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gg here
so this is going to be long
you and the people reading your blog need to understand something: the people shipping bt are mostly destiel, i don’t know how may of you have seen spn or ship destiel but this knowledge is important
when we got tommy kissing buck most people compared this to destiel, buck to dean and his bisexuality and the now diehard bt stans started comparing misha and lfjr saying how their characters even if supposed to be on the show just for a few episodes they were so loved by the fans that the screewriters decided to keep them and this really happened with misha/castiel but this character was added in a show where there wasn’t major ship (the only one was wincest but even you can understand how impossible was even the thought of canonizing a romantic relationship between two brothers) but mostly castiel was a brand new character while tommy has a past and not a very beautiful one so two different scenarios but that’s not all because they started comparing the parasocial relationship misha has with his fans with the one lfjr has with his stans
i don’t know how many of you were or are on twt since the start but pictures this:
we have lou this brand new actor for our little silly weewoo show he’s kissing ostark, thanks to tommy we have bi buck, people are celebrating, people want to see how this will play out but we still ship buddie we are just enjoying it (bree/kinarscoffee made a post saying how she was happy that tommy could help with buddie canon) then lfjr started interact with them: at the beginning he was shy and not so bold he was the one spilling the beans about tommy/eddie, he was the one telling how bt was a stepping stone for buddie and how tommy was aware that something was happening between buck and eddie (mind you at the time his cameos where 50$)
then he started seeing his fanbase grow, he started responding to hc, telling them if they liked his idea about the chin grab, talking about the sexy times between tommy and buck, he started telling sob stories about tommy, started sending videos on their discord about bt so they finally found the same thing they had with misha
they started contacting con organization to ask them to have lou because they wanted the m&g, the photo, cosplaying him, proposal in front of him dressed like buck and tommy (im not criticizing who wants to go to the con, i went to a spn one years ago but it’s not my thing so not a critique), being recognized by him (if you watch the video they post on tt you will see to how many con they went to see misha) and lfjr is the only one who could give them this kind of relationship because ostark, rg, aisha aren’t interested in cons especially ostark
then they started buying the famous LOUniform, a shirt he had in one of his pic, a limited edition just 500 pieces; they went to pride, to disneyword (making photo with disney characters and tagging lou)
they started interacting with his sister and she started interacting with them
they went so far to defend and protect him, they made video defending him, saying that he was just a baby (30yo) sharing funny memes and how everyone did it, they called queer ppl homophobe, called black and poc racist, they stomped on their beliefs for him
they got blocked by people, they got a bad reputation, they are hated and always treated like stupid, they aren’t acknowledged by ostark and now lfjr stopped being friends with them
so they payed a lot of money for him, they bought his shirt, they did so many things for him and now he is ignoring them so they are shocked how dare him act like this when they made him? when they did all of this for him? other are just chanting “his mental health his poverty mental health” like a justification for the fact that he isn’t playing with them anymore
Hello, love, when I tell you I read the word destiel and almost poured myself actual tea to sip while reading this, I'm not kidding, that first paragraph legit made me go "oh they're trying to emulate Misha" and then strapped in for a ride.
The thing is, I kinda get the Misha comparison, I was never in that deep in the supernatural fandom, but I did watch the show as it was airing until season 7 and adjacently followed for the rest of it, so the whole being brought in on a season after a strike, a shiny new love interest, someone else to try to interact with. But like you said, supernatural didn't have a established ship because you can't really make incest a thing, so Cas was a a breath of fresh air. And like, anything is more compelling than shipping literal incest. Cas brought in something the show didn't have. Tommy was never gonna be that, because we have Eddie and you can't really replace Eddie with Tommy. What happened with Misha is a once in a lifetime situation, you can't recreate that.
Also, I can't believe the cameos were 50$ when this madness started. But I do remember the initial interactions with him, the chin grab and stuff like. But damn, this was a ride from start to finish. But I feel like something clicked in my brain, they make sense to me now. I'm still speechless but...
#im legit staring at my phone#im gonna publish this one because i dont know what else to say#911#i really need a tag for asks#anon 😌#spy network
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I'm On My Knees . . ! ! >//<
random things that make riize weak on their knees.
꒰ png ot7!riize x fem!reader , fluff , sillies , headcanons , established relationship , lower case intended . cw kisses, pet names . wc — (not proofread) ꒱
yu notes: MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT HC AAAA, NOT GONNA LET OT6 RUIN MY DAY 🫵
shotaro — your gaze
• it doesn't matter how long you have been dating him.
• your gaze would always melt him away, never failing to make him weak on his knees
• the way you stare at him loving, so warm, so comforting.
• he swears he'll always get hypnotised by it
• and at the end of it either staring back with a pair of lovesick eyes,
• or suddenly blurting out his dramatic plans of marrying you.
• well it could be both
"what do you want for dinner? it'll be my treat" a giddy giggle escape your lips, looking up from your phone to catch him staring. your gaze soften as you call for him in a small voice, "taro?" you tilt your head slightly. not receiving any reply back, you ask once again. "taro"—"let's get married."
sungchan — your voice + petnames
• there's just something so alluring about your voice
• it doesn't matter if your voice is sometimes soft, sometimes deep, raspy,
• even when you're not talking at all and just simply breathing
• it will always be a sweet treat to his ear.
• especially if you add in some sweet new names for him in your sentences
• he'll be kicking his feet like a highschool girl
• he's so obsessed with it, he will refuse to start a day without calling you or atleast receiving a voicemail from you.
• and obviously sleep calls when he's away are a must !!
"hello?" you utter sleepy, yawning and laying back down to your bed. you can hear shuffles through the call, confusion arising when he's not replying to your words. "pretty boy?" the call goes in one long silence as you can't hear him shuffling around on the other side anymore. "sungc"—"did you just call me a pretty boy??!!! KAKSJDJWISJSJSN WAIT I NEED A MINUTE"
eunseok — your caring nature
• idiot grin on his face
• like his smile is huge everytime your personality traits starts to show up
• the way he observes your attentiveness, your caring and kind nature
• his eyes will legit turns to hearts !!
• loves to watch as your caring mode turns on everytime you see animals, people or simply seeing,, him.
you drop down to a squat gently pushing the can of tuna towards a cute little kitten. "look at you.." you coo, offering your hand cautiously watching the way the kitten reacts before gently stroking it. eunseok smiles warmly, staring down at you and the way your expression soften whilst gently carresing the poor animal. "eunseok" you call softly breaking his trance. "yes baby?" eunseok's smile widens crouching next to you, you giggle gently reach out to fix the stray hair on his face. "can we adopt her?" eunseok swears he's fallen in love twice.
wonbin — your warmth
• wonbin lovesloooooves hugging you
• or cuddling you on top of a comfy mattress
• whether it's him spooning you or the other way around it doesn't really matter for him.
• what matters the most is your body pressed close against him at all times!
• he won't be able to function without the warmth your body provides, even if it's in the middle of summer 😵💫
you struggle in his embrace, trying to let go as the heat of summer slowly seeps through the window. feeling you pry open his arms, wonbin let out a whine pulling you closer as he hides in the crook of your neck. "it's so hot wonbin" you pout still trying to breakfree from his embrace. "i know im hot" a groan leaves your lips hitting his back gently. "atleast let me grab the ac remote??" wonbin sigh letting go slightly, his hand still perfectly wrapped around your wrist "fine, so this is how it is huh? you don't love me anymore." "oh shut up." you roll your eyes while chuckling softly turning on the ac before spooning him back in your arms, sighing in content.
seunghan — your touch
• blushing mess everytime your hands touch
• people might assume it would be the other way around, the way he acts most of the time proves that he wouldn't be the one clinging right?
• oh how wrong that is
• he'll make sure to keep you close 24/7
• it seems everytime you touch send such an electric feeling in his body
• and he'll never get enough of it, he will alwaaays be so flustered by it
you lean in slightly, your thumb brushing over his lips. "you got chocolate on your lips" you clarify, leaning back to your seat. sipping on your hot chocolate. seunghan quickly reaches out for your hand, placing it back to his lips. "seunghan..?" "i like your touch."
sohee — your smile
• this boy have the sweetest most beautiful smile and guess what?
• his weakness is your smile.
• he's such a tease about it too :(
• would do anything to see you trying to hold in your smile, looking away while blush crept up your skin. all because of him
"so pretty." he whispers softly, tucking a stray hair behind your ear. his eyes finding yours as you try your best to keep your composure, your eyes wandering everywhere but his pair. sohee holds back a giggle, seeing your flustered state. he gently touch your chin, forcing you to look his way. "baby.. pretty.. look at me."
anton — your kisses
• your kisses are his BIGGEST and i mean BIGGEST weakness ever
• most especially a kiss on his cheeks.. oh and his lips aswell !
• he will literally drop everything he's holding and drop down to his knees
"antoooooniooooo" you call fhim in a singsong voice, running giddily towards him. anton gives you sweet smile, pulling you in for a hug. "i missed you so much" you pout, soon pulling away. "i missed you too baby"— chuu! you lean in and gives him a big kiss on his cheek and another one on his lips as soon as he finished talking. your lipgloss staining his face. anton gasps, touching the places where you leave those kisses. feeling his knees weakening. "oh my—" "anton!!" you laugh keeping his knees from hitting the ground.
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waking enhypen up by kissing them in the middle of the night
not the long ass title
pairing- enhypen ot7 (separate) x gf reader
warnings- kissing, cuddling, poor jungwon just wants to sleep, heeseung himself (fluffily [?] sitting on his lap). swearing lmk what i missed
really short because it was almost midnight where i live
︵‿︵‿୨♡ heeseung ♡୧‿︵‿︵
he rubs his eyes and just honestly stares at you while you do whatever you want.
''y/n~ why'd u wake me up"
"because i just wanted a kiss"
he sat up and checked his phone.
1:34 am
he gave you your kiss
he leaned back against the headboard and pulled you onto his lap to hold you and peck your scalp lightly
︵‿︵‿୨♡ jay ♡୧‿︵‿︵
"baby, are you okay"
he's genuinely worried about you because this wasn't normal
"yeah, i just wanted a kiss"
he pulls you to his chest and kisses you. he holds it there for a few seconds and then pulls away only to peck you lips again
its literally 12:30 am right now and hes legit shocked
like, why are you interrupting hid beauty sleep?
he holds you to his chest and keeps you in his warm strong arms all night
︵‿︵‿୨♡ jake ♡୧‿︵‿︵
god- dont get me started
it is 2 am and when e sees you kissing his face
hes blushing. like crazy. im serious. its adorable
hes just staring at you with his puppy eyes and just smiles uncontrollably.
"what are you doing to me"
"i'm just kissing you, but since you wanted to be a bitch, i'm going to sleep"
''no baby!! come back!!! i liked it!!''
yeah, he's not going to let you go back to sleep
︵‿︵‿୨♡ sunghoon ♡୧‿︵‿︵
dont do it in the first place
that honestly depends on his mood
its was only 11:30 so it wasn't that late. i mean, for a person who is an old soul living in a mans body that is way too late to be awake
if he was in a bad mood, he wouldn't get mad but he wouldn't be exactly happy
"y/n, it's eleven thirty, why are you still awake?"
"i just wanted to kiss you"
"kiss me tomorrow
if he were in a good mood, he'd let you do whatever you want
︵‿︵‿୨♡ sunoo ♡୧‿︵‿︵
don't try and convince me that this baby isn't going to kiss you back
like, he wakes up and sees your beautiful face at two in thr fucking morning, kissing him.
wow, what did he do to deserve you
"baby, i love you and all but, why are you awake? its 2 am"
"i just wanted to kiss you"
hes going to kiss you
let him, he will kiss you nose, cheeks, forehead, chin, lips, any exposed skin from your shoulders up he will at least peck
︵‿︵‿୨♡ jungwon ♡୧‿︵‿︵
#justice for jungwon
its 3 am
he'd just groan and once you got the hint that he was exhausted you'd stop
only for him to bring you to his chest and out his nose in the crook of your neck
obv he likes it but hes the leader. he has 6 kids to feed, send to school, put clothes on their back, he cleans their rooms, he pays for them, hes their dad
#justice for jungwon pt2
︵‿︵‿୨♡ niki ♡୧‿︵‿︵
ok, he'd do the exact same as heeseung.
change my mind. i dare you
"whats up with you? its 4 am"
"damn, okay, i was trying to show you my love and shower you with affection and show you how much i love you and-"
you were cut off by his beautiful pink plump lips on yours
he smiled mid kiss and forced you head onto his chest (nicely)
just lay on top of him and he's happy, sleep touching him, even holding hands while sleeping.
his fluffy hair occasionally tickling you neck because did i mention that he would kiss the part where your shoulder and neck connected?
i dont think so
kiss him
an: j dhgkusdhgliua hdo im so tired
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WHAT ABOUT HAZBIN HOTEL X EYELESS JACK READER ?!
Hungry for some kidneys 😋🏃♀️
STOPPP CAUSE I HAD A CRUSH ON HIM- WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME BRO😭 I THOUGHT THIS MAN WAS SOOOO FINE🦆💗 which he still is 🤭😘
HAZBIN HOTEL X EYELESS JACK! READER
prompt: an eyeless man gets dared to go inside of a cartoon for some free “food”
Ben had dared you to go inside of this cartoon show that was becoming popular. You said hell no of course….but then he said the impossible…
“Would you either go in the cartoon for kidneys or listen to me tell you the whole script of the new movie.” Ben says with a knowing smirk at which one you would chose.
Never in your life have you jumped into a tv before so quick. But here you are as you stand in the middle of a red twin with dead bodies around. So you smile behind your blue mask and got to work.
You were so busy kidney hunting, you didn’t notice a tall red figure behind you smiling intrigued at how you were only looking for kidneys with your scalpel. You felt skinny hands touch your shoulders as you immediately tried to stab the hand quickly. But it was a wrong move because you got pushed by some green magic.
“Quick reflexes. Amazing my friend! You would do good for this hotel im helping” the man said as you stared at him. Before you could protest you got transported to a damn hotel.
NOW ENOUGH STORY MODE TYPE SHIT! NOW FOR THE FUN🔥
I imagine Angel one time seeing you use your tongues to eat a kidney that was in disguise and Angel had so many dirty jokes for you.
“Omg, I bet you’re a woman pleaser aren’t you?” Angel says suggestively as you just raise a brow at him not knowing what he is saying.
Charlie would try to get you to wear brighter colors, but you literally deny it as if you are still stuck in your emo phase making Charlie get war flashbacks to her own emo phase.
Imagine taking your bluemask off and scaring sir Pentious into thinking you are a ghost to steal his eyes😭 so evil but so funny.
I can see husk literally side eyeing you as you just eating. Like he is just so confused how you don’t bite on none of your other tongues.
I know some people draw ej with black fingernails, but what if Angel had painted them for you instead 💗
Imagine a cartoony moment where Angel is like “ah shit I lost my wallet..” and STARTS TO LOOK FOR IT IN YOUR EYES 😭 straight up digging his hands in ya eyeless holes to look for it and he actually did find it with a smile saying “ah Hah found it!”
Legit Angel will remind you of Ben as Angel will shove his phone in your face saying some dumb shit like. “Do you see it? Do you see it ? Do you see it?” As he has a stupid smirk on his face. You snapped grabbing Angel by his throat as the crew tried to pull you off of Angel as he struggles to breathe. “It was worth it…”
I headcannon EJ! Reader and Alastor being compatible friends because they both eat from human meat. But both different as EJ! Reader just eats the kidneys as Alastor eats the whole things
NAH IMAGINE KID EJ!READER GETTING THE LEFTOVER KIDNEYS FROM PARENT! ALASTOR’S PLATE😭💗💗 (so damn cute)
“No no, you use the little fork and the knife to cut it.” “….I literally eat with my hands.”
Just two hungry boys staring at each other while discussing flavors to make out of people.
The egg boiz likes to bring you dead sinners as you had promised them to read them bed time stories for kidneys..I mean a fair trade is a fair trade. 🦆
Idk but for me it makes sense for EJ! Reader to bite someone’s hand while sleeping cause in the fanon! slender house they are use to pranks being pulled off so many times.
Literally husk was trying to wake you up cause it was your duty to do the bar tendering and you ALMOST bit his whole hand off if it wasn’t for Husk’s scream.
I can see Lucifer trying to show you his ducks because he found how amusing how quiet and blunt you are as he practically shoved a duck in your face forgetting you don’t have eyes.
“Do you see how cute and amazing this is?! It’s a duck that can do the splits while shooting fire!” “I see.” *awkward silence* “I’m so sorry-” “sorry for what.”
I can see how your dynamic with Lucifer is like “I think I forgot something x I have it in my hand..”
Charlie once had you in red as you actually just stood there while she took photos of you. It was like you were ready for the first day of school as Charlie squealed happy to see her new staff wearing red.
“SMILEE!” Charlie say excited as you just stand there trying to smile but it came out strained showing all of your sharp teeth. “Yeah don’t ever smile again.” Angel said in the background as you jumped at him like foxy in fnaf 2 😭
I imagine you just standing there as Alastor puts his arm on your shoulder like an arm rest. Literally you are “😐 what?” face as Alastor is obviously “😄 what a lovely day!”
I can see you and niffty just playing random games during break time as husk just cleans glasses at the bar. It’s a relaxing sight for once without you trying to get someone’s kidney.
I imagine you and Adam having so much beef as he is annoying asf to you.
“Why are you eyeless? So you can’t see how ugly you are?” “No, so I can’t see how fat you basically are so it won’t affect me.”
THE WAY YOU GAGGED HIM- 😭🤭‼️
I can see the Vee’s trying to get you on their side but you would probably just flip them off as you eat a kidney.
I can imagine Vaggie trying to find out why there is black goo on the hotel stairs to find you are crying since Charlie banned you to scalpel anyone’s kidneys.
Vaggie and Charlie give you the angel dust treatment and try to find any scalpels you have in your room
I can see after the battle of the heaven and hell, you would just stand there like “🧍🏾what the fuck just happened..” as you try to scalpel a few angels only for vaggie to pull your blue hoodie away from one.
When Lucifer first met you, he thought you was a teen demon who just got hired. He wasn’t wrong for the hired part, when you first spoke that man thought he heard god himself as his eyes were wide at you.
I can headcannon Alastor bringing a sinner to your door with a note that say, “eat well <3” and you just stand there like….. “did I just get adopted by a cannibal..” you said picking up the unconscious sinner and grabbing a scalpel.
NAH CAUSE I USE TO BE FERAL FOR THIS MANNNN😨😭😭💗💗 HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS ONE!🦆‼️
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WAIT TODAY WAS CHAP 50, WHATS IN 51???????
IM SO DISTRAUGHT, LEGIT HAD MY HANDS ON MY HEAD, STANDING, STARING AT MY PHONE FOR A GOOD 5 MINUTES, AUDIBLY MAKING NOISES OF DISTRESS.
AM I DRAMATIC YES
SORRY FOR SENDING 3 ASKS IN A ROW BUT I AM NOT OKAY
lol this is actually so much fun! You guys are doing great! I can’t wait to do this all over again in a few hours!
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aaaaaaaaaa i can’t write anymore istg
im so upset why’s nothing i try to write good :( legit just stared at my phone screen for like 20 minutes and not one thought
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omg hi pookei im like Alive. and like YOURE ALIVE TOO OMG IHIHIHIHI I LOVE THE NEW THEME BTW I LOWK GOT JUMPSCARED THIS BC I WAS TWEAKING ON WHETHER OR NOT IT WAS U BUT ANYWAS HOW AREYOU mueheuheh i missed you
So. I did fail my history test. WELL IT WAS LIKE BORDERLINE FAIL I GOT …. 33/50 on the multiple choice part and the written part id assume i did horrible as well ……… BUT some ppl did worse than me so ITS OKAY I THINK MY PARENTS DONT CARE THEY SAID JUSt do better on the next one
LIKE OKAY STORYTIME BUT ITS NOT REALLY A STORY it was like the night before the test and i was studying and i realized holy flip how am i gonna memorize all of this and i already studied like yesterday and the day before but i was TWEAKING and i was like ok lets go on tiktok and i remembered oh i havent visited this one account recently let me go check. Tell me why they posted that their sibling died. LIKE I HAVENT ACTUALLY INTERACTED W THEM LIKE EVER BUT IM JUST LIKE WHAT. BC IT WAS SO SUDDEN YKWIM and i got sad over it and i was like on the verge of tears but then my dad came into my room and he gave me water and i didnt wanna look at him or id start sobbing but then he started staring at me so then i acc sobbed my eyes out and i blamed it on my history test and he started teaching me about whatever i had to study
after my history test i was lowk grieving the death of who it was but i was so confused on why i was affected BC I LITERALLY DONT KNOW THEM THEY DONT KNOW ME AND I LEGIT NEVER INTERACTED W THEM EITHER SO I WAS LIKE HUH but i feel a little better now i hope that the person who posted about it is okay tho ☹️
umumumumu Nothing has been happening other thna me rotting on my phone and avoiding history and some of my other subjects hw……… will be crying bc i actually have to lock in today
OH YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE MALL WITH MY PARENTS TO BUY JACKETS WHY THE HELL WAS EVERYTHING 250+??? LIKE OK I GET IT JACKETS ARE PROBABLY HARD TO MAKE OR WHATEVER AND THE SUPPLIES FOR IT YADADDADA BUT LIKE I SWEAR JACKETS WERE 50 DOLLARS BEFORE. i told momi ill just freeze this winter and ran into indigo again to find bluelock manga even tho i got all the manga available here (1-14 i am desperately waiting for the sae manga i need him so bad but hes coming out feb 25 next year LIKE WHAT) i found episode nagi manga 1 and i… i bought it. it was. 20 dollars. there are 5 volumes. 20 x 5 assuming they stay the same price is 100. i did more calculations including manga all the way up the volume 31 of bluelock and the figures/plushies and tell me why my estimate price is basicallt 900 dollars on bluelock stuff within 3-4 years. im gomna be on the streets homeless with bluelock merch but its okay bc my glorious blue eyed kings itoshi sae and itoshi rin will be with me …..
IALSO WENT TO GO GET SUSHI WITH MY FRIEND YESTERDAY SO YAYAYYA it was all you can eat and best believe i ate everything like i am literallt kirby i inhaled the whole menu. when it came to desserts i got every flavour of ice cream + mousse cake so i got like …. 9 mousse cakes with different flavours ice cream plus deep fried banana with condense HELPME I THINK KMGONAN BE SICK LIKE THE SECOND I GOT HOME I RAN TO THE TOILET AND MY STOMACH WON THE BATTLE I DIDNT.
OKAYAYA DAILY QUESTION TIME BC I ACTUALLT HAVE NOTHJGN ELSE TO SAY
UMUMUM which bllk character would eat everything at a buffet like they would lick all the plates clean.
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HAI POA9AKIE HRUUU IM DYING MY HAIR IS MESSY AND UTS AO HOT I REGRWT WALKING WITH MY JACKET TODAY
HELOMEE EVERYONE GOT SCARED maybe next time I should say something..🤫🤫
I MISSED YOU TOO HRUU?!?!?
oh well.. I partly passed my accounts test bc apparently I wrote the wrong formate even tho she gave us it so😂😂😂😐😒😒😒 we're twinning!!
HELP SAME WITH MINE unless it's like.. end of term if I do bad ill get the talk yk last time I got it I was so scared my mommy is so scary when it comes to school but then she was like open the chocolate for me please! IN YBE MIDDLE OF THE TALK? she gave me chocolate tho so hehehehehe
idek how to study for history I don't think I ever passed it when I used to do it
HELPAME WHAT I also go on tiktok for studying as well I have a collection or whatever you call it
aw that's understandable to cry when you're frustrated I hate that sm BUT THATS SO CUTE my mommy is just like girl idk ask google! (im joking kinda)
oh. idk how much that is in tt and rn.. it's too hot for me to think so.. 😨😨😨
omgw please giveme the winter it's so hot IT SOS HOT SOSOSOSOS HELPPME I CANT FOXJS IN CLASS ITS THE rainy season AND NOT ONE DROP OF RAIN HAS FELL I wanna experience snow as well heheheheheh
there's no bllk mangas here.. only kny here n spy x family hrhehe i might buy jt
I'm giggling the calculating is so me with my money it's okay ill find you on the streets and take you in!!
ALSO.PMG SUSHIII MY FRIEND HATES SUSHI AND ONE TOO SCARES RO TRY IT LIKE WHAT?
omf I would be kirby as well fr I barely eat sushi if it's infront if my face I will yum yum it
OMG? I WNAT THAT OAMSHSH
HELP oh nvm good luck popo
ERM THE ANSWER IS ME I'm in bllk today
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Not exactly a question but your art had taken a huge toll on me, im about to go blind soon if I don’t get off my phone. 😭
A while ago, I never really liked SasuNaru because I just thought it didn’t make much sense, I usually feel like they had a brotherly bond and are just rivals.
But when I came across your art I got absolutely ADDICTED to keep looking at them and just keep scrolling to see your different artworks which I kept staring at them even though I don’t comment. So yeah, you’re legit the reason why I rlly like Sns.
Keep up the work you literally made 2023 much better for me ❤️
I’ve been staring at this message for a while 😭 I’m really happy I could contribute to you liking SNS!! 😄💕 I enjoy drawing them a lot but being able to share and hear it made your year better????
Thankyou! Let’s enjoy some more ><🌷🧡
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IM STARING SOOOO INTENTLY AT canon(ish?), logan loves benny and later sarah but feels like a homewrecker
ok this one i can already tell is going to be my legit baby so here's a few pieces of it so far <33 i'll probably decide later on down the road if benny comes back after he leaves or not but idk yet! i might make him and sarah logan's wags and let elias keep his job lol
“But this is our dream?” (Logan) “No, Logan, this is your dream. I want to be a father. I want to be a family with Sarah.” (Benny) Logan reels back like he's been smacked. “Oh. I get it. I'm not a part of this like I thought I was then.” (Logan) “Logan, I didn't mean it like that. You have to know I didn't mean it like that!” (Benny) “I thought this would be better, but it’s not.” (Benny) “We tried, right?” Logan curls in on himself, feels impossibly small. Just wants Benny to say this ever meant something, anything to him like it did Logan. “We did try.” (Benny) “I know we were waiting to see if it would get better once we made it to F1, but it’s just not getting better. I think we both have to admit that.” (Benny)
“This is hard, but I think you were right. You should go be a dad to Kobe and Nala, spend time with Sarah.” “I won’t stop you, but are you sure Logan?” Logan nods. “Yeah, I can’t keep taking you away from your family. It’s not fair.” “You’re my family too, Logan. Whatever happens, I need you to remember that, yeah?” Logan nods to appease Benny, but he knows that Benny’s just saying that to make this easier, to make Logan feel better about essentially firing his trainer. Knows that eventually communication will peter out to obligatory texts and that Logan has to find a way to cope with that and move on. He can’t keep doing this to Benny or Sarah. He can’t destroy their actual family.
Logan’s phone lights up with the name ‘Sarah ❤️’ and the picture that the three of them took on the beach in Miami in 2023. Logan has a feeling as to why she’s calling, but can’t let it go unanswered. He couldn’t do that to Sarah, so he takes a deep breath and unlocks his phone. “Hello?” “Hi, love.” “Hi, Sarah,” Logan says. “You want to tell me what’s going on?” She asks gently. And something inside Logan breaks. Suddenly he’s sobbing down the phone with shuddering gasps racking his body, unable to catch his breath. “Hey, hey. You’re fine, babes. I need you to breathe for me.” He’s fucking trying, but his body just won’t cooperate. Sarah can hear him struggling, and it breaks her heart. “Do you need me to do anything?” Sarah asks. “No,” Logan chokes out. “Will you just talk? About anything, I don’t care.”
fuck it i'll include the playlist for this one too, it's more infidelity/guilt vibes but there are a few repeats
you signed up for this (maisie peters)
the blue (gracie abrams)
is there something in the movies (samia)
i know it won’t work (gracie abrams)
aeroplane (greer)
the other woman (lana del rey)
triptych (samia)
picture you (chappell roan)
coffee (chappell roan)
why did you marry (nataly dawn)
i don’t sleep well (hello saferide)
i do (reneé rapp)
high infidelity (taylor swift)
right where you left me (taylor swift)
go home (lucius)
don’t tell my mom (reneé rapp)
the kids don’t wanna come home (declan mckenna)
the one that got away (katy perry)
as long as we’re together (the lemon twigs)
why didn’t you say that? (the lemon twigs)
pool (samia)
to me it was (samia)
orange show speedway (lizzy mcalpine)
reckless driving (lizzy mcalpine)
called you again (lizzy mcalpine)
just dumb enough to try (father john misty)
nobody sees me like you do (japanese breakfast's version)
everybody does (julien baker)
your father (the front bottoms)
when u love somebody (fruit bats)
tornado warnings (sabrina carpenter)
things i wish you said (sabrina carpenter)
talking to strangers (maisie peters)
tough act (maisie peters)
bad decisions (bastille)
good lesson (bastille)
make me cry (noah cyrus)
fell in love without you (motion city soundtrack)
rewind (goldspot)
where’s my love (SYML)
meant to stay hid (SYML)
bottom of the ocean (miley cyrus)
not like the movies (katy perry)
grow as we go (ben platt)
same boat (lizzy mcalpine)
illicit affairs (taylor swift)
if you leave (orchestral manoeuvres in the dark)
also probably half of lizzy mcalpine's new album will end up on this list as well because that entire album is about logan and benny
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Sufficiently freaked out enough I turned on the alarm & locked the doors & put a chair under the door handle. Yesterday we rescued a cat that we had seen around the neighborhood the last week or so. She was on our porch staring in at Sis, so Sis went out & the cat jumped in her arms & started loving on Sis.
So we started our rescue routine: put her in basement guest room separate from our animals, posted on my FB & 2 local missing pet groups, called the shelter (waiting for call back) & intended to take her in to get scanned for a chip, if needed by tomorrow.
Today on 1 of the FB groups there was a comment “that’s my cat”. Something about it felt weird. When my dog went missing & ppl posted they saw him here or there, trying to help us catch him, I would reply “omg thank you, yes thats my dog!” Or whatevs. She just posts, “thats my cat.” So I went to her FB & it looked legit enough, just tons of other ppl’s missing animals & motorcycles. *But* there was no post about her missing a cat. Scrolled back 3 months, nothing. I was going to message her & ask for a photo of the cat, just to verify, since ppl do use cats as bait for dog fights around here. I understand when you are missing an animal, you can be beside yourself, so I shoulda messaged her immediately, but I was tending to things with my own pets & around the house & didnt respond immediately (ie within the hour). Thats on me.
But then I get a phone call, “you found a cat, thats our cat,” from some dude. I said “howd you get this number?” He says, “From the internet, you can search anybody nowadays.” GUYS, my FB profile name is my nickname, not my legal name! You cant search me & find me bc all searchable stuff is either from voter registration or state ID. How did he connect my nickname to my legal name? WTF. Then he says, “my gf is out looking for him - it’s a him - right now. I just gave her your address - *says my address* - that’s you, right?” Im shaking now. “How do you have my address? Someone is just coming to my house?!” I tell him I will NOT be answering the door until my sister is also here. He says, “she’s a 65 year old lady, its fine.” I said, “no, its not & my dog is super protective of me & he doesn’t let me open the door for strangers.” He says, “just bring the cat out to her then .” I stupidly, giving away that I’m disabled or whatevs, said, “cat is downstairs & I can’t do the stairs, you’ll have to wait until my sister comes home. Tell your gf to come back at 5.”
I ask if the number he has called from is his & he says yes & gives me his name. I say I’ll have my sister call to arrange a pick up. Im outside, so I go in, lock all the door, cant get the 1 door to lock properly so I put the chair there. I also turned on alarm & have my dog here, but Im freaked.
I inform Sis & she calls him. He tells her he got my number from 1 of those online Find A People sites. Thats a creepy thing to do. & then to just send someone to your house. What if a stranger just showed up at your front door asking about SM post you had made, without you having given out your info? How would you feel? Sis told him to send her a photo to prove is their cat. So then I go back to the missing animal site & there are a few more comments from the same lady, 1 saying his name is Cletus & the other saying, “We live on *street around the corner*. Please is a outdoor cat. Let him out & he will come back home”.
Ya’ll we live in the city limits! Yeah it’s only a 35k population but we have busy streets & a huge drug problem, have been labeled in the top 10 worst cities in our state, just a bad place to let your animals roam free if you want them to stay safe. Not to mention we aren’t far from the city edges, where we have coyotes. I know I had indoor/outdoor cats in my early 20s in town, but I was young & stupid & raised with barn cats so didn’t know any better. This lady is 65 years old! Yes I’m judging!
My friend is coming to stay this weekend & wanted to adopt the cat. If is theirs, obvs we hafta return it, but Id rather my friend adopt it. Rather my friend than ppl who let it roam in the city & then stalk you online & call you outta the blue & try to roll up on your house unannounced. Fuuuuuck. Also yeah he went missing, bc he begged us to let him in our house, we thought we were helping!
(Anyways, by the time I typed all this, it has been confirmed he is their cat, so we will return it to them later. In a public meet up spot.). But ya’ll, I’m wigging. WTF?
#my post#life#stalking#missing animals#pets#my life#rants#vents#emotions#stalkers#rescue animals#moostache#my rants#my vents#thoughts#my thoughts#cats#photos
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MY DARLING DOLLS 41
PREVIOUS || PT 7 CH41 || NEXT
PRESENT:
"...you know something...." His blue eyes that once full of tears become dull as he look at the false god setting upright on the sofa.
"Who knows~ do I 'know' or do I not..." Kanata said In a sing a song, trying to test the patient of the phantom without sense of fear.
"..." The phantom gaze at the false god who flick the strings that tries to held him --to give him answer--in a choke hold, the strings all turn into dust in his touch. Giggling as he stares at the anger in those blue eyes. Amused.
"ooohhh... Are you 'mad'? Good....good..." Kanata laughs as he stood up and give a side glance at the figure in the floor before he takes the doll off his arm. Kanata skip holding the almost finished doll.
"Im 'glad' I was the first one from all of us...." His emerald eyes shine in full of glee. "It's mean, I have watch and know everything unfold..." With a cryptic smile he disappears before everyone with a golden glow. "I was the one "trusted" unlike any of you..." Was his last words to DDs in the house.
".........." -mayoi.
"well now that's something new you don't see everyday." Rinne commented as he drink some soda. He was watching how it all unfold and damn was the drama legit.
"Did you get it recorded?" He sneakers as he whisper to aira. Who was recording everything. "N-no!!" aira lieds as he hide his phone.
"Don't be shy, share it to me later. MC will laugh at this once they come back. Gyahahaha." The monarch chuckle before he went to the kitchen to get some breakfast. Tatsumi and hiiro went to comfort Mayoi who was not moving from his spot.
"Mayoi--" Tatsumi called out for the phantom but the said person disappear from where he was seating earlier to who knows where.
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PAST: MC
You look at the old tojou who's sewing something. "Are you making a toy again?" You ask him as you yawn. "... Where you not the one who told me about this???" The old tojou tilt his head in worry and confusion about your reply.
"Greedy children gets punish." The visitor of the old man says as he look at you with aurora eyes. His fluffy hair bouncing around as he move.
"Do you know something about this?" The old tojou stared at his visitor, his very concern about your lack of memories as you start to look through some journals you found in your room.
"Wow those writing are so bad. Ahahaha ~" you chuckle not even able to read your own writing nor remember them.
"in some sense, yes..." The visitors nodded his head. "It has some bits of mine... And some other worldly beings'magic." To be able to grant wishes to that extent. It's a very much a huge fit. He thought.
"Hey, do you know? Some magic can be fueled by treasured memories. If you sacrifice some memories for a hint of magic, you got some cool stuff ya see..." He pointed out. He open his hand and a ice rose appear.
"It's something that long livid beings can use in their advantage yet a human like you did some thing like that... That other worldy being most have taken your memories instead than your lifespawn."
".... Kids those days are really concerning." The old tojou sigh. He give you two one more look before he went to return to what's his doing. "Hmm... How does this work." He start to trace the pattern you once given to him to the fabric.
Your focus is on the journal your read, more like looking at the pages. You saw an drawn image of a big house. Some happy people smiling.
Some funny scene and a portrait of different people in some angle, there some that's more than others. You can't read the names of those people but they look very good looking.
"ikemen..." The visitor who's looking at the drawing over your journal commented. "Those people most be in some false or click bait otome games or something. Ahaha." He pointed out.
"what's that?" You tilt your head in confusion. "Some games full of handsome lads. Out to get your money." He answers.
"Btw... You have some weird stuff inside of you.... Hmm... Your soul. It's barely there. Only a connection you have linked with someone, some people is the main reason that's making you live till this day. " He notice those as he come closer to you.
"Based on what I see... You only have a few years left." How odd. There's some hint of that thing that cause you to be in that state. That other worldly magic... Just what up with this kid.' he thought as he went back to his seat.
"that's very rude to say I'm going to die soon." You laughs not thinking much about it. But your words have shaken some fluffy creature and made some cries and worries for you.
"It's not that soon. As long you don't do anything dumb you'll live to see modern age." The visitor corrected you.
"hell na. And be called as a witch? No way." You laughs as you look at the work of the old tojou.
"Hey! your doing it wrong!" You don't know why you think so but you quickly taken the pattern from him and corrected the stitches. Doing the other side in one go and was about to finish it when a hand pulled your need away.
"That's weird." The visitor clearly notice how your lifespawn seems to decrease a bit when you sew that pattern. He wanted to see what's up with that as he rudely takes the pattern and did some sewing too.
He felt something being absorbed but it's not that much he should concern about. He did the final stitches as you did the rest before him. He look at the doll body that's faceless. It's like a rug doll but with beautiful and loved stitches.
"you kids have no respect for this one." The old tojou who saw you two have taken his job for him can only sigh in disappointment for the new generation. "Is that it?" He pointed at the doll. "What's the next step then."
"who is to test it out with." The visitor stares at the fluffy creatures that's all surrounding you all. They all look fearfully at the doll body as it's something unknown and off to them. It was weird and scary for some.
" Ok jump to My hand if you wanna." They added and from all the fluffy only one jumps without fear to your hand instead of the visitor hand. It is as the blue with hint of green one. "Those fluffy thing sure is based." The visitor commented as he sigh.
"cutie." You give a soft kiss to the courageous fluffy who's willing to do it before the others. The little creature jumps up and down in a slow motion in Glee at your words before you put him close to the doll body.. gesturing him to go on and soon he jumps into the doll. You stared as he taken over the doll with a soft blue-green like the sea that reflect the never ending sky.
An image of blue haired who's familiar yet not comes in mind
"... My beloved dollmaker... I'll accompany and assist you till the end..." You heard a soft voice as you close your eyes from how bright it was. Once you open them, a beautiful blue haired stranger with jellyfish like hairstyle. His emerald eyes that's stares at you with admiration and happiness.
"Kanata Shinkai... You can "call" me Kanata." He introduced himself as he found himself use to be able to speak finally. He who watches you since the beginning with everyone else. Cannot help but smiles so warmly and sweetly at you, his "glad" to take the first step than others.
#ensemble stars#ensemble stars x reader#enstar x reader#enstar#my darling dolls au#my darling dolls au main story#my darling doll au main story#my darling doll au#my darling dolls#kanata shinkai x reader#kanata shinkai
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YOU’RE GETTING MARRIED
Hello this is my first time publishing one of my imagines on tumblr as I put up on my last post.
I hope you enjoy and please feel free to comment, message with ideas, request's, or suggestions thank you.
Is a long imagine I’m sorry but I hope you enjoy xx
- WARNINGS - LANGUAGE - VIOLENCE - - 1.5K WORDS -
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"You're getting married" I whisper as I look at Brad in shock at what he just planted on me.
The thing was the girl he was marrying is a lying, using, cheater, and he doesn't even listen to anyone of his mates, family, or me because he doesn't believe she would do something like that to him.
"Yeah I am" He nods with a smile.
"Bradley" I sigh.
"I know, okay none of yous like her but can’t you at least just be happy for me for once please, you're my best friend"
"Brad I want to be happy for you, really I do, but I can’t not when I know she cheats on you all the time and is using you for fame and money, you just never want to believe me"
"No you just wanna ruin my relationship just because you're fucking jealous it’s not you" He scoffs as he shakes his head in disappointment.
"No I'm just looking out for my best friend because I know you'd do the same if you saw my partner cheating, I care about you Id never ruin your relationship on purpose Bradley" I stare at him as his eyes locked with mine.
"You’re right, but at least I wouldn't lie to you" He grabs his jacket walking past me.
"I would never lie to you" My voice breaks.
"I don’t want you at my wedding" He looks over at me from the front door as my heart sank deep into my chest "Clare doesn't want you there either"
"Okay" I nod as tears threatened my eyes "Please go" My voice breaks again as he nods and closes the door behind him and I walk into my bedroom.
I sit in bed as I let the tears stream down my face. I had to admit yes I love him in so much, and yes seeing him with her hurt but I was happy for him well that was until I seen her with this one guy all the time and I asked her about it and she legit told me she's been seeing him and using Brad for his money so all I was trying to do was protect him not because I was jealous but because he doesn't deserve that.
- TWO WEEKS LATER -
I was at home still upset about Brad and I's friendship, it just felt like it meant nothing to him which made it hurt even worse. I haven't heard anything from him in the past two weeks and really I just wanted my best friend back no matter what I had to except even if that meant letting her use him I just wanted my best friend back. I walk into the kitchen as my phone lights up as I let out sigh and unlock my phone to check the message.
- UNKOWN - Hey - Y/N - Hey, who's this? - UNKNOWN - Brads fiancé, Clare - UNKNOWN - Its funny he didn't believe you, I told you he wouldn't have fun being alone stupid bitch :)
I put my phone down as I ignore her last message. I checked my fridge and noticed I had to do some shopping otherwise I’d have nothing left. I had a quick shower first then drove to the store with a list. As im walking around the isle I notice a tall familiar blonde.
"Y/N" Tristan smiles and pulls me into a hug.
"Hey" I smile softly.
"Missed you girl, haven't seen you in like ages" He laughs "How you doing" He asks sympathetically.
"Honestly could be better" I nod trying not to cry for the one thousandth time these past two weeks.
"He misses you, he's turned into a real asshole ever since two weeks ago when he told us you weren’t invited to the wedding, just so you know we all believe you alright, I just hope Brad pulls his head out his ass and realises it before it’s to late" I nod as look past Tristan and I noticed Clare and the same guy she's always hanging with.
"I hope he does, I really dont want to see him hurt or lose the people that actually care about him" I point to them as Tristan looks over to them and lets out a sigh.
"We have all told him, when he told us what happened between you two we told him how stupid it was that he did that to you, he's now pushed us all away, even his parents, told us not to come to the wedding either because Clare doesn't want us their"
"Wait what" I ask "Even his parents" I question.
"Yeah" He nods.
"He adores them though" I shake my head “And the band” I ask.
“He doesn’t show up, told us he might quit because we don’t support him, but how can we when she’s treating him like shit hey”
“The band is his baby he… she’s really messing him up” I sigh.
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I finished shopping and as I sit in my car I debated on whether I should go visit Brad and talk to him.
“Fuck it” I start my car.
I drop my shopping home and unpack it then grab my keys again and drive to his apartment. When I arrived I noticed it was only his car in the driveway. I look down as my phone pings with a message.
- UNKNOWN - Have fun with my leftovers slut, all he was good for was money and sex :)
I put my phone down as I let out a sigh and open my car door. I walk up to his door and knock as a couple minutes later it swings open as he stumbles holding the door open.
"Bradley" My heart broke at the sight of him, he smelt of alcohol, he looks like he hasn’t slept in days.
"The fuck you want" He yells.
"I want to talk to you"
"I dont need your fucking pity, you're just here to what finally get what you want huh, why can’t any of you guys just let me be happy" I walk in as he slams the door as I jump.
"We do want you to be happy though Brad we do, why do you think we kept telling you to protect you because we care and don’t want you to get hurt" I walk over to him.
"No yous dont, you're just fucking jealous it wasn't you on my cock huh, thats all you want right, just like she did, little sluts thats what yous are" He yells as I swallow the lump at the back of my throat.
"I'm not after that and you know that, but please drink some water" I walk into his kitchen and grab a cold glass of water for him and hand it him as he throws it at me but luckily I duck it the glass breaks as he slams me into the wall.
"You want it, fine have it then" He tries to push himself on me.
"Brad please stop, please" I whisper.
"What now you dont want it, fuck sake not good enough now right"
"No not like this not while you’re angry and upset, but listen to me you are good enough you just aren’t in the right mindset for that yet okay" A tear fell down my cheek as I push him off of me lightly.
"Don't fucking push me" He slaps me as I grab my cheek as another tear falls.
"I'm sorry" I cry and go to leave but he grabs me which scares me "Please let me go"
"I'm sorry, Y/N im so fucking sorry" He cries.
"Lets just get you to bed okay and water" I sigh.
The next morning I woke up on Brads couch as Brad was leaning against the couch asleep near my head. I smiled to myself as I run my fingers through his soft curls as he slowly wakes up keeping his eyes closed as soon as he opened them.
"I'm sorry love" He whispers "I went too far and im sorry, I should've never done that to you"
"Bradley"
"Please forgive me, I cant lose you, not again" He cries as he looks at me.
"Bradley, its okay, just please never do that again" I wipe his tears.
"Never, I promise you"
“You are good enough don’t think different okay” I smile "But when did you realise" I ask as I sit up.
"About" He sits up next to me.
"Clare"
"I called it off yesterday when Tristan sent through a photo, but not just because what she did but because I wanted you" He sighs "And I wouldn't get married if you weren't there with me or my family or my mates, I wouldn’t be able to do it" He smiles "How about you let me make it up to you for everything I’ve done, let me take you out"
"As in a date" I question as I look at him.
"If thats what you wanna call it then yes, will you go on a date with me love" He laughs.
"I’d love to" I laugh as he leans in and plants his lips softly onto mine.
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#bradley simpson#fanfiction#imagine#brad simpson#the vamps#tristan evans#connor ball#james mcvey#fanfic#imagines#angst#happy ending#bradley will simpson
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ash when i say i look at ur art ten times a day i am not exaggerating. legit ur queens ss drawing lives in my phone and i stare at it. and the drawing u made of my freddie? INCREDIBLE genuinely have cried over it. and ur BUGS? they are so beautiful so cute i am microwaving myself over them. the colors u choose r so pretty and go so well together. also u r one of the kindest ppl i have ever met ty again for being my sveta inspo. i hope u have the best afternoon
AAAAAAA MAYAAAAA YOURE TOO KIND AHHHGGGGGGGGG T_T IM SO SO GLAD YOU LIKE ITTTTTTT GAHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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i don't think i will be recovering from this
#like i legit stared at my phone with my mouth open and replayed this like four times#im fucking shaken#i don't know how to get back from this#i think i might have ascended to another realm#it's fine it's cool it's cool it's cool it's fine#axel auriant is a gift to the humankind#axel auriant#like#him#wow
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The day I'll actually get a hobby is the day I wOn't be on my phone scrolling through the same two apps for hours on end or sit and wait for people to finally reply to me, it's actually getting pathetic
#it's obscure posting hours✌#i don't have hobbies bc im not good at things#free time equals laying on my bed and staring at the ceiling while waiting for literally nOthing#checking my phone has become such an automatic move i legit can't keep myself from doing it#but then i remember!#other people ACtually have hobbies and things they do besides checking their phones afsgaha#anyway if some of y'all have some mOtivation to spare#hIT ME tf UP#bc my ass is as motivationless as it can be#delete later#haveaniceday
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Sorry I haven’t been active (thank the stars I’m low activity) because ksjdlksdf I’ve been very anxious and uncool.
#* i've been officially diagnosed with anxiety and depression#* and that makes hella sense because ive been legit keyboard smashed letters#* regularly scheduled shisui will resume when this passes#* i've been withdrawn and just sleeping HEAVILY like I'll wake up... stare at my phone then like 'Welp goodnight'#* im fine im just FREAKING OUT OVER NOTHING and then wanting more sleep. i got tired bitch syndrome lbr#* im safe just like ... damn this bed? lit. 9 more hours pls
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