#im gonna explode if i forgot anyone

[ghost-0s]

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[zend-pixie]

oh ayo????

[angelsdxmise]

ORPHIC

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 when Bakugou is paired with a girl that’s not spared a glance for a project, he wants to explode. Why does his mind keep going blank when he looks at you then?

Contains: g/n reader, profanity, midoriya trying to be ur friend 😭. if I forgot anything, tell me please ❤️

a/n: oml 2.3k words. doesn’t seem like much but this is actually my longest fic and im debating a pt 2.. btw, send requests please! 💕

PART TWO

Monotone. Dead. Bored. Creepy?

When Bakugou thought of you, he thought these four words exactly. Unable to even recall the last time you smiled, laughed, or even spoke really. 

Not like he found any interest in you. He didn’t think of you on the daily, which is why he let out a groan at the announcement from Aizawa, saying you two would be paired for a research project on each other's quirks.

Which means you two are required to talk. Adding onto that, today was the only day you could work in class since there was no time or reason to put project hours into valuable class time.

“You have 10 minutes before the next bell. Go meet up with your partners, and no, I am not switching anyone.” Aizawa grumbled in his constantly tired state, slumping down in his sleeping bag and knocking himself out.

Bakugou huffed as he spotted Kirishima and Kaminari throwing a thumbs-up his way, smiling and winking at him. He was already thinking of how to kill them but set it aside as he made his way over to you.

Uninterested is an understatement. All you did was stare at your notebook with your head resting on your palm. Occasional sighs came out if anyone was lucky that day.

Bakugou took the seat in front of you and faced you in his chair. “L/n, are you dead or something?” Fury built up inside of his head as you didn’t even spare him a glance.

He slammed his palm against the desk, and you flinched at the sound, finally looking straight at him. Of course, it filled his ego in the slightest when he scared someone. “Meet me at my dorm at 5:30. Don’t be late, extra. I’ll tell Aizawa you’re slacking if you even dare giving me extra crap.” He grunted. 

“Ehh.. mkay.. I guess.” You muttered. Your eyes turned away from him and looked out the window as if you just wanted to get this over with. It wasn’t necessary to look at Bakugou anyway, you could feel the wrath coming from him. Did I just make him more mad?.. What did I say? You pondered as you avoided his hellish and terrifying gaze to say the least.

Bakugou scoffed before he could get to screaming at you for no reason. He stood with his hands in his ridiculously baggy pants and sulked away as you sighed and thanked your guardian angel.

Unfortunately, 5 came faster than you had thought. You wanted to cry as you put your face in your pillows, really not wanting to deal with someone like him.

He was unfit for you. You distanced yourself from everyone for a reason, there’s too much noise, unnecessary excitement, and a waste of your time. These were the things you thought to justify your actions.

The truth was, you wouldn’t be lonely if you chose to. The most insistent ones were Mina and Hagakure, a friendship that you believed the devil brewed up in hell just so they could annoy the absolute shit out of you.

They did seem truly disappointed when you continuously declined their advances.

I guess I do feel a little bad..

The clock hit 5:24, and you groaned as you sat up in bed to grab your laptop and notebook, stuffing it in your bag. You let out a strained sigh and made your way to his dormitory.

You hesitantly raised your fist up to the door, quickly knocking and awaiting a response.

Is he not here? you stared at the door, a bored expression on your face although you wanted to rip all your hair out at what was lying on the other side.

 

“Door’s open.” A raspy voice came from within. The handle turned and you were met with Bakugou and his materials to get the project done sprawled out on the bed. You felt like a lost puppy.

“Are you gonna stand there or work on this?”

“Sorry.” You mumbled as you took skittish steps toward his bed. You carefully moved a few things out of the way and put your back against the wall, and took your laptop and notebook out. You nearly died when you forgot your pencil and came to the conclusion that you’d have to ask for one.

It’s just a pencil.. I’m fine, right? Oh god.. I’m gonna jump out the window. You sprawled deeper into your demise. A voice snaps you out of it and you realize sweat is forming on your hairline. “I already added you to the slides. You’ll do the bottom half and I’ll do the first including the introduction. Got it, extra?” 

“Sure..” You gulped, taking a deep breath. He wouldn’t get mad at you for just a silly pencil, right? Surely that’s ridiculous.

“By the way, do you have an extra pencil? I kinda forgot mine just cause—” You felt something hit you right in the forehead, thankfully on the eraser side. “Are you kidding? Can’t even bring a pencil. I’m failing this for sure.” He growled, a hint of malice in his tone as he glared at you.

“It’s just a pencil.. relax.” You shot back at him.

“Don’t tell mE TO RELAX!!” 

“Oh my god, you’re turning red from how angry you are.” You snickered. Why are you entertaining this? “I know practically enough about your quirk, so I’m clear for my slides. No help needed.”

“Hah? How? I’ve never spoken to you a day in my life.” He asked. A bead of sweat glided across your cheek as that was one of the worst questions he could’ve asked.

What actually happened was that you had asked Midoriya for his notes on Bakugou. Truthfully, you thought you had said, “Hey Midoriya, can I see your notes on Bakugou?” but you assumed that Midoriya must have thought you were going to stab him to death if he didn’t give you what you wanted, due to how monotone and serious your tone and voice was.

You debated between saying Midoriya or no reason at all. If you went with the second option, he would probably think you're a stalker. You cared about your reputation even if you didn’t have many people around.. which made people assume things about you without anyone telling them what was true or not.

“Don’t get mad because I know he’s your absolute nemesis. Midoriya gave me his notes on your quirk and how it works.” You muttered out, a little stammer in your voice as you realized Bakugou was giving you an, “I’m going to kill you and that damn nerd” look. 

Your eyes wandered away from his as he tried to keep his cool when he realized he was staring a little and observing you.

You did have emotions and weren’t a robot. In fact, you were kind of charming. You were expressive when you spoke to someone too. He blinked out of his trance when he saw you take your notebook and open it to underline the most important details about his quirk. 

“Are you gonna explain your quirk to me or not?” He growled, trying to forget the fact he was just crushing on you for a moment.

You fought back a dramatic sigh “Right..”

You stretched your back and cracked your knuckles as you came to a realization.

What time even is it?

You look down to the corner of the screen. 7:42 PM. Good enough. I’m not surprised we haven’t talked for 2 hours despite the fact we’re sitting next to each other.. You close your laptop and it seems to bring Bakugou’s attention to yourself. 

“What’re you doing? There’s still more work to be done, extra!” He hissed, a deadly look sent your way. “I’m.. leaving? We’ve been at work for over 2 hours straight.” 

“And?” Bakugou toned down a little suddenly. Wait, why the hell am I trying to get this random to stay? He thought.

“And I just so happen to have the desire to leave, so bye.” She quickly got up and closed the door while leaving before he could protest further. 

A sigh of relief left your lips upon being free from his room. God, talk about being nervous. You walked back to your room, set your bag aside, and flopped face-first on your bed. 

You rolled over and could feel sleep creeping upon you, and you accepted it although you realized you hadn’t changed into your pajamas. Oh well, tomorrow was the weekend anyway.

The sun rose and you could hear the birds singing a familiar tune, as they did every morning. Light peeked through your drapes as you let out a tired groan. You could hear the chatter of your classmates downstairs. A yawn left your lips as you sat up to stretch your back.

Deciding between passing out again or showering and starting your somewhat lazy day, you choose to freshen up and wear pajamas for your day. You wanted to finish the project quickly so you could have the rest of the day to not worry about due dates or grades, so you decided to tinkle your slides a bit on your own time.

You also worried about Bakugou’s aggression and malice while drying your hair some more. “Wonder who put a stick up his ass.” You chuckled to yourself as you applied your skincare.

Your classmates didn’t seem to spare you much of a glance when you walked into the kitchen, as per usual. You did want it this way, right? Even if it hurts you a little when you realize they were spending time together. Even if it hurts when you realize they made breakfast for everyone.

Bakugou, Asui, and Koda weren’t downstairs but you had seen leftovers for them on the counter with their names on it.

You did not find yours, and when you realized a bit of embarrassment dared to show on your face. As you were sulking off to spend your day in your dorm, bored, you felt a tap on your shoulder.

“L/n?” 

You turned around and were met with Midoriya's face as he held a plate of food. Wonder what he needs me for. “Yeah..?”

“I saw when you were coming down since you came a little after I did, and the class left me some of the food but I wasn’t really hungry and didn’t see any out for you so.. are you uh.. hungry perhaps?” Midoriya stammered out with a small smile. You had the tiniest smile on your face. 

“Sure I am. Thank you.” You chimed. You never would’ve thought Midoriya was paying attention. But, that’s what he did right? He paid attention to every little detail. What you and Midoriya had both failed to notice was when Bakugou came down to get food and was staring directly at you from where he stood with his friends.

He felt a hint of jealousy at the sight of Midoriya being able to get you to smile. A small hint of regret at not coming down earlier and being the one to offer food. But, Bakugou doesn’t do that nice crap. It’s a waste of time.. right? So…

Why did he start to get a desperate desire and drive to make you smile like that at him? To show any sort of emotion? And why is it that he wanted the specific emotion to be happiness?

Walls of anger dissipated when he looked at you. He was staring. Again. Have you always been this enchanting? You made him question his thoughts. No way he was falling for some extra who barely even had emotions.

He didn’t know if you were opposites or similar in some ways. 

He snapped out of his trance once again, attempting to focus on the conversation his friends were practically begging for him to join. You started walking away a little while after having a little chat with Midoriya. 

And boy, did he look really happy after he spoke to you. Bakugou has never felt more.. irritated. Midoriya was getting another thing that he wants. Another accomplishment and doing something Bakugou can’t dream of doing.

God, what was he saying? Why was his mind so hyper-focused on you?

Little did he know, you’d been sweating because you could feel his eyes practically burning your flesh away. You had to admit to yourself, you were growing to enjoy Midoriya's presence after that meeting.

He sighed and dismissed his friends as they groaned and Sero barked out a “Did you really think he cared?” as he left for his room.

Finally, upon his arrival, he closed the door behind him and sat on his bed, lost in his thoughts. He thought of how you would be in fact, meeting later today. A growl left him as he denied his emotions. Of course, he could never care for some extra who just so happens to be attractive and in the same class and just so happens to be similar to him in a way.

Of course not. A waste of time is all it is. He doesn’t have time for you. 

Right?

7/4/24 ~ Thank you for reading, please consider reblogging/liking/following, or if you want a pt. 2. 🫶🏽

[wellthatschaotic]

💭 - Does anyone wanna share something about their source? Feel free to ramble, anyone can answer too!

💬- Best quote from an alter?

💭: oooh so recently we've been rotating History in our brain (like what you'd see in a history book in our paracosm) and i want to make a whole Poast about it but for now i will sum up

so the main 2 worlds in our paracosm are etheria and earth. earth is pretty much exactly the same but with all the Supernatural Creatures (werewolves, vampires, etc). etheria is The Fantasy Land (basically the stereotypical high fantasy world). they're connected like a venn diagram and the overlap has a lot of names but also no official name so we're just gonna call it the Inbetween (most common name). at the points where there is overlap is where The Veil Is Thin and it's easier to open a door to the other world (and sometimes doors just Open On Accident. sometimes big enough for a guy to fall through. oops!)

now, how did these worlds get separated like this i hear no one asking? War(TM). wayyyyyy back when humanity was just starting out it was one world that had Human People AND Fantasy Creatures. and they lived in harmony until the humans were like hey im gonna start chopping down trees to build stuff and the ents were like hey that's my fucking cousin and etc etc Problems Happened. Fantasy Guys(TM) were like heyyyyy could you Stop and basically humans had to choose between earthen technology (which to the magical creatures was crude and forced and Wrong) or working with Nature. cue Literally Earthsplitting War. a bunch of people from all the races got together and went Hey This Is Bad. and supermagicked the worlds apart. which would be insane to witness in person like can you imagine just everything exploding and waking up on an identical but different world

anyway the Earth Humans went the Technology Path, and eventually just kind of. forgot all about the Fantasy Guys. like it all fell into legend and the Great War kind of didn't even make the cut into legend. and the Fantasy Guys went on the Fantasy Path and everyone was happy ever after (ominous music plays) (narrator: but were they?)

💬: oh there are a lot our brain could be a sitcom. first one that comes to mind is "i mean i went mad with vengeance and it worked out for me. so skill issue". also idk if it counts as a quote but we thought jake was the token allocishet until someone cofronted with him and was like dude. are you sure you don't like men. and he was like i mean some guys are hot i've fucked guys before (in source). which was so funny sklfjksd

[cherrywperson]

Hey do you got any thoughts on Rob?

YES I ABSOLUTELY DO !!!!!!!

rob is such a cool awesome amazing silly messed up guy i absolutely love him i hope he explodes into one million pieces ❤️

umm anyway i think of him as.. hes a kid, but he forgets that he is. like,, hes had to grow up so fast bcuz of what happened to him i mean he literally lives on his own all alone !! but even so hes still a kid, and he doesnt know what else to do.

(kind of messed up how gumball gave him a new purpose in life since he lost his. i mean its not a good one and he doesnt want to be a villain but its the only thing he has. he kind of has to be this thats kinda how their world works)

damn i just .. i want him to have his happy ending . and i want him to live a happy life with people who love him and have a family and friends and oh god im gonna die he makes me so sick

umm anyways headcanon time 😁 i see rob as a nonbinary transmasc gay demiromantic and aegosexual 👍 his pronouns are he/they/it/glitch but he doesnt tell anyone his pronouns bcuz he feels like people will forget them

i also think he knows how to cook and is pretty good at it ^__^ im sure he was a shy kid back then so he felt absolutely awful when he was sent to the void . i also think he likes plushies bcuz yk he had daisy in his bed in the nobody . he also gets nightmares about the void damn.. and he has this frequent dream of gumball actually saving him when he was in the void AGHH !!!! (i saw fanart of this and it changed me) . umm anyways he also wears kinda shitty shirts he finds at the dumpster

btw i see him being friends with molly (THEY WERE BFFS!!) and tobias too lol (i like to think they were eachothers dates in the party) . he couldve also been friends with anais and tried to be friends with william at some point . and i like to think that .. theres someone out there who never forgot him .. (who is that person? i leave that up to you)

oh and hes autistic yayayaaa

[daphnebowen]

hsmtmts season four episode six

Gina is just trying to get out of there but coach Bolton is distracting her - and then he says “technically Disney won’t let me spoil the movie but …” and then proceeds to spoil the whole movie! What!

“sweetie” Ricky is really rocking the whole grandpa thing huh

nobody told them about the show?!?! Terrible friends, they are.

I don’t understand how them missing one rehearsal leads to the whole show being cancelled as well as the whole drama department being cancelled??? Like hello??? You can’t take away theater, people. That doesn’t work like that. Or, it shouldn’t.

”I thought you broke up with him because you were so traumatized” help 💀

“we both needed lactaid pills” period

”wait so you’re single again??” YES MADDOX GET HER GIRL

aw miss Jenn called in mazzy!!

why does robotics get everything like how is that so different from theater?? They have lights and fancy robot props, like what??

IM GONNA CRY POOR EMMY all of her dreams have been crushed :(

“If you live your life in fear there’s gonna be a lot of stuff to be afraid of” YES KOURTNEY show us what you’ve got!!!! Kourtney is a new woman her therapist is really helping her (meanwhile Ricky: “then why do you look like you’re about to cry?”

please be sentimental Ashlyn I’m begging you I need this rn

poor Kourtney she just doesn’t want to be a third wheel

And poor Ashlyn she just wants to step out from under ejs shadow

THIS IS SO WHOLESOME

Mr mazarra looks like he is about to explode - he really does look like the grimacing emoji 😬

poor miss Jenn is so naive 🥺

THE FACT THAT MAZZY WAS IN A BOY BAND IM CRYING and so is Benny ! He’s apologizing! Next he just needs to confess his love for her!

mr. Funky one I’m crying

spirit airlines is CRAZY (they suck btw)

”crying is encouraged” yes, I love crying, crying makes me feel so good about myself and let’s me release all of the negativity like a balloon, never feel ashamed to cry

AW CARLOS GAVE MISS JENN HER NAME

The fact that they bullied Carlos and now he’s friends with some of the most popular / coolest kids in school

how do you even draw a cow on a cappuccino??

the fact that basically everyone went behind Carlos’s back to help Seb get the sheet music so he could sing this song is so wholesome “you did what?” “Give him a chance, Carlos.” “That girl scares me.”

OMG I FORGOT NATALIE AND SEB DATED but it totally makes sense, I wonder when they broke up though. and he was on the wrestling team too! I didn’t know that either 😣

“I would leave anyone for you.” AWWWHHH SEBBIEEE

”no. No. No! You’re playing the song. He’s playing the BLEEP song, Carlos.” Yesss Ricky, do it!!

sebs look of astonishment and awe when Carlos starts singing with them

they sound so good together

the fact that they shot it so all the couples were in a screen together - miss Jenn and Mr mazarra, Ricky and Gina, Kourtney and jet, Maddox and Ashlyn, and Carlos and seb

SEASON ONE GINA!!!!! “I am impressed that she didn’t mention the time I set the school on fire though” wonder why Gina wasn’t the number one suspect for that season one theater fire…

“find something you like about this school and try not to kill it” words of encouragement from the principal 😒 BUT THATS RICKYYY and he’s not dead yet so she’s winning!

SEASON ONE RICKYYY

”love is lame, idiot. That’s why I avoid it.” Well, not anymore! 🤪🤪🤪

RINA CUEEEEE AHHHHHH

okay the fact that Tim and all the writers were able to link it all back together to show us that through it all, through rini and through portwell and through everything, Ricky and nini were meant to be. They influenced each other so strongly without even realizing it. This is why they work. Ricky has a vibe, and Gina has an instinct.

ALYSON REED GAVE MISS JENN HER ICONIC LINE TRUST THE PROCESS!!! And the idea for high school musical! And the idea for the power ballad! Aka wondering! OMG!!

I would genuinely be heartbroken if this were real life and I was in a show and it got cancelled.

mazzy: GIVE HER A MINUTE

Ricky is breaking my heart bro

AHHH OMG YESSS EMMYYYYY I literally still get chills whenever I listen to this song because Liamani sounds so freaking good

”I said it and now it cannot be unsaid” ain’t that the truth

coach Bolton and Mrs darbus really came to save the day!!! <3

so many questions for miss Jenn but it’s ok you’ll figure it out

Kourtney is just interrupting Ricky and Gina’s very important serious conversation like they need to get their priorities straight - and here Ricky goes like he did with nini and assuming things

”I wanted to make sure this was real before I said… something” AHHH WE KNOW WHAT IT IS

”I feel like I always go first” yes you do

okay but miss Jenn and Mike Bowen going behind Ricky’s back to apply to slc college for him is literally how ms darbus went behind troys back to apply for him for Juilliard lol

RICKY JUST CALLED MAZZY OUTTTT AHAHA

”okay..” he looks so scared

WHY DOES RICHARD HAVE A 1.8 GPA THATS EMBARRASSINGGGGG

”as long as she’s here my future is locked” AHHH RICKYYYYY HE SAID ITTTTT FORESHADOWING TO THE PORTER-BOWENS

[tunabesimpin]

Hi Tuna, this is Robyn Vanrouge! I love all your art and I'm super excited to be invited to the Sea-Side Party! Congrats on all your milestones! I can definitely see why so many people have followed you! *shakes pompoms*

My favorite thing to do at the beach is search for interesting seashells and build sandcastles! I like playing in the water too and will probably join the splash competition for fun but I'm not very competitive so if I play any of the games I won't be very intense about it.

My favorite color is pretty much any shade of blue. I'll wear my Diasomnia swim shorts and an oversized tshirt (probably one of Sebek's white ones that he insists I wear) and I'll bring a bag to collect shells and interesting things in and a camera to take pictures to show the others!

I think you forgot to send Malleus an invitation, so I made sure to invite him as my plus one! He's really excited and has been making plans and talking with da-Lilia about proper beach party etiquette! Don't worry, we won't forget to bring the customary flesh-eating lilies as a thank you gift! He said they were a must!

If you wanted to see my Magicam bio here's a link!

Robyn Vanrouge Magicam

Thank you again! I can't wait to have fun with everyone! <3

-Robyn Vanrouge

P.S. I'll make sure to send you a link when I make a Magicam post about what we did at the party!

--- With the amount of Savanahclaw students, anyone would expect them to reign supreme in the splash contest. Afterall most were sizable jocks with heavy muscle. Despite this, and his size, Lilia's competitive side had him determined to win. Of course, Malleus quickly joined in, influence by Lilia; Robyn could only watch as the two enjoyed themselves.

Robyn floated leisurely on a doughnut innertube, watching as Lilia would float up, jokingly flexing before summersaulting back down into the water. Malleus watched carefully as if learning a new form of fighting style. He chuckled "I see... Allow me to give it a try." Lilia laughed as he floated in the water, handing goggles to Robyn as he spoke "You're gonna want some of these~!" Robyn stared questioningly at the goggles, but listened to Lilia's advice and strapped them on.

Malleus swam out a bit to the platform most were jumping off from. As he climbs atop it, people made room, some nervously moving away others curiously watching the prince. Malleus looked up to the sky and launched himself. Whether it was his magic or just pure strength, everyone watched in awe as he graciously performed and still managed to land in a cannonball. The water practically exploded upwards, causing large waves to crash about and even flip the platform. Lilia and Robyn watched, water flinging even to where they had been floating. Seems goggles were a good idea, seeing most of those in the area were washed away. ---

^o^ Thank you for participating!!! Im ngl i forgot Malleus had long hair while drawing this and when i looked at refs i was just like WHA? I EVEN HAD TO CHECK MY OLD DRAWINGS OF MAL TO SEE IF I HAD KNOWN THIS BEFORE AND JUST RECENTLY FORGOT OR IF I HAD BEEN DRAWIN HIM W SHORT HAIR THE WHOLE TIME XD ANYWAYS!!! Thank you again and i hope you cna enjoy!! <3

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

YKW NOW THAT I'M ACTUALLY THINKING ABOUT IT WHY DOES Y/N "HATE" MEGS?!?!? WHAT DID HE DO😾😾 And I saw another anons ask but I agree I'd fr be upset if my friends were trying to make me talk to someone I don't like</333 like okay you're(your???) friends with him and his friends but why do I have too?!?!? IDC IF HE'S MY SOULMATE IF HE PULLED SOME FOUL SHIT(or really anything to make me upset, especially if it's the first time we met) I'D NEVER WANNA TALK TO HIM!!! Especially if they keep pushing me and my boundaries trying to get me to interact with him!!! I NEED Y/N to BREAK DOWN and set her GOD DAMN BOUNDARIES!!!😾😾😾 But that could just be the toxic Y/N in me, but I stan toxic Y/N!!!<333 bitch is to damn forgiving in some fics😾😾😿😿😿 I NEED more Y/N defenders!!!<33💕💕😽😽😸😸 That's it, that's my rant.(I WAS GONNA PUT SOMETHING ELSE BUT I FORGOT😿😿😿)

nah tbh like if my friends constantly did that to me i fear id explode everyone with my mind . everyone is flawed in this i think no one is more AHH HELL NOOOOO sorry my light just turned on by itself as im writing this . idk what ghost i just pissed off but my bad bro. ANYWAY as i was trying to say before i was rudely interrupted... no one is better than anyone in this smau 🤞 also i liked how u second guessed yourself when saying you're

[pascal-oswell]

20 questions for fic authors

i saw ur tag in the morning when i woke up nessa and then i completely forgot. BUT THANK U FOR THINKING OF ME!!!! i don't really want to tag anyone bc its a bit scary. but eros and duo if u see this... perhaps this might interest u to do it

1. How many fics do you have on ao3?

46 ! and maybe like 20 which existed on ao3 at some point but got deleted by oj for one reason or another.

2. What's your total ao3 word count?

96 365... the oj does not write long things

3. What fandoms do you write for?

mostly project moon these days. and mostly limbus bc (inferno pink grabs me by the throat)

if i didnt feel like it was pointless id probably write for a larger variety of stuff bc the oj brain is full of self insert stuff. but it doesnt rly matter

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

the wine on your skin (137) gonna shrimp myself over that one bc it was my first and probably shittiest smut. but its smut in a large fandom (fire emblem) so it attracted people i guess

yeah dante's fine. what do you mean they're at -45 sanity you're lying (132) IM GLAD PEOPLE LIKED THAT ONE it was a lot of fun. and nice people cared about a dante centric fic with abnos:) (but also still mad as hell over that thing with the guy taking one of the concepts and clearly saying it was from another fic while categorically refusing to actually name it lol)

do NOT wake the manager up. YES they fell asleep on the job but they're REAL comfy right now do NOT disturb them (117) i can't tell if people get attracted by the funny titles or bc they see there are more characters besides faust and dante. bc i know people are NOT coming for them.

i'll always be there (104) a short manuleth fic... im glad there are manuleth likers out there. that professor loves that doctor ok

and they'll fall in love with her again and again (88) people liked the exploration of IDs... its kinda debunked now but it was still fun

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I USUALLY DO unless i find the comment weird. but if its rly weird i usually straight up delete it lol but otherwise i reply to comment if only to thank people for taking the time to leave one. its a tough world out there for attention starved writer

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

id argue the angstiest i have is one of my deleted ones where i straight up killed a char and the fic was all about everyone else's grief it was depressing lol otherwise theres the obvious silver snow edeleth angst but its kinda whatever. the backward clock chapter of the dante abnos fic was rly good imo. the nothing there one too. the inferno pink confession fic too.... ough...

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

SCORCHED GIRL & ANGELA FIC GOT ME FUCKED UP MAN. FOUND FAMILY BETWEEN THE FUCKED UP LITTLE GIRL AND THE ANDROID

8. Do you get hate on fics?

nah. thank god i dont i think id nuke my ao3 on the spot i already explode over weird comment

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

i smack my faust and dante dolls together

i used the be rly scared of smut now im a free little oj. it gets horny sometimes but also im rly vanilla so its usually very sweet.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

i dont. i should sometime though.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

NOT AS FAR AS I KNOW I THINK ID NEVER WRITE AGAIN OTHERWISE

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

nay

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

no and i dont think i could oj needs to write her thing in peace. art&fic stuff are rly fun though.. oj likes when duo art inspires her or oj text inspires duo...

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

ALL TIME IS A TOUGHIE the ships come and go guys cmon. rn inferno pink is all the rage though. and me with all the ladies i like

15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

funnily enough i dont rly have wips bc i only start things when im REALLY motivated and i usually dont write things long enough that id drop them mid way. so none

16. What's your writing strengths?

being straight to the point maybe. idk. i mean my whole style is about short sentences and descriptions and just giving enough to get the feelings and vibes and idk. like i dont spend a paragraph talking about the weather thats not my style.

i like to think im good at sounding like chars too. if its the chars i like at least. or i hope at least. maybe its all in my head.

17. What's your writing weaknesses?

im rly bad at writing things that require more description... stuff that i cant just move on from or write by sprinkling lil actions between dialogues... like say. a fight scene. im rly bad at it

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

i mean if the char actually speaks in another language usually and mixes it with the translated language or whatever sure. itd make sense i have no issue with it

19. First fandom you wrote for?

long ago i wrote stuff for shin megami tensei 4. but i think even before that i wrote lil danganronpa drabbles that never got posted anywhere. also technically i wrote a story about vocaloids for an english assignment in middle school. does that count

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

idk if its a favorite but im like. rly fond of "hello doctor, it's me again. i missed you." bc its the fic i probably put the most effort in. longest and multi chapters and like. id started writing it two years prior to when i finished it and id written like. a chapter and a half on paper during breaks in college and never did anything with it. and two years later when i was sorting my stuff i had these papers and wanted to throw them away so i was like ill type this out on puter at least before that. and then i ended up motivating myself to finish it and i was rly proud of it... oj is still rly sad it didnt get that much attention in the end.

otherwise oj rly likes her angela & abno fics:) shes happy with them. and also stuff ive written for duo! i think its cute and i had a lot of fun with them

[thatonegaybastard]

okay wait im gonna infodump about my old terraria worlds lore. I made up for it I may have forgotten some

normal text is stuff thats always been. bold text is new stuff I decided to add or change. italics js stuff that I planned to happen in the future but never exactly got sround to

The name of the world is the Route of Fallen Stars. It was randomly generated and I liked it so I kept it. It's a pre-hardmode corruption world. (because i did t even beatone boss in it) Half the town ws initally gonna be undergound because Kris thought it'd be cool aesthetically but then a gnome showed up in the are that lead to the mines and nearly killed Kris so he changed his mind

There is a growing settlement called Sunstar Town, named for it's sunflowers and the world it's located in. Or at least it was growing, progress seemingly halted recently with Kris's disappearance.

The townies! I only really made lroe for wyatt and kris tbh

Kris - Player character (he/him preferred but any pronouns but she/her are fine)

Founded the town alongside Wyatt the guide who he tends to bully. He'd be really upset if anything happened to Wyatt, though, because he actually likes Wyatt a lot.

Kris was kind of an asshole tbh. He's very eccentric and was always running amock too and fro doing who knows what. Mostly takes charge in expanding and actually progressing, and does all the building and stuff. He thought he was tough and strong but he's actually kind of a wimp

Kris had this weird ability? Thing? He only recently discovered it after he and Wyatt first set up shop. When he dies, a gravestone appears where he died, and he falls out of the sky back into town good as new, losing a lot of his money though. He claimed doesn't know why this happens, but he became reckless and started to not care about death or getting super hurt because of it. It made him overconfident. Also for some reason he liked to collect the graves he leaves behind, he had a chest dedicated to keeping them in.

When he dies he leaves behind a gravestone, and from this gravestone he can come back to life. Only he and maybe Wyatt knew thjs.

He doesn't like Dolbere, for some reason.

He poked fun of all the townies, Wyatt the most, but he did go out of his way to build homes and furnish and ecorate them, and if he hated them he cpuld just leave He was even building a new storefront for Edwin!

Ways Kris has died:

Vulture. If i remember right

Rolling cactus whule exploring the antillion tunnels

Understimated how big a dynamites explosion would be and exploded himself while exploring underground in the ice biome. He lost the gravestone for this one so he's upset about that.

Tried to fend off the slimes during a slime rain, but they all gathered around and clung to him, and soon dozens of slimes stuck to him and fused into a King Slime. It's not 100% certain if he's dead, because no gravestone spawned, but where would it spawn, with all that slime around it? If he was alive, how would he escape? It's nigh impossible to get a good look at him in there, but he never blinks, he doen't seem to control his movements, he seems to sag. His body just moves with the slime. Dead or alive, he's not coming back from this one.

Wyatt - Guide (he/they)

Cofounded the town with his old friend Kris. Always ends up with burns and the like even though he doesnt even have a furnace in his house or whatever, but Kris always bamdageD him up before anyone couldn ask where they're from. Dating Philosir, who lives with him. And maybe Robyn idk I haven't decided. Throuple.

Lives with Philosir in their own house they share together

King of the owls. And by that I mean he likes to bring owls inside his house (i didnt give him a floor at first and owls kept spawning in it) and they will listen to him. Theyre the friends of the owls <3

This is actually canon to the games but the guide IS the wall of flesh so so is wyatt. He's cursed to become it ot something idk i pribavly had an explination but I forgot, but when Kris was gonna defeat I t it would kill Wyatt which would have made Kris fucking upset but then Wyatt was gonna get revived but that got cutbout because I decided to jill off Kris before that so now Wyatt is the one upset I guess

Edwin - Merchant (he/him)

Oldest townie in terms of actual age and how long hes been in hte town. Has a store under Kris's hut but Kris was building him a new, better one bove the ground! But then Kris got slimed. Sad! Edwin thinks this is greatly inconvenient

Philosir - Dye Trader (he/him)

The dye trader I forgot everything but hes dating Wyatt.

Dolbere - Demolitionist (he/him)

Demolitionist dwarf Kris didn't like him so he made his house in the room Kris made of nothing but ice.

Robyn - Zoologist (she/they)

Wyatts really good friend! They bomd over their love of and ability to talk to animals.

Mauro - Painter (he/him)

Newest town member! Hes the raising obe eyebrow emoji. Thinks everyones kinda weird.

Salem - Town Cat (she/her)

Kitty <3

the town as a whole reminds ne of that meme of agroup of people all at once thinking "good thing im the only normal one here"

[shikai-the-storyteller]

KARMALAND....

WEDDING DAY WATCH....

Sobs

Luzu: Today's going to be an improv lore day, it'll be fun and relaxing DOUBTFUL

Oh frick I forgot Fargan was on Luzu's side. Alexby come pick up your fiance and knock some sense into him

Vegetta: They won't leave me this time. I've had dreams where this has happened before, where I've been left at the altar. But it won't happen this time; they are just dreams. It's just nerves about the wedding. :(

Vegetta: *trauma dumping about his wedding fears* Fargan, zoning out: I can't wait to marry Alexby :)

Frick. Forgot Luzu had Rubius' daughter locked  up, wtf Luzu

WHY DOES SAPO PETA'S STREAM TITLE SAY PERMADEATH??? IF HE DIES I DIE

If he has to die to bring back Titi I will NOT be happy

Like, legitimately I'll be so sad if he dies

AWH…LUZU'S GONNA GET VEGETTA A WEDDING PRESENT….I genuinely adore their friendship

OH LMAO I FORGOT LUZU CLOSED THE CHURCH TO FORCE OUT QUACKITY'S COUSINS uh oh

Vegetta and Fargan: yeah Luzu's a bit corrupt, but we love him anyways Friendship is beautiful

Vegetta: we don't need a wedding banquet, I want to spend my wedding night with Lolito 😒💀

VEGETTA AND HIS FIVE MILLION CATS….I love him

HE HAS TWO KITTENS NAMED RUBEN AND SAMUEL…..IM WEEPY…🥺💕😭

WAIT IS VEGETTA WEARING THE SAME SUIT HE WORE TO THE DISASTER K4 WEDDING??? oh no

Fargan: I made some mines for today because I think it'll end messy You did WHAT

Why is Fargan wearing That

Luzu: here, we can rehearse the wedding. I'll pretend to be Lolito Luzugetta….

Luzu: We're all proud of you Vegetta. Also a little nervous WE SURE ARE

Alexby to Luzu: I refuse to sit with you. Oh wait I’m the priest, I won't be sitting at all

PFTT he's so cute

They asked Luzu to go get Lolito LMAO please don't ask Luzu they've got old longstanding beef

Lolito: I want Rubius to take me to the altar uhhhHHHHH UH OH

Sapo Peta showed up in a nice suit that's torn up and Luzu said it ripped because of all his muscles pftt

Alexby: Oh how pretty! Does Lolito have a ring for you too? Vegetta: I — I don't know Oh No

Vegetta: This wedding gives me a bad feeling YOU AND ME BOTH KING

Rubius: Today is the day that two men will forge their destiny, but which men are we talking about? RUBIUS I SWEAR–

FIGHT FOR YOUR MAN FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE COMMIT TO THE MAN YOU LOVE

Rubius: Why do people keep saying I want to stop the wedding? I just want my friends to be happy If you ruin his wedding Vegetta will be the OPPOSITE of happy you moron

Lolito: Today’s my last day in Karmaland! I’m going to marry him then kill him. Just kidding. :) SHUT UP LOLITO!!!! THATS MY BIGGEST FEAR

*Luzu and Alexby fighting* Fargan: Wow this is so tense let’s kiss

Rubius wearing a purple dress wow that’s subtle

Rubius Mexico PFTT

Awh… Vegetta was getting stressed out because things weren’t symmetrical so Luzu made his henchmen fix things :’) Fwiends….

Rubius told Lolito to throw the flower bouquet to him. Lord.

LOLITO PROPOSED TO RUBIUS?? HUH

Oh it was that kind of proposal 😒

Lolito still has doubts against getting married agh

Quackity sleeping through this whole thing rn bruh

Lolito: I keep repeating "Mi niña, mi niña, mi niña” in my mind. It makes me feel such a strong strange thing Me: Huh I wonder what that’s about The fandom: *EXPLODING* Me: OH I SEE. THAT’S A MANGEL / LOLITO REFERENCE

Rubius trying to blackmail Lolito into not getting married to Vegetta AGH

Lolito: Everything is beautiful Vegetta: You're more beautiful. The flowers can't even compare to you. The best part about my eyes is you reflecting on them. THAT”S SO CUTE WTF

Awh, Vegetta looked back at Rubius when Alexby asked if anyone objected to the wedding.

HELL YEAH RUBIUS STOOD UP TO OBJECT TO THE WEDDING, WE LOVE THAT TROPE

Vegeta: Sit down, this time I'm getting married for real HOLY FRICK. POP OFF VEGETTA

NOOO HE’S SHOWING THE PICTURES

Not Sapo Peta being like “yes I was the photographer! :D”

WTHAT THE FRICK

RUBIUS ASKED FOR LOLITO’S HAND IN MARRIAGE???

RUBIUS I HOPE VEGETTA DUMPS YOU THAT”S SO MEAN AND CRUEL

Lolito: Do you know I'm a little crazy? I will need an open relationship, I need love without boundaries.

NO!!!! WHEN WILL VEGETTA CATCH A FRICKIN BREAK, LOLITO’S THE SAME AS RUBIUS

NOBODY IN THIS FRICKIN SERIES IS LOYAL

Noooooo noooo poor Vegetta oh no :((((

Vegetta: Rubius just sabotaged the wedding because he's in love with Lolito! And I didn't want the open relationship, they're valid, but not for me! I love that in the midst of heartbreak he’s still like “that’s valid” oh my gosh

Luzu is badmouthing Rubius and Rubius just said “Betrayal? You’re one to talk, didn’t you betray Quackity?” DANG

Rubius and Lolito got married 💀💀💀 Our worst fear became true

Luzu: How can you celebrating knowing what you did to Vegetta? With everything Vegetta is going through? HELL YEAH TELL EM OFF!!! YOU”RE THE ONLY VALID ONE IN THIS ROOM

Partying at Vegetta’s house is always a tradition but this is the WORST time to have it AGH

Luzu: I'll respect my friend forever, and his dignity. They stole his bride, his wedding and his house. That bear is laughing at Vegetta. But he's not gonna laugh for long. The town hall won't accept manipulation. I love Luzu so frickin much. He’s the only one who’s loyal to Vegetta, sobs

Gosh Vegetta’s house is gorgeous

Oh no Luzu noticing the Rubegetta painting in Vegetta’s house

Vegetta: Leave me alone. I want to cry NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Man Rubius is the EPITOME of “If you can’t be with me you can’t be with anyone” except he’s LITERALLY the reason they aren’t together. This is all Rubius’ fault.

WTF IS THAT POTATO

Wait the machine said Luzu was lying when Rubius asked if his name was Luzu. Does this confirm that uzuL or Evil Luzu is in charge right now?? That would actually be the best case scenario because that would explain why Luzu’s being so contradictory 

Rubius: Is there someone in Karmaland you love? Luzu: No Machine: WRONG WE WIN THESE

Rubius: Are you planning something deeper and darker than being just the mayor? Luzu: No Machine: TRUE

Rubius: Did you commit voter fraud? Luzu: No Machine: TRUE LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!

LMAO SAPO PETA OUTING LUZU FOR RIGGING THE MACHINE

Fargan’s the only person there who still supports Luzu, FARGAN….HE CLOSED YOUR FIANCE’S CHURCH….

Fargan: Rubius needs to be taken down Luzu: And Vegetta should be the judge OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Gosh I love the music Luzu is playing I wish I knew what that was

Rubius: Is there someone you love? Alexby: Yes. It’s a love I carry in secret Weeps

Rubius Gaslighting so hard rn

Rubius, lying: I was wrong, you didn’t do anything bad. Luzu: If you want my trust, arrest Quackity and put him in jail. FRICK

FRICK!!! RUBIUS AGREED

Luzu: The truth, Rubius, I am a man of action and not of words YEAH. WE’RE WELL AWARE

Rubius: Congrats on the mayoral position Luzu: And congrats on your wedding I can just imagine them looking each other dead in the eye as they shake each other’s hands trying to break the other person’s fingers

Luzu: I don’t believe a word he said Frick. So Rubius is going to have to tell Quackity the plan. Or will he? Or will he not tell Quackity so it seems more believable? FRICK

Luzu: I trust no one now :( Just like the beginning of K5… “The only word you can trust is mine”

Luzu, to Sapo Peta: I didn't feel good today. I don't know if you can notice my anxiety, but I hated seeing my friend suffer at the wedding. AGH!!! THE LUZU VEGETTA FRIENDSHIP MAKES MY HEART ACHE!!!!!

Rubius said to chat he’s having a better time with his role now in Karmaland but also. King you’re breaking all of our hearts

Luzu asked Sapo Peta to be his unofficial advisor, thank goodness he’s asking the one mentally stable person in Karmaland

Sapo Peta: I’m not sure what's wrong or right anymore. Maybe you should respect your own judgment, because you're looking for the best outcome for Karmaland.

AghhhHHH

So Rubius left the server, as Lolito's new husband and said he’d get together with Alexby to plan to overthrow Luzu. And SapoPeta will act as a double agent but on Rubius's side. Bruh

Luzu: I’m afraid I won’t be able to make the right decisions in the future Bestie you haven’t made the right decisions in the PRESENT

Rubius to chat: Oh I wasn’t planning on marrying Lolito that was completely improvised WE SHOULDN”T HAVE JOKED ABOUT IT

Oh frick someone said “What if Lolito pulls a Rubius and gets a divorce so he can get all his stuff back?” and I’m like OH FRICK. KARMA

WAIT FARGAN CAUGHT THE BRIDAL BOUQUET?? I DIDNT NOTICE THAT….the only highlights from today’s tragedies was Luzu and Vegetta’s friendship and Fargexby

Sapo Peta: Luzu really seems like a good person, but power... power corrupts. Very few who are in power have had an infinite reign. Human beings are not capable of having that much power. What is good and what is evil? I love you Sapo Peta :(

Thinking about Sapo Peta’s friendship with Luzu and these tweets killed me :(

Oh frick he’s playing the background sad opening music from Beauty and the Beast that’s some of my fave music

Sapo Peta: As you can see, I am a very neutral person, I don't marry anyone. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

Sapo Peta: If Quackity commits evil, it's because Quackity has an evil side and that can be chosen. I cannot defend a person who commits terrorism, any more than I could with a person who rigs the elections. Sapo Peta really said “Neither of these guys are valid”

WELP.

THE ONLY WINNERS TODAY WERE THE FARGEXBY NATION AND THE LUZUGETTA FOLKS

[evermeant]

kc rewatches the bear, episode 1.

under the cut are just gonna be my thoguhts and ramblings after rewatching this episode! don't know how coherent they will be but ppl seem to want this so!

lots to say about the little dream sequence that we see at the beginning of the bear. i think giving it one thing to represent is hard, but maybe it's about the grief. bear being carmy's nickname and the bear being the name of the restaurant they wanted to open? idk . just kinda feels like carmy is constantly trying to keep it in a cage, even if he knows it needs to be let out somehow.

love the loud frantic nature of this first episode. love that they throw you right into everything.

i also LOVE how much of a problem solver this episode shows us that carmy is. the fact that he has to get cheaper beef because of the financial situation, not only figures out how the fuck to get more, but he also figures out the exact timing of how he needs to prepare this different cut to make sure everything is ready? idk i love him

his denim!!!!! i forgot we also get to see his closet a little...... the knowledge that he knows about his denim. he has it in his fucking cabinets and his oven and his closet!!! i fucking adore him. he's giving fucking everything for this place. i want to explode

only has ramen in his cabinets as far as food goes. he is such a goober

the constant focus on the clock. feeling like it's watching him. feeling like he's running out of time? idk. IDK!!!

sydney....... MY WIFE!!!!! i love her so dearly. i also love their first meeting? carmy callling out "why tf are you here" and her responding with the exact same question. they truly have the same brain and i love it.

carmy really was the best chef in the whole united states. and i doubt anyone who doesn't have any culinary interest even knows that or believes it LMFAO

"carmen there's a girl" why did that send me

i love the lil banter between everyone that has already worked there. really ups the vibe that all of these people are incredibly close and i know they have been through a FUCK ton together because michael was always fucking shit up.

RICHIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you think richie took over before carmy got in there. because richie talks about "fucking up my system" and i just think-

ok yea richie did i forgot about the "why didnt he leave it to you then" line

also love the idea of richie being like an older brother to carmy (maybe more than michael was? idk man) and like. that being part of why he's so willing to keep richie at arms length because his other older brother hurt him so fucking badly

also........... do not...... do not TALK to me about how carmy cuts the spaghetti . do not FUCKING TOUCH ME. another way he is pushing his brother away. i thikn part of the changes is just him trying to fix things but i think this SPECIFIC one is because he is trying to get away from the pain

"it made you a gayrod" no he's always been bi richie

richie not knowing or not facing how bad the financial situation is. carmy being the only fucking one to face it. i dunno! something about how his family never faces anything and carmy is desperately trying to break that cycle!!

FAK!!!!!!

everyone else trying desperately to hold onto michael by keeping tradition vs carmy trying to get rid of him. no one wanting to deal with their grief. im really fUCKING SAD.

he got rid of the jacket mikey game him :((((((((

THE DRAWING OF THE BEAR RESTURUANT I AM UNWELL!!!!!!!!!

his knife on the floor :(((

mikey flashbacks. i am going to throw myself out of a window i think

SUGAR!!!! i love you sugar :(( i am so sorry you have the two worst brothers known to man. i am kidding. the way that carmy holds her so tight makes me want to explode. he loves his big sister so much.

sugar knowing carmy deserves better than just this run down shop that mikey was struggling to keep afloat. everyone else acting as if he doesn't know what he's doing. but she wants to get him out because she knows how talented he is!!!

"i'm gonna fix this place" "no one is asking you to" SHUT UP!!!!!!!

fak and richie. bromance of the century prove me wrong

carmy unable to relax during family dinner. he is not including himself at all. i dunno!! the fact that he doesn't know how to connect with people! everything about him just says he's scared of people. who can blame him!!!

carmy please stop getting your ass kicked

i forgot how much early season richie makes me angry LMFAO . i love him but. it does make his arc better but. idk the fact that everyone keeps telling carm that he can't do it makes me angry.

marcus you absolute beam of light !!!!!

one other thing i love about the focus on the clock is like. this show is so fast paced and yet so much time goes by in every episode. it truly lets us know how absolutely fucking intense it is to work at the beef

[thenextchapterbegins]

Its okay not to be okay

@deepspacevivarium

"Well honestly it could be the fact that cain said the npcs were much more complex and complex they were, you could almost forget they were npcs. Maybe there was just some hope that cain would allow us..or maybe ragatha simply forgot. Its easy to forget."

To easy to forget.

"oh no its absolutely horrofying. its just not letting the horrifying nature of it destablize you. and that is hard. I don't know what you saw, or where you were. But I know this place, this place has secrets.. some easy to find and others not and each more terrifying or haunting then the last. "

He takes a moment to think and collect his thoughts.

"What im trying to say is its okay not to be okay. it takes quite a lot to actually destablize to a level like you saw on your first day. you don't have to walk around like your on egg-shells scared that every spout of anger or sadness or worry is gonna cause you to explode."

" If you need to cry, then cry, if you need to scream, you can scream. need to punch a wall for an hour. yeah you can do that. but the important thing to any of those things is to...talk about it, or talk with anyone. you cant focus 24/7 on those emotions. release them in a somewhat healthy way and then talk. and then allow those emotions to pass. if you don't. that can lead to what you saw. people just being consumed by an emotion to the point of complete insanity and mental breakdown."

[marcoisthename]

-7/3/2023- Ive never felt like this before. Craving for someone to calm me down and tell me everything’s gonna be okay. I hate today. Today makes me hate myself even more. Today makes me realise that im not good enough. Today make me realised that i dont deserve anyone in this world. If i survived today, that means alot to me. At this moment, i just wanna be disappear until everyone forgot about my existence. This is the lowest that ive reach so far. Im seeking for help, my heart getting explode. The anxious kick me and its getting worst than ever.

[hinayuuwin]

hinayuu (yuuhina, same difference to me) fans pls pls pls interact with me, i need someone to talk to about them. they've taken over my life and are holding me hostage as i speak 😭

and i can't talk to any of my enstars friends about it because. y'know. so i need an outlet that isn't just me writing messy 1k word fics in my notes app at midnight

i have sooo many fics ideas for them. one's angsty hanahaki, another is hinata's dorm room getting infested or smth so he has to stay in yuta's dorm, yet another is mutual pining at christmas. become my friend and you will have all of these 🙏

not to mention my 1 billion screenshots and analyses about their songs and stories and every other thing. i need to share those so badly im gonna explode

AND HOW COULD I FORGOT the poetry and songs that remind me of them. i have so many. im gonna share all of this here eventually btw but just know that if any fellow hinayuu fans reach out, i will be extra motivated to post and share my hinayuu thoughts/rambles/etc

my only request is that it's kept pg-13, as im not comfortable seeing hinayuu in a sexual manner since they're canonically minors. no hate to anyone who ages them up or w/e, just not my personal preference 💝 OKAY that's all 🩷🩵

[prynnehesters]

things i haven't done in bg3 that im aware you can do (after 4 playthrus)

i've played the game 4 times, 3 times w tav (blind, chaotic good, and neutral) and 1 w evil durge

im probably not gonna touch the game for a while after i finish this current game but like, here's my list:

actually fight ptaris (i met him once and persuaded him not to fight)

have jaheira and minsc during a durge run (ive had them on two seperate tav games)

fight the last dark justiciar (i always have killed yugir in various ways)

taken any deals from auntie ethel (i didn't get the scene where you eat her hair, didn't let her take my eye, didn't recruit her for the finale)

fed the noblestalk to anyone (i always let it explode oops)

killed sovereign spaw

recruit rolan as an ally/get his act 2 quest

overthrow the guild

start any of shadowheart's romance (every other character i've had at least 1 romantic scene w. i've fully romanced 3/6 origin characters and gotten 2 of the others scenes. i've also gotten the one night stands w everyone else. just weirdly enough, not shadowheart lmao

there's 2 backgrounds i've never taken or had in my party (urchin and criminal) so if i make another tav, i'll probably have one of those backgrounds

i haven't gotten lae'zel to stay loyal to vlaakith and i know she can still do that

a few other things i forgot

i really need to stop playing this game so much lmaooo i love it but like, rip. i have other games i need to get to, including bg:ee and bg2 (and planescape torment)