#all bc i was so inlove with him :(. and djdnt want to lose how he made me feel
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#im ficming SAAAAAD it hit me suddenly roday#like not thst its Over but just ALL of it. the last . 19months just hit me and it just mafe me fucking bawl my eyes out#i stil ldont know why bur i do feel a lil bit better abt it :(#i just hate it all. lile mostly hate myself for allowing the bullshit to happen tk me#all bc i was so inlove with him :(. and djdnt want to lose how he made me feel#but alas. here we a re n i refuse to go back now lmao#i say that everytime but . my ego refuses jt this time#its literally . the only thing jeeping me from unbloxking him.#and mssginh him Something . but he made it clear that he doesnt wanna be w me anymorw so i am . going ticrespect that#and have SOME dignity for myself#so saw it is soci dont have to Think for an hour or two
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