#im losing my dignity
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I watch the moon, let it run my mood. Can't stop thinking of you...
#john dolmayan#system of a down#soad#im losing my dignity#the caption is a song lyric#the song is called tek it by cafune
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is this a safe space
#im gonna say fuck it and post these here. what do i have to lose#my dignity? that's long dead and buried by now#art tag#self ship#ben bigger#ben bigger zenless zone zero#zenless zone zero#fursona#von lycaon#von lycaon zenless zone zero#self shipping
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edit: if my brain was fully functioning i would have remembered to include the caption bc:
#malkin#im sitting on a couch losing my dignity battling it out with my gut#and here he is casually looking hotter than ever#life isn't fair
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i love media that focuses more on character than plot and bsd does it so well. like every single character is so beautifully written and asgr treats all of them with such care. i know people complain about the death bait but i think its just. hes not going to kill characters unless that is what makes sense for their arc and their story has been told. its why odasaku is so fixated on not killing: because to him, a character is a real being and you cant be so loose with taking lives when you have full control of one.
even when characters die before youve really had a chance to get to know them properly (the flags, and bram now too, for example), asgr still does a rlly good job of establishing them quickly without leaving them one dimensional. they have a lot of life to them even with so little time to show it. contrast that to something like jjk where you could sit with a character for a while and still not feel like you have a good grasp on Who They Are, and. yikes.
I can emotionally attach to bsd characters who show up for a singular chapter of a backstory light novel. jjk gives a character a whole mini arc and theyre still just nothing to me bc gege, like a lot of writers atm, has characters as plot devices rather than people. and asgr does the opposite.
#anyway odasaku as insight into the way asgr thinks abt writing is SO bc YEA! characters are Little Guys who you have complete control over#and who you must thus treat with dignity#i just like that bsd never loses sight of its main lure - that being that the plot is always based off of what the characters are doing#rather than forcing the characters into what the plot is doing. which is where a lot of stories can end up disappointing to me#anyway. character based media 🔛🔝#nyxi cant stfu#bungou stray dogs#bsd#been thinking abt this again bc of jjk vs bsd discussions and i had to rlly dig thru my drafts to find it bc its a month old but its so real#asgr interviews are lovely bc he talks abt chars w such affection. gege talks abt gojo and im like. why did u write him then.
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Damn good luck with that atlus application. Don't let your dreams be dreams. Goro is waiting for you.
thank you, you get it anon <3
#txt#asks#what do i have to lose? my dignity? im afraid ive already lost that when i became a shuake shipper
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Back when I was in middle school, my family and I would frequent a local flea market on the weekend, almost every single weekend. I'll never forget coming across the Art Asylum doll of Alice Cooper that played "Welcome to My Nightmare" and becoming entranced. My dad and the seller bargained until we finally paid around $20 for it, which kickstarted a lifelong obsession with Alice Cooper. I still have the doll btw but he's no longer in box lol
When the pandemic was happening, Alice came close by and I wanted to see him so bad but that didn't pan out. But today, that's all about to change. I love this man with my life and now that the day has came I'm freaking out. Who else can say their first concert ever was rock legends Alice Cooper and Rob Zombie???? Now that the day has arrived I AM PANICKING but so very excited!!!! Another dream come true in due time. 💜🖤
#tehshelaroxx#themuseabides#alice cooper posting#rip to my dignity#im about to lose my shit just thinking about it#*hyperventilates*#babbling into the void
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this is a sign to listen to the music you were obsessed with at 13
#relistening to scary kids scaring kids and good god their self titled album fucks insanity#im losing whats left of my dignity!!!! but ill fight to the death for her heart!!!#ill never give up for whats possibly!!!!!#FOR BETTER OR WORSE THIS LOVE MUST BE CURSED#skeletal chatter
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once again this man confuses me????? i finally found the balls to ask him out and he basically said yes but like. in a weird way??? like he started fumbling with his words and saying weird shit and we didn't actually plan a day but he did basically say yes but he also kinda skirted around it but at the same time not really???? bro why is he like thissssss honestly im way too old for this shit and also i haven't asked someone out since 2016 like give me a break 😭
#i swear to god if i find out that he has a gf he's never mentioned and he was just kinda fucking around !!!!#im gonna 1) kms and 2) never trust a man ever again#and also never trust my own judgement because he seems like the best dude ive ever met#i cannot imagine him acting like this when he has a girlfriend#but why does he do this why does he act like this and then chicken out every time i throw a bait?????? 😭😭#anyway as much as i keep saying im never gonna go after someone who needs to be begged i am unfortunately way too into him#i have no dignity and i am very much willing to beg just a little bit#and most of all i NEED to get to the bottom of this like i need to understand what is happening with this fucking man or i will lose my mind
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OH MY GOD GUYS / guys/ guys. my friend put me onto this manga and. it's been i wanna say 5 days since i started reading and i am on chapter 110 this thing is literally so beautiful. the story? wonderful. the pacing? perfect. the character development? on point. the character designs themselves? 10/10. like i cannot stress or gush about this enough it is SO good like genuinely oh my godddd please go read the fragrant flower blooms with dignity
#i can't count how many times i've almost cried or shed a few tears its actually so. so beautiful.#shout out to rintaro tsumugi 17 years old born january 26 190 cm tall blood type a student of chidori high#and another shout out to kaoruko waguri 17 years old born july 22nd 148 cm tall blood type b student at kikyo private academy#they are so cuteee#telling you rn they are actually evyerhthing to me#please please please#the fragrant flower blooms with dignity#yall FIND ME PLEASDEEE PLEASE IM A NEW FAN IM OBSESED PLEAS#tsumugi rintarou#waguri kaoruko#manga recommendation#also obsessed w the side characters like the writing is actually so good and the art matches it perfectly#in love#ive been up all night someone feed me a sedative so i can sleep and not lose my mind over romance manga#ignore how it took me 3 tries to type out a period...please...
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personally I don't like this ish (pointing to my emotions) and if I could remove one very specific one I am struggling with at the moment, that would be SOOOOOO very convenient and helpful, Lord
#you know that thing where it's like hope is hemophilia you bleed and you bleed and you bleed#yeah well i'd like to stop bleeding already there's literally nothing there's literally NOTHING i'm working with!!!!#alright im tired so i WILL talk and then will delete this tomorrow but. i love this boy so much and it is personally Killing me#it is also deeply embarrassing the extent that i care about him and how silly my behaviour has been as a result#i literally cooked for half the dorm because i wanted to make food for him. like girl whyyyyy#do i need to go down to breakfast at 7:30am every single day? no. do i go because i know he's always there before his class? yeah#do i worry about him and wonder about him and ask him about his day pretty much every day? also yes#it has been SUCH a mess of sticky notes and asking about what he needs prayer for and buying the same brand of cookies because i know#they're his favourite and simply losing my MINDDDD which is so silly because i KNOW he ***** ******* ****#he literally TOLD me about this. the door is already CLOSED. WHY must the delusional voice in my head harp on in this way!!!!#alsooooo i hear his voice in the hall and my heart literally starts to hurt it is SO bad#there's way more than this but that's all i'm willing to admit because even when tired i at least have some sense of wanting to preserve#my dignity. anyway#the waiting room chapter
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"yeah baby i’m marked by alllll the fears. all of ‘em. wanna see? *i lift up my shirt to reveal"
Option a) Mardi Gras beads-one strand for each fear
B) a tasteful Jon sims autograph on your collarbone (technically marked by all of them in the second degree but shh it counts)
C) idk I lost steam and dignity.
secret option D) it’s just a massive grotesquely detailed tattoo of jon getting fucked and sucked by all the avatars at once that covers my whole abdomen
#there is always more dignity to lose my friend#im living (questionable) proof of that#hskshdksjs ANYWAY SORRY—#asks
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Hello Moon, its been a while since we talked, hope you are doing well and receiving many blessings. The world is hell rn but nevertheless I hope the small hapinnesses you encounter give you hope 🩷
hey carola 💖 thank you for sending this in, you're so sweet 🥺 i've had this in my inbox for a while bc i truly didn't know how to respond to it... the world really is hell right now and every feeling of happiness i get is somehow always riddled with privilege and guilt... nonetheless i have no right to give up hope so thank you for the kind reminder 💖 i hope you're taking care of yourself and i'm sending you hugs and warmth to help you get through this cold winter 🫂🌻
#so many people that i trusted have shown their true colours in the past few weeks#they were so supportive of peace and justice in theory#and even curious about my religion until now#it was all a farce. as long as i support their ideals im a friend but if i say smth like. i think genocide is bad. suddenly im the enemy?#its so scary how people are losing their jobs for upholding morality like i know im a coward for not being more outspoken about this#but im literally terrified. of the way people have been reacting to this around me so far#i remember when 9/11 happened around the time i was born and all my childhood my parents had to deal with being misunderstood and labelled#and now im experiencing that all over again except this time im not young enough to ignore it#and to think that my experience isnt even a fraction of what palestinians have been facing for generations.....#ya Allah.... have mercy on them....#grant them with the dignity that has been stripped away from them#shower the martyrs with blessings and give strength and hope to the living to carry on despite this seemingly endless nightmare#💌#tinyleia#carola 💓
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i think if i dont figure out what i wanna do by college im just gonna sell feet pics
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i lost my journal at the program now im panicking coz i wrote A LOT of weird and very private stuff in there
#if someone reads it im finished man#all my dignity might be gone#lately life sucks and ive nwver wanted to die sm#i dont hv friends no more and that journal is the only think keeping me sane istg if anything happens to it#I WANNA DROWN MYSELF#i literally talk to that journal like it has feelings bro i can't lose it#bye im so stressed rn shit got me venting on tumblr
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christine by lucy dacus is really getting to me rn. girl leave your cheating boyfriend and get with me instead ‼️‼️‼️‼️
#i'd rather lose my dignity than lose you to someone who won't make you happy SHUT UPPPPPP#sigh. it aint workin out with her ive accepted this but im coping and seething about it anyway
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self csre is seeing a horror movie
#im ficming SAAAAAD it hit me suddenly roday#like not thst its Over but just ALL of it. the last . 19months just hit me and it just mafe me fucking bawl my eyes out#i stil ldont know why bur i do feel a lil bit better abt it :(#i just hate it all. lile mostly hate myself for allowing the bullshit to happen tk me#all bc i was so inlove with him :(. and djdnt want to lose how he made me feel#but alas. here we a re n i refuse to go back now lmao#i say that everytime but . my ego refuses jt this time#its literally . the only thing jeeping me from unbloxking him.#and mssginh him Something . but he made it clear that he doesnt wanna be w me anymorw so i am . going ticrespect that#and have SOME dignity for myself#so saw it is soci dont have to Think for an hour or two
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