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Adult version of Miraculous Ladybug Characters: Part 1?
Now this design was taken from my Marichat angst fanfic AU but I still wanted to make fanart of an Afult version of Ladybug now in the original AU sheâs like 15/16ish so itâs supposed to give a mature vibe but I wonder how she looks in this photo
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir#ladybug and chat noir#ladybug#im never gonna get to writing that fanfic#Marichat angst#marichat#love square
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youâre so vain | eddie alden x f!reader
you and eddie are roommates and work at the same newscast⌠but the news arenât the only things youâre reporting together.
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some moments sfw and nsfw between you and your âfriendâ eddie
warnings: sexual and romantic tension, eddie is a munch, they love each other but wonât admit, funny silly goofy moods, pussy eating in public/work place (the door was locked no one saw it), protected piv⌠while itâs raining outside⌠and you make love while still not admiting your feelings⌠the fwb drill we all know and love
a/n: hmmm did someone ask for⌠fwb!eddie? âđźcause i did!!!
wc: probably around 2.3k i wrote it here sorrys !
the pictures are from this post and this post by @divinesols (both highly recommended as moodboards for this btw!) and i couldnât find the creator of the gif :/ if anyone knows pls let me know so i can tag!
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âAnd⌠cut!â
âWe had a bigger audience tonight. Looks like youâve finally managed to draw the publicâs attention.â You handed Eddie a smirk and a cup of coffee while he took off his earphones.
âI always draw attention, babyâ he took it and winked at you, taking a sip but immediately making a face of disgust indicating the sugar that was not there.
You knew exactly how he wanted it, but you loved pissing him off.
âAnd you always brings me the coffee the way you know I donât want it,â he said as he paced to the studioâs kitchen, followed by your fast steps behind him.
âOps! And I donât always bring you coffee, I jus-â
âYou just happened to be passing by the coffee shop. Mhmm. I know,â he mocked your tone and expressions, âand you also just happen to be thinking of me all of the time, hm?â He pinched your nose.
You gave him an annoyed look, âwell, the world doesnât revolve around you, Mr. Alden!â You said jokingly, pronouncing the âMr. Aldenâ with very much cursive letters.
âDonât call me that⌠At least not here.â You were always impressed by the way Eddie could manipulate the look in his eyes to translate exactly what he was thinking about. And, 99,9% he was only thinking about one thing.
Sex.
âOh Iâm not calling you that anywhere, believe meâ
âHmm, cause you rather scream my name, huh?â He raised his brows at you in a funny way, using his arms to cage your body between his and the kitchen counter while swaying a little, making you laugh in that way he loved; when your eyes squeezed together and your head hanged back with a big grin on your lips.
He just loved seeing you happy, specially if he was the reason. When was he going to admit it to you? Probably never.
âEddie, Jesus! Not here!â Now both of you were laughing unglued his hands from your sides and pushed him away, giving him light taps on the chest.
âAlden, newsroom wants to see you.â Someone from the staff peaked from the door, causing your bodies to distance from each other at the speed of a Formula 1 car, him pretending to still put sugar on the coffee and you weirdly looking for something in the sink.
âIâll be there in a minute, thank you,â he nodded his head, âwait for me tonight,â he smirked and taped your bum lightly, making you jump.
âOh yeah bet on it,â you gave him a teasing tone.
âIâll be watching you,â Eddie motioned his point and middle fingers from his eyes to yours, already by the door.
âThatâs cause I always draw attention!â
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âOh⌠fuck-â, you tried your best to whisper half of the depravations that were slipping from your lips and to swallow the other half that were stuck in your throat.
But it was very hard when Eddie had you sitting by the end of his desk, skirt up and legs spread wide upon his shoulders so his head could sit perfectly between them.
âSo sweet, princess,â his praises were muffled against your throbbing clit, both of his hands hardly squeezing the sides of your thighs. He spent the whole morning dreaming about the taste of your pussy, and by lunch he couldnât wait anymore.
âW-we have five minutes, Ed,â your worried little mind kept you looking every 5 seconds towards the foggy glasses on his door, but this time got interrupted by your eyes screwing shut and your mouth hanging open in a silenced cry when Eddie quit the sucking in your bud to fuck your hole with his tongue.
âI- we-,â every time you tried to say something and your words died in muffled little moans and cries he sucked and fucked harder. Eating you out was for sure one of Eddieâs favorite things and making you come when you couldnât scream or cry freely was like a reward for his tiring day.
Having the opportunity to give you pleasure and piss you off at the same time? He was in.
âCâmon baby, cum on my tongue, hm? Wanna taste my girl,â he used two of his fingers to spread your wetness all over your center before nuzzling his head back again, nose stimulating your clit while his tongue entered you hungrily, in and out, in and out, the vibrations of his moans exploding fireworks in your veins.
The man was devouring you.
You came in a quiet moan, fingers gripping Eddieâs roots while his nails dig in your upper thighs and his face drowned in your cunt. He sucked and lapped you clean, until you were too sensitive to bear anything else, âfuck, thank you, baby. Here,â he gave you a paper tower from the adjoining bathroom he had in his office and helped you put your panties and skirt back. If you didnât already knew all too well the smirk he had on his face youâd think by that he was something that he actually wasnât.
A gentleman.
But deep, down, he was. For you, at least.
âCan you stand?â
âYou have done better performancesâ
âOh of course. âoh, fuck! Eddie! so good! we have 5 minutes!ââ he joked while pulling you in for a see you later hug and a kiss on the cheek before you could run away from him, âthanks, bub. Best lunch everâ
âYouâre disgusting,â you laughed, pushing his chest and stepping towards the door.
âIf I was I wouldnât have your pussy all over my face now, would I?â
âDisgusting,â you mouthed and closed the door, not giving him time to fry your braincells that had just started working again.
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âShhh. Almost there, baby. You can take it, just a little moreâ
âSo good,â you whispered, the words slipping from your lips while the raindrops slipped down your window.
Your plan definitely wasnât to end up under Eddie tonight, but the thunderstorms got louder than you thought they would. And as it always happens between the two of you, one thing led to the other, andâŚ
âFuck- found your spot, pretty girl? So good tâme,â Eddie was fucking you tonight. You didnât know if it was because of the rain painting your frames with the moonlight, the fact that itâs been a little while since youâve slept together or if he found it cute every time you shivered and gripped his biceps cause a thunder was a bit too loud.
His cock was nestled deep inside your walls, messaging your favorite spots with each thrust. He was going slow, fierce, calculated, and he had all the patience in the world.
You could feel him everywhere.
From his fingers in your scalp to his hot tongue slow dancing with yours to every vein rubbing your walls deliciously. Sometimes his dick split out because of how wet you were together and he didnât even bother, he kept fucking your clit with his tip, up and down, up and down, making you see stars until he felt you couldnât take it anymore and tucked himself back in. His words? Praises and praises and praises hanging from his lips like sugar. Youâve never felt so full and so⌠Adored.
âYeah, câmon princess, can feel your little pussy squeezinâ me. Think you can come now, baby?â Eddie slowed even more his pace to watch your face contort in pleasure while tears fell down your eyes, every pulse of your warm cunt around his cock sending him closer and closer to the edge. You came within seconds, nodding your head âyesâ while your little pants and moans being muffled by his own, your mouths tangled while he came with you, filling the condom you help him put earlier on.
Both of you had - intentionally - little to no sex like that; but it happened. And when it happened, it was usually because you either lost yourselves or one needed so much. You tried not to be too much in your head about it, but it was difficult when Eddie kissed your forehead and played with your head, still inside you.
He didnât want to go, either.
âYou donât look so afraid of the noises now,â he tried to break the silence between you, knowing very well it wasnât the awkward or comfortable types, but the emotional kind.
âThe rain stopped,â you let out, with tears still leaking from your eyes.
âAnd are you sad about it?â he dried them from your cheek.
You smiled, âfuck you.â
âYou just did,â he stared at you for a bit, caressing your cheeks as your eyes stopped watering and the last raindrops flowed down the window.
âStay? It might rain againâŚâ
You lifted your pinky between your bodies, âjust this time,â and he embraced your smaller finger with his, âjust this time.â
But both of you knew it wasnât just this time.
It would rain again.
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When your keys turned on the locket the last thing you expected was to meet Eddie eating ice cream directly from the pot at home 20:17pm on a friday.
Sitting on the counter.
Shirtless.
ââŚWhat are you doing here?â
âUh.. I live here? I should be the one asking you that,â he motioned the spoon in your direction.
âEddie, itâs 20pm on a friday,â
âActually, itâs 20:17pm on a fridayâ
Yeah you werenât doing this tonight.
âFine, whatever.â
âHey, whatâs that?â His tone was softer, he always knew when you had a bad day.
And good ones too. And any kind of day you have had and exactly how he should react to it.
âJust⌠Pierce screamed at me again,â his eyes followed you as you took the wine glass out of the fridge.
âSo⌠She did her job cause you werenât doing yoursâŚâ
âTry again,â you poured a glass.
âSheâs just a bitch who canât let you do your work without complaining about whatever shit she causedâ
âBingo!â You swallowed the whole wine in one go, watching through the glass as Eddieâs hand reached for it and took it from you, âno no no, this will not help you.â
âAnd what will? Being dumped by a freshman college girl and Ice cream?â
He gave you a disappointed look but reached for your hands anyway, âcome here,â he pulled you to his body, arms embracing you while you positioned yourself in between his legs, head resting on his chest and arms around his waist.
âYou know what you really need?â His words were muffled on the top of your head.
âHm?â
âTo shut the fuck upâ
âYou shut the fuck upâ now your words were muffled on his chest.
âI know you donât mean it. You love me.â
âSureâ
And actually you sure as hell did. And he loved you too. When were you going to admit it to each other?
Probably never.
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#if i donât post it now im never gonna post it and the other one just it 800 notes so hereâs a little celebration!!#yupiiiii i love eddie so much he so sexy and cutie and whom whom delicious#hereâs a little something!!#i had SO MUCH FUN writing it you guys have no idea#would totally write a whole series on them ngl#eddie alden#eddie alden x reader#eddie alden smut#someone like you#gonna use logan tags im so sorry but i think eddie doesnât get the recognition he deserves#logan howlett x f!reader#logan howlett fanfiction#logan howlet smut#logan howlett fic#hugh jackman#hugh jackman fanfic#hugh jackman characters#hugh jackman smut#my writing
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Only two chapters left of Wobbly Hearts and then Iâm DONE. 21 is pretty much finished I just got to edit it and look over it and all that, and 22 needs some tweaking but its almost done too and Iâm AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA longest Iâve ever worked on anything like this and itâs almost done!!!!
#Knox rambles#is it a little silly to celebrate finishing a fanfic? maybe! but thatâs not gonna stop me#worked on this thing for like what? three years?#thatâs crazy#so close to being done |;A;/#now all i need is to make so no extra chapters sneak up on me#they shouldnât this is all i had planned but you never know hLGJKSDF#i remind you this was supposed to be a oneshot and now itâs over 100k and 22 chapters long so we can see how good i am at keeping things#the pre-planned length that theyâre supposed to be XD#it would be so cool if i could finish this for the new year#i know it probably wonât get done that fast but a guy can hope#i wanna draw everyoneâs designs for the end of the fic still aaaa#oh I just got an idea for that actually mwahahaha#okay anyway just rambling a bunch cause Iâm excited that Iâm actually gonna complete this#completing things never cease to feel unreal to me i remember never feeling like i finished anything and now Iâm finishing another fic and#itâs so long#aaaa#okay okay back to it methinks! hope yâallâs holidays are treating you well!!!#i got a new keyboard to hook up to my iPad and i have been using it every day since to write wobbly hearts hlKGJSDF#heck im using it right now! thatâs probably why Iâm so chatty in the tags again typing is easy texting is SO ROUGH i love keyboards okay bye#LEGO NINJAGO Wobbly Hearts AU
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I need to go to sleep but i dont wanna go to sleep i want to think about sashannarcy
#im gonna write my fanfic in my head while going to honk mimimimi#like i swear guys they're having such a terrible time#the three of them end up in a political marriage at like 15 and they think ''cool! i get to have sleepovers every day with my best friends#with whom i may or may not be in love with. AND solve several political problems in amphibia'' and then 10 years later this marriage#this fucking marriage has fucked them up soooo badly#the worst part is that despite it absolutely wrecking them. they still fell in love in the meantime.#mmmm maybe marrying three 15yo girls to each other to end a civil war wasn't a good idea#yes this is my#raised in amphibia au#my posts#they learn to love each other for realsies in time! they should have never gotten married in the first place but if they had the option now#they would do it without question!! they went through so much together and it all exploded one day and it resulted in#actually i wont say anything in case i change my mind later#but yeah just. sashannarct#sashannarcy*
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Itâs like a mirage, a rotten meal appearing full healthy, only turning bitter and sweet with decay once itâs already in her mouth. But when youâre starving, when youâve been starving, left hungry and empty and wanting, you canât help but take more. She canât do anything but bite down when sheâs presented with the succulent mask of fresh fruit, find again and again its reality long decomposed, festering and putrid. Her eyes tell her one thing, and her mouth swallows down the truth. She keeps eating.
Attempting to reconcile two halves of one whole, when one half is lost and the other is masquerading as something dead, is an impossible feat.
Or, while in the Dark Tower, Gwen recalls her gentler memories of Morgana.
#heyyyy guysssss . um. morgwen be upon ye#i WILL be back to bsd writing immediately after this but they randomly possessed me .#can never tell when im gonna get slammed back into merlin again its had its hooks in me since i was 6#morgwen#bbc merlin fanfic#nyxifics#DO KEEP AN EYE ON THOSE TAGS SOLDIERSâď¸
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love it when i find something to be weird and bullshit science about, truly my favorite part of blatantly non-realistic fandoms. i honestly love comic book/ fantasy science bc you can fake it into making sense even if that is not how things work. Anyway I want to write a fic where Bruce tries to build up an immunity to scarecrow's fear toxin and I get to extensively write about its effects bc I think Bruce should be nerdier
#bruce: im gonna subject myself to the ptsd box for science and that's not fucked up at all of me#i will do real life research for a fanfic you can count on me for that#i love it when bruce gets to be a little science dweeb give this guy a microscope and an alien rock#bruce will force himself to go through The Horrors so he can write a cool paper about it#maybe it will come in handy but sometimes it's just to torture himself because there is something so wrong with him on a fundamental level#just a guy on his quest to never show weakness to anyone and one day it will destroy him! yay!
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dude beyond fdc and syscringe even, reddit just isnt worth having. everyone is so god damn negative there for no reason. everyone is a "devil's advocate" when the devil dont need an advocate. its truly one of the most negative and upsetting mainstream socials to have, probably next to twitter (but thats a vibe check because ive never had a twitter)
#syscourse#i have one to check syscringe for my posts but thats a bad habit and im aware of it#otherwise i follow exclusively cat subs#ive bitched about the ao3 sub on my main too because people are so rude on there#âoh my fic didnt get enough engagement in this specific way im gonna stop writingâ fanfic was never for you was it#but i digress
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Hard to tell how indicative the bones on the floor are of anything about the catacombs themselves being how, every few minutes, Pix kills another skeleton adding to the collection. He swipes his sword through the one before him, and it collapses so readily into a pile of boneâlike it was made to, like it was just waiting on his swordâthat he has to wonder, not for the first time, what was holding it together to begin with. The bones rattle and clatter against those already littered around, and Pix sighs at the further disturbance to the scene as it was when he had entered; accounting for the damage likely done by mobs was going to make this hell to study.Â
He grabs another torch and sets it inside one of the empty sconces that still adorn the walls, readjusts his grip on his swordâhe can hear more lingering around the next corner; the low hiss that means a spider is near, the groan or two of a zombie.Â
Pix picks up a chunk of cobble from the ground and tosses it down the hall, waits. Sure enough, out scuttles a spider. He disposes of it quickly enough, but it seems heâll have to venture down the dark hall to goad the zombies. He glances at the clock he placed in his hotbar before embarking on this mission (itâs hard to tell how much time passes undergroundâsomething he learned quickly in his line of work). Thereâs still a good amount of daylight left, and he wants the catacombs cleared; he has other projects he has to move on to, things he needs to finish; heâll just get through a few more hallsâit wonât be an issue, surely.Â
But the new corner he rounds remains dark even as he places a torch behind him to mark the way back. The groans can still be heard, but a zombie is yet to lumber his way, and so he has to wonder what's beyond his admittedly limited sight. Pix shuffles another foot or so forward, a torch in his non-dominant hand now as well, hoping for light, for vision. The research part of himâthe logical academicâknows that it shouldn't still be this dark with the torches placed behind him nor the one in his hand, and that part is so much louder and more important than the one that knows this means something is wrong, the part that says turn around.Â
The torch is lit, he can feel the heat of the flame as he observes it flicker in and out but cast no shadow on the wall behindâa wall Pix canât even see but knows is there all the same. The circle of light provided extends no further than an inch or two out from the flame itselfâcomparable more to that of a birthday candle than a lit hand torch. If he hadnât been staring directly at it, he wouldâve assumed the fire snuffed out.Â
He feels his eye twitch and his brows furrow. Academia liked concrete answers, things that could be explained and reasoned awayâunequivocal proof. But Pix had always had a soft spot for the inexplicable, the ineffable. It was nice when he studied something and found an answer, it was riveting when he didnât. How much more exciting to study it again and again, a riddle that begged not to be solved. (How much sweeter the prize if he were the one to figure it out in the end).Â
His interest was piqued. He could feel it, the way his attention focused and his surroundings blurred and left him; his body on standby, his sword hand lowered almost subconsciously. Â
In other words, it was entirely his own fault when the zombie grabbed him. Panic is never a good thing to welcome into a fight, but it likes to show up uninvited anyway. Pix's entire career revolves around studying human behavior, about how human nature cannot be fought against though it oft leads us to our own downfall and ruin. He finds it uncanny when he's reminded that this is a phenomenon from which he is not exempt.Â
In haste, he elbows the zombie behind him and turns, back now to the darknessâthe one not even his torch could dent. Itâs an ugly bugger, eyes soft and misshapen from decay and skin so leathery itâs as if it's been treated and is ready for use as a saddle or armor. Logic replaced by horror, before he can run it through it advances, arms out, and Pix drops his sword to reach back, holding it at arm's length itself; their arms interlocked, pose not unlike meeting an old friend again for the first time in a while. His hands grip the woven fabric of what's left of its shirt, too old and worn to be from any time close to recent, and, despite the very real danger, his mind takes the time to process the period-accurate fabric, the hand-stitched design. He blanches again as he looks into its horrible milky eyesâthis zombie was from the capital.Â
Not sentient enough to know why itâs not actually getting any closer to Pixlriffs, the zombie makes a noise that sounds frighteningly human in its frustration and steps forward, and in his distraction, Pix lets it. The push seems to make his brain function yet again, and he shoves the zombie backward a good few paces away, but the momentum sends him stepping back himself, and his foot finds not purchase but, instead, the disturbing lack of solid ground, and with nothing left to do, he falls.Â
He hits the ground with a thump and a crack and a lot of other sounds he would rather not describe as he feels they were likely very undignified. Winded but, it appears, still in one piece, he grabs another torch and strikes it against the wall, holding it up above him when it lights and shines this time as torches normally do. He buries the part of himself that is disappointed at thisâthe part that wants to panic and complain finally louder, now, than the part that says hmm.Â
He didnât fall too far, it seems. Now that the torch is lit he can see the gap heâd fallen through, just under a dozen feet or so above where he lays. It's obvious even looking from below how the stone floor had crumbled away, taking maybe one or two hits too many over time from overcrowded mobs or shifts in terrain or pressure aboveground. He tilts his head back but sees only another dead end behind him, and ahead looks like a further, deeper hall of the tomb he hadnât uncovered yet, though the path is obstructed by debris from above; a net of spiderweb blankets the pile of stone and dirt, but no spider seems to be left guarding the web.Â
His friend above seems to have lost interest now that heâs fallen out of sight, and its moans and groans get further away by the second.Â
No immediate threat, Pix lets his head fall back onto the ground and takes a breath. He knew the crypt would be full of mobs, he knew itâd be hard, but stillâŚ
No, itâs worth it. It will be worth it. He has a job to do.
At least he isnât defenselessâitâs more than he can say for the dungeons. Not a weapon to his name, fists wrapped in tape so red youâd never believe itâd been white to begin with; knuckles so raw and scraped and beaten by the time heâd made it out that theyâd scarred that wayâpermanent marks of the fighter he was, of the fighter heâd proved to be.Â
There was a fear there, too, at that very real and physical understanding of permanence. His studies proved expert in providing examples of what was permanent and what wasnât, and where people werenât, things were. Heâd spent enough time studying what could be learned about a person by the things they left behind to begin to wonder if anyone at all wouldâve remembered him if heâd died in those dungeonsânot a singular weapon or item for him to leave behind and tell his story.
Pix stops wallowing. He sits up and reaches over his shoulder for his pick; he isnât shocked to find that the shaft had snapped in two from the fall, it having been strapped to his back. He sighs, tossing it aside as useless. Heâll make another.Â
He takes the time to remind himself again that he knew it was going to be difficult, and that difficulty was no reason to not continue. But it didnât just feel difficult it feltâŚinhibiting. Dissuading, deterring, impeding. It felt deliberate. It felt like, stay out; like, we donât want you here; like, leave us to our rest.Â
(it wasnât, it was something far more sinister. An idea heâd never thought to consider; like a torch was giving off too-little light in the hallway of a dark, long-forgotten crypt, he couldnât see any farther than what was right in front of his own face. How cliche itâd be, in the end, when it came to passâthe academic too invested in their own research, too dismissive of the present danger posed until it consumed them. Heâd have a moment to laugh about it later, when the dread had settled in and all optionsâor lack thereofâexhausted. While on the topic of permanenceâŚ
It was not go away that the tomb was saying, not a driving force out that was being enacted upon the archeologist, but a more frightening call of stay. A threatening but desperate findâŚbecomeâŚjoinâŚ
No, if it were trying to keep him out, why would it keep pushing him deeper? Add this to the list of things heâd realize too late.)
He stands and dusts himself off. The wall is thick and overgrown with glow lichen, and he grabs the nearest vines and tugs one, twice, three times before deciding it won't give and hoisting up. It takes a few minutes and a fair amount of huffing and puffing to get himself to the top and over the edge but he does it, collapsing on higher ground once again and taking a minute to slow his pulse. When he left the dungeons, he dove back into the studies heâd been missing and decided heâd had enough fighting to last a lifetimeâthis was not without consequence, heâs not nearly as in shape as he used to be.Â
His sword is still on the ground where heâd dropped it, so he reequips and readies himself to push his way back out; heâd have to make time to come back and clear the rest another day. He would be back, and he hoped he would be welcomed.Â
âI donât mean to disturb you,â he says into the quiet blackness of the catacombs. He doesn't dare speak above a whisper, for there were still mobs around and his voice carried enough as it was, bouncing along the empty stone and quiet graves. âI'd like to tell your story.âÂ
There's nothing to hear but for the scuttling of various creatures far off in the dark, the shrill whistle of stray wind through small openings and holes. He raises his voice only slightly, a bit bolder. âDonât you want me to do that? Willâwould you allow me to do that?âÂ
Silence, and thenâthe rattle and clatter of a skeleton. It sounds like only one; he lit everything up pretty well on his way in, getting out should be easier. Striking another torch against the wall, Pix prepares to go. For a second, the light is brighter than it should be, its circle of light illuminating the hall completely, the hole heâd fallen into, the distance to the other side. He leans back to avoid the heat of the flame, and he sees it.Â
The other side of the cave-in leads not to another tunnel but to an alcove, and empty it is not. His torch, though many feet away, sheds light on the scene; the heavily wax-encrusted stone above a pile of used candles and burnt wicks, the coin and other offerings of gold overflowing from bowls and chalices and any other orifice they could be piled upon, and her.Â
He recognizes her immediately. The tapestry covers the majority of the wall, and though it's faded for certain, the lack of direct sunlight has done wonders at preserving what it could. The colors are familiar to his research, the subtle and light greens under warm oranges and yellows. Heâs too far, he cannot see any detail; the background, what she's holding, her faceâbut he knows her. Sheâs their patron.Â
The skeleton wanders closer, its bones clicking and clacking down the hall. Pix swallows.Â
âIâll return for you, I will.â Itâs a promise. Sheâs holding a secret, he knows she isâheâs going to figure out what. Pix turns just in time to face the skeleton as it rounds the corner, and soon its bones join those on the floor, new and old alike.Â
His words still echo off the caverns and crevices of the catacombs after he's left and gone, and though not possible to have been heard by human ears, the crypt whispers back good.Â
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Far below even the hole the archeologist had fallen in, leagues underneath the surface of the earth, buried perhaps the furthest underground of anything left behind from the ancient capitalâso deeply youâd have to wonder if maybe it was done on purposeâthe crown sits in a chest, waiting patiently to be discovered. Itâs not a matter of if, but a nice decisive and quiet when. Eventually, the echo of the archeologists' words falls upon it where it sits, and slowly it begins to emit a soft glow. It says stay, it says find, it says become, it says join.
It says soon.
#me when i dont write anything for almost an entire month and then inexplicably come back with 2000 words of pixlriffs fanficiton#all of which is completely self-indulgent#if you couldn't tell by tags on my recent reblogs and by this hey im doing so bad about pix being fucking dead and all#the blind academic...to be so invested in your work that it consumes you...#to disregard danger for the sake of being so close to what you believe is an answer#he studied the past so hard that he became it#hahahaha.#good thing he enjoys his work#because now he can never leave.#okay sorry not to write a 2000 word fic and then also write like another 300 in the tags#but also its mY POST!! GET OFF MY LAWN!! IM ALLOWED TO DO THAT! WAH IM SAD!#last thing but i have so much more to say about pixs background being his weaponless playthrough of mc dungeons. so.#someone talk to me about this /please#i lied. new last thing. now that this is out of my head :) hey :) all my fic planning is done im gonna start writing sentinel species#worm writes#empires smp#empires smp fic#empires smp fanfic#pixlriffs#pixlriffs fic#empires season 2#esmp season 2
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Can I draw/post fanart for hell hath no fury, please?? I LOVE WORK SM IM LOSING IT, DRAGON SOAP IS SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAA
hello????? absolutely you can omg i would love nothing more????? please tag me in it if you do so i can give you all the love in the world!!!
#asked and answered#im gonna cry holy shit???#i never thought in all my years of fanfic writing id get FANART OF MY SILLY STORIES#im also sicker than ive been in a long time so im EXTRA emotional right now lol#maken-cheezy#road to hell au
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Quotation marks on names because those names are aliases. Different Resistance fics (OCs) focus on,
"Ray" - The direness of what Japan is like back then. Not meant to make you feel good or have fun when you read it
Feat. Ability drawbacks do exist, being forced to earn survival, and it's impossible to survive in Japan alone.
Himura - The discrimination of Meta Humans (treated as sub-normal) and being left behind over and over
Feat. Metas are called monsters, Bruce intervenes in the transportation for a Meta Human trading ring, and abandonment issues
"Boss" - A safe space and a kind hand can be everything to someone
Feat. Kudo breaks down after the sewer incident, an "If you have any respect for me" moment, and lots of boba.
Shiki - The whole package of the aboves, and what the Resistance was like, both on-duty and in moments of calm. Lots of ugly humanity whenever pressure starts to come down.
Feat. The first Three (+ OC) get to meme, Yoichi is the prettiest bastard in the world, Kudo is a snarky bitch obsessed with Disney, and Bruce is the parent of the Resistance. Reality will hit like a truck at times and the humor will be nowhere in sight then.
"Batman" - The irony of having a cliche, aesthetic Meta Ability, and no one (including the wielder) even realizing it exists for over half the story.
Feat. Dressing like a cool, hip vampire, Yoichi calling OC "Batman" unironically (much to Bruce's delight), and iron deficiencies.
#thats probably the most im gonna post about my resistance fic stuff and try stopping it here#ppl might try stealing even this#fanfic stuff is fun. its the crowd and lurkers thats gonna ruin it for me#spoilers#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia#oc#fic#fanfic#yoichi shigaraki#kudo#bruce#hikage shinomori#himura#worldbuilding#can u tell i liked one snippet more than the rest#*hint hint* Himura#this stuff is so fun but i wont post their stories. not anytime soon and probably never#so take these snippets. maybe one person will enjoy them#and to the person who chooses to pass this off as their own- you are perpetuating my problems.#but i dont know anyone who actually likes oc stories. no ones ever told me#well at least i know i can write a story and have fun with it#and i at least want to share a little bit of what im doing#not featured here is en and his kooky best friend#almost speedran the fastest divorce after his friend wanted to get married. he just went âOkâ (theyre both ace)#the himura snippet was originally 2x the length#if its not clear himura is. a tiny child. an orphan from the Meta smuggling ring#not as clear cuz it was cut more but âThere's no reason at allâ is for âwhy was everything this way?â (tag limit)
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I ran this morning AND wrote some AND made art and Iâm so proud of me
#didnât get any of my actual office work done oopsies#but in my defense itâs a Friday and also I did allot time for it I just ended up not doing it#anyways still proud of me!!! guys art is so so important and I know that and I preach that but I havenât been doing it#and I just picked up a blank sheet of paper and did it#and is it good or anatomically correct? no but it was so FUN#and Iâve been working thought Tim Clareâs writing stuff and itâs been GOOD#I like this new series of exercises a lot better than the couch to 80k#theyâre. the same honestly and I donât actually care about his commentary all that much#maybe Iâm just more present or more invested in them#I only ran for 15. min and then I had to call my brother to pick me up because the heat was gonna make me pass out :/#but also I TRIED#I fucking tried today#also did u know running is utterly miserable.#runners high is def a thing#felt amazing afterward#but holy shit itâs awful in the moment#my roommate ran a 25k recently and I talked to her about it and she said it never gets better#which is. not very encouraging#but also I Want To run as much of this 5k as I can#maybe Iâll be dead after but itâs fine I have a couple days to recuperate before the eclipse#WHICH IM ALSO EXCITED SBOIT. Iâve never seen a total eclipse before#goddamit my brain jumped to too many places#delete later#anyways. if u didnât u should acknowledge ur accomplishments today#even if they didnât feel like much#now Iâm gonna go read a 115k fanfic thatâs gonna wreck me#thatâs my treat to me#I HAVE ACTUAL BOOKS TO FINISH. but NO. THIS is how Iâm spending my time. and itâs fine Iâm valid#Iâve been talking to all the lesbians about running too#and theyâve been so encouraging too!! I love my coworkers and very distantly related coworkers sm
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im in a bleh mood spiral, which includes a side helping of me reading through practically every single fanfic written for this semi-obscure fandom (less than 500 total), desperately trying to find someone who's interpreting the characters and relationship dynamics the same way i am
so far i'm focusing on <10k fics because I don't tend to read longer fics anyways, and a couple of gotten close but no cigar, and my brain is telling me that the best way to solve this problem is just to write something of my own, but i wont do that because a) bleh mood, b) i still haven't touched the >10k fics and maybe one of those gets it, c) writing something for this semiobscure fandom means, in a convoluted way, doing research for another larger fandom that i dont care enough to touch on, and d) the continuity of my online persona demands the casual observer never know i've written sex scenes, an image which will shatter if i post one on to my ao3 account
also, i have like an actual literal book to read
#i know a handful of my followers are also in this fandom but im gonna be honest i straight up cant remember who /fingerguns#let it be said that none of these characters have the emotional maturity to vocalize their feelings as usefully as these fanfic writers wan#and frankly i think its more interesting to write the miscommunications of half-admitted confessions#than 'guy who would never admit he's in love admits he's in love' (but sometimes fanfic is for dreaming i get it)#actually also there was one fully crackfic that was like. everything is the same but this one guy's dick is magical. it does not make sense#it was SO GOOD AND FUNNY i would have read 100k more of that concept at the drop of a hat
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I JUST REALIZED THE NAME OF JAKEâS AUNT IN I CANT MISS YOU IS THE NAME OF MY ACTUAL DEAD AUNT I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#this is what happens when you thoughtlessly write random shit and post it#AND MY SISTER FOUND MY FANFIC#SHES GONNA SEE ME TREATING OUR ACTUALLY REALLY NICE DEAD AUNT LIKE SHIT#tw death#at least i convinced her not to read it#hopefully she never does#im gonna get the shit haunted out of me
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Maybe I rlly should just move onto apex....like this is what I do to cope, distract, help my mental health, no goddamn way imma deal with a hint of anything that does the opposite.
#like ugh ugh reader x Valkyrie#ur hurt and falling from the sky and fall into her strong strong arms.#or god you revive loba and she kisses you on the cheek and says thanks beautiful#OR OR OR you get a good headshot in and bangalore looks you up and down...simple 'i like what i see'#WAH!!! THE WOMEN OF APEX!!! HOT#anyways this blog is supposed to be fun#like an oasis for when life is shit#and life is rlllly shit rn and suddenly im being called a cun cuz i wont update your omegaverse fanfic on time#like damn...its not my fault u cant write it yourself#i mean u could try....but we both know it wouldn't be as talented right?#okokok thats just a jab at that one person i highly encourage everyone to make works themselves#the more the merrier#or yk i might just post here#ppl tend to comment less so. less demands#and im just never gonna respond to ao3 comments now#used to live conversing but everything is always fucking ruined :/
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#my wife finished editing the second ever fic ive ever written and im gonna throw up đ¤Ł#finished it 5 months ago it took her a while#but its been so long im suddenly certain its shit hsbdbdbd#that being said it was 13k i was once proud of and she REALLY liked it#she got everything out of it i was going for đ¤ˇââď¸ so i guess... thats good?#i write A LOT but never other people's characters yunno? only if i REALLY get a special grasp on em#like if i can get into their heads#and this is the second time ive ever actually completed a fanfic... now she's posting it to ao3#im hype but horrified#im that fic writer who drops off the face of the earth for 3 years then comes back with a dumpload from a totally different fandom#good luck to me#venting out my imposter syndrome đ#id say delete later but i wont
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Honestly. OK. It's been some weeks since I did any writing. And I SHOULD push to finish ladue chapter 3. And i will. Eventually. BUT
My brain keeps scrabbling towards trigun, & I know it's inevitable I'm gonna write smth for it, but I still don't know what to write bc Realistically I'm still in the digestion phase. I'm not the type who will write while in the middle of absorbing a thing. I will write only after I have reasonably completed the thing, bc I would DIE if I got any details wrong for the thing
So yes I watched all of tristamp, but im only 20 ish chapters into trimax, so I'm not gonna be writing anything until after I finish that manga. Which you'd THINK would be good incentive for me to push to read the manga. But get this. Wolfwood Fanfic Good.
Also anytime I start reading I can't stop & I have literally given myself headaches doing this reading all of original trigun manga in one go And then 2 nights ago reading chapters 4 through 20 of tristamp in one go. Yes I read a few more last night and didn't get the Brain Grip, but I can tell shit's about to go down HARD & that's what got me getting only 4 hours of sleep the night before last bc i could not stop READING
I have to be cautious. Hyperfixations are a dangerous thing if you don't have the time to commit to them.
.... and I still really wanna write vashwood fanfic đ
#speculation nation#y'all know me im allergic to writing anything short#i dont wanna start anything too Truly wrong bc i do NOT need another 500k+ fanfic in the works#especially when i still havent finished the last one#(discacc my baby im so sorry im neglecting you đ blame the brain pls)#still tho it's doubtful id be able to write anything shorter than like 20k. at the absolute minimum#(side-eyes ladue chapter 3 WIP which is 18k words and not done)#yes i have the ideas for vashwood smut stuff but i dont wanna have it be Just the smut ykno#my brand is heart wrenching angst anyways. the smut would just be a conduit for that#in any case im still building my perceptions of their characters. i cant start writing anything rn#im definitely leaning more towards trimax characterizations though. their Loser Ways have bewitched me#i like little shit wolfwood more than sleazy bastard wolfwood anyways. aka trimax vs tristamp wolfwood lol#DONT GET ME WRONG i love all wolfwood. but the urge to punch tristamp wolfwood has never gone away since i first saw him#gonna b interesting to write for wolfwood. i might end up leaning towards 'nico' as a nickname#considering one of my fav ocs is named nico lol. do what you know & all. & ive written Many words for my nico#then again it might be weird to have the mix up. it's the primary reason i havent started going by nico myself#just keeping it nicky i guess. but now here's wolfwood. nick nico nicholas. stealing my names there bub#my fate is to fixate on characters that share a diminutive of one of my names. yes one is my character no it was not on purpose#my name nicky does not come from my character nico. his full first name's nicostrato anyways#im just rambling now. tldr: I Wanna WRITE
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