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#im gonna end up turning it into therapy and im gonna rage and the lady is gonna be like :D................. you need ten more visits
spikeyjo · 2 months
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Siri how do i stop the cycle without doing these bitchass tiny steps
#lamenting because i was so close to being normal and then i fucking lost it and gained nearly 100 lbs#and i cant get back to where i was i just ...... aaaaaaaaaaaaa#im so much more mentally fucked now so its harder#but thats all excuses right?#and then theres me being like am i even saying that bc i know its what people want to hear#or do i actually believe it? and is there even a difference if i know its true but i dont believe it?#does it even fucking matter just stop shoveling garbage in your mouth ffs#is the real answer here but I AM STRUGGLING#im looking into wls but i know if i dont get my emotional and bored eating under control that shit WILL NOT BE GOOD FOR ME#hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng#im just mad bc i have to fucking grocery shop#which always leads me to being pissed about this fuckass cycle#bitch call me mauville town the way i have cycles#god i can recognize the cycle which all tthe therapists will be like good on you!! :D and im like great. how do i break it#and then theyll say ten thousand small steps BITCH IM DYING I NEED DRASTIC CHANGE#BUT THEN IT WONT STICK AND ILL REVERT BACK TO WHERE I AM#but i did it drastically the first time and it wouldve stuck if i hadnt fucking lost it and ended up in the ward#im not a small steps kind of guy i need to wake up and fix shit and stick to it#but listen to me i am dean maniacally speaking to sam.gif#i buy all these stupid ass healthy foods and i have all these good ideas and reciepes and im legit pumped#and then i fuck it up and order food thats awful for me and then i give the hell up#which is an easy problem to fix. i know.#i can simply just....... not do that#but i swear i am struggling which pisses me off so bad#like you wouldnt struggle if youd quit being a stupidass and just did the damn thing#god i am not gonna do well on my psych evaulation#im gonna end up turning it into therapy and im gonna rage and the lady is gonna be like :D................. you need ten more visits#and youre getting denied at the end of them so get fucked#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#charlie am i losing my GODDAMN MIND? IF ITS GONE WHERE WILL I FIND.. IT?
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sxfik · 3 years
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I have an idea!
Ok so we all know that Hanseo is abused by his big brother, and if i remember correctly, the jipuragi trio found out about it from the guillotine file for the first time.
Now hear me out, what if the jipuragi trio found out about the abuse from Hanseo himself, not from the guillotine file??
After failing to burn down geumga plaza, Hanseok threw that object at Hanseo, telling him not to dodge it, and it left a scar on his forehead. When Hanseo visited jipuragi, he seemed proud of that scar, right?? Because thats what he got from saving geumga plaza, and he hoped that the scar would show them that he wants to be on their side.
BUT lets forget about all those stuff for a moment.
Hanseok loves to strangle, threaten, and hit Hanseo with the hockey stick. It certainly happens more than once, so i figured that there must be a bunch of scars and bruises on his body right?? What if the jipuragi trio noticed one of his scars/bruises?? I know Hanseo always wear long-sleeved stuff, so its not exactly visible, but what if someone caught a glimpse of it??? Perhaps the scar/bruise was on his arm???
Maybe when Hanseo visits jipuragi, Vincenzo asks him to wash some coffee mugs, and as Hanseo is rolling up his sleeves...
"yo whats that on your arm??"
And maybe Hanseo is like "thats a bruise..? Do you not know what a bruise is??"
Okay, idk. I have no idea how he's gonna react if that happens. I just feel like Hanseo wouldnt be proud of his scars if he didnt get them from trying to save geumga/jipuragi people.
And now im just wondering, what do you think? How would Hanseo react, in your opinion? If the jipuragi trio really did find out about the abuse from Hanseo himself, how would that affect their relationship? Im really curious about what you think
Hhhhhhhh sorry if its too long. I just thought that this might be a good way for Hanseo and jipuragi to kinda get closer with each other...
han seo headcanons (part one)
helloooo, thank you for sending an ask in :D
SORRY this answer is super long and for some reason my phone isn't allowing me to add a keep reading cut thingy, apologies in advance to the amount scrolling you have to do
tw: abuse
i've been thinking so much about this ask and just how han-seo would react to them finding out, and honestly i never really took note of how many long sleeved shirts he wears. i believe han-seok has switched a lot more into emotional manipulation and abuse than physical abuse but he has a lot of anger issues. i'd honestly imagine him using han seo as a punching bag for any and every inconvinence that happens to him, even as an intern.
i also agree with you, han seo is someone who is a very bright personality who tends to hide his hurt and emotions, and he's very very good at it as he has been living under a psychopath his whole life. he's good at hiding his anger (although it definetly bubbles over in smaller outbursts) and especially his hurt (i.e. the scene that han seok throws that candle holder at him and he just smiles back). han seo has a lot of anger at himself for not speaking back or being able to act like himself. like in that scene in the office, you can tell as he curls his fist that he wanted to speak back so badly. even when he finally snaps against han seok, he said "i'm getting tired of being afraid of you." i feel like he'd be embarrassed that even after years, he hasn't been able to escape his abuse
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i feel like this scene and their dynamic would play out something similar to this:
han seo joined the team and has been working with vincenzo and cha-young for around a month. at this point han seo isn't walking on eggshells with both of them, he's a lot more comfortable and visiting their office regularly without choi/han/han seok finding out.
sometimes it's vincenzo and cha-young providing him books to study economics from, maybe even giving some brotherly/sisterly advice to him. every couple weeks, vin and cha-young give him quizzes and slowly, he's getting better and better
over time, he even got closer to the plaza residents (even though the residents were definetly cold to him in the beginning, miri scaring the shit out of him by doing her ghost thing, the lady with the lipstick from bye bye balloon staring him down, snack bar lady refusing to serve him, larry also scaring the shit out of him by doing his zombie routine)
but despite this, they adopt him into their family, han seo doing small errands for the residents, him buying the best coffee, food and getting camera equipment for the snack bar lady's son. han seo gifting the pawnshop couple with cute baby items etc.
(obviously he buys the most expensive shit bc he's still a rich boy, but they dont have to know)
(side note: he'd be fucking adorable with a baby, imagine him being the babies "uncle han seo" who gets them the best gifts !!)
even though he was comfortable with all of them, every once in a while his facade would slip.
every once in a while, someone would make a sharp movement towards him and he'd flinch. or if someone makes a quick step towards him, he'd back up and stiffen up on instinct
even if it was someone patting his back or just making a quick movement, he'd react on instinct from the years of abuse from han seok. but no one ever said anything about it if they noticed.
one afternoon after lunch, they were washing dishes, han seo on washing duty and cha-young drying and placing them back. and han seo was in his full sleeves and cha-young notices his sleeves getting wet
"yah, roll your sleeves back, by the end of this your whole sleeve will be wet! you know how uncomfortable those sleeves would be?"
"ahaha, it's alright noona, i'll be fine"
han seo tries to laugh it off, grining at her with one of his wide grins but there's something off about this one. but cha-young gives one of her patented glares and he rolls them up carefully, shielding his arms from her view, and continues washing the rest.
cha-young doesn't take note of his bruises at first, but noted the care he went through to shield his arms from her. his arms were posed almost awkwardly and he was on high alert
it wasn't until after they both finished and he was drying his hands that cha-young saw the massive bruises he had, climbing up his forearms and under the sleeves
he stiffens when he sees her stare, and quickly tries to cover them but she grabs them before he could hide it
she's completely quiet while she stares at his arms. after a moment, he speaks up
"oh i accidentally banged these against my doorway, they're just small bruises. it's go away in a couple days" he smiles at her again but she could tell from the way his shoulders were frozen and the wavering of his voice that it wasn't the truth
"did he do these?" she asked him, her face completely neutral and her voice barely a whisper. she's still looking at his forearms, her fingers ghosting over the bruises.
han seo just looks down and the silence is enough of an answer for cha-young. he walks away, embarrassed that she found out about it, even though his years of therapy told him that it wasn't never his fault, he still felt the shame and anger of not being able to break free.
he's quiet for the rest of the time, feigning tiredness and finding an excuse to leave the plaza
that night, it was just vincenzo and her working at the office late, in preparation for babel. cha-young's mind was still on what she saw that afternoon. abruptly, she stands up, her hand gripping the pen in her hand as she turned to vincenzo sitting at the other desk.
"did you know that bastard hurt him? he's been abusing han seo this whole time?" she asked vincenzo, her voice seething with anger
"i know."
"you know??? why didn't you ever say anything?"
vincenzo looks up at her from his stack of papers, setting his pen down.
"it wasn't my place. i picked up on it when he flinched when mr. tak reached toward him to place a hand on his shoulder."
cha-young sat back down then, her lips pressed together, and vin went back to his paperwork
"we should get him out of there. who knows what han seok would do in one of his rages?"
"couple nights ago, we went to drink makgeolli and i offered him a way out. i told him if he ever needs to leave, and if he's ready to leave, he has a place at the plaza."
"and is he? leaving that is?"
"no. he thanked me, but said that he needed to stay until his brother and his group crumbles to the ground."
cha-young let out a sigh, biting her lip, the worry on her face all too evident
"hong cha-young byeonosa-nim, we shouldn't baby him. jang han seo deserves revenge against his brother just like we do and the choice is ultimately up to him."
"i know. i just worry."
they stayed quiet for the rest of the night, working late but the topic never leaves cha-young or vincenzo's minds
the next day, han seo avoided her like the plague, not wanting to talk about what she saw yesterday
but while he was studying, she approached him, a glass of juice and a snack in hand, setting it next to him. she checked over his work quietly as he took a break and glanced at his arms, doing a once over just to make sure he didn't get any new ones.
"well done, han seo, you're doing well" she smiled at him and ruffled his hair and han seo let out a breath of relief and gratefulness that she hadn't treated him any different
from then, cha-young and vin only got fonder of han seo and han seo was pretty much adopted by them. after the battle and han seok is in jail permanently, he moves out of his apartment, and gets one closer to the plaza.
mr. nam would show him how the organization worked at jipuragi and put him to work, the paralegal grateful to have an extra hand around the office
eventually, even han seo grows an affection to the instant coffee and buys more for himself and his apartment
vin would take him shopping for suits, both rich boys obsessed with their sleek looks. they take cha-young with them once but she manages to sleep off at every shop they go to.
vincenzo also plays hockey with him regularly and the plaza invites him to plaza game nights. they get up to all kinds of mischief,
han seo loves spicy food, just like cha-young so they make it their mission to go to try every restaurant and compete to see just how much spice they can handle. obviously vincenzo doesn't even make it past the first round of the spice competitions but cha-young and han seo have the same competitive streak that keeps them going
han seo is also dropping hints to both of cha-young and vincenzo that they should get married. constantly teasing vincenzo about cha-young in the way only younger brothers do
obviously on one of cha-young and han seo’s days out, han seo drops hints CONSTANTLY, trying to get her to admit cha young likes vincenzo
and OBVIOUSLY she slips up, and han seo doesn’t let go of it
he does the whole younger brother teasing every single time he catches cha-young glancing at vincenzo at the firm
“cha-young noona and vin hyung, sitting in a tree. K I S S I N—” “HAN SEO!!!”
obviously chayenzo eventually get together but decide to keep it a secret (and of course, they were awful at it)
eventually when they reveal it to the office, mr. nam and han seo react like that one scene in suspicious partner (“quick, act surprised” “*gasp* you guys are together??????? we had no idea!!”)
han seo is basically adopted as a younger brother to both cha-young and vincenzo and even the plaza loves his presence and he gets to have a peaceful existence for the rest of his life
anyways han seo deserves a happy ending with a good family. he deserves a second chance with a family that LOVES AND CARES FOR HIM AND GIVES HIM CHOICES AND ALLOWS HIM TO BE HIMSELF. (and yes this covered more than just one scene but I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS ON HIM) as always feel free to add on :D
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thoschei-rights · 5 years
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Season 12 but The Master kept pretending to be O??
Basically self-indulgent Thoschei with a twist.
lots of typos bc?? i aint got time to go correct stuff yet? I will later?? 
So Spyfall is resolved, The Kasaavin are banished back to their realm and the Fam and Doctor are clueless as to the true mastermind, Barton taking the fall while the Master continues to pose ad O, having decided he’s enjoying the game of tricking her too much.
Perhaps among their texts they’ve grown close, or perhaps the brief time together in the outback led to events?? ;) But either way, he changes his mind mid plan and continues to act human.
Since he never leaves the message or has the confrontation in Paris, the doctor remains unaware of Gallifrey’s destruction. The fam wait off on asking their questions since she isn’t off with them.
Orphan 55 happens, and while the fam go do their shit, O stays with the Doctor bc admit it, she was like oh ;-; when everyone went to explore. My poor baby. So they hang out together before everything goes to shit, how cute?? Things get resolved, but with the revelation of one of earth’s potential fates, and the potential that the doctor lied about knowing, the fam decide to ask to know more about her. She shares what she believes its true at the time, being born on gallifrey and being a timelord, O looms in the background looking awkward bc he knows none of that is true and he feels horrible keeping the truth from her, it makes him as bad as the rest of the time lords- but he is selfish and he doesn’t want to stop what he’s doing, he’s started to really enjoy her company, its everything he’s ever wanted, every star.
And then it’s ruined when Yaz asks to see her own planet. Blissfully unaware of its destruction, she takes them, and so they’re right there with her when she sees, opens the doors to the rubble, the dying flames- and oh god. The fam are horrified, she’s horrified, O has to fake it, while being utterly glad those nasties are dead- maybe he gets to sneakily comfort hug her??? like she’s trying not to tear up even after that whole shit show of the confession dial, it was her home??so yeah he’s like hugging her but he’s so angry bc they dont deserve her tears?? 
The doctor is off after that, and the fam know why, and none of their words of comfort do much, because sure they’ve just witnessed the death of earth too but that is just one timeline, can be completely avoided, while gallifrey is gone forever, and she believes she’s once more the last of her kind. it hurts.
they visit tesla all the same, and when that big ass scorpion looking alien (bc im sorry i didnt like the episode and i’ve forgotten her name so....) mentions dead planets, she can feel the fam stiffen, as though the doctor is gonna blow at any minute, but she keeps calm, tries to bury the rage, but O can tell, can tell by the way her arms shake, hands clenched into fists in her pockets- and it hurts him to see her like this- the longer he spends around her, pretending to be someone he’s not, he’s just realizing more and more what a dumbass he is and that he’s still as in love with her now than he was all those years ago in the academy- none of the truth will change that-
and then boom the shit show with the judoon occurs and suddenly O is confused af because that Lee guy could ONLY have been him. Who else on gallifrey was stupid enough to hide out with the doctor, marry them and die for them?? him because he’s a dumbass? but he’s a dumbass who definitely doesnt remember this memories?? which theoretically in the doctors timeline should have been sometime after the division? or during? he’s not sure? but to his knowledge he shouldn’t have been alive at this stage? and now he’s not sure what the fuck HIS own life is too? did they take his memories from him too? has he lost part of his life? suddenly the truth doesnt seem as known as he thought- so while the doctor is reeling from the information of Ruth being her somehow? O is having his own mental crisis because what the fuck did they do to him too? what is he missing?? 
praxeus continues as similar as it did originally, O is only the tiniest impressed at Yaz, ever since Spyfall he’d sensed she was the human with the most potential to not be utterly worthless so he’s glad at least one of the doctors latest pets seems to have some initiative?? but yeah i dont wanna change much about praxeus? its not important- except the doctor saying she’s a romantic and the master wants that? wait what- he’s conflicted about his own thoughts? he wanted to break her, destroy her with the truth? but he also just wants to wrap her in his arms? make everything as okay as he can? what the fuck is even happening with him? jsut your usual ‘im a mess’ vibes lmao
when can you hear me? rolls around, it happens in a similar way, i dont wanna get to into it because i dont wanna think too much...the episode was weird, it was just weird-- i cant?? although maybe bc that zellin and the lady whose name i forgot...but they were immortal right?? maybe their species is the doctors species?? huh? huh? think about that- but don’t think too hard bc i hate that theory and i’m gonna pretend i never had that thought- lets just ignore can you hear me even though the end made me cry for yaz bc lol relatable sis, relatable. do whatever you want for this bit fam, idc.
Anyyyyyway. the bit I’m waiting for... Villa Diodati ;) O is ready to smack Byron round the face, fingers itching towards the tce everytime he tries to flirt with the doctor. the lone cyberman appears and wopdie doo earth is going to be destroyed and the doctor is about to do something stupid, thinking there is no other way? the master is like um lol change of plans i dont want the cybermen to win, look how in pain my baby theta is?? i gotta help?? oof? and idk, his patience is like nope all gone? and he whips out his TCE on the lone cyberman and boom. crisis averted? except now the doctor is looking at him in horror and shock and- she realizes who he is then and there, and normally he’d made a big drama out of his, throw in some words, a speech about how easy it was to deceive her, how he destroyed gallifrey- about how he was under her nose this whole time- but he doesn’t, instead he meets her gaze and can barely manage to whisper an “im sorry” and wow shit i wasn’t gonna write that version, i was gonna have feral confrontation but now im stanning a sad master who just needs a hug and some therapy because nothing makes sense, he thought he had everything figured out but he doesnt and he just wANTS HIS FRIEND BACK uiferkghlujkfaghjfkgladhfajkg; i m fine 
i dont know what i wanna do after this point? it could go a lot of different ways?? but thoschei rights bitches. could go angst confrontation and then she abandons him in whatever century that was set bc wow i studied frankenstein in school but i couldnt tell you what century the author is from bc im dumb? 18th? maybe idk that seems likely? or 19th? but anyway yeah or maybe she’s just relieved someone else is alive? or is she shouting for answers or?? i dunno.... but woop ??? 
wow this turned into a big mess but hopefully you can kinda see where i wanna head with things? after this he’d probably show her the truth? i dunno how that’d go down, but he’d be there with her?? But anyway, this idea is free for anyone to write, but holla us a link and I'll give yall a free promo at the end of this post!!
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aces-miild · 4 years
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Familiar Fell - Chapter One
Sans waits just inside city limits. His hands are deep in his pockets, his clawed fingers picking anxiously at the seams. He grinds his pointed teeth, a deep frown taking the place of his usual grin. Red-tinted sweat beads on his skull, and his good eye is illuminated, watching the struggle taking place just beyond the rolling hills.
Beside him stands his friend - though he would hesitate to call her so out loud - the esteemed inventor Doctor Alphys. She wrings her scaly hands, concern rendering her unable to speak.
So, they wait in silence as a small crowd - humans and monsters alike - whisper fearfully around them. They watch the distant light of magic as attack after attack rains down over the hillside just north of Ebott City, spears and bones alike striking the dry summer earth.
A strangled roar rings out, the last cry of the dying. The attacks cease, and the gathered citizens let out a collective sigh of relief as a massive amount of dust rises on the evening breeze, sparkling in the setting sun. Beside him, Alphys shivers.
As the crowd dissipates, Sans glances over his shoulder at the city, and the damage the beast had done before being led out into the hillside. Ruined streets, crushed cars, destroyed storefronts. Sans would never have guessed that a monster like Aaron could wreak such havoc. 
Then again, the creature that had rampaged through the city hadn’t really been Aaron, but a vicious, destructive creature - a huge horse-like abomination with a powerful fish tail capable of leveling buildings with a single swipe. It was like something out of a nightmare. 
Such transformations weren’t unheard of. The news reported stories of monsters Turning, becoming overwhelmed by rage and transforming into savage beasts bent on destruction. It was becoming more and more common. This was, however, the first time Sans had seen it happen in person. 
Guess that creep got turned down one too many times, Sans assumed, having trouble coming up with anything else that would piss Aaron off enough to turn into...that. 
Sans returns his attention to the hills in time to see the City Guard making their way back. He recognizes the silhouette of the Captain, Undyne. She trudges along, footsteps dragging as she supports the weight of Sans’s brother Papyrus. Despite looking worse for wear, the two appear to be in high spirits, no doubt proud of their victory. A pack of wolfish monsters surrounds them, whooping and howling, their laughter carrying over the dry land. 
Alphys, anxious to be reunited with her wife, rushes to meet the Guard halfway. 
Undyne lets go of Papyrus in favor of lifting her tiny wife into the air in a celebratory embrace. They share a too-long kiss, leaving Papyrus to collapse to his knees from exhaustion. In an instant, Sans is at his brother’s side.
“ya good, bro? ya look a little pale,” Sans jokes, trying to hide his concern. Though things had been peaceful since monsters settled on the surface, Sans had yet to fully move past the kill-or-be-killed mentality he picked up in the Underground. Caring about others, even his own little brother, was still something he struggled to outwardly show, for fear that it would be exploited.    
“I Am Fine...Just...A Bit...Winded,” the younger skeleton responded between gasping breaths. Sans had never seen him this worn out. 
“S-so, it’s o-over?” Alphys asks, glancing in the direction of the still-drifting dust.  
Undyne nods her head solemnly. “I wish it didn’t have to end like that,” she admits, much to Sans’s surprise. The old Undyne would’ve revelled in such a battle, but now all he sees in the fish monster’s eyes is regret. He guesses that having to kill your former neighbor - no matter how big a creep - really took away from the thrill of the fight. 
We’ve really been spoiled up here, haven’t we?
Undyne places her tiny wife back onto solid ground, and the other members of the guard start to head back into the city to begin working on repairs. Sans offers to help his brother stand, but Papyrus’s pride gets in the way. He lifts himself on unsteady legs, ready to join the others, but Undyne stops him, putting a hand on his armor-clad shoulder. 
“Go home, bonehead. You took on more than your fair share of that fight...go get some rest,” she has an uncharacteristically sympathetic look on her rugged, battle-scarred face. 
“I’m Fine, Captain.” Papyrus attempts to get out of her grip, but fails miserably, easily kept in place by his superior’s incredible strength.
“Get. Some. Rest. That’s an order, punk!” She commands with a good-natured, though tired, smile. She releases his shoulder and punches him, sending him reeling back a bit.  
Papyrus considers this for a moment, then straightens his posture. “Far Be It For Me To Ignore An Order From My Captain,” he states. Then, much quieter, “Or The Advice Of A Friend.” He turns to Sans. “Shall We, Brother?” He asks, resting a hand on the shorter skeleton’s shoulder.
“sure thing, boss,” Sans replies.
The two disappear in the blink of an eye.  
--
As usual, Sans rises late the following day, only leaving his room to refuel on junk food. It’s already two in the afternoon, and Sans expects to see his brother flitting around the house doing chores, or at least a note telling Sans that he’s gone out. 
But the house is silent, and the door to Papyrus’s room is still shut tight. Sans knocks on it lightly, “hey bro, you in there?” Sans hopes his brother is just going over some combat strategies with his figurine collection. 
There’s no answer.
Cautiously, Sans opens the door and looks around his brother’s room. Once, back in Snowdin, he never would’ve dared to enter his brother’s room uninvited. The Papyrus that existed in the Underground would’ve had his head for invading his privacy like that. But now, after a few years of family therapy, the brothers were on much better terms. 
At first, he doesn’t see anything of note. All of Papyrus’s possessions are where they should be, immaculately organized, not a single item out of place. Then, he sees his brother, still asleep in bed. 
“it’s gettin’ pretty late, paps…” Sans says, walking over to the bed. “You should prolly eat somethin’.”
No response. 
Panic flares in Sans’s soul. Papyrus was a notoriously light sleeper, even when exhausted. Sans reaches a hand out and shakes his brother, hoping that the taller skeleton won’t be too pissed off at being woken up so abruptly. 
Nothing.
Sans shakes his brother harder, calling and then shouting his name again and again, to no avail. He takes a step back, breathing heavily. His good eye lights up, and he scans his brother, checking his stats. 
AT: 50
DF: 30
HP: .5/100
Sans collapses to his knees, reeling from the realization. It can’t be...he can’t be... 
Papyrus, his little brother, the only family Sans has ever known...has fallen.
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Alphys was Sans’s only hope. He knew about her experiments with Determination - he’d had a hand in them, way back when. If he could just get a small sample of whatever was left over, surely he could wake Papyrus. 
But when he showed up at the lab, all Alphys could offer were her condolences. “I’m s-sorry, Sans. There’s n-nothing I can do…” she turned her back, unable to face him, and fidgeted with some papers on her desk. “Experimentation on monsters - awake or fallen - is illegal. You know that.”
“never stopped ya before,” he muttered in response. 
“I was p-protected by the King before.” She sighs, and adjusts her glasses. “I can’t give you any D.T., anyway. Once the b-barrier was broken, I disposed of the leftover materials. Best not to have that kind of t-temptation laying around...You’ve seen what curiosity does to me.”
Drives her insane. Up-the-wall. Completely bonkers. “yeah. makes ya do some real mad scientist shit.” 
“Exactly. I have a new reputation I’d like to cultivate,” she hesitates, then asks, “Are you going t-to t-tell Undyne, or…?”
“i was gonna hold off. not sure i want her tryin’ to help out.” Sans was pretty sure she wouldn’t take it well, and he didn’t want her barging into his house and roughing up his already unstable brother in an attempt to wake him by force. 
Alphys nods solemnly. “I’ll wait a few days before I bring it up.”
“thanks, al.”
“I wish I could do m-more for you. For Papyrus…”
“yeah. me too,” he says bitterly as he turns to leave. As the automatic door to the lab shuts behind him, one of the guards outside - an old buddy from the Wolf Guard back in Snowdin - speaks up.
“M’sorry ta hear ‘bout Papyrus…” Doggo says, not quite making eye contact. “I didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but, well...ya know how it is.” He did. Doggo had come a long way since being blinded; his other senses had improved to compensate for the loss.
Sans had nothing to say. He simply nodded at his old drinking buddy and prepared to teleport home.
“If ya just wait a second, Sans, I got a suggestion for ya.”
“what?” Sans all but growled, narrowing his eyes at the meddling mutt.
“Well, ya know how my old man fell ‘bout six months back?”
“yeah, what of it?”
For what it was worth, Doggo completely ignored the skeleton’s aggressive tone, and simply kept on with his explanation. “Well, my mom took ‘im to this lady livin’ in the woods...a witch. Monsters’ve been goin’ there with their fallen for a while. She’s got a bunch just sleepin’ in her house...she takes care of ‘em, y’see. Keeps ‘em from dustin’ ‘til their families are ready to say goodbye.”
Sans didn’t want to hear more. He didn’t even want to consider that Papyrus might never wake up. 
“i ain’t takin’ my bro to some crackpot witch, dog-breath.” 
“Hold on, now, m’not done. See, she doesn’t just keep ‘em from dustin’. Nah, she’s also got a reputation for wakin’ up the fallen. I don’t really know much about it m’self, but she might be able to help ya.” Doggo looks off into the distance with his unseeing eyes. “Might be worth your while ta take a trip over there, y’know? Just to see if there’s anythin’ she can do.”
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