#im in a mood ig

[https-witch]

🔮Spirituality & Depression ☁️

☁️Depressive episodes can sometimes get worse with a spiritual mind

"What have I done for karma to get me this way? Is the Sun mad at me? Am I being targeted by bad energies?"

🔮Some other times, it offers hope to resolve the situation

"I will drink this tea & it will all be better. I'll pull some cards to understand. I have a spell for this!"

It can be hard to understand one's mind & separate the physical, chemical reactions of the brain & the spiritual soul connection to the universe.

I still can't help but feel like something metaphysical is holding me back.

Unfortunately, I don't have any advice for this one xxo☁️🧦

[bunubunss]

isn't it fun how sometimes we make art out of love? liking something soo much that words stop making sense so the hands take over

[hinamie]

all i have left

[boycritter]

if anyone were to ask me what i missed about texas, i’d say it’s the wildflowers. it’ll always be the wildflowers. they just don’t grow the same here. but no one asks me what i miss about texas. because they assume there is nothing to miss about a place like texas. because i’m not in the habit of telling people i’m from texas. because no matter how deeply something has etched itself into your bones there’s a part of you that forgets other people won’t see them. i want to show people what i have made of myself. i asked a doctor to scan my bones so i could know what is written there and he obliged because everyone loves to humor me because they feel they know me better than i know myself because they act as if they can see my bones. and the radiologists wrote their report and said nothing remarkable is here. i asked to see the scans and they told me i’m not allowed. i want to know what i have made of myself. i want to know what i have been made into. i want to cut myself open and make everyone look at my bones and what my bones have become and tell them i told you so. but yeah. my favorites were the lantanas. 

[intotheelliwoods]

uppies

he just wants to be carried.....

[aghostsnail]

I just started reading mtmte without any prior knowledge of the idw continuity, which surely wont cause any confusion

I love their designs SO MUCHHH, oh my gosh they're all so shaped

but I needed so many references; everything stacks together in a very certain way

[n0bluev]

Another, zzz

[icebrooding]

I do not seek, I find

It's been so long since I took pics of my allegedly cannibalistic, catch-release-catch Courtier. I love u Nep.

[napping-sapphic]

I want to love someone enough that they no longer feel like they have a gaping hole inside of them but also perhaps more importantly i want to love them enough that they realize that the hole they felt inside of them was never there to begin with, that they’ve never been short of anything and that they’ve always deserved love even when it was hard to find

[mattiebluebird]

Brian's medical chart is killing me. Why does he have EVERY personality disorder

[ridl]

strange qilin woman found sleeping while standing up

[suffarustuffaru]

WE'RE BACK IN THE BUILDING time to vote on your favorite cringe fail julius moment <333

[xxplastic-cubexx]

Surprise bitch! I was interview anon this entire time!

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HELP MEEEE ok i see why i kept gettin asked if id seen this yet vjaLVJA THANK YOU SO MUCH

[sk3tch404]

Late Night Hanma Blurb

A/n: Thought abt this during an itty-bitty road trip today. Smoker Hanma does smth to the chemicals in my brain. Forgive me for any lengthy bad writing. I've had a long day and I just wanna yip yap about one of my fav crazies 🙇

CW: Hanma can give two shits about your lung health but chooses not to when he feels like it, intimidation, threats of forced drug usage, sometimes forced participation in violent activities, thoughts of lovers suicide/murder(?), and whatever other yappin I put in here.

Hanma who smokes a fuck ton and doesn't mind giving you the good ol' second-hand effects of it, but absolutely detests you doing it on your own.

He snatches the stick from your mouth and holds it up and away from you with a small grit in his teeth. Hanma glares down in some curiosity but clearly squints in irritation.

"The hell is this? Don't tell me I'm being a bad influence on you now. If I catch you with one of these again, I won't let you off the hook so easily. You got it, Y/n?"

When you retort, telling him it's no different from when he does it and it is your own choice whether he likes it or not, he merely scoffs with a tilt of his narrow head. Throwing down the cigarette, the sound of his sneaker stomping and scraping it out against the pavement echos through the air with an annoying presence. Shuji demands the rest of your stash with a looming stare that can only put you into a state of sinking discimfort.

"Come on, don't be stubborn. Ya know, if you wanna do it so bad, why don't you try the whole pack? Mine too since it's a shitload better than that cheap stuff."

Reluctant on suffocation and early lung cancer, you begrudgingly hand over your smokes to him. Hanma smacks down on the box with an evidently loud shot of noise and slides it out of your palm--- pocketing it. He stretches out narrow smile as he leans down towards you.

"See, now it ain't so hard to listen."

He's still ticked off by the fact you think you can do whatever to your body without his permission, but since Shuji is so generous, he'll let you learn from your mistakes. See, he can be nice.

Don't test him though. Next time you're caught defying his selfish wishes, he's beating you down with degrading language and probably also beating whoever was involved. The convenience store employee that sold you the cigs, vape, or maybe even chewing tobacco? Yeah he's taking out his held back frustration on them. Bro is jumping over the counter and tearing their shit up.

Avoiding him because of his brutal and honest-to-God psychopathic personality? Now that's just cruel. Shuji is dragging your ass by the back of your shirt and pushes you to his motorcycle. The leopard print on the back of the bike makes you wanna barf every time you see it, but you got to keep it down if you wanna have enough energy to deal with him. He'll take you out no matter where you are at in that point of time and make you remember who he is; who you think you're messing with.

"Y/n, how many times do I have to tell you? Aim for the nose. That's easy for amateurs like you. Actually, lemme show you how to really deliver a jaw breaker-"

Yeah, he'll show you just how bad it can get with some random thugs on the street. You should be grateful with how gentle he's treating you. Instead of ending up with facial fractures, you have nice dates and thoughtful gifts. He's even teaching you a few tricks. How lucky can you get?

"I'm all done. Shit, I'm starved. Let's go grab a bite to eat, kay?"

Hanma thinks the only way you'll ever keep paying attention to him is if he keeps you and your actions in line. If you go off doing your own thing, his usually unmoving heart can't just stand there and watch you slowly leave him. Despite the negativity be brings into your life, he actually gets really fuckin anxious when he doesn't know or understand what you're doing. It's so troublesome how you make him feel. Yeah, being bored as shit is bad, but seeing you, the only thing that could ever bring him down to his knees unwillingly, slip away with nothing but disdain for him? Fuck no. He won't accept it. Shuji would rather kill you and then himself than have to bear the strange feeling of pain, or what other people call heartbreak, by his lonesome self.

Should he ever say he loves you, that would be the point of no return for the both of you. His hands have you tight in his clutches. No way out, no way back in for anyone else.

[erinwantstowrite]

"what radicalized you?" being told "that's just the way the world is." because daring to believe that change could happen was brushed off so easily. i think the passive mindset people have about everything upset me the most. it didn't just apply to friends who refused to take sides or have opinions when you wete upset with someone, or people always playing devil's advocate when you were upset and invalidating why YOU are upset. it applied to people who saw that we were killing people under the guise of religion when it was always about wanting the land, the money, the benefits of somebody's death. it applied to the fact that the world is dying and we have every opportunity to start making changes but everyone says "that's just the way the world is." and it's not. it's the way YOU are. you have refused to change and grow and take a stance and you will drag everyone down with you

[koqen]

⠀⠀EAST 2 WEST⠀⠀…⠀⠀Mic Check!