#im just gonna spiral now

[ludivineikewolf]

But- ok :(

Would you love me if I was a worm

I would love you no matter what

[asakurahaos]

[lycankeyy]

Even if there wasn't like More I had planned going forward I really put that guy (fc!boyfriend) in a situation huh. Guy who has convinced himself that fear in any form is Weakness and cannot be Felt let alone Expressed (because if you express fear then other people will think you're weak which is even worse) develops disorder that has a leading side effect of "sometimes becoming overwhelmed with fear which you will more than likely have an uncontrollable physical reaction to". Like fucking rip dude lol

[coridallasmultipass]

Finally knitted Halloween socks that I've been meaning to knit since I bought this yarn last year!

The yarn is from "SavannahRoseHandmade" from the 90s Halloween Collection (sold out now UGH [understandable, but UGH]) and is visually inspired by the movie Scream (1996). I saw the colour pooling effect on their sample swatch when they shared the yarn collection images on Reddit last year, and was immediately like, 'Holy shit it's just like CRT TV static!!' And I had to get it. (And then life happened and I didn't get around to knitting them until now lol).

And unfortunately, I'm SO IN LOVE WITH IT!! THE EFFECT DID TRANSLATE TO SOCKS AND NOW IT'S LIKE, AHHH I NEED MORE. I don't know if I have enough yarn left to make an additional pair, so I'll have to figure out how to weigh it and the socks and see if the weight compares (really don't wanna end up with 3 socks and not enough for the 4th lol). But yeah. I'm so glad I got to do this. The yarn colouration was SO fun to work with, and the yarn was a nice and smooth 1-ply which was a huge relief from the fluffy yarn on the socks I'd been working on just before this. And yes, I did intentionally take this photo in front of those books because of the spiral-ish pooling.

Can I just also... like... holy fuck, man. I LOVE when yarn pools into unique patterns. It's the best phenomenon ever. And especially like for this one being black and white? That subtle grey transition from stark white to pitch black is EVERYTHING. Like I never would have thought one could create yarn that would pool EXACTLY like TV static rolling down the screen when knit. Major nostalgia vibes. I can feel the forcefield.

Also, started these babies September 27 and finished the second sock today October 3rd, which may be a new record for me knitting socks, I was so fucking excited. I even have a big ole 'writers bump' on my finger from the way I hold my knitting needles lmao (was also knitting a different pair of socks before this, too), and my arthritis is Not happy, but screw you, arthritis! I'M HAPPY.

Side note: it would be cool to pair this yarn with like a red addition somehow. Get a Saw vibe going bc of the TV static pooling effect. (I do love Scream though.) Or you could even probably take it a The Ring route with like a fly applique or something. So many horror movie staples with TV static effect, and not enough Scream yarn to test them out!!

Bonus image when the socks were a WIP:

I had my new tooth and doll eye stitch markers going. I DO have bloody murder weapon stitch markers, but none of them are a buck knife (Ghostface's weapon), so I went for general Halloween vibes instead (even tho I use stitch markers like this year-round lol).

[yb-cringe]

i think my brain is just Fried. Like when you douse a campfire and its just smoking and gross. and thats not only bc i nearly burnt down my apartment two days ago i swear

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!

[kiutotakulady]

Every gamebros in that gad forsaken 🐦 app: OhH NooOoOo DaTV goN fLoP CauSe PreOrdear nuMbErs FlOp!!

The real reason why I ain't pre ordering yet:

1) I've learnt my lesson on Andromeda so I'm trying to hold it up to the end of the few days before the game launch. 2) Even if it turn out to be as the haters said I'm still gonna buy the game CAUSE BICH IVE WAITED 10 YEARS EVEN IF IT "FLOP" IM GONNA SATISFY MY YEARNING FOR THE WHOLE DRAGON AGE LORE

3) I don't pre-order other games I own (eg the witcher/Fallout/cyberpunk 2077, etc) but I never missed preordering all Mass effect & Dragan age franchises WITH DELUXE EDITION for that sweet sweet extra drip attached with the game.

4) Do I regret pre-ordering gad damn deluxe edition in the end cause I have to up my game & plan my fkn budget for the upcoming months prior cause most of deluxe sht cost SGD/BND$100 in my country's money? Yes. Will I still buy it cause bish need that drip & I know the modding community will mod the sht out of it in the future? Also YES!!

[justasimplesinner]

please, just have this almost 7k word long proof of my obsession over this ugly moron

[m3lodyxo]

So uh.... I made something 🧍‍♀️

I love music and creating super specific playlists is like my favourite way to feed the delusions so I've ALWAYS wanted to tell a story through one.

Figured I might as well just make use of my resurrected bes hyperfixation while I'm at it.

The whole narrative isn't really anything special.

Mizu meets you at some random club and quickly develops feelings.

At first, she's denying them, due to her past relationship(s) ending up with her hurt and betrayed, and trying to ignore them.

The heart wants what it wants though, so she decided to pick herself up and give it a chance. Call it character development, idk.

So uhh... Yeah, give it a listen if you have a similar music taste and tell me what you think

[finalgirlsamwinchester]

thinking about pilot draft dean harrison again

[anxiously-sidequesting]

Sorry to be posting twice in one day but now I wanna talk about Sybil's last line of dialogue at the end of Wallaru. Bro says "The Spiral will always need its Scion." In terms of new villains always arising, new worlds to explore, etc.

Now of course in the real world this means something totally different than in narrative; for us it means yay Wizard101 will continue and it's not ending and shit and thats good!!! But in universe, I believe that fact would have brought different feelings. Like sadness. Or anger. Or maybe just numbness.

Like if you think about it. The implications. The Wizard will never, CAN never rest. It's an ongoing, neverending thing of always being needed. It's You and ONLY You. There will never NOT be evil. If not GF Spider, then the Schism. If not the Schism, then the Old One. If not the Old One, then someone else. Someone or Something will always come up as a Threat that only the Scion (for some reason. Gods exists here) is expected and able to defeat. When Sybil said that I was legit terrified because gotdamn I can't retire???? I will Always be The Legend who Always saves the day???

Like even setting aside the social consequences of this (the whole people suspecting us/fearing us Thing) imagine what that does to your emotional and mental health. Fuck even physical health. Going through all that strenuous trauma and exercise and magical ordeals and shit???? The pressure of knowing it's the universe at stake, not just you or the world? I actually would have died just in arc 2 personally how the fuck are we supposed to carry this. For the REST. OF OUR LIVES. FOR HOWEVER LONG WE LIVE

✨ Anyways here's hoping the Schism Soldier is arc 5's new big baddie haha #enemiestolovers101 😘✌️💕💕💕

[hiraethwrote]

don’t mind me, just going to queue up some amazing fics while i sulk a little about not participating in kinktober 🥲

[bunnihearted]

🐰🕸🌙

[duskier]

ughhh

[aimwigs]

"ill just write short little oneshots for yard week" <- FAMOUS LAST WORDS!!!!! i've already wrote more than 50k and i have two fics left

[burning-sol]

how did i manage to accidentally make an entire ref sheet twice?? this was just meant to be silly art what the fuck.. anyways. rumi.