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Looking for some new horizons DA to visit! Ideally nature or country themed or like run down/overgrown town
#i need inspo#bonus points if they have 2 south facing river exits#at a loss about how to terraform my island#im not feelin it right now
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I truly hope Daniel continues being as insufferable as possible he deserves it. Armand turned him like "hah! now you're trapped here with me!" and Daniel truly has "no, you're trapped in here with me" energy and it's truly adding the deranged delicious spice that makes the Devil's Minion element so excellent tbh
#iwtv#iwtv s2#devil's minion#daniel molloy#the vampire armand#HOW ABOUT THAT SEASON FINALE YALL#HOW WE FEELIN BECAUSE IM ON CLOUD FUCKING NINE RIGHT NOW
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sometimes, i envy those who have never seen the lxl repaint dance.
this is, however, not one of those times. enjoy.
#raise your hand if you remember this nonsense from guerilla lives!!!!#the pre-final chorus squat still lives rent-free in my mind tbh.#they couldn’t even commit to the squat. that’s hilarious yk#it’s the worst dance. right up there with hitsuyou and fiancé and tsuki no hime#i cant even s t a t e how quickly my smile faded while watching the tsuki no hime dance lmao#at least fiancé gave a good laugh#funniest dance is still chiisana lion (ft minami) though. minami’s dances were hilarious in gen. the stupid hip thrusts and arm pumping…#(yes im feelin a little more ‘normal’ now… will be back to being annoying tmr thoughhhhhhh)
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couple more sillies for funguary.
first is Bufo (they/them), a frogcat! based on satan's bolete, as well as (checks notes) demons, horny toad lizards, beelzebufo, and african giant toads.
2nd is a coastal slugcat based on silver leaf fungus and sea lettuce nudibranchs. they belong to @registered-anonymous :]
#raintailed's art#funguary#funguary2024#rain world#rw#rain world oc#my ocs#others' ocs#bufo (oc)#reference#im feelin art block so i dont know how many funguary prompts i'll finish#but i still have some ideas being cooked up right now :]
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Ha ha I don't know what I want to do with my life and I feel unsatisfied with my current condition!
#i just feel fuckin hollow#i mean i wanna make art again for real now but i dont feel good#my lifes shambles right now and i dont know how to tidy it right now#ill find a way tho#whether through brute force. sheer luck or even professional help ill do it#positive apathy is hoe im feelin i guess#id like to be a barista. or work in one of those niche little stores where you get to hang out mostly#id like to learn to properly garden#i love flowers and i like chillin outside pullin out the weeds#yea that sounds nice#although theres no job opening rn that really jump out to me. and im scared to leave my current job#its a pretty good job but i hate having to wear a uniform and i generally dont feel very happy#my coworkers are lovely. my bosses are great and my pay is phenomenal but i just wanna do something else#i liked working in the bakery for the short time that lasted#idk im tired and zonked the fuck out#god I'm gunna become a stoner arent i ..#anxiety bad. brain terrible#womp womp#delete later
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some people will be all about mental health awareness and leftist ideals of at least tolerating the mentally ill who show ''ugly'' symptoms until it's someone they know and ''care'' about having a bad day and acting like it in a way they don't find appealing
#[temporary text post tag]#vagueing about irls#everybodys your friend until one time youre too tired to act right after getting yelled at first thing in the morning#worst thing is i trusted her enough to tell her shit none of my other friends know about#liek i genuinely believed we were friends and i wasnt just an accessory so she wouldnt feel lonely and could vent to someone about whatever#now im really wondering if all the shit she told me about other people was real or if she just ditched them as well after they-#- acted emotionally in a way she didnt like#like im sorry people have bad days and sometimes act in none cutesy ways#at this point idk if the few times i did tell her im feelin like shit she took it seriously or just thought i was joking#im kinda assuming the second one#like she did feel and act fairly progressive - she'd often talk about acceptance and understanding#i don't even think she sees this situation as dropping a 'freind'#she's prolly gonna find a way to justify it somehow idk#point is im hurt and need a drink#she even vaguely texted me like 'if someone you knew hurt someone you care about would you try to fix it with them or just block them?'#like not even confront me and say 'you hurt someone i care about so now im ending things'#or just tell me to fuck off or call me a piece of shit#i feel after a year and all of the 'youre a good friend' shit that maybe i was at least entitled to a 'fuck off kys' text and then a block#i shouldve dropped her first - save us both some time#honestly i dont even think she thinks about this at all#im probably just sulking like a kicked dog while she does whatever the fuck it is she does#she probably didnt even care about my side of the story#why would she#honestly she always did most of the talking#i was just there to listen and sometimes make a joke for her to laugh at i guess#like i didnt know i was signing up for a '1 strike and youre out' type deal lmao
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the silt verses: chapter 34
chapter 38
#p#tsv#the silt verses#im being so brave n tagging this + making it rb-able. i think#posting this for my own benefit cuz it made me go nuts (positive) when i listened to ch 38 n got to this part#i was like WAIT THIS REMINDS ME OF SMTH#n then i found the right ep to check the transcript for the first one n i was like YESSSS >:)#this podcast dude.....im eating it its eating me we're (cant spell the O word) snake eating self thing#this is like. what if we were both prophets of our faith (in different ways i think)#n bargaining w our god for the safety of our loved ones#basically threatening it w the power we have over it#And we were both trans??? :O#Also! how theyre both v like jaded abt their god when they started w good intentions (paige)#or like such zealous belief n feel the bad actions u do are justified by ur faith n its for ur god etc (faulkner but i worded it badly)#now that im rambling here: anyway i do miss that faulkner era sldjk like hes still doing fucked up stuff ofc#but at this point he admitted he doesnt feel the same abt the trawler man n is maybe more like carpenter at the beginning of the series#ok 38 made me cry it was wild actually. the stuff w his dad got me dude!!!#him telling raine that hes wanted to like confront his dad for not being around for him+his brothers n basically abandoning him eventually#but now that theyre together again he cant cuz his dad isnt even like. himself sometimes n needs to be looked after etc#this podcast is great w complicated parental/family relationships i think. faulkner n his alive brother+dad#paige w her dad + carpenter w nana glass#anyway back to 38 lol n when faulkner had to comfort his dad who thought he was his abusive uncle not his son n kept repeating#''i love u. im not him'' jeeeeez#then when his dad is more coherent n they have a long talk abt how faulkner (richard lol) has been n that he thinks hes rly fucked things u#<- CORRECT#OHH n the trans stuff omg like 'ur voice is deeper than last time i saw u' n feelin bad he couldnt afford#testosterone when faulkner was younger n stuff n saying how he looks n sounds suits him n skdjdk wah#ok posting this before i can regret it byeee
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no because like. okay i KNOW eddie does have wife related trauma but ALSO there are Layers here and it is s o o o o fascinating that eddie is getting CRIPPLING panic attacks over someone being called his wife. like. you would think maybe said wife related trauma would be the cause of that — like yknow. the woman i called my WIFE died, so now im terrified of ever having anyone else be called my wife , because what if that happens to her TOO. only NO. THATS ACTUALLY NOT IT AT ALL. it's anxiety about what having a wife means for HIM. like. LIKE. INSANE IMPLICATIONS INSAAAAANE IMPLICATIONS!!!!!!!!
#im feeling p a r t i c u l a r l y feral after this specific part of the arc#like GAH#the i m p l i c a t i o n s#ALSO EDDIE GETTING CALLED OUT FOR HIS REPRESSION (ALBEIT IN A DIFFERENT CONTEXT BUT HELLO REPRESSION IS REPRESSION) IN THE SAME EPISODES#FEELIN EXTRA INSANE#the internalized homophobia is SO STRONG here its SO STRONG#i need to read like a million fics about his now#ALSO A L S O#EDDIE BEING LIKE YEAH NO I DONT WANT THE READY MADE FAMILY NO THANK YOU NOT WITH HER#EXCEPT THE E X A C T THING HE DOESNT WANT WITH ANA IS WHAT HE HAS WITH BUCK LIKE.#CHRIS IS WITH ANA DURING THE BLACKOUT RIGHT. AND EDDIE DOESNT LIKE THAT?? HER BEING THE ONE LIVING AT HIS HOUSE TAKING CARE OF HIS SON#BUT WHEN B U C K DID IT AFTER EDDIE GOT SHOT HE DIDNT BAT AN EYE HE WAS GRATEFUL FOR IT HE COULDNT HAVE WANTED ANYTHING ELSE#AND JUST. J U S T. FEELING SOOOOO INSANE OVER THIS#(ALSO THE ABSOLUTE COLD SHOULDER BUCK GIVES ANA WHEN SHE BRINGS CHRIS TO THE STATION LMFAO. HE DOESNT EVEN SAY H I TO HER GJDKSKS JEALOUSSS)#BUT Y E A H. EDDIE NOT WANTING THAT BC HE DOESNT NEED IT — BECAUSE HE ALREADY H A S IT. WITH BUCK.#GNAWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSUREEEEEE#eddie diaz#911
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maybe I'm comfortable with tumblr because I get to say things I don't usually tell anyone
#like how my day is? or what dumb stuff im doing lol#my “safe space” where i got to meet people somehow (and theyre very cool :3c)#well. im happy if i get to do it now#cmon nae! sympathy points wont do you any good !!#okay so. tumblr gets to be my little planner too cause i get to write things in the momoment#so im writing things im proud of!#brushed my teeth for more than two mins today#n i actually washed a lil! its embarrassing writing this here because i dont want anyone thinking im dirty.... since its gross#but anyways.. im getting better at putting my phone down at night!#that means fixing my sleep right? i just have to sort out the mornings since i lose track of time#and struggle to leave bed (its too comfyyyy >.<)#and oh. i want to start going on walks..#itll be hard since the house is getting done n stuff but. anytine if the day. i feel like taking walks woukd be better for me#just to keave the house. my eyes always hurts when i steo outside#n thats not good :<#those are my goals for now. i do wanna get closer to my friends. and actually make friends!#ive had no friendships for nearly a year at college lol#its just been 'oh well' but i have actually felt lonely... oh well-#i guess i wanna get closer to people?#and.. talk to ny old friends too#i feel to guilty#im not good with this stuff. it drains me#but anyways. baby steps right? who knows#maybe ill make a friend on the trip! or next year too! that sounds good#ik nobody'll probably read this cause its word vomit lol#but basically yay yippee im feelin kinds alright#<333#posts.nae/rambles
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instead to being productive and post content i offer you an anxiety attack ajsdkasds aaaaaaaaaaaa ive been super busy irl and seriously seriously im sorry if u followed me expecting content :(
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ooh! at church I bought two books (a church weekend and the bookshop was out in full glory) one of which was my grandfather's diary of a preaching tour he did years and years ago, which I've read but nver had my own copy of. the other was one that's on backorder so I'll get it in a couple weeks probably. daily devotionals or things for anxiety. asked the bookstore person what she thought of it and she said it was good, so I bought it.
#also she was the person who actually convinced me to go to the hospital the other day#right at the end after wed finished packing up i asked her for a hug and she hugged me tight and said 'take care of yourself girlie' and#also told me to take care of my brother and said that sometimes you refrain from things for the sake of others not yourself#cited an example in her own life which unintentionally. upset me. so now im feelin Not Great but oh well i probably wouldntve been anyway#anyway i love her. and i know she won't tell my parents things. or that if i want her to she will#personal#tw sh
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HE GIVES UP HIS IMMORTALITY FOR HER?!?!?!???
#YOU FUCKING STOP THIS RIGHT NOW#MISS SARAH J MAAS#I CANT BREATHE#IM FEELIN LOTS OF THINGS#I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS#IM WAILING#MY FACE IS LITERALLY TWITCHING WITH THE EFFORT ITS TAKING NOT TO SOB IN PUBLIC#(only the elorcan chapters)#Elorcan
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When the mental eels so strong u can't even find it in yourself to think about toxic possessive blorbos 😔
#ill be real fellas i have not. be feelin lately#i will be alright im just Oof right now#but arent we all#trying not to push too much of it into this space but. yknow#this is where i talk lmao#the prophet speaks
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feels friday you all say?
takemichi: let me tell you about all the people i'm crushing on -
#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc.#i may be at the beach but dont think im not lurking 😏#he loves everyone#⋆ ― ✧ feelin' so good right now! / dash comm.#tw: gif
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i went to write a romance fic about sewis missing each other and accidentally wrote about a hallway as a liminal space where time doesn't quite exist.
#i guess thats just the creative process#and im feelin funky about time right now#lewis hamilton#f1#sebastian vettel#f1 2023#fanfic#writing#how to write#i dont know??
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dont mind me im just gonna whine in the tags
#first of all my tummy hurts#i ate too much cheese#feelin a lil sick to my stomach bc of my own hubris smh#second of all i love having friends rlly i do but…….my friend wants me to go hangout at the beach with her tomorrow and im like yes of cours#bc I haven’t seen u in a while ! but the thought of sitting in the sun for hours………..#i know tomorrow I’ll be jolly I’ll be going wow the ocean but tonight i am so. tired.#and they had me working on THREE PROJECTS this past week bc they laid off every one else that does my job like 2 months ago#and my supervisor was talking to me on Friday and was like ohh yeah im getting nervous about our jobs cause there’s no new work coming now#and im like yeah haha right : I#anyway this is just for me to vent#u can all read it if you so choose#im rlly whining about nonproblems but sometimes u do what u gotta do#(be a complainer)#colleen thoughts
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