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[kpopimaginings]

Goodnight Kisses - JayB

You knew JayB would berate you for still being awake when he got home, but it wasn't for lack of trying. Recently, you'd got into such a routine of going to be together that it just felt wrong trying to sleep when he wasn't there. You'd done everything you normally would before sliding under the covers, but without your  good night kiss and the warmth of your man beside you, you just couldn't drift off.

JayB always promised you you'd still get your good night kiss if you were asleep when he got home but it wasn't the same. When you heard the front door open, you had a brief debate with yourself as to whether or not to feign sleep. As his gentle footsteps approached your room you decided against it, opting to greet JayB instead. You could tell he was trying to be quiet as he entered but you spoke up.

"Jae?"

"Ah, jagiya, why are you awake?" he whispered. There was a slight smile on his face as he spoke, negating any air of annoyance in his words.

"Can't sleep," you complained. "Not without my goodnight kisses."

"Just let me wash up and get changed and you can have all the kisses you want," he replied.

You groaned and stretched your arms out in his direction, hoping to summon him closer.

He chuckled as he approached you, shaking his head. "You're always so clingy when you're tired," he said running a hand through your hair.

You closed your eyes, focusing on the feeling of his fingers in your hair. All too soon he was pulling away again. Your eyes snapped open as you reached out to grab his hand and put it back. Unfortunately, in your sleepy state, JayB was quicker.

"I'm just getting ready for bed, jagi, then I'm all yours."

You still whined a little as he left you to head to the bathroom but you were for too tired to launch any sort of actual protest.

After far too long, he was climbing into bed behind you, enveloping you in his arms as a kiss was pressed to your shoulder.

"I love you, my needy jagi," he whispered.

You grunted at his teasing and snuggled further into his embrace.

There was a moments silence before you felt his finger tips digging into your waist and tickling you slightly. You squirmed but JayB didn't relent.

"Say it," he demanded.

"Who's needy now?" you retorted.

He tickled you again.

"I love you, too." You told him what he wanted to hear to stop the attack.

"That's better," he replied. "Sleep well."

With one last kiss placed gently on your neck, he held you tightly again, allowing you both to drift off to sleep, comforted by each others presence.

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[idolimagines]

I have a request. Will you do a oneshot where it's your wedding day and you have a flashback on how Jackson enlisted the help of all the members to help him setup a treasure hunt proposal? At the end the you're crying happy tears because you are pronounced as husband and wife?

Thank you for the request! I hope you like it.

Title: Mrs. Wang

Genre: Fluff

Word count: 1.5K

The fresh smell of orchids filled your nose as soon as the double doors opened and revealed your grand entrance.

The room was filled with guests consisting of your closest family and friends. It was an elegant and intimate wedding adorned with pearl and satin accents and highlighted with the most beautiful shade of Robin’s egg blue. Several gasps were heard and all eyes were on you as you gracefully began to walk down the aisle to your soon-to-be husband, Mr.Jackson Wang. He stared at you lovingly, tears pooling his eyes at first sight of you in your wedding dress. As you continued to make your way towards him, you couldn’t help but admire his handsome appearance. He was dressed in a classic tuxedo and his chocolate brown hair was swept to the side with gel. Jackson’s thick brows helped highlight the rest of his sharp features, from his deep, dark brown eyes to his plump lips that you were dying to kiss.

As you neared the altar, you spotted Jackson’s best man, Jaebum quietly handing him a small handkerchief as a sign to dry his teary eyes. Jaebum earned a thumbs up from Yugyeom and BamBam who were sitting in the front row along with Jinyoung, Youngjae and Mark. It wasn’t long before Jackson dried his tears and walked down the three small steps to meet you. “You’re so beautiful” he whispered just before taking your hand into his and leading you up the steps to the altar. In that moment you felt like you could turn to mush just seeing how he smiled at you so lovingly. Jackson remembered how nervous you were just the day before seeing as you wanted everything to go perfectly smooth. You had been planning this wedding for months and now that the day was finally here, you hoped your hard work had paid off. However, all negative thoughts instantly vanished as Jackson held both of your hands and gently rubbed his thumbs against your fingers, almost as if to give you that nonverbal reassurance you didn’t know you needed.

The officiant began reciting his usual script just after thanking everyone for coming together to witness the lifelong commitment you and Jackson were about to make. Before you knew it, you were suddenly drowning out the officiant’s voice and taking in every single word your fiance uttered before you. Jackson spoke from the heart, looking you in the eyes as he first mentioned how you took his breath away when he first laid eyes on you all those years ago. He made the crowd laugh when he briefly mentioned having to pull out all his smooth moves on you just to give him your number back in the day. You couldn’t help but let out a chuckle as well as you reminisced about your beginning and all the good times you’ve had that led up to this moment.

Jackson bit his bottom lip as he looked at you with tears growing in his eyes again. He bit down on his lip a little too hard, almost as if to stop his voice from shaking before taking a deep breath. “You are my everything,” he added. You looked up at him and smiled while you felt your own tears forming. “I admire you so much.” Jackson said, “You’re the kindest, most loving person I know and I wake up everyday wanting to be the best version of myself because of you. Thank you for always being by my side and I promise to always be by yours. I love you, _____.” 

By this point, tears were cascading down your face before you took a deep breath to begin exchanging your vows. Similarly to Jackson, you declared your infinite love for him and emphasized the impact he has had on your life just as you had his. You spoke of the many moments of laughter and love you two shared throughout the years and made sure to mention just how much he means to you before the officiant continued reciting his script and allowed you two to exchange wedding bands. You watched as Jackson gently placed the band on your finger before locking eyes with you again. After a few more moments, you were suddenly wrapping your arms around his neck as he dipped you and bestowed a kiss just after the coordinator said, “you may kiss your bride.”

The crowd erupted with cheers and chants in celebration of your new milestone. You stood at the altar with Jackson hand in hand, taking in the special moment as you both faced the crowd. You watched as Jackson’s best friends, or more like brothers in the first row whistled and cheered you two on. It brought a smile to your face as the sight of them reminded you of how you two got to this point in the first place - the proposal. 

You remembered how Jackson had recruited the boys to set up a sort of ‘treasure hunt’ like proposal for you. It started with a sly little note at home, with details and clues of where to find your dress, shoes and accessories Jackson had bought for you for the night. He then had Youngjae drive you to your next destination, which was one of the best hotels in the city. Once you arrived you were greeted by Mark, Yugyeom and Jinyoung and instructed to find more clues that would lead you to the ‘treasure.’ “Guys what is going on,” you would occasionally ask as you followed a trail of rose petals and made your way through the hotel and towards the back door. Throughout your search you would find short love notes and compliments seemingly from Jackson along the way.

“Is this what I think it is?’ You asked with a big smile when you saw Jaebum and BamBam. You could feel your heart pounding as you neared them and noticed BamBam’s mischievous smile. “I don’t know. Only one way to find out,” BamBam chimed as he opened the door for you and motioned for you to continue. You will never forget the butterflies you felt as you exited the back door and found yourself walking along the beach at sunset just before catching sight of Jackson. He was standing before the ocean with his hands clasped together, almost as if he had been just as nervous as you were. He was dressed in a white button down and khaki trousers rolled up to his knees.

“Jackson!” You cheered as you made your way to him a little quicker. “Come here,” he chuckled as he eagerly awaited your arrival. “What are you doing out here?” You giggled as he immediately pulled you in for a hug as soon as you reached him. “I know the beach makes you happy, so I wanted to bring you here,” he answered in a calm tone. You smiled at him before looking out to the ocean, admiring how beautiful it looked as the sun set over it. “Yeah there’s nothing quite like this view,” you hummed. 

“Or you,” Jackson added. “There’s no one quite like you, _____.” He said while admiring you and causing you to look at him once more. You watched as he swiftly reached into his pocket and pulled out a beautiful ring. “Jackson-” you gasped as he kneeled in front of you. “I mean it, ____. There’s no one else in the world like you. You’re one of a kind and you mean so much to me.” He confessed. Jackson gazed upon your beauty and suddenly became at a loss for words as he began to stumble upon his next thought. “To be honest, I had a whole script planned out in my head, but looking at you now. Wow.” He smiled. “I just can’t think of what else to say now other than I love you. Will you make me the happiest man on Earth and marry me?” 

You gasped as you heard those words come out of his mouth. You had dreamed of this day so long as it was one-step closer to marrying the love of your life. “Yes of course!” You exclaimed before jumping into his arms and kissing him tenderly. You were surprised as fireworks erupted from above and the rest of the boys appeared, shouting and cheering in awe as their best friend was set to marry the one who made his heart full. 

Those same cheers echoed in your mind as you came back to reality and smiled at Jackson’s life-long friends just before he whisked you up and yelled, “This is my wife!” To everyone in excitement. “Oh my gosh,” you laughed at his antics as more cheers erupted. “Already announcing it to the world?” You added. “Yes!” Jackson beamed. “Now, how about we get out of here, Mrs. Wang?” he asked with a grin and you nodded. “Let’s do it-” you barely uttered before Jackson took off with you in his arms and ran down the aisle. You nearly screamed in surprise and held onto him for dear life with your bouquet barely hanging on. You tossed the flowers aside to gain a better grip as Jackson neared the car outside. “Mrs. Wang,” you cooed. “I like the sound of that.”

[moonl1ghtmuse]

It's A Secret ✣ Im Jaebum

Pairing: Im Jaebum X Reader

Scenario: Im Jaebum is the top of your academic class. You're the queen of the outcasts, who would've thought you two would be having secret relations?

Genre: cute, fluff

• • • • • •

          YOU WALK THROUGH the hallways in attempt to get to the lunch room where all your friends resided. You let out a small yelp as you are pulled into an empty classroom by your waist.

The panic leaves your system as soon as your eyes connect with familiar brown ones. "Jesus Christ, Jaebum you scared the heck out of me." You state a hand over your heart. Jaebum smile widens, "I'm sorry baby." Jaebum states before giving you a small kiss on the cheek.

"I just missed you." Jaebum says moving in to give you a peck on the lips his hands still on your waist. "Jaebum, anyone could come in any second." You state after dodging the kiss.

"Please, just one? And I won't ask for anymore kisses until the school day ends." Jaebum states before pulling a puppy dog face causing you to give in. "Okay." You state with a smile before you both lean in for a sweet small kiss.

His smooth soft lips move in sync with yours, his hands pulling you closer by the waist as the kiss continues. He smiles half way through the kiss seeming content with what he had just received.

"Gosh, if you kiss me like that all the time. I don't think I'll be able to handle myself seeing you in the hallways." Jaebum states causing you to laugh. "What time is it?" You question Jaebum, "it is currently twelve twenty-five." Jaebum states.

"You should go first, somebody will get suspicious if we walk into the Lunchroom together." Jaebum states, and you nod in agreement. You pick up your bag as well as your binder that you had been carrying in your hands from the floor and begin to head towards the door.

Only to be pulled back into Jaebum's arms and pulled in for another quick kiss. "Okay, now you can go." Jaebum says slowly letting go of you to let you exit the class.

"Gosh, I'm so in love with her." Jaebum says running his hands through his hair.

•´¯•. 🎀 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝒾 𝓎𝒶𝓅𝓈 🎀 .•¯´•

I wrote this so long ago, like over three years ago, but I would 100% like to start writing again, so I will be getting rid of my completed drafts! :p

[kgyeomiex]

Distraction (M)

“I could not tell you if I loved you the first moment I saw you, or if it was the second or third or fourth. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking towards me and realized that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you.”

JYP has announced a new girl group in the company and you happened to be one of the members. The moment you signed in, that was the moment you were hoping to just focus on music and your career, but something gets in the way. A massive love triangle is what causes a bumpy road for you and your future.

Previous Parts:

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 //

Part 9 is here~

Masterlist

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Regardless of what you say, you will always get distracted by these boys. Jaebum and Mark tend to show up out of nowhere when you try your hardest to focus on your music...

A normal person would stand by their group and show their devotion and full attention to the music however in your case it’s different...

“Y/N, I was hoping I would bump into you,” Mark says, smiling right at you.

Right now, your brain was telling you to get away and focus on the big day but for some reason, your feet weren't moving.

“M-mark, what’s up?” Why did you just stutter... Great not only is your body ignoring your command, but now you can’t even speak to the boy.

“I don’t know if you’re busy, but I was wondering if you maybe wanted to get lunch with me... Just me,” Mark wanted to go eat with you? How on earth can you say no to that?

Even though you knew you should reject his kind gesture you just spoke without really thinking about your answer.

“Sure,” as soon as you said that you realized what you said, and you tried your hardest to smile instead of showing your shocked face.

Shit...

“Perfect... I just need to return this to Yugyeom but if you’d like you can meet me in the front,” Mark suggests, and instead of saying anything you nodded your head and continued to smile.

Okay clearly speaking wasn’t helping you out... Instead, it was making things more complicated for you.

“Great, I’ll see you soon,” Mark smiles and takes off.

Instead of even moving you stood there frozen trying to figure out what your plan was... Just a second ago you were talking about devoting all your attention to your career and not on boys. Crazy how your mindset was so quick to change...

Okay... Look at the situation this way. Mark and you were probably just going to eat and then from there split off in your directions.

Hopefully after spending some time with Mark, you can then focus on your music and less on boys....

Yeah... That sounds like a good idea. Will it work? To be honest I have no idea, but a girl can hope and dream.

~

“Jackson did what?” You couldn't help but laugh as Mark was trying to explain how Jackson ended up kissing Jaebum on the lips.

“It was by accident though... Just know that in interviews they will make you do unexpected things like where you have to pass papers around to other members by only using your lips...” You’ve always seen other idols do that and to be honest you always wanted to try it but at the same time no...

“Have you had an incident where you accidentally kissed one of your members?” You asked Mark as you reached in for your drink. He silently thought to himself and then looked at you.

“Okay maybe once or twice... But the whole purpose of the game is to prevent the paper from falling... The paper that these people write is horrible material and always ends up falling at the end,” you smiled, and then a question popped into your head.

“So, Mark tells me, who’s a better kisser?” You asked Mark teasing him and he laughed.

“It’s not like that,” the two of you suddenly began to laugh.

“Even if I did accidentally kiss one of the boys, I didn’t enjoy any of them,” Mark defended himself and you just smiled.

“Sure...”

Sitting in front of Mark and having lunch with him wasn’t bad. The two of you were just spending time with one another and laughing, you know what friends do.

“Hey Y/N... I know this is random, but I have a question,” Mark says, and before you could answer you grabbed a napkin and wiped your mouth before replying.

“What’s up?” You asked as soon as you finished chewing.

“I know I probably shouldn't ask a question like this, but I can’t help but be curious...” At first, you were confused. What kind of question was Mark planning to ask you but then you had an idea... It’s probably going to involve what happened back at the studio when you were being put on the spot in front of everyone.

“Ask away,” you had an idea of what this question was going to be, and even though you weren’t ready to answer you had to face it eventually.

“Do Jaebum and you possibly have a secret relationship?” Mark asks, looking directly at you.

Well, that was straightforward... There is nothing to hide because Jaebum and you aren’t even dating or anything. When you told the boys back at the studio that you don’t have a relationship with Jaebum or Mark you were serious about it.

The answer would be beyond different if the boys were to ask what your feelings towards them but since they didn’t you are fine.

“No Jaebum and I are just friends,” you said as you looked into Mark’s eyes, so he knew you were telling the truth.

“That’s good to hear,” you were about to ask him why but then suddenly a memory replayed in your head...

For a second you almost forgot that Mark confessed he liked you... You looked down at your plate of food and tried your hardest to contain your smile.

Eventually, silence appeared and the two of you were now sitting there eating not saying a single word to one another...

So were you two planning to stay quiet now...

“M-”

“Y-”

The both of you stopped talking and just smiled.

Things were starting to become complicated... After talking to Sana and hearing her advice you looked at Mark and then back at your food. You came to JYP to live your dreams, not look for boys...

This was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. You remember reading an article where DAY6 had 6 members in the beginning, but someone was kicked out after JYP found out he had a girlfriend.

If you continue to allow your feelings to get in the way you will get kicked out of the company before you can live your dreams.

“What do your plans consist of tomorrow?” Marks asks and you suddenly begin to move your food around not wanting to eat.

“Um well, tomorrow we will have our debut showcase. Then we have photoshoots and interviews so tomorrow will be a very busy day.” In the past couple of days, you have had a chance to spend time with the boys which led you to catch feelings for them... But after today you were going to be busy.

Maybe being busy was going to be a good thing. You weren’t going to have the urge to want to spend time with Jaebum and Mark... Maybe you’ll even get over this crush of yours.

“So will I not be able to see you?” Mark suddenly asks and at that moment the both of you make eye contact.

“I’m not sure....”

Comments like this made it hard to forget why you liked him.

“Well... I enjoyed this lunch, but I think it’s time for me to head back and practice until my feet fall off,” you said dramatically, and Mark smiled.

“Don’t overwork yourself, you do have a busy day head,”

You got up from your seat, grabbed your tray, and left while you could...

Comments like this make it hard for you to just “forget” you have a crush on Mark. He was sweet and considerate.

But sometimes you must sacrifice something for something else... When you look at things it's either you choose your dreams or some boy...

~

Dance practice was going well; however, you would be lying if you were to say you were distracted even if it was the slightest. What was worse about all of this was that you couldn’t talk to your members about it.

You were trying everything you could to ignore your thinking about Mark and focus on what was important... Tomorrow and your busy schedule.

“Okay everyone let’s take 5,” your leader says as she tries to catch her breath.

You all agreed. You walked over to a wall and instantly sat down.

“Y/N!” You looked over and noticed your bandmate Daeun sitting beside you.

“You know although we live together and practice, I feel like I haven’t spoken to you in forever,” it was true but so much has been going on. . .

“I know. But I mean with this debut coming up we’ve all been tired and busy,” you said, and she nodded her head.

She grabs her water bottle and looks at you.

“I know it’s none of my business but lately I noticed you’ve been looking pretty distracted, is everything alright?” You looked at her and began to contemplate with yourself.

Should you open up to Daeun about your situation or keep it to yourself?

You didn’t mean to keep secrets to any of your bandmates, but to be fair you weren’t close to them. Also, this included something that could involve a scandal if you don’t play your cards right and this can affect everyone.

You wouldn’t know how Daeun would feel if you told her about both Mark and Jaebum and how you may like them. . .

“I have been distracted, but it’s nothing concerning. . . Just worried about failing and disappointing everyone around me,” you decided to keep it vague and simple with your explanation.

“Well, girl you have nothing to worry about. Honestly, one thing I always tell myself and I will share with you is that there is no need to stress about the small things. Life has a way of figuring things out, everything happens for a reason.” Daeun says and you nod your head.

“But what if. . .You know something you want to do can affect others around you . . .”

After blurting that out, Daeun looked slightly concerned but instead of asking me what was up, she shrugged.

“Well, only you know what’s best for you. Sometimes you must be selfish and take the risk to make yourself happy before others.” You were surprised to hear advice like this from Daeun, but she was right.

Min-Seo suddenly called everyone back up and we continued to practice. . . After speaking to Daeun, you felt a little less distracted. . .

Everything happens for a reason, right?

You weren’t expecting any of this to take place. You were stuck in a weird position.

When you auditioned to become an idol and even got ACCEPTED you were so happy words could not describe the feeling you felt. You felt speechless, you felt like this was either a mistake or they were probably confusing you with someone else or you felt like you were dreaming...

You remember before your auditions you slept so little to make sure that your routine for your audition went well.

Now here you are about to debut but now you are distracting yourself.

Instead, you are here suddenly getting swayed by boys in this company.

It wouldn’t be much of an issue if JYP didn’t have the dating ban... But if you want to continue being an idol you have to literally push off your feelings and maybe even stop talking to them.

You have worked way too hard to get where you are now. On top of that, you began to recall all the stressful moments you had to endure while training. The harsh criticism you would receive, the whiplash attitude your coaches would give, and the overwhelming feeling you had to deal with...

Honestly, training was probably one of the hardest times you have ever experienced. Back in the dorm, you remember calling your mom and breaking down. You remember the number of times you considered quitting and going to a new root, but you didn’t allow yourself to quit.

Instead, you put on your big girl pants and knew you were going to debut sooner or later.

You worked too hard to suddenly throw all of this away.

Usually, dilemmas like this were a no-brainer but as you began to think.... What if you never feel this way with anyone else you ever meet?

You knew that this was probably just an excuse to avoid letting go of the person you were starting to like...

Were you really going to throw away something you worked so hard for over a guy?

Thinking of Mark was not helping... And weirdly enough you caught yourself even thinking about Jaebum.

You got back on your feet and shook your head.

Now it’s time to focus on what’s important.

- 

After rehearsing the rest of the members were ready to call it a night to head back to the dorm and relax before the big day. However, due to all the distractions you have been experiencing, you decided to stay back to rehearse for an hour or two to make sure you got everything set for tomorrow.

After practicing the main track dance, you felt yourself out of breath. You sat on the floor and looked at yourself in the mirror.

“You got this!” you told yourself trying to tell yourself words of encouragement.

You can’t keep distracting yourself with the thought of these beautiful men. You worked way too hard to be where you are now... How are you going to let that escape through your fingers with just one minor mistake?

You got up and you heard your phone make a noise.

You walked over to your phone and picked it up.

To be honest you were expecting it to be one of your members telling you to head home and rest up for the big day but no...

The person who was texting you at 11 pm was Jaebum.

I heard you were still in the company, so I decided to come by and take you home :)

This text brought mixed feelings. One side of you was happy to receive a text from one of the boys themselves because, to be honest, you enjoyed having a conversation with them. HOWEVER, this is the type of distraction you were trying to avoid.

You brushed your fingers through your hair removing the hair from your face and took a deep breath.

Okay. . . What if you agree for Jaebum to walk you back to the dorm for one last time? That way once you debut you can forget about your friendship with the boys and look at the bigger picture. YEAH!

You texted Jaebum agreeing to his gesture and then put our phone to the side.

Let’s just practice one more time before you call it quits.

-

As you were dancing the last chorus you suddenly noticed a shadow creeping up by the dance studio door. You were going to stop to look back, but you couldn’t afford distraction. You assumed it was Jaebum so instead of looking back you continued to dance and lip sync not trying to miss a beat.

As you were on the floor doing a dance move, you noticed Jaebum walking in and then looked away looking at yourself in the mirror instead.

FOCUS.

Look at the bigger picture.

You continued to perform as if you were standing on stage in front of a big crowd, but you were tempted to look over and look at Jaebum.

Fortunately, the song was coming to an end.

As you were finishing the last set of dance moves, you posed as the music came to an end and you could hear Jaebum cheering.

You looked over and smiled.

You wanted to say something, but you needed to catch your breath.

Jaebum noticed how tired you were after that last dance, and he noticed your water bottle close by the dance studio window. He grabbed the water bottle, walked over to you and you looked at him.

“Thank you,” you grabbed onto the water bottle and then took a sip before you continued to talk to Jaebum.

After taking a sip, you looked at him.

“What brings you to the studio, shouldn’t you be home?” You asked him and he shrugged.

“We finished early with recordings, and I was told that you were still in the dance studio so I came to make an appearance.” you couldn’t lie you felt your heart warm up a little at the thought of Jaebum staying here to see you.

No.... You don’t like him. . . You think.

As you walked over to your bag you said “You didn’t have to stay, you could have gone home and rested. I’m sure you had a busy day,”

Jaebum shrugged and smiled.

“Waiting for you was no problem. . . I was hoping I had a chance to see you today,” as those words came out of Jaebum's mouth you looked over at him and couldn’t help but smile.

Comments like this are not helping whatsoever.

Sometimes you get curious and wonder if Jaebum was interested in you as a woman but then again maybe it’s better if you don’t know the answer to that.

Your brain and your feelings are in a complete battle. What the hell are you supposed to do?

You realized you were so lost in your thoughts you haven’t responded to Jaebum.

“Ah so you just wanted me to bug you more, well your wish is my command,” you teased Jaebum, and he laughed.

You couldn’t risk being flirtatious with Jaebum. You don’t know what kind of outcome comes with and right about now you didn’t want to put yourself in any kind of predicament. Now that you were trying your hardest to stay on the right path you knew you just had to friend-zone the man.

“What can I say, life becomes a little bit more exciting when I am with you,” Jaebum blurts out, and after hearing that you instantly avoid eye contact.

Oh no... He is making it harder and harder to not like.

-

“Sometimes I wonder if becoming an idol is worth all this trouble,” you confessed to Jaebum as you two strolled along the street side by side. 

“What do you mean?”

“Well, I mean the restriction we have when becoming an idol. We have to put up this facade to keep fans happy. We have to give them this illusion that we are perfect and happy all the time when in reality we are human like the rest of them. . .” You weren’t even an idol yet, but you already started to feel like the fame life was going to be harder than most people realize. 

Right now, you seemed conflicted just because tomorrow was the big day. Although you haven’t been friends with Jaebum and Mark for that long, it’s felt like so much has been going on and you haven’t been keeping your eyes on the prize. 

“I know what you mean, I think it’s normal for anyone to have that kind of thought. But in the end, you always think and look at the bigger picture. What do you want?”Jaebum asks you and you look at him. 

“I really want to make sure tomorrow is a complete success. I didn’t go through blood sweat and tears getting criticized left and right just not to debut at the end. You know?���After getting advice from different people, you suddenly decided to make a decision. 

It was now time to put your foot down. Although the past couple of days you have enjoyed the presence of both Jaebum and Mark, you knew it had to come to an end. 

Well, you didn’t have to cut them off completely, but boundaries had to be made and you knew that you had to avoid ever letting things get deeper for example your feelings for each of them.

- 

Bzzz

You opened your eyes, and you looked up at the ceiling.

For some reason, it felt like you didn’t sleep at all. The moment you got home you had a hard time falling asleep. You were so nervous yet excited about your showcase today. . .

The day had officially arrived. You were finally going to debut and make a name for yourself.

You sat up and felt a mix of emotions.

Today is going to be a good day. You weren’t going to let anything get in your way.

Just as you were planning to get up from the bed you suddenly heard a knock on the door. Min-See opens the door and peeks her head through the door.

“Y/N are you awake?” she must have heard your alarm but hasn’t seen you step out of your room.

“I’m awake,” you told her, and she smiled.

You could see how worried she appeared to be. You couldn’t blame her; the feeling was mutual. Although to be fair you all should be confident for today’s showcase, especially with the amount of practice you guys had.

Day’s like today you couldn’t afford any kind of distraction. You walked over to your mirror and took one look at yourself. Right about now it was time for a pep talk.

Today is the big day. After all the rejections, all the struggles, and all of the hard work you put in, today was the day you were going to finally show what you have been working hard on. Today was the day you could finally show your mom that all those tears you shed during the process were worth it at the end of the day.

However, it seemed like in the back of your head you had a slight fear appearing making you think about the what if. What if your debut isn’t as successful as you were hoping? What if people don’t find interest in your group? What if this love triangle you seem to be in becomes far harder than it has been?

You could feel your mind filled with so many different thoughts, but you were trying your hardest to keep yourself together. This is fear talking.

Today was a big day for your group and you and you weren’t going to let anyone take that away from you.

-

As you were in the dressing room getting your makeup done, you were thinking about the lyrics to your own song and the choreography over and over. Today was the day you couldn’t afford any kind of mistake.

The makeup artist instructs you to close your eyes and begins to apply eyeshadow. Suddenly you hear the door open and the staff in your room saying hello to whoever came through the doors. Without thinking twice, you opened your eyes and there you see Mark walking in with a basket in his hand.

Seeing Mark gave you mixed feelings. One side of you was happy to see the fact that Mark cleared his busy schedule just to come down here and wish you luck. . . Like, let’s be honest what kind of guy does that? And then the other side of you isn’t very happy to see Mark just because you knew he could be a big distraction... Can you see the dilemma?

“Mark?” Your makeup artist pulled away from doing your makeup and smiled.

“I’ll give you a few minutes to talk to your friend,”

You thanked your makeup artist and then continued to look at Mark.

“Surprise,” he says as he approaches you with the basket in his hand.

“Surprise is right. . . What brings you down here?” You asked him and just as Mark was about to speak up, he was cut off when someone else walked through the door.

Another person you weren’t expecting to see was right there in front of you. Of course... Jaebum also made an appearance.

What the hell do you do now?

-

To Be Continued...

[onewmin]

snow on the beach | jaebeom | knj | 18+

Parings: Lim Jaebeom x fem!reader x Kim Namjoon

Summary: You reminisce on the memories about the most important men in your life after being caught in between them, your feelings put at stake.

Warnings: AU, SMUT (do not engage in my works if you’re a minor), non-graphic description of sex, mentions of oral (f receiving), friends to friends with benefits to friends to lovers (?), mentions of cheating, profanity, the reader doesn’t know what she feels (very elena gilbert of hers), a very cheesy thing in the end (pls I’m a sucker for such stupid clichés) and a cliffhanger of course; typos, a slight of angst

Author’s note: hope you enjoy this… whatever this is lmao. Let me know what you think!!

Pics are taken from Pinterest, if you know their owners, pls let me know!!

Disclaimer: My works are not for minors to read. All the appearances of real people are taken for inspiration purposes only. I do not own anything, except for my writing.

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A summer breeze blew through your hair, hugging your shoulders with its warmth. There’s something about beaches, something that has always drawn you to this place. Is it the ocean, the small waves of which washed over your feet in the early hours of the days; is it the sand, that was always collected in your shoes after you walked around? You don’t really know, to be honest. You just know that you love being on the beach, whether it’s winter or summer, whether you’re alone of with someone else.

Five years ago, Jaebeom took you to the beach to teach you how to swim. Back then, you’d been friends for over a year, and shared the benefits for several months. The beach was secluded, isolated almost; so after his successful lessons, the two of you ended up making out on the sand. You remember sitting on his lap, arms wrapped around him, hands in his hair, tugging. You remember his grips on your waist, fingers putting hair behind your ears, slow kisses with sweet nothings whispered in between them. None of you had ever opened up to the other party of the mess, coming clear with the mutual feelings the two of you had developed. He never spoke of, and neither did you. You two just continued making love and acting like a couple until some months later you met Namjoon.

“Joon asked me to be his girlfriend”, you said to Jaebeom, when the two of you were smoking outside the bar.

“What did you answer?”

You shrugged your shoulders and threw the cigarette in the bin. “Figured I’d talk to you first”.

Jaebeom peered right through you, and then took the second cigarette from the pack. “No need to. He’s a great guy. You should go for it”.

Deep inside your head, you were hoping he’d snap, take your hand and pull you in his arms, whispering about you being his girl, like he did when you’d have sex. But he never did. And so the two of you were only friends again.

You grew to love Kim Namjoon quite quickly; he was always tender with you, gentle touches left on your cheeks whenever the two of you kissed. He fell for you first, having spent months dancing around you, trying to approach you the best way possible. He’d bring you flowers, take you on long bike rides and meet you after work. You’d go on simple dates, like movies or walks, but you were mesmerized by every little thing he did for you. However, Jaebeom wasn’t the bad guy in the story either: he was still you close friend. And prior to Namjoon, he had also done everything to make you fall for him.

But Jaebeom never acknowledged that. Namjoon did.

For your first anniversary the two of you rode your bikes to the beach to have a picnic, while watching the sunset. There were plenty of people there too, but you only saw Joon, and his ever glowing love reflected in him holding your hand and smiling brightly at everything you said.

And while the time was passing, Jaebeom had gotten in and out multiple relationships, you and Namjoon stood strong, facing every challenge together. Him and Jaebeom grew to be friends too, and you never touched upon you and him being an item before Joon. Because, no matter how friendly they’d been to each other, Kim Namjoon was overly possessive whenever he saw you and Jaebeom together.

Something seems off, he’d think to himself, judging you male best friend silently, but I can’t grasp what. You had to reassure him a thousand times that there was nothing between the two of you, — at least, not anymore — and he’d cool down, coming back to that sweet persona of his.

And the time has passed almost invisibly, marking your fifth anniversary as lovers and second one as an engaged couple. Things were going pretty great, horrendously sweet the two of you are, your friends would say.

Jaebeom, on the other hand, four months prior to your anniversary, had broken up with his long-term girlfriend — probably, the first one in years that he had very serious intentions about. He called you in the middle of the night, his speech slurring, for you to find him in the alley, drunkenly unconscious. Having carried him to your car, you heard him mumbling to himself, lying in the backseat, while you were driving him home.

“Jaebeom, you’re heavy son of a bitch”, you huffed, after putting him in his bed, and taking his clothes off. You didn’t feel the wave of embarrassment seeing him in his boxers only; you only felt a tsunami of irritation growing inside of you.

“Stay”, he grabbed your wrist when you had put the blanket over his body.

“Jaebeom, you know I can’t stay”, your annoyance turned into softness the moment you heard his weak voice.

“I can’t sleep without you”, he looked you right in the eyes, “I think… I think about you a-all the time”, he stuttered.

“Oh god, you’re too drunk”, you replied and released yourself from his grip. He was obviously imagining his ex-girlfriend brought him home. That’s what you kept on telling yourself even when you heard him murmur your name when leaving.

The two of you never spoke of that. Not until two months ago.

Your friends would tell you about the most bizarre experiences of them finding out their partners were cheating: catching them red-handed was the most outdated one. Nevertheless, no matter how ‘boring’ it was, that what happened to you. Namjoon and the girl from his work, in your bed, in the bed the two of you have shared for the past three years.

“It’s not what you think!” Followed you as you flew out of the apartment, only to jump in your car and drive, drive, drive until you couldn’t feel your hands, which were gripping the wheel tightly. You stopped near the beach.

Sitting on the sand, you shivered from the cold spring wind as a harbinger of the heavy rain that followed shortly after you arrived. The raindrops fell on the water, creating ripples on its surface; and you didn’t know what really soaked the sand — the rain or your tears.

Soaked to the core, you tried to warm yourself in the car, bone-shaking sobs ripping your heart apart with every breath you took. You stayed in the car, in the parking lot of the supermarket outside the city, and fell asleep in the driver’s seat, head resting on your hands on the steering wheel.

You drove to Jaebeom’s house in the morning, just to cry more, being safe in his arms. He made you stay in his house even for longer, as you felt sick the next day, your beach experience being the fault. Namjoon was banned from visiting.

“She doesn’t want to see you”, you woke up to hear the words coming from the hall of Jaebeom’s house.

“Is that what she said?” You knew Namjoon’s voice all too well not to recognize him. “Or this are your words?”

“Both”.

“She’s my fiancée, not yours, Jaebeom”.

“Is she still?” Jaebeom chuckled. “Don’t remember her being ecstatic about your wedding since she caught you fucking someone else”.

1:0, Jaebeom won that round. Namjoon left but kept on bombarding your phone, texting and calling all the time. What could he possibly tell you? That it was a mistake? That him sleeping with his colleague was… What? What possible excuse could he ever given to make you forgive what he had done?

The anger has turned into resentment; you could no longer think of Namjoon without feeling sick to your stomach. Your engagement ring was in your bag, a lingering memory of the moments you were the happiest.

“Have you ever thought about it?” You and Jaebeom were sitting on the couch, watching TV in his house. You’ve just gotten better, but he insisted you stayed a little bit longer. You didn’t mind.

“About what?”

“About…” He hummed. “About us”.

“Us?”

He took a deep breath. “Like, if we… If you and me… Shit”. He ran his hand through the hair. “If I, uh…”. Jaebeom stopped for a moment again. “If I asked you to be my girlfriend back then, would you be mine?”

Gawking at him, you opened and closed your mouth, being unable to produce a sound or a thought. Just like that? Five years have passed!

“What are you… What are you talking about?” Your words came out as a whisper.

He moved closer to you, having taken your hands in his. “I-I just… I just want to know”. His brown eyes scanned you, pupils dilating every time his gaze stopped at your lips.

“It’s been too long for me to even remember-“

“I couldn’t forget”. His words firm, unlike the soft caressing of your hands by his fingers. “Because no matter how much time passed, I find myself still… Still drawn to you”. Your chest suddenly was heavy and the heartbeat was the only sound you could hear. “Don’t you ever think of… us?”

Your verbal answer came out as silence, but you quickly found yourself pulling him in for a kiss. Starting slowly, it escalated into a heavy one, tongues sloppily meeting in between moans. You never dreamt to be in his arms ever again, nevertheless, you were.

The couch was no longer enough as the two of you crawled to his bed, entangled in the sheets. His touches were the same, same as you remembered them: simply perfect for you. His head buried between your thighs, exploring your most sensitive spot once again, even more skillfully and satisfyingly this time.

And as you were riding him, head thrown back, both of you lost in pleasure, your personal Edem inside his bedroom. The way he tugged on your hair, gently and tenderly, when talking you from behind, open-mouthed kisses left on your back and shoulders. Every year spent suppressing your desire for each other turned into an erupting volcano; and there was no possibility to stop the disaster from happening.

You regretted it in the morning. You regretted it until Jaebeom woke up and grinned at you, lips touching your forehead in a soothing kiss, as if he’d felt the pain you were feeling. The said pain was relieved by the kiss, and then by another, turned into making out, turned into him slowly thrusting into you. For several hours you couldn’t even remember Namjoon’s name — as if the mere touch of Jaebeom’s erased your fiancé from your head.

However, not from your heart. No matter how good it was, no matter the suppressed feelings for Jaebeom coming back, you still had feelings for Namjoon as well. Torn apart, you were unable to leave Jaebeom, ‘cause doing it felt like leaving him forever. It seemed if you stepped out of his house, you’d lose him forever. But if you stayed? If you stayed, wouldn’t you lose Namjoon?

Did he think about that when cheating on you?

So you drove to the beach instead. Summer is in its full bloom, people walking around, swimming, laughing. Not many of them, but enough for you not to feel lonely. And as the weather seems perfect, you close your eyes to trust your faith to the only place you ever felt safe at.

“If it snows today, now, on the beach”, you speak to the ocean through your thoughts, eyes squeezed, “I’ll drive home to the man I love”. As if you knew. As if you had a clear vision of your future. As if you one whom to love.

And as you stand there, eyes still closed, several minutes pass. When you hear people’s voices suddenly getting louder, you lift your head to look at the sky. Opal colored just five minutes ago, now it was grey, clouds covering the sun.

Could it really snow on the beach in the middle of the summer?

[ahgasefordayz]

Meeting the Family

"Hello! I really want to know if u could make one JB or Mark x reader when they are dating a foreign, and then he will be presenting her for the guys but she's is insecure if they will like her. (if she was brown I'll be so happy) ❤️ sorry for my broken English I'm trying my best haha"

Hi! It's been a while! I hope you like it! -Admin Izzy

Meeting family for the first time is scary, especially when you don’t even speak the same language. You have been stressing and running over the night in your head for weeks. You want, no you need to impress JB’s parents in order for this relationship to work. He has told you many times that if they don’t like you, which he is sure they will, that it won’t change what you both have. You know he believes that, but do you?

Family is so important to you, if you parents didn’t like JB it would crush you, so that’s what is troubling you. Growing up in the South, family is the focal point for any relationship to work, so this has to go well.

JB walks into the room after making sure to dry the laundry before you leave and sees you pacing back and forth with a frown on your face. With a smile he walks towards you and catches your attention.

You didn’t even know you were pacing until you looked down and noticed the way the carpet had moved to fit your trail. Stopping in your tracks, you look up at him with a sheepish expression.

“I didn’t know I was pacing..” you say as he stands tall in front of you with a small smile.

“I know you are worried, but you will soon think it to be silly. My parents are so excited to meet you, you need to know that.”, he says gently.

He knows that your anxiety has taken over you all week and has made sure to be extra gentle and caring to ease your concerns. JB knows how much you care and love him, and he is sure as soon as you and his parents interact, they will know too. He gets it. He felt the same way when he first met your family. Meeting people that know and love your partner the most is scary. He remembers sitting at the dinner table with your father at the head of the table dissecting his every move. He had never been around a big family, unless you count Mark’s, but he considered them family, too.

Southern families, especially African American families, are very tight knit, and he knew that if they didn’t see him to be worthy, then he was out. He made sure to talk about football with your father and uncles, and clean up the table and dishes with your uncle. At the end of the night, they were wishing you both could stay longer, and it gave him a warm feeling in his chest. He wanted that for you as well. JB knew that meeting family was also a big step, but he needed you to know that it was because of how much he believed in your love.

Taking your chin, he moves it up to where you are staring into each other’s eyes. He gives a long and firm kiss, letting you know everything is going to be alright.

“Do you remember when I met your entire family last month?”, he said with a smirk.

Watching your face change from a frown to a grin, you replied, “I do, and I’m so sorry. I told my mom not to tell anyone, but of course she has to brag at the church potluck that she had a Kpop star coming to dinner. That led to Aunt Kitty wanting to come and so on and so on…”

He then matched your grin remembering how your Aunt Kitty made it known she was single and if he had any single friends to let her know.

“She was very spirited, I’ll give her that.”, he chuckled, “but seriously, I was so nervous to meet the people that mean the most to you. Once I left, I felt like part of the family, and I know you’ll feel that way, too. Trust me, okay?”

You smiled and pulled him to you and gave him the biggest most reassuring hug you could muster and said, “I trust you.”

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[staynoonaz9290]

Sweet Talk To Me

Where Arin has a sexy TA, Park Jinyoung, who she’s been crushing on a little too hard, and Eunmi’s still bickering with her childhood frenemy, Im Jaebum, who’s she’s just a little too attracted to nowadays. Heading to a party, Arin wants to let loose and Eunmi wants to find a guy to spend the evening with for once, neither one of them prepared for what would happen that night…

Group: JJProject/Got7/Solo Artists

Pairing: Jinyoung/Fem! Reader (Third Person - Arin); JB/Fem! Reader (Third Person - Eunmi)

Rating: Mature/Explicit

Warnings: Sexual Content, Oral Sex (F-Given), Language, Student/TA Relations, Frenemies, Friends to Lovers, Partying, Alcohol Consumption, Making Out, Heavy Petting, Slight Dirty Banter

Chapters: 5

Word Count: 21,934

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Preview:

“I honestly just think you have bad taste, Eunmi.”

She glared at him, her heart not all the way in it, eyes locking with his. 

“I’m just saying,” Jae said with a shrug, eyes darting from hers. “Those guys don’t deserve you at all.” 

All thoughts in Eunmi’s mind came to a screeching halt at those words, and Jaebum shoved both hands in his pockets, seeming a little wobbly on his feet as he glanced down at his shoes. 

“What?”

It’s all she could think to say in that moment, voice quiet, honestly not sure if she heard him right. Her heart was racing in her chest, much harder than it had all night, and she felt an odd flutter in her throat as she swallowed hard. Eunmi watched him reach up to run a hand through his hair, her eyes following the movement, realizing how close they were standing for the first time. 

“I just-”

Eunmi knew Jae too well; he always looked around when he was nervous, as if the words he needed were written on a cue card waiting for him in the background. 

“They’re not really worth your time. You’re…”

She felt like she couldn’t breathe now, something different about the air between them, something charged that she wasn’t sure if she was imagining or not. Her stomach was twisting slowly but steadily, drunk mind frozen in time, not sure what to expect from this man in front of her. 

He finally sighed, taking his hand from his hair and letting it drop to his side. 

“You’re too good for them, Eunmi.”

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“Anything else I should know about you, Miss Kim?” 

Jinyoung's eyes were shining in amusement and she giggled with a playful roll of her eyes. 

“You can call me Arin, Professor Park .” 

He bit his lip, the smile on his face a little more wicked than it should’ve been as he looked at her through his lashes. 

“I think I might still want you to call me Professor Park though.” 

Oh my god, yeah, he’s definitely drunk

But truthfully, so was she, and his words had her brain short-circuiting as she took in the implications. She wanted him, bad - since the moment she’d seen him on the first day of class- but with him so close, yet so far away, a tantalizing grin on his face as she realized their knees were definitely touching now…

Arin knew they were wading in dangerous waters. 

“What if I don’t want to call you that?” she asked with a teasing smirk, a master at hiding her emotions, drunk or not. “ Jinyoung .”

“Hmm…” he searched the features of her face, eyes lingering on her lips before he was reaching into the chip bag again. “I guess I can live with that.”

If you liked this preview, you can read the whole novel here on my AO3 page 😊!

[blu-joons]

Post Baby Blues ~ Im Jaebum

A groan came from you as the sound of crying came from the space next to you for the fifth time through the night. Your eyes looked beside you as a figure shuffled, watching as Jaebum rolled onto his back, equally frustrated to be disturbed once again, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.

You’d spent most of the night laid on your back, waiting for the cries to come, with your daughter barely settling, you just couldn’t sleep, especially knowing that it was only going to be a matter of time before you ended up getting disturbed again.

Just as you went to sit up, a hand pushed you back down, as Jaebum rose up instead. “You’ve got her enough times tonight,” he assured, reluctantly pushing the duvet away from his body, kicking his legs out of the bed.

“She’ll probably be hungry,” you sighed, too exhausted to even move yourself.

Jaebum’s eyes didn’t leave you as he walked around the bed to the cot just beside you. “Maybe she just wants a cuddle, she doesn’t usually feed at this time,” he reminded you, knowing as ever, that you were fearing the worst.

Your body was on its last legs, everything was beginning to take its toll on you, overwhelmed by just how much was required of you being a mum. You couldn’t remember the last moment you had to yourself, especially with Jaebum so busy at work too.

“Hey,” Jaebum whispered as he peered into the cot, leaning over it so that he could scoop your daughter up and carry her across to the bed with him.

Your heart fluttered as you watched the two of them, even just a few weeks in, their bond was undeniable. As ever, in Jaebum’s arms, she settled, something that you hadn’t quite managed to crack whenever you spent time with her.

“Do you want a mummy cuddle?” Jaebum asked her, attempting to move her across to you, only for your hands to block him, hovering just over your chest to stop him from placing her down.

His eyebrows furrowed as you did so, confused as to why you didn’t want to hold her, as her tears subsided, he was sure that now you’d want to hold her and reassure her too.

“Alright, let’s stay with daddy then,” Jaebum spoke, trailing off awkwardly at the end as he made his way back around to his side of the bed, trying his best to figure out what was wrong.

As you remained silent, he was left with his own thoughts, piecing together what had happened with the other things that he had picked up on too. Little things had added up for Jaebum, as he began to wonder if there was something more to what was going on with you.

With your daughter now settled, resting against his legs as he stretched back out, Jaebum nudged you with his free hand. “It’s not good to keep your thoughts bottled up to yourself Y/N, especially not when they’re not very nice ones too.”

You weakly smiled back across to him, expecting Jaebum to pick up on all of the signs, knowing you as well as he did. You knew that you couldn’t keep it to yourself forever, no matter how stupid you thought you might sound.

“Everything I do, I feel like it’s wrong,” you whispered, digging your head further down into your pillow, “they always make having a baby seem like sunshine and rainbows, but right now it just feels like a dark cloud hovering over me.”

Of course, there were going to be moments when things got tough, but you never imagined that it would be as tough as this. You’d heard stories of people suffering, never thinking that it could happen to you, only for just that to happen.

“Why am I not doing it right?” You added, staring blankly to Jaebum for answers.

His bottom lip stuck out as you spoke, feeling his heart break as you finally admitted your worries to him. He had a vague idea of what was going on, but never did he imagine that you would be as hard as yourself, and struggling as much as you were.

The more you offloaded, the more your mind thought, sharing without even thinking several times. “I wish I could be that mum who rolls out of bed with a smile on her face in the morning, with everything organised too, but instead I just feel like a mess.”

“You’re doing an amazing job Y/N,” Jaebum tried his best to encourage.

“I wish I could believe you, but you know that you’re doing so much better than I am,” you whispered in reply.

His head immediately shook, refusing to let you compare the two of you. He had promised you throughout your pregnancy that the two of you were a team, and Jaebum was far from prepared to let you isolate yourself from him now.

“Having a baby takes a lot of adapting, and people cope in different ways,” Jaebum spoke, “some people snap straight into it, others don’t, but what’s most important is that you get used to things at your own pace.”

“I don’t even know what my pace is,” you gently laughed, “right now all I can think about is getting through each day at a time.”

“Day by day, that’s your pace,” Jaebum established, “each day you’re learning so much about being a mum, and you’re bonding with Y/D/N too, it takes time, all of this can’t happen in a day, even if you want it to.”

“I knew being a mum was going to be hard, but I never imagined it would be this hard,” you huffed, rolling onto your side to face the two of them properly.”

As your eyes landed on your daughter, you nervously reached one of your hands across, tickling gently against her tummy. The sound of her laughter immediately brought a smile to your face, as Jaebum’s reassuring eyes watched over you too.

“See, you’re doing a great job,” he smiled down at you, “sometimes I think you put too much pressure on your shoulders of yours to be perfect Y/N.”

Everyone wanted to be the perfect mum, the one that everyone aspired to follow, but in doing so, you had lost your own way of doing things. Jaebum had watched you compare, even to him, and doubt yourself even when you were doing things perfectly already.

As your arm moved away, Jaebum settled down, tucking him and your daughter up a little closer to you. “When you feel as if you’re not doing good, please talk to me Y/N, I don’t want you to feel alone through this anymore.”

Your head nodded in agreement with him, promising that you would make sure to let Jaebum know whenever you were starting to worry or beat yourself up over things.

“We’ll just keep taking things day by day, learn new things and figure out our own way of being mum and dad,” Jaebum suggested, “they’ll still be hurdles, but between the two of us I know that we’ll be able to get over them.”

“Will be facing hurdles forever with this one,” you chuckled.

Jaebum nodded, glancing down at your daughter as her eyes began to close again, “we always said that we knew we’d be in for trouble starting a family, and this little one certainly seems like she’ll be a right little troublemaker, don’t you think?”

“She’s got your smile, that definitely is a sign of trouble.”

“You love my smile,” Jaebum reminded you, “you said so, even on our very first date.”

“I do, but you’re definitely still trouble.”

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[dearlyjinie]

got7 reaction to their s/o not letting them kiss prank

pairing: got7 x gender neutral reader

a/n: since their comeback is today, i thought it be nice to make this huhue.  

warning: slight nsfw, calling jinyoungs lips “lip smackers”, spelling

Jaebum:

it would be a casual night home or smth

and you two are chilling on the couch watching anime

he’s laying on ur lap, ur hands in his hair and its all nice

but now ur bored bc the episode you were on was a filler and it was sooo boring but ur bf insisted on watching it anyway  

he could tell that u were annoyed by looking at ur pressed expression

so reached up to your face and tries to lower it down to give you a soft kiss

put u were faster and placed ur palm on his lips and turned ur head the other way

he looks at you a little confused

but soon notices the small smile that played on ur lips

“oh thats how it is huh”

“that’s how what?”

he gets off your lap and you see the mischief in his eyes and make a run for it

jae is running around the entire apartment, jumping over furniture as you keep throwing pillows at him to slow him down

after a while u manage to think ur alone and take a moment to catch ur breath

when out of know where jaebum tackles u to the floor

he grabs ur face and sucks on ur cheeks like a frecking suction cup

he stays like that still u stop fighting him and lets u go

ur right cheek is red, it looks like u had a sucker fish stuck to u

he looks at u proud with what he had accomplished and goes “YOU’LL NEVER ESCAPE MY KISSES HAHA” and naruto runs out of the room

Jaebum after kissing you:

Mark:

mark will kiss u no matter what

he gives no fucks what so ever if he wants to kiss he will

no matter how much you try dodge it he will still win against you

unless you clearly tell him you dont want to be kisses he will definitely not do it bc he respects you and knows what mean no

he will not do anything without ur consent even if its something small as a kiss,( and thats the same with the rest of boys too)

but if u guys are just playfully doing it to annoy him

he will pin u down and pepper ur face with kisses till u accept his love

so when you woke up one morning wrapped around his arms

you thought it was a great morning to play a prank on him

hes making small conversation and u see how hes trying to give u a kiss

but every time he does u back away

and he just pulls u back in his embrace like i said hes determined

super whiney

“y/nnnnnnn let me love u stop being like” he says nuzzling his face in ur neck

he leaves small kisses there too

he tries once more but now u pressed ur upper and lower lip together shaking ur head furiously backing away as mark kept pulling u closer and tickling ur sides which made u lose ur guard

he finally kissed u

“Ur breath stinks get off me stinky” you tell as he tries to kiss you after waking up “it’s ok baby it’ll just add extra flavor to the kiss”

he says while continuing to kiss u

Jinyoung:

this salty motherfucker

if u miss his kiss just once and knows ur doing it intentionally you best believe u wont get kisses from the man for a week or so

and he is persistent

But so are you bc U WANT THAT KISS

It literally becomes a competition between the two of  you to see if you can kiss him and how long can he can stay without kissing you

4 days apparently

every chance you get you try to kiss him

You thought u might die bc u didn’t get kisses by those beautiful lips smackers

u even try to hang a mistletoe under ur door and when he comes home from work u point to it and perk ur lips at him ready for a kiss

He looks at it and then at you and back at it and says

“sorry am a atheist” AKSHJABDKj

He’s cooking? No problem ur right behind him wrapping your arms around his waist going in for the kill, ur not even doing the usual and try to grab his big tiddies, u just want a kiss

but he brings a piece of meat/vegetable to ur face for u to taste instead. “Can u check if it’s good” >:(

He’s in the shower? You get get in there too but he just pulls you in and in the end ur clothes get all soaked bc he’s evil and pretends to give u a kiss but instead he just pulls u under the water and then starts to laugh  

that’s when you strike and give him a phat smooch on the lips

After the kiss he keeps holding on to you even though you tell to let you go he says no and starts striping you as he kisses you again

u can tell whats happening next *wink wonk*

Moral of the story don’t ignore his kisses if you don’t wanna suffer, but you (me) like to suffer

Jackson:

the day u dodge his kiss you better prepare urself to hear about till the day u die!!

he fucking hold grudges and WILL NOT LET IT GO!

he tries to kiss you on the cheek on night before bed

when u dodge he’s offended but also sad and confused like wtf just happened here

since its also a night time routine for you guys to kiss before going to bed

Thinks he’s going crazy bc u love when he kisses u so tries again, but you dodge again

He’s squinting his eyes pissed off tongue inside his cheek already planning to tell his great great grandkids about the betrayal of their great great grandma

U break bc you see how sad/annoyed he looks so u try to kiss but this time he’s tries to resist

and pretends to go back to sleep, leaving u high and dry in the dark

it doesn’t last long since he gives up and let’s u kiss him

you spend the entire night peppering his face with kisses and telling him it was a prank

He smiles and says “ur lucky I’m not gonna tell our great great grandkids about this”

then gives you one last peck before finally going to sleep

but ur still there sitting in the middle of the dark room confused

bc did he just propose?  

Youngjae:

he will pretend like he’s not hurt but he’s hurt

and will go to coco and very loudly complain to coco telling him that his other parent doesn’t want dads kisses so he’ll just have to give them to coco

Coco leaves youngjae and comes to u instead lmaooo

will ignore you by playing video games

will get restless bc he wants his kisses

he likes being affectionate with you and the fact that u aren’t accepting his kisses hurt him even if it’s a joke

PLS HE SO CUTE

You’ll end up kissing while he’s in the middle of a game

like u just walk into his gaming room kiss him and then leave, well you try too

dude  just sits there frozen for a sec

he was in the middle of a call with some other gamers and just stops everything hes doing when he feels ur soft lips on his cheek

He will grab ur arm and will shower u with kisses till he’s satisfied

you can hear his friends (bambam) telling u guys to get a room

Bambam:

you’ll most probably end up doing this as a prank for tiktok

Both of you love doing these type of couples pranks and you had seen  video that morning of another couple doing this on their s/o so u wanted to try it too

it was supposed to be cute and harmless right?

You set up ur phone and open tiktok once he arrives home

bc he always kisses you when he comes home and press record when once ur siting together

but today he came home a bit early and wanted to surprise you so he quietly came in and that’s when ur sneaky bf saw you hide ur phone and open tiktok just smirks knowing that u were up to something but what?

He walks in like usual saying hi to his cats and he walks up to you giving you a hug

AND WINKS AT THE CAMERA!!!

you find out later when u look at the footage again

bf pranks me by ruining my prank :(

He sees you waiting for your kiss and just smirks bc he finally understood what’s going on

he too had watched that video on tiktok and wanted to do it to you

so he now it was his turn to prank u muahahah

He doesn’t kiss you the entire day

ur following him like a lost puppy trying to get a kiss

Ur video goes from ignoring bf kisses to trying to get ur bf to kiss you

He ends up cracking when he sees you staring at him looking all sad and he asks why

even though he knows exactly why but he likes it when ur whiney and beg

You climb up his lap tell him that he didn’t kiss u today not even once and he just melts bc of how cute you are and finally kisses you

He spends the entire night kissing you to make up for all the lost kisses.

ahh he’s so cute

he confesses in the morning ur just like >:o

Yugyeom:

Sir is ready to cry

Literally the biggest baby will try to act like u dodging his kiss didn’t affect him but oh it definitely did

Tries to find reasons to why you dodged his kiss

Thinks it’s bc he’s sweaty since he just came from practice so that’s why

“yeah thats the reason imma go wash up” he says thinking that you didn't hear him but you did and you try your best to hide ur laughter

when he tries to kiss you after showing you u still ignore him

real life 🥺 emoji

Will follow you all over the house to get a kiss or to kiss

Which ever you will give he is be happy

Is begging to be kissed and says he will die if doesn't get any

Cause of death:  kiss deprivation

Thinks ur mad at him so tries to butter you up by doing all sorts of cute things to make you feel better, turns out that you weren’t mad (he asked)

so he tries to kiss u again but you turned your head and he hit the couch instead

JUST KISS HIM ALREADY U MONSTER

Starts to pout like the big baby he is but then sees you giggling

And it’s clicks dom yugy mode activate

Mans kabedon’s you on the couch, ur not in charge anymore

“you’ve been ignoring my kisses all day long bc of a stupid prank huh, well we’ll who’s laughing after I’m finished with you” he says after throwing you over his shoulder and taking you to ur room.

y/n:

[yer-cute-when-you-scream]

Got7′s Reaction To You Being Insecure

Jaebeom  

He would be so sweet.

He would let you vent out your insecurities as he held you.

Then he would reassure you a million times.

He doesn’t want you to feel this way, it hurts him that you can’t see how beautiful you truly are.

He will make you believe that you are as beautiful as he says you are.

“You’re so beautiful to me and I just want you to see that.”

Mark

When you had slipped up and said something negative about yourself 

Mark was on you so quickly 

He would talk with you, trying to figure out why you said that 

He wanted to help you through this and be there for you 

So he would make sure you come to him anytime you felt that way 

“Baby, please come talk to me next time you feel this way, I want to help you overcome this so you can understand how perfect you are.”

Jackson 

Boy would be upset because how did he not know you felt this way? 

He wouldn’t let you say another negative thing about yourself 

He would cover you in kisses and compliment you over and over 

He never wants you to feel like that again, and he will stop at nothing to see to it 

He becomes your #1 hype man, always praising you no matter what 

“How did I ever get so lucky to be able to call you mine, you’re literally a Goddess/God.” 

Jinyoung

When he found you crying over your insecurities, he held you until you calmed down 

He would brush your hair with his fingers and listen to you vent 

When you were done, he would have a serious talk with you 

He would reassure you and let you know that the things you hated, were what he loved most about you 

He would randomly have these discussions with you and make sure you weren’t putting yourself down 

“Why do you hate that about yourself? I think it makes you even more perfect than you already are.” 

Youngjae

He knows what it’s like to feel this way, and it would break his heart to know this is how you felt as well

He would ask if he had done something to make you feel this way 

You would discuss your insecurities with each other and feel relieved to know that the other didn’t feel the same way as you about said insecurity 

You would be more open to each other about these things and comfort each other 

Your relationship grows stronger each day because of this 

“Everything about you is perfect, I love you so much.” 

BamBam  

He thought of you as perfect, and was confused as hell when he found out you thought differently 

He would talk with you about why you felt this way and help you through it 

He would always make sure you didn’t go to bed feeling that way again 

He would hype you up and make sure you felt amazing about yourself 

If you were having a bad day, he would hold you close and whisper how much he loved you 

“Damn baby, look at you! I can’t believe I get to call you mine.” 

Yugyeom 

He would legitimately get sad when he heard you talk down to yourself 

He felt that he wasn’t being a good boyfriend and that’s why you felt this way 

He just wants to make you feel better and will do anything to ensure that 

He would leave handwritten notes everywhere and tell you how beautiful you are before he left  

He just wants you to see how much you mean to him 

“Hey babe? Have I told you how beautiful you are today? I have? Well, I’m telling you again.” 

[seungmoroll]

Producing Relationships | Im Jaebum

Word count: 729

Genre: angst, enemies to lovers, JB x female!reader

Requested: yes

A/N: A🦋 I hope you enjoyed this and thank you for the request!

    Today was the day you were going to show GOT7 the song that you produced for them. You produced the song with one specific person in mind, so you really hoped they liked it. Though that may be a hard thing because that very same person happens to be someone that you butt heads with all the time.

    For some reason you and Jaebum were never on the same page when it came to the songs. He would always reject and critique anything that you showed him and when you tried to put your input with his songs, he would just go off on you. There were many times where the other boys would have to butt in to make sure you two didn’t kill each other and honestly, they were just tired of it all.

    When the boys came into the studio today, you excitedly played your song for them, while taking peeks at JB to see his reaction and of course he was stoic. Once the song was finished playing, the boys had immediately complimented it, all of them but JB did. Instead JB started to completely tear down the song. Saying how it was complete trash and that GOT7 would never sing a song like it.

    To say you were heartbroken by his words would be an understatement. You had produced it, thinking that it really suited Jaebum and hearing him say those words crushed you. Excusing yourself from the room, you quickly make your way into the restroom. In the restroom, you had let your tears fall. At this point you were just tired of everything. You just didn’t understand why JB was so harsh with you.

    When you finally left the restroom after collecting yourself, you were surprised by the presence of JB outside the door. At first neither of you said a word until the words “I’m sorry,” was uttered out by JB. Surprised by his words, you looked at him on shock, not knowing what to say to him, so he continued on, “I was a bit harsh back there, actually I’ve been rude to you ever since you’ve started working here.”

    “Really, you don’t say?” He glares at you for your remark, but goes on to say, “It’s just that…” He stops himself, not sure how to speak his thoughts. Impatiently, you begin to tap your foot. Annoyance easily rising within both of you, he quickly blurts out, “You’re a really good producer and I know you’re way more skilled than I am and I just jealous of all the amazing songs you’ve produced for us.”

    You were completely taken back by JB’s confession. It had never crossed your mind that the reason why Jaebum was so harsh towards you was because he saw you as superior to him. However, it didn’t excuse the fact that he was rude to you.

    “I’m not sure if I can accept your apology Jaebum. I get that people have creative issues all the time, but as an artist and a staff member, we should be able to work together and this whole entire time that I’ve been here, you’ve made it impossible to work together.”

    “I know it was unprofessional for me to behave in that way towards you, but I at least hope that from now on we can work together without me being mean to you.” He sticks out his hand as a way to reconcile. Hesitantly, you take it, wanting nothing more than to start anew.

    The following weeks after you and Jaebum had made up were awkward, yet everyone around could sense that there was a shift between the two of you and fortunately to everyone it was a good shift. At some point, you and Jaebum had worked in the studio by yourselves and managed to produce a song together, which would eventually be approved by JYP for GOT7’s next album.

    With your newfound friendship, the two of you begin to see each other in a new light, and you’re not sure if it’s okay that he makes your heart skip a beat. Apparently, you weren’t the only who felt this way though because one day while you’re at the studio with JB, he plays you a song and confesses to you that you were his muse. Eventually, the two of you become known as the best producing couple.

A/N: requests are open, feel free to send something in! these are the groups I write for: x

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Jaebum 💕🥺

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I’ve posted three times today I’m so proud :)

[aizawabby]

When ur bias starts to look like ur husband 💞💞💞

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I did another adjustment to this story . . I'm just trying to improve my writing

Memories Back Then | JB

“I don’t get how you could look me in the face and lie, knowing it’d hurt me a lot more than the truth,”

He was the last person you ever expected to break your trust. You were sure you found your soulmate and someone you planned on spending your life with but it all took a quick turn. Life went on. It was not the same. But it went on.

Someone you’ve expected to never hear from again makes a sudden appearance and gives you no choice but to confront the past… .

Will you allow him to be a part of your life yet again or finally let go?

Pairing. - Jaebum x reader

Word Count - 5.1k

(Y/N): your name

(I’M FIXING THIS STORY UP BECAUSE MY WRITING BACK THEN IS TERRIBLE. FIXED PART ONE, 5 MORE PARTS TO GO)

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Birth {Im Jaebum}

Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the gifts that I use, also English is not my first language so sorry for any grammar mistakes.

Jaebum tried to wipe the tears from his face, but more kept coming out of his eyes. In the distance, he could hear your grandmother's screams of pain and Jessica's voice trying to calm her down.

Everything had happened so fast, your whole pregnancy had been high risk, but he never thought it was going to end in your dead when he answered Jessica's call saying that they had to take you from the emergency room to the hospital.

Jessica had been sleeping with you the night before since at any moment you could go into labor; she never thought that she would wake up in the middle of the night and find you in a type of coma and the middle of a pool of blood.

Jinyoung had to rush him to the hospital, arriving just in time to be able to enter the emergency cesarean section; he did not care if there was a fan in the emergency room or if someone recognized him; he was thinking about you and the baby.

You wanted a natural birth; you went to classes with your grandmother when he could not accompany you; when he entered the room where you were going to have the c-section, it seemed chaos; your vital signs were going down, the nurses ran from one side to the other Carrying bags of blood.

Jaebum felt like he was in a movie as if he were on automatic pilot; the baby had to be taken out as quickly as possible; they were afraid that the baby would suffer some damage due to lack of oxygen, as soon as the head of their baby came out of your abdomen. Her first screams were heard, Jaebum tried to smile, but the smile was gone when the monitor that carried his vital signs began to sound, indicating how your pressure was rising at high speed before after marking any type indications of life.

For half an hour, the doctors tried to get your heart to beat again, but you had developed a condition called eclampsia, which had left you in a coma and caused your extreme bleeding.

He hadn't noticed he was crying silently until one of the doctors pronounced you dead was when he let out a sob. When he left the operating room, he found Jinyoung talking to one of the doctors while a nurse, along with Jessica, was trying to calm your grandmother.

Ironically, you died the same way your mother did, in labor, due to the same condition that your mother had developed; your poor grandmother had already lost her daughter and now her granddaughter in the same way.

Jinyoung tried to talk to him, but he ignored him, he was looking for the room where they put the newborns, he had not seen his little girl, when one of the nurses came to the room she helped him look for the baby.

It was not until when he held her in his arms, it was when reality hit him, the baby had lost her mother, and he did not know anything about babies; it was something to have you by his side and another to raise the baby alone, he felt without hope.

Was he qualified for that? Would he be a good father? How would he talk about you with the baby?

"It is beautiful, right?" Jaebum was scared when he heard Jessica's breathy voice, which looked like a walking disaster, her pajamas stained a little with blood and her face red and swollen from crying. "We will be fine, Jaebum; you will not be alone; Mrs. Hee Jeen and I are going to be with you for whatever you need."

He nodded slightly without taking his eyes off her little girl, her face had a pink shadow, her big round cheeks, and her big eyes, "I don't even know what name to call it."

"(Y / N) had a name, Sun Heen, it was the name of her mother."

"Im Sun Hee, I like it."

He had a long road ahead of him, but one thing he was sure of was that he was never going to leave his little girl alone. He was going to be in charge of giving value to her name Happiness and Goodness.

Im Sun Hee {임선희} Born on 01/10