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nebjo · 8 months ago

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i really want a friend. can someone be my friend, please. like even just a little bit. anyone, please? just like, a little friend. you know, they say friendship is magic. don't you want some magic in your life? come be my friend. please?

#be my friend pls #i need friend #im lonely but its ok #i just want one friend please #i dont want to beg but ill do it

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mipexch · 3 months ago

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been thinking about something wicked a little too much lately. no harm in romanticizing the ominous dreadful unstoppable force

#ultrakill #v1 #v1cked #<- unsure if ive ever officially decided that was the tag id be using but i dont recall anyone else having an idea for it #v1 and something wicked... ouhehehe #in a game like this... with conflict and violence and unceasing demand for a spectacle it is a step back to have v1 find themselves in a-#dark and quiet labyrinth belonging to a force that scares even them #idk. i think about it. its so unlike everything v1 has gone through thus far (though albeit not much as 0-S is in prelude. but i assume-#-there was some killing before they decided to drop down)#maybe it reminds them of their home? where they were built? light humming of wicked passing feels like the buzzing of bright artificial-#-lights that were routinely shined down on them for maintenance #a strange but welcome connection...#and something wicked is very lonely. i dont think it has much of an issue with this seeing as it knows its maze so so well.. im sure it-#-cares for it extensively. but a machine? coming here? i wonder if something wicked has the ability to interact with the terminals at all #terminals do really only talk to machines #but this one seems quite lonely. i dont think itd mind if something wicked happened to take a look #ok im done #gen art

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caligvlasaqvarivm · 10 months ago

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prince and prince friendship. this is my vision

#blood cw ////////#violence cw ///////////#erikar #eridan ampora #dirk strider #karkat vantas #dave strider #im just crazy about the idea that eridan and dirk would get along #theyre both fucked up in the head but in a way where they go ''theyre a freak but theyre basically OK'' about each other #eridan is too stupid/stubborn to manipulate and dirk literally could not give less of a shit about eridan's drama #so they have like a net 0 impact on each other #they do not make each other better. they also do not make each other worse.#they just get really bored and lonely sometimes #''do u want to stave off the ennui and beat the shit out of each other'' ''sure i dont have anything else going on today''#just super lethargic and almost transactional #since they only hang out when theyre both bored as shit. from the outside it almost looks like a moirallegiance thing #at least until they start trying to murder each other which is when it suddenly looks like a kismesis #but its neither #theyre literally just bored and love violence #eridan <> karkat btw

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arkiwii · 11 months ago

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i absolutely love kristen x saria and could give a whole analysis about it because its such a beautiful relationship that was doomed to fall. kristen was already planning to die, and alone, since the start. they both cared deeply for each other, but it couldn't work.

i know a lot of people probably wish kristen would come back at some point, but im placing my hot take care: i dont think she should. like id say "if she did she would/should", but no, i dont think she should ever come back at all at any point. she dedicated her life to it, and she joined the stars. she's gone now. and saria needs to move on, to stop clinging to the past and grieve something that was already lost. she was left with a huge scar, but this scar needs to heal. if kristen came back, it would only make the damages on saria worse and will never let her heal.

i love silence x saria even more because it's the union of the future and the past. silence will help her to move on, to heal. she will show her a beautiful world. the broken rock and the plants growing on it making it beautiful etc. and at the same time, saria would be able to give silence the kind of support and comfort she deeply needs at the moment from her overwhelming duty. i wouldn't want to say it's THE relationship ever, but god fucking damnit its close to it. its beautiful. look at them mutually helping each other out. hits fist on desk

IF i didn't just woke up i'd write so so much more and give so much analysis and symbolism and all that stuff but im sleepy. ALSO i need to draw kristen and saria content one day but im so bad at drawing kristen and im clogged artwise i have so much to work on help

#btw im not calling out anyone for wishing for kristen to come back im not saying you're wrong #im just saying scenaristically it would be horrible #and its ok bc i love angst #(saria needs a break)#sorry people lone trail is still devastating me after a month #i seriously cant stop thinking about it u have no idea #ANYWAY ALSO I ORDERED THE LONE TRAIL ARTBOOK FROM NORIZC WOOO #YIPPEE #arknights

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guardian-angle22 · 2 years ago

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911: Lone Star | Tarlos Wedding Pt. 3 -> Carlos' vows

#911 lone star #911 lone star spoilers #911lsedit #tk strand #tarlos #carlos reyes #the tarlos wedding #my gifs #ok i lied i finished these real quick before work #that im going to with no sleep #its the wild heart line for me ngl #i will freak out about this more later im sure #episode: s04e18 in sickness and in health

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thespoinkyspunge · 2 months ago

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does anyone else like cannibalism as a metaphor for deep love and affection or is that just the really lonely girls on pinterest

#cannibalism as a metaphor for love #HOLY SHIT ITS A TAG #lonely girls on pinterest we won #pinterest #lets goooo #im just a girl #im not weird i swear #ok maybe a little

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marv3l-drag0ns · 3 months ago

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god DAMN college loneliness actually hits hard :-(

#dragon's discussions #i dont even knwo why ims ad #i got emotional over fuckin WAGO WHEEL by darius rucker #and i wanna drive so bad #but im sad and lonely now and idk why im lonely when i clearly have friends here #like. theyre new friends so we dont have a warriors bond yet #but theyre pretty good friends!!!#and theyre all so cool!!!!!!#but im so fucking sad and i want a really big hug and i want someone to cuddle with #augh its lonely #i was just thinking earlier that i was adjusting well cuz i wasnt thinking stuff like #'ok college is great but im going home this wekeend' and i didint miss my parents that much #but i kinda feel really touch starved rn #whatever #i push on [actively sobbing]

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kkilljoys · 19 days ago

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no tarlos christmas icons?? thats fine. ill do it

#kj words #now might be a good time to admit i suck at editing images um. the shitty quality adds to it??#idk why i kept putting the santa hat on the right but its ok #911 ls #tarlos #carlos reyes #tk strand #911 lone star spoilers #im so cool

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what-even-is-sleep · 6 months ago

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thinking about Bodkin again bc I mean,,, ALL THE SYMBOLISM OHHHHHGH. i NEED some tumblr film analysis hobbyists to watch this show and tell me all the themes n such

#yes I’m making all these posts in a row #it’s bc I’m obsessed atm #mypost #Bodkin #bodkin netflix #PLEASSEEEEE #WHY DID THE PAPER MACHE HEAD LOOK LIKE GILBERT #CAN WE HAVE AN IN-DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT GILBERT BEING FORCED TO SWALLOW/CHOKE ON HIS WORDS (recorder) BUT THAT SOUND—HIS #STORY (HIS pov. however ‘abstract’ and detatched from consequence it may have been) BEING WHAT CATCHES EMMY AND DOVEs ATTENTION TO SAVE HIM #. LIKE #OUGHHHHHWJEHQIHSJSBWJXNAJSNNQJZNWHXJWHXJEBXNDUSBJS #AND THE WOLF IMAGERY PLS SOMEONE TELL ME ABOUT THAT #IS THERE MORE THAN THE SURFACE? what do I not understand? as im writing this out am thinking: ok its cause dove is a lone wolf #WAITTTT WAIT OMFG AND when she remembers that her mom told her to howl when she was lost… bc wolves actually have family and I’m p sure the #lone wolf thing is a myth… after she realizes that she’s not alone and she can choose to interact #GOD GRAHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW #other things I’m thinking abt (will maybe make a post abt?)#OUGH YEAH OK dove symbolism: wolf/lone wolf. sunglasses/shielding herself (OUGH AND SHE PICKS UP THAT XTRA LAYER OF DEFENCE WHEN SHE COMES #BACK TO HOMELAND/familiar space… bc she’s vulnerable to her past here…. hrahhh #. also LMFAO when she calls the sheriff a piggy #hrmmmmm aughhh I want to dissect Gilbert and Seamus’s friendship oughhh #ok wait even more on Dove: I want to dig into when she calls Emmy Emmy vs Sizargd (will have to look up the spelling whoops) —was it always #blatant manipulation? how much of it is a reflection of what she is? hrmmmm there’s so much there I think #another Q: why did Emmy call the tech guy Shitpants again at the end? ik there were the stakes I just wanna dig into her character more. why #would she say the shitpants thing instead of manipulating him in other ways? (not saying her was was unreasonable at all lol-j wanna dig #into her character.#OH prob something abt the whole ‘her needing to release her anger’ thing? idk ahh I want to analyze her more

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moeblob · 5 months ago

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"It's lonely without Bernard..."

#bravely default 2 #anihal #hey now that im over most of my im too depressed to play video games what if i go back to a game #that destroys my emotions with every side character its totally fine and normal and not risky at all #hey what if i commit a crime because i love anihal so much and want her to be happy and the second she shows a smile #she follows it up with such a sad line of ITS LONELY WITHOUT BERNARD #what if you just give me a side quest later to help her beloved pets calm down and then GUT ME WITH THE KNIFE #That bernard used to help protect her its fine good lord im so not normal about these side characters #the only bd2 fanart ive even done is for side characters its just a thing i gotta do ok #sure the four you play as are fine and i like them enough but these side quests and side characters destroy me #i might try to play more ! bc i think i was in ch3 about to hit deeper character lore soon but idk man #im a chronic job leveler and side quest truther i gotta do this stuff first hold on plot #also i drew it on the wrong sized canvas for tumblr dot com and had to extend the canvas #to post and not blur it weirdly

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evergreen-endo · 5 months ago

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worlds most irritating couple somebody separate them STAT !!!!!

#AAAAAAASGFJCASDHFJKBJLSK I LOVE HIM #ive been weeping over this #OOUUUGHHHHH #hooked/bumpy nose endo supremacy #give me ur tongue boy !!!!#i have a version of this without me in it just endo i'll post it later on my main #his tongue looks lonely tho fair warning......#ok stop being a freak for two seconds literally #i love our color palettes my blue hair green eyes and his teal thing he's got goin on #lip rings on opposite sides #actually i completely drew mine on the wrong side now that im looking at it again but whatever its cute #i love this new style im drawing in its SOOOO FUN TO COLOR i get so excited actually #i think he deserves to have a darker complexion than he does on those manga covers it's just fitting for him. methinks.#he looks so good #GOD #FUCKKGKJSKFHKAJVKSDFJ #dearly departed — venya ♱#idk if that’s our ship name but i’ll tag it as that #i need to draw us with takiishi now too #ok i’m gonna shut up now y’all have a good day 🦋🌸🌄

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98chao · 4 months ago

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i kinda wanna make a twitter account in the crk fandom, but i always stop myself because i'm scared of the toxicity 😣 i really wanna make more crk friends, but would people automatically hate me bc i like pureshadow...!!! i don't think i could handle that :(

#i already have a personal account with a Really Good username and my sonic art acc but #aghhh i feel lonely sometimes!!!!#all of my twitter friends ive been friends w for 3+ yrs have really different interests than mine now #so i cant talk about cookie run!!!!!!!#i need to talk about cookie run!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!#i have one (1) friend i talk to pretty much daily on discord who also likes cookie run ..#i follow some crk people on twt too... but my account is private so i cant talk to them...... :(#not to say tumblr isnt enough or anything #im happy w how many people interact w me here #its really the only reason why i draw and post art here so frequently #i just wanna connect w people who have the same interests #Ok guys ignore my 12am sentimental postings im just thinking a lot #txt #not art

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just-sp-in-inginthevoid · 11 months ago

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Senju would absolutely be Tenjiku's court jester because she would have the privilege of talking back to Izana without facing (much) consequences

Also she can be hilarious

#me seeing characters who never interacted in canon: ok but they would get along—#how the heck am i supposed to call this au where senju and izana meet around the time he was BD 8th leader. or after he found out he isnt #biologically a sano #(they have no idea who the other is - just two lonely beans meeting one another and realizing they have stuffs in common. they never share #details tho. dont like it. they become close somehow. its bc they understand loneliness)#itd be hilarious common #tokyo revengers #tok rev #tr #tokrev #tagging that as spoilers bc im growing more and more aware that they are anime only on this website #tr spoilers #tokrev spoilers #tokyo revengers spoilers #tr senju #senju kawaragi #senju akashi #tr izana #tokrev izana #izana kurokawa #senjus also s62s court jester in final timeline btw. i just know it trust me bro #also for the not-final timeline its kinda a fixit bc theres no way she lets emma get killed. and also mucho would absolutely recognize her #face and itd be fun to have a Mucho.exe is not working moment as senju and sanzu both deny having a sibling (when interrogated separately #AND when confronted together. 'ive never seen this person in my life officer.' '- you look like twins' 'doubles arent from the same #family. plus we don't have the same family name. see? not related. we're both only child'#Jester Senju also mean she could get along with the circus duo (Hanma&Kisaki) - only after bashing their head in for attempting/planning to #kill Emma tho #Jester Senju AU

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felicitywilds · 1 year ago

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also slowly turning around in my brain how rose said she was going to stay with the doctor forever, and then later donna says the same thing (to martha!! the doctor doesnt even hear or know!!! it would make him so happy but hurt him so much if he did!!!!!!), and then when she tells the doctor shes going home in sontaran stratagem he immediately assumes it means shes leaving him for good and accepts it but also launches into all the things he still wanted to show her.

and i know its played for a joke like haha silly martian thats not what i meant! but this is the same man who, when he needed to turn human, loved someone SO DEEP AND HARD that he didnt think he'd ever fall in love again. ever. even with his memory erased. so when you take that moment of "oh you're just popping home for a visit" and like ACTUALLY look at it you're like. this man gets so so so attached to people, and is so incredibly scarred by losing these people he loves that he has no choice but to let them go when they want to leave on good terms, because he knows how bad it could get for them if they stay, no matter how much he wants them to stay.

anyway donna's forever and rose's forever are just different flavors of the same "i need you as much as you need me, so im in it for the long haul, bad stuff included" and its chefs kiss

#doctor who #dw #nuwho #donna noble #rose tyler #tenth doctor #by me #dont skip nine #i just. i have so many thoughts about donna i cant even get them all down #ill probably need another post about this #but i just LOVE how much she takes those classic Rose Things and turns them on their heads #donna travels with the doctor bc she has nothing else just like rose did #but while rose traveled so he wouldnt be lonely and through that company he learned to be humane #donna travels with him to keep him humane and through that company he starts to heal from his grief of being lonely #if that makes sense #when rose was there he always did things for HER and it was so dangerous for both of them and scarred them more than it could have #and now with donna its like nah man do it for THEM. you cant live for your companions. you gotta live for you and the people you save #ok i think im done now

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soobvape · 4 days ago

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i need brownies so fucking bad rn

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faaun · 8 months ago

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pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

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