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hello hi bonsoir ā my dash is the sahara desert rn, a barren post-apocalyptic wasteland. pls send blogs to follow i am on my knees!! xoxoxoxo
#baka bants#im happy with any fandom tbh!!#im not rly hyperfixatin on any at the moment but just the#jjk csm bllk bnha hq !! general fandoms#or u know what if theres any other fansomsbu think r#fun n fresh#im happy to dive in#(minus trigun soz ive tried multiple times in the past but couldnt get into it)#(granted it was the og one so its super dated and it felt dated in a way i didnf care for)#(genshin is always welcome but for some reason my brain is kinda scared of that fandom#bcos thres so many minors and puritans LAKAOAKOA)#(bjt i could obv be wrong & also mildly hypocritcal oopsies)#ANYWAYS PLS DO SEND ME ACTIVE BLOGS <333#i am also happy fo follow back obviiuuously if u r active and want to scream abt anything#*bows* thank u so much <333#IVE BEEN RESORTING TO THE FOR YOU TAB#BUT EVERY TIME IVE GONE I THERE IVE BEEN BOMBARDED BY 16 YR OLD BLOGS#AND ITS SO SCARY DCARY#I FEEL LIKE IM GOING THRU GRASS IN POKEMON#SCREAMS
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AABRIA GETTING MATT TO SAY LUD WAS A HANDSOME YOUTH BUT THOUGHT INTERCOURSE WAS BENEATH HIM AND HE WAS TOO TRAUMATIZED BY THE CALAMITY FOR IT (CONFIRMING HE WITNESSED IT). THANK YOU . AABRIA. FOR MY LIFE
#AND THE ARTAGAN REFERENCE RIGHT BEFORE. IM DEAD IM DEAD I WAS KILLED IM SO HAPPY#van speaks#aabria iyengar#matthew mercer#ludinus da'leth#artagan#critical role#4 sided dive#I HAVE WON. I HAVE NEVER LOST
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they cast a 28 year old for Tyson š
[relevant rants: here and here]
yeah, i saw - i wasn't holding onto hope of them casting a disabled actor for Tyson (still disappointed, just not surprised) but casting a 28 year old for a middle schooler is really out of left field. It's just an odd choice? Particularly given how much they've been emphasizing age-accurate casting so far.
It makes me really wonder what major rewrites they have planned for Tyson's character. Because as things stand currently there's no way to make Tyson's existing character work with this casting. Tyson is supposed to be in Percy's grade, but Daniel Diemer sticks out like a sore thumb against the child actors. Tyson being in Percy's grade is pretty important for the entire arc of Sea of Monsters with the main character arc being Percy combating internalized ableism and establishing him as a character who stands up for other marginalized kids. If they remove that, what's Percy's arc going to be for that entire season? At what point are they going to establish that about his character? Or are they just going to exposition it at us like usual with nothing backing it up and no actual character progression? And in later seasons the age gap is only going to be more prominent - like how is Tyson going to work in BoTL or TLO? Are they planning on removing his character entirely for those scenes? Are they going to remove him as a recurring character in general? It'd be really weird if they killed him off or something.
I'm also afraid for if they do try to keep Tyson's disability coding in some form - cause there's kind of no good way it can go at this point. Either they completely erase Tyson's coding because they cast an abled actor for him and that messes up the entire arc of the book and his character particularly in relation to Percy, or they have an abled actor attempt to portray a character heavily coded as having down syndrome (and i believe they're already doing similar with iirc Chiron's actor is abled but they're doubling-down in the show on Chiron being disabled) and given how they've written the neurodivergence themes (or absence there of) in the show so far there's just no way that'd end well. Like, Tyson's characterization is a little questionable to begin with in the books, but given the show's writing so far it just feels like we're very rapidly ramping up for an extremely ableist characterization of Tyson. Like i'm sure Daniel Diemer is a great actor, but... i'm just getting real tired of the show erasing the entire premise of the series :T
anyways as per my initial post about pjo tv tyson casting theories i guess it's time for me to start tearing stuff apart with my teeth ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv#pjo tv crit#tyson pjo#Anonymous#ask#sorry to play debbie downer i just would really like the Disability Series to. yknow. keep the Disability part in it.#the show has kind of already had subtle problems in the casting with stuff like a lack of plus-sized actors for plus-sized characters#and again with like Chiron casting abled actors for disabled characters. im glad they did it for Hephaestus#and im VERY happy about Hephaestus' casting. but he seems to be the only time they've actually done that in the casting so far#im not even sure if any of the demigod actors are adhd/dyslexic? i havent heard anything about it#like its not uncommon so i wouldnt be surprised if they are but i would think we would have heard about that by now if so#deepest sigh. i think the most annoying part is the series has so much potential to be really good!#like most of the casting would be the best thing ever if only the script was actually decent#i mean im not surprised if disney is afraid to cast more than one disabled actor or any plus-sized actors for major roles#cause it's disney. of course they'd be like that. which just kind of continues my point of - if youre gonna adapt a franchise#you should really be aware of like. the major details about it and the characters. before you dive head first into it and go#''oh whoops! no we cant do any of that because we dont want to. guess we'll just Change Everything or blatantly ignore it.''
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Thinking of vlr Akane is so conflicting cuz on one hand Iām so upset that she doesnāt ever get a moment to just rest and enjoy being alive again Iām upset that she just gets deeper and deeper into this role sheās built for herself and she loses her humanity and will never ever be that girl who died in the incinerator. But on the other hand, I need her to get so, so much worse I need her to be so obsessed with perfection she has this unique ability to change the course of history and she will burn everything and everyone to the ground in the blink of an eye if it means she can "reset" and get a perfect timeline and I desperately need her to never be satisfied with anything because really, is there anything thatās worth all the damage sheās caused?
#zero escape#akane kurashiki#virtues last reward#yeahhhhh just having so many thoughts about akane and sigma and junpei and yeah im screaming eyes bloodshot#i want akane to just like post 999 just do silly shit with aoi get a cat be a gamer try to heal the best she can#and i want her to be so evil i think theres still some crimes she hasnt committed yet she should do those#i really really really want her and junpei to just beat the shit out of each other in a boxing ring. specifically post vlr#need them being old as shit throwing chairs everyone is cheering#and damn like vlr akane just cant agree with junpei on his philosophy that a life with pain is still a life worth living cuz then thatd mean#everything she did in 999 was all for naught like to accept even the bad timelines where she died as valuable...#thats a kick to the dick especially when she fought so hard to live and how her death was so unfair#except she was just a scared kid with no choice then. now whats her excuse#i just want it to be possible you know? possible that akane didnt need to do this and she couldve been happy#cuz yeah the trauma would be horrible but surely itd be better than the trauma she has now since she took that dive#i wonder if she knows that no matter what she does sheāll never erase her trauma and eventually she will have to face it#or if she actually believes she can figure it all out and win the perfect timeline and magical mental stability will happen#basically akane is avoiding therapy soooooo hard but then again who would even be her therapist#no one can possibly understand her...right?
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Matthew being like Hey wouldn't it have been so tragic and cool if Caleb left the group and became a scurger again? Good thing he found a boyfriend and settled down huh ā”
Truly a man of the people
#him and liam both enjoy this very much im happy for them#also same#muffin rambles#caleb widogast#shadowgast#four sided dive#4sd#4sd spoilers#spoilers#i laughed out loyd at the boyfriend part im ELATED ā”ā”ā”ā”ā” T H E M
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-----KINKTOBER ANNOUNCEMENT-----
insert beyonce voice: i said i want something big. i want something that says i'm here....
Let's have some fun this October! I haven't written or posted fics in what feels like a million years, so I thought it'd be exciting to break in my brand new blog with a whole month of fics.
Starting October 1st I will be posting two fics every week (every Sunday and Friday), each one exploring a different kink. And leading up to Halloween, starting on the 27th, I'll be posting every day! Check out the read more for a schedule of events.
THIS IS KINKTOBER. IT IS MEANT FOR 18+ ONLY. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.
October 1st ā Praise
October 6th ā Phone Sex
October 8th ā Begging
October 13th ā Virginity
October 15th ā Breeding
October 20th ā Spitting/ChokingĀ
October 22nd ā EdgingĀ
October 27th ā Overstimulation
October 28th ā BondageĀ
October 29th ā FemdomĀ
October 30th ā Squirting
October 31st ā SURPRISE
*topics may be subject to change*
#spencer reid#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid smut#kinktober#im incapable of just tipping my toes in ive gotta just dive right in lmao#my writing#happy halloween season besties š
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not leaving bed for a week!! [ray Ć gale]
#something to celebrate me finally finishing this goddamn game!!!!#i was never more happy to see the 'they got married and lived happily ever after' trope!!#this game broke me in places i didn't expect to be broken#but maybe i wasnt like.. in the right place mentally for a new thing to dive into š#anyway im never playing it again (lie)#my draws#bwb23#*ray Ć gale#now there are a couple of scenes from the game that i want to redraw š¤
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His catch of the day š«£
#happy mermay#the lights on his tail represent his eyes/the deadlights btw#idk why itās so blurry im sorry#pennywise#it 2017#pennywise the clown#artists on tumblr#pennywise fanart#pennywise x persona#pennywise the dancing clown#it#clown artist#I donāt care if itās fishy Iām diving in#someone get this bitch some lotion#we are all unwell down here
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@.georgerussell63: Friday dive š¤æ
#george russell#f1#*m#*p#24#(HE IS JUST A LITTLE GUY WITH A HOBBY)#(every time i see him free diving im just š«µš»š«µš»š«µš» HAPPY THAT HE'S FOUND A HOBBY š«µš»š«µš»š«µš»)
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from Dear Jane: The Two Hundred Twenty-Five Patterns from the 1863 Jane A. Stickle Quilt
#im so obsessed with this quilt u all have no idea#thinking about crip time and the innovative minds of disabled artists under prolonged rest periods!!#quilt#dear jane quilt#jane a stickle#also holly if u see this ;^) š happy u went into a research dive!
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PTSD tw
Billy hasnāt driven since he was freed from the mind flayer's control. He couldnāt stand being thatā¦thingās chauffeur, driving and driving, going nowhere. Every time his hands touched the steering wheel of a car, he felt like he was going to be transported into some hallucination Hell and be tortured once more.
So. No more driving for now. Steve understood. Billy enjoyed the comfort of the passengerās seat far more these days.
After their romantic date night at home, Billy offered to do the dishes. He reminisced about the kisses they shared during the movie, and the kisses that would come soon after he finished cleaning up.
But as he was washing his plate, the back and forth motion as he scrubbed the rim was reminiscent of turning the steering wheel of his car.
He could hear it again.
That terrible mocking voice.
Please love me, please love me, please love me...
Billy was frozen in place, his mind stuck in the dreadful darkness of that terrifying hallucination. He felt like the mind flayer had somehow regained control of him.
His body felt stiff, he clenched his jaw as the words rang in his head over and over again.
Please, someone find meā¦
His arms began to tremble and his strong hands gripped the plate for dear life, snapping it in half.
āWhoa whoa whoa!ā A voice shouted from a close distance, dragging him out of the horrifying memory. āBabe, you okay?ā Steve asked worriedly as he approached, taking the shards of glass from Billyās bloody hands.
Billy's confused eyes fell onto the broken plate and hands dripping blood. āShit. Iāmā¦Iām sorry. I know you loved this plate set.ā
āAh, itās no big deal.ā Steve replied, tending to the small nicks on Billyās hands. āI bought them for you.ā
āMe?ā Billy raised a brow.
Steve reached over into the sink and grabbed 2 pieces of the shattered plate. āYeah, cause, yāknowā¦ā He pieced them together like a puzzle. āThe design looks like the ocean.ā
Billy snorted. āNo, it doesnāt.ā
āWell it doesnāt anymore because you fuckinā broke it.ā Steve teased with a smile.
āIt never looked like the ocean.ā Billy playfully argued.
āYeah, okayā¦ā Steve laughed. āI dunno, I havenāt seen the ocean in awhile.ā
āMaybe we can go sometime.ā
āIāve been wanting to go on vacation with you for months,ā Steve explained as he dragged Billy along, leading him to the bathroom ļæ½ļæ½but you were recovering, I was recovering and then the topic justā¦never came up again.ā Steve took some bandages out of the medicine cabinet, smiling widely. āUntil now, that is.ā
Billy watched lovingly as Steve tended to the cuts on his hands.
āThere. All patched up.ā
āThanks, Doc.ā Billy smirked warmly.
Steveās smile slowly faded as his brows furrowed with worry. āAre you okay? I meanā¦what happened?ā
Billy shrugged, turning away from Steve. āIā¦remembered something shitty that I donāt like to think about. Fucked me up for a moment, but Iām fine.ā
Steve nodded in understanding. āItās okay. You donāt have to tell me about it. I know you went through a lot last year that you donāt like to remember. But, at least, remember, that I love you. Iāll be here every step of the way, I swear. Youāll never be alone again.ā
Billy tried to fight back the oncoming tears, releasing a shaky sigh. āYeah, yeah, I know, pretty boy.ā
Steve kissed his forehead. "Don't worry about the plate, though. I'm just amazed that you snapped it in half with your bare hands.
Billy tusked. "It was a shitty plate. So much for fine china."
"That's what the guy at the store told me it was!"
"Let's go kick that liar's ass tomorrow."
Steve shook his head as he laughed. "Always looking for a fight, aren't you?"
Billy joined in the laughter, smiling and loosening up his once clenched jaw and tight muscles.
He was grateful to Steve, for being there to bring him out of that endless dark.
#im doing bad again#so i'm deep diving into billy's suffering#but giving him a happy ending#ivy.doc#ptsd tw#caliscoops.doc
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grym dressed as ex altiora for halloweenš„ŗ
#my art#oc#grymberk#im not fandomtagging this man#heh(talking to room of ghosts) you thought. my oc with lichtenburg scar wasnt inspired by my horror podcast brainrot ?#and she's tall as fuck and named mountain? yeah.#i do have more tee em ay doodles since im doing a relisten before diving into protocol#its crazy i know quite literally 0% about the sequel cause i dont follow anyone who are in this fandom haha they call me the ignorer#i think its the same way i played all of xiv knowing NOTHING about every single expansion going into it i love my blind playthroughs#oouuiiii ouiii happy halloween im going to fry squash slices#bisexual
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i've gotten several asks as to how i'm doing after the update, and uh.
well refer to This Image for your answer-
#im ILL im ILL#in a good way! but oh my god#im gonna need a few days yall-#there was so much and it was all perfect and im So Overwhelmed with new information!!!!#i need to get my brain back in working order!#theres just. i dont even know where to start...#i think i'll start with editing the livestream vid so i can post it#i won't be doing anything fancy i just want to cut out long pauses#and maybe add a clown emoji overlay when i'm being a fuckin idiot lmaooooo#absolutely unprompted#oh man after the stream i had to go sit down in the dark living room#im so happy we're finally diving into the meat of it and its KILLING ME <3#welcome home continues to make me simultaneously better AND worse!#except x10 bc holy shit. hooollllyyyyyyy shit. whoa <3#when the horror project has horror in it (cheering&crying.jpeg)
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*kicks the door down* IM NOT LATE
Happy Birthday to our collective son!!
I feel pretty cruel for making dark art on his bday. but I mean yana said it first, it's not typically a day to celebrate. so I'm just following.. ;)
#really i just had this drawing as a WIP for a couple months now and even if i may not have polished it as much as i would have wanted to#time has left me to stay within my comfy little scrappy stile. and i think im very okay with moving on from this piece with that#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#yea#digital art#o!ciel#happy birthday milk jug#also sorry if you can't tell what his outfit is cause neither could I. I know I should have done more deep dive research#cause those 3 reference images barely helped#also yea colors are weird but i started in greyscale which is still an interesting stragedy for me. so im not upset#i know the whole reason i drew this was because i was looking for references for a dumb lil comic#and i saw a pic of him here removing his eyepatch and got emotional cause ooohh my poor ruined boy#so now we are here#tw scopophobia#happy birthday
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good question!!
i actually very much prefer the red for a few reasons!!
when you take the colour red, it often is associated with strong emotions. passion, danger, anger, courage, bravery, sacrifice, etc. those are all things the hunting dogs must hold to high standards. red shows that they are flashy, out there, bold, and willing to do what it takes to achieve justice.
in contrast, green is often associated with calmness, nature, growth, and health. if anything i would say the hunting dogs go against most of these. they can be calm but they must act harsh when needed, and their bodies are unnaturally altered, meaning they arenāt as in line with nature or proper health.
i feel red just suits them best in colour theming. it was a good choice to change it i think.
thereās also the fact that a lot of media uses green uniforms for high-military members. making the hunting dogs wear red makes them stick out when it comes to imagining said type of groups. it adds a uniqueness to the characters that i love to see.
that annnd. red is my favourite colour :] hehe
#sorry for taking a few days to answer. i seen the ask answered in my head then forgot to post it KDJSKDJ#bjr its been a while since ive dived into symbolism in colours and outfits. so im very happy to be doing it again !!! i love talking#i also think jouno and teruko look a little christmas-y with their red/pink hair with green uniforms#though the green is still nice i just feel the red stands out more.#asks#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd hunting dogs#the hunting dogs
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thank u hot priest for cracking open the door to joy but yeah. lets get frank back up in here asap no rocky cause this is literally eddie diaz rn.
#im so happy he found joy but i also just want them to dive into the difficulty of holding onto that joy#bc. it aint easy#they speak
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