#im never going to be normal ever again
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guess who just binged all of parkour civilization. truly a return to form for minecraft roleplay. a renaissance, really
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I can't even think right now man I've just curled up into a ball and It hurts
#adventure time#fiona and cake spoilers#like not even joking#not even a little bit#this physically is putting me in agony#I'm not going to be ok for the ending of this#pen ward adam muto and natasha allgeri sure know how to just fuck my entire shit up#like... i can't even try to come up with some sort of theory of how this all ends because none of its good#either Simon dies; puts the crown back on and dies on a figurative level starting this hellish cycle all over again#or goes back to Ooo and continues living his miserable existence without Betty#or lives in limbo with Golbetty which he wont last long in#it just#i don't even know#i have no idea how this is going to go but i know im not ready for it in any capacity#im never going to be normal ever again#im never going to be able to think about anything ever again#im never going to recover#this is going to be Come Along With Me all over again except worse I just know it#im going to kms#i need to sleep#its 4 in the morning#im not okay
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I have some thoughts on Gerry being in the new episode
1. I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE GERRY'S VOICE AT FIRST BECAUSE HE SOUNDED SO HAPPY.
2. When I first saw that he was in it, my first thought was "all he wanted to do was rest" but he obviously has no memory of what we remember him as, so now resting isn't his last bareable option.
3. GERTRUDE BEING HIS GRANDMOTHER IS SO CUTE ILL CRY!!!!
4. He was so obviously a gifted kid.
5. HE CALLS HER GG IM GONNA CRY ABOUT IT!!!
6. On the note of Gertrude being his grandmother, I have to wonder how is his mother situation is in this universe.
7. Of course, this episode was written by Alex. Jonny Sims would never let Gerry of all people be happy.
#the magnus protocol#i wonder if jonny sims knows the lives hes taken over#im never going to be normal ever again#HE SOUNDS SO HAPPY
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smth smth bnnuy shado in the vip room
#happy valentines lovelies#i never wanna render anything ever again#bunny shadow has been eating my brain space for a week#i go feral over legs#especially in fishnets#especially on characters that would never wear them#yes im normal thanks for asking#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonadow#shadonic#bunny shadow#wth else should i tag this with /gen#also im proud of those rings#ktnxbye
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untamed sketch. they make me SICK
ID in alt
#so. i watched the untamed. and now im never going to be normal about anything ever again#GOD. THEYRE SO. THEYRE SO.#anyways.#yeah. im fine and normal#the untamed#mdzs#mdzs fanart#wei wuxian#lan wangji#my artwork#wangxian
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for your consideration. sixfrins and one (1) isabeau..
i have been Obsessed with this game for the past like. month and a half. all these were originally sketched on a whiteboard with some friends.. i then spent way too long poking at them afterwards hdsdshjs full page and some extras under the cut
#this game. this game. this game is so good#it has wounded me i will never be the same#it is my favourite game ever#go play this game. now pls. thanks#ive played through it once and im halfway through a second go#need those secrets. u know what im talking abt#and ive got start again bought and ready ohhh i cant wait#i got merch too. im normal about this game. so normal. so very normal. i prommy#anyway#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isat fanart#red draws
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MOSERC3ST EVERYONE !!! WHO CHEERED??? (me)
#im again in the dead fandom#dexter#my art#brian moser#dexter moser#he is MOSER#not morgan#harry can go fk himself#dexter morgan#ugh whatever#im never forgiving the show writers for killing brian#dexter would NEVER.#they are brothers. real. blood brothers.#brian is the only one dexter can ever have who well understand him so deeply and profoundly#sorry im not normal about them at all#roody cooper#rudy cooper#dexter morgan x brian moser#dexter x brian#biney#dexter morgan/brian moser#mosercest
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im not getting out of this alive
(redraw of this because its been my emotion this week)
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GO WATCH NIMONA ON N*TFLIX FUCKING IMMEDIATELY
#nimona#I fucking SOBBED through the last 20 minutes of the whole thing#Its so fucking beautiful and good#im never going to recover#Im never going to be normal EVER AGAIN
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#im soooooooooooo anxious .what if the killer appears#i've never been in an interview before and this isn't that but it's basically that. it's like halfway that#i'm going to crumpel#i'm going to look him in the eye and just start crying and go PLEASE. that's it man that's all i got left in me after this morning#sorry gang i am soo . stressed. and so anxious. i'm going to blow up.#this is either gonna go really well or . not well. but . on my hands and knees. please. i need 1 good news#i am running on 2 poptarts right now that's all i've eaten today and yuo know i don't think that's helping matters much#ooughhhrhghhrhg. hghhrhhhhhhhhgg#RAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ok i'll be normal. I'm so normal. This will go so splendidly i'll never worry about anything#ever again because i know it will go well and good things. will happen.#👍oough#clamtalk
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me when i promised myself i would be a normal person today but i think about "because fitz is dead, and she's all i have left of him or his father" and "i let them have him, and they used him" and "very softly he began singing to her. i tried to make out the words, but his voice was too deep. nor did i know the language." and "nik agreed with burrich's idea of when mornings began" and "if chade chose burrich, it is because he thinks him the equal of a hundred guards"
#AND ALSO KETTRICKEN BEARING A STILLBORN BABY ALONE AND GRIEVING. AND FITZ BEGGING HIS DAUGHTER NOT TO BE USED AS HE HAS BEEN USED. AND AND A#ND. I LITERALLY CAN'T WITH THIS BOOK IT'S DRIVING ME INSANEEEEEEEEE.#WHEN PATIENCE WALKS IN ITS OVER FOR ALL OF YOU IM NEVER GOING TO BE NORMAL EVER AGAIN.#rote#assassin's apprentice#robin hobb#books#everyone shut up everyone shut up right now. i literally cant take it oh my god
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Guys genuine question. Do you guys think I'm a smart person?
#carols.txt#i dont normally do this but I am feeling terrible rn#i had to stay home again because i'm too exhausted emotionally and physically to make the trip to go to uni#and i feel incredibly stupid for not being able to... keep up so to speak#with everything and everyone#im so tired and im not joking im genuinely exhausted#ever since i got diagnosed i found that i've been feeling more and more incapable and i do realize that i have always felt this way#even when i was undiagnosed#but now it feels more prominent. probably because im taking the time to listen to my body?#i dont know#i just want someone to tell me i've still got it. or perhaps that i never lost it
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When i consume too much about my special interest so now i gotta go insane and explode with emotion
#Never let me have unlimited access to XOXO droplets content ever again#I am going INSANE#im losing my mind#im totally normal#screaming crying throwing up#Special interest#autism
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#Banana Fish has ruined my life#i hate it here#its such a good anime#i fucking hate it so much#im never watching it again#im going to re-watch it yearly#im never going to be normal ever again
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seriously debated whether or not i was gonna say anything about this but i use this blog like a diary anyways so. whatever
chat i think i may be hyperfixated on rocky horror picture show. okay let me provide some background because that might seem kinda out of nowhere
for those of you who may not be aware: i am a theater kid. yes i know i can hear you booing through the screen. my college's theater group does a rhps shadow cast every year, and i am on the makeup crew for it this year. id seen the movie once years ago and liked it but also found it deeply uncomfortable (because i was in like eighth grade or something and people were all but fucking and sucking on screen).
i was front center in the audience last night and HOLY SHIT yeah that was cool (guy who played frank sat on my lap, i completed the herculean task of not passing out crying because a hot guy sat on my lap and was also yknow doing frank n furter things DIRECTLY IN FRONT ME like a for a big part of the show MAKING DIRECT EYE CONTACT its a miracle im not dead this guy almost killed me he looked back at me a few times while he was sitting on my lap and i was making the biggest dumbest nervous smile ever and im 99% he could feel me shaking we made eye contact at some point guys please send an ambulance)
guys please i know rhps is. deeply deeply questionable. but the movie is so stupid and the music is good i love it so much. also shadow casts are so epic THE CALLOUTS HELP. i have the callouts rattling around in my brain theyre all so funny.
im coming out as a faggot, a pathetic faggot, a rhps fan, AND a theater kid in the same post. i think one of you just needs to kill me
#mick just yaps#im making a tag for posts like this because they are becoming increasingly common#does anyone ever read these. do any of you look at these#also if any of the people who know me in real life see this and also happened to be at the show and i just missed you. um#you didnt see this#i was never there i lied im not gay youre gay whats gay i dont know what that is#or if youre going tonight and you see me#because i am going again#because A. im doing makeup B. unfortunate hyperfixation and C. um. uh. normal reasons#i will not be able to be in the front row again because the is the virgin section (aka people whove never seen the show before) BUT#i can be anywhere else there arent reserved seats#so maybe the sides if the people im going with (my friend whos also on the makeup crew + her boyfriend) are cool with it#and they arent all reserved again
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ive made my feelings on veilguard clear atp but i WILL say as a tragedy enjoyer act 3 really redeems sooooo much of it for me. esp having my rook-and-siblings worldstate bc let me tell u 3 rooks = 3 separate tragedies is DOING it for me rn. a bellaramancer a hardingmancer and a varricmancer walk into a bar. they all walk out single 😍
#tay plays datv#datv spoilers#datv#genuinely so funny that in my canon worldstate ashara is the ONLY one who gets an ~officially~ happy ending#tho she suffered more than jesus to get it lol#(and can i just say ''ashara goes to silent hill'' being her HAPPY ending is everything i have EVER wanted for the end of her arc kfgjfkg)#but elspeth is for sure dead in datv and probs alistair too bc in my head any alternative is worse#cillian is dead. anders in my heart is also dead#bellara dead. harding dead. varric dead. SHITS CRAZY LOL...... KIND OF LOVE IT TBH.......#< girls when theyre fucking sick in the head 😍#anyway despite the misery im actually kind of feeling like deia/matthas/evander get one of the happiest endings out of all of them#bc its like.... yes all their lovers are dead. but theyre forever bonded in love and theyre a family again and ALWAYS will be#theyll grieve but they wont be grieving alone. there is capacity for healing together#also. to me dragon age has always been about the inherently destructive nature of self mythology and people falling into legend#elspeth/cillian/ashara are all destroyed by it and thats why they cant exist in the world. they HAVE 2 die or go to silent hill superhell#deia/matthas/evander and the ONLY ones who remain PEOPLE after everything. just people. they can fade into obscurity if they want#or continue fighting the good fight - in a normal person way#whatever they pick the choice is ultimately up to them..which is a choice my other protags have never had as an option#anyway. as i said. this game goes so fucking hard when you're hallucinating 70% of it#oc: ashara#oc: elspeth#oc: cillian#oc: deia#oc: evander#oc: matthas
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