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When a typical virus attaches itself to its host, it duplicates, right? It spreads, essentially hijacking the host… What is so unusual here is that this virus, the infected hosts seem to be communicating.
Stranger Things season two (2017)
#been gatekeeping this one from you guys for a while bc ive been such an insane perfectionist there was always something i wanted to tweak#im gonna make two s2 gifsets bc i couldnt decide between embracing the blues or recoloring them to be more natural cuz both looked good#but ill make s3 and 4 first#my gifs#stranger things#strangerthingsedit#byler#tvstrangerthings#userallisyn#usergreta#st#hawkinslibrary#scifiedit#tvedit#dailyflicks#tvfilmsource#userbuckleys#filmedit#color set#<- thats my tag for my gifsets with alternating color schemes bc I LOVE DOING THAT ITS SO FUN!!!!!!#my dark gifset with a similar color scheme to this is still one of my favorite sets ive ever made#and of course the yj one is still my magnum opus that much is obvious considering its been my pinned post for like 10 months#i really should change that but ive still not made one that even comes close i LOVE that set its so sexy#i peaked so early i made that only like a month into gifmaking lol#ok im done yapping goodbye plz dont let this flop lmao
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Linktober Day 1: Mirror
Prompt list I'll be trying a few days from!
#linktober#the legend of zelda#four swords#shadow link#loz#loz fs#linktober 2024#josh art tag#gonna be doing a handful of days of Linktober (hopefully)!!#only some days cuz 1) ive literally never done all 31 days of an october art challenge and 2) i dont have ideas for every prompt#anyway pls read the four swords adventures manga#i am a changed person after that#i am shadow links biggest fan if shadow has no fans i am dead#that manga makes me really want dark/shadow link to be truly relevant to a zelda game....#like yeah dark link is an enemy sometimes#but as far as im aware the most relevant a dark/shadow link has ever been is in four swords adventures#and he wasnt even a character he was just a reoccuring enemy that showed up a lot i think#its sad that of all games its four swords that does the most with shadow link as a concept (again as far as im aware)#so yeah the manga is great cuz it made shadow a character#and it makes me want to have a zelda game where we somehow make an ally out of a shadow link
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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every day i wish the princesses had like any character at all and werent just there to be girlfriends
#they could be so COOL#THEYRE SO AWESOME IM LIKE IN LOVE WITH THEIR DESIGNS but theyre never once not just#generic wife characters.#i feel like the closest theyve gotten is in the comics they have like the TINIEST sliver of personality but even then its barely there#dunno if this is applicable to face the music i havent seen it in four years#but goddddd. let them have like any personality at all PLEASE#bechdel test who. whats that. gone. never existed#i mean its understandable its some movies and shit from 89/91 its not gonna be that good#i feel so awful like completely ignoring them for bill and ted but also theres like nothing there to do anything with.#theyre basically not there in the actual media anyways#forced to be a steryotypical fandom m/m shipper by the horrrible writing of the women#rip#either that or make them lesbians that always works. not with eachother cuz theyre sisters but just like in general. i feel like thatd help#slash half jay#jello shut up challenge#bill and ted#mmm late night inability to sleep fueled tag rambling my favorite pasttime#tehy are sisters right im not making that up. i dont think i am. anyways done talkign now
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FOUND MY OLD LPS‼️‼️‼️‼️
#theyre DISGUSTING. but at least theyre alive#U SEE THAT MACAW THATS ZWÖLF!!! IM SO HAPPY I FOUND HER#unfortunately all the owls were practically dissolved in nail polish and glue so juni will have to be that thang. the piriguete#zwolfs dead cuz these macaws were glued to a base and she still has bits of it on her feet im gonna have to sand that if its even possible#theyre like. sticky and disgusting but i really want to clean yhem.... dont even know if tgats possible at this point but i doooo#maybe go back to my roots and paint them but i dont have the kind of paint that would stick to the plastic. well#will figure it out later#im really happy btw i wanted to buy this macaw again cuz i thought i had lost it....#now i need a toucan#talk tag
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Oh, how much i want to really hug him right now
His scent would be comforting for me.
No matter how many times i cry, hell is always here. When will it end?
Wips are delayed for days. School is terribly rushing us, especially with numerous group activites. And im stressing out cuz its either my parents would or wouldnt allow me to go to a classmate's house for the purpose of practice and mv shooting.
Im sorry I'll be delaying a bit, tho i will try to post or do any of my wips as much as i can.
Current wips:
Smiling critters bigger bodies logo
Smiling critters' bags
Full body of BBI KC
And an ask for KC
Ive been pretty sure that i wont be happy to my bday this year and it seems i was correct, or possibly not too cuz its still not the day yet. Still, i wont be able to enjoy the food much due to our fucking school, school and school. I hate this hell and the government's pretty much rushing us all students as well as the teachers.
#i cried earlier in the bathroom#i hella dont wanna seek my parents for comfort theyll just shout at me#neither to my friends cuz i feel like i would be just a burden to them#so cheers to me being a delulu to fictional characters#sirensea#poppy playtime chapter 3#smiling critters#kickinchicken#comfort character#i consider the food for my bday as a gift itself cuz no one comes to my bday and no one is invited#why?#its bcuz of P O V E R T Y#cant afford gifts cant afford food for guests#hell im not even sure if therell be food for my bittersweet 16th#its just too much#and so is school#fuck im gonna go back to writing notes#thank u for reading my vent this far#even in the tags#vent art
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first female loz director and the gerudo seem to be written fine enough? wow... there ain't no way I thought we were in the worst timeline after totk
Yeah got through the main quest with the gerudo, it wasn't painful! It wasn't even bad! Still got them outfits but for the most part it was like oh cool!
I would say a lot of that oh cool is from the fact they didn't do a lot to even fuck it up to begin with, I'm gonna be real with yall this game is NOT worth $60USD
Edit: lemme say one thing, you know when people were being like damn totk story wasn't dark or mature at all why was this compared to Majora's mask again? And then all the zeldatwt people came out and said zelda is just a kid series domt expect good writing uH
This one feels like a kid's game. That ain't to say it's terrible I would say, hell I'm not far in it if I get something crazy that's like OH FUCK I'll reblog this post and say something but uh.....game for babies I'm gonna be shocked if anyone struggles with any puzzles cuz you CAN CHEESE THEM EASY ITS 🫢🤭
EDIT EDIT: I SWEAR IM NOT EVEN TRYING TO BE A DOWNER..... @ezlo-x HAS BEEN THERE THE WHOLE TIME IVE BEEN PLAYING....THEY KNOW I HAVENT BEEN A PARTY POOPER.....
#its......seems quick#the sidequests are very boring tbh#like this game should of been 45-50 max not 60#its cute i like it so far but oh my god the optimization and game design could of been way better#and after botw/totk like....how do i put this#its like nintendo heard hey we need a LITTLE bit of rail roading and then#😬#basically...example#for a main quest i have to go to 2 places to get people#i went to the 2nd place first and it......didnt update the side quest even though she should of gone to the meeting place#thTs apart of the quest but no i had to go to the 1st guy no matter what#and its like.....hey botw not totk would do that#most GAMES in general now wouldnt do something like that#also yall gonna hate the fact there is no organization or favorites tool for the echoes#game is fun so far but uH#i got through the first dungeon FAST FAST like this is not a return to form#minish cap dungeons i dont think were that fast and theyre simple#also anyone that says this dorsnt have mechanics from the wilds games yes it does#tri has an ability thats JUST ultra hand#oh and its not good in this game#yall gonna fucking hate it#unless somehow a pirated version doesnt allow you to rotate the fucking item or move it in a way that goes behind me#without me locking off and then back on again after repostioning myself#im worried its a feature and not an anti piracy measure#me and GC are gonna finish this up this week but dang i havent even done the whole first part of the main quest#if i had this on the switch i could see how fast i could play through the game WHILE talking to people and having fun and exploring#also oh my god the zora side quest very cute but when eveeyone knows how the game goes ill make one complaint in the tags one day#funny thing its not story....ITS GAMEPLAY#yhe story in the game is fine and i say that cuz its....very simple#HELL A LOT OF NPCS DONT GOT NAMES THAT ARE VISIBLE
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Just a little psa or warning or whatever, but in light of the Joe Quinn...."drama", i might be unfollowing some people. No offense meant. It's just that... i dont.... care??? About celebrities that way. Like... at all? But i keep seeing stuff about it.
And like i said, no offense meant at all here i just could not care less about it and i keep seeing it and like... y'all are stressin me the fuck out.
So if you've found that I've unfollowed you its just... cuz i dont wanna see that stuff. At all. So... yeah. Idk. I just didnt want anyone to notice and think they did anything serious or bad i just dont wanna see it.
#and if you're someone ive talked to in messages like.. feel free to still message me i just dont care about celebrities personal lives#like obviously if they're hurting people thats not okay. but i dont care who's dating who or doing what#i just... the parasocial-ness of it all. from some people. makes me very uncomfortable.#so sorry if i offend anyone it just creeps me out how aggressive some people get about atuff like this...sorry. 🤷🏻#mine#im not even gonna tag this with his name cuz i dont want people to attack me.... k bye
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life is so weird
#also am I just learning to summon better and better people as life goes on#cuz theres like 2 ppl who follow these tag rants from me so you might know but like. my luck is so bad#but i fell out of probably the eorst year of my life and built a somewhat stable foundation and now it just feels wrong#like oof#i still love james right but I'm tiptoeing into a relationship with someone sweet in a different way#and I make lots of spare money to buy fun shit#paying off my loans which i never imagined being able to do well#and i can drive i have furniture I actually like i have both of my cats I like my job too bc its genuinely challenging and not 100% monotone#the only thing id improve is the amount of exercise I get but thats partly due to the weather and school traffic preventing me from biking#to work anymore#its crazy#crazy crazy#whats next I'm gonna be able to visit my friends whenever? and do hobbies comfortably? take my jangle to a vet?#insane#and ofc im waiting for the floor to drop obviously and it also feels like i dont deserve any of this but its also just. nice#personal#ignore me#idk#anyway#updates for my concerned parties even tho I brushed yall off at my darkest for selfish reasons and wallowing
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i can feel myself drifting from the TTCC community .. like i still love the characters and their dynamics, but ive been thinking less about toontown as a whole and just some of the characters are lingering . this usually happens towards the end of my obsessions
plus i just dont feel in touch with the community LOL i just kinda stick to my own stuff and sometimes like the art and stories ppl make .. but im in this awkward spot right now where im MENTALLY not engaging as much. idk if this is anything
#i dont think anything specific is causing it. im just not super deep in my toontown phase like i was in the beginning#i like the characters . but have been thinking less abt the actual toontown story#and i think im starting to dislike some things abt the canon to the point i resent it slightly#it feels like theres soo much missed potential in some parts and ik i have to just be patient but . bc of that my obsession is fading i fea#and theres a lot of messy lore and its become disengaging to follow#they say theyre fixing it but continue to indulge in these non-canon social media posts that i rlly like but. theyre not canon theyre just#kinda made for fun it seems . like maybe filler content in the meantime for big canon stuff idk#ive just become less invested in the whole toontown story recently ! still love it :] but#im in that awkward end of an era phase#the phase is lingering#many of the characters are floating around my brain and i adore them very much#just not thinking abt them in the context of the toontown story as much#and i feel more disconnected from fandom lately which isnt helping . theres a lack of connection on my part#im still gonna post art and reblog toontown stuff btw. nothings really gonna change#just felt like rambling?? im not even gonna properly tag this LMAO#any of yall have this kinda lingering feeling at the end of ur phases? cuz i do
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i think the whole discourse around whether or not cishet aro men are queer stems specifically from the idea of allo aros being hypersexual - and so the idea of an allo aro, specifically a straight aro man, draws to mind the idea of like, fuckboys, or sexist men who only view women as sex objects, etc. And that is likely why the idea of cishet aro men leaves such a bad taste in apparently so many peoples mouths
now, i’ve spoken before about how attraction =/= libido. i’ve mostly spoken about this in the context of being ace, where asexuals can still have a libido despite not experiencing sexual attraction. the confusion and conflation between attraction and behavior has been a huge source of frustration for me with regards to the popular idea of asexuality and how it has confused me on my path to figuring out my own sexual identity over the years
BUT. the idea holds true not only for aces who have high libidos - but also for allosexuals who have low libidos. the idea that to be allo aro is to immediately be some hypersexual fuckboy is just, so warped? just because you experience sexual attraction but not romantic attraction does not mean you immediately become some sexist pig who always needs your dick wet. like idk it’s just beyond fucking frustrating to see the way that people sexualize alloaros when they’re just - they’re just people. you would not assume what another person’s sex life or libido is if they were otherwise alloromantic allosexual, because your orientation describes the way you experience attraction, not your behavior and sex life, nor your libido. in the same way, being alloaro has literally nothing to do with what your actual libido is. so why are allo aros the exception? to try to divide the community and exclude them based on your assumption of their sex lives is just so fucked
#brot posts#aro tag#gonna get a bit TMI here. beware#i think im definitely acespec i dont know if im fully ace or not but im definitely acespec#and i dont care to define myself further than thst cuz its just gonna be frustrating for no reason#and the reason why i get so mad about the idea that aces inherently dont have sex#is that like - im acespec and i definitely have a libido of some kind#im still a virgin tho! like im not out here being some fuckboy#i just jerk off about it like jesus christ#like when you have this idea of alloaros in your head of being some hypersexual freaks with no boundaries and disrespectful of their#partners etc insert every fuckboy stereotype#its just - why are you assuming things about their sex lives and then deciding you dislike them based on your assumptions#1. how do you know theyre even having sex? all because theyre allosexual?#not all allosexuals have sex…? and not in a celibate way?#they could just jerk off about it and be perfectly content that way. same as me!#2. and even if they are having sex who give a shit? fwb exist you can easily have respectful consensual sex without romance#to assume otherwise is just….#well dare i say it. its very sex negative. you have messed up ideas on sex if thats what you think
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dating an art student was so crazy I'm just thinking abt that one birthday I had where my ex got me stickers from the etsy of the person they were cheating on me with....
#they made them address the thank you note to me and everything ajskfjfkfb. i didnt know they were cheating at the time but wow...#every time i break out my sticker collection and see them im reminded of it. but i cant throw out the stickers theyre deltarune ones 😭#like they were a rly cool artist.... just unfortunate that happened 💀#the drama was insane. my ex only wanted to sleep with them but they (other person) wanted them to break up with me so they could date#but my ex dumped them rly harshly for suggesting that i guess 'romantic' cheating was a step too far even for them lmaooo#i heard abt their breakup secondhand and god could they be cruel sometimes. they made fun of the sex theyd had w them#to all their mutual friends n everything i actually felt so bad for the other person when i found out. at least our breakup wasnt that bad#i only finally got that cruel side of them directed towards me like a year after when they wanted us to stop being friends#but yeah. its also funny in a way bc my ex only suggested i had adhd bc the other person did too + struggled a lot with rsd#which i guess they found out when they broke up with them. and then looked at that and thought huh my gf is kind of similar...#and this was like. 2 years before i even considered i had adhd myself and sought diagnosis ahdkfidjcjdjfjfjfkdbfnf#this made me go look the other persons art page up on instagram + then i recognised some of their friends/flatmates art pages and i found#their (my exs that is) grad year film which is still being shown at animation festivals... good for them good for them#i dont think they have an art page themselves tho cuz they were always v shy and weird abt sharing art on social media#like everyone else except them is tagged on things... shame i wouldve liked to see what they were making now. even if we're not friends#also one of their old roommates made some REALLY similar squid game fanart to mine like a month after i posted it huh..#not mad abt it or anything i think its cool i just didnt realise they showed my art to their friends. thats cute#ah this was years ago anyway. getting my head out of the rabbit hole#im gonna go play some elden ring and then maybe do smth fun in my sketchbook we shall seeee#.diaries
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it's not going too well
#cw vent#but#:[ i feel so baaad about it idk#one of the only things im known for in school is self harm and i dont wanna go back tomorrow#and now it feels like sh is basically my only recognisable thing#so everytime i look down at my arms and see scars fading away i just feel so terrible about it#what am i doing? why am i not cutting myself tahts what im meant to do thats what ive always done!! thats all anubody wants from me#i kinda really don't like how#basically everykne in my school really doesn't like me much cuz all i really have going is that i cut myself#have autism#and may or may not be a tranny#even though all of those things are things that are true qnd i dont even think they're bad things#i just. i dunno. i feel bad. like genuinely they have one thing they want me to do#and thats hurting myself!! but im not even doinf that right now#this is so dumb. all my problems are dumb as fuck huh#im so scared of school now#its not even just how the people act#when i go into the corridors there are so many people#so when im finally alone it always feels like theres someone behjdn me. its scaring meee i dunno. i hate school#please dont make me go back tgere. wait no what do you mean this is gonna be another three or so years#and even after those threes years i still have to go to university.. and get a job#this is the rest of my life i think and that makes me sad#i really tried to like school i tried so so hard to like school#but its so difficult. too many people too many noises#too many rumours and too many ableists#there are also too many tags on this post#but rlly the bad part of school has never been the work for me. im a dumbass but i do like learning#weh. dont make me go back. can i sleep for 72 hours instead of going to school#i hate walking into that stupid building everyday and being able to feel everybodys eyes go onto me#its all so scary. i should stop venting on here but i probably won't im sorry
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okay i actually might drop out of school to become a plane mechanic im being for realzies this time
#i was looking at my old insta stories an saw like abt a year ago when i was like "got the itch to become an animator again#“but changed my mind after looking at indeed bcz i dont wanna have to get a bachelors just to get paid less than i would at in n out”#an i realized thats LITERALLY what im doing but the major i chose is even more boring#i hated taking art classes in highschool an seeing ppl talk abt animation jobs like “it sucks but at least im working on cartoons !”#kind of turned me off of it cuz my obsession w cartoons fades sometimes as i get obsessed w something else#but if im gonna spend two years purusing something im not necessarily gonna stay passionate abt#it might as well be something that pays good#I DONT KNOWW THOUGHH my english classes are like. absurdly easy which kinda makes me feel like i might as well just finish my degree#i have hit the tag limit 👍#charlie words#vent
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Im probably gonna draw something about this anyway so ill get into it more later but when ever i draw a shitpost about the mirror world (specifically about 2 quails) i feel like it gives off the impression that i trust the premise of the mirror world but i dont at all. Like ive read the picture perfect arc.. why on earth would i ever trust moa-
#fuzzy rambles#hatoful boyfriend#holiday star#<—- tags there for drapperts anti spoiler sake sorry if i show up in the tags#but like. im so mad cuz i was thinking of drawing something between nanaki and hitori and then i read jshk chapter 118 and i was like FUCK#THAT WAS LITERALLY WHAT I WAS GONNA DO WITH THE QUAILS WTTFFFF#i mean it was not 1 to 1. ill probably still draw it ull see what i mean later#idk as much as i would love for nanaki and hitori to have a normal and silly relationship.. i think about that one drawing all the timeeeee#what if we were connected by the red string of fate but its was so tangled and messy#like we all heard anghel#i havent played the web episode yet so idk how the mirror world is shown there#but like. gestures vaguely#something so tragic about characters whos fates are tied to another character#like if we are still on the string metaphor all nanaki can really do is tug and pull but its not like that has much impact#hitori always has the scissors#dont even get me started on nageki. i wish. i wish the world was nice to him. if only it wasnt so cruel#i just love denial in a picture perfect world. how can u blame people for being charmed
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2 years ago i fucked up a friendship w a girl (that im pretty sure i was in love with). to this day i think of her and sometimes when i see her on the street i just wanna cry. i understand your plight very much.
yeahhh man im sorry to hear that!!! it genuinely fucking sucks and i would never wish this upon anyone. cuz like it makes you fully think about all the what ifs and i genuilnely dont think ill ever find someone like her again
#im not trying to sound dramatic im being so serious she was so fucking perfect for me#i geuss the difference is shes the one who broke up w me and i know i didnt do anything wrong#neither of us did#its just like fuck!!! you know?? like we could have been so much#serious relationships dont need to be longterm to be serious you know???#one of these days im going to get tipsy and then 'drunk' text her even though i fiully intend to text her#and then claim i was just drunk because im notl ying im just not telling the full truth#like i fully considered it last night but i knew it would be a bad idea and i know if i do it its just gonna fuck things up more#but im soooo tempted man#like i dont know what itll even do#i know inside my goal is to maybe convince her that its not our time to end but i know in reality#its just gonna make her feel guilty and push her away even more if i show her how much ic are abou ther#i just seriously wish i understood why she even did it#i also thought being back on campus would help and i mean it has for sure becuase ive had my friends to distract me#but the thing is im not enjoying anything. like im not being distracted im just being numbed ykwim#cuz the moment i leave my friends all i do is think about her#and even when im WITH my friends ill be in the moment w them and then 2 minutes later ill start zoning out thinking about her#like the worst part about this is i dont have any anger *against* her#maybe im angry about like the general situation but the anger isnt against her#and while being angry is its own kind of pain in a way it can be easier cuz at least then youre tempted to have a good time and show off#but when its like this where youre just sad at the situation like what am i actually gonna do except think about her#sorry anon im not trying to dump on you i just start ranting in the tags sometimes#sunny rambles#anon tag#asks
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