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#im just like. Bashing my head into the wall rn
oflgtfol · 5 months
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literally shaking and trembling with the need to resist going into the malevolent tag
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mopcycle100 · 2 years
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OK SO THERES GONNA BE A BONUS MANGA THATLL GET UPDATES ALONGSIDE NEW S3 EPISODES AND THE FIRST ONE TAKES PLACE AROUND THE TIME SERIZAWA AND MOB WORK TOGETHER WHICH SHOULD ALIGN WITH WHERE S2 LEFT OFF SO IF THESE COMICS MATCH UP WITH THE TIMELINE OF THE EPISODE ITS RELEASED WITH DOES THIS MEAN MORE TAKENAKA CONTENT?!?%:
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jetsetromance · 1 year
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i’m probably going to call out tomorrow
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mooodyblue · 2 years
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tag vent don't mind me lol
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mbat · 1 month
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istg if josh marries nora im gonna be so pissed lol im so sick of her, whyd they kill off the person that actually seemed better for him
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the-chaos-goose · 6 months
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verstarppen · 7 months
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haiii plz ignore this if your requests are closed 🙇🏻‍♀️ but I'm begging you to give us george who's totally in love with someone from the camera crew and the drivers start making fun of him for it but it's all fluff ♥️
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summary; mercedes have a strict policy regarding office romance, but that can't stop Totally Spies because they can't read
pairing; george russell x fem! camera operator! reader [ no faceclaim ]
a/n; im so sorry if this isn't as funny as usual im rusted and dusted from exam season anyway HERE WE GOOO HERE WE GOOO ON A MISSION UNDERCOVER AND WE'RE IN CONTROL HERE WE GOO HERE WE GOOO WE'RE TOTALLY SPIES SO WE'LL GET ON WITH THE SHOW
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alex_albon He's going to look back at this post and curse my entire bloodline isn't he
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georgerussell63 Alright then, what's all this about
alex_albon It'll all be revealed in time... georgerussell63 Your old wizard impression is serving
scuderiayummy the f1 gc must be booming rn bc what does this even mean, alexander.
charlielecunt If I see "breaking news: george russell found dead in a ditch" in 30 mins I'm gonna lose it
pierreleftsock "time to take george to football, live up the bugatti weeee"
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georgerussell63 I won in the name of the people
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miss.sainz55 this is better than 95% of the enemies to lovers books i've read
typicallyleclerc what happened to the original plot of the movie
applenorizz bitches be like "can't stand her fake ass" 10 minutes later "me and the bestie"
landonorris i feel the urge to bash your head in a wall
georgerussell63 Digital footprint
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ynusername on a mission undercover and we're in control
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36rg Alexa, play "They Don't Know About Us" by One Direction
ynusername THEY DON'T KNOW HOW SPECIAL YOU AREEEE
britney_alex_clover Now all you have to do is avoid being spotted together by the public eye, your boss, all of your friends, your family and also the entire human population
britney_alex_clover also please stop flirting on promo vid sets that shit is cringe as fuck britney_alex_clover I find it adorable britney_alex_clover no one cares what u think charles britney_alex_clover Wow. britney_alex_clover Guys britney_alex_clover Sorry britney_alex_clover Hello 👋 britney_alex_clover alright who let maximilian in 36rg Who let any of you menaces in britney_alex_clover careful loverboy, i've got HR on the phone 36rg And I know what you did with the trophy after Vegas britney_alex_clover OKAYYYY LET'S ALL JUST CALM DOWN britney_alex_clover what the fuck 36rg Eyes and ears everywhere, Norris britney_alex_clover Wait, is that why I still can't get it to light up? Did you break another one??? britney_alex_clover can someone ban max off this account thank you
britney_alex_clover and while you're at it can you tell the trophy company to start making trophies that look less edible
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toastsnaffler · 2 years
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hmm. I think I am maybe not coping very well 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔
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pepprs · 2 years
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idk how to reconcile my new self with my old self. also i fucking hate waiting. GRAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#delete later#im getting a taste of my own medicine bc when im overwhelmed depressed etc i don’t even open emails or dms or whatever and then ifeel guilty#and let them build up and run away from them and literally do not reply for years. but ive been waiting for like 5 different but related#replies for 3ish days at this point and im soooooo impatient omg i want to bash my head into the wall.. and afaik no one i messaged has#opened the message despite being active online elsewhere which is EXACTLY what i do so i have no right to complain at all. but still. omggg#i just have a simple question (me and the ps5 voice) reply to my message boy#purrs#also.. ok yeah im gonna be honest about it even if there are consequences lol. idk why im on such a mission to get back all my old#characters but if i don’t i can and will go crazy. i don’t even do that kind of thing anymore and d*viantart is an irreversibly warped#landscape due in part to capitalism and in part to own mistakes and selfish actions. and i truly feel like my tumblr mutuals are the only#ones who understand me and feel safe and cozy on here. but i miss my old internet home. and i really miss my old internet friends and seeing#all the jokes we had and how we were all like interconnected w the same adopt groups and stuff and now we don’t even talk… it makes me so#sad and i feel weird messaging them just for the purpose of asking if they can give me back characters i gave them 4 years ago like a) you j#just don’t do that kind of thing i don’t think but b) it feels so transactional and would make the part of saying hey our friendship was#important to me when i was a teenager and even though we don’t talk anymore i think of you fondly and wish you well. like lollllll. and i#feel cringe even tracking them down / messaging them bc we are all jn our 20s now… embarrassing. but i am so mad at myself for letting those#friendships wither (not that i have the spoons to sustain them these days anyway but still) and for not keeping bettr track of my characters#when i sold them and for giving them up in the first place and for letting my old internet life just fall apart due to neglect bc it puts me#in a bind to try to piece it together again no matter how i try it and i shouldn’t try anyway. but i am so tempted to rn. lol#* itd make saying stuff abt appreciating friendship weird bc there’s a transaction tied in (source: i did this and feel weird and bad)#like the way i want to SCREAM seeing that dA ate all of the journals i made when i was a 14 year old and turned them into glitched polls. th#the way the wayback machine has terrible unreliable records of everything and i can never get some stuff back / track some stuff down. pain#anyways it’s stupid bc i feel cozy and listened to and as connected as i have the energy to be to all of u guys so why am i doing this. but#i miss the dA stuff too and i wish it wasn’t cringe and i wish i could have everything that’s ever been part of me all in one place. lol#also this doesn’t even take into account my poetry community on dA on my other account who i also felt so safe and cozy with and i abandoned#that too and lost touch with basically everyone even though we all knew each others deepest secrets for years.. the heartsickness of it all#anyways mutuals who knew me on deviantart i am clutching both your hands with impassioned urgency and kissing u on the cheeks. that’s all
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love-belle · 1 year
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you can hear it in the silence !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which he knows how lucky he is.
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for when you know your stars were on your side when you met them. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // charles leclerc x fem!reader
warnings - language
author's note - so sorry for not posting yesterday, i was catching up on my hw so !!! anyways, i will try to clear out my inbox by sunday, i have like 10 more requests which i still have to post. you can send me more but please be patient because first i would be clearing out the initial ones!! i love you, thank you so much for reading. hope you like it!!
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charles_leclerc literally on my knees
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charles_leclerc she is the best thing that has ever been mine
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landonorris please refrain from being in love in front of us singles ❤️
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taylorswift 🤍
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username they're so "you are in love by taylor swift" coded likee
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charles_leclerc i am in love
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charles_leclerc my forever ❤️
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-> charles_leclerc and i'm about to do it again
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love-bitesx · 1 year
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what would hobie do in a situation where reader, who’s a new spider person (like pavitr, like they got bitten by the spider few months ago or smth) had just went through their canon event?? whether it be what he would do after the event or during is completely up to you, im just curious and i have hobie brainrot rn LMAOAOAO
ofc if u don’t wanna do this request thats completely fine, have a good rest of ur day/night!!
hobie x gn!reader
warnings: death, family member dying, very (very) brief description of a dead body, but nothing graphic at all. hobie just wants u to be safe n happy :( he’s been through that grief and his heart hurts knowing you’re abt to go through it too :(
you couldn’t move.
your watch emitted a blaring, shrill alarm, miguel desperately trying to make contact, but you were frozen. bones aching, numb, all you could do was stare at the scene in front of you with watery eyes.
“i-,” your body betrayed you, catching your words as they try to escape, clawing at the walls of your throat as they get dragged back down into the growing pit in your stomach. falling to your knees, numb to the feeling of rubble against your bones, you picked up a slab of concrete and threw it to the side.
“uncle ben.”
it was all you could muster, voice small and hoarse, and if a mouse had squeaked at the same time, you would’ve lost in comparison. shaking hands rising to touch his face, a strangled choke broke out at the cold, lifeless skin that met your trembling fingertips. he looked strangely peaceful, sending a bolt of pain directly to your heart.
“no-no, please, uncle ben,” your thoughts unravelled, grabbing at his shirt, as if you could shake the life back into his bones, “please, i can’t do this– i can’t do this without you.”
you’d only been a “spider person” for 4 months. only 4 months of navigating the most isolating, terrifying journey with no one but your dear uncle by your side. he’d grown with you, seeing you muster from dangling off climbing frames in playgrounds as a child, to scaling buildings and saving lives. not a day went past when he wasn’t there with you, holding your hand through the unfathomable changes.
it all happened so quickly. one moment, you’re fighting an anomaly, bashing around the streets of your earth, leading the monster further away from the crowds – until it threw itself, headfirst into a neighbouring building, office blocks, you think to yourself, nothing too serious. that is, until you trap it, ready to send it back to miguel with ease, and lay eyes on the scene it left behind. people crushed under concrete, glass shattered the streets, and a familiar face unconscious on the pavement.
“y/n,” a voice sounds from behind you, but your soul is too busy trying to claw it’s way out of your chest to notice, or care. you laid on his unmoving torso, heart ripping at the vacancy of its usual heaving.
“y/n,” it sounded again, and a twang of familiarity shone its way through the darkness.
“he’s–” you sobbed, reluctantly lifting your head, “i couldn’t save him, i– it’s all my fault, hobie.”
“shh, come ‘ere,” you barely felt his arms wrapping around you, your body was numb. it’s like you were a ghost, haunting your own skin – a poltergeist in the wind.
regardless, you fell into him, gripping his leather vest until your knuckles were white. sobbing into his chest, his ringed hand came up to calm you, running it softly over the curves of your spine, voice low as he whispers into you, “it ain’t your fault, love.”
“you two, you need to get back—” miguel’s voice came booming from a growing portal, spider-people spilling into your dimension, ready to bring the anomaly home, until hobie cut him off sternly.
“fuck off, miguel,” he spat, pulling his arms tighter around you, feeling as though if he held you close enough, he could shelter you from the grief. maybe, if he kept you in his arms, he could carry the burden of your loss on his own studded shoulders. but, he knew he couldn’t, he’d been there before – they all had. all he could do was be there for you, a hand to hold and shoulder to cry on.
and so that’s exactly what he did.
“love, gonna come stay with me for a bit, yeah?” he whispered into your hair, and you nodded weakly, his heart surged, “just ‘til you feel a’ight.”
he placed a kiss – gentle, safe – to your forehead.
“i’ll look after you, darlin’.”
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toxycodone · 4 days
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i love my job rn i love managing my uni's student orgs but some of the people make me want to bash my head into a wall
like I gave a presentation last week on how to get funding. the steps to get funding are listed out on the school website step for step.
and I have gotten THREE EMAILS THIS MORNING ASKING HOW TO GET FUNDING. and someone copied me in their email thread with whatever entitiy they are trying to get funding from so I GOT SPAMMED AND IM LIKE. HELP. I DONT NEED TO SEE ALL THIS HELP
just. send me a simple funding req w the quote attached...then ill approve/deny as needed...bro....chill
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wormeats · 3 months
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hello gay autism website, advice for meltdowns and burnout?
preventing meltdowns and dealing w them if they occur, recovering from burnout after a lifetime of masking and smaller burnouts until i pushed it for too long and this time i feel broken but also learned more about myself ?
i havent intentionally self harmed in 2 years, and quit nicotine like 2 months ago so those are some long term core coping strategies i lost maybe also making stuff harder, but it was good to quit those ofc
it just gets scary bc during a meltdown it feels like i Need to Scream and/or Run and/or make myself feel pain/hit myself or hit something else (but i stopped doing that bc once as a teen i broke my wall and it was embarrassing and bad, and a few weaks ago i fucked up my hand punching a tree full force) (it always ends up being Harder and More Damage than i thought at the time, mayb adrenaline, but adds to scary) but the worst is that during the worst ones I feel a very strong urge to hit my head against shit as hard as i can, and i try to redirect to Anything Else bc that feels Dangerous so i used to punch my legs a lot and give myself hematoma bad bruising, more recent ones ive screamed into stuff to muffle, scratch my skin (another past coping mechanism of sh F), and bite myself so hard i feel my teeth about to connect and tear a chunk of meat out of me so i get scared and stop
it also is really hard or impossible to communicate and really hard to think so its more stressful if i am causing distress to others and want to calm down when i cannot calm down
it feels involuntary, like if i dont scream ill hurt myself and if i dont bash my head in i have to punch my legs or bite myself
at a certain point, i probably just have to let myself have the meltdown and know i will be okay after, but it scares people also if i cannot communicate that to them and am in lot of visible distress
advice ? any pls
im struggling a lot and have been this entire year
probably started burnout around october and thought it was a depressive episode (maybe a lot of my past depressive episodes were burnout and being too depressed to do shit let me rest, but this time i couldnt afford to be depressed bc i need to work to live and afford shit and etc etc even tho still not doing shit i need to like acquiring insurance and doctors, it feels impossible i am just trying to survive each day. how the fuck do you get doctors and appointments if u are too mentally unwell to do that. i cannot afford to be hospitalized either i need to keep working and have money to live)
any advice ? sorry for essay, ty if you read, shit is so hard rn
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freedomfireflies · 7 months
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https://www.tumblr.com/freedomfireflies/743716593733910528/street-racerry-having-a-size-kink-omg-thank
BASHING MY HEAD ON A WALL RN😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 HELLO?!? YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME IM GOING CRAZY!!
And yeah my answer is also yes to those questions bc I’m just a girl 😌
Like!!!!!!!! He just wants to see her shake, you know?? When the pleasure gets to be too much and she's got tears streaming down her face and her chest is heaving and her thighs are quivering and it hurts so good and he just shushes her softly and says, "This pretty pussy was made to take my cock. So it will. Won't it, Clover?"
And she nods pitifully and he just fucks into her harder hehe
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seattlesellie · 1 year
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god- my feelings as lesbian and how i present/ look for are getting to me suuuper bad like on the inside i want to be the prettiest princess like fucking ever but my wardrobe is completely shorts and hoodies and sweats and whatnot, and it’s not like i can rlly change my style rn due to personal reasons but.. it’s not even completely about my style anyways??? like i absolutely yearn for a girl to want me and be obsessed like you see on tiktok and youtube and blah blah blah and GOD i’m just so impatient i could cry GRRRJDJFHDHD like how do these masc fem lesbian couples have it so sEEMINGLY EASY IM SO FUCKIN JEALOUS sorry abt this rant i just rlly need to cry atp 🙏
ME when i see izzy and emma on tiktok and wanna bash my head against the wall several times. i’m manifesting that girl for u !!!! plus u don’t need special clothes to be a pretty princess !! pretty princess is an energy <333 u can be a pretty princess in a tiger uniform even.
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moondirti · 1 year
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so in honor of animalic chapter 8... drops this and runs
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also as a side note i have never tried drawing curly hair before so halfway through it ended up being mostly wavy and somewhat curly. i'm so sorry if my try for wraith isn't exactly the one you imagined 😭
also, i wanted to send this on dms too but im too shy 😂
THIS IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL FLEUR HOLY SHIT! IM SO OBSESSED WITH IT LOOK AT HER AHHHHHHH 🤩🤩 please please dont even apologise wraith’s appearance is anyone’s to do with as they please! BUT im bashing my head on a wall with how gorgeous this is
Im like??? The composition is killer - how her hair directs our eyes from her face (which?? Hello!! Her eyes are stunning 😭) to her bodies movement is gorgeous. The values work so well in that regard too; the lighting from the top right and the shading of her suit. Ugh i just. I have this as an alternative lockscreen rn to be able to appreciate it anytime i want
giving u a million lil kisses thro the screen right now 😭 im gonna go cry now thank u so much
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