#im hungi

[deaughh]

:/

I feel like I’m at my wit’s end.

I’m trying incredibly hard to “get back into the rhythm” of things. I keep telling myself “i just need to get organized” have a schedule and I’ll be okay. I can’t do it.

I have no work life balance.

I quit my main job at the lab and am close to quitting my other lab position. Even with work out of the way, I feel like I’m being consumed by my schoolwork. (I dont even want to start thinking about how I’m going to make ends meet).

A fucking endless cycle of assignments that wont go away. The canvas notifications are starting to drive me insane. I get paralysis and cannot for the life of me complete simple assignments. And when I do miss them or small points it kills me a little inside since I’m a perfectionist (bullshit, I’m a fucken mess). I’m just tired of my one class because of all busy work and I cannot focus on my other more demanding class (ochem2).

My brain is trying so hard to conserve energy and stop me from what it thinks is a waste of time. I feel so exhausted all the time because of it.

I’m most likely overthinking but I’m just so sleep deprived I can barely function. My GI issues started up again too, woo! So that’s always fun to add to the mix.

I get sick, my stomach cannot hold down food, i eat very little. I have no appetite but i have to eat something. I wake up in the middle of the night with hunger pains and refuse to eat because I want to go back to sleep but can’t because of the pain.

I probably get 4 hours of sleep a night. I’ve been dying to have 6-7. i usually manage 5, if im lucky 6hrs, but it’s never full sleep. I always wake up in the middle.

I’ve stopped smoking to clear my head a bit but it’s not enough. I feel like a fucking nervous chihuahua. I feel like a leaf, shaking and about to fall off a tree. I hate feeling like this. This isnt me.

I hate what all of this does to me. I feel horrible. I dont wash my hair. My eye bags are as big as my eyes. There’s nothing I want more than to heal my body and feel better but I cannot take care of myself. I want to exercise but I have to stay in and do assignments. fml.

I don’t want my mental or physical health to get worse but I really feel like I’m slipping. I’m trying so hard, but it feels like I’m barely doing one thing a day. I feel insane.

But ya. It just feels like an endless cycle of trying to catch up.

My menthal health affects my physical and vice versa. I get mentally ill, i become physically ill as a response and it just makes me feel mentally worse and it spirals. Awesomesauce!

[seaquestions]

this is getting dangerous, wouldn't you say?

[ID: a black & white painting of a man smoking in a bathtub & a robot sitting on the edge of the tub, tucking the man's hair behind his ear. the man's eyes are obscured by the robot's arm. he also has his hand on one of the robot's thighs. End ID]

[autizmotbh]

skinny guys are outdated

get yourself a fat fuck

AND I STAND BY THAT

and angel dust and carmilla redesign because i can

[rexscanonwife]

Uhm uh uh...I have no excuse for this 😔 PPG self insert who is secretly an alien! I imagine her intro episode would have her having a little romance with the professor when he comes into a bookstore she works at/owns and the girls being (rightfully, given the prof's dating history) suspicious of her. Wacky capers ensue where they try to prove that she's up to no good, only to find that she genuinely is just chilling and wants to live a normal life on earth!

Well, normal as she can, now that she knows this family! I think she'd fit right in 😉

Taglist♡: @crushes-georg @changeling-selfship @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @squips-ship @cherry-bomb-ships @miutonium

[wackulart]

he gave him the saddest look ive EVER seen when dan said that

you cant just leave the silly guy??

[sad-leon]

@intotheelliwoods free therapy time again :D

I am quickly running out of hug poses for these two but they still bring me so much joy to draw <3

im so incredibly normal about them

[gomzdrawfr]

What's Raven's favorite food? Asking for science purposes. :3c

Dimsum! more here ehehe

She would def do anything for dumplings :3 generally speaking Raven isn't picky with food because she doesn't think twice before inhaling anything Price gives her (she doesn't eat much, but Price changes that)

[lousysharkbutt]

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[theflann]

started as an in class doodle, then went wayy to hard cuz i was havin fun! just a lil mikey breakin it down!

[skeletonpendeja]

So there's pizza in this tower too?

[cosmic-muses]

breakfast is a girl's natural environment

[gunsatthaphan]

domestic 😌

[mwagneto]

the biggest con we've ever allowed restaurants to pull is letting them make cheeseburgers unreasonably more expensive than hamburgers despite the only difference between them being 1 slice of plastic cheese

[maskleo]

GUYSSSSS. i actually kept my word, sad blorbos:

(6-11/25)

It's currently 3am please end my suffering.

[xxnomadsxx]

Aside from eating Chef alive (btw my jaw dropped to the floor), has Branch or the tribe ever had to kill anyone else for any reason?

Not that I can think of I mean besides the occasional wild animals they hunt to feed the village, The hit Branch put on Velvet and Veneer as him and a group of the village made an attempt on their lives for what they did to Branch’s brothers (don’t worry they’re alive just brutally injured) The murder attempts on Cloud Guy (they never work) Plus many birds they decided to shoot down and kill by Branch’s (weirdly panicked) order (little something for beat goes on fans) They did almost kill Gristle and Bridget on their first meet but it was more of threats against there life by the village and a mental breakdown that made Branch get a little physical (he apologized later) Plus some joke scenes where the village is low on food so they basically tie someone up(probably Creek) and say to Branch “give the word sir” as they raise a knife slowly. Some have tried to offer themselves as sacrifices but Branch keeps turning it down “no we’re not that desperate…yet” (don’t worry he’s joking…I think) Some feral (trolls?) have chased down and tried to eat some of the grey trolls before (Branch always put a stop to it each time) But besides that nothing else I can really think of….OH! there was that time the village roasted and ate Creek😄 well the feral trolls ate Creek the grey trolls would never eat Creek, they hate him too much but some did tho… some did….(this was after he was found to be a no good two faced traitorous “SpiRItuAl” little SELLOUT!!! It felt like a fitting punishment for what he’s done to everyone)

[holly-bearie]

hear me out