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Cringetober #3 - Unnecessarily complex fit! A bit late, but I still had fun with it! Too... Much fun seeing as, again, this was supposed to be simple but I ended up going totally ham on it. Oh well, helps pass the time while my brain is still scrambled eggs from being sick.
I don't have much to say aside than I LOVE Scene Misty's whole design. She's... Perhaps not exactly true scene, but has some essence of it with the rainbows and patterns and many decorations. (So sad you can't see the GIR keychain in this one </3) ...And it's what people have been calling this design, so I'll use that name too. I remember while designing her I was just thinking of things I myself think are cool to add, and stuff Misty would probably like wearing!
Also, another fun fact, when I was a kid and Ms Paint scene cats were all the rage - something I couldn't replicate yet - my main oc was a cat with a side-kick who lived on a tiny cloud that followed them, the cloud changing on their emotions! I now always have an association with clouds and that era, so... Misty here's an total delight to say the least :) Again, a very self-indulgent thing about something close and dear to my heart.
#cringetober#cringetober 2023#rainmaker#traditional art#traditional#(forgot which tag i used before)#toontown#toontown corporate clash#guz art#all the glitter and stickers and the rhinestones were suuuper fun to do#also.. a nightmare to clean my desk. so easy to take all my stuff and put it here#a nightmare to motivate myself to clean it... prolly why i kept adding stuff while i wanted it to be simple LOL#with sooo many things to add im like AND WHY NOT A LITTLE BIT MOREEE !! 💥💥💥💥#and so yea...!#also im gonna have this glitter all over my table and yk what? its delightful i dont mind
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my favorite part of living with adhd is when i recognise something is Important and so i put it in a Safe Space so i dont lose it and then i never see it again haha
#bookbird babbles#CROCHET HOOK I BOUGHT FOR THIS PROJECT WHERE DID YOU GO YOU ARE NOT IN MY BAG OF CROCHET HOOKS#(it was in.....are you ready for this.............my pencil holder that sits on my desk)#(and because it sits on my desk it is Background Noise and i forget it exists)#anyway. at least my room is clean. ish. cleaner.#im gonna crochet and listen to my book lmao
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Me, while manically cleaning my room at 3:27am: I should make several large, life-changing, irreversible decisions.
#so ive been in a bad mental state lately#because of many things. but the biggest being (yes i know ive complained about this in multiple other posts)#that my best friend and my ex gf were fucking. without even asking or telling me. i got no heads up. just figured it out on my own#which sucked and now im not speaking to either of them#and when i first found out i was in a bad place physically too#i had a terrible ear infection that was so fucking painful#and i realized i could concentrate on both things. so i focused on healing#and then i remembered ny family is coming to visit for Christmas#and thats a lot to deal with. so now im focusing on cleaning the apartment. specifically my bedroom#so im manically cleaning at 3:30am while angry and stressed and trying not to focus on this thing that makes me really upset#and in the middle of cleaning ill suddenly think 'should i quit my summer camp job?' or 'should i move states again?'#its not good. but i havent acted on anything#AND in the middle of cleaning i found all of my meds#i havent been taking them for months. but i decided im gonna start taking them again#i have a few refills left but then ill have to find a psychiatrist. i dont want to. but its definitely for the best#im trying to get my life back on track and build and better it#but then something hits me and completely derails everything and makes everything so hard#so anyway im gonna go do some more cleaning and try not to make life-altering decisions. and maybe build a desk#btw i have to get up at 9am to take out my puppy. and at 11:35 i have to get ready for work. again its 3:30am#and im full of manic energy#tomorrow is going to be very bad but at least I'll have a semi-clean room
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anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.
#all i can think about is the shelves im gonna get installed here over the next little bit fdghj#yall dont understand its so hard to keep things clean and brain friendly when you just dont have anywhere to put stuff.#hellish#& then i get overwhelmed and turn into a massive bitch when i try to get it under control fdgh#instead its been like. 2 straight days of dopamine i fucking swear?? my body probably definitely wouldnt let me do this for a living#(my hip is screamingggg dfghgjj) but actually if i could & if i could work in a team then yeah. ykw i enjoy it.#organization go brrrrrrr#i dont think she was expecting me to work that fast either but ive been like a feral animal. skittering over clutter.#finding Spots for Things#okay i lied the flood was actually beneficial in one way to me specifically.#estranged father just forgot a Bunch of tool sets here & ive claimed them now fdghjk#that nail gun is MINE#she suggested i look out for an actual tool chest/bench thing (ykw the ones with wheels and stuff) for everything and i havent been that#excited for anything in months fdgh tools are expensive alright. too bad he took the table saw.#i dont talk much abt my Masc Hobbies as i call them lmao no real reason to but hoooboy i love to Build Things#give me that ikea desk ill have it done in an hour or less every time#maybe trade school is still on the horizon for me gfhj always wanted to Weld Stuff i think id be good at it#as much as i fuckin loathe yard maintenance i was a real garage sooooo bad its not even funny#shame i wasnt just inherently expected to know car stuff tm i feel like i would have loved it too#scarrier to learn on your own later in life especially with a lease vehicle but ill get there eventually#anyway yeah bg3! new mods. new ocs#have not done much with them yet but they Exist and theyre pretty
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it just set in for me that i start community college this upcoming monday literally less than a week from now and i want. to throw up
#its a combo of omg holy shit my life is progressing im healing im reforming into a human being im a real boy#and ✨academic trauma✨ reflecting on my life now vs the last 6 years and the last time i was in school#and im not handling it well. maybe i am a little cuz so far i have held back the tears but i dont think thats an acceptable bar#the tears are certainly there. and i most certainly feel like losing the little ive eaten today#ive also started seriously considering if it would be more or less strategic to skip cr today in favor of playing smth with a friend#i was like dang its important to take the time when we're both free#but also cr uploads on mondays and ive reignited my interest in watching live and i dont trust myself to fight the vod impulse on that day#i want things to be different and i want to do good and i want to feel all the progress ive made in action#so if she is available today im gonna be honest and say sorry i cant play this thing we were both excited about bc ive got a 4 hour#nerd show tonight. and im gonna feel really shitty about it.#feels shitty and stupid to choose a piece of media thatll always be there over quality friend time#but i know if i dont get this shit thats always gonna be there over with NOW itll be really hard to put off later#hhhhhhh#im a mess dude ima finish the video i was watching before i started having a crisis and then im gonna take a bath#and then maybe stardew valley. it is the game for when life is falling apart and i just deep cleaned my desk itll be so nice
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crouched on the floor eating my sandwich like a maniac
#my desk is covered in Stuff. i took my meds 40 mins ago. okay uhh today i need to#1) im helpin mom with the wood splitter bc it's stuck in a block lol 2) gonna tidy my room and actually get my school supplies together#3) laundry. i should#4) valorant...it calls to me..#oh i should also take the trash#key word is TIDY room. i need to do a large scale laundry operation today and possibly tomorrow. so many got damn clothes just laying aroun#a lot of them r clean but they're in The Pile and not in the dresser#been Workin.#so. corral clothes. put up what i can. start laundry. play valo. get laundry. put on cr while folding laundry which i might do in one big go#after all the loads are done so i can actually find pairs of socks and shit#the adhd demons.
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i think we should get an undo button in real life, because sometimes you do something on impulse and realize "ah. fuck." and theres just noooo undoing it
#i think i fucked up cleaning this old rolling chair my dad brought home from his workplace#it was covered in workplace related smell and material so i had to clean it down#and i finally did that and. blinks. bro i hosed it down after scrubbing it with a cloth 😭😭😭#its fucking soaked and i rly doubt its gonna dry properly shdjdkdl#BROOOOO WHY DID I DO THAT SBDHFKDL GIRL HELP#I KNEW IT WAS GONNA PROBABLY BE A BAD IDEA BUT I GENUINELY COULDNT SEEM TO STOP MYSELF#my impulse control has been so janky lately 😭😭😭 like I'll hesitate sure and I'll know its a bad idea... but then...#i do it anyways#i think its because i have zero outlets rn for that sort of thing#i need to get back into physically crafting (other than crochet bc theres no much risk taking there)#so that i can make bad decisions and fuck things up but not like... actually fuck things up in a way thats going to rly affect me badly#if this chair rots.... well then I'll be back to not having anything other than a wooden chair for my desk but fjdkdl STILL !!!#i want this chair so bad fhdkdl I've wanted a rolling desk chair for years#praying the sun stays shining today so it can dry properly OUGHHH#im gonna go out there every hour and tilt it around to drain excess water as it settles and hopefully then it'll dry properly#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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good mornie friends!! ૮꒰ྀི ⸝⸝• ·̫ •⸝⸝ ꒱ྀིა & a v happy friyay to you!! i might be off wrk today but the girlbossing doesn’t stop!! (๑•̀∀- )و i made myself a lil list & im checkin it twice hehee!! i hope your friday is filled w nothing but the MOST positive energy & sm love!! <33
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#hiii!! :3 i have sm i wanna get done today!!! i gotta clean out my car & FINALLY donate the clothes in my trunk ૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა#(they’ve been in there for…a while….lmaosksks) & im gonna get a carwash & put some more stickers on it!! :3#i also gotta dust my figures at some point too! & clean my desk/vanity!!! ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ i def have my wrk cut out for me today!!!#but first!!!! hair washin time!!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*｡ ilyasm!! ttyl!! <333
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Cleaned my whole fuckin room be proud of me
#jesus christ i am just realizing im hungry#it took like 2-3hrs and i still got one more table and the mini fridge but everything else is DONE#all the shit on the floor GONE#my dishes CLEAN#my desk CLEARED#its great and im so so tired now#im ordering dinner and gonna crash this evening now#idk what im gonna eat tho#im feeling maybe burger or smth with chicken idk yet#we shall see if theres any deals anywhere#enjoy my midnight ramblings
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BAD NEWS PERIOD STARTED AT SOME POINT IN THE LAST 2 HOURS I WAS SITTING DOWN AND I BLED ON MY.CUSHION 😭😭😭😭
#at least i didnt bleed onto my actual desk chair cuz that would be a NIGHTMARE to clean#i can just throw the cushion in the washing machine..#WELL. ABOUT TIME.IT STARTED ANYWAY ‼️#im gonna take a couple ibuprofen and play elden ring until it kicks in qnd then SLEEP#.diaries
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a new nendo to live on my desk :]
#i don’t talk about her or hades in general a lot (dunno why tbh) but meg is one of THEE baddest bitches in video games. i adore her#megaera stan till i die. and that’s on god!!!!!!!#anyways#swapping face plates is easy but i’m always scared im gonna break something trying to get a grip on the plastic lol#my dio nendo from a couple years ago got moved 2 my bookshelf when i was cleaning my desk for my new pc. hes still here just not on my desk#txt
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keep going like "tomorrow i am going to do this thing" and then tomorrow happens and i just do not feel like doing it
#like i wanted to clean my desk today but im not doing it. i am gonna work on an assignment but thats not what i was planning on doing#so its not like im not doing anything useful. im just not sticking to my plans
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#you wanna know what i fucking did today?#cleaned inside my freezer. outaide of my fridge. did the dishes. dusted the blinds#cleaned the bathroom sink. took all stuff off the walls. cleaned the microwave. cleaned my bedroom window#cleaned the kitchen baseboards. under the fridge. under the oven#packed up my art supplies and some clothes#cleaned my bathroom door. front door. wiped my bedroom walls. cleaned the bathroom floor#cleaned my stove top. tidied my bedroom floor. and listed my dresser in two facebook sell groups#all within about 2.5 hours#isnt that fuckin wild?? im so tired#oh and i sold my table. i had to get up early for that. and i went for a walk to get a fun little drink#my apartment is starting to get pretty empty. furniture is going and stuff is getting packed into bins. its wack#i need to put my shit furniture by the dumpster. isnt it lovely how we put furniture by the dumpster so others can take it#i mean. the sign by mine says not to put furniture in it. so maybe its just some malicious compliance by putting it next to the dumpster#but ive heard that furniture goes next to the dumpster so that others can take it. thats where i got my desk and my mirror#im gonna miss my desk. its so cute and i love it. but i dont have space. i dont mind getting rid of the other furniture tho#its shit furniture from estate sales that i bought out of necessity#now someone can have my shit furniture if they want it#its kind of fun to see my apartment get emptier and cleaner tho. my moving time is coming up and im so excited#its wild to look at the list of shit i cleaned today. i made a list in my notebook so i could keep track of what i was doing#and its really satisfying to cross stuff off of a list. it takes up almost a whole page length#im exhausted now tho. that was a lot of fucking cleaning#okay bye
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just spent 4hrs cleaning The Pit (read: my room™) and MAN it feels good !!!
#i have been picking clean clothes out of an amorphous Tower of (clean) laundry piled on my desk/chair for WEEKS and finally had enough energ#i managed to stack my various boxes/bags of crap into one corner to give me some more floorspace#AND i dug out some old cutlery and dishes so they can be put thru the dishwasher and then back into the cupboard where they belong#laundry/tidiness/dishes are like my top three get-put-off's when my brain is feeling fried so the Relief of getting caught up with those...#phew 😮💨❤️🩹#im very very proud of myself#meen speaks#tw vent#<- indirectly but ykwim#*energy to bite the bullet and fold and wardrobe 98% of them#and now im gonna take a shower and sleep!!! <3
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was gonna buy my printer at the end of November as a treat for myself for doing nanowrimo but then I had the thought that like.
if I could print out a paper, then I could hang it in my fridge and keep track of my word counts throughout the month on the paper.
but that would require the printer BEFORE nanowrimo. so I'm gonna see if i can't buy one after work. Hdjajfjd
#in my defense though i literally have been meaning to buy a printer since. like. july.#and kept Not Doing It.#i also am only gonna try bc im going to be at Walmart at like 7am and while I'm pretty sure the printers arent locked up#i don't know if I'll be able to simply go to the self checkout with it#and my store doesnt usually have cashiers that early in the morning#mmm#idk#if i need to hunt down an employee i can I've done it before#I'm also going to try and clean up my den more and decorate a lil so i can try to write in there#problem with that though is that i uh. i don't have a Chair for the desk in there.#and my only options are a stool or a short and uncomfy like dining room chair.#or else I'll need to buy one of those too ;;;;#i wonder about amazon prices for those...... lemme look#it's less important than the printer though#anyways#shh ac
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i just subbed a kindergarten class two days in a row and the best thing about that is. this friday night sleep is gonna fuckin HIT
#im gonna be out like a FUCKIN LIGHT#i hadnt taken my meds and i was drowsy before nine o'clock watchin monkees reruns w dickens#i had to shower and now im all clean and. oh yeah. just put on the covers#no alarm tomorrow morning no attendance to take no signing in to do at the front desk#SLEEP IN AS LONG AS I WANT OH YEAH BUDDY#tales from diana#also loved that i did nothing but stay in tonight. that helped#when i work w the littles all day. my mind is so overstimulated at the end of it#i can be mentally exhausted after doing the older kids too or even if its an uneventful day. just tired#bc i am a person w chronic fatigue. so why not? walking around a building that is not my house all day makes me tired#but oh yeah. watching all the littles and making sure they sit and be quiet and pay attention and follow instructions#it is like a different kind of game entirely#GOODNIGHT WORLD#sleep tight to you all
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