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twipsai · 7 months ago
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ive been wanting to do something like this for a while, so here we go
Silver's straightforward attitude and anxieties: a poorly formatted analysis
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Silver's anxiety is something i havent seen talked about a lot, and im really just barely going beneath the surface here -- i hope i did it justice in anyway sfdkSKHJFDSKFH i think about his obvious anxiety disorder a lot
transcript of all the text i added under the cut incase its hard to read for some ppl ^_^
image 1 (source: IDW #8): "isnt really used to banter, got worried he actually offended Sonic"
"he worries a lot about not being useful, because thats pretty much his entire purpose in life. if hes not doing something, he will find something to do (badly) or panic. he gets nervous at the slightest insinuation that he mightve messed up because the last thing he ever wants to do is get in anyones way."
"for how powerful he is and how much shit he talks, Silver doesnt really think very good about himself or his own worth."
image 2 (source: Sonic Universe #82): "its hard to say anything here that i havent already said, its just another example os Silver having issues with his self wroth, and also a lot of his motivation coming from protecting the people he loves (and, more generally, protecting the world), considering a page after this he gets up and completely wrecks the Second Devourer"
image 3 (source: IDW #8): "Silver will take pretty much anything literally. he lacks the social skills to identify when someones being serious bc he grew up completely alone"
image 4 (source: IDW #14): "he cant lie (is both bad at it, and it really just doesnt cross his mind to do so), but he can change the subject"
"he also really doesnt like it when people are worried about him -- almost every time people show concern for him, he tries (and fails) to lie or change the subject"
image 5 (source: IDW #14): "he didnt see anything suspicious about [Starline giving the "vault code"] because he doesnt usually assume people lie directly to him, its just not something that usually crosses his mind"
image 6 (source: IDW #60, TSR interview): "Silver's rudeness, his naivete, misunderstanding of jokes/quips/banter, inability to lie, it all stems from his straightforwardness. its simple, but but oftentimes effective (yes i chose a bad page to showcase when it works, ignore that)"
"Silver doesnt like to beat around the bush or show off too often. go in, defeat the bad guys, get out. it ties in with his anxiety of the future -- time is always of the essence"
"Q: What are some of your favorite items to use during the race?
Silver: [...]but the Jade Wisps' "Ghost" is the only one I like. I can disappear and focus on the race."
"it does make him forget to stratagize and cooperate with his friends sometimes, though, when his first instinct is "hit it until it stops moving""
image 7 (source: Sonic Rivals 2): "im not really going over his bluntness in this, but literally the entirety of Rivals 2 covers that. he doesnt think to hide what hes doing because he knows hes in the right, so he just expects everyone else to know that. he expects people to believe him just because hes telling the truth. he doesnt see why he would have a reason to lie, so he never thinks to justify his actions."
"a lot of this bluntness is also shown in IDW #64 -- Silver cant be stealthy and observe someone from afar to save his life when he knows hes right about them. he really takes no time to explain that Duo is Mimic before Whisper steps in and attacks Mimic, even though if he took the time to talk through what happened, he probably couldve convinced Lanolin of Duo's true nature"
image 8 (source: IDW annual 2022): "Silver has pretty much zero idea how to navigate the world outside of helping other people and saving the world. he is almost constantly in "survival mode" and doesnt know how to handle low-stakes"
"(he sometimes takes casual conversation too seriously because of this)"
"he is constantly worried about the future. to an almost unhealthy degree sometimes, its often all he thinks about. when he knows exactly what to do, he comes off as confident and powerful, but when he doesnt know what to do..."
"...he completely spirals. to him, an uncertain future is worse than a doomed one. not knowing how to fix things is one of the most terrifying thoughts to him."
"if Espio hadn't been here to calm him down, i think its super likely he'd have had an anxiety attack."
image 9 (source: Sonic Generations, IDW #64, Team Sonic Racing, Sonic Universe #79): "like, i truly cannot emphasize enough how he cannot relax. anything can be a threat, and if he doesnt see an immediate one, he will find something that is one. "
"he can rarely calm down, because every second hes in the past is another second he should be saving the future"
"i cant properly showcase it here, but if you run past him in Gens, he'll immediately be on-guard."
"he has to always be looking for the next world-destroying foe, it's pretty much his default setting."
"there are tons more examples of his overt anxiety, but these are some of the more prominant examples."
image 9 (source: Archie Sonic #235): "we even see in the traitor arc in archie how Silver is constantly paranoid. the idea never crosses his mind that there is no traitor, because something is always wrong. hes like a machine built to find a problem with no off switch"
"almost anything can set him off and make him untrusting of anyone, because thats the only way he knows how to live. anything can be a threat in his eyes, and when there is no threat, he will either find one or panic that he cant find one."
"because when you spend your entire life fighting,"
"how else are you supposed to live?"
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sweetkpopmusings · 5 months ago
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dokyeom best friend headcanons <3
a/n: back at it again (finally) with best friend seventeen !!! one day i will finish all of these hcs and the boyfriend ones too.....until that day, please enjoy hundreds of words that represent my love for sweet dokyeom!!! pics not mine~
content: fluff | wc: 0.9k | warnings: none! | pairing: bestfriend!dokyeom x gn!reader | requests:open
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dokyeom is sunshine personified which means he is literally the best friend anyone can ask for
like hello ??? a happiness virus by your side at all times ??? an angel being just a quick text or phone call away ??? a dream come true if you ask me 
he is a very sweet, casual best friend
he is so thoughtful, and he’s always checking up on you
but it’s not through grand gestures or cinematic speeches
he will text you during the day to see how you’re doing, remind you to drink water, or even ask about your chores (and if he can come over and “help” aka distract you lol)
dokyeom just cares so much about you :-( like you’re his BESTIE and he refuses to accept you having anything other than a perfect day every day
which means he is the absolute best source of comfort
he will always be a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear
and he comforts you in the ways that you respond to best
want advice? he’ll stay up for hours talking through all the possible solutions with you. want to vent? he will listen intently and validate every single feeling you have. want to forget about the world for a while? he’s taking you out to do your favorite activities or staying in with you and binging your favorite content to escape from the stresses of reality
dokyeom isn’t afraid to ask how he can support you best either like he’s always working to be the best friend he can be
and he is HONORED every time you support him
sweet baby actually cries whenever you’re there for him like he is so so grateful 
he can’t believe he’s lucky enough to have an amazing person like you as his closest friend
usually while you’re comforting him he’ll thank you profusely, cry, laugh at the fact he’s crying over how much he loves you YET again, and smile like everything is fixed
everything IS fixed when you’re by his side actually <333 dokyeom tells you this constantly and he means it.
okay back to him being literal sunshine because im getting emotional lolol
dokyeom laughs at EVERY. SINGLE. JOKE. YOU. MAKE.
like even if it's not that funny, he finds you trying to be funny so hilarious that he's giving you no less than a hearty chuckle for every joke or joke-adjacent thing you say
if you say something particularly funny, he is throwing himself onto the nearest surface (which could very well be you, if you're standing/sitting near each other) and cackling while smacking his hand down repeatedly because he just can't take The Comedy
deadass you're his favorite comedian 
and he LOVES to do bits with you!!!
y'all have a whole repertoire to pull out at any moment that calls for it or whenever you're in the mood
lowkey hoshi gets jealous but it’s fine because you and dokyeom let him in on the bits sometimes 
obviously he is THRILLED any time you laugh at one of his jokes
which is constantly because hello ?? he is a strange and silly boy like you are entertained 25/8
sometimes you two have to ditch your plans entirely because you get so caught up in joking around with each other you lose track of time
these are dokyeom’s favorite hangouts <33 he LOVES being in your own world together :,,,-)
lowkey he gets jealous if you spend a lot of time with any of his members
it’s not super serious, but he definitely pouts
that’s MY y/n !!! they’re MY best friend !!! not YOURS !!!
it’s so endearing because he’s like a little kid who doesn’t want his friend playing with anyone else on the playground
he becomes the most excited puppy when you pay attention to him again though
the members tease him for this behavior but he just reminds them they don’t get it because you’re not their best friend >:-)
talk about a hype man
dokyeom is 1384302094503% dedicated to making you feel confident
he thinks you are incredible inside and out and he will not accept it if you don’t agree
whether he needs to buy you an entirely new wardrobe or script a full presentation on why you are the best person ever, dokyeom is Locked In on the loving y/n agenda 
your reputation absolutely precedes you whenever you meet someone from dokyeom’s life
they know all about you and are immediately obsessed with you because of everything dokyeom has told them
dokyeom will be by your side, smiling brightly, relishing in how much they already love you
he’ll even suggest stories for you to tell when you’re having conversations in a group because he knows how to highlight your best moments
honestly he would totally have a stan account for you and make “y/n funniest moments” compilations and things of that nature
he’s your #1 fangirl and he takes that role VERY seriously
why ?? because one of the proudest achievements in dokyeom’s life is being your best friend :,-) <333333
UGH i love dokyeom so much he is the sweetest boy ever and i need to look at pictures of his beautiful smile and cry because i’m so grateful to be in the world at the same time as him <3333
dokyeom if you’re taking applications for additional friends please let me know i’m eager to take advantage of this exciting opportunity
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anonmousegosqueak · 1 month ago
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So, I was thinking about poly 141 complete (GhostSoapGazPriceNik)
So, maybe they go in Christmas leave at Johnny's house, and Johnny's parents are completly clueless about their relationship, both because John never addressed having a partner and because they are really casual aboit it (on base they kinda hide it, bot by hiding it for so long it became showing affections in small gestures that you have to look into to notice love between all of them).
The night comes down, the uncles, aunts, cousins and nieces go home, they remain in the Task Force and Johnny's parents and two of his sisters.
Johnny has to go to sleep in his old childhood room (tradition every time he goes on leave) and remain a guest room and the two small couches in the living room.
Maybe they don't fuck, but they defnitely cuddle, maybe one of them can't sleep and goes down in the kitchen and has a conversation with those that are in the living room or something like that. You choose who sleeps where ;)
AGHHHJ- FENNEC IM SORRY
So this was so scrumptious yummy texture thought that I wanted to make a whole fic, right? And I'm still gonna do that, no one can stop me. Problem is: I'm in waaaay over my head.
So yeah, this has been sitting in my ask box for too long 😔
I just wanted to say that I DIDN'T FORGET!
I'm just silly and struggling.
To tide me y'all over, I have some fun little sillys we came up with under the cut.
Ship name? Ghoappricenikroagaz. It's funny because pp.
Sleeping chart: Soap got his childhood bedroom, bottom bunk. They put Gaz in the top bunk, bro slept cuddled up to Soap every single night.
Ghost got the couch, Mama MacTavish apologized constantly about "making such a big lad sleep on the sofa" and such. Ghost didn't mind, Gaz thought it was hilarious.
Price and Nik got the spare room, mostly because they're the oldest. Soap jokes about being jealous, except he also totally sneaks in there one night. They wake up to a Sargent somehow on top of both of them, muttering in his sleep.
Roach comes in later (delayed flight/spent the first bit of break with his mom)
For being the "quiet" member, he won't. Shut. Up.
Everyone is dancing around the romantic aspect, he comes in with a kiss and an offer to suck dick.
He also starts to openly argue with the homophobic aunt. She's not homophobic out of hatred, she just doesn't think about it and keeps on talking about "when they get wives" she supports 'the gays' she just doesn't think about them. Roach reminds her in the most passive aggressive way possible*
*good for him! No notes, let him do whatever he wants.
Nik is out here, zoning the heck out while surrounded by a family all speaking literal Gaelic (yes I know most Scots speak English, I need this tho). 8 languages? Sure! *Scottish*?? Bro does not understand a bit of what they're saying.
Ghost has the easiest time with the language. As the resident Johnny Whisperer™, he can understand (mostly gathered from context clues) what the conversation is about
The sisters all have bets around what the heck is going on relationship-wise
At one point they literally gang up on Soap, cornering him like they're about to kill him.
You'll just have to wait and see how the conversation goes (⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧
Ghost is the favorite uncle, full stop.
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cy-cyborg · 1 year ago
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I'm getting a little tierd of the idea because amputees get more representation in media, it means rep for our disability is better and we "have enough"
People are right, we do have way more rep than really any other disability, im not going to deny that, and ive joked before about how often people write amputees without even realising it. So you would think, by sheer numbers, we should have at least some good representation, but by-and-large that is not the case. Legitimatly, the closest example I can think of to point to of good amputee rep is Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood and even that uses multiple tropes I hate (the miracle cure/quest for the miracle cure, the almost perfect prosthetic replacement/forgetting the chatacter is an amputee until it breaks or needs repairs, refusal to call prosthetics, "prosthetics" (automail), the amputee who can't do anything without a prosthetic) and they call Ed a slur for another disability (m*dget) CONSTANTLY. I love fmab deeply, it legitimatly helped me feel seen and represented as a childhood amputee in a way no other show has even come close to, and when it gets it right, it gets it really right, but it's also very far from great and should not be the best example I can think of. Especially nearly 15 years after it released...
A big part of the reason why I don't read many books anymore is because of the sheer amount of books with downright offensively bad amputee rep, some of which were touted as good by people with other disabilities and were recommended to me as good examples. others times, I wasn't even looking for books with amputee/disability rep, it just popped up. It has ruined one of my childhood hobbies for me. Ive tried to get back into reading again as an adult but it hasn't gotten better in that time i was away. I was kicked out of 3 different scifi writing groups on facebook and reddit for asking people to remember "cybernetic enhancement" users are amputees - a real group of people, and maybe debating weather or not we're less human isnt great, and for pointing out seeing those discussions every day was making me feel pretty unwelcome in that space (yes i know, "real" cyberpunk isnt trying to say that, i had to turn notifications off on my post about the topic, it doesnt change the fact that newer creators in the genre dont seem to get that bit, that ive seen cyberpunk writers in these spaces say that debating weather people who loose more parts of their body were less human was, in fact, their intent but they hadnt even considered the fact this made their chatacters amputees, it doesnt change the fact that these tropes, intentionally or not, help make those spaces hostile for disabled fans/creators, especially amputees).
But yeah, I should be thankful I get more rep than other disabilities, no matter the quality, right?
It doesn't just stop at being me being made uncomfortable, though. The sheer, overwhelming amount of amputee chatacters with "perfect prosthetics" has had a noticeable impact on how we are perceived irl. In my lifetime, the general idea people have about multi-limbed amputees in particular has gone from "literally the worst thing that can happen to a person and the worst disability to have" to "is it even a disability? The prosthetic fixes it". These are both wildly untrue and harmful ideas about my disability that were both perpetuated by media, but now that the second one is taking root, it's causing real problems. I have not been shy in talking about how I have to fight to maintain my NDIS funding every time I get something done with my prosthetics, and had to get my prosthetist to sign off, twice, that my fancy prosthetic knee that costs the same as a higher-end new car ($125,000 AUD) is not, in fact a cure and I still need help with other things. It took me nearly 2 years to get a new wheelchair because they didn't understand why I needed it if I had the prosthetics - which to be honest, is not comfortable for me to wear, let alone use all day every day. Guys this isn't just assholes on the street or on twitter saying dumb shit, it's the people in the government body who decide how much funding I get to help with my disability who beleive it. People who have very real control over my life. It's not entirely the media's fault, but when the sheer, overwhelming majority of representation for people like me confirms that belief, it's hard to ignore the possibility that these portrayals are contributing to it, you know?
Which makes it so frustrating when I come on here and see other disability writing advice blogs saying to not write amputees because they have so much representation already. We do, I can acknowledge that, but the vast, vast majority of it is shit, and no one, not even other disabled people, are listening to us about it. And what makes it even worse, is the people they're advising to not writing amputees are the creators who care enough to be doing the research. They're the ones willing to listen, to ask questions. They could be the start of the positive change. But instead they're advised to not even bother with us.
And don't get me wrong, other disabilities ARE under-represented. There are so many disabilities, including some I have myself, that I've never seen represented as anything other than the butt of a joke. There does need to be more reprentation of disabilities other than amputation and limb differences. 100%! but can you please talk about that without saying "amputees have enough"
This isn't even touching on how amputees/people with limb differences who dont/cant use prosthetics, or even folks who use prosthetics sometimes but not others, are almost never represented unless it's for pitty-porn, or how the non-fictional media's (news outlets, etc) portrayal of amputees in particular is used to justify hurting very real, very vunderable people but this rant is long enough and honestly, ive got enough thoughts to make whole other posts on those subjects. That second one in particular deserves its own (more thought-out) spotlight and shouldn't be a footnote in a frustrated rant post lol.
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velvetvexations · 5 months ago
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Hi, I’m the anon who sent that ask about my girlfriend saying something to me about culturally appropriating transfems for wanting to wear a strap while receiving anal. I saw velvet nations response to that so I wanted to clear a few things up I guess. She took back what she said after I mentioned gay men and made a joke about forgetting that men exist which still kinda felt uncomfortable? Im not a trans man (I am transmasc +genderfluid) but that comment still made feel weird considering she kind of regards me as a man sometimes, and were poly and shes literally also dating a cis man lol.
This isnt the first time shes said something that felt kind of… “trf-y” i guess? I always am able to basically redirect her and educate her especially if shes being ignorant about other trans experiences but she is an ex-conservative white woman and… it sometimes shows. Its a work in progress and I have educated her about a lot of things throughout our relationship and I appreciate how willing she is to learn and grow but it definitely does hurt when she throws a curveball like that at me. This specific instance was about a gender affirming type of sex that *I wanted to have* so it was especially hurtful :/ and like I expressed in my original ask I was literally stunned into silence and could only stutter “but gay men..” so like. Def wouldve had a talk about it if it hadnt caught me so off guard while I was trying to prepare myself to have sex lol. That plus the fact that bottoming is especially vulnerable for me so when she said that it struck a very sensitive chord.
I appreciate that the comments were worried for me and I did want everyone to know that I usually dont let stuff like that slide and she does have a good heart but Im afraid she can be misguided sometimes… its one of the reasons I feel so stressed about the rise of anti trans masculinity in transfem circles because I swear I can tell that shit is rubbing off on my girlfriend(s) (im poly and i have two trans gfs and the other one posted a joke about “theyfabs” yesterday so like…. Yeah) I have seen both of my gfs come across some wild trf-y shit that was basically demonizing transmascs or making fun of theyfabs and Ive talked to both of them about it and they both agree that its kinda weird but both of them constantly drop bombs like that on me!! So i dont really know what to do besides keep talking to them about the shit that makes me uncomfortable and hoping for the best. Thank you velvet for letting me rant and thank you velvet nation for being concerned about me.
anon for realsies that is a seriously concerning pattern of behavior
I'm not gonna tell you who to love and you're the arbiter of if a relationship is in your view workable but that pattern is something that has to Stop for your sake
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unknownmads · 1 month ago
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I feel like weird girl y/n would meet Atsumu the same way I met my ex. HEAR ME OUT.
First day of third year and you walk into English class you try to pick a seat separate from the majority of the class, keeping to yourself. As the teacher starts to go over the syllabus there’s a group of obnoxious boys just two seats behind you two buddies on each side and the obvious leader in the middle. He even LOOKS obnoxious. Just from this moment you know you don’t like this mf.
On the third day of school you sit down in your now claimed seat and pull out a pack of gum grabbing a stick for yourself. Just as your about to put the pack away the boy from the back of the class asks you for a piece while on his way to his seat. You give him one with a small smile then go on to put it away only to notice he’s now sitting directly behind you. You brush it off as nothing as people chat waiting for class to start he taps your should and smiles brightly introducing himself to you. And now in this moment you suddenly forget how obnoxious you once found him on two days ago.
“Hey im Atsumu, what’s your name I haven’t seen ya ‘round”
“Oh.. I’m y/n. And I’m new that’s why.”
“Oh well I like your uh.. makeup. And hair.”
You thanked him as you turned back to face the front not thinking much about it until midway through class he’s tapping your shoulder again asking for a pencil, then asking if you have extra paper he could use. As the teacher mentions talking in pairs he immediately starts talking to you before you could even turn to face him fully. You chat with one another as you try to keep him on topic while he throws in jokes or comments. Class ends and you move on with your day and with each new class he continues to sit behind you asking for help, teasing your writing, comparing grades, or making jokes to see if he can make you laugh when your trying to focus.
As time goes on you start to hang out around school people tell you how they’ve never seen him like this with someone. Strangers know you as his girl while you try to explain you two aren’t together he just goes along with what they say. Eventually he asks for your number, starts to drive you home saying “it’s on the way”, even insisting you guys have to match for twin day during spirit week (he literally has a twin but okay girl 😥)
You and him hang out almost constantly now it’s rare to see one without the other, walking to class together, having lunch together, going home together, when you two were separate people would always ask where’s the other. It was a surprised you two weren’t dating or at least you insisted you guys weren’t Atsumu didn’t care much what people assumed.
— — • — — ^_^
That was my yearly post yall you won’t be hearing from me again for another forever thank you for reading this was just ok my mind and I had to get it out IMMEDIATELY.
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multi-fandom-lunatic · 26 days ago
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If every main kotlc character and their fanon personality counterparts are drowning and you could only save one from each character (their canon or fanon counterpart) would there be any canonic characters saved
Idk im bored (this sentence is very telling so I shouldn’t even bother with anon but it gives me a false sense of security)
I LOVE THIS QUESTION... also i have an inkling on who its from
sophie: canon. her fanon personality is pulled to both extremes. either she's FAR more independant than portrayed in books or shes FAR more into the romance side of things (no shame there, just not my cup of tea). i dont love canon her, but it beats the fanon
keefe: FANON. its actually a crime that keefe isnt a cringefail-loser-finger-gunning-at-everyone-frog-themed-everything bisexual. just take a look at that mf. aint NO way that fucker doesn't kiss boys (the boys being fitz and tam-_
fitz: fanon. the canon him was SO massacred. it couldve been a chance to show a character with anger issues who isn't a dickhead (not that canon fitz has anger issues...but it would be cool to see a version of fitz that does). although, the fanon version of him outside of tumblr is pretty fucked...read a fic back in good ol' 2022 where he was physically abusive to sophie (i-)
dex: fanon. canon dex isn't explored that much at all. i know he's seen as overrated in the fandom but in canon he's underated, not just because of lack of page time but also lack of development imo. dont get me wrong there IS development but its kind subpar in comparison to other characters. also fanon dex includes the dex who's hopelessly in love with fitz.so.
biana: canon. hard choice because i dislike both. canon biana's character gets explored kinda in nightfall. do i love her personality? no. do i think shes a needed main character? no. do i like that shes there anyway? meh. dont think it'd make much of a difference. fanon biana's personality is often just "the best friend" in fics where she isnt centred lol. its like shes the face kotlc feminism but is also irrelevant.
marella: fanon. ANY DAY fanon her wins. canon her was a highkey bitch to sophie. "you aren't including me in your top secret plans" like girl please why do you want to be put in danger. also, like, the other characters whom she claimed ostracised her werent involved by sophie but rather were involved through their own actions or just being in the wrong place wrong time. canon marella is CONSTANTLY testing to sophie and it weirds me out. fanon her is fun, though sometimes reduced to simply snarky. still, i prefer it.
tam: canon. the fanon version of him is just "emo/dark/sad" without much else. like cmon tam DOES make jokes, he smiles, he laughs, he's capable of happiness (without a love interest MAKING him happy!) which a lot of ppl even on here forget lol. im not even particularly a tam fan but it needs to be said.
linh: canon. similar thing happens to linh and tam. linh gets reduced to "happy/sweet" in almost a complacent way that feels weirdly racist? like its furthering certain stereotypes? people called linh's actions in stellarlune ooc but i never felt that? she's always been headstrong (literally her whole BACKSTORY is her being headstrong) so to reduce her character to simply "nice/agreeing" is very...icky. it also reeks a tad of sexism too lol.
i dont really consider maruca, wylie or stina or anyone else main characters so this is the end of the list for me. thanks for the ask anon (ahem ahem @shadowofcrimsonmist) i had fun with this one lol/
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ros-is-thinking · 2 months ago
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Are there any leftover headcanons for Gyeong-su, pretty please 🙏😞
as it was with the nam-gyu hcs i will make an ATTEMPT… but unfortunately i am not a diehard gyeong-su fan so i apologize if its ooc ☹️
GYEONG-SU TK HEADCANONS *-*
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// cw: light implications of min-su x gyeong-su. i’m not sorry
💫📸☎️🍥🩹
- silly boy. sweet boy. he’s so stupid (/endearing) and i love him.
- he deserved more screen time fr (even though on my first watch i had no idea who he was)
- most definitely a lee, im actually so sorry i just CANT see gyeong-su as a ler except in uncommon scenarios
- ^ roughly 90% lee, 10% ler, id say
LEE
- *in thanos’s voice* GYEONG-SSUUUU
- my baby boy would be THE lee ever
- unbelievably ticklish and unbelievably giggly
- definitely has such a silly laugh, so much so that when he gets tickled, he’s often asked if he’s exaggerating it LOL
- ^ a lot of ‘WAAAHHAHAA’, ‘GEEHEHE’, and don’t forget the occasional snort
- i think he’d have really ticklish armpits and feet, probably his worst spots
- sometimes tries to run away from his ler. it never works because in some way or another, he ends up tripping on something lmfaaooo
- ^ usually on literally nothing, because he wants to trip on purpose— i mean what. cough cough
- gyeong-su is very much an enjoyer of being tickled. he can’t decide if he hates that or not
- not really violent as compared to, say, nam-gyu and thanos, but he’s 100% a squirmer. lots of kicking legs
- ^ also, he more so defends his body instead of trying to fight back per se (i.e hugging himself to prevent his ler from accessing more spots)
- turns into a puddle at any and all soft tickles… a very giggly puddle
- thanos and min-su are his main lers
- ^ as stated in my other post, nam-gyu doesn’t really. like. engage with tickling outside of thanos
- ^^ and se-mi doesn’t really tickle anybody except for min-su
- sometimes he can get sooo nervous but tickling calms him down and never fails to make him smile like an idiot afterward, even after its finished
- can act wildly different for different people whilst getting tickled
- ^ for thanos, he’s more flustered/shy since gyeong-su is the biggest fan of him; for min-su he kinda thinks he’s cute, and like min-su is always so happy to see HIM happy, so gyeong-su lets min-su tickle him (secretly, obviously); and in the very rare scenario of se-mi/nam-gyu poking at him, he’s always so caught off guard because. cmon. it’s se-mi/nam-gyu
- his legs are too ticklish for his own good, especially his knees/calves
- i also hc that gyeong-su likes to sleep in a lot, so a surefire way to wake him up is to just tickle him, specifically for his worst spots and he will instantly SNAP awake like “OKAHAHAY IM AWAKE WAHAHA”
- his laughter can get so high-pitched, and that can be seen if his neck is tickled… he will scrunch up like a turtle, no joke
- PLEASE tickle him. this boy needs the attention AND the comfort…..
LER
- eeehehe. the most mischievous silliest ler ever
- is genuinely such a ball of joy. ALWAYS laughs along with his lee and, if they’re close with him, he might coo over their laugh/reactions
- sometimes helps thanos and nam-gyu (usually just thanos) in their tickling endeavours
- always has such the biggest grin on his face whenever he gets someone
- ^ he mainly enjoys being on the opposite side of it, but how could he NOT smile, having someone giggling so hysterically, JUST because of his little wiggling fingers?
- absolutely a yapper, he loves to comment on his lees
- definitely uses shit like baby talk, and not to mock his lees, he just actually thinks they’re cute
- ^ ESPECIALLY MIN-SU.
- on the topic of min-su… gyeong-su is constantly attacking him whenever he can
- ^ its NEVER rough or aggressive, often just little tickles so min-su would smile :) (we all know he needs it)
- once, he made an attempt at tickling thanos, but chickened out midway because he was too scared to even TRY tickling his idol LOLL
- with nam-gyu, gyeong-su is kinda intimidated by him so he usually just stays away, however there is the occasional jab. VERY occasional though
- for se-mi, he’s also somewhat intimidated… made a tiny attempt once, but fortunately did not meet the same fate of nam-gyu and thanos (getting kicked in the balls), and was just slapped in the face instead
- ^ gyeong-su literally responded with “yyyyyyyeah that’s fair idk why i did that. ……….ok bye” and then scurried off, probably to meet up with thanos or something
- ^^ min-su did vouch for gyeong-su though, so even though gyeong-su didn’t actually launch an attack on se-mi, if he were to poke a little at her, she wouldn't blow up in his face anymore. probably. cough cough
- in general, mans is just the silly ever and likes to see people happy. probably the most merciful ler for team thanos, aside from min-su obviously
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WOOOOH i’ve gotten 3 out of 5 team thanos tk headcanons done!!!!! yipppeeeee!!!!! (and this also marks my 3rd ever tk post wowieie) ALSO asker/requester, sorry for keeping this ask in my ask box for a couple weeks i absoulutely did NOT mean to do that, but i unfortunately have a life outside of tumblr and have been SWAMPED as of late… BUUUT i’m on break though so i (hopefully) will be able to post some more!!! however im not gonna pressure myself to do anything because thats how i like to run my blog lol
making this was kinda strange for me tbh? like not in a bad way, but i totally thought this was much shorter than my other hcs but i checked the word count and its actually longer?? weird shifhsfjhfd anywayyyy tysm for the ask, stranger, and i hope you like these silly hcs i came up with
(also sorry for the low quality gifs there were barely ANY gyeong-su gifs i could find sigggh)
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stazsi · 1 year ago
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chris sturniolo as ur bf!!
warnings: uh literal pure fluff bc i aint freaky like that, boyfriend!chris
mynotes&lt;3: this is the first time im doing ANYTHING simular to this lmao but js tell me if u want a p2
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love languages: DEFO 100% physical touch!? words of affirmation
physical touch!!: any chance he gets hes close to u or touching u like his hands are always on ur shoulders or on ur back and sometimes round ur waist even when ur sitting down he's finding a way to stay connected to you and remind you he's there. so basically clingy asff :)
words of affirmation!!: he definitely would always comment on why he loves you and talk about how beautiful u are! he will defo constantly compliment you and make every conversation directed to memories with you or just you in general ( also obvs say i love you 3728 times a day )
teasing: he would constantly play-fight with you and joke about things that annoy you but never make anything superrr serious
like if something embarrassing happened he'd mention it and you'd laugh about it to make it a good memory
he would tickle you and stuff for ur laugh
he would pretend theres something on your shirt or thats theres a spider or bug and laugh when u freak out
gifts??:constantly buying your favourite things and justy keeping it in his house even if he doesn’t like the foods you eat i bet hed keep them in his house just for you.
"i thought you didnt like these?" "i dont, they’re for you"
"can i have these?" "they were for you anyways"
hanging out: he's a group kind of guy so hell make sure you like his friends so you can all hang out tg and i feel like you two are ALWAYS together just with different groups of people.
if you didnt like one of his friends hed be stuck lmao most probably would choose u
bad moods: if your pissed at him or having a bad day he will immediatly run to jokes and even search them up on his phone to tell you them all and he will laugh the most.
corny jokes 24/7
stare at you after the joke to see your reaction
pet names: he would have 36000 pet names for yopu and forget every single one so he makes up a new one
if you fall alot that day or sneezed alot something hed makeup a pet name for it (sneezy lmfaoo)
staying in: once in a while youd go out since thats what you wanted but he'll ALWAYS prefer staying in
(ordering in bc he cant cook help)
uhh yeah thats all <33
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lover-of-mine · 9 months ago
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hello gurl gg here
not only for gossip but for my opinion too
so i read what some anon wrote too and i have a different opinion i really think this reel was shared on purpose with a motif and i also think that they wanted him to see it
i love that some of you think about kenny, ostark and rg how this mature people when they are literally children; did you forget how ostark acted on twt, how he behaved when buck was with taylor, did you forget how he acted after 7x04 towards bt and his fans? did you forget how he was so pissed by rg that he had to put a fucking mask everytime he took a pic with him so he didn’t have to fake smile and also how he never touched him? kenny is maybe the most rascal and little demon of all them because he purposely made joke and reel in front of him and excluding him and then we have ryan who already was in pr jail who “live” constantly with them so i think he acted with a meaning and the meaning was making a statement
we joke saying how they have a burner but i think that they plenty know what that side think about them but mostly ryan how he is a dead beat transphobic father who isn’t loved by his child and should *** so i can understand why this is a petty act and not some accidental thing he did
also people tend to forget how kenny watched the cameo where lou dismisses tommy behavior so i think that they aren’t very happy with im not saying they hate him but they aren’t even ok with him
now gossip
this is the first time i miss the moment something hit them because i was at work so i had to close myself into the restroom and try to gather all info
it is a mess because while people like alyssa are straight ignoring what rg shared by trying to convince other bt how that hangar is tommy’s other ones like mark keep spreading the agenda that rg is a bad bad bad bad person and should *** while keep saying how lou is in season 8 even if people are dragging him for lying
also they are pissed at lou so fucking pissed because he is remaining silent while ostark and rg are dragging him down how dare him to not say anything while they are joking on him and the ship?????
also they are trying to keep contacting tim using the ones bt who are friends with him on fb but he left them on read for real like he read the message but he didn’t answer which is a new behavior for him since the answer to every one
maybe he understood what he did wrong in the first place
Hi love 🩷
I do agree what's happening is on purpose. I don't know how much they know, or how they feel about Lou, but between the reel that got deleted, Oliver's blocking spree, and this reel, yeah, they're making a statement, there's no denying that anymore. I am extremely curious about what they filmed this week, because something triggered this behavior for sure. They are fueling the fire. And they are making quite clear which side they're on.
I did notice it seems to be "everything is fine, that doesn't matter" or "Ryan is the root of all that's evil" and no in-between. And obviously they are one step away from turning on Lou, because why wouldn't they, right? I can't believe they are actually still trying to talk to Tim after that interview, like seriously, how dense can you be to still do it after he went on record talking poorly about fans dming him? And the fact that he's leaving them on read is HYSTERICAL. This is like watching a train wreck but the train is crashing because it feels like it over and over.
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pretty-princess-jeremy · 1 year ago
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"Technically speaking, i have no canon lines, so im breaking the fourth wall for this intro post."
(Ooc under cut)
Hi guys. How you doing. please keep in mind that I constantly forget that this exists, and might not get to asks right away.
I use he/any pronouns! :D
My one rule:
NO NSFW
Unless it's a joke. I am a minor and aroace, so serious nsfw asks will be ignored and deleted.
DNI list:
Bigots (this includes racists, trans/homophobes, ableists, etc.)
Pedos
Perfectly normal and sane anon /j
Other basic DNI
Jeremy uses he/any here!
this blog is connected to @certified-trinket s regretevator ask blogs, and my own ( @etto427 ) (we literally barely interact but whk cares??)
I try to keep this blog canon, however Jeremy doesnt have a very canon personality other than evil cube, so bare with me here..
Him and Unpleasant are exes in my au!! I dont really ship them, so i thought this'd be funny. Also i did use to make jeremy hate unpleasant, but now he just. Doesnt really care? Idk :3
Spooky from @askspookyandgooberxd is Jeremys adopted shit child. Not sure if this is staying canon? I haven't interacted with them recently, sadly enough </3 :(
Jeremy is German here, yes i am projecting leave me alone /silly
Thats all.. have at it :3
kinda outdated btw! might redo this
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nyan-tame · 5 months ago
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WAKE UP ITS 4 AM IT'S TIME 4 II ACT 3 THEORIES
AND HEADCANONS (with angst)
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Im 100% willing 2 bet that these will NOT b real take these theories, predictions, and headcanons with a grain of salt 😭😭😭
ANYWAY
TRIGGER WARNING 4 MENTION OF EATING DISORDERS AND GENDER DYSPHORIA
(ITS ALL IN THE PARAGRAPHS ABT MEPHONE BTW SO U CAN SKIP THAT BUT THERES STILL ANGST)
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mephone will join the shimmers/mephone was masking their shimmer half for years
The shimmers will continue 2 search 4 their lost young and realize that mephone is the 2nd lost shimmer (as revealed last episode) upon realizing this they will get emotional and also apologize 4 what he's been through (even if it's not actually their fault they just really feel bad 4 their child) and take them in to give them the childhood they deserved. This theory ties in with some headcanons i also have.... So cobs says in a flashback (episode 13, i think) that he has no need 2 eat cause he's a machine, right? Well, not exactly, just something along those lines. That's not the case. They're half organic because they are half shimmer. They actually do need 2 eat, but cobs has literally been starving them constantly, thinking that being mostly machine means they'll never be hungry. This is part of the reason mephone thinks they're a "fat slob" and even jokes abt it 2 himself around others but thats just not the case, they quite literally are just fucking hungry. Yes, i think mephone might have an eating disorder. Speaking of shimmers, you know how the other baby shimmer, the green one, was nonbinary implying that the shimmers are a naturally genderless species? I think mephone may also be nonbinary. My evidence? Paintbrush. I think Paintbrush was made as genderless the way they were in season one because cobs thought mephone being nonbinary was like stupid and wrong or something. Mephone projects their grief into humor as their main coping mechanism. Thus, Paintbrush's gender was seen as nothing but a joke 4 a really long time similarly 2 how tissues suffering all the time is seen as a joke and gets no help by his peers which may represent how mephone never got help woth anything even when they really needed it. Paintbrush eventually coming out made mephone feel much safer, something they dont usually feel.. but not safe enough.
The contestants who died by mephone x will get recovered but they won't be completely intact
I highly doubt that everyone is going 2 die permanently. That is not in the nature of inanimate insanity. However, the show LOVESSS 2 make its fandom miserable, so these fellas will not get removed from melife without consequences. The Xed contestants may experience memory problems or will go into a full reset. To make things sadder, I feel like their brains would subconsciously remember the people they had good relationships with even though they themselves don't actually know they've met before. In other words, if anyone sees anyone they had good relations with in a past life, they will subconsciously feel comforted by their presence. Though if these fella do have all their memories intact someone like lightbulb or cheesy will trick a buddy of their into thinking they forgot everything 2 make their friends panic a little just 2 go finger guns at them like "haha got ya" making the audience freak out 4 a moment 2. Who knows, maybe our cast brought someone back wrong, and they did forget everything...
Cobs will DEFINITELY DIE
A while ago on youtube, i think either Brian or Justin made a community tab poll on how many characters would die, 2 being the most popular vote. Literally Mephone wont have a happy ending if that mother fucker doesn't die. I also think the shimmers might kill him last second. But wait! There's another character who is supposed 2 die! I think that's bow, "but Nyan bow is already dead!!" Is what u might b thinking.. and ur PROBABLY RIGHT!!! i accidentally got spoilers 4 only ONE of the permanent deaths (DONT WORRY, NO SPOILERS, YOU JUST GET A LITTLE NUDGE, THE DEATH SPOILER WAS A CONTESTANT) If im still dead set on the fact that cobs will die, it can't be 2 contestants.. at least in my head. Bow, being a ghost and already dead, knows what it's like being dead and won't mind sacrificing herself 4 her friends. Now she can go on 2 the next stage of her afterlife!
ANYWAYSSS THATS ALL BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!!!
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I’ve just read a random Elucien post about the next book and Gwynriel here. Nothing against the author, it was interesting to see a different perspective. I liked her post and the clear writing. We agreed that the next book is Elain’s and that Elain/Lucien are not the most important characters of the continuing series (Feysand hello)
What was hilarious is how even the GA/EL shipper couldn’t brainstorm the plot or a book for Gwynriel 😂 It was theorized that the spinoffs are about sisters (+ Feyre’s early books), that Valkyries will protect the portals and some plot about time travel (I didn’t get it, what time travel??), and eventually the ACOTAR series will lead to a crossover. The author mentioned that maybe Gwyn and Azriel will have their TRIOLOGY GIRL, which will eventually usher everyone to join in the ultimate battle
No longer the — no one cares to read about Illyria for the second time, I thought we wanted to get out of the NC 🫡 — Illyrian plot. I don’t get how Gwyn with zero powers or anything unique (literally there’s another ginger singing Valkyries priestess who Azriel trained) will lead books, but I didn’t get the time travel subplot either. ALSO forget that Prison chose Bryce, forget that Elain is associated with life, forget that Bryce has more connection to the land and starsword of her ancestors — it will be Azriel and Gwyn to rule with their Truth-Teller + Starsword connection not the Bryceriel plot but with Gwyn.
Gwyn wields Bryce’s sword; Gwyn rules Bryce’s land; Gwyn is Starborn because Bryce is the only Starbirn with all powers; Gwyn is the Feyre/Aelin/Bryce of the new triology 🥹
I will never understand eluciens thinking the next book is elains. Im sorry because how are you genuinely thinking that after everything Az was included in….Lucien will get a pov before him? 😭 but anyways,
Many have tried anon, they haven’t been successful in coming up with a gwynriel plot. Vaguely all I know is: Az and Gwyn for some reason will go to Illyria to sort it out and where Az can make up with them because how dare he dislike his own people who have constantly mocked him? And ofc Emerie is tagging along because…well gwynriels have to include her in this subplot to prevent it from becoming problematic and then Netaa comes in and her, gwyn and az go to the prison and revive it and then Nesta becomes HL in a gwynriel book because…why would Mass make her a Hl in her own book…that doesn’t make sense. And Gwyn will wield Gwydion because y’know. GWYn and GWYdion - Can we take a moment and appreciate how complex and thought out that connection is. And I think there’s an autumn plot thrown in there? Not to sure and All I know the book ends w Gwyn riding on a pegasus with ribbons attached as Az looks on and is like “yh! Thats my mate!” - what a story.
why…why are we time travelling. What is the reason and how are we getting there? What portals? And why the valkryies? Arent they a FIGHTING unit? Shouldn’t they be practicing how to fight? But we already have a crossover and the next book is during and after it, do they want another crossover? And why on earth would we get another one? With which universe? How does this move the overall plot forward because it just all seems so random.
nah…tell me you’re joking. They want an entire…TRIOLOGY for Gwynriel? My god the ego & audacity of gwynriels are so strong. And the delusion is rlly something, gwynriel are not feysand. Mass is not writing 3 novels on Gwynriel. She isn’t trying to ruin her career.
all im taking fron this is 1) most gwynriels are high on their own headcanons and 2) they just basically steal everyone else’s plot because how on earth does a crackship lile brycerial have more of a solid plotline then Gwynriel - im sorry thats just downright embarrassing. Gwynriels have rlly just taken a little bit of everything from each ships’ theorised plot especially elriels.
They now that gwyn isn’t significant especially when compared to THE archeron sisters hence why Nesta always plays a big role in their theorised book.
Omg. You’re so right anon. A side character we JUST met is definitely the centre fmc of all 3 massiverses, Gwyn the great who will lead those that join her into an insufferable triology all about god knows what becomes Mass certainly doesnt know - she’s out here writing an elriel book. Filled with a sane, tangible plot.
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sunshinereddie · 2 years ago
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this is an idea i have not been able to stop thinking about literally since the moment i saw @noodles-and-tea’s basketball player eddie art (here and here) SO
imagining that eddie joins the basketball team in high school, and obviously he's the shortest. so in terms of height, he has quite the big disadvantage there, BUT he does have one advantage over everyone else on his team and pretty much every other team that they play... which is that eddie is always the most batshit insane player on the court. so sure, maybe he's not the tallest, but he IS the fastest and he WILL knock into the other team's players and he is not afraid of getting a foul and he WILL get into fights if someone he hears someone talking shit about of if someone hurts his teammates. on top of all of that, he had great aim and all his adrenaline from being in a game gives him enough strength to be able to make some really good shots- despite only being half the size as some of the other players he comes up against.
because of this, "that kaspbrak player from derry high" gets a bit of a reputation. it becomes known among the other high schools to watch out for kaspbrak, number 8- teams listen to stories about him and prepare their strategies in order to work around the "craziest player in the league".
one piece of information that is usually lost or forgotten about or purposefully left out in this reputation, though, is eddie's height. which leaves other players pretty surprised when they get to derry high for game day, immediately start scanning the home team for this infamous "kaspbrak" guy...... and they can't believe their eyes when they see that the guy wearing the number 8 jersey, the one they've all been warned about..... is 5'4.
and im also thinking that this can go 2 different ways for a reddie hc..... first, richie is either also on the derry basketball team or he's just eddie's friend and a supporter on the sidelines, and he LOVES to sit back and listen to the other team whisper and laugh about eddie's height, about how people must have been exaggerating when they were talking about how great of a player this kaspbrak guy is. richie is very entertained by all of this, because he knows that they're all gonna eat their words the minute the game starts and they see that eddie does, in fact, live up to his reputation as being the most insane player in their high school basketball league. in this case, richie has promised the team that he will keep his mouth shut before the games (richie used to get into fights with the other teams when he overheard them making fun of eddie, because how dare they) so that derry always has the element of surprise with eddie, but once the game starts and eddie easily scores their first point and absolutely shocks the other team, richie can't shut up. he is constantly hyping eddie up and shoving it in the other team's faces (and maybe gets told off once or twice by the referee for his bad language) and he will not let them forget that eddie kaspbrak, the 5'4 runt they were making fun of, is now absolutely kicking their asses.
BUTTTT,,, ON THE OTHER HAND........ where RICHIE is the one on the other team, and its HIM who laughs and jokes with his teammates about this "infamous eddie kaspbrak being shorter than my 10 year old cousin", who assumes that everyone who was spreading these rumours about kaspbrak were just trying to mess with them. but then, RICHIE is the one who immediately gets knocked on his ass by eddie seconds after the game starts, who is frozen on the ground as he watches eddie speed down the court faster than anyone richie's ever seen before, as eddie knocks his way through their tallest and strongest players and scores a point. and eddie is the one who goes and walks past richie, with a grin on his face, satisfied that he had humbled yet another asshole who judged him for his height. but richie isn't embarrassed about it, oh no- he's interested. and now, he's determined to win against kaspbrak. RIVALS TO LOVERS!!!!!!!!!!
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yb-cringe · 1 year ago
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im not a qsmper but i AM incredibly nosy and a jaiden of the animation variety fan. what is familioier, why is jaiden specifically being excluded, and WHAT suicide jokes are being made????
KFAKMD ok. lets take this step by step
1) familoier is the qsmp ‘family’ of roier bobby and jaiden. thats what it was originally (bobby is an egg child given to roier and jaiden its a long story)
this later came to involve cellbit as roier and cellbit got married (WAHOO) and before that vegetta as roiers dad and foolish as his? stepdad and leo as his sister.
2) its just misogyny. thats why shes excluded. like no one would ever admit that because they dont want to but to them ever since guapduo got married jaiden has been Nothing but Fun Side Character haha and not a major part of roiers life. not the literal mother of his child.
and also his best friend who was there for him for a major part of his life (post spreen betrayal- lile right off the cuff of that is when jaiden meets him). shes an extremely fuckin important person and CELLBIT makes a huge fucking point of this even
however literally like ever since the marriage happened people have been really quick to discount jaidens character entirely and exclude her from any discussions around familoier.
and at first the assumption is WELL what if its just bc shes not there a ton? interacting with them? and yet id say she interacted with roier more than vegetta and foolish yet somehow theyre always getting included in these aus and fics and art pieces because god forbid we forget the two extra men in this photo of an all male family, one of which hasnt been on in months
3) fjsjfn the suicide joke part is just to imply ‘if you keep doing x then im gonna kill myself’ was originally whag i was gonna say. but its like. ironic ‘no i onow thats bad so im gonna say something else to be less toxic’
anyway this was a huge EXTREMELY MESSY rant. tl;dr im just frustrated by people consistently ignoring jaidens involvement in roiers life and constantly backseating her for the more ‘interesting’ romance plot. like its just the quickest way to tell me you dont give a shit about aroace people, strong platonic relationships, or women just. at all.
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impostorsshow · 8 months ago
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Having your 18th birthday is weird
Especially when your too mentally ill to do most of the stuff society is supposed to congratulate you on. Im a hermit aroace guy who stays in his room all day due to unexplained fatigue and sleeps for 16 hours, I'm genuinely afraid of cars and I don't have the social skills required for an entrance level job.
And worst of all I have blue hair and pronouns. What has the world come to, honestly /j
Overall, between being trans and not living up to my prior expectations, it makes having "your most important" birthday very weird, and so, so stressful, and I've been filled with dread for the past month. But I'm still here. I never thought I would see my 14th birthday, let alone become a legal adult for fucks sake. Societies standards are weird, and stressful, and cruel, so Fuck that. I don't care what the world thinks, I'm fucking staying here until I'm 90 and can't remember what a "Snapchat" is and nobody can stop me.
If anyone read this far and is also stressed out as fuck about their birthday, fuck that. I've realized the only god damn thing that matters is if you still have a path forward. Tell everyone who says otherwise to piss off because the world is unfair but your still doin shit despite all the dice being rigged against you.
Also little me was such a cutie and I view her as a completely different entity from me [which is an entirely different post to make since that's not related to me being trans but rather my piss poor memory] so I find it really funny that she wanted glasses, and while I did get glasses in middle school, I still forget to draw the fact I have glasses constantly and it's never been a big part of my persona. speaking of which, my persona actually is literally just my daily outfit in middle school, being faded blue loafers, black bell bottoms that were ripped to hell at the bottom, and a galaxy hoodie I ordered off of Amazon to match a backpack. The only thing that's ever changed about my persona is that instead of a rapunzel-ass ponytail, I chopped it to match my ideal hairstyle now. Also the outfit pictures up there, the shirt is that "what do you call cheese that isn't yours" joke, and the punchline is under the cheese in the bottom right of the shirt. I also wore that pair of neon piss pants it was my favorite outfit im so serious.
Tldr; happy 18th birthday to me, happy birthday to the girl that never had a damn chance to see their 18th birthday, and most importantly of all, happy birthday to SANS UNDERTALE EVERYONE WOOOOOO
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