT#between the three of us (rayce cecil and me) im pretty sure we know Literally Everything there is to know about SW & HS lol#really just the ultimate intersection of our various special interests on this one#ANYWAY. THANK YOU CECIL FOR LETTING ME DRAW THEMMM THIS WAS A DELIGHT AND TRUST. I WILL BE DOING IT AGAIN.#alternate sicely dialogue is the “nothing to smile about in my life” meme obvs
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my tendency to think through things best when I write them down VERSUS how much of a bad idea it would be to put my thoughts about something on the internet
#im feeling sad that the twt experience collapsed for me like it did#at its best it was such a good creative engine for me#now I log on and it’s like#do I hate everyone here or am I being super petty#fandom should be a community of care but it turns into such a turf war#I know that’s not exclusive to twitter lol lmao#it’s basically a universal trait of subculture#but idk aren’t you tired of performing your in group’s superiority#our blessed homeland their barbarous wastes etc#Jeff really nailed it in one meme iykyk#anyway somebody I thought was pretty cool basically calling me a bully didn’t help#whomp
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oh email answering gods please let editor of 15x18 donald l koch answer me soon 😭🙏
#if he had lived in my country i wouldve tracked him down and called him by now. but unfortunately i do not know the non-social media#stalking ways in other countries except mine 😭#i mean. i could try 😗#actually had to stalk a dead guy today at work. pretty proud of managing to find him. wasnt that hard tho just had to he creative lol#anyways. im on it 🫡#we'll see if i actually end up calling him cause its super expensive calling to the us
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idk if i'm just pavloving myself into thinking this but i feel like my wrists have been so much worse lately which like, yeah, turns out i do have a chronic pain condition (determined as of yesterday) so i guess comes with the terrain but i swore it wasnt always so annoying and its like. my wrists feel good right now which means i SHOULD write because i wont be able to later and havent been able to because theyve hurt and i do want something to get written. but i just dont really feel like writing fic. and im running out of free days to do that :/ like i dont wanna wait til spring break to upload fic thats crazyyyy thats so long from now... but like. idk why im posting this but yall get me
#super ultra graphic modern delete later post#this is your bits of actual mare information for the day lol#i dunno. i think im not alone in the wrist chronic pain situation being like. a pain in the ass for creative stuff#just sucks. will try to write something though thankfully most of my pain is in my legs and feet right now so if i keep those still#and keep my wrists like. level. maybe the pain will be redirected and ill be okay :3
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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."
weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1
#oc liveblogging#ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS#the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS#anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao#ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago#i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk#if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so#hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off#of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people#but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead#a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM#COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like#at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y#I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly#I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK
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hi hello salut. do you find that having a tumblr account to promote fanfictions is helpful or do readers find your fics regardless? i am publishing first time ever. thank you greatly, big fan
Yeah, I'd say so.
For one you have another platform to let readers know "hey! there's a new fic of the thing you like!" Not every reader sorts fics on 'most recent' and only go off 'most kudos'ed/viewed/bookmarked'. A new fic will have an incredibly hard time to land a high spot with those filters. Hell, some only go off other people's recs... So any additional place you can let readers know of your fics existence helps.
It also makes it much easier for readers to reblog your fic. If I read a fic and like it, I probably wouldn't make my own post like 'oh this fic i read was really nice'. I would, however, reblog someone's tumblr post. This helps your fic (potentially) read a wider audience.
Just make sure to properly tag your fics so that—even when you don't have many followers—people can still find your fic!
#sam's asks#also idk if you're a 'new' writer#but one thing i see new fic writers do is downplay their own fic#in the tags or summary or even in their notes#like 'ahah this is so dumb and prob ooc >w<'#which i would HEAVILY advice against#listen. if you - the writer - don't show any confidence in your own fic why tf would i - the reader - give it a shot?#that may seem harsh but your tags and summary are how you INVITE new readers in!! don't slam the door in their face on first visit#if you feel insecure either don't mention it and let the work speak for itself (and let the reader make up their own mind!)#or turn it into a positive. like 'hey. im a new writer and would love to hear some feedback if you have it!' at the end of a chapter or w/e#that's already MILES better than opening with a super insecure 'this is so bad lol why did i write this'#like congrats. you just reviewbombed your own creative work...
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Just realized i didnt upload last years artfight, oops
#my art#i was very proud of the tiger when I made it#(take note that the bg was traced from the game not like me being super creative lol)#the pony one was rushed so im less proud of it
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Going back and forth between really wanting to write to just having absolutely no fucking energy for writing!!!
#its very annoying#i wanna write this next travel log but when i open it i just lose all that energy and passion#i think i have writers block lol#tbf i think im just lacking a lot of creative energy atm#also probably doesn't help that I'm losing steam with fallout atm#I go through these periods with it that I get SUPER fucking into it and wanna write and create with it#but also low points where I just go dormant with it for a while#ig thats just what happens when you've been interacting with a series for 16 years now#veilguard you did NOT help with this lmao#funnily enough this happened last year when I got into Trigun#also just realised fallout 3 is 16 years old this year#don't like that!
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Aggh feeling super proud of myself like im getting on so well atm im learning to drive and im learching french and my art is going really well and ive been enjoying spending time with myself and ive been organising more things for my future and now it feels possible and i hit that deadline and ive been more equiped to deal with things that definetly would have given me a breakdown in march and like. This year is going to suck and im not getting everything i want done but its not going terribly either
#ive had a lot of anxiety issues this last week#i dont have anxiety but i do get anxious most days but im able to get past it#but idk i had a session today and it was positive and it was good to catch up after last weeks was cancelled#theres some things i want to do more of like i want to learn more guitar and i need to do more revision but im also. im improving myself a#lot more#like after learning blender (althpugh ive forgotten now lol) anytime im like man i wish i could learn ____ im like... well i learned blende#its cheesy but its given me a LOT more self confidence in my skills both academic and creative#i sometimes feel that im fucking stupid but like. im also not#idk i just dont think im as far off as i thought#and im SUPER syced to be learning french and spanish#its a LOT more work than it was like last week but honestly i think im going to settle back into it#and im like. okay if i spend 4 years learning french/spanish. i may not be fluent#but i sure as hell wont be any worse#also i know like LOADS more spanish than i thought#anyway im super proud of myself for kicking myself into this#I watched a youtube intro in french and UNDERSTOOD IT IMMEDIETLY TODAY#well it took a bit of concentration but u know#and im watching and listenimg to french/spanish media and its really interesting and fun#my endurance in spanish is not as gpod as in french#and usually id type this out in either blog but my energy is just out for today#but i'll be listening to music and just hear words and its insane how much i can pick up while doing coursework or whatever its amazing#i feel annoying when i talk to other people about it but. oh well i sometimes just get so excited about it#im NOT good. but hey its been 4 months learning french and. about 3 days learning spanish lol
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yeah i KNOW human aus are like. The Hot Thing in the fandom but i don't really care. hoppin' onto this bandwagon bc it's fun.
Location File - Copper Point, Washington, USA
(In the place of: Copper 9)
Copper Point is famous for containing one of the three "exit points" around Earth that the fae mysteriously disappeared through. This "exit point" takes the form of the aptly-named Mt. Fairy Beacon¹.
Although once a major city, Copper Point's population has been steadily decreasing since the arrival of the Vivisectors². Much speculation has surrounded the topic since then, with panicked headlines describing how these creatures could spread to the rest of the world.
Strangely enough, the Vivisectors have not left Copper Point's borders as of writing this³. The town has been under massacre for years now, but no similar cases have been recorded outside of it.
¹Also known as simply 'the Beacon' by locals.
²See Creature File - Vivisectors
³This file was last updated October 16, 20██
#murder drones#creative writing#writers on tumblr#writeblr#cass's human au#murder drones au#starting to feel like this isn't super good writing but eh. it gets the point across#also juno im stealing your human -> fairy idea lol#⛺🪲
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i have seven drafts. none of them r getting out of the basement w this burnout. in the name of the department of education, the system, and the holy fucking shit, amen 🙏 i try though. idk if its obvious
#ovrtimelove.chr#kasintahan : text#sorry u guys. im literally just a girl and this girl is struggling#i physically feel like being put in a coma would solve all my problems#mentally im hating like every creative thing i do#(you can imagine what happens when i try to write.)#super sorry for zero updates#why am i apologizing though#its not like other people actually check my work or account 👹#kakagigil kayo minsan pero sige#sulat na lang ng sulat kasi yun yung gusto ko eh#kapagod maging chronically online hayst#makatulog sana pero di kaya#tuyo ng lalamunan ko tas nagsusulat ako ng tags WAHAHAHAHA#ok over na yung rant ko#sorru#pero if you think ang kapal ng mukha ko#ipakapal nyo yung reblog count sa likes-reblog ratio#baka babait ako sainyo lol
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I have to catch up rn bc this was everything!
Alright, if you follow the plot of my OCs, this one is not an optional story! 🙈
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"Yeah?" Leo picked up his phone already frowning, since his screen displayed Wicked Witch of the West as the caller, "Wendy?"
"Hiii..." Wendy's voice was sugary and his frown deepened, causing Leo to stop chopping vegetables, "are you busy...?"
"Is something wrong? With you? Vin?"
"No, no, nothing is wrong! We're all fine!" Wendy was quick to say, her voice going a note up and Leo squinted, annoyed.
"Then I'm busy."
"Ah," she sounded so defeated, "okay..."
He was not going to feel guilty. He was not going to feel guilty. He was not going-
"What do you want, Wendy?"
She let out a little squeal and Leo rolled his eyes so much they nearly got stuck, "soooo, uhm- are you free tomorrow night?"
"Jonah's in Paris, yeah, I'm free," Leo said bitterly. He was being the world's most supportive fiancé to Jonah's face, but to Wendy he could let out his full bitchiness show.
"Great," Wendy was clearly smiling, "I need you to be my partner in something."
"No."
"You don't even know what it is!"
Leo let out a groan, "what is it?"
"Ballroom dancing," she said it quickly and before he could tell her that absolutely not, Wendy continued to speak, "look! It's just one experimental class, I just wanna know if I'll like it! Please! Bella said she won't go and Vin is away."
"Ask Lucas," Leo scoffed, "he'll love it."
"He already knows how to ballroom dance and Bella's super jealous of him, no thanks," Wendy whined, "please? Hell, I'll pay you-"
"I don't want your money," Leo wrinkled his nose, "can't you just wait until Vin is in town? He's coming over Friday night."
"No, the classes are only Tuesday and Thursday nights..." Wendy was doing her best imitation of a kicked puppy, he knew without even looking at her, "please, Leo."
"It'll only be one class?" he asked, cringing as he heard her celebrating.
"Only one class, I promise!"
"Alright," he started to wipe his messy hands to grab his phone and hung up as Wendy continued to speak: wear track pants! And comfy shoes!
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Leo was standing outside of Wendy's building, questioning his life choices, when his frenemy walked out. Unlike him, who had come straight from work and was wearing exactly what she told him to, Wendy was clad in a red flowy dress, with layers and layers, reaching just past her knees.
She lit up as she saw him, "I'm glad you came!"
Leo raised an eyebrow, "am I gonna regret this?"
"Do you know how to dance?" Wendy circled his car to get in the passenger side and Leo scowled.
"No..."
"Then what a better time to learn than now? You know Jonah knows how to waltz, right?" Wendy entered the car and Leo squinted at her, getting in the driver's seat as she typed the address in her phone's GPS.
"So what if Jonah knows? He knows a bunch of shit I don't, it's not a competition," Leo drummed his fingers against the steering wheel and Wendy let out a heavy sigh, as if he was stupid.
"So you're marrying the guy. Couples typically have a first waltz when they marry and Jon said you wanna do the whole traditional thing, so I'm guessing that as well?" Wendy smiled at him smugly, "you want to keep up with him, right?"
Leo knew he was being manipulated, that didn't stop it from working. He clenched his jaw and turned up his music, causing Wendy to let out an amused huff and look out of her window.
The dance school was across town, a brown building with a brightly lit sign hanging over the door, of a couple dancing. The metal gates were open, so was the front door and a very old receptionist was sitting in the cramped entry hall.
"You must be the Marshall's?" the woman opened a sweety smile when she saw them, "here for the experimental class?"
"God, no-"
"Yes," Wendy squeezed his arm, glaring at him, "Wendy Marshall and Leo Wagner."
"Oh, forgive me, I just assumed," the woman shook her head in an apologetic manner, "they're already warming up, so you better hurry. Down the hall, up the stairs."
"Thank you", Wendy was all smiles as she dragged Leo forward and he started to feel himself lagging behind. He hated doing new things, meeting new people. How did Wendy convince him to join this public humiliation, he wasn't sure.
The second floor had a huge ball room, with mirrors up against a wall, very similar to a ballet studio, except for the couples scattered around and the lack of the support bars along the walls.
"Wendy!" A woman in her late forties said from across the room. Leo turned to look at her, then froze.
She was a tall, skinny woman, with incredibly light blonde hair and striking blue eyes. A severe face, but the illusion was shattered by the smile stretching her thin lips.
"I'm so glad you came!" The woman, probably the teacher, said, crossing the room to meet up with them. She frowned as she felt Leo's gaze on her, blonde brows meeting, "is this the boyfriend you mentioned?"
"No, that's just my friend, Leo," Wendy cleared up, turning to look at him and shake the woman's hand. Leo gulped down around nothing, feeling the air stop in his lungs.
The United States was huge. It was a twenty seven hour drive from Oklahoma to Maine. And out of every fucking place that Amelia could be in, she was there. Standing in front of him, not recognizing him.
"Leo?" Wendy shook his shoulder and Amelia's frown deepened.
"Is he okay?"
"What- What are you doing here?" Leo glared at the woman in front of him. His voice didn't sound like his own. He didn't feel like himself, it was like he was watching the scene unfold out of his body.
The woman looked at Wendy, then at him, "I'm the owner of the studio... I'm sorry, have we met?"
Leo let out a hysterical chuckle.
There were many times he had wondered how it'd feel to see his mother again. Would he feel anger? Resentment? Sadness? Shock?
It had never crossed his mind that she wouldn't recognize him at all. Sure, he had long shed his baby traits, the man he was at nearly twenty six was a completely different person from the tiny ten year old with nearly white hair and too big ears he had been... But he was still her son, how could she not recognize him in the least, when he could easily pin point her through his blurry and faded memories.
"Leo?" Wendy was up in his face now, on her very tip toes and hands cupping his cheeks, sounding concerned, "sweetheart, what is it?"
The fact Wendy, of all people, was using a pet name caused another blubbering giggle to come up. His eyes stung, his hands were clammy and shaky as they closed around Wendy's wrist-
"You said your name is Leo?" Amelia repeated, moving closer and Leo took an instinctive step back, bringing Wendy with him.
It was a split second, but suddenly Wen's dark brows met and her bright green eyes widened, her heart shaped mouth falling into a comic O. She shook her head, glanced between Amelia, then Leo, then raised an eyebrow, "She's not-"
Leo felt like he couldn't breathe. He nodded and Wendy turned around quick as a wip, shoving him behind her as if she was not half his size, "we're leaving," her voice was a whole note louder, "don't even think of coming after us, you've done enough."
Amelia looked distraught and confused, blinking quickly, "no, I- I- Leo? Leo- Edward's Leo?"
It had been at least seven years since Leo had heard his father's name and the word caused his head to spin. He stumbled back and Wendy's grip on his shirt tightened, as if she could and would hold his whole weight in case he collapsed.
"C'mon, Leo, let's go," she turned around, clutching his bicep and shoving him to start moving. Leo took a couple stumbling steps back and Amelia followed, the rest of the class entirely forgotten, looking a bit drunk herself.
"You can't- What are you doing here? In Maine-"
"Stop," Wendy's tone was sharp as she glared at the woman, "Leo, let's go, we need to go-" with another push, he allowed himself to turn around and be all but dragged down the stairs. Ignoring the shouting of his name in the background, the iron grip Wendy was keeping in his bicep-
They stumbled out of the building and he fell like a drunk to his car, bracing against the metal door and trying to catch his breath. Wendy's hand was in the middle of his back, rubbing, and he could feel the nervous energy emanating from her, like a light bulb on the corner of his eye.
"She- Oh my fucking God-" he hyperventilated, not missing the fact this was a horrible place to stop, right in front of the dance studio.
"I know," Wendy couldn't possibly know anything, but her voice was like a lifeboat in the storm and Leo clung to it, nodding along her rambling, "we're leaving, you can't stay here-" her hand entered his pocket without warning, fishing out the car keys and then Leo was ushered inside the passenger seat, despite the fact Wendy had pulled at it earlier and made the whole place cramped.
She shut the door, then ran around the car and got in the driver's side, not even bothering to fiddle with the seat and sitting at the very edge in order to drive.
Leo leaned back against the leather, tugging on his shirt with such a force he ripped the first button, gasping for air. He looked up, at the car ceiling, mind spiraling.
Amelia was in town. Amelia lived in his town. This whole time- Had she been there before he even arrived? Had part of him, somehow, known she'd be in Weston and that was why he picked that scholarship out of all the others? How-
"I thought-" Leo choked up and he hadn't realized he had started to cry, but now he noticed there were tears running down his cheeks and his throat was so tight it nearly hurt, "I thought- Fuck-"
Wendy let out a little wounded noise, almost a mew, and reached without looking, her small hand finding her way to his knee in order to comfort him. Leo wrapped his hand on top of hers, squeezing her fingers and trying to ground himself.
What he could hear? The honks of traffic. Wendy's soft cursing, in full yankee. His own hiccupping sobs. The car humming-
What he could smell? Wendy's sweet perfume. Sea salt, because they were near the port area of the city- Trees.
"Pullover-" Leo slurred, whole body jumping with a heave as his stomach threw the towel, "Wendy, PULL-"
The car came to a screeching halt on the side of the street, in some half empty residential area, and Leo threw the door open hastily, barely managing to hang his head out of it before his dinner made a nasty reappearance over the humid tarmac.
He coughed, the sobs turning into gags once more and spat up another mouthful of acidic sludge, his nose and throat burning, whole body shivering violently.
"Shhh-shhh, I got you," Wendy whispered softly and Leo squeezed the door handle, his other hand in the partition between the front and backseat, white knuckling it. He felt her one of her hands coming to cup his forehead, Wendy squeezing his shoulder in a sweet manner, "get it up, you're okay, sweetheart-"
Leo spat the bitter taste, sniffling grossly. His whole head was pounding, warm... "Fuck," he said eloquently, straightening up and falling back against his seat. Wendy let out a small snort, pushing his hair back and waiting patiently for him to be able to say a whole sentence.
"I didn't- I didn't think I'd ever see her again," he admitted, after a good handful of minutes passed. His head was still spinning and Leo wasn't sure if he felt... Angry or relieved or sad. Right now he just felt nauseous, defeated... Empty.
Wendy didn't say anything, continuing to pet his hair and Leo closed his eyes to avoid her concerned gaze. He pressed his lips into a thin line, swallowing down the knot in his throat that he didn't know if it was nausea or more tears, "I hoped I'd never see her again," he whispered, then wiped his mouth and nose with his sleeve, "I can't believe she didn't even-"
"Fuck her," was Wendy's first coherent sentence since they had left the studio and it was startling enough to cause Leo to open his eyes and chuckle, "fuck her so much," Wen repeated, glaring at him to show how serious she was, "she doesn't deserve you, she never did."
His watery laughter very quickly morphed into tears and Leo folded in half, all but falling straight into Wendy's arms, hiding his face against her neck as she hugged him sideways in the side of the road. He could feel his sobs wrecking through her, as Wendy pressed her lips to the top of his head, squeezing him closer.
#i am still not over what wendy is saved as in leo's phone#“then im busy” LOL#leo was all like im super gay thanks#leo immediately recognising her was devastating because amelia had no interest#referring to him as edward's leo??? IM SORRY?#what??#hate her#wendy realised and said lets gooo#how dare she? whattt#poor leo#i feel for him man he deserves better#worst situation ever#yeah screw her#she does not deserve a kind soul like leo#leo breaking down i am sobbing#the way you introduced her here is magnificent#so creative#wendy is so sweet and caring i love love it#the instant hug made me emotional#leo is strong he can get through this#he WILL get through this
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A BET NOT SO BAD [1] –
↳ lando norris + singer!piastri!reader
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⌗ :: a/n: my first smau (series)!!! also i'm using random songs/artists bc im not creative or strict enough to find or stick to one artist lol. there is also no face claim js a mix of pics i found :)) and ik lando's insta handle rn is js "lando" but im not putting that, bc no i dont want to

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ynofficial congrats to my big bro!! i lost a bet so you suck ! i hate you so much kidding not really <33 great job to lando though cause he didn't make me lose a bet
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user1 she's so chaotic wtf i love it 😭😭
user2 i wanna know what bet she deemed good enough to take up (then lose) after swearing off betting last year 😭
user3 sameee last year's accident was .... yeah
user4 she's like an actual photographer that last pic is perfection
oscarpiastri i told you i would win the bet, the grid is going to love you
user5 WDYM OSCAR??? WHAT ABT THE GRID???
landonorris thanks 😉 liked by author
mclaren we can't wait to see you in the garage next race y/n
ynofficial im never losing a bet again 😭😭
user6 more info on this bet?!?!
user7 never LOSING a bet again??? what happened to never making one???
user8 usually i would be sad that we're not getting tour updates for a bit while shes on break but im loving this
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ynofficial and since im wonderful while ur not getting tour updates, 2 hands welcome to the world! everyone go watch the mv now bc there are hints in there abt so close to what in case it wasn't already glaringly obvious from this post- [coming soon..... $p0rt$ (4r]
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oscarpiastri i am uncomfortable
ynofficial good.
user1 stop i just came from the mv and like?!?!? the imagery??? the dancing??? the f1 references????
user2 i stopped breathing when i saw the car
user3 no because the f1 references through out the mv have my jaw on the floor
mclaren nice car choice 😉 liked by author
madisonbeer i cant wait till the album is out omggg
user4 i am no longer functioning after that-
user5 SPORTS CAR COMING NEXT?!?!?! YES!!!!
landonorris we should hangout sometime...
oscarpiastri no.
landonorris you didnt let me finish - we should hang out sometime.... with oscar
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landonorris



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landonorris recently.....
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user1 screaming crying throwing up what is happening these days
user2 im actually in shambles behind the scenes photos of something and yn posting and lando liking and lando posting and y/n liking and just everything i want it all give me it all
user3 real
oscarpiastri have a good day?
landonorris it was super fun 😏
oscaripiastri what did you do?
landonorris nothing!
oscarpiastri .... lando?
user4 i'm actually dying until this news comes out why is everyone being so secretive 😭😭
user5 well its safe to assume the bet and or y/n's news are f1 related
ynofficial r u majik how did u gess
user6 ... are you okay?
ynofficial oscar was missing out fr
landonorris that he was
user7 OH UM!?!?! EXCUSE ME?!?!
user8 IM SORRY WHAT
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f1unofficial behind the scenes of something....
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user1 if you had told me last month that i would be eating up crumbs from a f1 gossip profile that has had that many problems its a known fact to avoid it i would not believe you oh my god
user2 no bc same i've hit rock bottom
user3 just tell us wtf is happening PLEASE
user4 im desperate i want to know anything pls
user5 u know ur desperate when you come here
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ynofficial
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ynofficial since im incapable of keeping a secret... and i lost a bet, here we are. so close to what coming out 13th of november!! also we go back on tour soooon cant wait to see you england <33
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user1 y/n releasing an f1 themed album on lando's birthday was not on my bingo card for this year
oscarpiastri hahahahaha
ynofficial you suck ass
user2 an f1 themed album???? YES PLEASEEE
user3 LANDO'S CAR BEING THE ONLY ONE ON THE COVER??? SOMEONE EXPLAIN RN
ynofficial oscar was a lazy ass and had a date w his girlfriend so only lando could make
oscarpiastri i believe what you mean to say is: "oscar had a meeting that he couldn't get out of so only lando could make the shoot"
user4 mclaren are real ones for agreeing to be on the cover
user5 its her brothers team ofc they agreed and plus shes extremely famous any of the teams would've agreed
user6 im an officially a lanyn shipper
user7 i saw this coming and yet im still shocked
user8 EXCUSE ME??? DROPPING IT ON LANDOS BIRTHDAY?!?!?!?!
user9 oh my god lanyn is setting sail
user10 THE NAMES OF THE SONGS IM OBSESSEDDDDD
user11 i cannot wait until she comes to london for the tourr
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landonorris i would make an excellent model
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user1 you would in fact make an excellent model
user2 wtf is happening in the house of commons rn
ynofficial u guys made me sick all afternoon
oscarpiastri how???
ynofficial the heart eyes were disgusting
user5 oscar and lando giving each other heart eyes confirmed
user3 yn drops an album announcement and then lando drops this im not okay anymore
user4 lanyn shippers where are youuu
charles_leclerc you need to upgrade your company maybe next time come to the better team
ynofficial i'll be seeing you soon charlie darling dont you worry
user5 screaming what is happening?!??!
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