#im in pain EVERY DAY. im in PAIN.’
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I’m in so much pain I like can’t pick my feet up when I walk I can barely walk or stand today
#everyone has noticed#My coworker told me she feels bad for me. thanks that actually doesn’t help or make me feel better#makes me feel worse actually#My store manager called me in like ‘hey what’s wrong with you?’ homie you have adored me this before I’ve told you before#I literally said. ‘dude you don’t listen to me. I have a connective tissues disorder called Ehlers Danlos. my joints dislocate every day.#im in pain EVERY DAY. im in PAIN.’#‘oh. ow.’ YEAH#one coworker was like ask if you can leave bitch I have like 16 hours this week. 8 1/2 last week. I can’t afford to go home today no matter#much fucking pain I’m in#I want to cry and die I want a wheelchair so fucking bad
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Body swap movie where one of them has invisible disabilities and when the other one lands in their body they immediately collapse catatonic on the floor from the pain and fatigue and the first one is like 'oh damn guess I don't have to worry that I'm faking it anymore'
#i have this fantasy of one my able bodied friends and or coworkers occupying my body for like an hour#just to get a real sense of how much i am truly weathering hellfire every day of my life#sometimes i take stock and im like holy crap ive gotten so used to so much#im a frog in a pot and ive convinced myself the bubbling is just fun ambience#my thoughts#invisible disability#chronic illness#chronic pain
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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You ever think, what if Death did catch us?
#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin paine#edwin x charles#painland#dbd fanart#hello yes im posting art every day (hopefully) until this gets renewed!#please watch this show for my sanity!!#I LOVE THEM SO PLEASE!!#I WOKE UP AT 6AM TO FINISH PAINTING THIS AND FINISHED 4 HOURS LATER ;-;#mywork2024
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very fond of the ann reardon debunk videos where she makes an awful recipe or food hack from some content farm and then feeds it to her husband. Yeah this hack is dangerous and doesn’t work and is quite bad, and now its Dave’s turn in the torment
#Every day I think well why don’t I just go to the store and buy ingredience and make a damn cake#Well the answer is I have poor memory and chronic pain sir. But mark my words one of these days im going to grab a reardon recipe#And have a nice sweet treat
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Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body. Give me a robot body.
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are we ever gonna talk about this
#my posts#my aftg posts#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the sunshine court#if you haven't read the extra content you are in a lot less pain than me#because there's so much. just so much#and this. he kills himself to draw attention to the raven's abuse#AND TO SHOW HIS SUPPORT FOR KEVIN WHAT DO YOU MEAN?????#it happens on the day/night of graduation!!!! which means 2 years post-tkm??? unless the timeline is different in other drafts#just imagine kevin in every draft. but especially in that one#oh my god ohhhhhhhhh my god im so glad we did not have to see that#and at one point nora says jean has complicated feelings about neil and kevin but he was always willing to die for them#???????????? literally wtf
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I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life and. I just feel like crying over that fact. a few years ago I was sure I’d be an anxious miserable wreck for my entire life but now I wake up and I love the world and I promise one day you will too. please keep going please hold the world tight. you will giggle at something silly with a stranger. a staff member at a place you frequent will smile when they see you. an elderly person will look at you gratefully for helping them. you’ll cry about stupid stuff and laugh about it later. you’ll drink cold water during a hot day and it will be the best sensation ever. being alive is the best thing I’ve ever experienced.
#WWWAAUUUGGHGH#IM VERY EMOTIONAL. I love living I love the earth I love my friends so much#it was. so bad a few years ago#panic attacks every other day. miserable most of the time. unhealthy habits. every day felt like a bad day#but then I managed to get out of an awful situation. and I made an effort to try and love the place I live now as WELL as being homesick *#* for my home country. and I fought to notice the little things. and I went outside even when I haaated the idea of it#and now???? I’m still disabled. I still have anxiety. I’m not yet back in my home country#but my god I’m so happy in life. it does get better. everyone was right#even though I experience severe chronic pain on the daily. even though I live somewhere noisy and hot and crowded.#life is silly that way :3 I promise it gets better. it’s so cliche and it never sounds true but it is. it is#hopepunk
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Scrappiiiees i love kitchen :)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry kind of obsessed about qifrey happy sniffling in kitchen. i draw him sad crying a lot but i think thats the only time we see tears#my head is so busy right now bc im playing edgeworth game and am obsessed with wrightworth atm talking & shyly romancing in my head#with the wish to depict it BUT MY HEADS TOO FULL OF ORUFREY TOO EVERY DAY!!! AND KITCHEN FAMILY LIFE!!!#and DA2 AS WELL bc i was trying to finish the third game before veilguard but i failed bc i miss my da2 man so much#TOO MUCH GAY LOVE IN M YHEAD!!!!#i do think qifrey cries sad tears as well but i think the effort is taken up by crying pain tears during headaches. Haha..#i too am a sniffler. especially about lovely things like witch hat kitchen and orufrey AND when ppl leave nice comments on fics <3 <3
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Unexpected but fair.
How long were we disconnected?
#uhmm if it looks weird or ugly thats a you issue. Sorry not sorry im trying not to burn out by doing overcomplicated animation every time!!!#teehee#hes a pain in the ass dude gooooodddddd this took longer than i'd hope itd take...#but the background looks pretty fuckin cool i think it was worth it#theres so much to do in this environment#also lmfao i had to change the palette bc of damn color theory. so. he may be sickly green. maybe.#hngrfthhhhh its done thank god now we can move on#i have an 11 day deadline to get where i need to be LETS GO LETS GO#he doesn’t usually keep track of time btw :-)#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#uhhh if he looks weird blame.. uhm.. blame him because his ass was believe it or not TOO TALL for the canvas#youre telling me this short little shithead was too tall???#fgrtrggffghhhhhh
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baby pig at the beach 2 weeks ago. Cherish every moments 💙
#we're going to visit her at the hospital today !!#her condition is stable so we're almost out of the window where she would be showing signs for spinal necrosis (which is fatal)#thats the one that was concerning me the most so im rly relieved its going well#she doesnt rly want to eat tho...theyre thinking it might just be the pain meds making her nauseous but i think she also could be scared#so i hope that us visiting her will affirm we've not abandoned her T_T i wish i could stay with her every day#but yeah everything is looking good all things considered <3#frossworld#pochita
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Its been a while since I updated this little project but heres the dealio. I got "mysteriously" sick for the last 2 months and it kinda halted my work on getting this thing physically printed. BUT IM BACK and ready to start this up again. I'm really hoping i get everything done by Jan. or very latest feb (mostly anticipating for holiday slow down)
In the meantime i got a few questions on my interest check asking if i would offer a digital version of the zine. and the answer 2 months late is YES I WILL YOU CAN GET IT NOW ACTUALLY ON MY GUMROAD OR KO-FI HURRRAYYYYYY!!!! 🥳🥳 GO CHECK IT OUT ITS $3
GUMROAD | KO-FI
#the art of a lemon wedge#homumiko#baroryuu#otasune#feel like a fucking#victorian woman in a novel the way i got sick for no reason those months#vertigo. brain fog. parts of my body would go tingley. and for 2-3 hours at a random time of the day my entire body would just feel BAD#idk else how to describe it cause it was not pain#i could not predict what would trigger those 2-3 hours of BAD and it seemed to change every day#and then some days i wouldnt get them but i would still get vertigo and brain fog whenever i would go to bed#anyways#IT WAS THE WATER#STUPID LA WATER BLEH BLEH#I WENT TO TEXAS TO VISIT FAM FOR A WEEK AND ALL MY SYMPTOMS WENT AWAY#-_-#and now im on a strict distilled/purified bottle water diet#i cant even eat food thats been boiled in whatever the hell gets put into the gallons at the store.....sigh#BUT IM BETTER#and ready to get back into it#:D
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more Milly & Meryl 💖
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#love cosplaying them sm#physically painful planning con lineups for the year and not just doing Meryl every day of every con#im working on other Trigun cosplays im excited abt tho#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#Trigun#Trigun 98#Trigun maximum#Trimax#trigun cosplay#meryl stryfe cosplay#milly Thompson cosplay#my cosplay
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I love this mf soooo much
#monsters at work#duncan p anderson#maw duncan#it's been 7 years since im stuck in that time loop. every day i wake up feeling the pain and emptyness#i love duncan so muuuch >w<
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Seigi Nakata you would do numbers if more than 20 people knew about you.
#every time i see an orv variation of this or any other narrator post im like BUT ITS SEIGI TOO? SEIGI?#i think it was in vol 1 he's like. 'but ive never understood pain so bad that it made you want to die'. oh so we're lying already huh#*tapping volume 6 impatiently* WHATS THIS THEN? HMMM??? HMMM????#anyway i love him dearly and every day i hope he explodes amen 🙏#seigi nakata#jeweler richard#housekishou richard
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using the halloween prompt as an excuse to draw tsukasa in this costume i will never be able to get
#ruikasa12days#prsk fa#prsk#project sekai#ruikasa#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#i actually dont know if im supposed to only do 6 prompts. or 12 for each day. since the prompt list layout is confusing#so i'll just do every day bc i only know suffering and pain
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