#im losing my mind bruh
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I did a silly little redraw of something from @witch-sweets 's Haunted Prince AU. I love their "constantly at each other's throats" dynamic a lot in this. (Original under cut btw) I hope you like it :P
I guess this is a little ironic for Valentine's Day, huh.
#I was so eepy the entire time I drew this#That's why Salem looks lik he has no soul in his body#a hat in time#ahit prince#ahit snatcher#ahit vanessa#if you tag this as ship i will summon the R A I N O F S P I D E R S apon you.#bruh why am i speaking in middle english i meant upon. why cant i edit the tags on mobile#my art#ahit#ahit fanart#maybe it is apon and im losing my mind#tune in next time to find out I guess
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reasons why i am literally max caulfield
i'm a teenage girl with brown shoulder lengthed hair
i got bullied and called shy in school
i only have a few very close friends
i have ocd/maladaptive daydreaming disorder and i literally live in my head (yes she has these 2. i said so okay?)
i have my own weird little inside joke sayings that are probably very confusing to the average person
my nose is always bleeding for no reason
i like art/different aesthetics
i am a nerd (self proclaimed)
i use tumblr (reason enough)
i'm smart but i don't use my smarts on schoolwork/grades
i've been told i'm smart and mature for my age because i don't like partying and drinking/smoking/"regular teenager stuff" when in reality i'm just a silly girl who stays in my room all day long and doesn't see the appeal in that stuff
i'm extremely nosy and yes i will internet stalk you because you liked one of my posts
i isolate myself with music and then vent out and call it a meltdown because i physically cant cry
apparently shes in iep and i was in something like that (im homeschooled now btw)
i wear the same thing everyday and i dress very average even though i want to dress cool
i'm constantly analyzing everything around me
#life is strange#max caulfield#kinnie#kinning#obsessive compulsive disorder#silly goofy mood#silly#lis#maladaptive daydreamer#actually madd#maladaptive daydreaming#ocd tag#actually ocd#intrusive thoughts#mental disorders#im going insane#i cant do this#im gonna cry#im gonna throw up#im not okay#im losing my mind#ughhhh#i am not okay#i am unwell#screaming crying throwing up#i cant#bruh#am i cringe#am i crazy#am i going insane
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wait wait wait is Zongyi going to use his med skills to save Chen Yi the ultimate besties act
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#sonicmovie3hype#sonicmovie3#馃ぃ#Couldn鈥檛 think of a better way to confirm it. XD#now we need fanart of Sonic Shadow Maria and Eggman with a picture of Gerald in the background to this#i love seeing the cast be just as excited as we are#BEN HAHA#elite reference#SOOOO EXCITEDDDDD!!!!!馃挋馃挋馃挋#IM GONNA LOSE IT OH MY GOSH!!!!!馃挋馃挋馃挋#Im LOSING MY MIND HERE#WE WILL BE THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#Bruh lol#Good things come to those who wait. IT'S TIME.#*Live & Learn intensifies*#LETS GO!!! 馃挋馃挋馃挋#i have such happy tears right now 馃ス馃ス#We鈥檙e almost there! 馃挋#FINALLYYYYYY!!!!#TOMORROW TOMORROW IM READY TOMORROW!馃挋#WE鈥橪L FINALLY BE SEEING HIM AGAIN TOMORROWWWWW#referring to movie sonic of course xdddd#ben schwartz
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uh ohhhhhh getting all in my head again aha
#ok so even if im right what does that change#everything but ok ok. i can always just kms to atone for my sins <333#(<-normal coping mechanism with Not Being Able To Deal With The Kind Of Person You Are)#no no ok no kmsing but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bruh i thunk my brain is like. not built right#like what if thats not actually bpd. what if it IS npd after all and ive just#manipulated her into giving me the More Easily Palatable Diagnosis that allows#me (and some goodwilling others) to view myself as a victim instead of just an unsalvageable fucking monster lol#this is NOT the kind of problems i imagined myself having in my 20s#dunno why im losing my mind about rn in the middle of all this silly tumblr shenanigans but#i think my therapist is wrong. she keeps talking shit about trauma and abuse but this isnot#not right. I HAVENT HAD any truly traumating experiences. like divorced parents are normal it doesn't usually do THAT to people. that is NOT#trauma lol SA ok ig but i dont even like. think about it at all and it wasn't even actua fucking rape so like. MAYBE i could blame some#some of myunhealthy#kinks on it but thats literallyit#like me being the way i am really doesnt stem from me being a victim of abuse or anything#like there's no one to blame except for myself there is just something in me thats inherently lacking and it's driving me crazy#it's like im in a constant battle against myself where im forcing myself to feel bad about it because if i allow myself to let go#it's over. for me and for everyone i've manipulated into caring about me#it's insane it's genuinely fucking crazy i really feel like im losing my mind Sometimes#and like the worst part is i can't be fucking bothered to even try to change lol cause it's uncomfortable and it puts responsibility on me#and icant deal with that cause im a pussy and a serial quitter lmao#thats not 'fear of abandonment'. that's just being. wrongly wired. inside.#ANYWAY. never fucking mind. normal again uwu
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VOLO FANS THIS IS SERIOUS we are one step closer to getting more volo content (although not directly game canon) and it鈥檚 gonna be voiced to a degree... (sighs dreamily. can u imagine.)
i literally don鈥檛 care about anyone or anything in pok茅mon masters, i only play waiting for volo to be added and???
the latest hisui event hinted so much at his arrival, i cannot wait these next few months for his very much-assured appearance
im about to launch myself off my bed right now. but anyway
what should i write to commemorate the fact we鈥檙e one step closer to VOLO CONTENT?? any suggestions??
#BRUH the way i woke up from being tired and trying to sleep#at all the volo hints#he's showing up in the next few months maybe the PLA anniversary??#feel like im losing my mind over this.#oh. also commemorating finishing week 1 of grad school i guess. secondary to all this tho. lmao.#mat chats
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u know its been too long since u last got laid when u take the bdsm test and ur friends only response is "jesus christ jack"
#jack.speaks#im dying#listen its hard out here#its been like 2 years#im losing my whole mind bruh#the things i would let someone do to me just to feel something at this point#unspeakable lmfaooooooo
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i thought immediately coming out to male friends was a way to avoid all the weird male female friendship stuff but i was wrong :////
#it is like he put me on this pedestal and then pulled it out from under me after getting a gf im so confused#and hes so fucking critical of the person ive been going out with#MAKE A DECISION.#losing my fucking mind i shouldve known. :/#i have talked to him abt this and he is like im happy for u but then he tears them down. bruh im so fuckin nice to his gf shes the best#why cant he do the same UGH#this is so high school#8/10 times im friends w a man it takes an absurd amt of emotional labor is this even worth it
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馃帿 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers!
//No pressure!! but I hope you have a good day today anyway ^v^
AAKSSJHDISSS OKAY IM GONNA ANSWER THIS FINALLY WEEWEIWIWIWIE THANK YOU SO MUCH BY THE WAY 馃挒馃挒馃挒
ok so I had this thought about their physical appearances,, i think i made it obvious enough that i'm a fan of the concept of red being a little bit bulky than usual, combined with his 6'0" stature (all are my HCs) so hes like a really big bear. or.. usaring i don't know JSKSJSDHSK but yes basically that! big boy!! big pookie!!
now, now i started thinking lately what if jaide is somewhat the opposite of what red got? she's shorter and a little chubby, she buys a lot of food when she's outside and brings a lot of snacks when shes on the go and she always has a snack to offer to you if you need it :] he doesn't mind her physique and think its actually SUPER adorable - she's like a bouncy squishy ball of sunshine weeee (we'll expand on that soon)
when they're outside doing pkmn stuff together, i think jaide would beg him for a break time and he would sternly respond no, or like, "later okay?" and she would pout about it. if she saw a vending machine outside she is sure to eye on it like crazy and give him the wet dog eyes like "pookie can i get one 馃ズ" and he shakes his head and drags her (or even carries her) away from the vending machine and she's uueueueing (rip babygirl)
when they're at home however, or somewhere more private (basically, anywhere where red feels more comfortable) he would do everything to grab her tummy (preferably hugging her behind and latching on her waistline WEEJDHEE) and just. ~enjoy~ her presence and whatever the heck she's talking about since she likes to talk about anything related to pkmn biology aehehue and he's savoring every bit of it :] he love his chatterbox girlfriend frfrfr
and that's it :] THANK YOU FOR THE PASS WAWAWA 馃挒馃挒馃挒馃挒馃挒馃挒鈥硷笍鈥硷笍鈥硷笍
#the reason why i became more open about the whole plumpy topic was mostly because of this tiktok i found about a person who once had an ex#who didnt like her slight chub (but she didnt care) but her current partner would LOVINGLY GRAB HER CHUB and she's like#(gibberish while trying to explain her point but it made sense) I LOVED THAT VIDEO not only was it so funny but super inspiring to me!#i really dont mind about my how i look but lately i keep getting comments about how i need to lose more weight even if. WHERE???? I'M OK?#WHAT ARE YOU SAYING FR 馃槶 AND I DON'T EVEN CAREEEE#I SWEAR IM NOT VENTING BUT ITS LIKE BRUH LMAO OK#but yeah that's about it! :]#ask to tag (the weight topic mostly!)#~ mail#鈾ワ笍 appleshipping#馃崁 gush post
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Having a crush makes me insane im really willing to tear off my flesh for this mf
#mikky speaks#in related news#in my monthly posting about cannibalism she liked my story and agrees that cannibalism is kind of hot#plus she likes a lot of my selfies when i post them on Instagram like bruh#im losing my mind everyday
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excuse me while i slither my way onto your lap so i can bite you all over 馃槒
the damn watermark is covering up his pretty little face yet i can feel the attraction very much so 馃グ馃槏
#my husband really ate up this photoshoot istg 馃い#everyone else showed up in house clothes#but eric be like nah bruh lemme show you how to properly serve#NEW TO ME AND IM TRYING NOT TO LOSE MY MIND#10cc#eric stewart#lol creme#kevin godley#graham gouldman
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every single part of this video punches me in the face and then i scrolled down and all the rest of the post did too what the fuck
i bet the dick is insane
#WHY IS EVERYONE ON ABOUT HIS DICK#MORE IMPORTANTLY WTF DID I JUST WATCH HOLY SHIIIT#bruh no#your FINGERS in the OIL HELLO#not to mention the EVERYTHING ELSE SIR??#im losing my mind actively im going insane this video killed me
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im rlly fucking tired of the constant anger dude
#like please for the love of god learn some emotional regulation im going to lose my mind#i鈥檓 in a good mood all day and then the second he comes home. down the drain#and then refuses to fucking admit he鈥檚 upset when i can hear him cursing and sighing like bruh#just SHUT UP#god i鈥檓 fucking sick of it#personal
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Oh I'm livid
so salty salty
Sorry, this sounds out of context but my clip editor just blew the fck out of my mood and left me soo irritated!
#technology gives me the ick#technology screws up my energy more than anything else#you would think im crazy#and some of yall might think im crazy lol#but my mood just gets bamboozled by stupidest stuff#bruh can't catch a break#that I am losing my mind#馃ゴ
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I dont know how to feel, what to do
juat sipping wine and listening to music, feeling lost and unsure what I am doing
#cavetown#is so good bruh#when everything is wrong#listen to sad music#devil town is colder in the summertime#ill lose my mind at least another thousand time...#sigh#drunk posts#drunk post#im sad rn
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I think I need help, but I don鈥檛 know how to ask for it and I鈥檓 scared
#bpdlatte.whining#there鈥檚 a growing darkness within me that literally threatens to pull me down every other day#like bruh im cutting again!! drinking way too much!!#I need someone to hold#me and tell me they want me around fr im losing my mind#what a waste of space
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