#im just. im jus sitting there
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
#my art#i really wanna start making merch jus cause i love the proccess but...#Im so scared I wont get any sales and waste all my money#I just made an acrylic stand that Ill post later and its so cute sitting on my desk#shadow the hedgehog#shadow#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sth shadow#sonic fanart
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
isn't mad/wheeIer like. 90% fanon 🧐
#s2 he was pushing her away by her face until she proved herself as zoomer n then they had no scenes n then s3 came along and they're#fighting and then when they're taking care of el they have moments of calling a truce to find her n then in s4 they literally just stand#and sit next to each other briefly. so like. doesnt that mean that the majority of their stuff is jus . fan conjecture kshsgsjsjs#which there isnt anything wrong with that............. but 🤨#and isn't she constantly roasting him even when he's not there 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 BDVJDBDGSJSNDNDJ#not saying they're Not friends bc obviously everyone in the party is and they'd fight to the death for each other#as we've already seen. but. but.................#disclaimer in case it wasn't clear: im not being a hater i was just asking w/in the context of strictly canon scenes 💔
74 notes
·
View notes
Text
#AHDKWDKSJDKSHDKS#he is jus. he is just sitting there#this may be my funniest smosh post#maybe not to any of you. but to me personally#IM DYING SHDKSJDKSJ#smosh#smosh games#courtney miller#shayne topp#op
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
sorry if im inactive recently yall, been in a weird state atm but im working n drawing and potentially reading house of leaves soon so ill be doin stuff, ill just be inactive bc im off getting distracted :P
#oz rambles#do i have to make the word house ble#blue#idk i havent read it yet#ive had a copy sitting on my desk for so many hears n i wanna get into it#but its a big ass book#still ill try to remember to post#ive just been in a state where ive forgotten abt tumblr n posting aksjhd#ik im not obligated to post but still#i jus want to let yall know#ok bye gonna take care of myself askjdh
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
having to budget for food an b careful w food an not having a lot of space to put my food can b pretty annoying but when my roomates are throwing away 3/4 of their groceries that i cannot touch it makes me feel like im going insane
#at least throw away the food ur gonna throw away in a timely manner so i dont have to watch it decompose on the counter for five days#i would jus throw it away for them but like. ive seen my roomate reheat pizza that had been on the counter for literally like 12 hours#so i dont wanna piss them off by accident sfjgsdlfkg#i would ask if theyre making too much when their cooking or whatever#but i have had zero pleasant interactions w these people. an being the fat person in a house full of skinny ppl i just dont feel comfortabl#asking that#so it just. goes to waste#my lease ends in fuckin MAY#incredibly jealous of my friend who has roomates who keep a clean kitchen an give her a designated shelf an spot in the fridge#an take a day out of each week for everyone to cook an eat together like. y couldnt i have had that. cmon man#i would LOVE to cook for them too but they jus . have not been approachable. if theyre even here when im cooking#most of them jus show up fuck up the kitchen leave a perfectly good meal sitting out and then dont show up again until ive gone to bed
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i lost a match while playing hunter, and in postmatch i said "we were so cute matching!!!!!" (wearing sanrio skins)
why did they all start saying "you shouldve practised in custom first" "quit this game" "what were you doing???" HELLO
#THE WAY MY JAW DROPPED#i knew idv players could be toxic but even they win ????#sometimes its kinda funny though 😭#theyll be mean for no reason SZMMZMS im like im jus im just sitting here#idv posting
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
God I've truly been feeling so so so drained the last several days. Like a wet shirt and a deflated balloon and everything else you can picture to be wrinkly and flat
#just me rambling#have had no social energy for a while#social interactions have been complicated recently and drama hasnt helped i'm really just sitting here#i usually always have energy for discord at least even when i'm exhausted but rn even that im jus. too drained#i see the white dot next to my usual servers saying theres new messages there and i look at them like yeah.#i'll catch up sometime i say. but then i dont manage#ended up jsut right-clicking and marking as read a couple of them just cuz it was tiring me even more to see the notif#i need a genuine rest from everything#it's been some trying days#sniffs
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
sending laser beams to my professor with my mind. kenneth you said midterm grades would b up by this afternoon. it is officially TONIGHT and guess what? kenneth i would love to not be clenching my teeth in my sleep tonight. kenneth i will be sending you a bill in the mail. yes i know its probably a TAs responsibility but i blame you personally. i hate school
#i dont im having a lot of fun (genuinely) but it is often pretty stressful#did find out there are a few folks adjacent to my program doing zoonoses & climate change research so im very excited to chat w them next w#possibly directing my thesis towards one health. social epi gradually becoming less interesting#plus i think my strengths do lie in applying epi to biological concepts so. one health works there#my brain continually trying to get back to lyme disease :( sometimes i really do miss the east coast tbh!#not lying actually i think the number one thing i miss is the amt of vector borne disease research LMFAO#i do unfortunately kind of have a crush on a classmate so that's fine but whatever. grad school. men are nice to me and i lose my mind ig#need to go make out w a hot trans person i think that would solve my problems rn#but also it's nice to be so excited about someone deciding to sit next to me in every class :)#like wow how isolated have i been the last 3 years to be so delighted by like. active signs i have Officially Made Friends.#even if he does live like a block away from my dad and jokes every goddamn day like 'so i saw your dad yesterday' no you DIDNT shut UP#idk yesterday he sat right next to me in a class he usually sits w other people in and it sort of sent my brain off the edge and now im jus#yeah. sitting with this one. it's fine like it's normal. but wowie i do think it's my first time having a Big Ol Crush since (redacted)#a little scary for my animal brain i think but it's okay!#im 25 in like 3 ish weeks and i still get embarrassed about this stuff somehow? stupid.#he's just really nice and always really fun to talk to! i think i had to officially Sit With Myself today bc epi is doing a holiday party#and there's a baking contest and we were talking abt it in class and i was indecisive abt whether i want to participate#and he like fully cut me off and was like oh you should bake something so i can have some :)#and. well fuck now i have to lmao. IM SO EASY IT'S SO EMBARRASSING#good evening everyone. guess this is my journal now. anyway ken rice you owe me twenty dollars and i aim to COLLECT
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
is it insane of me to say, sometimes i think . the spn finale was so crazy. let me rewatch that scene. and then i remember and i cant
#i jus dont want to see it it feels insane to say but that whole dying monologue. ive never been traumatized by a characters death like that#am i insane? is this a crazy thing to say. does anyone know what im saying. i literally cried for days afterwards#jus sitting there and randomly be like. naurr dean is dead forever to a fucking railroad spike so sad..the best worst show of all time over#you may be saying. dont you have real problems at 25. agreed. which is why its so insane. whyd it hit so hard#its just dean supernatural. but thats why
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
sorry for being that guy but absolving a character of any and all flaws or accountability and ignoring the parts of canon that are proof that this character is (thankfully) complex and human aka capable of making mistakes and doing good and being smart in some ways and dumb in others and so on and so forth is just like. sorry but i always imagined that to be the most boring way to enjoy a character and yet.........................
#personally i love when characters are intelligent and idiotic and mean and kind and i like when something isn't their fault and when#sometimes it is very much their fault and so on and so forth blah blah. just like how ppl are in real life.#live and let live i don't care what anyone does unless it's hurting people and this isn't but in my eyes ......#it's like i've just watched someone be handed a beautiful delicious chili cheese dog and they go ''thank you'' but then proceed to#scrape off all of the chili cheese and wipe the wiener down with a napkin to get all the remaining seasoning off and then switch out#the bun to a dry one. like girl what's the point of getting a chili cheese dog if you're jus gonna do all tht..... jus get a hot dog.. 🤨#i think my fandom life would be so much easier if i enjoyed characters like dustin. or enjoyed media tht was 100% lighthearted all#the time with no fucked up characters in it. but alas.... i am forever fascinated by the cunty freakazoids.... 😔#the dichotomy tht exists within certain characters is The Point. you'd think tht ppl would be happy tht characters aren't one dimensional#but apparently that's what many someones actually prefer lol#i stay scrolling through the tags just scratching my head looking like my icon like girl............. whatter u talkin about....#i swear it rly makes me wanna jus go through whatever show it is this time and reblog their post with screenshots of all the scenes tht#contradict their bold statement#but im not THAT annoying so i jus sit and stew in silence.......... well. semi silence bc here i am talking abt it but—
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
im really going to cry when summer is over i have to remind myself this when im melting and sweating and dying. creature that loves being outside but hates being a temperature -_-
#i literally hate being inside its not normal#im like leaving the house at every possible opportunity#sit in the garden if i can but like im just Going Around#winter is fun if its like hardcore snow and stuff#i was looking at my pics from mums last winter#like ice as thick as my fist#and i was tracking deer and hares and foxes in the snow footprints hehe#but as soon as youre in a town the snow just instantly gets gross#and most of winter is jus tlike. no sun. no green things. go develop a mental illness abt it loser#but this year ill finally be on time for my spring bulbs so at least the garden can start earlier
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
This just in: Kevin is now my lil blorbo. My little skrumpl.
I still hate his guts, and I want to "hug" him so fucking badly-
But he's just,, a smiley blorbi guy. He make brain go brrr when not-... well- y'know--
#I might've stumbled across a comic that made my brain go insanely brrrr#i need more fanfics of him now-#the whole dessert bluffs arc is just- GRRRRARRARARAAHAHAHAGAGAGARRARGHRGRGRHRGARA y'know?#it just hurts so good#wtnv#kevin wtnv#i mean i still love my boi cecil. always will. but kevin- he's jus- my poor boi 🥺#I wanna hug them both. but I just want one of them to be hugged for the rest of their life! that's all! :D#wtnv spoilers#FUCK I MISSPELLED DESERT FML IM SORRY GUYS!!!#tho- desert bluffs IS kinda like dark chocolate now that I think about it.#because you expect it to be sweet the first time you experience it...#only to find out that the truth that sits just beneath the surface is much more bitter than you expected.#also because it's bittersweet.#desert bluffs#kevin desert bluffs
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
#sorryim just venting a lot today but yeah its rough i jus wanna get thoughts out so i dont explode#feeling like everyone hates me is so frustrating because despite how much there is that would prove the opposite itrrally does just sit in#the back of mind screaming st me whenever i speak its so exhausting ugh#ijust wanna be able to exist without feeling like im suffocating people with my presence#its like everytime i speak i feel teh need to apologise and take everything abck as to not burden them with the task of interacting with me#do not speak unkess spoken to goes so crazy 😁#ihave thoughts i want to share becsuse im excited abt them but fhen its like is jt even interesting would anyone even want to listen would#they get annoyed and let out a sigh because god he's going on again#can u tell igot bullied by my best friends growing up 🧍#i wanna sleep my throat hurts from tryinh not to cry
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
you know it would be pretty swell if people who had no job and sat on their ass all day all night would take out the trash. the most basic of tasks. walking outside and taking less than 100 paces to the trash can to put the trash in it. walking back. takes all of 2 minutes, if that. but no instead some people take the lid off of the overflowing garbage can and don't do shit about it. they just let it stink up the house and let everyone know, 'hey, there's trash here!' instead of solving the fucking problem themselves!! that's all im saying.
#i have irls everywhere except tumblr so im complaining here#i just think. if you sit at home. you can pull your weight. even washing the singular dishes you use#even flushing the fucking toilet god fucking damn it#also said person has been in the shower for two hours. i have been here for an hour and a half#it's not me paying the fucking water bill! (it is me paying the fucking water bill).#fuck these people man#im jus ramblin...
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#too ashamed to admit this on twt but ehy do i have a maggot infestation.#i cant be that disgusting . that theres maggots . crawling on my floor im literally . dawg i hust wanna do my laundry#have a feeling thered smth hidden in Something near the washjnh machine but also#idk i just how the fuck do i get rid of them im literally . HOW. HOW .#whatever ill figure it thr fuck out#i just YUCK man .#majority of them being in the fabric bag from my laundty basket (whuch was jus sitting on the floor ubder a picture frame)#i jus i put fuckint socks on just so i could walk n not wanna c r y#whatever whatever whatever whatever !!!!!!!!!!!!#will contunue to do this fucming laundry n fifure it iut . in just lacking tbe energy bc dawg this is so fucking disgusting i dont#understand where theyre coming from#or why tjeyre HERE . if anything id expect them arou d where the cat bowl is (i havent had my cat jn a week#n i havent exsctly cleaned the station sk its . kinda gross ill admit)#anyway . will get to that im working kn it#putting vloves on fuxk this#adoptibg the mindset kf “life has no set rules” has kinda saved my life in an odd way#like . i can do whatever the fick i want to function at home . n that rlly meant buying single use gloves and sponges i can theow iu#after one use bc like . fuck that fr (yea its paper towels what abt it. theyre vio degradeable AND easy shhh)
0 notes
Text
sighs okay this is a bit of a rant of mine but my god what's with all the sexual tension. what's the point of fucking like constantly like. ace guy confusion here. it's cool that y'all are doing what you like to see but man it gets a little tedious and boring for me :(
#if I had a nicekl for how many times I've read about how x wanted to lick why for some reason or#x thought y was soooo sexy for just sitting there#i know what I'm getting into and all!! it's jus a little petty complaint of mine#mine#delete later#rhis probably isn't worded the best it coild be but#im tired and sick :(
1 note
·
View note