#im not sick enough

[ednololas]

amo ficar sem comer, essa sensação de fraqueza faz eu me sentir limpa

[w4tchm4diss4p44r]

Finally Bought myself an Apple Watch .. 🍏⌚️

I’m working out as much as I can because this thing was fcking expensive lol. .

and maybe I won’t feel ashamed going to the gym one day 🥰🥲🙏🏽

[b00-nes]

The feeling of dizziness when starving is so comforting

[stannstar]

Kinda in the mood to get hospitalised, I low-key miss my fav ER nurse and ik she's on shift rn (I end up in the ER alotttt, so I remember the nurses sequels I'm not stalking the poor girl)

Also like I don't feel sick enough, I can't cut because I don't have a blade (old one broke ima get a new one tomorrow) I just wanna be validated? Like I don't feel sick enough at all. I keep looking at old sh pictures and wondering why I don't go that deep anymore. I just wanna be sick enough for people to care, even though I'm aware no one ever will. It's a horrible cycle that I can't break.

[failinghuman101]

wearing rings is so triggering like, my finger fat will ooze out of the metal. Everyone else is like 'oh this ring is too big for me' and put it on their thumb while im struggling to fit it onto my middle finger.

[health-diaries24]

My omads are usually around 500 c4ls and that's getting to be too much 😊

I'll just have a mocha instead lol and keep my day under 200

[failinghuman101]

oh dont worry about me, i'll won't be fine ever again, i hope. i desperately wish.

[strossixx]

tw ed and drugs lol

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i used to take adderall (mostly due to addiction, partially because of the weight loss aspect) fairly frequently and recently i got caught on benadryl so i’ve been put into forced recovery for pretty much everything. sh, my ed, and my drug addiction. so i’ve been gaining weight and i feel absolutely huge.

but i will get back on track. i will get the body i want.

i just need more self discipline, i need to be better at hiding my starvation.

i will get back on track.

[mintystea]

hey yeah sorry i cant go out tonight im rewatching leverage (2008-12) and leverage: redemption (2021-). yeah its time for me to indulge in the fantasy of karmic justice through heists and found family, unveiling greed and corruption of large corporations, and death to capitalism again. sorry about that.

[slutdge]

decriminalizing drugs and being opposed to forced rehab is important as a leftist but what a lot of leftists i meet seem to be unable to grasp is that you need to also be ok with people doing drugs for the rest of their lives. of course healing the environment that causes people to become addicts and making mental health services available and making drug use safer via needle exchanges is important, but you also need to know that even if all addicts are given all of those resources some of them will still continue to use drugs and you need to be ok with that. you need to view that as neutral. you cannot proclaim yourself a leftist while trying to dictate what people do with their own bodies even if you think you have good intentions or that its in the best interest of an addict. you need to accept this if you have truly destigmatized drug use in your mind like a lot of yall claim you have but dont actually reflect that in your words and actions when you call for forced rehab. help should always be available and encouraged, but the option to still use drugs despite that should be too. zero criticism will be considered on this post cause i know yall that disagree with this and merely cosplay as leftists online have never actually had an addiction or known someone with an addiction. have a nice day.

[ovegakart]

NONE OF THESE MFS CAN DRIVE

[w4tchm4diss4p44r]

After 30 hours Fast that’s what I’m getting 😅🙈

Half of the ingredients to eat them like solid food, the other half plus the whole banana mixed to a smoothie

It’s 1 cucumber, 1 grapefruit, 1 banana, half of a lemon, 1,1/2 cup water

279 kcal total

[superemeralds]

👏👏 this is what its like to be free.

[lucabyte]

Taking pride in One's own appearance.

[failinghuman101]

being in stem and also having a borderline ed thing is so funny because youre so used to having metric fucktons of numbers in your head all the time that the cal counting part, the optimizing part, the calculation is actually the most enjoyable part hahahahahahaha

[health-diaries24]

Yall know that saying that's like "drowning in 2 meters of water is the same as drowning in 20 meters of water" or something similar?

But do you still feel guilty when your whole group of people is drowning and you feel like you don't struggle enough to justify ACTUALLY struggling?