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when i started watching g1 for the first time, i was NOT prepared for whatever the fuck its doing with Megatron's transformation😭😭
it gave me so much psychic damage
#transformers#tf#tf g1#maccadam#megatron#starscream#my art#as a kid i was pretty isolated from tf media so i had NO idea megs originally was a gun#from tfp and cybertron games i knew he was a jet and a tank so this thing gave me a fucking whiplash#and the mass change..... oh g1 youre so silly#i watched 2 seasons of g1 so im used to it by now but the first time was truly horrific for me#like WDYM the leader of decepticons can be held in a hand in his alt-mode??? buddy pls how do you lose all the mass in a blink of an eye😭😭
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If only I would die with the fireworks this year
#vent post#vent#im not supposed to be here#im terrified of the idea of people thanking me for being in their lives this year#they shouldnt#i should be dead#they should have never met me#i wasnt supposed to make it this far#:(#im not as great as you guys think#im horrified any of them look up to me#they shouldn't#no one should#i should never be anyones ideal person#im horrific#im a grotesque creature that should be sedated and studied for its anatomy
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legend has it that the young witch circe and the once beautiful nymph scylla shared a complicated past...
#art#cirscylla#that's the ship name i like for them best anyway#circe#scylla#greek mythology#welcome to my greek mythos yuri#DOOMED YURI#circylla#epic the musical#do i even tag it as that? i think i should cuz epic is the reason im so into greek mythos#jorge said we might get a spinoff about their backstory and im insane over that#i know it's probably going to be about how circe loved that one guy but still a girl can dream#this is them but younger! before circe turns scylla into the horrific man-eating monster that even poseiden fears#there's just so much potential here#consider a younger and much warier circe landing on the island for the first time after being outcasted by her family for her magic#and she meets scylla there who back then is a much happier and playful person#enemies to lovers to enemies again#i don't know if they ever make it to lovers or if they were only an almost#they're about to have the worst breakup in greek history#im rambling in tags MY BAD
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now that he's managed to dodge all his canon event trauma I think pavitr should get a running joke where he's just immune to spider-man luck
#like the spot throws him through a portal during a fight and he just so happens to land in a laundry basket full of blankets or something#and then peter b gets thrown through the same portal and goes flying past to crash-land directly into a dumpster#thats the energy im looking for#across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse spoilers#pavitr prabhakar#after some horrific shit: 'well... at least its not raining!' pavitr says. everyone eyes the sky in apprehension. it stays clear.#'yeah' miles says cautiously. 'i guess this couldnt get any worse.'#it immediately starts to rain
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Aftermath.
#slow horses#river cartwright#could not stop thinking about the horrific injuries poor River must have been walking around with post-s3 so i had to draw them😭#specifically the damage done to his ribs and back after being beaten by duffy & hobbs & the grenade blast#hes a walking bruise😭#i love him so badly#slough house#jackson lamb#real tigers#also my first time posting art properly to tumblr im so scared. pls dont repost or anything🫶🫶
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Detectives. Arriving. On the scene.
I can't stop thinking about this game, I can't stop thinking about them, I have to play it at least 20 more times-
#Anatomy's wack I'm so sorry#Disco Elysium#Kim Kitsuragi#Harry Du Bois#Harrier Du Bois#Horrific Necktie#you'll be missed#Alas Im late to the party AND the revolution#nnobodiusart#added alt text
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"Are the Robins child soldiers" It depends. If the story is super serious and into exploring complex morality and grounded from reality's standards, then yes. If the story is lighthearted, made for children, fluff, etc., then no. If it's somewhere in the middle, it might depend.
If an author wants to write a story seriously delving into the fucked up-ness of children fighting criminals, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.
If an author wants to write a fun story about villains and heroes featuring Robin in a world where that's not an issue, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.
If an author wants to write a serious story but not apply IRL-logic to Robin, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.
#my dc posting#dc#batman#robin#bruce wayne#jason todd#dick grayson#tim drake#damian wayne#idk if i articulate it perfectly here but like... yall#yall.#when im watching lego: batman im not thinking of how horrific and irresponsible it is to take dick on the mission#like it is a movie for children i am there to have fun. in that moment i don't careee#but if i'm reading a fic that's dwelving deep into like jason todd's psyche and taking itself seriously w real-life accurate#psychology stuff then yeah i'm fine with also exploring how directly interfering with violent crime at such a young age might#actually affect a person's development#but like sometimes it's not that deep and robin's out there solving murders and kicking two-face's ass n havin fun doin it#just. there is nuance depending on the story being told#sometimes i'm in the mood for serious exploration of bruce's failings as a parent. sometimes i wanna read him bonding with his kids and#everything is fine.#you can have both!!!
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the uncaged wrath of zaun
#fanart#arcane#warwick#vander#im sooooooo normal :)#ill get back to other stuff shortly i just tripped and fell into caring about my own hypotheticals again <3#you better believe im gonna get some use out of this design. you WILL look at this weird dog.#what do we call the post nut clarity equivalent of committing a horrific rage induced murder
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I live in an interfaith household and trying to explain how we prepare for holiday season to someone outside the household is weird
my mother celebrates jewish holidays, step-father doesnt but loves yule, i have no idea what my siblings are, theres a lot of seasonal decor for holidays. why are there so many holidays. there is too much (< person who's been sorting tote boxes for two hours straight)
#interfaith household means You Have a Lot of Items#also day 2 of being in horrific heat#im taking breaks but its so bad that its 90 degrees in october#personal#sara shush
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uhhhhh sevika but she's sooooo uhhhhh she likes holding girls up with her mech arm and yk uhhh fucking them with her real arm uhhh post send tweet uhhhhh
cw: smut?? idk. also it's really bad, I just need to clean my drafts 😣 be nice or I'll kms
Metal fingers dug into the plush of your thigh, moan after moan being torn from your throat, Sevikas flesh fingers curling and uncurling from deep in your cunt, soaking the skin of her hand.
Sevika's metal fingers gripped your plush thigh, sending a delicious chill down your spine, the thought of her strong enough to pin you against the wall was making you wetter by the second.
Her fingers worked you over, sliding in and out of your dripping cunt with a hunger that matched your own. The room was filled with the sounds of your moans mixing with the wet squelches of her fingers diving deep inside you.
Her body pressed against yours as she held you against the wall, the metal arm providing an unyielding grip that made you feel completely at her mercy. The way she moved inside you, the pressure, the speed—it was driving you insane.
You felt every damn thing as she fucked her fingers in and out if you.
As Sevika's movements became more urgent, more focused, you knew you were about to lose it. Your whole body tensed, your breath hitched, and then it hit you like a wave, moaning her name as you came on her fingers.
chat this is so bad pls be nice 😣 I need her so bad, gotta 9 on her 11 so she never forgets or smth. send me requests!!!!! also, I never know how to end these.
#im going through my drafts oh lord#sevika arcane smut#sevika x reader#sevika x you#sevika#grayson x reader#sevika arcane#sevika smut#arcane#vi arcane x reader#caitlyn kiramman#vi x caitlyn#arcane league of legends#league of lesbians more like it HAHAHAHA#no one will see that im so sad#caitlyn arcane#grayson arcane#someone repost this ill k word myself#i love sevika#chat shes so hot#id leave anyone for her#no its actually so bad#“till-” WERE NOT STOPPING 🔥🗣️#the things i would do to her are#absolutely horrific#im so funny#no one reads these#ellie williams#tlou fic#abby anderson
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Birds of a Feather previous / next
#before anyone says it#yes there's no links on this#links have been breaking horrifically on my blog#for some fuckin reason#so im waiting for a bit to link everything up#in the hopes that its an ongoing issue thats getting solved#birds of a feather#feralnette au#we're finally getting to the fUN#my art
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there's this video you've probably seen already where a woman is shaking in front of a microphone and delicately tries to ask - how can i make my husband listen to me, i've tried everything, i don't want to seem ungrateful and the other man laughs - the problem is that you married a man, we're only listening 25% of the time and we only understand 5% of that! and the audience laughs and the woman laughs and you just sat there, phone in your hand, letting the sound of it echo
and the thing is that people make think-pieces about it (isn't this one of them) and satire versions and "flipping the script" which is good and fun but at the end of the day, there's some truth in that man's response about men-not-listening. and you have tried to language that feeling for years, this sense that you can only take up 33% of a conversation before others view it as being "dominating".
it's not that they aren't listening, it's that the action they're taking is purposefully silencing. it's different. you accidentally-don't-listen a lot; just because the world is loud and you're distracted. you don't mean anything by it. and the truth is that the man who spoke is relying on that to be true of you; the way it's true of everyone. but there is a different undertone to his kind of not-listening. what he means is they don't respect you and you shouldn't expect them to. there is a difference between oh shit i forgot to take the trash out and why didn't you remind me to do it, just like there is a difference between i didn't realize you wanted to go out this weekend and why do you expect me to plan things why can't you just tell me where we're going.
and the thing is that it isn't just him, and it's actually not just because of your gender - your skin, your class status, your weight, their ableism - it happens often. so often it feels like a tightness around your throat and a weight in your stomach. you're not even "really" allowed to be upset about it, because to them it's a joke. and they laugh. and you know exactly the amount of work that goes into every conversation. how you have to work to condense down your thoughts into intelligent, crisp soundbites; worried someone will try to swoop in and cut you off. and there's this sense from everyone else - oh stop being so sensitive, are you really upset just because they weren't listening and you don't know how to say the way that feels when it happens constantly.
there's that video of the science summit where a woman in the audience finally says let her speak please! and the whole crowd bursts into applause and the man leading the summit holds up his hands and bows his head and says oops, sorry! like what he did was awkward and embarrassing, a little social gaffe that happens easily. later in your meetings, you're asked to take notes, and you don't say anything, you just hear let her speak please! ringing in your head and know that you'll never be brave enough for that kind of thing. and besides. think of all the people who agree this was a one-off, he just got excited and all of the people who say one man is not indicative of all of society
at the dinner table you're talking about someone you don't like and how he's not good to his girlfriend and how she always has to remind him to put the effort in and before him, she was glowing with curiosity and passion but now she just seems... tired, unhappy. that he likes the way she burns out; she stays home and takes care of him and their 2 kids. and your father sniffs and says that men take a while to learn those kinds of things. and you just stare at him and think about your childhood and are like - no wonder i turned out like this
and you want to say - there's no fucking secret school or mystic form of communication. i was not sent to Rearing a Child University. i did not graduate from Getting Chores Done College. i ask questions and i listen and i pay attention, because that's basic fucking human decency. it stems from respect, and how i respect others and their agency. i clean the house because someone should clean. not because it comes "naturally".
hell, you had to google "how to boil an egg" the other day, just because you usually make them scrambled. you can never remember which of the 2 bathroom cleaners make chlorine gas, only that two of them definitely do. you've accidentally bleached your clothes. it took you like 3 years of self-teaching before you figured out how to actually cook things correctly - for that whole time, you burnt or undercooked everything. but you did teach yourself; just like you taught yourself how to listen with empathy. just like how you taught yourself to think before you speak. to be kind first, to be better at communicating. it seemed like a good thing, an adult thing.
the joke the man in the video makes is that women say i'm fine! when they are not fine. and you think about the 150 conversations that happened around that; about how she probably has had so many arguments with her husband. how she said i'm upset you don't take me anywhere and he got mad at her because of course i do, you made me go to that stupid restaurant like last week and she probably said that's not what i'm saying and he said now i'm supposed to be psychic or something and she said no of course not and he said how am i supposed to know what to do when you don't even like everything and she said i do like things and he said well how am i supposed to win? and her pastor probably told her to be more grateful because they do things at all, even if she has to plan them and her mom probably told her that's just how men are honey and she probably cried over her journal, trying to figure out why the fuck she "has everything" and is still so bitterly, horribly unhappy
and how, in your life, for so many reasons, you looked down the barrel of another argument; of explaining yourself and being vulnerable and begging for help again. how many times you just said i'm fine because it was better than doing that again; it was better than wringing yourself out when it's literally easier to just pretend. because he wasn't going to listen. your father wasn't going to be better and your boyfriend wasn't going to be better and your boss wasn't going to be more respectful.
and you sit in front of a video of a woman shaking, looking horrible and guilt-wrought that she's even asking this question. and you know; deep in your heart - that's you. in a different life, you are her. you've stood in her spot. and you had to listen while someone else cackled - why would we bother to notice when you talk?
#writeblr#warm up#this is something im legit still unpacking the effects of#btw this is one of those intersectional feminist blogs#gender plays a role but let's be honest - this silencing comes from disrespect which can come from MANY things#white women will do it to women of color#it exists in many forms and permutations#but fuck that video made my blood run COLD#you know it's bad out there when my HORRIFICALLY right-wing trad cath father even admitted ''it's bad out right now''
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something something about Caleb Dume surviving the genocide of his people and divorcing himself from his culture and remaking himself entirely in order to survive
and something something about orphaned Ezra Bridger who loves Lothal but doesn’t quite belong being adopted into a self-made-cobbled-together family of outcasts from multiple cultures
and something something about Kanan choosing to embrace his culture and religion again despite his fear and the risk it brings to him and his family
and something something about Ezra embracing that culture as whole-heartedly as he can when so much of it has been lost
and something something about both of being denied the ability to practice certain aspects of their religion because otherwise they might be killed for it
and something something about Kanan remembering how Master Billaba carefully sheared his hair and oh so reverently plaited his Padawan braid and held it gently between her fingertips and told him she would do right by him and told him not to be afraid and told him she would be there for him until her dying breath and beyond and told him that he was going to be a great Jedi Knight one day and told him “you are our future youngling and I will do everything in my power to protect that future”
and something something about Kanan looking at Ezra’s wild hair with something hollow and aching tucked between his ribs because he longs to show Ezra the devotion his Master showed him and her Master showed before her and his Master before him but it’s not safe to gently plait that Padawan braid behind Ezra’s ear because such a sign of devotion will mean death and Kanan can only hope that Ezra understands how much Kanan loves him and how much Kanan is proud of him and how much hope and life he sees in his Padawan because while that Padawan braid may be the physical link between future and past tying together generations of Masters and Padawans who have lived and loved and passed on because “we are what they grow beyond”—
Kanan knows that every moment has led to this and Ezra is the future his Master and her Master before her never expected but they would be so proud to see Ezra now and Kanan can only hope Ezra knows how proud Kanan is of him too and know when he looks at Ezra he knows everything is going to be okay because “we are what they grow beyond” and despite everything that’s been lost to them Ezra is carrying the heart and soul of thousands of years of legacy and Kanan looks at Ezra knowing he can’t give him that Padawan braid but he’ll be damned if he can’t teach him the things that matter and he’ll be damned if he doesn’t do everything to protect the future he sees in Ezra’s eyes
#yeah im feeling some feels rn#Kanan jarrus#Ezra bridger#Star Wars rebels#Sw:r#rebels#Star Wars#shatterpoint lineage#Sw meta#meta#I guess#cross talks#mace windy#depa billaba#Jedi order#Jedi#listen genocide is So Fucked#and horrific#and the remaking of yourself in order to survive and then trying to reconnect when you realize the risk is now worth the danger#it does something to you#honestly fuck everyone who think the Jedi deserved it#just look at our world now and see what’s happening#bc star wars isn’t just a fun little story where everything is black and white#just like any story it’s a vehicle to explore and convey the human experience#Star Wars meta#anyways im sad Kanan could never give Ezra a Padawan braid#Caleb Dume
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I am facing ~$15k in costs due this month
I've started a gofundme, linked in the title. I'm so sorry to ask this of anyone but I'm at a loss for how to deal with this. My immediate upcoming expenses:
a water bill for almost $3500 dollars, with another one I estimate to be almost $1000 on the way (water leak of 240k+ gallons). I have tried to plead to lower it, but it is controlled through an HOA who refuses to budge. It must be paid on time and in-full. I no longer own this house and lost money in selling it
My car will not start, current unknown cause but likely to be the starter. The car has 200k miles on it and is nearing the end of its life
I have just moved cross-country for a job that may let me go soon (reference the news for context). I am paying to break an old lease, put a deposit on a new lease, and hire movers (saving money by only hiring labor and driving a truck ourselves). Breaking the old lease costs ~$2000, the deposit and first month’s rent on a new place costs $3300; I have not booked any moving help yet but my estimates from research is ~$3500-4000
All relevant proof is included on the gofundme site, and I truly mean it when I say I never wanted to turn to this; I do my best to take care of myself for when times are tough, but this is way too many things at once to have prepared for.
If anyone donates $30 or more, send me the receipt and i can do a small single-colored chibi as a thank you. I'm too daunted by bills to even open regular comms right now, and I'm working overtime to try to compensate, so my hours are quite limited ;;; Thank you all for any and all support, ANYTHING makes a difference whether it be sharing or donating. Love you all forever <3
#i don't even know what tags people put on these posts. i'm. i'm going to cry i'm sorry i feel so horrifically guilty to ask this of anyone#i am mortified but i am NOT liquid enough for 15 THOUSAND dollars in a month. i don't even have the last water bill yet#this doesn't include the 700 dollar electric bill that i cannot delve into. there's. i cannot overstate how many unexpected expenses i have#when it rains it fucking POURS. nagito komaeda i understand you better than ever before. this is horrible#gofundme#fundraiser#boosts are appreciated if ur able to. im gonna. go eat a tuna packet for dinner and contemplate my life
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WOKE Fallen London
The Traitor THEY/THEMpress
POLYthreme
The Great PRONOUNd Railroad
The CorresponDEInce
The TrackSLAYer's Union
The Masters of the Bazaar
LESBIANbones Road
#hello everyone im back#gonna start working through my backlog of drafts later#in the meantime have this horrific post#fallen london#main tag bc everyone must witness the cursed ness
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